>>392873
>Lonely all of my 24 years of existence and not a single dream or goal reached
Would be easier to know the goal, but it can be reached still usually. 25 now and achieving two Milestones (B. Sc, paid job) this year of many to come (M. Sc, Doctorate, high paying job). Most people have not achieved anything of any real value until the age of 35-40…it's healthier to think about all the things you can reach.
>Lives in Finland which is a hell hole for people with even one of these problems
Mostly in Winter, that can fuck your mind really good (to the point that even you don't know who you are anymore). Get some sun, at least 10-15 minutes daily. In Winter, go to sauna. It helps.
> 120KG / 180cm
You have to lose about 40KG. Exercising is one thing. Since you are Finnish, you might want to look into celiac disease and it's various sub-diseases since this is something quite common here it seems. Knew somebody who had a really weird version of it and would only lose weight if she'd not eat any wheat/grain proteins (I think rice was ok, but not barley, rye, wheat etc. If she did, she'd become fat as fast as you can blow up a balloon).
Either way: Change diet to more healthy, eat less, burn more calories.
Do 10 pushups, 10 squats, 10 sit-ups and 10 burpees. Increase amount over time. Alternate exercise and resting days. Two days exercise, one day rest, One day exercise, Two days rest and one day exercise. Every week. It will also help you manage time. If you can keep it up for a month, you should have already shedded some weight + you've accomplished something.
>Still haven't been able to meet because both are unemployed and neither of us have an education despite having professional level skill and knowledge of our fields
The obvious solution is to get a degree in said field, again, you are Finnish so should be able to get it without having to take out loans (or taking a comfy loan instead of yeeting yourself into debt).
> Skin disorder
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