Fuck Yeah Berserk
SACRIFICE: Self, because I'm not an evil fuck and stroke my superego.
DESIRE: War, to be continued…
HUMAN FORM: Aspect of Obscurity
APOSTLE INCARNATION: Abstract, idea ->
To destroy the Godhand and its Apostles, then destroy the Abyss or empty it of souls and seal it, and serve as custodian for the astral messes that may occur.
Human size; 8 ft tall, 9 heads tall
I do not know the form I may take, but I suspect something like a Warhammer 40k Primarch or just me but TESTOSTERONE and I guess some practical mutations if any (same thing).
APOSTOLIC ABILITIES: Infused Weapon, Apotropaic Weapon, Embodiment of Wrath, Degenerative Emission, Crystalline Plating, Fertility.
Fertility because I will need my offspring to help me wage war against the Godhand and Apostles, especially if I wind up dying.
ABYSSAL ABILITIES: Causal Sight
APOSTLE SPAWN: Fragmented Self, Offspring (Infused Weapon, Apotropaic Weapon, Causal Sight)
SHORTCOMINGS: Outside Interference, Incomplete Severence
So I guess I'll live my damned existence attempting to destroy the Godhand and all Apostles to rid the world of its greatest rot and regain my humanity. I'll start out weak and do battle with any weaker apostle I find, and it should be easy to sniff them out. I plan to go to the Abyss full-rage and full Death Emission if it comes to it; if I can kill enough and develop my soul strength, maybe I can return to Earth and possess a fresh corpse. A century long struggle in the Abyss may be required though. Before all that I should seek out a high sorcerer and become a magi while learning about all these esoteric forces. I guess I have no reason to NOT physically train to ball-crushing proportions.
I hope to one day be like my hero: berserking man.