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 No.15462 [Open Thread]

Hey, are any of you guys halfies? Do you think that contributes to any mental health problems you have?

I'm half Jew, half Indigenous. I know that a lot of Ashkepatsy's have mental health problems, namely schizophrenia, and my brother does have it, and I'm a Schizotypal myself, unsure about the injun bit though.

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 No.15976

Are there any autistic people among the indigenous tribes in Amazon? If not, why not.

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 No.15979

>>15974

You seem pretty confused to me m8. I Never said anything about brain size. Culture is formed by more than just genetics and genetics can adapt to culture. I have addressed why I think the mental problems happen more in mixed individuals. Social and environmental. Generally These "genetic" illnesses are not so much genetic as they are Epi-genetic. Just calling it genetics is really just a way for poorly trained doctors to be lazy. They have failed to find a statistically significant correlation between any particular gene and schizophrenia. As I said there are genes that can influence the likelihood of an illness developing but this has to be combined with other factors. We can also observe the differences in health between pure bred and hybrid dogs. You can also watch this video for more information on how mental disorders can develop. >>15978

https://psychcentral.com/blog/the-causes-of-schizophrenia-its-probably-not-genetics/

https://www.petmd.com/dog/general-health/dog-health-issues-do-mixed-breed-dogs-have-advantage-over-purebred-dogs

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 No.15980

>>15976

Well I can't say that there are none but I reckon that that it would not be nearly as much of a problem as it is in developed countries. ASD is a spectrum of symptoms that can have many different underlying causes. Trauma, Inflammation, poor intestinal microbiota cultures, too much exposure to computer screens and radiation, autoimmune disorders or any combination of these. A primative society has fewer of these factors to worry about.

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 No.15982

File: 98b3e3865b5f492⋯.jpeg (143.29 KB,735x1064,105:152,6e7dd6b39fb053632f579f32b….jpeg)

File: f543839a834c4bf⋯.jpg (144.41 KB,599x593,599:593,4th cousin friends.jpg)

wanted to ask about the importance of kinship for mental health, and how that affects people from mongrel families, but where's the line between r/hapa style resentment (interpersonal issues?) and mental illness?

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 No.15983

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>>15982

Well studies have suggested that hybrid offspring suffer from a number of social issues. They often have difficulty Identifying with either parents racial group and culture. I think this is more of a problem if the parents do not develop a close enough relationship with the child. This can also lead to social Isolation. I see this as something that may be corrected naturally as the child matures and undergoes the individuation process.

It has also been proposed that a parent of a hybrid offspring will feel less attached to it because it contains less of the parent race's genetic material and that the unconscious sees this as less desirable than a genetically similar offspring. This might be the case for some people but personally I like the Idea of spreading my seed across the different races, and there are studies that suggest that people may be unconsciously driven to mate with more genetically dysfunctional individuals.

Really there are already a lot a pronlems affecting families and children in the modern world. Race mixing adds another complication to the child rearing process. I see race mixing as having trade offs with contemporary mating. nothing outright malignant though.

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 No.15948 [Open Thread]

Does anyone have a Mental Health podcast they'd recommend?

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 No.15950

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Kind of like a podcast, this guys jewtube channel is packed to the brim with information important to mental health. I'd recommend you check it out, next to doctor grande as well. They're very good. I'll be posting channels here, and in the other thread about webms and videos.

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 No.15952

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This is doctor grande.

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 No.15955

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Theramin Trees, a big atheist, almost ceddit tier, but his distancing was due to abuse by narcissists and people who forced their beliefs onto him unnaturally and brutally. Naturally, he rejected them and spites religion, now dedicates himself not only to questioning it, but harmful human behavior as a whole.

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 No.15981

File: 906adcbf6f72a2f⋯.jpg (633.42 KB,1073x1446,1073:1446,healthgamer.jpg)

hey guiz wanna join a hindu cult? unironically the new peterson, for better or worse

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 No.15589 [Open Thread]

ITT we post informative videos to facilitate further understanding of, and recovery from, mental illness.

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 No.15590

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Dr. Gabor Mate discusses the link between psychological trauma and physical health conditions.

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 No.15591

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Dr. Charles Whitfield discusses the common misdiagnosis of mental disorders and over-prescription of ineffective pharmaceuticals.

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 No.15592

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Understanding shame with Gerald Fishkin.

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 No.15961

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This is for all you Trolls out there.

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 No.15978

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This is a lecture by an expert in treating Dissociative Identity disorder also known as multiple personality disorder Disproving the belief that DID is caused by genetics and presenting the success of his treatment methods. He also covers some data pertaining to Schizophrenia.

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 No.15171 [Open Thread]

Anyone here a NEET, or at least NE (since you're still entitled to education and training)?

I'm thinking about it, my life and emotional/mental stability fluctuates hard and I find it increasingly difficult to be proactive and contribute to society, I've done my fair share of working. I just can't do it very well. I have STPD, ADHD and some PTSD.

I was never made for the child rapist world. I wish I was, but I'm always scatterbrained, weird and impulsive.

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 No.15181

>>15173

>How much do you make?

This will sounds stupid but I don't know. My parents handle all my financial shit and I haven't counted how much or anything.

>What did you get treated for?

Plain old ass burgers. I did tell them that I had anxeity and described what it felt like to soften the deal though (and I wasn't lying).

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 No.15182

>>15181

I see. I handle my own money, so I might not actually be eligible, but I would be eligible for injun and 6 gajillion bux.

Are you able to own weapons?

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 No.15186

>>15182

I haven't had anybody tell me that I can't legally do that and I'm pretty sure I'm in a legal state, but then again I haven't really asked yet. It's probably going to be hard running it through my parents as they're colbertdrones, so I'm waiting until I move into more permanent housing before I break the ice.

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 No.15225

>>>/hikki/3847

SSI gibs thread here.

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 No.15958

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>>15225

The link is highlighted, but the board isn't there. Shouldn't it be green, what gives?

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 No.14069 [Open Thread]

I started with an eating disorder when I was about 13. I would restrict myself, binge then purge. This stopped when people started finding out but I relapsed again almost 14 years later and now I'm eating only 200 calories a day and running twice a day. As each day passes I feel lighter and dizzier. I almost passed out in Front of people a few days ago and I'm being sick involuntarily now. Now I ate too much today so I'm going to fast for 2 days.

I don't want fixing because I NEED to lose weight I just wanted to share because I'm so fucking lonely I don't know how to cope with the pressure of it alone

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 No.14073

Anybody else ?

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 No.14077

You are fucking retarded. You only have an eating disorder because you care so much about how other people see you that you have internalized it and think you're doing it for yourself. It's also heavily a matter of attention seeking. You need to stop being a little bitch and lying to yourself, and actually use your fucking brain. You need food to live. Either kill yourself or eat like a normal person, don't be a pussy and stay in between. Who am I to tell you this? I had bulimia for years, almost died, then got the fuck over it and am now /fit/ and sexy as fuck. Sadly schizophrenia isn't as easy to get rid of so I'm still here. Fuck you.

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 No.14430

Got any body pics?

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 No.14659

>>14069

>have periods of fasting and restriction but also periods of binging but no purging

What the fuck's wrong with me?

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 No.15954

File: 6119596e1144731⋯.jpg (64.02 KB,533x800,533:800,1368777826286.jpg)

If you want to lose weight quick, do ketosis, fair warning though, you'll have to stay on it, permanently changing your body's metabolism takes a while. It's healthier than starving.

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 No.15913 [Open Thread]

self help books

has any helped you? in what way? what book?

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 No.15918

>>15917

This is a good guide book for those symptoms. I used to be pretty schizotypal myself, though I was never diagnosed because the shrinks were all too disconnected from the university breaking process to really notice.

https://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/healing-the-child-within-charlie-whitfield/1115320102#/

In addition to this I suggest you try dream analysis, which I suggest to pretty mush everyone because everyone can benefit from it. The chronic stress also causes immune dysfunctions and produces inflammatory cytokines that serve as a physiological cause for anxiety and depression. Most of the shrinks will just try to hook you on psych meds to deal with these symptoms because they don't know what the fuck they are really doing, but the best way to deal with this is simply by supplementing with magnesium L threonate, zinc, fish oil, and vitamin d/sunlight. Intermittent fasting will also help remove toxins bound up in your fat cells.

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 No.15920

File: 09b1b2ababa94e4⋯.pdf (1.37 MB,[Aaron_T__Beck_MD,_EdD_Art….pdf)

>>15917

>>15918

Come to think of it I have this pdf that might prove useful to you. It is not intended as a self-help book but I find instructional material to be just as useful. The section on stpd begins at the bottom of page 171.

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 No.15921

>>15920

gracias

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 No.15922

Behold a Pale Horse

William Cooper

Free online

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 No.15944

>>15913

Outwitting the Devil by Napoleon Hill. Helped with dealing with fear and profiting from failure.

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 No.15893 [Open Thread]

Do you know an online test, that would tell me if I have a mental illness?

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 No.15895

just see a shrink

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 No.15896

write in your symptoms

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 No.15900

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 No.15923

File: bb4b4ae7c15c6f8⋯.gif (12.23 MB,382x272,191:136,20190707_154229.gif)

Well if your here then your prob ill bra

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 No.15905 [Open Thread]

Not sure if it belongs on this board, but I'm really getting tired of a phobia that I have. Since it has a name I don't think it's too uncommon, but it's embarrassing and not really relatable to people who don't have it. What makes zero sense to me is that it seems to have gotten worse as I grew up. When I'm around other people I can somewhat manage it, maybe because I'm more scared of people than I am the phobia, but that just means I have a bigger problem.

Has anyone had any success overcoming a phobia when they were an adult or a teenager? Has anyone had any success overcoming one without seeing a psychologist or being medicated for anxiety?

I've been trying to convince myself to view pictures as some form of exposure therapy but I can't convince myself to do it.

Might double post. Sorry

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 No.15907

Exposure therapy is the way to go if you want to resolve it. Recording and analyzing dreams will help. If you dream about burning spiders or slaying dragons then you are making progress. Most shrinks only know how to do cognitive behavioral therapy which is of limited efficacy. If you find one near you that understands Jungian psyche-therapy techniques then they may actually be useful. Most prescription meds are worthless and make shit worse. If you want to try some of the stuff in the regenerative medicine thread it may help with general anxiety, the fish oil in particular is useful for anxiety and a number of other conditions. Deep breathing techniques may help you get through exposure sessions. >>14156

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 No.15888 [Open Thread]

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 No.15890

File: 4fa508140bcbffa⋯.png (113.89 KB,466x492,233:246,cacodemon look at screen.png)

>some random ass chat program

Just find a good IRC channel.

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 No.15752 [Open Thread]

Hey guys, new here, recently got diagnosed with Bipolar 1 after I had a manic episode that was fucking intense.

It included the following

>thinking ww3 was happening

>coming to the conclusion that I was the ressurection of jesus christ

>believing I was invincible, incoming traffic ect could not hurt me

>thinking I was a part of a italian mafia family, and anyone who fucked with me would get shot afterwards

>thinking people around me were conspiring to kill me

>thinking my own family members were trying to seduce me

>thinking federal agents were trying to send me to prison

ect.

Like holy shit I was perfectly normal up until this point, and I haven't had any real episodes manic or depressive after, could be the meds they have me on now but hot damn

Anyway, just saying hi

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 No.15878

>>15868

survive ww3 and set up a new world order :D

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 No.15881

>>15863

>>15865

>>15866

>>15867

this is hilarious

please keep suffering i am deriving immense pleasure from it

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 No.15885

when the hospital people brought food in I thought eggs = fertility and if you eat eggs you are straight, and meat = cocks/dick you know "beating your meat" so if they gave you meat they were testing to see if you were subconciously gay

I only ate the eggs and the milk cause these were from female lineage

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 No.15886

down the lines i broke down because they kept serving me meat without eggs or milk, like they were forcing me to be gay, I ended up thinking the superintendent was gay and was trying to turn me gay in this big gay expierement to turn me homo

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 No.15887

this led to

>>15865

>I also remember having this long ass rant about how I wasnt a faggot to my medic guy, but then I included how Id fuck a trap though and had to explain that to him at 12 o clock at night

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 No.15879 [Open Thread]

What's your personality type, /mental/?

These tests are pretty much worthless, basically astrology tier, but it's still fun to spectate and speculate on your unique charm.

http://www.keys2cognition.com/explore.htm

https://similarminds.com/jung.html

https://www.16personalities.com/infj-personality

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 No.15880

>>15879

daaaaaawww doggie :3

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 No.15884

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>>15880

more dogos for you

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 No.13667 [Open Thread]

/mental/ webms thread

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 No.15398

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>>15375

more of this pls

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 No.15404

>>15398

i dont have

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 No.15488

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 No.15877

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 No.15882

>>15877

little bitch needs to learn to take a punch

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 No.14115 [Open Thread]

There is no point of return if you reached these depths or?

Im planning to leave my job (its meaningless anyway - 8h programing), im totally depressed and suicidal since a few months, i did a lot of drugs to escape reality for some hours just to get sucked in my own personal hell when i was sober

i know i am the one to blame because i decided to do so

i got diagnosed with adhd in the past as child, medicated with ampehtamines for years which lead to hyper sexuality and fucked up experiences

i would say my soul got fucked too hard i want a total reset

leaving the country, living on the minimalistic things because the actual lifestyle didnt manged to make me happy i could afford most things i wanted to buy but still felt always unhappy in the long term.

often heavy moodswings - at one day ill have a positive mindset the next day i think about death again and how i want to end anything

am i just bored from the normal normie life? i always engaged in "dangerous" activitys and liked to hang out with criminals because they were more interesting people and felt more honest not so fake like most of society

idk what to do. i dont want to go to the psych ward because becoming labeled with a disorder would maybe take away my freedom to walk free in this world or getting locked

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 No.15757

>>15755

What if I hope it's hopeless because I don't deserve to be happy and I deserve everything that's coming to me?

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 No.15759

>>15757

What have you done to deserve this my friend?

Depression is like a bad MDMA comedown, it warps and distorts your perspective on your introspective thoughts. And it feels real, it feels like these thoughts are justified.

But you arent your rational self when you are depressed. You are seeing in black and white vision and have forgotten whats its like to see the beautiful colours of life.

But if you take my advice and seek help, what have you got to lose? If you stick to it and it works, you wont have this perspective anymore. If it doesnt work you'd just be in the same position, nothing lost.

The shitty thing about depression is that it is really good at blocking us from seeing what might be around the corner, it makes us feel like we wont be happy again, it deceives us

You are worth just as much as any other soul on this planet brother, you gotta stop beating yourself up, you deserve happiness and success and it will come.

"It aint about how hard you can hit, its about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward."

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 No.15799

>>15759

>What have you done to deserve this my friend?

That's a rather personal question don't you think?

>And it feels real, it feels like these thoughts are justified

These thoughts ARE justified, that's why I feel them. That's why I have countless tangible things I've done or am responsible for or are part of me that I can point to and go "Wow I'm a terrible person" or "Oh I'm a degenerate pervert", things that would make any rational person hate themselves, things that nobody would flinch from hating somebody for if it was anybody but themselves. These thoughts aren't cognitive distortions, they're a consistent application of principles.

>But you arent your rational self when you are depressed. You are seeing in black and white vision and have forgotten whats its like to see the beautiful colours of life.

But what if the reality is that I'm not beautifully multicolored, I'm just pitch black? See, the thing about this advice you're giving (or more likely, your shrink's advice) is that if my reasons for hating myself are indeed valid and true, then the only effect lying to myself that I am a good, valuable person who deserves to live and be happy will have is to manage and make me even more wretched than I already am, because I will be just as bad, but conceited. There is little I want less than that. I have an aunt, diagnosed with bipolar disorder, who I see as the spinning image of what I'm talking about. She's a dyke, but has been taught to accept herself, she is inconsiderate but is told do what's right for her (or something along those lines), worst of all she has been convinced to stop living in the real world, the real world which is a cold and unforgiving place, or even avoid pieces of fiction that are deemed "negative".

>But if you take my advice and seek help, what have you got to lose?

I've already made plans. I'm too much of a fucking coward to do it the proper way (I see my anxiety as a personal failure) so instead I'm counting on a routine doctor's visit I have coming up in about a month, I plan to make "a cry for help" by especially self-harming just before in thePost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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 No.15814

>>14115

How can you be moderate antisocial and very high avoidant?

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 No.15872

>>15814

antisocial = psychopathic = sociopathic

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 No.15484 [Open Thread]

Not talking about the tranny shit, but just in general. Do you ever get a sudden pang of desperation and frustration and struggle with your identity. As if you want to contribute and BE somebody, but you can't, because you're everywhere.

You'd like to feel self love, but you don't, so you end up using narcissism to give yourself a saccharine fulfillment. It might have been due to growing up with a neurotic single mother, that might have ended emasculating me and made me weak, and I don't know how to take that away from me. I always feel like I'm missing something, and it EATS me from the inside. There are people that care about me, that I push away due to it, because they don't make me feel that "needy" desperate feeling of clingyness I felt throughout my teenage years

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 No.15769

Update: It's BPD + Vulnerable Narcissism.

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 No.15785

I want to be a dictator but they'll let trannies in before spergs

Feels bad man

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 No.15794

>>15785

That's because spergs are even more dysfunctional to the point they'd actually make worse leaders than trannies

>>15769

Do you mean you've recently received an official diagnosis?

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 No.15807

>>15794

That a goy.

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 No.15871

>>15794

spergs > men > women > trannies

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 No.15870 [Open Thread]

how to stop being triggered by sjw pc cucks? how not to be sensitive that much? how not to worry about state of affairs in modern world?

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