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You are the healing.

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 No.15752

Hey guys, new here, recently got diagnosed with Bipolar 1 after I had a manic episode that was fucking intense.

It included the following

>thinking ww3 was happening

>coming to the conclusion that I was the ressurection of jesus christ

>believing I was invincible, incoming traffic ect could not hurt me

>thinking I was a part of a italian mafia family, and anyone who fucked with me would get shot afterwards

>thinking people around me were conspiring to kill me

>thinking my own family members were trying to seduce me

>thinking federal agents were trying to send me to prison

ect.

Like holy shit I was perfectly normal up until this point, and I haven't had any real episodes manic or depressive after, could be the meds they have me on now but hot damn

Anyway, just saying hi

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 No.15753

>>15752

Did you believe all that shit at the same time? Because if so it sounds like it could make for a damn good movie

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 No.15762

>>15753

Yes I did, and yeah, its fun to talk about

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 No.15763

>>15753

Oh I also thought that music was god talking to me to do stuff, especially through alexa, it still happens to me sometimes, lol

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 No.15764

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What meds they have you on when it happened?

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 No.15798

>>15762

Now this is a motivator; I need to overcome my anxieties so I can make a movie about mobster Jesus from Krypton on the lamb during WW3

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 No.15863

>>15764

latuda and lithium,

so when i was in the mental hospital I got so scared of my roommate, whom i thought was trying to kill me, and whom i thought was a child molestor, that I asked to be put in their solitary confinement room, they told me I had to be injected with lithium before going there, so I agreed, they pumped me up with so much that I couldnt move, lithium toxicity

anyway i finally made it into solitary and the assholes put newspapers in there to read, fucking retards, I read the newspapers and there was a thing for the oscars, I took this as a personal insult from the superintendent who worked there and this was his way of saying I am putting on a good performance of which amused him, and i was never gonna leave this place

lolol its hard to put the memories together coherently

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 No.15865

>>15863

my roommate was talking about his kids when I thought he was talking about the kids he raped, rofl, this shit just turns the perception side of your brain on its end,

I also remember having this long ass rant about how I wasnt a faggot to my medic guy, but then I included how Id fuck a trap though and had to explain that to him at 12 o clock at night

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 No.15866

whenever some girl would mention their husbands, I thought they were talking about me, whenever a girl would smile at me it was the signal they wanted to fuck, whenever a girl would mention being hot, or the word itself, they were talking about me in code

this gave me the confidence to ask out many women that I normally wouldnt be capable of, it was fun as fuck thinking every chick out there was into you,

unfortunately, this also meant the men were in love with you as well, and family members… thinking your old ass grandma is trying to fuck.. kids too.. imagine the entire world wanting to fuck you, every man woman and child, yeah, that was my diellema

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 No.15867

whenever I read a sign it was a message from god, I saw flashes of light and when I moved my arms around I could see light surrounding them, then I saw a pyramid with an eye, and that was the signal that in attempting to become god, god had cursed me with his knowledge, and suddenly the whole world became this mess

after reading that putin had moved troops to turkey or some shit and hearing a helicopter outside I was convinced that war was coming and I was the antichrist

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 No.15868

>>15867

what would you do as antichrist?

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 No.15878

>>15868

survive ww3 and set up a new world order :D

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 No.15881

>>15863

>>15865

>>15866

>>15867

this is hilarious

please keep suffering i am deriving immense pleasure from it

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 No.15885

when the hospital people brought food in I thought eggs = fertility and if you eat eggs you are straight, and meat = cocks/dick you know "beating your meat" so if they gave you meat they were testing to see if you were subconciously gay

I only ate the eggs and the milk cause these were from female lineage

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 No.15886

down the lines i broke down because they kept serving me meat without eggs or milk, like they were forcing me to be gay, I ended up thinking the superintendent was gay and was trying to turn me gay in this big gay expierement to turn me homo

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 No.15887

this led to

>>15865

>I also remember having this long ass rant about how I wasnt a faggot to my medic guy, but then I included how Id fuck a trap though and had to explain that to him at 12 o clock at night

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