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trying not to be an asshole Anonymood 01/25/19 (Fri) 21:24:56 No.15413

i recently got diagnosed with dysthmia/depression and ocd, and am currently taking 50mg of sertraline

have suspected myself of being /mental/ for as long as i can remember and im not expecting to live for very long

i can personally say i've noticed possible pre psychositic symptoms and have the genetic fuckups and background to possibly end up schizo but saying i am would be extremely stupid. ive been telling myself im tired of being rude, dickish, cynical, angry, and bitter all the time but im too apathetic to actually do shit about it. hell, my apathy has been straining the single remaining close friend i have and im certain im close to fucking it up, but its not like im new to isolation. im trying to at least be a better person but hell, sometimes it feels like im just innately an asshole

inb4 aspie: got tested and ruled out autismo.

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Anonymood 01/28/19 (Mon) 09:58:33 No.15478

>>>/drugs/6931

Psychedelics will help more than any pharmapill candy ever will.

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Anonymood 02/06/19 (Wed) 14:24:53 No.15534

you need to go through an ego death. i was spiraling down so i took a 150mg edible and for the 1st time in my life i wasnt looking at the world through the same glasses. in fact i think what it did was piss me off that i put myself in a mental prison for so long.

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Anonymood 02/06/19 (Wed) 14:27:03 No.15535

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op yo

>>15413

you arent asshole op.

its a shitty fucking cycle.

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Anonymood 02/07/19 (Thu) 16:27:43 No.15543

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op here

thanks @above (im mobileposting trash, srry)

ive been looking up a loy of environmental and genetic components of schizo development and have suspected myself of being stpd for a while now, but ill ask my shrink at some point, the lineups between research and my own experiences growing up, esp the imprinted brain rapy are more than a little eery, oh well. thanks to all who responded, I've been thinking of drugs for a long ass time and enjoy and occasion cig when i get my hands on one, but not really available.

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Anonymood 02/09/19 (Sat) 05:02:41 No.15558

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>>15543

cigs make things worse in my case. id avoid it op but weed on the other hand.. ;)

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Anonymood 02/12/19 (Tue) 05:09:44 No.15578

>>15558

Weed for me doesn't work for us spergs it just makes things worse

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Anonymood 02/14/19 (Thu) 14:28:50 No.15583

>>15534

>>15413

This. OP, your subconscious is so fucked at this point that nothing short of an extreme experience, drug-induced or otherwise, will create any lasting change. If you confront your damaged ego you might be able to gain a healthier perspective.

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