No.13494
2017 was fapless for me and I was feeling good. Well, I still spent most of my time on the computer watching anime like a weebfagoot, but energy I had was incomparable to what I feel now after fap. A bit confident, wanting to change life and stop seeing my future life as a NEET (I'm in high school). But shit hit the fan and this is nearly 7 months after broken 1 year+ streak. Last time I posted here I was successful, so let's try one more time. Today I fapped 3 times, last to imagination of real people which allows me to start clean. Other than that, through all of this time I was trying with more or less success (longest was 2 weeks). I need your help more than anything now.
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No.13521
>>13494
get back to it i guess
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No.13522
3 days
Let's wait for 7 or 14 days. Anyway, I had a sexual dream and when I was so aroused to release, I told myself something like "Jews are behind this" and I didn't. I'm satisfied unconscious me tells such things.
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No.13546
5 days
Urges slowly come. I'm sad. I'm sad I'm going to lose again as this feel is so strong.
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No.13547
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No.13561
>>13547
I'm here for you anon.
when did it happen, what time, why? What triggered it?
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No.13692
Anon pls respond I'm worried about you.
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No.13694
>>13494
Shit man, an entire year? You're more of man than practically everyone on the chans.
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No.13929
>19 days ago
Anon is dead, rip
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No.14157
>>13692
Sorry, I stopped using imageboards
I'm on my day 2 and today looked to porn to prove it's so fucking boring. I know I shouldn't. I may really be addicted more to this than fapping itself. Last time I started clean on New Year I succeeded so I'll try this approach and of course not use porn and fap now.
Overall things are fine, I will not surrender.
>13694
I'm proud of it and have good memories of this times, though I've been watching more anime than ever during that period (slowly stopping right now). Now that I think about it, 1 year could not be enough for me to cure.
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No.14196
>>13494
>Today I fapped 3 times, last to imagination of real people which allows me to start clean
What do you mean here?
And don't put yourself down anon, if you're in highschool you likely way younger than many of us neets around here, if anything you still have a shot at a decent life rather than trying to fix a broken life.
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No.14290
>>14196
2 times to porn, last one to imagination
I believe streak is "clean" when last fap isn't to pornography
I'm not down, now I focus to make 2019 fapless like I did in 2017, giving up is the last thing I consider
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