>grow up in communist shithole with overstrained mother
>father killed himself shortly after birth
>no religious education at all
>communist shithole breaks down, now be poor on top of it
>get beaten up so badly in high school that you get diagnosed PTSD and drop out
>get thrown out of home at age 18 for being NEET.
>almost two decades of indulging into porn, masturbation, video games, failed attempts to get gf and other distractions, while being on welfare
>lose all friends, be completely alone, sit at home all day and night
>occasional suicide thoughts
>one day decide to order a Bible and to read about creation and maybe some uplifting stories
>not getting serious about it, just another self-help book
>suddenly the Lord reveals Himself
>have your agnostic world view turned entirely upside down and start believing in Jesus Christ
>realize that you are sinner
>that's a problem
>the Lord tells you clearly what He wants (repent and Matthew 18:20)
>decide to run away from Him for a year
>life gets even worse up to a point were everything falls apart and even mom threatens to cut you off for being such a failure
>with no options left finally decide to give in and do His will
>He heals you from adultery over night
>have the hardest fight with social anxiety demons and
>stumble into the predetermined church on Good Friday
>go through your first and best worship service of your life
>regularly return to church on later days and and meet charitable, non-judging people for the first time in your life
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