/mental/ - Mental Health, Illnesses and Disorders

Anybody else ?

You are fucking retarded. You only have an eating disorder because you care so much about how other people see you that you have internalized it and think you're doing it for yourself. It's also heavily a matter of attention seeking. You need to stop being a little bitch and lying to yourself, and actually use your fucking brain. You need food to live. Either kill yourself or eat like a normal person, don't be a pussy and stay in between. Who am I to tell you this? I had bulimia for years, almost died, then got the fuck over it and am now /fit/ and sexy as fuck. Sadly schizophrenia isn't as easy to get rid of so I'm still here. Fuck you.

Got any body pics?

>>14069

>have periods of fasting and restriction but also periods of binging but no purging

What the fuck's wrong with me?

>>15917

This is a good guide book for those symptoms. I used to be pretty schizotypal myself, though I was never diagnosed because the shrinks were all too disconnected from the university breaking process to really notice.

https://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/healing-the-child-within-charlie-whitfield/1115320102#/

In addition to this I suggest you try dream analysis, which I suggest to pretty mush everyone because everyone can benefit from it. The chronic stress also causes immune dysfunctions and produces inflammatory cytokines that serve as a physiological cause for anxiety and depression. Most of the shrinks will just try to hook you on psych meds to deal with these symptoms because they don't know what the fuck they are really doing, but the best way to deal with this is simply by supplementing with magnesium L threonate, zinc, fish oil, and vitamin d/sunlight. Intermittent fasting will also help remove toxins bound up in your fat cells.

>>15920

gracias

Behold a Pale Horse

William Cooper

Free online

>>15913

Outwitting the Devil by Napoleon Hill. Helped with dealing with fear and profiting from failure.

just see a shrink

write in your symptoms

https://illnessquiz.com/

Exposure therapy is the way to go if you want to resolve it. Recording and analyzing dreams will help. If you dream about burning spiders or slaying dragons then you are making progress. Most shrinks only know how to do cognitive behavioral therapy which is of limited efficacy. If you find one near you that understands Jungian psyche-therapy techniques then they may actually be useful. Most prescription meds are worthless and make shit worse. If you want to try some of the stuff in the regenerative medicine thread it may help with general anxiety, the fish oil in particular is useful for anxiety and a number of other conditions. Deep breathing techniques may help you get through exposure sessions. >>14156

>>15868

survive ww3 and set up a new world order :D

>>15863

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>>15867

this is hilarious

please keep suffering i am deriving immense pleasure from it

when the hospital people brought food in I thought eggs = fertility and if you eat eggs you are straight, and meat = cocks/dick you know "beating your meat" so if they gave you meat they were testing to see if you were subconciously gay

I only ate the eggs and the milk cause these were from female lineage

down the lines i broke down because they kept serving me meat without eggs or milk, like they were forcing me to be gay, I ended up thinking the superintendent was gay and was trying to turn me gay in this big gay expierement to turn me homo

this led to

>>15865

>I also remember having this long ass rant about how I wasnt a faggot to my medic guy, but then I included how Id fuck a trap though and had to explain that to him at 12 o clock at night

>>15879

daaaaaawww doggie :3

>>15398

i dont have

>>15877

little bitch needs to learn to take a punch

>>15755

What if I hope it's hopeless because I don't deserve to be happy and I deserve everything that's coming to me?

>>15757

What have you done to deserve this my friend?

Depression is like a bad MDMA comedown, it warps and distorts your perspective on your introspective thoughts. And it feels real, it feels like these thoughts are justified.

But you arent your rational self when you are depressed. You are seeing in black and white vision and have forgotten whats its like to see the beautiful colours of life.

But if you take my advice and seek help, what have you got to lose? If you stick to it and it works, you wont have this perspective anymore. If it doesnt work you'd just be in the same position, nothing lost.

The shitty thing about depression is that it is really good at blocking us from seeing what might be around the corner, it makes us feel like we wont be happy again, it deceives us

You are worth just as much as any other soul on this planet brother, you gotta stop beating yourself up, you deserve happiness and success and it will come.

"It aint about how hard you can hit, its about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward."

>>15759

>What have you done to deserve this my friend?

That's a rather personal question don't you think?

>And it feels real, it feels like these thoughts are justified

These thoughts ARE justified, that's why I feel them. That's why I have countless tangible things I've done or am responsible for or are part of me that I can point to and go "Wow I'm a terrible person" or "Oh I'm a degenerate pervert", things that would make any rational person hate themselves, things that nobody would flinch from hating somebody for if it was anybody but themselves. These thoughts aren't cognitive distortions, they're a consistent application of principles.

>But you arent your rational self when you are depressed. You are seeing in black and white vision and have forgotten whats its like to see the beautiful colours of life.

But what if the reality is that I'm not beautifully multicolored, I'm just pitch black? See, the thing about this advice you're giving (or more likely, your shrink's advice) is that if my reasons for hating myself are indeed valid and true, then the only effect lying to myself that I am a good, valuable person who deserves to live and be happy will have is to manage and make me even more wretched than I already am, because I will be just as bad, but conceited. There is little I want less than that. I have an aunt, diagnosed with bipolar disorder, who I see as the spinning image of what I'm talking about. She's a dyke, but has been taught to accept herself, she is inconsiderate but is told do what's right for her (or something along those lines), worst of all she has been convinced to stop living in the real world, the real world which is a cold and unforgiving place, or even avoid pieces of fiction that are deemed "negative".

>But if you take my advice and seek help, what have you got to lose?

I've already made plans. I'm too much of a fucking coward to do it the proper way (I see my anxiety as a personal failure) so instead I'm counting on a routine doctor's visit I have coming up in about a month, I plan to make "a cry for help" by especially self-harming just before in thePost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>14115

How can you be moderate antisocial and very high avoidant?

>>15814

antisocial = psychopathic = sociopathic

Update: It's BPD + Vulnerable Narcissism.

I want to be a dictator but they'll let trannies in before spergs

Feels bad man

>>15785

That's because spergs are even more dysfunctional to the point they'd actually make worse leaders than trannies

>>15769

Do you mean you've recently received an official diagnosis?

>>15794

That a goy.

>>15794

spergs > men > women > trannies

>>15837

I feel like I wish I had exaggerated my response to play into you wanting to harm me, I guess you can tell it'd be out of "masochism" (I dont derive pleasure from any of what I've done). You did succeed in making me upset more than I let in on in my post.

12:09:54 No.15735

Hello,

I'm having trouble configuring a reasonably short response to your post. My initial reaction was to instruct you to seek counseling, but I suspect that the degree of your self-harm would result in an unnecessary involuntary institutionalization. Therefore, the best I can do is to explain the underpinnings of your actions. First, as the brilliant novelist John Steinbeck stated, "The worst disease experienced by Western man is a childhood devoid of parental love." As a trained clinician and a victim of a childhood "devoid of parental love," I call this phenomenon the behavioral passage of trauma from one generation to next. In simple terms, it's the unconscious, compulsive, repetition of child abuse. In your case, you defended against your childhood pain, when you discovered an idealized character who fulfilled a mixture of unfulfilled childhood needs and your necessary defense mechanisms. As for the downward spiral of your emotional stability, your naive belief that using this open forum as the means of remediation proves the existence of your unconscious embedded trauma and your compulsion to resolve this past childhood trauma in the present. While your attempt at resolution is a normal, but misdirected human function, you could not have chosen a worse venue to remediate your pain.

Since, this is the worst possible venue for any substantive discussion of emotional suffering, I offer my counsel to guide you to a protected online group with people suffering from similar emotional conflicts. If you are interested, please leave your anonymous email address, and I will forward you the url address.

By the way, you are not psychotic, unlike the above psychopath who attempted to increase your pain, you are a feeling human being in search of love, adventure, friendship, and good times. In any event, no matter your decision, I wish you the best.

12:09:54 No.15735

Hello,

I'm having trouble configuring a reasonably short response to your post. My initial reaction was to instruct you to seek counseling, but I suspect that the degree of your self-harm would result in an unnecessary involuntary institutionalization. Therefore, the best I can do is to explain the underpinnings of your actions. First, as the brilliant novelist John Steinbeck stated, "The worst disease experienced by Western man is a childhood devoid of parental love." As a trained clinician and a victim of a childhood "devoid of parental love," I call this phenomenon the behavioral passage of trauma from one generation to next. In simple terms, it's the unconscious, compulsive, repetition of child abuse. In your case, you defended against your childhood pain, when you discovered an idealized character who fulfilled a mixture of unfulfilled childhood needs and your necessary defense mechanisms. As for the downward spiral of your emotional stability, your naive belief that using this open forum as the means of remediation proves the existence of your unconscious embedded trauma and your compulsion to resolve this past childhood trauma in the present. While your attempt at resolution is a normal, but misdirected human function, you could not have chosen a worse venue to remediate your pain.

Since, this is the worst possible venue for any substantive discussion of emotional suffering, I offer my counsel to guide you to a protected online group with people suffering from similar emotional conflicts. If you are interested, please leave your anonymous email address, and I will forward you the url address.

By the way, unlike the above psychopath who attempted to increase your pain, you are neither psychotic nor brain damaged. You are a feeling human being in search of love, adventure, friendship, and good times. In any event, no matter your decision, I wish you the best.

JAH

>>15850

That's a long well composed response, I dont disagree with anything you said.

I am having difficulties articulating further thoughts than that, I am interested in that online group and how the pains of the people in it relate to mine. You can reach me at adornoswimsuit@gmail.com if you're still interested.

>>15847

Well fuck my ass, now I also wish I had called your bluff.

I recommend you read the Gospel of John

>>14057

get job at butchery

>>15740

Who is that guy and what is the context?

want to be a serial killer. Patient 06/23/18 (Sat) 23:59:14 No.14057

Hello,

If you are caught in a downward spiral falling ever closer to acting on your homicidal obcession, I strongly suggest you contact an attorney with advanced training in forensic psychology. By retaining an attorney, you have a right to absolute confidentiality. Therefore, should testing prove your belief that you are a psychopath and a potential serial killer, absent a statement of intent to kill immediately, an attorney cannot disclose your identity or even disclose that he/she is representing you for any legal issue.

>>15717

A house is not a sound investment, I'd have to advise against it honestly

>>15718

Seriously? And it's better than pissing money away on an apartment how?

>>15816

>And it's better than pissing money away on an apartment how?

>I'm lucky to have a GF (even though she's fat I love her and she genuinely loves me

you disgusting pig

you have a girl that loves you and you call her fat

you could have said she was not perfect or she had her own flaws but calling her fat is disgusting

you don't deserve your gf and I doubt you love her. I feel like if you had the oppurtunity to upgrade, you would do without second thought.

greetings from /tumor/

t. Sven Johannson

>>15825

I agree

>>15470

I wanna see some of them

Reading

drawing

painting

diary writing like a mf

>>15400

art in general is hard as shit but you should keep trying, it feels good to improve, however slowly

>meditation

>/fit/

>drawing

>electric guitar

>gardening

>cooking

>making memes

Shit I do, but want to do less of:

>imageboards

>wasting time on Youtube

Fapping, vidya, tv etc. is literally all I do

I wish I had no hobbies and had a job because being a hedonistic piece of shit is a major contributor to my extreme self-hatred

Reading Chuck Palahniuk and watching cunnys mostly. I also write shitty sci-fi stories on GoogleDocs