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Patient 01/12/17 (Thu) 23:06:02 No.13741 [Open thread]

>nobody will ever love you because you're a damaged goods mentally ill degenerate freak and not even licensed professionals can help with your problems

>every accomplishment you attempt will only be hindered by your own inability and you will only be able to work a menial job barely breaking even just to survive

>the only people who are interested in you want to convert you to their politics so you can be a crusader for their nebulous causes

>the trauma keeps you up every night

>you just want out of the misery but you're too much of a pussy to order the helium tank

>every ideal of masculinity you strived for you couldn't meet

>worst of all, no friend will even put up with your bullshit for too long so you end up invariably alone or hooked on e-communities where nobody knows your secrets and you can never tell for fear of driving off what little compassion you can eek out

>you deserve all of it, too, and you don't even blame anyone else for rejecting you because you'd reject yourself too

>no amount of self improvement can fix the core deficits people avoid you for

i just want the pain to end now okay

please take me off the ride

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Sad Soul 07/31/18 (Tue) 03:35:58 No.14126

>>13764

You'd be a bad bad goy to hurt other people. You are not normal, if you disturb the peace, neurotypicals WILL haul ass after you.

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Sad Soul 09/17/18 (Mon) 08:00:57 No.14433

>>13787

I love me a freak.

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Anonymood 09/27/18 (Thu) 20:12:14 No.14596

There's always someone for everyone, anon.

Don't put yourself down like this.

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Anonymood 10/31/18 (Wed) 18:01:21 No.14969

>>14126

Poltards in mental, now I'm even more depressed…

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Anonymood 11/01/18 (Thu) 04:33:38 No.14972

>>14969

You gonna blog about it, nerd?

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Your Halloween Experience Anonymood 11/01/18 (Thu) 04:31:34 No.14971 [Open thread]

Did anybody here pass out candy last night?

My parents decided to skimp out because we're camping out in an apartment for now. I was planning to sit on the porch of the house we're going to move in and pass out candy and burned copies of Costume Quest, but since I didn't have candy and can't drive a car I wasn't able to do it. My mom told me that she was going to drive me out to the town so I could at least see the houses or something, but by the time I got up at 5 she was getting ready to go to bed. At least my dad ordered a pizza and that was okay.

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Patient 02/19/17 (Sun) 17:47:32 No.13808 [Open thread]

Life is a chore at this point

I see no future and i have no hope on days i am not stuck in school and studying( i don't even know why i go to school let alone study) i just lie in my bed and listen to edgy music and watch some anime.

I used to be very depressed now i don't even feel anything, it's like i try to live a normal life but i just can't interact with humans, normalfags make me sick, i have gotten so disinterested in humans,so socially retarded that i don't even remember being normal anymore and the fact i have not killed myself is amazing to me.

and here is a fun story

my father caught me looking at gay zooporn

not related to anything just wanted to add some cancer to this post

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Patient 02/20/17 (Mon) 20:05:07 No.13810

I hate normies too. Move to Japan and live with otaku and be happy. Beware of the gaining otaku who only want to fuck Japanese and talk about cars and steaks there though.

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Patient 07/29/18 (Sun) 16:39:01 No.14087

Hey, just wondering how you are right now. I'm an extremely irritable person, so I take Kratom, so I'm hoping that helps.

If you can enjoy anime, then that's the silver lining, I hardly enjoy that.

Mind greentexting on how you got caught by the way?

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Anonymood 09/30/18 (Sun) 17:06:29 No.14634

Man, you have it easy. I can't even enjoy anime, and people call me a goon for that.

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Anonymood 10/31/18 (Wed) 16:21:34 No.14967

>>13810

>Move to Japan and live with otaku and be happy

In order to live otaku life in Japan, you gotta go even harder normalfag to finance that life style

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Anonymood 11/01/18 (Thu) 04:41:18 No.14974

File: 1e60db0505225a2⋯.png (356.57 KB,371x456,371:456,kero the wolf.PNG)

>gay zooporn

Well at least you can have a reputable jewtube career.

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Should I go see a therapist Patient 05/15/18 (Tue) 00:06:04 No.14022 [Open thread]

I cut my self off from the world, because I'm afraid of commitment. I can't fight and can't stand for anything because I'm too timid. I have no empathy left and value human lives as much as rats on the floor. I don't do anything to better myself because in too afraid what the future is to hold.im constantly tired and ready for everyday yo be over when it starts. I'm sorry for wasting your time on your boards, but I don't want to go see a therapist due to the fact that one side of my brain doesn't not want things to change. But I'm asking you, should I see a therapist, I'm against self diagnosing. (But if any of you are feeling the same can you tell me what you think it is?

I reply fast due to the fact I have no life.

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Sad Soul 09/17/18 (Mon) 09:42:05 No.14443

>>14022

go see a shrink

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Sad Soul 09/18/18 (Tue) 00:08:32 No.14454

I don't care who drew the comic, it got me to chuckle slightly when I read it. That's a significant response coming from me.

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Anonymood 10/07/18 (Sun) 07:39:54 No.14758

Aspergers or ADHD. Definitely get diagnosed man.

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Anonymood 10/28/18 (Sun) 21:23:53 No.14924

Kek, I think this is what many of us have.

At the very least I can tell you that you aren't alone.

A superficial and pretnetious kind of "love for my parents and family and friends" keeps me alive and from killing myself.

Do I really care for the pain I'd cause if I happened to stop living, or is it just a cope from me not admitting I am neither able to fight nor able to commit to giving up?

I like this webm:

>>13667

(First to the left of the OP post.)

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Anonymood 10/31/18 (Wed) 16:07:38 No.14964

>>14924

>A superficial and pretnetious kind of "love for my parents and family and friends" keeps me alive and from killing myself.

Is it really though? Will there be less pain for them if I die on the long term?

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Self esteem Anonymood 10/26/18 (Fri) 03:22:49 No.14892 [Open thread]

So I've got this surviving bit of my depression that I battled several years ago, and it's starting to greatly impact my view of the world. I see my self as an unattractive hobgoblin that no one really likes to be around. And by now since it started, roughly three months ago, I can predict that if not handled it will bring another bout of depression. I don't know what to do about it, hence coming here of all places to look for help

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Anonymood 10/27/18 (Sat) 23:51:03 No.14906

>>14905

I'd fuck you, anon.

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Anonymood 10/28/18 (Sun) 00:35:24 No.14907

>>14906

Why though

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Anonymood 10/28/18 (Sun) 06:12:37 No.14908

File: 3b557b967fc4a17⋯.png (414.65 KB,1005x742,1005:742,i made it better.png)

>ugly

That's true social freedom. Think about it: You will never have to set expectations for yourself, because nobody else will. You don't have to manage your social status if you don't have one, so you can eat your boogers and burp loudly without worrying about the consequences. You're already at your lowest, and nothing you will ever do will change you from that position.

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Anonymood 10/30/18 (Tue) 22:35:29 No.14953

>>14908

I'd like to think so but it's not social freedom I want (I live in the boonies of the Western States no one cares if you start a fire and throw aerosol cans in) Its the assurance that I can be love and be accepted by someone with that same love for me, but because of this mental barrier I set for myself, I can't see that happening.

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Anonymood 10/31/18 (Wed) 00:14:41 No.14958

>>14953

Honestly those are very normal anon problems, you'd probably be struggling with them even if you didn't have the self esteem issues. You could always try that waifu thing if you're desperate.

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Help me kill myself Patient 12/27/16 (Tue) 20:40:16 No.13707 [Open thread]

I want to kill myself. I'm 100% set on it, but I also have some conditions I need to make sure I meet:

1. I need to do it with something that I can get over the counter or by mail

2. I need it to dose it so I'm 100% not able to be resuscitated

3. I need to do it somewhere that it won't be my family or friends that discover me, but also so that it won't ruin some poor innocent person's life finding me. (I'm thinking a hospital bathroom since the people working there are used to death.)

How do I do it, /b/? Help me, please.

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Patient 06/25/17 (Sun) 11:41:22 No.13866

Ps. I'm 100% sure

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Patient 02/16/18 (Fri) 09:59:14 No.13983

why killing only yourself? why not go to a mosque with a suicide vest, carrying explosives and blow yourself there, or go postal to a place filled with people you despise, and kill as many as possible, keeping a bullet for you?

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Patient 05/26/18 (Sat) 00:16:59 No.14027

Eat a bullet, fast and painless. If you can't get a gun, jump in front of a train last second.

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Patient 06/03/18 (Sun) 14:42:41 No.14034

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>>13865

Ignore psychiatry. Consider Alchemy. The mainstream medical establishment has been corrupted by the Rockefellers and sociopathic pharmaceutical executives. A naturopathic regimen and some guidance from an enlightened psychotherapist is more likely to solve your problems. If you do end up killing yourself you should be sure that you can donate your body to science and/or critically ill patients. Electricuting yourself in a tub of ice water after calling an ambulence or associate could achieve this. If you choose to slit your wrists know that to cut horizzantally will yield poor results. cut vertically to ensure death. Keep in mind that if you hang in for another 10 - 20 years the radical new developments in nanotech should be able to cure you entirely.

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Anonymood 10/30/18 (Tue) 23:39:32 No.14957

>>14034

>implying the technology won't be held back

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Medication Patient 06/17/18 (Sun) 00:52:05 No.14053 [Open thread]

I fucking hate it I want my mind back it depressing but I'm scared of what will happen without it.

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Sad Soul 08/01/18 (Wed) 07:22:46 No.14148

You can make a compromise and take different medications!

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Sad Soul 09/17/18 (Mon) 07:47:08 No.14427

Don't fucking leave them mate, half your dose, but don't leave them.

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Sad Soul 09/17/18 (Mon) 08:08:27 No.14434

>>14053

Talk with your psychiatrist and ask if there is an alternative medication you could try or if you can lower the amount you have to take.

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Anonymood 10/30/18 (Tue) 22:44:53 No.14954

What do you take?

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Anonymood 10/30/18 (Tue) 22:56:51 No.14955

My current meds aren't working too good, gonna ask my doc for a different medication.

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Anonymood 10/28/18 (Sun) 21:33:03 No.14925 [Open thread]

how to stop being jealous about girl i like? im not sure i want her to be my wife but im jealous when she meets other guys

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Anonymood 10/29/18 (Mon) 20:11:22 No.14935

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>>14932

>internet test

Jesus christ, man.

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Anonymood 10/30/18 (Tue) 18:17:59 No.14942

>>14935

it is scientific one. self-report tho

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Anonymood 10/30/18 (Tue) 19:35:31 No.14945

3 billion women on earth. Leave her.

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Anonymood 10/30/18 (Tue) 21:42:26 No.14951

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>>14942

You're on a level of low that I didn't expect to see on this website. I can see why you needed to make a thread considering the level of delusion you have to be on to consider an internet test to be a great judgement of character. But enough about you, let's dissect what you've said about this girl:

You want to be with a girl who has already fucked other men. You say that she is pure and loyal, but she isn't even married by now. Why is this the case? If she was the one who dumped the man, how can you say she's loyal? If she was the one who was dumped, why did he want to dump her? Forgiving the fact that you're trying to get damaged goods, every time she takes the D it's going to make her less and less able to stay in a relationship. I think it was a chemical in your brain or some shit, so it doesn't matter how nice or caring she is. She's going to compare you to every other dick and every other wallet she's had in her entire life, and from the sound of it you're probably not going to compare very well. She'll be physically unable to keep a stable relationship - once a girl is on the cock carousel, she can't get off until the ride stops. Now that I think about it, maybe if you hold out on her she'll knock on your door one day when she's a single mother that needs a second income to raise OINK OINK WHERE ARE MY ESTROGEN PILLS >>>/leftypol/'s baby, and that's probably when you'll be able to get the best out of her. Do you really want to experience that, though?

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Anonymood 10/30/18 (Tue) 21:45:43 No.14952

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>>14951

Oh for fuck's sake. Tyrone's baby.

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Anonymood 10/13/18 (Sat) 18:33:09 No.14828 [Open thread]

It's real fucking offensive that the site is recommending me this board right next to /animu/ and /islam/ honestly.

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Anonymood 10/15/18 (Mon) 14:50:54 No.14836

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>>14833

open homos on the left and closeted homos on the right

nothing out of order here

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Anonymood 10/17/18 (Wed) 09:49:23 No.14850

>>14836

>shemales aint gay

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Anonymood 10/19/18 (Fri) 11:47:03 No.14870

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>>14850

>seeking a dick while you own one

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Anonymood 10/28/18 (Sun) 18:57:20 No.14918

>>14836

I am getting a feeling that I as a "rightwinger" am in the minority on this board for the mentally ill judging from the general replies.

Nothing out of order here either.

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Anonymood 10/29/18 (Mon) 13:08:57 No.14933

>>14918

im a rightwinger too

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Patient 12/25/17 (Mon) 03:32:50 No.13947 [Open thread]

What is the worst experience you've had with shrinks/hospitals and anything related to the mental health profession?

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Anonymood 10/26/18 (Fri) 16:23:22 No.14899

Was in therapy from age 7-18 on various antidepressants throughout that time. Got sent away to therapeutic boarding school, residential treatment centers, wilderness programs. I'm surprised i haven't seen more of this here but it's for rich people anyways. Some kids die from neglect, raped, dehumanized, etc. You sign away all rights so you cant sue when your kid dies. They just shutdown and reopen the facility with a new name. People from all over the world come to the USA for this because US laws allow this kind of thing. Costs about 5000$+ per day.

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Anonymood 10/26/18 (Fri) 18:50:03 No.14901

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>>14899

>5000$+ just to have your kid lobotomized and brainwashed by psychotherapist kikes.

Motherfucking wew lad. They should try being better parents instead of shipping them off to some dystopian safe space shithole that's the mental/emotional equivalent of a fucking mine field, but who am I kidding; if you send your kid to one of those places you've already failed as a parent. Fucking Amerimutts, christ. Get it the fuck together, you used to be feared.

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Anonymood 10/28/18 (Sun) 06:24:50 No.14910

Getting mental attention at all. I'm already being data mined hard enough by my computer hardware.

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Anonymood 10/28/18 (Sun) 14:33:24 No.14912

>>14910

what about changing name and surname?

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Anonymood 10/29/18 (Mon) 06:14:16 No.14929

>>14912

I doubt they're that stupid.

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What's wrong with me? Patient 09/22/17 (Fri) 20:06:10 No.13903 [Open thread]

I think I might have some sort of personality disorder (have been diagnosed with other mental health problems) but I don't know what because the group of symptoms doesn't fit with any convential diagnosis I can find

-extremely insecure. any time I have a conversation or even lesser social interaction with anyone I am constantly observing their behaviour and thinking about what their view of me is

-very paranoid and mistrustful of everyone

-very quick to irritability (not anger)

-zero empathy or guilt, I'm not saying this to be edgy but it's true, I've never attacked anyone physically but I have done really terrible things and although I sometimes feel fleeting shame I never actually feel bad about it

-very impulsive, not much concern for my own wellbeing

-extremely workshy

-never really feel any emotions apart from worry, irritability, self-hatred, and fleeting moments of good humour

-inability to enjoy anything

-form quick, strong friendships with people that usually last about 6 months until either they realise what I'm really like or I stop wanting to spend time with them and ignore them, all my friendships end like this

-lie constantly, not pathologically but whenever it could benefit me, even after people have lost all trust in me

-despite all this, generally try and be superficially nice to people and never want to hurt anyone (just don't care at all if I do)

-literally cannot think about anyone but myself at all, whenever I think about other people it's always through the filter of what they mean for my thoughts

-however, very passive and vulnerable sometimes because of my insecurity and sometimes get treated badly by people myself

-never feel lonely, never feel fulfilled, just bored and nomadic

I think there is something seriously wrong with me, I'm 24 by the way and I have been this way all my life. I have had emotionally traumatic experiences in the last few years, notPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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Anonymood 10/09/18 (Tue) 04:32:36 No.14789

>>14760

this nigga can go sell his drugs elsewhere

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Anonymood 10/09/18 (Tue) 04:37:32 No.14790

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>>13903

Sounds like you are an Aspie fren. Read through the wiki article and tell me if you think this is at least close to your condition.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Asperger_syndrome

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Anonymood 10/19/18 (Fri) 03:21:43 No.14866

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>>14789

>Iodine and oxygen

>drugs

>not essential components of the body

>assuming I profit from suggesting basic natural medicine and breathing techniques

You're dumb but that's okay cause that means you can learn to not be dumb. Might help if you took some Iodine and selenium yourself m8. won't help you much if you're too much of a lazy ass to do some basic research and see if what I'm suggesting actually works or not.

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Anonymood 10/26/18 (Fri) 18:16:37 No.14900

>>13903

are you by chance a jew?

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Anonymood 10/28/18 (Sun) 20:59:00 No.14923

>>14900

>>1488

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Rage Anonymous 08/08/16 (Mon) 07:29:29 No.13342 [Open thread]

Recently I've felt a massive rage inside me like bubbling magma. I don't know how to express it or vent so I usually just cry out of frustration. I hate feeling this way.

What do?

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Patient 09/29/17 (Fri) 22:16:20 No.13911

>>13342

Step 1. Go into the woods.

Step 2. Just fucking scream. Just scream

Step 3. If you scream from the bottom of the heart, tears will come.

Step 4. If there really is rage left, punch some trees. But thats extreme cases, because self harm isnt right, but if theres nothing else left…go ahead. Atleast you'll look badass with fucked up knuckles.

I hope you'll stick to the step of screaming. Because thats what I usually do. Fun fact.

I live in a neighbourhood near a forest and there's some myths about some mad man screaming about.

Aaaaand I'm the only one who screams there.

Atleast people are afraid of the…Myth of me. Not me but the myth.

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Sad Soul 07/30/18 (Mon) 04:26:15 No.14105

>>13415

I have ADHD, so I envy you.

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Anonymood 10/02/18 (Tue) 09:17:02 No.14655

Do you know if anything triggers it?

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Anonymood 10/26/18 (Fri) 19:40:00 No.14902

>>13911

Thats epic :)

Im thinking about doing the same right now - bit of a trek for me but it might be very satisfying

>>13342

I have felt this before OP right now I feel very calm but two days ago I was really angry

I was and had massive rage over a forum admin at a video game forum who really has it in for me - without delving too much into the politics another forum user called someone else a evil racist bigot or something along those lines +other users where ganging up on him and this guy was as close to a moderate classical liberal as they come I mean for crying out loud he is/was a descendant of immigrants.

But the admin decided to put me on the to ban list because I had posted 20 mins after him telling the other user to knock it off

(and I actually started writing it before he posted - but he did not believe me)

I was so enraged that I screamed at God to punish him for his injustice

Then I got a pair of scissors and cut into the base of my palm clenched my fist and formally asked for Gods vengeance against that Mod/Admin on my blood and on Romans 118 as he was/is a worker of iniquity.

I waited a day to calm down then calmly but firmly wrote a Pm to him explaining as point 1 that No I had not seen his message

The site owner then posted in the thread saying lots of sweet nothings really but talking about respecting the mods

Curiously I feel a great calm right now

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Anonymood 10/28/18 (Sun) 06:21:01 No.14909

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Damn I wish I had seen this thread earlier, I would have told OP to hold onto his rage. I could use some rage in my life right now.

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I think I am broken Anonymood 10/18/18 (Thu) 23:11:58 No.14860 [Open thread]

When I was little, it was pretty clear I wasn't normal. I wasn't gullible like other children. I took everything seriously. I would throw fits about random things. Instead of taking me to a doctor, my parents decided to beat me until I would stay quiet. I would lay there in the floor, crying silently. My dad would tell me to "man up" and call me a wuss when I cried when I hurt. Some times, my mom would laugh as she hit me. When I was 12, I was diagnosed with severe anxiety. My parents, being like they are, used this as a way to threaten me to keep me quiet. They told me, every time I got angry at all (no matter how severe) that they would put me in a mental hospital and have the state take me away for my families safety. Now that I am older, I no longer feel emotions. The only emotion I feel is anger. I don't cry, I don't laugh, I don't smile. I can't look people in the eyes. I don't like talking. I only get angry. When people compliment me, I get angry. Sometimes, I get flashbacks to when my parents would beat me, and I get so angry that I punch things and smash things until my hands bleed or I hurt too much to keep going. I don't know what to do. I am still in high school. I don't want to go to the school because I am scared I would be turned over to the state. I can't go to my parents because they would turn me over to the state. My dad would not care. I am lost. I don't know what to do.

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Anonymood 10/19/18 (Fri) 13:04:38 No.14871

>>14865

Yeah I don't like taking meds. I took prozac for a few months and instead of helping me feel better it just kept me from feeling, if you get what I am saying. I will probably go to school for Computer Engineering after I graduate high school.

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Anonymood 10/19/18 (Fri) 15:04:04 No.14873

>>14871

How high was your dose?

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Anonymood 10/19/18 (Fri) 15:59:32 No.14874

>>14873

I don't remember the dosage I took. I just know that it was the average amount for a person my age.

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Anonymood 10/24/18 (Wed) 04:38:55 No.14885

>>14860

>finish school without fucking it up

>get a job

>move out

>heal

Yeah I know school has got to be tough. It surely was for me but it was over eventually and it will be over for you too. Sorry to hear about that kiddo but take it easy and you'll be alright. Your parents are pieces of shit btw

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Anonymood 10/26/18 (Fri) 15:41:23 No.14897

>>14885

I graduated when I was 21 because of my ADHD. I actually realized I had it roughly 7 months ago.

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OCD Anonymood 10/21/18 (Sun) 21:32:51 No.14880 [Open thread]

I am in need of your advice, anons.

This condition has become a burden to my existence. I am in control of my actions(philosophically, to an acceptable degree), but not very much for my thoughts. This is causing me a lot of trouble in my life, I can't be social, because i'm kinda afraid of people(unless i'm at work, where the environment and the interactions are predictable), I get anxiety attacks when I do any form of a speech or a presentation, because of all the unstoppable thoughts of failure and doubt, I sometimes look at people sexually even though I don't want to, and really try not to, I just can't control it, it's very embarrassing.

The main problem with OCD is that the more you try to shut these thoughts off, the more intensively you'll have them, it's so easy for someone to simply say "relax", but I can't, it's sort of a paradox at this point.

Society is only familiar with the acceptable side of OCD, like wanting everything to be ordered or aligned, seeking perfection all the time. This is why when you mention having OCD, it doesn't resonate with them as a serious mental problem.

When I was young it wasn't obsessive to that degree, it started to affect me slightly starting from high school, but I didn't know what's going on, until late in college, when I got really fed up with it, I started reading about it, but knowing what's going on didn't help much, i'm 26 yo now and leaving my apartment is an everyday challenge for me, and not leaving the apartment only worsen my condition.

I always ask myself "why me ?", but i've come to realize that it's pointless to ask, somebody's gotta fill in the crazy guy role.

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Anonymood 10/23/18 (Tue) 19:41:32 No.14882

I sexualize people too, I thought it was only ADHD and Hypersexuality

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Anonymood 10/24/18 (Wed) 04:35:13 No.14884

yup I have heard about OCD and intrusive thoughts. Praying and cleaning myself off negative/degenerate choices has made it easier for me to not have those thoughts.

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Anonymood 10/26/18 (Fri) 07:43:16 No.14894

>>14882

it might be ADHD and hypersexuality, but not being able to not look, not having a choice, is imo OCD related.

>>14884

fuck praying..

could you explain more on the cleaning yourself part ? did you meditate ?

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Strange sexual paraphilia Anonymood 10/15/18 (Mon) 21:42:53 No.14842 [Open thread]

Ok, i know it's not a complain about how fucked up you are thred but i don't know where else could i post this.

>Be me

>Be a 18 yo male

>Only get an erection through the fantasy of getting fucked or suck a dick

>Somehow attracted to girls, but not sexually

>Just want cuddle,kiss and that they'll see me get fucked by a boy while they'd be laughing at me

>Hates girl and thinking sometimes that they doesn't deserve to live

>Wish i'd be dominated during sex just as women does

>Attracted by young pubert boys to teenagers age

>Can't act on those fantasies because it's prohibited

>Tries to find a bf who are at least 16 yo but unable to find any because socially isolated

>Only person i speak to is a 16 yo girl but i hate her and love her at the same time. i mostly just texts her abouts my fantasies with boys, some fucked up lies i told and she doesn't even answer me most of the time or she just text me i'll go to bed

>Got in jail for half a day last year because of a similar situation with an other girl (22yo) in which i lyed about having done screwed up shit

>Grindr suck even though i'm curently in touch with a 17 yo boy

>Is on medication and went through some kinds of very fucked up thoughts about illusive worlds and spiritual things

What can i do to find a girl who'd like to be my friend and would like to speak about boys just as like all the others gay stereotyped person that we think of are with , ,i wish i could move to another place for a couple of week to find this kind of girl but i'm constantly either working or studying. And i'm also turned on about the desire of having sex with a teenage boy who'd be at least 16yo .

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Anonymood 10/15/18 (Mon) 21:50:22 No.14843

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>Attracted by young pubert boys to teenagers age

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Anonymood 10/15/18 (Mon) 21:57:30 No.14844

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Rather be fuck by a young beardless young looking man than a disgusting hairy dickass

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Anonymood 10/16/18 (Tue) 11:12:35 No.14845

>>14843

u christcucked triggered

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Anonymood 10/16/18 (Tue) 11:52:07 No.14847

DUDE. You already made this thread. Stay in it god damn it.

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