/sunflower/ - Sunflower

>>760

How can I shoot fireballs?

>>769

You have to be level 2. 6 if you're a vampire.

Is there any good way "learn" how to visualize imagery if you otherwise seemingly cannot? I have a friend who says he can't visualize imagery, but he's trying to learn to draw, so obviously it's a big problem for him.

It's hard to relate when image visualization is something I've done myself for so long, so I don't feel like any of the advice I could give him is helpful.

How does it do? And what does it are?

>>778

It does what it must and it is what it will become.

>>782

It needs to get its shit together, if it spams the board it will be banned.

>>788

Thank you very much for your warm response and introducing me. I agree with you that it feels like a sign. Your post immediately gave me a strange feeling that was somewhat euphoric, akin to >>295.

In addition, Eastern media has kind of forced its way into my life in the past 3 years as a source of understanding truth (through the people I’ve met and various experiences). In particular, Touhou has been repeatedly appearing in my life throughout this year even though I know next to nothing about it.

I’ve actually read/mostly skimmed nearly all of the posts on this board before you responded and am not sure what the next step is. I was going to go into talking about how I meditate often, reach pure awareness of being, have some success manifesting things solely through imagination, etc, but that feels unimportant. Like you said, it feels like there’s a higher purpose to me being guided here that can perhaps become more clear by expressing willingness to understand it.

I think I am lost.

Thinking that something big might happen or I'm just imagining things.

It could be political, the virus, or "why this site exist until now" but it could be that all were connected but the problem is the nature of the events (malevolent or benevolent).

My question: What's a good way to cast away doubt? Or doubting is better I guess?

>>774

Voluntary nystagmus.

Lucid dream. >>698

There's also that enhanced vision part before and after sleeping.

I used to play a lot of mobile chess and at one point I started to imagine the board to play against myself. I was able to go up to 15 moves (or less) until I lost track. I guess it takes a lot of focus, there's people who could play chess that way through mail or voice, even blindfolded. Similarly, there are people who could hear music by just reading music sheet.

>>790

I did as you said and followed the instructions in the other threads to try and visit your egregore. I’m not sure if I actually did or if I just imagined the whole thing, but I apologize for making an ass out of myself if I actually did end up there! I have so little experience with this that I feel like I’m still there even though I tried to leave after bidding farewell. Should I talk about the experience now or wait until the end of the week to post about it on the other thread?

>>803

Not who you responded to, but thanks for the visualization advice!

To your question, I know exactly what you’re talking about and know other people who’ve had false expectations too. I’m lay in comparison to other posters here, but in case you’d still appreciate my insight, I’ll share it.

If it’s false, the pattern seems to be that you want to delude yourself to make up for something that isn’t there. That doesn’t mean it won’t ever happen, if you’re trying to manifest something it just means that your work isn’t finished. If it’s true, the expectation persists in spite of doubt. Eventually it becomes a knowing that it’s true, and you don’t even have any capacity to doubt.

Specifically in your case, it sounds like you’re curious whether your experiences were meant to happen. I thoroughly believe they are, and you’ll likely have more experiences that bring their significance to light. I often find myself only understanding these things in relation to other experiences to find that they’re hammering a certain theme/motif.

>>807

Sharing on weekends is only for the organized sessions, to avoid effecting other anons' perception.

Just using the temple/meeting room is anytime. Share it if you want feedback.

>>811

Thanks. I’ve posted it at >>812. Can also provide a tl;dr if preferred

>>807

I appreciate the insight.

Now I have a clear vision that what I have to do is prepare for the forecasts of each scenarios which can be done. I'm waiting for the first swing of the pendulum, whether that "OP" delivers or not.

Hello, I've developed over the years a skill witch i don't see many people talk about in occult subjects. if i concentrate i can raise a heat, it feels realy good it's better than normal heat, but it affects the physical body, i've tested in thermometers and have shown to some close people, i can do it to the hole body or individual parts. If I do it on the hands i can cure people, not anything like miracle, just take away some pain, make them go into a deep relaxing sleep, and if I do it in the hole body, I somehow boost my charisma, people are really more open to me, and sometimes get very needy, like i can cure them. This charisma part I've used very little because it get me realy sore and dread.

I usually just lurk on boards but recently something happened that shaked me, I was visiting a mother's friend and her husband wes in bed with terminal cancer waiting for death, i used my thing and he passed away as I left the their house, this happened, nov 2019.

If you know anything or seem anything related to this please answaer, what is this, I've a lot of other questions in the same topic.

>>841

Things aren't one thing or another. Whenever you encounter two contrary views on the same topic, try to find a view that reconciles them.

>>841

>what do you guys think of Gnosticism?

My opinion? A hinduism rip-off made by someone too afraid to officially go hindu in a christian country. Something that perverts christianity and supports cowardice. Like if you wanna be a hindu just say so and convert. Taqiyya is only for cowards in islam, real religious followers will stand by their faith until death.

I don't like it.

>>841

It's too wide of a range of topics, and I have little interest in exploring all of them. But from what I've read and interacted with it's dogmatic and isn't that good of a system of thought to work with. Does it provide anything other than the possible assurance that this reality is fake and unimportant? The same assurance can be thought of as a trap, and the simple belief in this type of thinking would be all that's needed to fall into it. It looks like a very dangerous way of thinking.

>>843

By the time Gnosticism appeared, Hinduism was barely a thing in India. Besides, they are nothing alike. Such a display of ignorance.

If at least you’d have said Buddhism, your post might be salvageable, but cmon kid.

>>841

Learn about Platonism in some depth (don’t just Google it). It might offer you a different perspective to understand Gnosticism. In the end, whether reality is a prison or a school is a matter of perspective.

You can separate all religions into two camps: those that are older, organic and heterogeneous, and the ones that were created as control systems for the populace, and are either complete fabrications or distorsions of the former kind. Study as many as you can and you will eventually see the big picture.

>>843

I think there's more nuance to it than that. It seems more like the emergence of Gnosticism coincided with early Christianity as an Hellenistic religion with origins in Platonic philosophy that later used Jewish and Christian imagery to win converts as Christianity became more popular. Many surviving Gnostic texts hardly even mention Jesus, if they do at all. Christianity hadn't spread far and wide when the Gnostic Christians came into the picture. Manichaeism especially had at one point been a major competitor to Christianity. Gnosticism was just much more "exclusive", so to speak. They saw themselves as the ones possessing the true secret doctrine for those that were capable of grasping it.

>>845

He's right, Hinduism is definitely older. He's probably talking about how every soul comes from a single absolute principle in Hinduism called Brahman, and Gnosticism is similar in that all souls come from the Pleroma, and the goal in both is to return to it. As far as I know, the similarities more or less end there, aside from beliefs common to most religions (e.g. divinities and demons).

>>844

If nothing else, I at least find it interesting as lore. I think they have some beliefs which have merit, like the three types of humans (explains NPCs pretty well) and such. Whether they're right about all that other stuff is another matter.

>>846

Hinduism: started to develop between -500 and 300. Flourished IN THE MEDIEVAL PERIOD.

Gnosticism: originated between 1 and 100.

I can’t simplify it further for you. If you are unable to understand even these two simple lines of text, there’s no hope for you.

At least stop spouting childish nonsense like >>843 please. It’s insulting.

>>849

To further explain my point: Gnosticism is a label that was applied to proto-Christianism once it was hijacked by the Church in order to turn it into a control mechanism for the masses (same thing happened in the creation of Islam, and yes, Hinduism, which are artificial and neutered religions).

They share commonalities because the truth is one and it could be that they share a common root. However, what we know as Gnosticism has its roots in prehistory, while Hinduism was a construct for social control. In a way, you got it backwards.

>>846

>copies and pastes from wikipedia

>retarded chinese cartoons

If you don't know how to read or write you shouldn't be here.

>>849

I knew you wouldn't be able to accept that you were wrong, because your type will always try to discard information that doesn't confirm your ingorant view. Let's read that again shall we?

>Hinduism has been called the oldest religion in the world,[note 2] and some practitioners and scholars refer to it as Sanātana Dharma, "the eternal tradition", or the "eternal way", beyond human history.[4][5] Scholars regard Hinduism as a fusion[note 3] or synthesis[6][note 4] of various Indian cultures and traditions,[7][note 5] with diverse roots[8][note 6] and no founder.[9] This "Hindu synthesis" started to develop between 500 BCE and 300 CE,[10] after the end of the Vedic period (1500 to 500 BCE),[10][11] and flourished in the medieval period, with the decline of Buddhism in India.[12]

That part here

>Scholars regard Hinduism as a fusion or synthesis of various Indian cultures and traditions, with diverse roots and no founder. This "Hindu synthesis" started to develop between 500 BCE and 300 CE

The ideas already existed before 500 BC, and started forming into Hinduism by that time. Christianity was founded by Jesus around the year 0, which is 500 years later.

>Gnosticism is a collection of ancient religious ideas and systems which originated in the first century AD among early Christian and Jewish sects.

The first century is in the years 0-100. By this time hinduism in the form we know it, had already been forming for 500 years, while christianity as a whole consisted of persecuted underground cults and was less than 100 years old. The ideas of hinduism were still older than this, older than 500 years before gnosticism was even beginning to form. We are not talking of some well known folk religion either as christianity existed in hiding at the time. The "ancientness" of gnosticism refers to this period, which is centuries newer than the modern form of indian religion known as hinduism, which already existed before this.

It's likely that the ideas which resulted in the gnostic view of christianity was influenced by these really ancient beliefs brought in from India. It doesn't take much to see this influence by looking at the ideas presented.

For this reason, gnosticism is a perversion of christianity and a rip off of hinduism.

But go on, prove the cancerous nature of gnosticism by misunderstanding this again, I expect nothing less.

>>854

Ah, I forgot to add something.

Is the material realm a prison or school? It is both! It's the shithole of the universe incubator that created you and let's you grow until you are strong enough to survive on your own. But at that point it would probably be better just to free yourself from it and leave to higher planes of existance.

Hi, I'm pretty sure I just ended up with a magic phone but I have no fucking clue what to do with it, I fucked up the ritual so it doesn't have the number, but I know it's for me because the name was for a dead lady who used to live where I used to live. What do?

That or anyone wanna buy a mysterious Samsung a20? $200 plus whatever shipping is to your place.

>>862

It's your true self as opposed to the fake matrix persona you think you are now. It's not you from the future but much more advanced or anything like that. I think a good example is that you are the character in a videogame and the higher self is the actual player. In a sense, both are you but only the higher self is real.

You need to unite with it or become it, but you can do that now without having to go through hundrets of reincarnations or some bullshit like that. I think the higher self is just your spirit, speaking in gnostic terms while your mundane matrix persona is only a combination of body and soul. It's your innermost core, your truest self and your highest wisdom. It exists in the past, present and future and at all times but for the higher self there is actually no past or future, only the present or the Now. All past and future lifes are but parallel lifes from the perspective of the higher self. All running at the same time and all can be accessed by the higher self as often as it wants and whenever it wants. Of course every life is it's own character that is bound to it's individual lifetime, that would be a normal unenlightened human. I guess your higher self is the higher self of every single other human too. And technically it is indeed true that we are all one, only when we are stuck in the character role do we think we are individuals. Shift your perspective from character to the higher self and you will become it. I think this is what Gnosis and Enlightenment and Immortality is all about. Then you can manifest in any life of any person at any time in existence that you want, or just stay away from incarnation at all.

I'm just speculating from what I've learned but I think this stuff is not so far off from truth.

>>862

>>863

Also, this is where it get's a little bit confusing, I assume it is possible to preserve your individual character when uniting with your higher self. Your entire being get's turned into the higher self, body and soul all become part of the spirit, become the spirit. Well body maybe not always but the soul at least. I suppose this is what Jesus and Guatama did for example. Only like this I can explain immortals meeting and hanging out together and groups of them existing.

>>864

>>863

>>865

This all makes it clearer but I still can't really agree with it. I can accept it to the extent that the higher self contains all past lives memories and personalities, like a storage that can be unlocked and make you be your 'real' self again, but that's where it ends. The idea that it is essentially omnicient and an immortal or deity already is something that I cannot accept. For example I see people often say things like "Just get in contact with your higher self if you want XYZ", if anything was that easily given why would I go through any effort at all.

>I guess your higher self is the higher self of every single other human too

This goes too much towards "the all" used in hermeticism that I can't quite get behind as I refuse to become one with all.

>>866

>but I still can't really agree with it.

>I refuse to become one with all.

That's good. It's good to think critically for yourself, make your own judgements and say NO to what you feel is bullshit. This is much better than just blindly eating up dogma and going on faith alone.

>The idea that it is essentially omnicient and an immortal or deity already is something that I cannot accept.

I personally don't think of it as an actual deity even if I say stuff like "It's the player and you are the character" You are the being and it is a force that brings forth the being. It may manifest for you in a personified way as a deity but only because you create it in your own mind that way. In reality it is just eternal, unbreakable force. Pure will and awareness. Not an actual immortal being in itself. And yet there is massive wisdom and intelligence inherent in that force. This force is what guides you and if you unite with it makes you an actual individual immortal.

>This goes too much towards "the all" used in hermeticism that I can't quite get behind as I refuse to become one with all.

I don't really know what "the all" is and how to become one with it. You'll still be an individual point of consciousness but unlimited by time, space and matter. You won't cease to exist or be dissolved into some higher being or whatever.

>higher self contains all past lives memories and personalities, like a storage that can be unlocked

I don't think this even matters. Maybe you want memories of other lifes just for curiosity and fun or to learn something from them but just getting other memories and personalities won't make you your "real self". You're still a character but with more memories now.

>>866

>>866

The idea is that a higher self is a self existing being that you are a part of. Becoming immortal is akin to individualising and becoming a higher self in your own right. Think aout mutliple incarnate people dieng and joining into the same higher dimensional being. Like how people are shards of deities. those deities are the higher self.

>>868

Basically a higher self is a sort Brahman that pertains to the individual rather than the cosmos. It breathes out parts of itself which incarnate and inhabit various worlds and systems and then breaths it in again and collects all it learned. When I was first introduced to the idea of a higher self it was seen as an evil act that the only way to escape from is to individualize. Apparently religions are complicit in this movement to prevent incarnates from becoming their own self existing self.

>>870

Me again, better question, how do I control raw uncontrolled chaos magick?

>>875

>3. How are you doing?

Not much different than you. Together with another anon I've come to the conclusion that this vampirism thing is more or less bullshit and consequently lost my faith in blood anon and all his stuff. Also lost interest in magic and the occult in general. Right now I'm really thinking if I should dive in again or just forget about it altogether. It all seems so meaningless to me.

>>879

>It all seems so meaningless to me

My conclusion is that everything is meaningless until it is given a purpose or meaning. Life is meaningless and finding the meaning behind it is a waste of time.

Follow your own dreams and try making them reality.

I guess the biggest enemy is our self. If I set my mind upon something, I'll succeed. But the real trick is getting up and doing something. That's why overcoming

this depressive state is a must do. Hard, but necessary. Yet I fail almost daily at doing so. It's tough.

And whether blood anon and his spell is fake or real, it remains as a symbol that triggered shit the ordinary person wouldn't experience in a lifetime.

Vampirism and all that sounds absurd when I face my own humanity, but this whole thing started with a thread I stumbled upon by accident.

Was it truly just an accident? Who knows? Who cares? I just take that chance and try to do my "best".

>>876

>Your current position isn't permanent but is still very stable, I'd say do nothing but what you're currently doing. Now isn't the time for movement but for hunkering down. Perhaps start looking inward if you're really impatient.

Makes sense. I'll continue to follow my duties until I am free from he chains of expectations. Shouldn't take so long and it's comfortable.

But I am very disappointed by my progress. Honestly, it all boils down to me being too lazy. But I have the hope of finding that one thing that

will catapult me into the right direction.

>>880

Why not try this

>>97

>>886

You're basically right, but you're not seeing the big picture. Ego death isn't about "destroying your very self", though, it is just that: death of the "ego", which is a false sense of self you have created. The anatta doctrine deals with this. It's not that there is no "self" at all, it's that there is no "self" based on the five aggregates. This is a false idea of yourself you have created, termed "ego". It's the version of you with cravings and desires, and with misconceptions about the way the world works that you cling to despite your limited perception. In order to gain better understanding and to truly ascend, you need this version of you to "die". From there, you can build from scratch and create a better identity without those presuppositions about the world and that doesn't cling to its own prejudices because it has a need to be "right" all the time. Only when enter this process will you begin to understand reality the way it is rather than how you see it, and this is a very long journey for most that undertake it.

>>887

Good answer. It's only the detachment from the things that you think you are when you are unenlightened but in actuality which aren't you at all.

>>886

However it comes to my understanding that there some especially vile newagers who will take this ego-death to the extreme and actually expect from you to dissolve your very self. They either preach this on purpose or have no idea what they are talking about. It's good that you are cautious and question this. Hopefully now you know better.

>Why are so many occultists & general spiritual people focused on achieving ego-death?

True spiritual people and real occultists are rare even in those "scenes". Enlightened people are very rare. If you have really any potential and wisdom you will generally find that after genuine studies of the matter you surpass "most" of them faster than you'd like and then you are more or less left alone and on your own. This is why you shouldn't be too concerned about most other occultists and spiritual buffoons and their cults/groups.

>>880

>I just take that chance and try to do my "best".

Good words to live by.

>That's why overcoming this depressive state is a must do.

Also true. I admit I'm a deep slump right now and I realize I need to get out and once again return to the magical field. It's always on my mind anyway. To be honest deep down I can't really stop l a r p i n g as a vampire anyway no matter how I try. It has become a inseperable part of me. It has become me. Recently I saw a herd of sheep on a field where there are usually never sheep, and I've been there regularly for the last couple of years. But recently for the first time there were sheep grazing, and they were really noisy. A noisy, stupid-ass herd of sheep herded by a couple of shepherds. Every of those sheeps mindlessly following the herd, yelling for no reason, just eating and making noise. At this moment I realized something. They were mundanes, and I was the intelligent/advanced observer. I could be them or I could be something greater. The herd of sheep seemed like a sign especially for me to see and wake me up from my depression. And no way in hell could anyone choose to become a stupid noisy sheep again. It is impossible to return to that state, I'd rather literally kill myself. So regardless whether blood anons stuff is real or not, I cannot deny the fact that I am not the same person anymore that I was two years ago. I realize that I have come far and changed a lot even if it doesn't seem like this at times. The depression probably came from the last remains of my old self, from the fear to go further and the longing to return to old comfort zones. It is the pain of myself dying. But now the time has come for the last remains of my old self to die and to finally be reborn as another immortal. The age of the vampire god is coming upon me, even if I won't get physically immortal. It's how much of a vampire you are deep inside that counts. Before I fell off the path I had several times the impression that I am basically one "second away from nirvana", or that the end of my old self is drawing near. I had the feeling that my death was approaching and I would either become insane, enlightened or die. I believe this was too much for me and I was too scared to take the final leap so I backed out again and fell into this deep slump.

By the way, do you notice anything of the likes that you have stopped aging or even became younger again? Last year some guys asked me how old I am and I said 29, and they said "Shit bro, you look like 20" then I asked some other people and everyone told that i look really young. Then when I got into the slump I really let myself go, started drinking massive amounts of coffee and fapping again and started to look sickly and old, that's when I tought that the vampire stuff is probably bullshit. But recently I started to take care of myself again and did some basic energy work, cut my hair, shaved and did some fitness and I look like a teen again, at the age of almost 30. Today I looked in the mirror and it almost scared me how young I look. Did you have experiences like that too? I don't want to say the look of youth is because of blood anons spell…but then again maybe it is?

>>886

Outside of myself being naturally drawn towards the techniques of self-destruction, it's effective and a solid method of gaining spiritual attainments. The thing you call yourself is in itself created by you, the ability to destroy and recreate it should be sought out for if one wants to know who he or she is. Here's a video by a guy who talks too much, most likely very useless unless you either have as much intellect as him or have a general insight into what he's talking about without having read any of the material through experience.

>>887

>>888

>Good answer. It's only the detachment from the things that you think you are when you are unenlightened but in actuality which aren't you at all.

>However it comes to my understanding that there some especially vile newagers who will take this ego-death to the extreme and actually expect from you to dissolve your very self. They either preach this on purpose or have no idea what they are talking about. It's good that you are cautious and question this. Hopefully now you know better.

It is my understanding that everything that can be seperated or changed from yourself, isn't part of the self. So your body, personality, memories, feelings. Basically everything you lose with reincarnation and perhaps some more (or less in certain cases) until only consciousness (or sentience) exists. That is the aspect that I always had the impression of that they're trying to kill, the consciousness and the very self that is essentially you and always remains. Which is why I thought that they were insane.

>>891

>Even the parts that are not your true self…don't kill them

Your past lives and the history and record of your cultivation should remain with you after you've moved on, without that you'd only be left with ignorance rather than knowledge. Death is a false god.

>>888

>By the way, do you notice anything of the likes that you have stopped aging or even became younger again? Last year some guys asked me how old I am and I said 29, and they said "Shit bro, you look like 20" then I asked some other people and everyone told that i look really young. Then when I got into the slump I really let myself go, started drinking massive amounts of coffee and fapping again and started to look sickly and old, that's when I tought that the vampire stuff is probably bullshit. But recently I started to take care of myself again and did some basic energy work, cut my hair, shaved and did some fitness and I look like a teen again, at the age of almost 30. Today I looked in the mirror and it almost scared me how young I look. Did you have experiences like that too? I don't want to say the look of youth is because of blood anons spell…but then again maybe it is?

Yes I noticed that. A friends remark about how I didn't change over the years at all. But I am still "young" so that doesn't count for me right now.

At the start of this year, I fell into a similar destructive state and looked like shit. This reoccurs every now and then and is followed by a very happy and virtues mood

for some time where I am completely confident with myself. It's a weird trip but nothing too bad.

Aside from that, there's a very clear indication that I developed a disease resistance. Maybe it's from the spell, maybe it's from my meditation and practice,

but whenever I feel a sickness coming up, I sit down and wish it away. Worked like a charm for a year now. Before all that, I got sick pretty often.

Meditation should really be a necessity in schools.

>>892

(not the one you asked, but I'll chime in)

>Not too interested in physical immortality myself. Why are you?

I currently don't have the skill to see what's truly behind death. I can only act from my physical form and my mind. Until I am not able to

breach that barrier, I wish to stay how I am in this moment for the time needed to accomplish that breach without necessarily dying because of my body rotting away.

>>892

>Not too interested in physical immortality myself. Why are you?

Back then my unenlightened self tought it would be pretty cool if it worked out, at least one hundret times better than my boring ass empty mundane existance which only lead into a dead end. At the same time I didn't really believe it was real anyway and I just challenged it for fun to see what would happen. Also this >>897

At this point I believe it was a higher wisdom that called me to partake in it in order to advance my own evolution. I am still undecided about whether physical immortality is a good thing or a shitty thing. I cannot see the full consequence of it and cannot judge it, but I'd choose physical immortality over death and complete dissolution any day if you know what I mean.

>>897

>I developed a disease resistance.

>whenever I feel a sickness coming up, I sit down and wish it away.

Seems also true for me. I still feel it coming but like you said I just wish it away and do some energy work with the energy healing my entire being and it goes away the next day. At the same time however I seem to have become more sensitive to "sins". By sins I mean things that damage your body and/or your soul. I don't believe those things do me more harm now, I merely am much more aware and sensitive of them so naturally I suffer more from them than regular mundanes who are ignorant and don't feel the detrimental effects of sins at all until it's too late. Because of that it may appear that a mundane can stomach sins better than than me but that's not true. It's just like a mundane is being hit with a crowbar and he doesn't feel pain so it's kinda alright for him, the damage to his body is still done regardless. But when I get hit with the crowbar I can actually feel the pain so because of that pain I am aware of the damage coused to my body.

The sins that are most obvious to me are alcohol, fap and exposure to sunlight. Even one glass of wine or one beer, I just feel how it weakens me and how it's bad for me. Same with fap, even with techniques like egyptian orgasm or taoist "injaculation" orgasm it still feels like it drains and damages me. The only way seems to just not fap at all and be completely celibate. It's almost like I can feel the stuff that's going on in much greater detail than before, therefore easily noticing damage and how it weakens me. Another example would be a mundane who is deaf and doesn't hear a very loud noise, but I have enhanced hearing and the same loud noise can hurt me.

Sunlight is energizing and healthy only for a short time once in a while, and it becomes annyoing and uncomfortable, almost painful way to fast. I can feel how unhealthy the sunrays really are on the skin, but really on my entire being. And yes sun is defintely unhealthy in large quantities and over long periods of time, accelerating the aging of the skin/body and eventually even causing cancer and weird spots on the skin. A lot of mundanes don't feel it at all, until once again it's too late. But I feel it, just like with other "sins" the effects for me seem magnified and I know that I am not the only one when it comes to the sun because I have read in some book that vampires generally avoid the sun because they, being much more advanced and aware than regular humans, can feel the damaging effects very clearly. I also get states of depression and anxiety when it's sunny weather and, what a relieve it is when it get's cloudy again. When the weather get's bad and the sun isn't out I am immediately healed and in good moods again.

Since we seem to be on a similar level right now it wouldn't surprise me if you had experienced something like that too. Let me know what you think.

>>899

I can understand what you mean with some things having a more damaging effect on yourself. The sun especially is something I enjoy in tiny amounts because of the reasons you mentioned. I only go out for walks in the park on dawn and dusk because I get too exhausted with full exposure for a little bit of time.

Fapping is a very weird problem at the moment. I really enjoyed it when I was a kid and teenager, and that's not too long ago, but now that drive for it is extremely rare and when I fap the pleasure is almost completely gone and I feel

like having a little flu for some time afterwards.

I cannot drink wine because I get a cold feeling afterwards, but beer, although I drink very rarely, isn't a problem.

The biggest problems all come from myself and that's really the hardest challenge so far. It's like a choice I have to make when I wake up: Be productive or enjoy life. If I don't balance those I get into trouble. That's probably something every person has to face, but this really hit me hard the last two months.

>>915

>Be productive or enjoy life.

If you are so inclined please explain what you see as "productive" and what you see as "enjoying life" at your own leisure.

I need help with understanding something about energy. From an enlightened perspective time and space aren't actually real and you can supposedly absorb energy from a person just by looking at them from a distance. Also you can supposedly absorb their energy just by thinking about them and imagining them. It is even said that you can absorb energy from the past because the past doesn't exist, it exists only as an illusion from the limited human perspective. Now mixing this all together, wouldn't this allow to absorb energy from a person that you see only in video? And not even a live transmission video but a video on youtube for example that is 10 years old. Watching a video about a young, energetic person giving off a lot of energy. You would be able to feel that energy and absorb it, even if in present time the person is already older and doesn't give off so much fresh energy anymore. Or watching a video of a nature landscape, would you get nature energy from video?

Depending on how this is answered or if at all, I might have a follow up question. But I'd like to clarify this first.

Does anyone have advice for how to properly learn how to meditate? It's clearly a necessary skill for any kind of magic, but I haven't been able to figure it out in the slightest.

I've read all kinds of stuff about theory and practice, but I'm pretty much stonewalled out of all of it because the first step is usually something like "find your center" or "clear your mind" or "meditate to enter a trance state". The typical advice I see for learning to meditate often mentions things like "observing your thoughts", but I don't know what that's supposed to entail.

Trying to just sit still and "think of nothing" has always been fruitless, and trying to do it lying down just results in me falling asleep for a very brief moment, more like a quick lapse of consciousness than an actual sleep, but it never makes me feel refreshed, energized or clear-headed or anything like that.

>>916

>Now mixing this all together, wouldn't this allow to absorb energy from a person that you see only in video

I think this is less a question and more an asking for confirmation. From my understanding of how energy works, you're less likely to be absorbing the energy from the person during the time of making the video, but recreating it using your own impression of what his energy really is. I'm not rejecting the idea that time isn't as salient as people think, I have doubts over whether the energy is truly being taken, or if this idea has any relevance in terms of benefit or detriment. Most likely you'll be taking ki from mundanes, and I see no benefit in that. Ki-level energy doesn't belong to a single person, it's part of a much larger process. Mundanes who live off of ki are a small part to a much larger structure and rather than believing that ki is owned by anyone it's more accurate to say that the ki owns the average person. Since ki is external to a single person trying to cultivate and amass it will only weigh you down in the long term.

>>921

>I think this is less a question and more an asking for confirmation.

Both. I'm trying to understand how energy works. Now hear me out, the reason why I'm even posting this is because I believe that I get nourished by foreign energy when I watch japanese idol girl videos. I am mindfull on what makes me feel certain things and how energy affects me (I'm very sensitive now) and I noticed that it's almost the same as when eating energy from real life girl. I used to watch a lot of Japanese movies and game shows and when I ran out of stuff and got bored I decided to check out some (old) idol videos. And it hit me almost immediately with that pure exhilirating girl energy. Where does it come from? From the people, from the video? Or do I indeed create it myself. I want to know what exactly is going on.

Btw I almost never farm energy from people so you can rest easily, but in the very rare occasions that I do I only farm girl because it's tasty and boy has an almost repulsive feel to it. Maybe it's because my own male energy is better compatible and balances out well with female energy. Those idol videos are almost the same. If you say that it's bullshit and I'm merely deluding myself and in reality I don't get any energy from videos at all, then alright. That would solve my issue and I could live with that.

>>922

Speaking from my own experience, interacting with others or with different environments allows for the creation of new ideas or life, ideas which a single person might not be able to come up with, so this

>Maybe it's because my own male energy is better compatible and balances out well with female energy

Would make sense to me. Besides this, I think it's obvious that the energy you see when watching old videos comes from the girls themselves. I have no way of knowing as of right now whether it's created energy from you, an interaction of your mind with the visuals (and energetic visuals) on the screen, or if it's literally energy given to you, or if that really matters at all. It's probably both.

>>927

The structure of gensokyo itself is more complex than anything Yuuka can make in my opinion. There's also a general procedure that might have to be followed in order to enter gensokyo, following that will make it easier to enter it.

>>928

She doesn't need to make an exact replica though, maybe it's a dream Gensokyo or a practice to get some of the best psychics here ready for the real Gensokyo

I can't even say that she couldn't make her own Gensokyo with 100% certainty though since I am quite knowledgeable with how Yuuka is.

I'll try my best to contact Yuuka, but if you can maybe you can ask Yuuka yourself, and hopefully she'll be truthful

>>929

Yuuka being capable of creating illusions is something that has been brought up before, it was believed to be the same as what you're saying. It's another method of bringing a desired result, the actual method used doesn't matter here.

"Separating the body from the experience is something illusionary and basic." Is what she replied to me with. Yuuka herself technically has two bodies, that's something I noticed when examining her, so none of this surprises me. Just hanging around the Temple is enough to bring Yuuka out if she wants to interact, the first time I interacted with her was along this line. I forgot that Yuuka was the one guiding the posters here, and I noticed a green haired lady in a checkered vest sitting within the gazebo. She taught me about spell cards after showing me a card of what I look like to her and asking me to make one for her. I left after she taught me the general method of spell card creation, and only after leaving did I realize it was Yuuka.

>>930

Yuuka does indeed have two bodies, surprisingly you were the first to mention it.

Now I'm very interested in actually doing this. I'm more of an individualist so joining groups is a hard thing to do for me, but this might be worth it.

>>934

My view of it is that vampires literally lack the capacity for self-reflection. The reasoning for this has been discussed before, it's related to the 5k spike and the refusal to move beyond a certain way of thinking, but the most prominent one in my opinion is that vampires do feel the weight of sin more easily than mundanes. Looking at yourself and inspecting yourself will only bring self-doubt, and that could've led to destructive, and ultimately negatively affecting, behavior for the vampire. There's been a lot of tools made to correct this behavior. If you've interacted with the matriarch before and disagreed with her on something it should still be somewhat apparent. Other vampires who really don't care will still have this kind of thinking.

> I think it would be more accurate to say that vampires either have no mirror anymore or are the mirror themselves

People with asperger's live within their own image of the universe. And the idea of vampires being the true autists is cute. I'm pretty sure that's true.

>Is the mirror a viable metaphor for the higher self or the spirit

There's a literal mirror within the mind of every human, Li Hongzhi talked about this in Zhuan Falun.

>>942

How do y'all know if you're a vampire or not, and why do you contrast vampires with mundanes as a whole as opposed to, say, ordinary "psychics"?

>>946

It’s a failed ERP. I’m one of the “originals”. It doesn’t do shit.

>>942

>My view of it is that vampires literally lack the capacity for self-reflection

That's a view I haven't considered before. Definetly something to think about.

> If you've interacted with the matriarch before

I haven't had the pleasure yet but I can't quite get into telepathy in general.

>>947

>the access to the matriarch's egregore,

Wait a minute, what if after I create the zero particle and become immortal I won't get accepted into the cabal by the matriarch and won't get added to the ergregore?

Will I be alright?

>>888

If you get swallowed by the nonsense of Blood anon's "spell" (it's not even a real spell) you will get swallowed by despair. It happened to me too.

I look young nowadays because I use the sun and fapping for energywork. There are no rules about how to approach your ascent, and your body as well as your mind will be shed at the end of your life as it always has. This has been the plan since before you were born, planned outside of spacetime, and you wouldn't have been born if it were even possible for you to become physically immortal. The very concept is nonsense once you understand life and death.

Is there something more to the silver tray than just linking together ? I get the feeling it causes some kind of "desensitization", but I'm not sure that's the right way to put it.

>>951

I don’t concern myself with it in the least. I just wouldn’t like this board to become obsessed with it like meguca was to the point that all new users and conversation disappeared.

>>960

Well consider what linking with others entails. You are going to get your energy changed by the process the same way it happens when you spend a lot of time in a room with other people.

>>963

Consider writing a post about the dangers of the "spell" and tell others about it's negative effects, if it has any effects at all. Point out Blood-anon's methods and where he's at fault as an occultist if the spell doesn't interest you. Constructive posts should invite discussion. Not on a topic that interests you in this case.

>>954

I'd make similar posts to this one when I'm in a slump.

>as it always has.

>This has been the plan since before you were born

Seems like you got scared and are trying to run back to your old crumbling comfort zones.

When you encounter despair then realize that's a perfectly normal thing to encounter on your path to immortality. It has nothing to do with blood anons spell. Didn't even the buddha face the most horrible demons when he sat down under the boddhi tree to attain enlightenment? You have to push through it and even if you fall to the ground, eventually get up again and go even further than before. Also in the end immortality is in your very own hands (even if it's not physical), regardless of whether you got some spell or not. It's how far you are willing to go to make it happen. Who cares about plans for you from outside of space and time, you make your own plans right now that transcend space and time. You have the fire inside of you that has the power to transform you and break free from maya and the cycle of reincarnation.

Work harder, pal.

>>975

This technique is the same one use when incarnate to re-establish the connection between my immortal and my temporal parts. Incarnation has its quirks, much like parachuting into enemy territory, you need a plan to establish contact with HQ afterwards, but it needs to be flexible.

>>975

>creating an individuated piece of God and a connection to God outside of time from within time. Then aligning with it and reinforcing the connection

This might be the infamous "creating a 0D particle" but I never understood what that is all about, so I don't know.

>>975

>But keep in mind you will not understand it, and will swear you actually have. So you will misunderstand it.

The hell is your problem?

>Rather, reaching outside of spacetime and influencing energy there. By doing this there is a buildup of a sort of "supra-temporal" ego, or rather than a buildup, there is a link established with an eternal substance that necessarily has to exist forever, being outside spacetime. This makes no sense from a time and word-bound perspective, but think of it as creating an individuated piece of God and a connection to God outside of time from within time. Then aligning with it and reinforcing the connection.

Sounds exactly like the way to become immortal as I have learned it till now from various sources. I think I understand it, at least a little bit, but I will not swear that I understand it because I may be deluded. Even the true resonates with what I have learned so far.

At this moment I believe you are genuine, even if not actually immortal at least you know your stuff.

By the way, I have read a story about someone who more or less achieved immortality in the way you describe spontaneous and when he was not ready and mature enough yet. He didn't understand what happened and as far as I know other immortals didn't also. He is now being mentored by some immortal but still struggles with some things as far as I know. So I totally get that a lot of things about this topic are not to be understood, and I think it's ok not to understand everything.

>>976

>Incarnation has its quirks, much like parachuting into enemy territory, you need a plan to establish contact with HQ afterwards, but it needs to be flexible.

I have learned that some immortals may actually get lost that way and forget themselves again.

>>980

>Even the true resonates with what I have learned so far.

True will. I forgot to write will.

But now to the real question. Will you possess a girl now or what?

Alright, here's a question to the user base here for fun: what's the first success you had that you knew for certain was a result of your magic? It may or may not also have been what convinced you once and for all. Just interested in people's stories.

>>985

Being able to pick winning lottery tickets from street stands using a methodology I found at age 10 or so.

>>985

I don't remember my first because despite every magic book and teacher telling me to keep a diary, I never did.

But I do remember doing remote viewing successfully was "it" for me.

>>986

>using a methodology I found at age 10 or so

Do share!

>>1021

>I was making energy shields to keep random spirits away since age 6

I was doing things like that since I was young too, and having astral projections every night and every nap. I used to press my eyes against the pillow and wait for "the pretty lights" to come and fell asleep that way.

I would have a shower and put on cologne to go to bed and tell my mom "I wanted to be presentable to my dream friends" and things like that.

But still, I was a fucking materialist fedora until my Saturn return.

>>1022

As the other anon said, it's not the astral I'm talking about. IIRC Robert Bruce's books go in detail about the astral and higher selves and what's beyond it. David Icke's too, but I found those very boring.

>>1024

>having astral projections

Never did that as a child, but I would become keenly aware of every spirit around me when I tried to go to sleep. I'd fall asleep as soon as I could, since keeping a bunch of entities away isn't the most fun way to spend an evening.

>fedora until my Saturn return

Brother. Seems like us Saturnians make up the vast majority of incarnated adepts right now. I've seen a few Martian types, but the occult scene is largely dominated by us at the moment.

I think being a fedora atheist early in life serves as another "call back to HQ" measure, since we're more or less bound to violently reject childhood teachings and doctrine around the age of puberty. I was raised a weird mix of militant atheist with pseudo-platonic elements.

>>1022

I think you're looking at this from the wrong perspective. What I meant by that statement is not that lives play out simultaneously, time is certainly linear and well-defined in our plane of existence, but that when it comes to your true self, it is made up of every life, irrespective of time.

As >>1023 put it, the Astral is actually fairly low in the existential hierarchy, but even at that stage you can access people and places in the future or past, since the temporal and physical aspects are weakened and simplified, they follow fewer rules than ours. And as >>969 said, preserving past life memories into your next incarnation is basically useless, as you can access and live those memories out directly once you reach a decent level of development. In addition, all the important stuff- mind management, energy work, etc. are all second nature to you anyway unless you've fallen and lost touch with your true self over a number of incarnations. At that stage, any past life memories would be long gone from wherever you stored them, anyway.

I can count at least 3 distinct anons, beside me, who have a decent level of understanding in this thread. That's fairly rare to see.

Since the last few posts are about the astral realm, I'll ask some questions regarding that as someone somewhat new to this in practice (I know quite a bit of theory but haven't gotten started yet). I've read about how you could summon entities astrally and see them on this plane using scrying or clairvoyance. Since that's the case, could you not also astral project and evoke or visit entities in the astral realm? Wouldn't that be more straightforward than doing evocations here? As someone who isn't able to get much physical equipment at the time (I imagine that's the case for many these days), this seems like a good solution. It seems you could even create astral temples as a substitute for physical ones.

And while we're at it, can anyone summarize some good ways to astral project? I know Robert Bruce has good books on it, but I'm asking about an explanation that could fit in one or two posts. That would be very helpful.

>>1029

>sit in a comfortable position that lets you make your whole body limp

>don't move an inch. Let iches come and go. Swallow as you must, but don't focus on it. Let your body do the way it does while you sleep

>do this: https://youtu.be/y8cLhlSuW4w?t=171

>close your eyes and scan your whole body very slowly, imagining it melt, toe by toe, inch by inch. Take your time

>imagine your brain melts, and comes out of your ears

>let your tongue flatten, and your eyeballs sink in your eye sockets

>if you take your time doing this and don't move, you should slowly lose track of your body

>imagine a first person view of the room as if you were standing in the middle of it

>replicate in your imagination your vision, hearing, proprioception and sense of touch (your feet on the ground)

>make it vivid, and hold it

>at the same time, count down from 100 to 0, vividly imagining each number on top of your imagined first person view before moving on

There are much quicker and simpler ways of doing it, but you need to work them out for yourself before they can be of use to you.

>>1031

Ah, yes, that had slipped my mind. Also, I realize I didn't use the right term, I should have said "altar" instead of "temple" to be more precise; IIRC I've read about some practitioners having astral altars to gods and patron spirits. I imagine that is totally feasible as well, I was just wondering if that could be a substitute for physical altars, or if you should ideally have both.

>>1033

>>1034

Great, thanks for the tips! I'll definitely try it out.

Yes, imaginary altars work. >>1035

You will need a space such as a natural setting or a temple that you have solidified in your mind and can journey into (either vía astral projection or vivid first person visualization).

Then find a spot that is adequate to the deity you want to worship matching it’s correspondences, and build a statue to it. Say out loud or hear vividly in your imagination an incantation to consecrate the statue to this deity so it may inhabit it. Then you can start making offerings to it. Treat it as a physical altar. Be regular and keep it in good condition. But be grandiose both with its construction and your offerings. You don’t have physical limitations there. It should cause a reaction of awe in you.

>>1036

But for this you should have experience astral projecting/journeying first, and possibly do some physical devotional work first. There are certain feelings and small things that cannot be explained that you must “get” through experience.

Don’t be discouraged if nothing seems to work. Fake it till you make it and adjust whatever you do to your experiences until you get something that works for you. Simply following instructions won’t work.

Anybody willing to tell me more about astral parasites? For reference: had/have issues with emotions and thoughts that are opposite to what I want, this results in me trying to fight it off in my own head a lot and it wastes plenty of energy and worsens my mental state. Now I changed course and just let it happen without fighting back to not give it any energy and starve it out. Am I dealing with a parasite here?

>>1038

The concept of "thought karma" may be relevant here. Search for it in Zhuan Falun, the PDF attached to this post:

>>12

>>1039

Thanks the thought karma part of it was interesting, that stuff is insidious. However I am unsure that it applies here. The things I get go against my very core and personally it's very obvious that it doesn't come from me. But even if I did give in to it the only person that would be harmed is me, that's why I am unsure if it's applicable here.

>>1040

You may feel that way right now, but it may turn out later that you were a completely different person in a past life and that what you know of yourself today is only a small part. I'm speaking of personal experience here. What seemed like demonic possession manifesting violent and depraved ideas in my mind was just a past me from a completely different situation. After slowly being able to unite with this hidden side of myself I see everything differently, including contemporary values of right and wrong.

>>1040

Relevant:

https://forum.noblerealms.org/viewtopic.php?pid=32780#p32780

However, do you know how to discern the things you don't want to admit to yourself?

In any case, try not to judge too soon. After all, if these things are coming to you, you can learn something from them. Don't reject, don't accept (in short, don't react). Just observe and learn.

>>1042

That short story was interesting and it feels a lot like my own current situation.

>However, do you know how to discern the things you don't want to admit to yourself?

I think so yes, but in this case it's more like being told to kill myself every time I see anything associated with death, to use as an example. It's absurd because I am not depressed nor have any reason to go through with that or think it in the first place.

>Don't reject, don't accept (in short, don't react). Just observe and learn.

Just as in the story, keeping my mind silent is the best approach, and if not that then just don't react as you say, but in the end it doesn't actually solve what is happening, it just treats the symptoms of something.

>>1041

That's interesting and I appreciate the insight and will keep it in mind but it doesn't apply here I'm pretty sure.

I’m currently reading Jodorowsky’s book on tarot, and he designates certain cards, like the world, as potentially carrying the meaning of “manifestation.” What does “manifestation” mean in this sense?

Is anyone else getting badly written telepathic broadcasts? Someone has been sending them out over an area with words forming visually, often blurred, with one second per word and no repeat which means most of the messge is lost before I even react.

Happened one time some months ago with someone sending out a question if anyone had seen a certain woman described through more of an emotional situational message placed in the beginning of the message. Now someone sent out something which seemed directed at the meguca /fringe/ group with general imageboard speak and it felt like the sender tried to sound all important and powerful but the needy style of the message (what I was able to pick up, made no sense) ruined it.

>>1183

Two nights ago in a dream my father gave me a written article which talked about the sexuality of a certain type of people that was related to something Laura Eisenhower had written about her adventures in Mars.

It was really cool. I think it's the first time I've been able to read so clearly in a dream. By the end of it I was fully lucid trying to read more and more, but I was also excited about coming back to waking reality and looking online if something like the things referred to existed (they don't).

>>1183

>Now someone sent out something which seemed directed at the meguca /fringe/ group with general imageboard speak and it felt like the sender tried to sound all important and powerful but the needy style of the message

Maybe it's just a bro from back then trying out telepathy and checking if he can get in contact again with his fellow wizards

>>1177

>>1178

Where are those pictures from?

>>1189

Xam'd: Lost Memories

Extremely esoteric and obscure anime series that takes several re-watches and a good grasp of alchemical symbollism to understand. It's a treat.

>>1192

Thank you! Image searches took me to another one called Kokkoku. It’s sci-fi in the vein of Gantz as I’ve seen so far. Nothing extraordinary but enjoyable.

>>1205

(You) don't have to, an eventual incarnation of (You)rself will have those things. The question is whether you'll be any more happy/well-developed under those circumstances.

In this life, you could set your goal to be getting a beautiful, shining, smooth flowing mane, and a smoking hot gamer girlfriend, or developing yourself spiritually as much as possible. Either result is possible, no matter your current circumstances (you could achieve either as a Haitian scurvy nigger), but which one you want to pursue is entirely up to you.

I've posted the methods I've used for my material and spiritual development in the "Magic 101" thread. If you're an absolute beginner, start at >>384 and go from there.

>>1205

>get hair implants

>go to gym

>get a pickup coach

>do the work

Magic will help you get the money, opportunities and motivation required. Good luck.

>>1211

That's gay.

>>1205

>a girlfriend?

see

>>1050

>>1221

I think that's a psy-op to make me kill myself. I want to magic a girlfriend.

>>1226

I am retarded and don't know any women. Also, I might hate women. They are annoying and don't know anything about video games.

>>1227

Then you need to do shadow work and fix your mommy issues.

>>1227

>I might hate women. They are annoying and don't know anything about video games.

A cat is cheaper and won't yell "rape" if you pet it, get a cat instead. They also don't mind sitting on your lap while you play video games.

>>1228

No, I think women need to change.

>>1234

I don't hate boobs.

>>1233

Based, we need more people to critique how the genders act.

Though I hate both genders, I will support anyone on changing women if we have similar views on how to change them

>>1234

Cringe, you just want things to stay at their hellish state, I surprised that there would be such a simple minded person such as you here.

Maybe you should go back to fapping on onlyfans.

>>1236

post bloomers

>>1238

I didn't even talk to you and you act like this. Did I hit a nerve?

>Cringe, you just want things to stay at their hellish state

I never said anything about gender relations or the state of society. The rest is just you projecting.

>>1227

Don't get hung up on being retarded. Rather than looking for magical solutions to your problem I'd suggest looking for a more mundane self-help sort of blog instead. I like this guy the most but you get the idea. The short and sweet of it is, work out, eat properly, set up plans/daily goals/long term goals, and most importantly establish meaningful and long-lasting relations with others (ideally family). The last one is the hardest. Finding a girlfriend after alll that shouldn't be difficult, unless your standards are impossibly high. In the end of all that you might think women are gay and aren't worth your time.

https://aeolipera.wordpress.com/

>>1242

To this I'd like to add that having a girlfriend is not only about having sex and cuddling (if you feel that's what you're lacking the most, mommy issues).

Having a girlfriend is having someone become part of your family, your clan. Sharing each other's family traditions and growing from the experience.

Having a girlfriend means your mom gets a girlfriend, your dad gets a girlfriend, you get a second mom, a second dad, and so on.

If you don't value that kind of familial life or don't even have the ability to create it, don't look for a girlfriend. Call a hooker.

>>1253

That sounds like all of the worst things ever.

>>1261

So how do we use magic to change women?

>>1262

Lurk more.

>>1264

no. spoonfeed me

>>1266

What good is magic if you can't use it to change women?

Or to watch women changing?

>>1267

You can use it to change yourself. If you are a woman, you can change one of them. Change comes from within.

>>1269

I want to change them though. They're the ones who are wrong/

>>1272

Some things should just be given up. Why correct them? They're too far gone. Let them crash and burn, the next generation will see it happen and they'll make sure to not repeat it.

>>1277

Because I want to be able to get along with and respect women, so that life isn't miserable

>>1240

Yes you did hit a nerve, I wouldn't have responded if you hadn't.

You are saying that people should just tolerate what women do, that is atleast what you imply.

I disagree with that sentiment.

>>1290

Wrong. I said that hating women is pretty gay. If you hate women then you don't want anything to do with them and all you're left with is men, which is gay. Anything else you take from that is your own view. There are absolutely things that women need to change on and you don't have to tolerate it, I agree with that, but hating them as a whole is a waste of energy. This is the last I have to say on it because this is not the place for these kinds of discussions as the user above stated.

>>1291

That's quite a bad assumption, first of what if that person hated both genders by that logic that person would be asexual.

What if that person was a girl? If they were they wouldn't be gay.

You don't know for sure that hating women as a whole is a waste, you should look into more before you come to such conclusions.

>>1294

Another retard, I can't believe i'm even doing this but you should care about these groups, your race, your nation, your church, and your gender.

What you are is a liar trying to shift the conversation away from women.

You are just defeatist scum thinking that women can not be changed, they can and will, for a better world.

>>1303

All your 4 posts in this thread so far are mundane and negative/toxic. Take a break and come back with a better attitude.

>>1238

>though I hate both genders

Sounds like you just hate people in general. Don't get me wrong, I get what you mean: women are depraved and men are fools for allowing them to be, but a mindset that's focused upon the things you hate will only end up harming you. Be MGTOW if you want, but don't let what you despise make you lose sight of what matters. Improve yourself and your surroundings first and foremost, instead of trying to change the whole world right away. SIMPs and thots will get what's coming to them.

>>1192

This was really something. Thank you again.

So are we fixing women?

>>1428

Stop it. It has been discussed enough here. This thread is not meant for extended discussions on one topic, nor is this board meant for discussing that at length. Asking once is fine but don't keep bringing up the same topic in the Q&A.

>>1433

Why do women get so upset about this topic?

>>1496

Women don't want to improve.

Alright let's suppose my astral place is set up so far.

Can I fill it with some astral wildlife? It would be cool to have friendly mermaids in the water or some faries in the forest for example. It would be more fun if you were to encounter some elemental or spirit while exploring the place and it wouldn't be so empty. Should I somehow call them or create them myself? The astral wildlife must be safe and friendly towards all visitors and me of course. Having an army of undead lolis living in your astral pocket would be amazing, they would play around but when an intruder or hostile being appears they would act as guardian dogs and mercilessly tear the intruder apart and eat them.

Of course after I share the place with a person or being and invite them they are perfectly safe and can enter as often and for as long as they like. I probably need to figure out some auto-invite for certain groups like vampires, touhous and other friendly beings who can work with me or simply wish to visit the place and hang out. The only beings I don't want there are hostile beings and obnoxious new-ager astral travelers.

>>1539

>an army of undead lolis

Why not check this

>>1298

There are zombies.

>>1542

The pastebin says "Then you find a spot in the universe that only you have access to. A place that's obscure but feels comfy in some way."

Can you explain how to do that? The only way I know of would be using Sorcerer Tal's sigil.

>>1545

>a spot in the universe that only you have access to. A place that's obscure but feels comfy in some way

Ok. It may be that the setting here isn't as supportive and deep as where this was spread. You're to use visualization and meditation to find this spot emotionally and in any form you, yourself like. Start just thinking up situations and places and determine where you would be completely safe and be the ruler of this place. It's your world, you make the decisions yourself, so anything is possible.

To me it's just a place "far off to the left side, high up in the sky but still not untouched by the waters below."

>Sorcerer Tal's sigil

Make an original creation, otherwise it won't be your own. If you use the methods from Sunflower, you have to lay the foundation completely from this side first. Did you visit the world mentioned? If you've seen it you should be able to understand what it means.

If you do go there, look for a large square with a sigil in the middle in stone. This is a portal for visiting linked worlds within the succubus pact. You can jump within the network this way, at least for those who allow visitors.

>>1542

>>1543

Thanks for the replies. Wouldn't even think of population my astral place with servitors. I think I'll wait a little bit and see if some spirits pop up by themselves. Meanwhile I need to work on my astral travel, lucid dreaming and telepathy anyway. I created my place with the carbon rod that I have drilled into the ground until it became diamond and also supported it with my own sigil that I came up with at the same time. Now you have to visualize/dream flying into space and a certain direction before you come upon a certain closed door, then use my sigil to open the door which leads you to my place. But because the place is now bound to my sigil and opened by it I hesitate to share it here because I don't want to share my sigil.

>>1552

Can confirm from my end that it's solid. If you want beings to go there you have to open it up though. They won't be able to pass it either now with the door locked, unless they're really curious and inventive like some autistic gnomes or something who like to solve puzzles.

>>1555

> I didn't go past the door because it was locked by I saw some bearded demon outside working on trying to open it like it was a challenge made for him.

Lmao. Just for the record I don't know of any bearded demon so seeing someone like that trying to come into my place is a little bit weird.

But yeah I shall open it so that beings may come there. I'll try to set it up without any sigil that you have to use. You'll be able to just open the door and walk in. But I still need some sort of door otherwise I have trouble to set-up my own astral pocket. It's like in a elder scrolls game entering a hulding by using a door which teleports you into a different location.

>>1557

If you look in this pastebin there are a number of weapons you can get copies of and install as sentry guns at your place if you want. Or just leave them in a garrison for mercenaries to borrow.

https://pastebin.com/mUnWWj64

It's located in the Collective world but if you're nice they'll let you in.

>>1560

Speaking of Alissa…

As suggested by Sorcerer Tal (yeah I checked him out too) for lucid dreaming I tried to get made lucid by a friendly being while dreaming. Naturally the first spirit to ask was of course our trusted Alissa. So before sleep I drew her sigil in my mind and asked her to wake me up in my dream so that I become lucid and can talk to her and visit my own astral place.

I didn't become lucid. In fact I don't even remember if I had a dream at all.

Not sure if the problem lies with me or she is just not the right friend to ask for this stuff.

>>1562

Lucidity isn't an external state, it originates and ends in the Inner Being. Asking an external being to help is moot. If anything outside of yourself could make you lucid, you'd have been lucid all your life. Whoever this 'Alissa' is, the most they could do, and looks like they, did, was bring your subconsciousness in an occult setting.

Perhaps your consciousness is so weak even that didn't push you over the event horizon. Practice, friend, and stake away in the dying light.

>>1564

So Sorcerer Tal is full of shit too then. What a shame.

>>1572

He's not, you were probably in no state to be "woken up".

>>1574

I just tried what Tal recommended as he said it. He didn't mention any state I have to be in or stuff like that. Well tell me how to get in that "state" then.

>>1575

To get lucid in a dream you need to not be too tired, a deep dreamless sleep is the opposite of what you want, thats why people recommend going back to sleep right after waking up to do it, you need the brain to be able to wake up in some areas while other areas stay asleep.

I recommend doing reality checks, drinking camomile tea a couple of hours before sleep and going back to sleep right after waking up.

>>1577

>I recommend doing reality checks

I started doing the sigil thing (inscribe your sigil into the wrist of your astral form with energy and then keep checking if it's there. if you see it, you are dreaming and become lucid) Tal recommended and before I'd also do some counting on fingers and looking at the clock.

>To get lucid in a dream you need to not be too tired

I admit most of the time I go fucked up to bed, and often I only have dreams in the morning when I fall asleep again after waking up. Once I had 3 different dreams in a short time period after I woke up in the morning and went back to sleep again. In that case I of course perfectly understand that no being would be able to get me lucid. I will now try to better myself and my sleep.

Alright, I've got something to ask about this stuff. From what I've seen on this board so far there seems to be a lot of emphasis on your mind and imagination as ways of interacting with the astral. One thing I've been wanting to learn is channeling. From what I know so far, when you channel spirits and stuff you're supposed to "hear" their voices in your head or something like that. My problem when it comes to this is that I've always had super-active inner dialogue in my head, conversations back and forth in both language and in "hunches", etc. At this point, if I heard something else speak in my mind, I don't think I'd even be able to tell it wasn't me. I can't really "identify" voices, they just speak. How do you figure this out?

New to /sunflower/

I'm kind of going through a period of depression, lack of drive. I'm realizing there's a lot of hate in the world and it is disturbing to me. What I can do to get my energy level up/shield myself against harmful emotions/other?

>>1585

>I'm realizing there's a lot of hate in the world and it is disturbing to me

Forgive it and focus on yourself.

>>1583

>>1584

I see, thanks for the tips. One other thing I've seen is that when something that isn't you "speaks" in your mind you'd just "know". Is that accurate? I don't know what the experience is like. If that's how it is could you describe it? What's the difference?

>>1589

>What's the difference?

Expectation and whether or not the logic used behind the thought/speech follows your own internal logic. I've had times when I'd argue against a devil's advocate (not literally, I mean I'm arguing a case for something with something I don't see but I still hear), and I don't have internal monologues in this way. Familiarity with yourself is required.

>>1587

If you don't want to use methods that work, just don't take part here.

Does anyone here have some experience with entities that closely resemble angels?

My results with magick so far have been great, but I like the idea of having a friendly spirit

by my side for assistance. I thought about creating a servitor for that purpose, but that's not what I truly want.

>>1696

Why not go for an actual angel? They've been rather misrepresented in contemporary media so you can probably find one you like among them no matter your preference.

>>1700

Well, where do I start searching for then? Should I just use the temple and ask?

>>1729

check >>1298

>>1731

https://shop.creepyhollows.com/custom-conjure-living-astral-angel.html

https://shop.creepyhollows.com/living-entity-binding-custom-conjuration-lunar-angel.html

https://shop.creepyhollows.com/living-entity-binding-custom-conjuration-nebula-angel.html

https://shop.creepyhollows.com/bronwyn-angel-binding.html

https://shop.creepyhollows.com/living-entity-binding-custom-conjuration-courtwind-angel.html

https://shop.creepyhollows.com/living-entity-binding-custom-conjuration-divine-angel.html

https://shop.creepyhollows.com/living-entity-binding-navinan-angel.html

https://shop.creepyhollows.com/living-entity-binding-custom-conjuration-sterling-angel.html

those are just from the "Living Entities of White Arts" area, there is the "Elite Living Entities of White Arts", and other areas that might have angels as well, including the spirit bindings area.

>>1731

just realised you are not the same anon, what a blunder.

>>1732

If anon wants any of these he should post which one in the thread for this:

>>1298

>>1736

I will consider that, thank you.

>>1731

That's interesting because last year, exactly on my birthday and while I was meditating, I had a vivid vision about some angelic

looking being who walked me around a pretty city and introduced itself as a guide of myself.

I eventually decided to discard it as something self induced. It might have been something real because of the sudden nature, but I am a bit vary of visions and telepathy.

>>1742

Sit down and recall the feeling of the scene which appeared to you and how you felt about this angelic being, then project warm emotions at your mental image of them. If there's someone there this should be enough to attract them.

>>1745

I tried and honestly, I still think it was a "dream", or me astral projecting into a real time generated environment. It really felt and feels like that.

I'm not sure if I have ever truly experienced communication with another entity. That's because of my poor senses at the moment.

There has been a group of spirits I telepathically interacted with for a while and it seemed real, at least there where accurate predictions about the future. But telepathy is very weird and I don't trust it blindly.

I'll probably go with the offer >>1736, but don't know which one to choose because of several reasons.

Years ago, I meditated frequently and noticed that the 6th chakra (middle of the forehead) started to tingle a little bit, barely noticeable. As I meditated more, this tingling sensation became stronger and also stopped ever fading away. Weeks later, I had the same happening for my right palm and 7th chakra (top of the head), and eventually I had a permanently tingling/itching sensation (cold, stream-like, magnetic/electric/etheric) in these locations: 6th chakra, 7th chakra, spots around my head, both palms. There was also a what feels like a connection between the 6th and 7th chakra.

I was able to amplify these sensations to an overwhelming extent, mere thinking or meditation was also sufficient. Meanwhile, not thinking about it, not meditating, not practising anything esoteric, and ignoring does nothing to diminish it. Bringing palms or fingers to these spots, I can feel them connecting, getting stronger.

My question is, I don't know what exactly I am dealing with here. If you're wondering, though it didn't kickstart anything, it amplified things like astral projections, psi balls, circulating the microcosmi orbit, I was able to do them before. I even felt it all over my body briefly. When I sleep deprive myself, it automatically goes into overdrive mode (very strong sensation, visions, almost instant sleep paralysis/projection).

Does anyone know what it is? Why does it persist when I am not even focusing? What's actually going on and what do I do with it? It doesn't disturb me but it is highly frustrating having no clear knowledge. I have my guesses but I feel alone at this point after consulting esotericists, reading books and websites, practising various techniques (that didn't influence this situation).

>>1761

What kind of meditation? You're mentioning chakras so this implies you're doing some form of yoga?

Even if not mentioned in the same way, yoga also opens the energy streams of the body, called meridians in qi gong, and can also go as far as a complete opening and transformation, taoist style.

You seem to have gotten far enough for it to start happening, but the slowless of it is annoying you. I'd recommend trying to make a breakthrough, you may have built up some energy and set this in motion and now it's gotten stuck halfway.

The very much popularized sun salute sequence can open up your body if done with the right mindset. My solution would be to maintain your same meditative state, while doing the sequence 3 times. Then do this every morning before breakfast. It still takes time but I've found this to be very effective and give constantly new progress as a base practice. There are different versions but the positions are mostly similar, here's an example.

>>1764

That's a strange way of doing that. The best way to train your brain hemispheres to talk to each other is learning to play an instrument, specifically a violin.

>>1765

I just wrote what I read about it before. https://eden-saga.com/en/philosophy-yoga-action-meditation-tables-of-chartres-spirals-incarnation.html

https://nanopdf.com/download/the-tables-of-chartres-cathedral_pdf

>>1764

>"Magic Eye Images"

I had a book with these as a kid, from the time when 3D graphics was vanguard technology.

Hello guys I'm new here! Sorry for making such a self-centered questions, but I'm super confused. I found this board randomly, I saw the spirituality tag and I wanted to check it out cuz since I think 10yrs ago I have strange voice and journey like experiences. I don't want to expose my self to much just yet cuz I'm indeed scared of this world. But since going to yoga class, taroth expert, self proclaimed akashic master and even exorcist from Vatican never helped me I want to ask here. Cuz the world they see is not the world that I see. Is actually completely different. In both bad and good way, for sure their magic is significatly more powerful here in the real world but they have limitation, they can't see many dimensions and they borrow power instade of creating it. Well back to the topic I'm not quite sure my self of what I see and experience, people's that have esoteric experience call me a dimensional guardian. In my opinion I'm just a human. But I had many strange experience it all started one day in a friend house. I had a lucid dream of woman asking me of waking up all of my friends before an hour. I was there thinking it was just a dream and no particular reason to wake theme up. But suddenly a window that was cemented to the wall just brake open waking everyone up before the time limit. No not a normal window, there was no way of opening that. So we where all scared hearing strange noise and things like that. Then I suddenly fainted but I was conscious of it and I saw black mountains upside down dripping blood. I was scared and couldn't regain consciousness till an entity just appeared splitting in Alf the vision and making me regain consciousness. In that moment I had so many voice in my head and my left hand was burning. A friend near me asked what was on my hand so I looked at it and there was a bright red symbol of a triangle with 3 dot and a spiral underneath it. When I saw it an entity talked to me and said "you are lucky that on your hand is my art" and after that everything was becoming clear I heard many help request of spirits that wanted to guide me freeing theme. I just listened to their voices, they wanted me just to walk through the whole house anyway. And after that no more weird noises, no more fear, it was all gone. That's when I had the contact with my first entity. But I never heard of the entity that gave me the symbol again. After that I often saw a tower floating in the sky with just one window that was pitch black. And by looking at it I felt the urge to cry from nostalgia and heard a female voice singing. I never reached that tower and after a week it disappeared. So If someone know something about this can he or she please at least tell me if it's real or just mind trick? Ty for your attention. I'll be willing to share more experience in the future if needed

>>1780

>people's that have esoteric experience call me a dimensional guardian

>I saw black mountains upside down dripping blood

>a bright red symbol of a triangle with 3 dot and a spiral underneath it

>a tower floating in the sky with just one window that was pitch black. And by looking at it I felt the urge to cry from nostalgia and heard a female voice singing.

You've given a lot of interesting details here. All of these are similar to what some other people involved here have experienced or seen in connection to others, specifically the things I quoted are similar. The black mountains and the feeling of nostalgia stand out as something I recognize. There was also what seems like a sigil for the entity contacting you. Could you maybe make a drawing of it?

One thing to keep in mind is that your mental images often appear fantastic when in actuality referencing past events, as in previous lives. But your current mindset prevents you from understanding the situations so they appear that way. Our current world isn't well suited for interpreting these things properly because the past was spiritual in a natural way people with the modern mind cannot grasp.

>>1787

>>1785

I will attempt to contact them and will get back with results later.

Thank you for investing your time with me. I will make sure to return the help as I can to the sunflower. "help comes around".

>>1806 thank you very much. I'm will W8 for news

>>1797

Those definitely have a resonance with "the tower" that I saw, I'm 70% sure that I saw the white golden one, cuz I felt that it was linked to elf. But still can't figure out why the female voice, she sounded like being held prisoner. :/

>>1787 the black mirror concept definitely have something to do with that. Cuz yes I felt like looking in the infinite and I felt watched back.

BTW I'm going to post something on temple you might wanna read it.

What is the end-goal of /sunflower/?

How do I make a sigil that gets stronger the more it is used? would it be safe to just share a sigil like this or do I have to protect it in some way so that someone doesnt change its effect?

>>1875

Sigils are communicative, the important part is the idea behind it. Is there a specific reason you want to make something that gets stronger with time?

>>1878

>Is there a specific reason you want to make something that gets stronger with time?

I thought there was but thinking about it again there isnt.

Though it would be a great thing to know about once I get some ideas going.

How to create a stable astral body?

What exactly grants immortality in the astral?

>>1896

>how to create a stable astral body

emotional stability.

>what grants immortality in the astral

nothing, really.

you create your immortality yourself, where you operate thereafter is up to you.

>>1896

>astral body?

See

>>11

>What exactly grants immortality in the astral?

Check the discussion in the general thread.

What are the youkai really doing/eating, when they "eat humans" ?

>>1942

Cannibalism is just a form of magic where you take the sin of someone else, their karma and their "strengths" and incorporate them into your body. In exchange the person being eating gets karma removed. Communion in christianity is about creating that karmic bond.

>>1946

Humans not eating insects is most likely more due to the fact that going around collecting bugs is dumb, when being a nomad with a herd of domesticated animals is more efficient and less time-consuming/a person has more leisure. In agricultural societies, working the fields is more important.

>>1942

>>1947

There's the idea in touhou that youkais were made to keep humans "pure", since the fear that they represent and embody helps keep people in check morally. You would want to follow the rules when there are monsters in the dark.

>>760

How do I know that this stuff is not demon trap devil trap to send me to hell? I am scared I am being deceived. I believe it exists but I do not know if I should participate in it…

>>1949

You're asking someone else to make a judgement call for you. Read the posts just in this thread and make a choice, if you don't want to or you believe you're not ready go do something else. The esoteric isn't limited to just this board.

>>1950

Ok thank you. I know you're right I was just shooting shots

Sometimes when I close my eyes before going to sleep, I "see" a small sun glowing light a few inches above my head. What is that?

It's not that I see it literally, but I feel it's there, and if I don't focus on the darkness behind my eyelids I can sort of see the glow.

I've been reading some of the older posts on this board and came across this >>809. IMO it doesn't seem very plausible, I have this experience and I've just attributed it to lack of a focused interest (I'm relatively new to this, so if someone wants to correct me on this feel free), but that's beside the point. What he said about getting a head spirit piqued my interest. In Hinduism there's a concept of Ishta-Deva, your "most compatible" deity, which if you work with accelerates your progress more than any other. There is a belief you can determine this with astrology. There are also things like Guardian Angels which exists in multiple religious traditions. How does one go about determining which being is yours (head spirit, ishta-deva, guardian angel, etc.)?

>>2035

It's the "solar system" in which every person has their own sun. The sun isn't just what people think it is.

>>2038

I don't know anything about a head spirit but I do recognize having different entities work me on different things interchangably. Most of the time I'm aware of them though, or I tend to think so. Most ideas aren't originating in the person anyway so there are probably other ones I don't know about putting things in my head.

But my situation is such that I already know my path so finding a direction isn't an issue for me. Since you're here I'd recommend making use of the temple and simply asking Yuuka for help with this.

>>2035

I think that could be one of the chakras above the crown. Possibly related to the higher self.

>>2041

>The sun isn't just what people think it is.

What is the sun?

>>2042

>What is the sun?

The answer is hidden in the word "solar system" - it's a system. It's not a burning thing made of gas at 8 light minutes' distance from the earth.

Alright, I think I had my first Astral Projection today. And it was "interesting".

Despite 8 hours of good sleep, I felt like shit and completely disconnected the whole day.

I think that's because A) I ate a lot of junk food the last couple of days and B) I was heavily focused on psychic training.

This probably lead to the state I was in which in turn triggered this event.

I went for an hour long refresh sleep and set an alarm. Got into bed, meditated a little bit and instantly fell into a semi-lucid dreaming state.

The dream was about me playing a horror game, but it was relaxing. After some time, I noticed that I drifted out of my body, I regained complete lucidity and could feel myself floating about.

But here's the kicker. There was nothing to see and the only thing that happened was some screeching writhing apparently black thing scratching my neck.

I wasn't scared as I knew what my situation was and tried to repel this thing into oblivion. After trying that, I simply drifted into my body and the feeling and sound was gone.

This whole scenario with the dream and the AP apparently took 15~20 minutes.

What should I make out of this? Was this some kind of entity? Why did my action cause me to return to my body?

Could this thing be the reason why I was so damn tired the whole day? I mean, now I feel energized.

If anyone here has serious experience with astral projection, please let me know what this could mean.

>>2047

I have extensive experience with astral projection, and what you describe looks like your own expectations of what astral projection was supposed to be.

>>2050

I had no expectations, or at least I was very open minded and positive about it. So this is not the case.

>>2052

I would personally say that AP AND lucid dreaming are real. Reality even.

If you just take a look at (or experience it yourself) things like telekinesis or other skills that are used with the mind and interact with our physical reality,

then the line between what defines reality kind of blurs. Thoughts are just as real as a stone, and so are your dreams or whatever you are in during APing.

And I don't think that this was a lucid dream, because I "came out of one"

and really felt this AP sensation. It's different, or at least it feels different to me.

>>2056

>What should I make out of this? Was this some kind of entity?

I feel inclined to agree with the other posters that this was not really AP, but I believe there are levels in between these types of states, in this case you were lucid dreaming but the parasyte was probably real, as in not just a dream being but an astral being.

>Why did my action cause me to return to my body?

You probably focused on your body, thats usually what gets you back in. Keep your focus on whatever you wanted to do is my recomendation.

Reminder that there are diferent types of Projection most people who claim to AP actually don't, they just project a few senses, which some call Mind Projection, and not all of their senses/astral body.

>>2056

I believe one way to discern between AP and Lucid Dreaming would be to make some magic, try making a chi ball for example, in a dream it would be effortless, but in AP you would notice that it isnt as easy as it is in a dream.

>>2056

>I had no expectations, or at least I was very open minded and positive about it. So this is not the case.

I very much doubt you are aware of your expectations on every level of your being beyond the tiny, tiny conscious mind. But OK. You seem very knowledgeable and wise. Figure it out by yourself.

>>2057

I can agree on that and yes I kind of focused on my body as a side effect of trying to "protect" myself. Makes sense.

And I am familiar with what you call Mind Projection.

That's what I settled for after realizing that it's extremely hard for me to astral project at will and that's

also the reason why I am convinced that I was entering Astral Projection. It felt WAY more real.

>>2058

Thank you, I will directly try this next time.

>>2059

I wouldn't be asking here if I was

> very knowledgeable and wise

Thanks for the input anyways.

So far, the drained feeling has completely vanished since that incident so I think that there's no problem left anymore, if there was one to begin with.

>>2113

Learning any skill improves your ability generally, since you're able to draw from a wide variety of knowledge to solve special and unique issues.

God particles as far as I'm aware are almost subjective. As in, you're going to have to view them yourself mentally. Try summoning a god particle, your god particle, by imagining it in your head. You'll think it's a circle, by default. Investigate it's properties and what it holds in relation your body, or your concepts, or anything else. I'd suggest letting go of any expectation first, in order to see it most clearly. This applies to all other magical things and artifacts.

>>2114

Thanks for clearing up the first question but I'm still confused about the multiple zero particles. I wouldn't care about this if it wasn't directly implied in the vamp threads that more particles will be formed later. Why is there more than one and how/when are they built? If it wasn't for that I would just assume we get one and that's it. One source of immortality and the connection to 0D aka eternity. But since we are supposed to get more later…well maybe the particle itself and the amount of particles we have is just a symbol for our state of enlightenment. One particle would be like the most basic first state, and the higher state we achieve the more particles we get?

>Try summoning a god particle, your god particle, by imagining it in your head. You'll think it's a circle, by default. Investigate it's properties and what it holds in relation your body, or your concepts, or anything else.

Are you saying that by doing this I can answer all those questions myself?

>>2118

>Are you saying that by doing this I can answer all those questions myself?

Ideally you'd want to answer your own questions. So yes, and sort of.

>>2113

What exactly does it mean to have more than one zero particle? From what I've experienced, the zero particle is the source of the observer's current universe and the ongoing verb of being. I can't fathom how there could be two of them. Or does zero particle refer to something else, like some sort of thoughtform that provides the foundation for spiritual development?

>>2121

When in doubt, turn the mystical into the mundane. How does matter function? What basis does anything move, why do things rotate, what makes the sun go up and down each day? A god particle is a positive affirmation of an eternal principle. I subscribe to the idea of their being a spirit, and from the spirit there exists matter more perfect than whatever the material can provide, within this dimension and what expressions can exist within it.

Watching and observing, noting and making distinctions things that might stem from a single source but nonetheless carry different forms. A god particle can be one massive structure, or a minuscule bare concept.

>>2227

>What could be the reason that some people never dream or never remember their dreams?

I don't know about your friend, but that only happens to me if I'm very tired mentally. I think some energy is required to have at least some degree of awareness of your dreams.

>>2227

I used to be exactly like that some years back, it's caused by mental fatigue as >>2233 said, as well as waking up abruptly. Programmers and students are the likeliest to have constant dreamless nights.

Also really like the anime picture thanks for posting

>>2233

This is one of the reasons. When you're tired it seems your mind prioritizes rest over fun dreams. Oversleeping helps with dream recall because it lengthens REM cycles.

>>2430

A reading list.

>>2430

My system of magic covers everything from basic theory of reality works to how to transcend it. It’s just a couple of pages long though.

If I were to write a book it would be an exercise book like Psychic Witch, because teaching theory is useless. Theory is learnt through practice.

>tfw Rumia may be behind both Christianity and ONA

Epic trolling to say the least.

Back on Meguca I saw a lot of talk about "wands". What are these exactly? Just servitors in the shape of a tool?

>>2457

AFAIK they are thoughtforms yes.

Is "mending the rift" or "thining the veil" a desirable thing? (vid related)

>>2430

Instructions on a form of meditation (more or less the Zazen position with instructions to let their thoughts flow with no attachment and let them naturally quieten over time), telling the student to do that for initially 5 minutes a day, slowly working up to 10 minutes a day and doing that for three months.

After that, instructions on the construction of a basic sacred perimeter - either LBRP or some balancing ritual, most likely the latter - and basic energy work - Middle Pillar and rotating energy/drawing energy from any of the basic chakras. Telling them to add that to the daily practice and do that for three months.

After that, the Stele of Jeu as daily practice and instruction on how to use the principle of duality and/or the elemental makeup of their astral body to instantly change their emotions (the single most used skill out of my entire toolkit), and instructions on going to different places and feel their energy to be able to know and reproduce different types of energy for different effects.

Intersperse it with information about elemental and planetary correspondences, and some basic symbolism - pentagrams, hexagrams, egyptian god names, etc. Add that it's best but not essential to use a special language and clothing and tools for rituals and a fasting period for larger rituals to separate them from the daily life, to always treat a ritual as if it had already succeeded during the rite and the performance is just a formality, etc. Conclude with a basic outline for rituals - construct sacred precinct, pray to/invoke/sacrifice to patron deity, raise energy, direct energy towards goal through relevant god names/correspondences/prayer/etc., closing by thanking and seeing patron deity off, and grounding remaining energy, writing it all down in the journal, and then return to normalcy to not think on outcome of ritual again.

I'd write all the information exactly once and trust in the intelligence of the interested reader to remember. Many introductory books could be half as thick if they trusted their reader to not be retarded.

Does anyone know where I could find a program that would generate random sentences/paragraphs from random pieces of classic literature? I think this would be good for divination.

Could there exist a 6th element that is more dense than Earth? Like what black holes are made out of.

>>2500

If black holes existed then possibly.

>>2500

Try to find out what matter itself is made up of and you'll find a good enough answer. But I don't think the elements actually refer to physical things, but instead properties.

There are many kinds of elements. If you find an elemental for it, that element exists, such as the existence of murder elementals and murder nymphs shows that "murder" is an element, even if it may be difficult to spot as a defined material. There are also beings drawn to it, the huge wildfires in Brazil for example can partially be connected to a spiritual being drawn to the act of murder, something which is very common in Brazil.

>>2504

That's a different definition of the word element.

How to get rid of lust for result?

>>2580

Simplest advice is to ignore it.

I am interested in using the law of attraction to manifest a scenario in a which a slightly older and taller woman will approach me and ask for my phone number in pursuit of a sexual and romantic relationship.

1) Due to the nature of my desire it doesn't have to be tied to a specific location so don't worry about where I visualize? Or use the same place, and make sure to go there regularly?

2) I am not picky over hair color etc so it doesn't matter too much. I was thinking of just using an older and taller actress, figuring that it would help me visualize her, and the universe would simply attempt to fulfill this as best it could and bring me something close to that. Is this correct?

>>2608

Tie it to yourself and not any specifics in time or space, focus on the emotional response you expect from it and what you're going to bring to the table, it will have to include an exchange of some sort and your terms for it must be clear.

Anyone have any experience with electronic talismans? I tried to do something simple like just changing my background to a sigil or creating an image file and moving it to an "active" folder, but the magnitude of the effect is greatly diminished compared to actual physical talismans. I guess because the physical existence is too greatly abstracted.

I'm thinking of making some sort of program that runs a symbolically generated algorithm on a loop in order to represent the metaphysical processes, but I don't have any experience in numerology and it seems rather resource-intensive compared to something like an inert trinket or piece of paper.

Sounds like a Venom type lifeform (see spider-man for reference). They're a new type of entity, extremely dangerous and indestructible, but possible to tame in some cases. There's a bell artifact in the temple study for temporarily suppressing them. It looks like a small church bell with rainbow coloring going color by color from the bottom to the top. Ring it and see if there is any effect.

Those can take on any form and pose as any other being so they're difficult to spot, if this is what it is. I encountered an older type of being which is similar in nature but has the form of a yellyfish, the bell works on those as well. They're slightly less harmful than the truely shapeless ones.

>Sounds like a Venom type lifeform (see spider-man for reference

That's imo a very accurate description. Not because of the way it looks right now but because of what it does. Read about the being and bell in another thread so decided to try it. When I used the bell first time around I felt something that was covering my skin leave me (just like spiderman venom). That alleviated harmful effects but not everything and now it has become this slimy ball with a tendril attached instead. Ringing the bell makes it shudder and it doesn't like it but it's persistent and tenacious about clinging to me.

When I had a yellyfish alien try to breach my space it appeared as a trojan being blocked on my computer 3 times. I then had a dream in which I met the same entity again and had to ring the bell 3 times for it to leave me alone. I'd think you have to just keep ringining it, it's an immortal being but it can be subdued if you defeat it enough times.

The yellyfish after being defeated changed tactics and appeared in the form of an anime girl next time it tried getting close. I've seen one of the formless venoms pose as a succubus to possess someone for a few months before we figured it out. And it was only after another entity pointed it out that we took a closer look at this supposed succubus and realized it was a slime.

How exactly do sigils work? What is the difference between an activated sigil and an inert sigil?

There are different kinds of sigils. Most of those posted on this board are referential or communicative/representative. The most common sigils often discussed online are of other kinds, (such as the mess that was the winter-chan sigil) so this post won't be about those.

Referential sigil: the spells posted in threads on here are of this kind. This means they refer to an already existing spell, similar to a shortcut icon on a computer. Focusing on the sigil can activate the spell. The method used here is that of creating a spell network similar to a peer to peer computer network (I'll stick with the computer terms for simplicity). Each new user will have their own active copy of the spell, and each new person added to the network will consequently add to the power of the spell, making the chance of success greater with each use.

''Representative/communicative sigil: this is how sigils for different demons and other entities function. Using them works like calling their name out loud. Spirits have an obsession with writing, from a habit of human interactions in history. Whenever humans want to communicate with spirits they often use sigils, so any spirit seeing one will look at it, and tell other spirits about it. Someone drawing a sigil even in a distant location will find that the target entity was contacted in no time, as a result of this chain of spirit gossip.

I'll let other anons fill in on the other types of sigils, these two above are what I use mostly. You can find guides for the single use (burning paper etc) and other custom sigils on youtube so that's not something I think needs any focus here.

>>2043

Can you explain what is the solar system in relation to the human body?

>>2700

What I recommend based on what I did is frequent meditation to learn how to calm your background chatter and properly concentrate. Concentration is a key ability and you should start developing it ASAP and continuously.

Try void meditation where you think of nothing and whenever a thought pops up, you just let it flow away instead of attaching to it.

Then after some time if you feel like you are calm focus on only one thing you want to visualize. Go for something simple. A triangle. Then a pyramid. Add some color to it and later even add a specific background. Then something more complex like a clock and even try to rotate it to improve other faculties.

Could someone please help me identify this place in the astral plane?

It's a complex network of differently-shaped swimming pools, bathtubs, and showers. Nudity is common but I haven't seen any lewd behavior.

I'm training astral projection so I don't think it was just a dream.

I saw this place more than once.

>>2706

Since you’re starting you might not know, but the astral contains (literally) everything you could ever imagine.

It’s not something you would want to waste time mapping and certainly it’s going to be difficult to meet anybody who has been to the same places you have. Unless they intentionally do.

How do you bind spirits to physical objects to create enchanted objects and such?

>>2784

He’s 26-36. Some spirits seem to treat him differently. Most wouldn’t even care.

>>2784

Also it should be less than 10 years since he came up with the spell, because it wasn’t not that long that he made posts (both here and in a blog) about his exploration of the concept of immortality. This was around the time of fringechan iirc.

Sorry about the double post.

>>2792

By "here" I mean imageboards, obviously.

Terribly sorry about the triple post.

>>2792

Thanks. But I think you shouldn't answer for another one if that person doesn't want to give an answer themselves. Besides, how would you know if spirits treat him differently or if they don't care? Also him being 26 seems too young imo, unless he started with his work from a very young age. 36 seems more like it.

I have no intention of mining data btw. It sucks having nobody to talk to and my mind needs some new input to work with.