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>>482

Does it matter?

>>483

well it is /blog/ and I'm bored too.

>>484

Well, it's the day before American Thanksgiving and I really have fuck-all to do. Fighting off what feels like a nasty head cold, no one in particular to go visit, cashing in as much paid time off before it gets effectively nullified, nothing in my vidya library really jumping out at me.

>>487

Play some DOOM wads.

>>487

read a book. books are always good

Nothing here.

I remember the REEEEEing when Trump did the thing and I just kind of rolled my eyes at it all. Usually if I get alerts they're things like Amber Alerts or Extreme Weather Advisories.

>>495

this might be /pol/-tier explanation but it might have something to do with estrogen

>>503

Nah, I gave up and looked it up on (bleh) Wikipedia. Basically just another way to alter a lipid for increased shelf stability or whatever. The soybean oil itself might have phytoestrogens in it, not sure, but as it turns out most beers have more phytoestrogens than most soy products.

The difference being, of course, that there are some really good beers and soy is almost always some kind of cheapass filler or substitute for something else. Has its place, to be sure, and probably isn't the great emasculator people fear it to be, but I can't remember the last time I ingested a soy product and went "mmm-mmm that was good".

>>503

Also, ester has little-to-nothing to do with estrogen per se. Esters are just certain chemical compounds. They tend to be oily and aromatic (a lot of what gives citrus fruits their distinctive scent/flavor is certain esters). I remember synthesizing esters in chem at least once, forget which particular one(s) we did though.

>>506

>>511

Thank you intelligence anons

>>451

>>366

listen to these Anons

>>362

>dig hole

>glue knives onto your body

>put leaves, branches on top of hole

>lay in hole

you're now a trap

>>366

This anon speaks the truth. There’s a reason traps and trannies all try to commit suicide

1. Become addicted to (((porn)))

2. Cut off dick

3. Hang self

>>457

>australian

I'm so sorry.

>>465

you can sleep naked any time of year

>>403

yes

I read your story, OP. I'm glad everything worked out for you. Transitioning is hard but the only alternative is suicide.

>>404

Good. Unless there's been some kind of break through I don't know of. All transition therapy is a gaping flesh wound where your dick is supposed to be.

>>429

>All transition therapy

You mean vaginoplasty?

You're a fuckup. Kill yourself or fix yourself.

>>380

Yea, don't give her anything if you don't think she can handle it. It'd be best for her to get more self-esteem but you give the impression that it won't improve soon.

I meant if he's said anything to her since (or about) the time he started appearing.

Went to get toast and noticed I bought the wrong peanut butter. Fucking low-fat. It tastes like nothing. Don't care for it. Bought the big jar too so I'm stuck with it for a while. Reminded me of when I was about 6 years old. Mom made the same mistake I did. Dad took it as an insult or something because it made him furious. He never really beat her the way he beat us after she left, but she still got slapped around for this. Mostly I remember him calling her a cunt and a whore and I really remember "Do I look like I want low-fat peanut butter you goddamn cunt?" I'm not sure what someone who wants low-fat peanut butter would look like. I guess like a mental patient because this stuff is doing nothing for me. Might as well just eat my toast plain at this point.

>>381

I don't know. I don't think they've talked.

Spoke to someone today about getting a restraining order for her and she made brownies after we got back.

>>383

Man, sorry for your story and experiences.

I kinda had some sexual stuff, but much more tame.

Some 19y/o faggot that was the kid of acquaintances of my parents kinds groomed me and my brothers and I guess that seeded some sort of guilt in sexuality, as more happened inbetween my brothers and I.

Anyways, I hope your and your sis's situation improves.

>>378

I unironically hope you die.

She's been sleeping better the last few days, I've noticed. Might be ready to go home soon.

>>385

That's pretty rough. My situation's not all that bad on its own. Mostly I feel bad about things. Honestly, sometimes I think about her when I masturbate and that brings on the guilt the worst. I think she'll improve if she finds another guy she likes. She was doing well for the short time she was dating.

>>248

shitty

crappy

just had a bad day today i do not need this shit in my awesome life, i am just going to cheat my way through this if i have to.

Some random girl at my uni asked me on a date for valentines, totally out of nowhere she asked me:

>can i ask you something

>yeah what for?

>can you be my valentine date?

>not really

>why?

>no reason

>ok

>I smile and wave goodbye

the fuck? was I about to get trolled? or was she the one?

>>327

>was i about to get trolled?

no

>was she the one?

no, she was a possibility; one you denied most likely because you have an inferiority complex that involves self-sabotage.

Fun thing today. The psychiatric ward nurses pulled me away for a talk. Apparently the overweight female patient had not liked some of my jokes (apparently sexism). Luckily I didn't get punished.

Otherwise it's going allright. I haven't told them about my suicidal thoughts.

Wow some of my posts are shit.

Psychiatry is brainwashing.

I chose to do something different in life before coming here and now they say they won't let me go before I acknowledge that it was 'psychosis'. I guess I have to submit myself to this kind of thinking.

It's sick that they call this a hospital and me mentally ill. It's just a difference in moral values.

I hope you're doing okay OP.

Still thinking I should be dead and should stop affecting the world around me, like I have failed to fulfill my destiny by staying alive. Haven't told anyone about this. Antipsychotics keep me kind of dull.

(That might be just the mood of this day.)

I have watched the entire first season of this show, and am trying to forget about it as I spend this time in a squat I am passing the time in in the unorganized borough.

/////4 miles outside bethel\\\\\\\\\

Red

Trailer.

>I raped my sister

I kek'd

my sister is 14 and one day she grows this incredible breasts on top of already being a qt.

I'm a loser virgin, i'm sexually starved and now being at home is like a desert where there's a delicious ice cream walking around, but you know the ice cream is poisoned.

I can't even talk to her like I used to, I can be her big brother and teach her stuff and show her how things work. I can't share with her my real thoughts anymore because i would have to tell her that she turns me on and I want to fuck her like rabbits, that I want to have those titties in my hands. FUCK.

I'm so frustrated and all I do is complain like a little bitch. I feel like nobody has my back and I don't feel like doing anything because there is no purpose.

>>150

*these

*can't

*like rabbits would (have sex between them)

wew

>>80

ass

>>80

I live in maine. I got a nineteen year old amish girl pregnant while she was on rumspringa. Condom broke when we were having rough sex and she forced me to go in dry. In order to keep her from being stoned for having a baby out of wedlock, I became amish and married the girl. I had to learn Pennsylvania German and raised a child in the language. I had to quit my job as a mechanic and stop communicating with the outside world in order to keep up with the sharade I was leading. Eventually the family caught on that I didn't really want to be amish (they caught me on my cellphone multiple times.) so after three months of pretending to be married I was banished from my fake family.

testing my life filter