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 No.14076 [Open thread]

Sup /mental/

I'm able to identify my internal and external voices(other peoples) from each other but sometimes they start to align. Stuff like telling me I'm things that im not. Im not normally motivated so when i get inspired to explore those things there's a confirmation bias type loop that triggers so I'll start thinking heavy shit and the loop builds more until they finally shut up. I'm really not convinced it's healthy but they tend to chicken out before I get the chance to lose my shit so it tends to work in my favor.

I've been called manic/borderline/bipolar/schizo by ppl but i can't trust that cause they aren't psychologists.

Pretty sure I'm just emotionally unstable and prone to grasping at social straws recently so here I am

What should I do about that? Looking for advice from anyone else that might go through something similar

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 No.14595

what

you mean rumination?

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 No.15629

Do you have mood swings?

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 No.15539 [Open thread]

I know this isn't the forum likely for it (there's probably a human biology forum on this chan)

but do you think certain races are predisposed to ethnomasochism than others?

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 No.15545

what is ethnomasochism?

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 No.15618

>>15545

hatred of your own kind

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 No.15621

I'd imagine most races are equally predisposed to hating their own race and feeling like an outsider from it, as far as being in the U.S. goes. I'd imagine it's higher in third world countries and such, since you're basically pushed by the state to have a certain lifestyle and personality in many of them. However, ethnomasochism is not hating other members of your own race, it's hating yourself for being a certain race. I wouldn't imagine that any race is more predisposed to this than others, unless you count wishing to be another race, in which case I suppose either people who want to be whites or whites who want to be japanese or korean would count. Then again, take everything I say with a grain of salt or three, because I'm 100% talking out of my ass.

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 No.15625

>>15539

>>15621 here, just found >>>/psych/ and thought you'd be interested OP

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 No.15616 [Open thread]

hey friends come visit our dead chan sometime stop by and say how shitty it is 64ch.net

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 No.15622

File: 542509c6ace74c6⋯.jpg (35.67 KB,353x396,353:396,bench.jpg)

Okay, done.

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 No.15604 [Open thread]

How do you make a habit? I've been getting lazier and more fucking depressed lately, it's like I'm numb without any oil or drive to push me. I don't need a reason, I only need discipline and a vision at the end, how do I "break" it in, so to speak, I'm tired of being tired and hollow all the time. I'm already going on nofap and ketosis again, but I still have that "fatigue"

Do drugs help?

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 No.15610

File: 673f708c750c86e⋯.jpg (150.87 KB,703x685,703:685,1544916039034.jpg)

The fatigue could be depression or perhaps sleep deprivation. Meditation and a light body weight exercise regime would be good habits to help treat both of those. Forming a good habit is hard at first but once you have executed the routine consistently for a week or so it becomes easier. If you want an energy supplement that will get you off your ass I suggest this https://www.infowarsstore.com/turbo-force.html

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 No.15611

>>15610

Definitely sleep deprivation. I just rested and feel great!

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 No.15318 [Open thread]

Let's talk about dreams, and what they may mean to you. I've been having more dreams recently, a lot of them are stemmed from sorrow and lack of belonging, I dream about old friends, people who want to hurt me, and a general uneasiness about the passing of time. I usually don't remember much overnight, but certain dreams stick with me for years on end, I'm going to buy a dream journal so I can write down as much as I can remember.

You should know that dreams reflect the current state of your life, and some of your deepest, most intimate desires and priorities in yourself. They tell you more about yourself than even a psychologist can describe at times, it is one of the few things that can alter your reality.

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 No.15599

I find myself in a very large warehouse full of retired Roman elites and their personal guards. I wander about them at first and notice that the value of their retirement accounts is displayed above their heads. One of the oldest of them seems to be in a bad mood and approaches me so that he may deliver an insult. I respond with several of my own and he storms off in a hissy fit. Soon after I am approached by his guards who say they are instructed to dispatch me. I decide it best not to engage with an entire warehouse full of praetorians and tactical geniuses and so escape down an elevator which brings me to a lower level of the warehouse which the Romans seem prohibited from entering. The level is equally as massive but appears to also be a kind of amusement park. The inhabitants of this layer of the warehouse soon receive word that a wealthy Roman has placed a price on my head and so they start attacking me. I run about the amusement park and climb atop different structures and storage unites to keep from being surrounded while killing or maiming any lemming which gets too close. The mob of lemmings is uncoordinated and unlike the disciplined Romans are easily dispatched. At one point I manage to crush several of them by knocking off a cargo container I was standing on that they were trying to scale. Then I happened upon an rpg and fired it at another small grouping of them. Then a Woman dressed in grey monks robes that I can best describe as being big boned decides she would rather attack the lemmings and charges down another gathering of them which scatters as she makes contact. I don't understand he reason for doing this but decide to just go with it. After breaking a few more lemmings and destroying a large section of the amusement park the dream ends.

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 No.15600

I am running through a complex building which seems to be a cross between a shopping mall and university campus. Most of the people are hostile to me and I have a sizeable mob chasing me. I kill several men who try to intercept me as I make my way through the building, stabbing most of them but at one point throwing a man over a guard rail and onto an escalator, breaking his spine. eventually I exit the building into a courtyard where I spot a group of martial artists sparring with each other. I decide that rather than eventually succumbing to the endless hoard of lemmings I would rather die to a skilled warrior and so challenge the largest of them to a mortal combat. The rest of the practitioners form a circle to block off the mob of lemmings and then I bow to commence combat. The ensuing duel is a disappointment as my opponent seems to have adopted a style focused on grappling but is too slow to intercept my kicks which I use to weaken him. Before I can close in for a knock out blow to his head he ends the match, apparently frustrated by my sensible use of tactics and his inability to adapt. With the mob now resuming its chase I now run into a cave filled with water, at first I swim through the cave but eventually find stepping stones and pull myself onto them. I continue deeper into the cave where there is a temple carved out of the stone. There are more lemmings closing in from the sides but here is also a lone priestess presiding over a large bell atop the room. I make my way to the end of the temple where there are several bookcases and a ladder leading up to the platform with the bell. I ring the bell and it gives out a dense vibration that resounds through the room and prostrate myself before the priestess. The lemmings suddenly begin to slowly back away from me a break off their pursuit. Then the dream ends.

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 No.15601

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I am wandering around what seems like the base of tree so enormous that it it cannot be viewed in its totality. The tree roots are quite massive and often form bridges between sections of terrain. I see myself from a third person perspective. I am wearing only a brown loincloth and carrying a club. While traveling I happen across bishop Havel who engages me in combat. Havel is just as slow in the dream as he is in the games so I strike him with my faster weapon and roll under his swings, he is a tank however and so the battle last some twenty seconds and I perform four back-stabs with the club which turns out to be infused with lightening. When he dies he drops his chest piece and a war axe. I try on the chest piece but decide to remove it as it is too ugly and cumbersome I then equip a round shield and the war axe and notice that all weapons in my inventory are imbued with lighting damage. I come across another bridge however it seems unstable so I choose to cross another which turns out to also be unstable. Instead of plummeting into the darkness below a giant crow swoops down and carry's me to it's nest among the branches of the great tree. I notice that there are several other such crows perched about the place and move to another nest where I curl into a ball and another crow carries me to a ledge overlooking a terrain similar to where I just left.

I then have another dream where I am a child sliding down a school hallway deliberately making a loud squeaking sound with my shoes so that an accomplice of mine and sneak into one of the classrooms and abscond with and Item that was confiscated from him. When my distraction is complete I move to exit the hallway through double doors at the end of the hall; however, before I open them I notice another door leading outside the building to my right. Looking through its window I see that is has been snowing heavily and so I excitedly run towards the door. The excitement weakens my connection to the dream and I get no closer to the door. I focus entirely on the door as the surroundings fade to black and as I wake up I still feel as though I am running despite now being aware my real legs.

I decide that this is an ample opportunity to fall into a lucid dream and so I correct my posture and use the white noise of my A/C unit to assist in my meditation. As the electricPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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 No.15602

https://www.world-of-lucid-dreaming.com/30-common-dream-symbols.html

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 No.15609

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I am traveling through a swamp filled with black Tar rather than water most of it is hardened enough to walk on. I am again in third person view and happen across a giant stone golem etched into the form of a warrior with a halberd. Rather than engaging it directly I find my way to a cliff overlooking its location. Looking down in first person perspective I fire an arrow which hits its left knee and to my surprise causes it to kneel over. I then perform a plunging attack, smashing the top of its head off. I am then shown a sort of cutscean where a similar golem is watching from another cliff and then pushes a large horizontal lever which releases several large boulders two of which are also bombs. I avoid the boulders easily but the bombs are able to follow me and so I try guiding them into some of the monsters that populate the swamp to try and detonate them. The bombs do not trigger upon contact with them though and I decide to try and run into a mountain fortress with some dwarves living in it. I then climb down a ladder and speak to a merchant now convinced that the bombs cannot follow me into the narrow passage. I was wrong. Both bombs plummet into the room and detonate. I then find myself back at the beginning of the chase and this time look for a specific monster that looks like a large burrowing worm to see if I can get them to swallow the bombs, unfortunately I cannot find any. I eventually find myself jumping up a series of plateaus to a high mountain top each time I jump I go even higher and on the fourth jump I overshoot the top and realize That there is no land mass directly below but only a deep blue void. Somehow I jump twice more in midair and land through a skylight on a large wooden house on an Island in this void. Searching through the house I find several hoards of treasure that I collect and then a pale blue ghost appears and asks me if I want to be with god. I am unsure how I should respond to this as I suspect the ghost may try to kill me if I say yes and the dream ends after a few moments of awkward silence.

In a second dream I am observing a tall black man working at a machine . As part of his job he handles pieces of metal that have been kept frozen with dry ice using his bare hands which are blacker than the rest of his body and swollen to an absurd size. each time he handles the metal a large blister forms on his hands which he removes it and Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

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 No.13988 [Open thread]

I've been meaning to talk about this, but I'm not really sure where to begin. Does anyone else feel like memebase.cheezburger.com has really gone down hill over the years? I mean, let's be real; we all started somewhere. Whether it be sitting with your friends during class reading the most funny rage comics on the demotivational page (I loved those!) or racing home to laugh with the internet at le random antics of strangers that have been posted online, we all enjoyed the youthful years of guffawing until we cried at "I CAN HAZ CHEEZBURGER?????". I'm so sick of memebase now. It's been fucking overrun by idiots who don't understand classic meme culture. They probably were the ones who made fun of us when we would talk about the funny meme jokes we saw on our computers in class to my friends. I mean really.. attached is a picture that I don't find funny AT ALL! I mean even in the first picture he's… what? Drooling? Is it sweat? Is he crying? I know I am (crying).. but not because of my German test. Because this meme SUCKS! I wish we could all band together to post really good memes like we did way back in 2010 when I was 9! Those were the days! I miss back when we were all bros and could laugh at my gusta memes. I just.. c'mon guys. We need to reclaim memebase! Anonymous can strike again! Does anyone else feel this way?! I can't be the only one. I feel like my youth has already slipped past my fingers and soon we'll just be living in an age of unappreciative "normie" memes. Now a days, ANY one can say they're a "Meme Master" but NONE of them actually knows the blood sweat and tears that I–no, that WE put into making this memetic movement what it is.

Nietczhe was right, nothing is forever and there's no point to most things… I just feel so depressed thinking back to being so happy to laugh at some cute cats that just wanted they're fast food. I know you guys will understand me and how we all feel. If you want to regain the memevolution with me just post good memes with me on memebase–I'll be watching and waiting, my anonymous family.

-Signed, a guy who just wants his emmes back.

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 No.14711

>>14354

This. Memebase was always an early ceddit hive, but cuckchan got hit hard.

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 No.14965

>>13988

> classic meme culture

ROFL, seriously though why every fucking thing is culture?

> Nietczhe was right

< Nietczhe

Overrated emofag

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 No.14973

File: 7382b953cf47b4d⋯.webm (293.71 KB,640x360,16:9,meen good.webm)

>>13988

>Does anyone else feel like memebase.cheezburger.com has really gone down hill over the years?

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 No.15594

Speaking of going downhill, this site has also gotten pretty shit

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 No.15607

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Speaking of websites going down in quality…

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 No.13892 [Open thread]

Hey guys.

I have a problem and i dont know what it is and how to deal with it.

It all started about 2 months ago, i was going about my life as usual, my life was kinda shit but nothing i couldnt deal with, then suddenly one day, i just go ape shit , get a random ass psychosis and nearly kill myself.

I dont know what the fuck happened, but since then, i live in constant fear.

I was fine before, what the fuck is happening to me?

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 No.13893

>>13892

OP: Just to clarify, the constant fear i feel push me towards a better life but its so sharp that its getting in my way at the same time.

Help.

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 No.13908

So OP, what happened then? It's been some time I'm curious.

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 No.14150

Sometimes I wonder how many people have had a breakdown after the time they've vent through here

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 No.15605

You've hit your breaking point.

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 No.15281 [Open thread]

AM I MENTAL?

at work, at home, and with 'friends', im known as the crazy guy

<doesnt bother, i get a kick out of it but i;

>have ptsd from Iraq and Afghanistan

>pick scabs to the point of scars

>clinch my teeth during the day, grind at night

>pray for death by meteor striking the earth, but im not suicidal

>have feverish lucid dreams that bleed into my day and affect my mood

i currently take effexor, helps control my unprovoked rage

im not looking for help, just want to post vids and images honestly

imageboards, i believe, are a view into a persons mind

post stuff that makes you happy

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 No.15516

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>>15330

>You get no sympathy from me for falling for the military meme.

ok

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 No.15526

>>15516

How many gibs do you get from your time serving?

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 No.15531

File: 825e8e221bea8f0⋯.mp4 (929.52 KB,640x360,16:9,pooh_wsg.mp4)

>>15526

>How many gibs do you get from your time serving?

70%

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 No.15532

>>15531

What?

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 No.15585

File: 15f9c72332c9638⋯.webm (4.37 MB,400x300,4:3,parasite_dreams.webm)

i just found out about parasite dreams

http://sentimentalcorp.org/parasite_dreams/

watched all the treatments

is randy prozac mental?

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 No.15413 [Open thread]

i recently got diagnosed with dysthmia/depression and ocd, and am currently taking 50mg of sertraline

have suspected myself of being /mental/ for as long as i can remember and im not expecting to live for very long

i can personally say i've noticed possible pre psychositic symptoms and have the genetic fuckups and background to possibly end up schizo but saying i am would be extremely stupid. ive been telling myself im tired of being rude, dickish, cynical, angry, and bitter all the time but im too apathetic to actually do shit about it. hell, my apathy has been straining the single remaining close friend i have and im certain im close to fucking it up, but its not like im new to isolation. im trying to at least be a better person but hell, sometimes it feels like im just innately an asshole

inb4 aspie: got tested and ruled out autismo.

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 No.15535

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op yo

>>15413

you arent asshole op.

its a shitty fucking cycle.

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 No.15543

File: 418215b1127aa6f⋯.jpg (351.96 KB,483x802,483:802,superhotloosh.jpg)

op here

thanks @above (im mobileposting trash, srry)

ive been looking up a loy of environmental and genetic components of schizo development and have suspected myself of being stpd for a while now, but ill ask my shrink at some point, the lineups between research and my own experiences growing up, esp the imprinted brain rapy are more than a little eery, oh well. thanks to all who responded, I've been thinking of drugs for a long ass time and enjoy and occasion cig when i get my hands on one, but not really available.

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 No.15558

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>>15543

cigs make things worse in my case. id avoid it op but weed on the other hand.. ;)

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 No.15578

>>15558

Weed for me doesn't work for us spergs it just makes things worse

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 No.15583

>>15534

>>15413

This. OP, your subconscious is so fucked at this point that nothing short of an extreme experience, drug-induced or otherwise, will create any lasting change. If you confront your damaged ego you might be able to gain a healthier perspective.

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 No.13854 [Open thread]

Nao theru isu herupu to sutopu beingu a hiki. Join a zoku.

http://www.japantimes.co.jp/community/2017/05/21/our-lives/trouble-wrapping-head-around-japan-help-mental-health-hand/#.WSooqZ9lBnF

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 No.14102

HiKIKEomori

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 No.15554

Hikikomori are parasites.

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 No.15580

>>14102

>>15554

Butthurt.

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 No.15569 [Open thread]

How do you get when you get a trigger? Not talking about specifically PTSD either, but autism, BDP, etc.

I have ADHD, so when I get RSD, I get sharp electricity in the left side of my brain, my heart racing and my vision gets blurry, I tense up and it gets hard to breathe and I start to get shaky and it's followed by me wanting to cry while feeling boiling hot anger inside me, it's actually similar to my fear triggers but without the panic and desperation. I internalize everything, so I don't actually sperg the fuck out in public or anything, I'm going on SSI when I get my naturalists certification though.

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 No.15571

I don't really know if this counts as a "trigger" but for some reason my brain can't handle seeing chain link fences in particular. Even thinking about them gives me the impulse to close my eyes.

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 No.15574

>>15571

Epigenetics of slavery or hwat?

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 No.15579

>>15574

I don't think that it was inherited, because none of my other family members have it.

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 No.15549 [Open thread]

My depression started mid August but the whole of it starts before my depression started. Since near to the end of year 8 I had a crush on this one girl in my year, we share the same exact birthdate. Fast forward to the last week of year 9 and the girl came up to me Infront of her friends and said "Hey (my name), we're going to be in the same class together". I was surprised because no other girl in my year came up to talk to me (especially Infront of her friends), I said "Hi" and we talked for a bit. Fast forward again to Year 10 and I was so nervous to go to my I.T because she was going to be there but that's all I cared about at the time, when all of my class for down and sit in the seats that we wanted to sit in, it turned out that the girl and her best friend were sitting behind my friend and I. For about 20 minutes of the lesson my friend and I talked to them. Throughout the school year I talked to her in I.T and it made me feel like everything was ok, she was the love of my life and I didn't want to lose her. At the end of Year 10 I saw her walking out of school and on the way out I stopped to talked to her and she seemed really nice so we exchanged eachother's Instagram names. Throughout the Summer her and I messaged a lot. On the 18th of August her and I were messaging, I was messaging some online friends at the time and they were cheering me on saying stuff like "Go on, ask her out". A few days before that I had told her a funny story about one of my friends and she asked me to tell my story first (she never to this day has told me a funny story about one of her friends). So I asked her if there was anyone that she loved and who it was. I saw the person's name and my heart sank, I felt like crying but it was my sister's 18th birthday party and all of my family members were there. I just sat and read that message over and over for multiple minutes. She asked me "Hello?, Are you there?", So I told her "Yes" and then I told her that I loved her..

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 No.15560

>>15559

Literally just respond to the first thread you made instead of making a new one, you fucking retard

Also no one on this board is gonna take you seriously when everyone else here has serious problems and you're angry because you got rejected by some girl

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 No.15563

>>15560

Well I can't so shut up.

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 No.15567

>>15559

You just did though! Do that, but with your other sentence. Do you want me to copy/paste it for you?

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 No.15572

>>15567

Sure.

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 No.15576

It's pretty shitty that society allows women to be so choosy

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 No.13660 [Open thread]

I don't know if this is the board for this, but I need to get some things off my chest. Just delete this if it shouldn't be here.

I need help, I've never been diagnosed with anything, but I know that I sometimes think of killing myself. I have no one to talk to, all my friends have their own issues and problems, and they all ask me for help. I know I should go to the doctors, but I can never bring myself to go out of laziness, or I make up an excuse, or I forget, or i just don't do it. I'm honestly scared, and I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm running out of options.

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 No.13665

You haven't posted in the wrong board, you can come here any time if things like these happens. Just wanted to let you know.

I had the bravery to get to the doctor one day, thanks to someone i really care about., but the psychiatrist one day stopped replying to my emails which was mainly for appointments.

Is it death that scares you or the possibility of running out of options?

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 No.14111

You sound like you just need someone for support. I was there at one point, I know it's been nearly 2 years, but how have you beenM

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 No.15555

What options do you have though?

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 No.15568

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>>15555

Checked.

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 No.15573

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>>13660

I'll give you a good reason to go to the doctors; to get NEETbux and free yourself from wage-slavery.

>step 1: go to mental hospital

>step 2: tell them you were about to kill yourself, you never get out of bed, sleep too much, never eat and you cry a lot. You'll go to a psych ward (they're not bad, you'll be among friends for anywhere between 3 days to 3 weeks)

>step 3: get out of the psych ward and go home

>step 4: request forms to apply for disability

>step 5: see ssi doctor who will interview you, make sure to tell him you cannot work and you got out of a psych ward for suicidal thoughts. Make sure you act really glum and depressed so he takes you seriously.

>step 6: ???

>step 7: be sad and lonely, but with income!

This process will take you 2-3 months if you get admitted to a psych ward, 6-7 if not.

I suggest you research some festivals near your house and go to a few. Look for drug dealers and see if they can hook you up with psychedelics. Psychedelics actually cure depression, unlike pills and therapy.

Once you're free from your mental prison and economically stable, go to college or something using financial aid or some scholarship. ROTC helps pay for college too, so do that. Don't get a meme degree, don't do a trade, get a nice economically-oriented degree. You'll have a nice managerial position in no time.

This is now your plan for your life. Go do it now.

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 No.13473 [Open thread]

Let's talk about tripfags. Not specific tripfags, because that's what they want. Let's talk about why people use tripcodes outside of their own threads. How do their minds work? What makes one desire a name on an anonymous image board? Autism? The anger it creates? Attention? All of those?

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 No.13994

>>13985

>And you do not want to be just a number.

Only if you're a narcissist. Y'know, like all tripfags.

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 No.14017

>>13627

You are a /leftypol/ tripfag, right?

Why don't you just use user IDs? It's pretty pathetic.

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 No.14124

>>13572

Thank goodness ID's exist.

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 No.14456

>>13985

Yeah but that's not always the case.

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 No.15570

What about board owners who keep capcoding?

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 No.15561 [Open thread]

Yo can anyone here tell me what it's like to have self-defeating personality disorder. cause i kinda feel like i have it. cause i feel like every time i am doing good, i find the worse desicion to possible make and fuck everything up.

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 No.15564

That's a thing…?

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