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>>139014

Based.

>>139016

Hey, I made that pic! I'm famous.

The concept is taken from Kabbalah Magic and the Great Work of Self-Transformation, and I first heard about it on the mindandmagick YouTube channel.

>>139022

>mindandmagick

nice

got any more youtubes (or bitch utes or whatever) recs?

>>138952

If somebody said they were seeing aa everywhere you would respond “YOU ARE SEEING A BECAUSE ITS ONE OF THE 26 LETTERS!”

IMAGINE BEING A KIKE IN A WHEELCHAIR

It was 11:11 a.m. when I powered on my personal computer today, and I thought of this thread. What could it mean?

>>138868

https://www.reddit.com/r/GG33Numerology/comments/ahchtr/the_very_basics_of_gg33_numerology_and_astrology/

>>138955

At 11:11 every night I make wishes

Habit and superstition

Feed my foolish fires

They've been burning for a couple of months

What you've done is train your mind to notice this number. I remember when I was a kid, and some other kid told me about making a wish when the clock reads 11:11, and of course I started noticing it after that. I still do, because that idea that was planted in my mind still exists, even if I don't believe in it.

Think about what made you notice this number in the first place. Is it just that's a repeating digit? Any significance behind it will depend entirely upon the context.

Lbrp regularly, grp in a pinch. Keep your living space clean, keep your head clean.

>>132875

What is "Lbrp" and "grp"?

Demons at their worst are sticky fuckers. They like to latch onto your more human mechanisms to siphon a part of your soul, no deals, nothing.

It's why Jesus advises to cut your eye out should it be tempted by evil. That's how you get rid of a demon, is to excise the point of their manipulations to keep it from malinging the "generative code" of your soul for their purposes.

>>138870

>Psychic impairment is a consequence of scattered attention, or in different terms, having too many threads of "energy", of focused "divine light" maintaining ongoing manifestations in the world (past, present or future), usually from the unconscious parts of our psyche (mind/body/soul). This is also what makes physical reality stable.

Holy fuck, this sounds EXACTLY like a longstanding problem I've had with my meditation.

Now, how do I "consolidate" or minimize these threads of divine light without needing an NDE? I've been trying to do death meditations by imagining and/or pretending that I was dead, but I'm wondering if there's a more precise or elegant method to keeping these threads in one string so I can get more focus out of my meditation.

>>138931

Remember that "you" are not your soul. You are a purely active, ineffable point of awareness experiencing your soul. When performing magical operations, you should detach your awareness as much as possible from the superfluous energetic structures that are irrelevant to the goal of the operation. AKA one-pointedness.

>>138932

>Remember that "you" are not your soul. You are a purely active, ineffable point of awareness experiencing your soul.

I know that. I believe that. I accept that.

But there's something stubborn in my ego, or my dogma, or my brain that is holding me back and preventing me from realizing this. I want this to be real, to be here, to be now.

What am I missing? What is holding me back?

>>138943

Action. Just keep trying.

>>128891

The doctors here can't help with shit and are known for accelerating the deaths of their patients. You are a legit fucking retard to trust the medical system, especially if you live in my country, but I assume it can't be much better wherever you live. At best they can do exactly fuck all for me (actually, I've spent about a thousand dollars trying to get help through the normal ways, and all their promises have failed and I've kept up with what they've been asking and kept paying… and tried to find other people as well, and guess what? Zero progress.) and at worst they can hurt me more. The only reason I even turned to conventional medicine was out of desperation and it has completely FAILED ME. Before I gave them money I had them give me a timeline as to how many visits should be required at the minimum and how much at the max, what kind of results to expect, etc. and I've already gone way over the max with no real results.

It is only reasonable for me to look to alternatives.

Best [redacted]

>>128731

You need to gain conscious access to the solar plexus and vagus nerve. Poking your feet, doing the Wim Hof breath session (Yogi Atkinson's Master breath), and sucking in your gut like you're doing a heimlich ought to do it. I managed to improve organ motility and was spared several surgeries. Atkinson's complete works explained it best. When I need more I read more. Never needed much.

>>128731

Didnt read one word you said but im very sad that i wont have you to compete for resources with now! Im literally shaking!

>>113752

You have a link to this book? I couldn’t find it anywhere and the only search results bring me back here.

>>138645

I love how i just skip any nonsense post like this after skimming for second gotta slim down these boards aight shady schizo spammer wish i knew more words because you are degrady and its letters are so fucking gay guck the english language fuckntyping thebxorrecotnwords wieoebwhy would inise the right wordsntp teynto lale to try to make things sounds snansnsnsound sksjlpok look better for some scammer faggot achizo schzio cunt retwrdn “norse” cringe

>>113701

>joy of satan

i was fully onboard with everything you were saying up until than

>>113701

retarded satanic faggotry. SAGE'd

>>113755

I dont think that's correct, if something can be even categorized as some thing, then it's not infinite

>what if some blob grew very big

It doesnt matter how many billions of dimensions it would swallow it would never be infinite, and if it was infinite then it would be god

>>138823

Its dangerous as you can be lied to about the nature of the god your calling, or the identity of the god your calling.

You can be purposely mislead on pronunciation which can make it void especially in languages that have vibrational and tonal value.

I've read many authors that strongly suggest against it or at the very least thoroughly research the meaning and proper pronunciation.

>>138823

I know you asked for sources, and I do believe 'The Sacred Magic Of Abramelin The Mage by Mac Gregor' Mathers as one place I've read it, but at this point I would consider it a reoccurring theme from white magicians.

I am adding on to my last response because it seems rather petty and I want to better convey the depth of the issue.

If you go back in time far enough into the past literature 1300s -1600s I've found what seems to be a dark age of spirituality or what also seems like one group consolidated and removed all competition from the esoteric realm. What has emerged from this point is a humanist type ideology based around qabalah, using the same recycled rituals under difference guises, what seems like choice in today’s English translations of western esotericism is in fact a market play for the same things. Secret traditions with our best interest telling us what these god names represent, I’ve read countless books stating that we should use Hebrew god names we do not know because they are ‘the only option’ and other languages are spiritually dead etc.

I’m concerned that we are feeding spiritual entities that we know nothing about because they aren’t part of our heritage or culture and we seek them out in the void we find ourselves in. As far as mantric yoga and easter tradition this concerned I have is less information to be concerned about, as from my perspective it seems like it is an unbroken and fairly transparent tradition, yet the eastern philosophies may not be good for the western temperament, and the translations to English remain overly complex and not very accessible. They also seem very foreign and unnatural, once again stoking my concern about temperamental differences making the practices incompatible, a problem many esotericists speak about, such as Dion Fortune in her first chapters of Mystical Qabalah.

I also think that maybe the best route of using the japamala beads would be in line with how prayer beads are used by Catholicism, and since the liturgy of the Catholics was done in Latin and they rPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>138830

>once again stoking my concern about temperamental differences making the practices incompatible, a problem many esotericists speak about, such as Dion Fortune in her first chapters of Mystical Qabalah.

This however was from Dion Fortune who was teaching qabalah the exact tradition I began to distrust. This would be a tactic to misguide, but I found her believable.

As well Evola in Ride the tiger speaks of the incompatibility of Easter and Western philosophy/mysticism.

Yet there are theories that the origins of Hinduism are Aryan so inherent incompatibility seems unlikely in that case.

>>138823

Use all the languages you

1. understand - I got into trouble messing with stuff I didn't understand, a few lessons before jumping in don't hurt.

2. works - what's the point of doing such action, if it has no value/ use what works, keep it simple

>>138828

>>lied to about the nature of the god

True.

Can be tough with dead languages to get things right, I've made mistakes that took me embarassing long time to discover, but INTENT can overcome some mistakes as the world is what you think it is. But if your blessing and praying for a focus which is wrong, it will probably go down the drain wrong. Universe will offer the closest WRONG thing that works nearest to what you prayed/blessed. - Universe gave you what you asked for.

Here's a meditation that uses six different gods for protection.

I could bring other gods in Additionally to this pattern of six gods/goddesses.

Additional gods can be tapped not just with this pattern. I use Hawaiian since that's where my grandma was born.

https://skullandcrosssmokies.neocities.org/wo.html

>>138810

Does anyone here have experience with mantra yoga?

>>138793

I was researching celiac disease a week ago too. As for carnivore diet I can't get high quality meat where I live.

But how did you come to that conclusion?

>>138795

I just eat cheap burger meat and eggs from then sprinkle 50/50 sodium potassium blend found in the local supermarket. I then supplement with powdered liver, hydrolyzed bovine collagen powder, ghee, and algal DHA found on Amazon.

I also had the repeating words but the phrase was "I'm going to kill myself" It was a good day when I watched the malevolent entity fade away and the negative feeling lifted off of my mind. I also had an issue with seizures that went away when I cut out all sugar from my diet. I think there are spirits in the plants that attack us because they are alive and it's their way of protesting being eaten.

I notice people around me suffering so much but they don't believe that plants are poisoning them and too much sugar is actually bad for you. In fact, they become aggressive about it as if eating meat is a sin. So there's not much I can do about it except tell people that I eat only meat when they ask me how I look 20 years younger than I really am.

>>138797

>I think there are spirits in the plants that attack us because they are alive and it's their way of protesting being eaten.

And animals don't because they've already been slain? Just curious.

>>138807

Unless the animal is literally poisonous like snakes or platypus, there shouldn't be any residual defenses left behind after death.

I was using the word "spirits" in an archaic way to describe the nature of plants.

>>138797

Hey fren,

I would like to suggest you use sea salt as it has a lot of useful trace minerals in it, as well as it was created by the sun.

Verses a denatured chemical version of salt.

>>126808

>>126809

I haven't tried it but owls started manifesting in my life plenty right after I have read those two posts.

>>137548

irrelevant because all you ever are is consciousness

>>138760

Character in the little story he uses for an example. Not as interesting as you're probably hoping lol

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>>136893

Ok, that definitely clarified what visualization is.

it's intentional imagining, which i guess makes sense with as many religions attach a primordial element of creation to humanity that our general means of invention is also apart of some greater complex system.

"perception" as a replacement for "see" and "imagine" for "visualize" would make learning for those coming from a open society easier, buy whether that should be done considering the potential issues errant practice can bring with inept hands with material subjects I can only dread what magical and spiritual subjects would lead to.

>>137644

anyone can confirm this is a legit disc?

>>136895

This link is dead. Could someone be kind enough to reupload it? I'd very much appreciate it.

>>137699

It’s downloadable for free at montalk.net

Bump.

you're all pathetic fucking niggerfaggots who suck liquid shit with straws straight from the ever-gushing ass that feeds

>>138537

>but my teacher died of leukemia in her early 30's

Welp. Maybe there's something there, but I can't imagine what. My friend's mom died of cancer after he graduated college. She refused medicating his toddler son back in the day, when the doctors told her.

>>138534

Holy fucking cringe you actually typed that? “I WAS TESTED FOR ESP!” This dude is so desperate for attention like a junkie

>>138594

he's actually right, and you know it.

can't believe someone let you on /fringe/

damn demon i'll feed on you

>>138608

Sounds like you are being raped by an astral dragon. They are very powerful astral creatures that rule parts of the lowest astral frequêncies.

Dragons are rare but astral rape is very common.

I'll give you 2 options: escape or fight.

>escape

You escape by raising your vibration and therefore becoming inacesible to low frequency astral creatures.To raise your vibration you have to create the habit of praying, meditating, exercising and give up on habits like overeating, drinking alcohol and smoking.

>fight

How to "kill" an astral entity? tough-forms can be destroyed but the easiest way to dispatch evil spirits is to force them into reincarnation.

To force a spirit into reincarnation you need the help of the guardions of this planet's reincarnation cycle. They are represented in buddhist myth as Lord Yama, and that's the way I recomend contacting them. Channel's Lord Yama's power into yourself, then give a divine command for that spirit to be sent into reincarnation.

This is a very advanced technique, especially for strong spirits that don't want to leave.

Summon all spirits you have previously worked with to get help. You are going to need it.

>>138608

I'm writing an addendum at the beginning because this was a long post: try to learn about Carl Jung's active imagination techinque and visit that being in meditation. It might not be pleasant, but try to talk to it and learn its motives, origins, etc. If you feel things get out of hand, get help from a spiritual worker of some kind you can get hold of.

The problem is that kind of experience could come from many different places. From your own past trauma (in particular I remember a story told by Lon Milo Duquette about a girl who was abused as a child and inadvertently created a dragon thoughtform to keep her distracted flying in astral projection while the ordeal was underway, but later in life developed into a malevolent tulpa that would attack her and physically hurt her whenever she approached men), it could be a haunting of place (in which case you would need to cleanse an exorcise the place where you sleep; does this happen if you sleep away from your home?), some sort of curse, lust towards you or attack by someone else (knowingly or unknowingly), or for some other reason being infested by astral parasites.

I'd say the second one (haunting) is the most common. But again, it could be so many things that I don't know.

What the other anon suggested has merits only on one front: austerity (and thinking, acting and saying good things) makes you unpalatable to parasites. However, don't make yourself miserable, make yourself righteous.

And don't pray to any "Lord" for help, other than God or your Higher Self. You don't want to bring any more interested parties into the mix (what anon said about reincarnation is bollocks).

In short: cultivate good habits and good thinking, change your environment (clean physically, cleanse), try sleeping elsewhere for a couple of days, look after your mental and physical health (explore past trauma if you can). Good luck.

>>138609

>To force a spirit into reincarnation you need the help of the guardions of this planet's reincarnation cycle.

Thou sound like that delusional faggot, "blood anon".

>>138623

>I wonder though what do they have to gain by raping someone, they're the one losing energy so it must be worth it or i am wrong.

For a time I rampaged around the astral plane fucking everything I could get my hands on. I was energetically vampirizing those beings, even though I didn't know at the time. It always attracted parasites, too.

>every time i try to visualize, focused day dreams etc i get to see horrible things

Ah, yes. That's the telltale sign of parasitic infection. When I started I saw all kinds of gore, scary shit jumping at me, bloody, depraved shit. For a time I believed there was something wrong with me, but turns out that's what a lot of people see when they start. It's astral filth. Meditate and observe it come and go with detachment (no emotional reactions of any kind or engagement with it), and let them dissolve. Keep your mind still like a pond and you will cleanse all that. Cleansing might prompt IRL happenings if there's anything serious you need to heal, but don't worry, just do it and cross that bridge when and if you encounter it.

>i need to take things more seriously, i really don't wanna see him tonight again

Good luck!

>>138311

Cont.

The Number "1" is that thing which is not Zero. The Number "2" is that thing which is not Zero and not "1". The Number "3" is that thing which not Zero, not "1" and not "2". …

God is love. God is love but also hate. God is love and hate but also courage. God is love and hate but also courage and cowardess. God is all that and also beautiful. But also ugly. …

With every number the universe is counting, it believes it creates more separtation between Zero and Infinity. But at some point it must realize: if all those Numbers are those things which are different than Zero, Infinity is different than Zero, and Zero is the thing which is different from all those things, all those things are somehow defined the same: being different from everything else. Zero, Infinity and all those numbers have no distinguishing aspects. Thus, they must be same thing. This means the trial of the universe of solving the paradox was futile and only lead it right back to it. The universe can never escape itself, only act as if it wasn't itself. God can never not be God, but only act as if he was not God.

We are never different from Truth, we can only act that way. We are the Numbers between Zero and Infinity. We are the explanation of the universe to itself of why Zero and Infinity are different - although they are the same. We, the Numbers, are doing the same as the universe, to support the universe in its effort to keep Zero and Infinity different. We live with the belief that we are different, seperate and individual persons. Seperate from eachother and seperate from the rest of the universe. The explanation to support this belief is our body and our lives. We act as if we are different beings, living "lives", because we BELIEVE we are different. Living our lives lets us further believe in this. But the more and the longer we have lived, we see that this was never really true. The more differnent things we experience, the more we see that it was all the same. This means all we can do is meaningless in the end. Everything is not here to reach any goal. Our lives are nothing but steps on an infinite staircase.

>>138304

That pic is severely lacking in white nationalist e-celebs like sperglin or whoever's currently enjoying their 15 minutes in that sphere.

>>138311

Everything is the same thing.

You think you can Awaken?

https://bitchute.com/embed/mhAHJLggbfGo

>>128815

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>>138551

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