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 No.14057

My whole life I've wanted to be a serial killer. I want to kidnap, rape, torture and kill small girls, cut them up and eat their flesh. I've tortured animals, made plans, I have weapons and tarps, this obsession keeps growing and growing. It surges through me and burns like fire in my viens. Serial murder is BEAUTIFUL and i want to paint my very own bloody picture.

Then they caught the golden state killer because his distant relatives took a DNA test. I felt sick for a week. I still feel sick thinking about it. If they caught him there is no way I could get away with it. I feel like the shadow in which I live is suddenly visible to the world. I scream and rage inside my head because it's just not fair. I don't want to spend my whole life in fear just waiting for the cops. And there is so much in the world besides murder and I can't STAND the idea of being locked up. This is no longer the daydream it once was it is an obsession. It progresses further and further as time goes on.

So fuck. Fuck fuck fuck FUCK. I want to lash out and destroy as I feel everything closing in.

I want to see the people cower in fear, see me as the monster I am, want to go down in the history books. I want people to see my art and recoil.

But part of me doesn't want this. I want to crawl into the light, head held down, asking for help, to declaw me and let me live with them, as one of them. There is so much in the world I cannot stand to be taken from it.

Are there any support groups or resources to deal with this sort of thing? I can't do anything without anonymity, I'll be locked up.

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 No.14058

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>>14057

you can do this by slaughtering niggers nearby their ghettos

those no-go zones are actually the safest place for you to commit your killing spree while going full /pol/ about it too.

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 No.14064

i have the same fucking problem mate

i used to have a GF that made me calm but now that she cucked me i really fucking want to kill

i ended up worst than i was

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 No.14081

>>14064

I'm a girl hahaha we'd make quite the pair! Until we get arrested and it ends sadly, no natural born killers happy ending in real life. Just a life in solitude. But maybe it's worth it? Blaze of glory and all that.

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 No.14082

>>14081

come to germany and i will lead your soul to glory you never expected

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 No.14421

>>14082

Erotic

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 No.15634

Did you do it

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 No.15641

I recommend you read the Gospel of John

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 No.15659

>>14057

get job at butchery

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 No.15740

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>>14064

Same. Women deserve the worst for what they do to autists like rape, strangulation, stabbings, blood eagle. Same goes for women who treat men who can't laid.

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 No.15743

>>15740

Who is that guy and what is the context?

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 No.15851

want to be a serial killer. Patient 06/23/18 (Sat) 23:59:14 No.14057

Hello,

If you are caught in a downward spiral falling ever closer to acting on your homicidal obcession, I strongly suggest you contact an attorney with advanced training in forensic psychology. By retaining an attorney, you have a right to absolute confidentiality. Therefore, should testing prove your belief that you are a psychopath and a potential serial killer, absent a statement of intent to kill immediately, an attorney cannot disclose your identity or even disclose that he/she is representing you for any legal issue.

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