[ / / / / / / / / / / / / / ] [ dir / random / 93 / biohzrd / hkacade / hkpnd / tct / utd / uy / yebalnia ]

/hikki/ - Hikikomori

The modern hermit

Catalog

Email
Subject*
REC
STOP
Comment *
File*
Password (Randomized for file and post deletion; you may also set your own.)
Archive
* = required field[▶Show post options & limits]
Confused? See the FAQ.
Embed
(replaces files and can be used instead)
Options

Allowed file types:jpg, jpeg, gif, png, webp,webm, mp4, mov, swf, pdf
Max filesize is16 MB.
Max image dimensions are15000 x15000.
You may upload1 per post.


A WARNING TO ALL NEW USERS IF YOU ARE NOT A HIKIKOMORI I WILL BAN YOU!! People who are going to work or school are not Hikikomori There are many people on here who can not leave their home Please choose your topic with consideration IF YOU HAVEN'T BEEN AT HOME INSIDE YOUR ROOM FOR AT LEAST 6 MONTHS OR MORE THEN DON'T POST HERE!

File: e66168650de073f⋯.jpg (320.48 KB,1800x1352,225:169,e66168650de073f670dda897b8….jpg)

58cea5 No.134 [Open thread]

so hikkis a while ago I just noticed that we're in 2nd of September and I was like the fuck is going on with my brain since the last date I was remmber was 14th of August and surprisingly (hey son of a whore a whole month passed and you don't even no what's happened for me in this month fuck, less than week I will be forced to going out for my lessons and since I live in a fucked up country my family won't let me do what I want, I have been living in my room for 4years now as well and keep on giving them promises that I will going out the next month the next week and so on, and never did what I said, I can't live in this world anymore, even if some of you will give some advices to improve my life and tell me that there's still time to get my shot to gether, I tell you I get enough from these bunch of lame advices which never worked out for me even though I did try some of them, please and I say this as an weak miserable human who can't be here anymore I can't fit in this planet anymore, can you just simply tell me about a suicide method with the less pain possible due to me don't want that even my death be painful

>I raised from my mom with much heart and liver issues and I was about to death

>somehow the doctors made some operations for me and I lived

>continued my life as a weak human

>started my primary school

>all my classmates hating me even the girls

>whenever they seen me they come to molest me and make fun of my face

>obese who can't even up the stairs to my class without pain in heart

>12yo isolated myself in the home for some months

>told my parents about all the hatness I exopesd to in school

>they made fun of me and saw my suffering as a meaningless kid illusions

>started my midllle school

>non less pain as my last years

>the guys started to push me fRom the stairs

>girls and even the teachers hating me for nothingness

>the most clever smart kid in the class

Post too long. Click here to view the full text.
16 postsand2 image repliesomitted. Click reply to view. ____________________________
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.

809c4d No.812

>>800

>Not true. It also happens if not more in the adult world. It's just conditioned to be acceptable or just a part of life.

This

Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.

3df6a0 No.2672

File: f7f102f7a361cfc⋯.jpg (14.02 KB,400x321,400:321,Cy2S5a1XgAERYHl.jpg)

Not sure if you're still here but if you are no longer with us rest in peace OP we miss you.

Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.

f97cc4 No.2737

you will go into your hopes/dreams/imagination/escapism and memories you had while living. everyone else is already up there with you [in your eyes] but you will still look and protect others while others are down here. you will be going home, whereever home is to you. may not be tomorrow/next year or whenever.

>be dead

>others see me as a decomposing corpse in a box [incase of zombie]

>you go into a dark black endless zone as your dreams/imagination load up from ye previous life

>a sucktion force graps you and you start going into warp-speed

>you drop out of the sky and land safely in a place you always dreamed of being

wanna reroll? wait a few months in dreamland.

when you die, EVERYTHING/ONE dies too [in your eyes].

what about ghost? they are the others that have unfinished things they need to do before they move on or need help moving on because they cannot find the light.

>there is literally nothing when we die

>our brain shuts off and that's the end

ye thinking of what the body goes through and what ye see while living.

afterlife = dreams/imagination/escapism/memories that you wanna [re]visit

so if you picture 'hell' or whereever that you will go to after death then ye will go there because that is where ye wanna be. if not, why do we dream?

and one day

the people that have died/the people upstairs will come for you and reunite you with your loved ones/friends/family/pets/etc that have loved/protected and watched over you and you will live forever in peace and happiness.

it may be tomorrow or next year or when you get older but one day you me and everyone else will go

at any moment, your heart could stop you could trip or something happens that /you/ cannot control because it was meant to happen as /they/ saw.

even tho i should be lPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.

f83861 No.2764

>>800

i was not bullied after finishing high school (besices cyberbullying from anons)

Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.

bfdaf1 No.2814

>>2672

Please don't say garbage like that when you don't even know this guy.

Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.



File: ee3f0b8227dbdca⋯.jpg (26.82 KB,600x338,300:169,shinjiposting.jpg)

c28fb4 No.374 [Open thread]

Hello. I was wondering what about living this way, as a hikikomori, makes you feel shame if you do at all. If you don't, that's okay. You are welcome to say why.

For myself it's mostly knowing that my family is frustrated with me. They tell me often things like, "This is disgusting!" in response to seeing the state of my room. However, to me, it doesn't look a mess and I often ignore it. This is shameful to me. But at the same time, I don't feel motivated enough to continuously upkeep things. I may be good for a day before falling into old habits. These comments from my family hurt, as I love them very much and want to do my best for them. If I say that to them, they will tell me to want it harder or that I obviously don't want it enough. A similar shame extends to my friends.

Another thing is that I worry how my community views me. I feel like it will be shameful for my parents to be seen with me if I go outside. I don't want to burden them with my presence. Although in general people have received me warmly in person, I don't know if it's honest.

Other things are just mostly related to comments.

>Are you always online? I see you posting like 24/7.

>Anon, you won't get a boyfriend when you live this way.

>You never go outside, so of course you wouldn't understand this.

>If you actually went outside, you'd…

And so on.

Please share with me, anons. I think you all have interesting viewpoints.

Pic unrelated.

28 postsand9 image repliesomitted. Click reply to view. ____________________________
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.

cf0c97 No.2740

>>2673

my stepsister is 12yo and she sleeps with her parents

Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.

feaf84 No.2741

>>2673

> When we talk my dad says he was a great father because he bought me a lot of stuff, he did but honestly that's not that important.

I get what you mean. My dad's like that too.

What you really need from a father is encouragement, counseling, and firm but fair discipline. If you don't get that you grow up and get slapped around every which way by the world with no way to deal with it.

This whole buying things is a cop-out for actual fathering.

Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.

f75b2e No.2750

File: 98d6579e48b9adb⋯.jpg (232.1 KB,1920x1080,16:9,lazy.jpg)

>>2741

>This whole buying things is a cop-out for actual fathering.

Fucking this i totally fucking agree anon throughout my life my parents never really cared to even try and understand me fix any of my problems or get close to me over the years they always thought buying me a bunch of shit would make me happy and that my problems would just magically go away i mean buying me stuff is nice and all but it's definitely a huge problem when you have an eldest son who has been a hikki for over a decade and you (The parents) don't know jack shit about your own child nor do anything to try and help them.

Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.

feaf84 No.2756

>>2750

> my parents never really cared to even try and understand me fix any of my problems or get close to me over the years

So much of my childhood can be explained by parental laziness. Being bullied at school? No you're not! They're all just kidding.

They were all "just kidding" for ~3 years and the whole time I thought it was just normal behavior because I believed my dad. If he'd just given 5 seconds to listen and given me some actual advice I wouldn't have suffered so stupidly and senselessly.

They don't actually care that much. Buying you things is just easier than emotionally investing in you.

Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.

f75b2e No.2761

>>2756

>Being bullied at school? No you're not! They're all just kidding.

My dad never said this to me although he has said oh that was a long time ago just get over it when i've tried to express openly how i truly feel to him and talk to him about my past.

>They don't actually care that much. Buying you things is just easier than emotionally investing in you

Exactly

Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.



File: bcc32408767cb33⋯.png (237.45 KB,2396x1362,1198:681,the virgin bugman vs the c….png)

3de73a No.2008 [Open thread]

Do you accept the way you are and the way the world is?

I noticed in some posts here some people seem very bitter about the way the world treats them, and of course lots of self hatred. I imagine the only way you could really be content being a hikki is if you somehow lived alone, weren't directly a burden on anyone, and didn't have to deal with normalfags harassing your for being hikki. Then maybe i could see myself not feeling inherently full of self pity for being such a failure. Though being like this for long enough it's impossible to feel miserable all the time, it would kill me. So sometimes i'll get deluded enough thinking that it's not all that bad or even get smug about it thinking about normalfags racing to work and dealing with women as if they're the ones in the wrong here.

So i guess this thread is just asking how you view yourself in a meta sense

>Are you inherently ashamed of being a like this? As in are you bitter about not being able or willing to interact socially?

>Do you feel as if you've let your family down?

>Are you ashamed as a human and member of this society?

Personally i'm not sorry about being the way i am anymore. Thinking like that tore me apart so now i just accept that i'm different. All of my shame and bitterness is towards my family. I feel awful having let down some of my family who have done nothing but support me, but then i'm also bitter towards my mom who never supported me or really took an interest in any of my problems when they arose. And i feel like i'm doing a very insignificant amount of damage to society compared to the average normalfag honestly. Though i'm not bitter towards normal people. I do realize that I'm the malcontent.

27 postsand9 image repliesomitted. Click reply to view. ____________________________
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.

ebfd1d No.2445

>>2444

I'm not the anon you quoting him, but I keep fantasizing about that though.

you know being alone on earth seems to be perfect meanwhile, worthless I mean imagine being alone in this whole planet without anyone else surround you we don't have anyone no matter whether this fantasy is true or not anyway. but at least you aware that there's human beings out there whoever they are, whatever the way they treat us at least they're exist. but if we are alone on earth not we but (you,me) alone here what you can except from that having peace for 2.4.6 years eventually you will get bored and committing suicide, everything will seems pointless more than it already is, we are a worthless creatures indeed and bet this planet is hating every feet walking on it but what can it do! it's useless piece of a big crap such as us humans.

I was watching a series called (The last man on earth) the first 2 Episodes it was great when he was totally alone without anyone else in the whole planet, but within the start of him finding 4 succubus it was still a little bit tolerable but as soon as there's a nigger chad appear in the series and the succubus dumbed the white guy for him the whole series started to convert to a pretty big mess so I stop and deleted the whole episode It was a mistake to Download it from the beginning

Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.

3b8b8e No.2447

>>2445

>I was watching a series called (The last man on earth) the first 2 Episodes it was great when he was totally alone without anyone else in the whole planet, but within the start of him finding 4 succubus it was still a little bit tolerable but as soon as there's a nigger chad appear in the series and the succubus dumbed the white guy for him the whole series started to convert to a pretty big mess so I stop and deleted the whole episode It was a mistake to Download it from the beginning

Reminds me of the time when i tried to get into the anime Chaos Head couldn't get passed the first 9 episodes because it got stupid after that.

Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.

effcc4 No.2455

>>2447

Yeah it really got so stupid not to mention the whole story of the series which they write in the description have converted to be a whole different story since the moment the nigger appear, it's become a story about horny bitchs take glimps secretly at the body of the last Chad on earth as well as fucking him, there was at least three open secens in every episode after the third one with this Chad

Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.

effcc4 No.2456

>>2455

*Porn

Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.

3b8b8e No.2465

>>2455

I haven't seen that show and that alone sounds stupid.

Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.



File: eab11005f6192ed⋯.jpg (408.01 KB,900x1200,3:4,DK8hjnnVwAAd97s.jpg)

cb62f5 No.1297 [Open thread]

How do you guys deal with Anxiety or panic attacks? (but I don't know what the fuck they're exactly called)

I have them ~3 times a week. During that 'moment' I feel incredibly hopeless and I just lay on the side of my bed. Occasionally I would cry but most of the time I get this tingly feeling on the skin of my hands etc. and I genuinely feel scared that I'll die.

It sucks because I don't really have anyone else to talk to.

I don't know. I thought it would be good to make a thread on this, sharing some advice or maybe let out some steam like me and explain what happens during that moment.

20 postsand2 image repliesomitted. Click reply to view. ____________________________
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.

1dd7c3 No.1433

Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.

97597f No.1453

>>1433

Thanks anon i bookmarked this.

Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.

66127f No.1531

>>1370

3DS.

Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.

a45ac7 No.1539

I've had tape over the camera on my laptop since I got it. I just noticed that tape is pulled back just enough for the eye of the camera to see me now. I don't remember doing this aand dont fidget with the stickers and crap on my laptop normally. This is some next level paranoia I'm feeling.

Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.

f8776b No.1563

File: 3a57ce600fd46be⋯.gif (742.94 KB,497x397,497:397,satou scared.gif)

>>1539

>I've had tape over the camera on my laptop since I got it

That is a good idea anon

>This is some next level paranoia I'm feeling.

I know that feel anon i too am a very paranoid person.

Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.



File: b47dd4442706e79⋯.jpg (37.79 KB,424x255,424:255,b47dd4442706e795a4fa1e4ddb….jpg)

6f2963 No.90 [Open thread]

First off, I'll start by stating that I am currently a hikikomori. I have no friends, no girlfriend, and no job. I live with my parents and spend all day in my room. I talk to my parents about 1 or 2 times a day. Outside of that, I rarely ever interact with anyone other than my siblings during special occasions, such as holidays. Similarly, I never leave the house unless it's a special occasion like a holiday. I felt I needed to state that clearly before I continue this post.

On to the purpose of this thread, I was curious about something I read in the board sticky:

>6. Going to your day job not socializing while out at work going home and staying in your room for the rest of the night is NOT AND DOES NOT MAKE YOU A Hikikomori being a hikikomori and a shy introverted person are not the same thing.

>(Pretenders and normalfags will be banned).

>7. If you are a recovering hikikomori that is okay.

I intend to get a job and move out eventually, as living with my parents at the age of 25 is taking its toll on me. So if I 'were' to get a job, thus no longer being a fully-fledged hikki but rather a 'recovering hikikomori,' how long would I be able to keep that job before I am no longer considered 'recovering' and instead seen as an interloper? When is the cut-off?

____________________________
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.

5f3d9b No.91

File: cdd73366606a3e5⋯.jpg (9.39 KB,210x250,21:25,1403967772287s.jpg)

>>90

>So if I 'were' to get a job, thus no longer being a fully-fledged hikki but rather a 'recovering hikikomori,' how long would I be able to keep that job before I am no longer considered 'recovering' and instead seen as an interloper? When is the cut-off?

Board owner here well it technically all depends on how successful you become introverted normalfags can usually still socialize to an extent and some have girlfriends i would personally say if you can keep a job for over a year and are successful at what you do then you are a normalfag and a hikikomori can actually have a job except they just work from home always.

Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.

6f2963 No.110

>>91

Although I doubt any amount of labor would ever make me normal, this did clear up my confusion. Thanks, BO.

Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.

5f3d9b No.122

File: 94b57ccf5239f07⋯.jpg (182.43 KB,720x1107,80:123,1501283089370.jpg)

>>110

No problem anon and you're right technically even if a recovering hikki was to succeed and become normal to an extent they would never be fully normal.

Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.



Delete Post [ ]
[]
[1] [2] [3] [4] [5] [6] [7] [8] [9] [10] [11]Next | Catalog | Nerve Center | Random
[ / / / / / / / / / / / / / ] [ dir / random / 93 / biohzrd / hkacade / hkpnd / tct / utd / uy / yebalnia ]