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File: 646296fee12f881⋯.png (122.45 KB,387x428,387:428,rukako.png)

 No.362 [Open thread]

I want to be a trap. How do I trap?

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 No.456

>>451

>>366

listen to these Anons

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 No.462

>>362

>dig hole

>glue knives onto your body

>put leaves, branches on top of hole

>lay in hole

you're now a trap

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 No.488

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 No.497

>>366

This anon speaks the truth. There’s a reason traps and trannies all try to commit suicide

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 No.604

1. Become addicted to (((porn)))

2. Cut off dick

3. Hang self

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 No.449 [Open thread]

Comfortable warmth is best when placed against a backdrop of unrelenting cold. Why isn't your window open right now?

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 No.457

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9 days till summer m8

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 No.459

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>>457

9 days until hell.

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 No.465

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>>459

but you get to sleep naked

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 No.468

>>457

>australian

I'm so sorry.

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 No.470

>>465

you can sleep naked any time of year

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 No.395 [Open thread]

My entire life I've had what seems to me amazing luck that means nothing at all. Not win the lottery type shit or anything like that, just enough luck to rebound from any misstep I take and get right back on the path of success, every single time, but none of it matters because I can not find a single thing to give a fuck about and that's only the second worst thing. Examples of me screwing myself over go as far back as 2nd grade, with me fucking myself over in ways only I could and came back almost completely unscathed. I was professionally tested at the age of 12 to have an IQ of 135 so I'm no idiot but I was also diagnosed with Asperger's at the age of 3, my Mother never told me though and only told me about it once I was an adult. Ever since I was a kid I've been an awful stubborn pig. I've never been able to do anything "just because I should do it." It needs to be explained to me in a way I understand or I refuse to listen causing grief for everyone involved. The earliest example is being taught how to hold a pencil, and cursive. I was good enough I everything I tried but no adults ever bother to explain to me why you should hold the pencil a certain way (for better stability and control) or why I should bother learning cursive (signing signature and sped when taking down notes in writing). My handwriting was so shit and my refusal to learn cursive had the teacher throw me in with the special ed kids because she thought I was just retarded. One week in there and everyone obviously came to the conclusion it wasn't about that but no one ever convinced me why I should do either of those things and I never properly learned them, in fact, one teacher was so retarded she intentionally taught me the wrong way to hold the pencil (hold it in at the bottom of the "V" of a peace sign) because at least she bothered to tell me why, I didn't figure out the right way to do it until I was 13 but at that point I had missed years of proper practice so my handwriting barely improved. In 4th and 5th grade I had the most amazing teacher's that always explained why something was useful and I never skipped a beat. I was acing all subjects and school was amazing, but 6th grade came in and hit me like a brick wall. My 6th grade teacher was the biggest piece of shit that just distributed busy work and never gave me a reason for anything. I refused his instructions at every turn and it's only by the mere grace of my mother motivating me by threateningPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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 No.404

>>403

yes

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 No.424

I read your story, OP. I'm glad everything worked out for you. Transitioning is hard but the only alternative is suicide.

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 No.429

>>404

Good. Unless there's been some kind of break through I don't know of. All transition therapy is a gaping flesh wound where your dick is supposed to be.

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 No.440

>>429

>All transition therapy

You mean vaginoplasty?

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 No.606

You're a fuckup. Kill yourself or fix yourself.

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 No.375 [Open thread]

I don't really have people to talk to about this stuff so I guess I'll just post it here. I'm 31 years old, and I have a 28 year old sister. Our mother was a quiet lady who very obviously felt like she had made a wrong turn in life. Our dad was an angry man who drank a lot and would lash out.

When I was 11, our mom left. Ran off with another guy. Probably has a new family by now. But she left us behind. Without her around, Dad started to drink a lot more and he got a lot angrier. Usually just meant he would beat whoever looked at him wrong first out of the two of us. I don't remember when exactly, but somewhere in there he started sexually abusing my little sister. If she refused he would give her absolutely vicious beatings. In the area we were raised, nobody really batted an eye at beating your kids. There was a very "not my business" attitude towards it, so nothing was ever done. We lived pretty far away from anyone else, too.

The other thing about our dad is that sometimes he liked to watch. He would try to make me do sexual things with my sister. I refused and would get beaten for it. Sometimes he would fuck her himself after. Eventually I gave in and would do certain things with her. Never full-on penetration but we decided between us that if the choice was between doing something minor with me or having sex with him, she'd rather do the former.

One day, I guess I would have been 13 and her 10, there was just this perfect storm of events. I was angry. Our dad was angry. My sister resisted him and he started beating her harder than he ever had. I grabbed a small kitchen knife that was nearby and just went after him. It wasn't about wanting to protect her, I just wanted to kill him. I got him a couple times before he started in on me instead. Even with a weapon, he was a lot bigger than me and a lot stronger than me. Sister ran outside, half naked and beat all to shit and I guess a car pulled over for her. Some guy I'd never seen pulled my dad off me.

We ended up living with our grandparents while he was in prison. It was nice. Grandma was always really sweet and taught us a lot about cooking. Grandpa was the gentlest man you'd ever meet and loved to work on cars. The whole thing with our dad fucked us both up, though. I've got some weird fetishes now and I have trouble with my emotions. Mostly with opening up toPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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 No.381

>>380

Yea, don't give her anything if you don't think she can handle it. It'd be best for her to get more self-esteem but you give the impression that it won't improve soon.

I meant if he's said anything to her since (or about) the time he started appearing.

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 No.382

Went to get toast and noticed I bought the wrong peanut butter. Fucking low-fat. It tastes like nothing. Don't care for it. Bought the big jar too so I'm stuck with it for a while. Reminded me of when I was about 6 years old. Mom made the same mistake I did. Dad took it as an insult or something because it made him furious. He never really beat her the way he beat us after she left, but she still got slapped around for this. Mostly I remember him calling her a cunt and a whore and I really remember "Do I look like I want low-fat peanut butter you goddamn cunt?" I'm not sure what someone who wants low-fat peanut butter would look like. I guess like a mental patient because this stuff is doing nothing for me. Might as well just eat my toast plain at this point.

>>381

I don't know. I don't think they've talked.

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 No.383

Spoke to someone today about getting a restraining order for her and she made brownies after we got back.

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 No.385

>>383

Man, sorry for your story and experiences.

I kinda had some sexual stuff, but much more tame.

Some 19y/o faggot that was the kid of acquaintances of my parents kinds groomed me and my brothers and I guess that seeded some sort of guilt in sexuality, as more happened inbetween my brothers and I.

Anyways, I hope your and your sis's situation improves.

>>378

I unironically hope you die.

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 No.388

She's been sleeping better the last few days, I've noticed. Might be ready to go home soon.

>>385

That's pretty rough. My situation's not all that bad on its own. Mostly I feel bad about things. Honestly, sometimes I think about her when I masturbate and that brings on the guilt the worst. I think she'll improve if she finds another guy she likes. She was doing well for the short time she was dating.

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 No.202 [Open thread]

I wish I could just restart and remember all my mistakes so I won't repeat it again. my awesome life is a wreck right now.

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 No.249

>>248

shitty

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 No.250

crappy

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 No.256

just had a bad day today i do not need this shit in my awesome life, i am just going to cheat my way through this if i have to.

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 No.327

Some random girl at my uni asked me on a date for valentines, totally out of nowhere she asked me:

>can i ask you something

>yeah what for?

>can you be my valentine date?

>not really

>why?

>no reason

>ok

>I smile and wave goodbye

the fuck? was I about to get trolled? or was she the one?

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 No.367

>>327

>was i about to get trolled?

no

>was she the one?

no, she was a possibility; one you denied most likely because you have an inferiority complex that involves self-sabotage.

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 No.148 [Open thread]

my dick's hard, what should i do?

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 No.171

Fun thing today. The psychiatric ward nurses pulled me away for a talk. Apparently the overweight female patient had not liked some of my jokes (apparently sexism). Luckily I didn't get punished.

Otherwise it's going allright. I haven't told them about my suicidal thoughts.

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 No.175

Wow some of my posts are shit.

Psychiatry is brainwashing.

I chose to do something different in life before coming here and now they say they won't let me go before I acknowledge that it was 'psychosis'. I guess I have to submit myself to this kind of thinking.

It's sick that they call this a hospital and me mentally ill. It's just a difference in moral values.

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 No.179

I hope you're doing okay OP.

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 No.188

Still thinking I should be dead and should stop affecting the world around me, like I have failed to fulfill my destiny by staying alive. Haven't told anyone about this. Antipsychotics keep me kind of dull.

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 No.189

(That might be just the mood of this day.)

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 No.5 [Open thread]

I raped my sister.
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 No.120

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very nice

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 No.129

YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.

I have watched the entire first season of this show, and am trying to forget about it as I spend this time in a squat I am passing the time in in the unorganized borough.

/////4 miles outside bethel\\\\\\\\\

Red

Trailer.

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 No.137

>I raped my sister

I kek'd

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 No.150

my sister is 14 and one day she grows this incredible breasts on top of already being a qt.

I'm a loser virgin, i'm sexually starved and now being at home is like a desert where there's a delicious ice cream walking around, but you know the ice cream is poisoned.

I can't even talk to her like I used to, I can be her big brother and teach her stuff and show her how things work. I can't share with her my real thoughts anymore because i would have to tell her that she turns me on and I want to fuck her like rabbits, that I want to have those titties in my hands. FUCK.

I'm so frustrated and all I do is complain like a little bitch. I feel like nobody has my back and I don't feel like doing anything because there is no purpose.

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 No.151

>>150

*these

*can't

*like rabbits would (have sex between them)

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 No.80 [Open thread]

wew

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 No.119

wew

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 No.121

>>80

ass

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 No.126

>>80

I live in maine. I got a nineteen year old amish girl pregnant while she was on rumspringa. Condom broke when we were having rough sex and she forced me to go in dry. In order to keep her from being stoned for having a baby out of wedlock, I became amish and married the girl. I had to learn Pennsylvania German and raised a child in the language. I had to quit my job as a mechanic and stop communicating with the outside world in order to keep up with the sharade I was leading. Eventually the family caught on that I didn't really want to be amish (they caught me on my cellphone multiple times.) so after three months of pretending to be married I was banished from my fake family.

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 No.134

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 No.848

testing my life filter

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