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Dealing with relationships with schizo-affective disorder Anonymood 12/18/18 (Tue) 05:06:04 No.15198

So for a long time, I've had problems trying to find a woman to have a serious, commited, and loving relationship with due to the manic deppresive side of my schizo-affective disorder (sometimes the schizophrenic side but very rarely). I'm not an wizard because i've been with women, my issue is finding a soul mate specifically. I'm a 21 year old man who struggles with varying mood cycles and the occasional audio and visual hallucinations (which seem to get progressively worse); my thoughts also tend to be "really strong" at times (that's the best way for me to describe it; maybe overwhelmingly convincing is also adequate)

It's hard for me to understand how other women feel and i get very intense emotions of deppresion, admiration, and longing over little things like comments or body language (I'm hyper-perceptive so i tend to see every little detail and movement, which drives me up a fucking wall because my mind literally has to process it). When a girl isn't interested in a relationship after talking, i become deeply deppressed; when a girl calls me cute, i become super infatuated with them (i feel that these are more of an abandonment issue stemming from my mom though). I'm doing really good at controlling these feelings outwardly, but i feel like I'm loosing my mind and falling apart on the inside. I've talked to psychiatrists and councelors but even though i know whats wrong and I've been working on controlling my schizo-affective, i just feel like I'm getting nowhere and that finding a woman to love may be impossible

>what do anon-bros?

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Anonymood 12/18/18 (Tue) 15:39:49 No.15200

>>15198

wow anon youre describing myself only a bit older

i didnt find a cure yet. drugs helped me to stay alive but its kinda a double edged sword

because when i look back my mental health was more stable and i didnt had daily the rope thoughts but i was also younger more positive and had hope for bright things which never followed

youre fucking yourself more when you borrow some happyness from your future but in the end you only block out the void and pain temoral and its crawling back soon

the only way to get free from these things is through gods power and faith in rapy

if you dont believe in god or spiritual things - it doesnt matter

research about FASTING and the benefits / neuronal changes (scientific studys / reports )

when you read about the teachings of jesus in the bible he is saying that there are special demons which only leave your body when you fast and pray. seems like they belong to some different higher hirachy of demons general maybe ?

legion answeres another demon when jesus ask him about his name which means 3600–6000 Demons in one Body …

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Anonymood 12/18/18 (Tue) 19:58:57 No.15202

>>15200

I love the Lord Jesus Christ; he has brought me out of the dark and into the light. Without him, i would honestly be dead, addicted to drugs, or in prison. I've fasteeld for short periods before, but nothing major. I've honestly been wanting to do a long fast to help with my problems and growing stronger in my faith. I haven't been reading the word like i should be and i used to read it everyday at one point. I haven't been praying like i used to either. I just need to give it all to Him. Thank you for responding, it's nice to know that there are people who understand what i go through in my mind; it gets pretty chaotic.

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Anonymood 12/18/18 (Tue) 20:07:36 No.15203

>>15202

please pray for me brother i am addicted to a lot of unhealty things and i cant get rid of them of myself

i like it too much and my dicipline is shit i struggle often and question my faith

i feel like i got so much talents and are blessed in a way but still so corrupted i do more the things i hate and dont do the good things

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