O, Glorious NoFappers!
I stand before you as a sinner, a slave to the Digital Seductress who has been a vice upon me for the last 3 years.
I discovered masturbation at the age of 15 and it became a crutch to deal with suicidal thoughts and a crisis of faith, and this crutch soon developed into an addiction which has left me with a 321gb porn folder.
Three weeks ago, I entered into a relationship with a wonderful girl who has helped me through a very dark period of my life and has helped me to see that I am good enough to be happy.
Since the start of this relationship, I have found it difficult to masturbate to porn and i have taken this as a sign from the Lord God to whom i pray for guidance every night that i must stop this practice in order to have a healthy physical and emotional relationship with my girlfriend.
I do not yet feel ready to delete my porn folder, but i promised my girlfriend that i would not ever let her be second best to anyone in my eyes and so i will eventually delete the folder and its archives.
my first goal is to no longer require pornigraphy to masturbate and eventually eliminate the need for it altogether if possible.
My last fap was at 3am GMT 14/04/17.
this is the start of my nofap journey and i ask for your support as i begin this trial.
I will spend my energy in better ways, exercise and study and i will not let it fester inot stress which could come out against my girlfriend. I refuse to be rendered impotent by pornography.
I stand before you a sinner and i ask for acceptance into your number