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It's definitely eucalyptus. And we know that is what koalas eat. Points to Australia I agree.

Is there a way to take life less seriously?

Otherwise is there a way to come to terms with death? I swear I'm fucking retarded I get blindsided by sophistry and I have a hard time picking up basic fucking formatting because I don't want to read the manual. Hell I hate reading in general because it takes up my time.

Why is time so fucking limiting?

Why do I have to wait? I hate spoon-feeding because it gives in to my own faults, yet at the same juncture I can't force myself to do anything meaningful with the little brains I have. What the fuck can I do? I just want to change something… Change life so that I have a purpose outside of philosophy and constant learning. Where is the truth.. where can I find wisdom and acceptance?

Post whatever shit you did recently or any thoughts you've had. Put as much or little detail as you want.

I saw the Grinch movie today. It was okay. I thought that the whole "The Grinch was an orphan and he didn't experience christmas as a kid" thing took away more from the movie than it added. There was still the message of being with your family and spreading happiness being more important than consuming products but it really wasn't about that so much as it was about the Grinch getting over his bad childhood. Funnily enough for a while I thought that the movie was trying to suggest that the Grinch had some form of autism and honestly it would have been hilarious to see such a ballsy take on the original work. The B plot with Cindy Lou didn't really go anywhere either, it was just

>"I'm being a burden on my mom"

<"You're not being a burden on me"

>"Oh OK"

It didn't really add anything to the movie at all. I think that's the problem with making a movie out of a short book, it's just too concise to stretch out to an hour and a half and you have to make up shit that will never fit right. And it's hollywood, so it's still a commendable feat that the point wasn't completely lost and the work wasn't turned into an unintelligible mess. That's all you can ask for really.

Moved into my own rental recently, pestering for the gf to move in but her parents don't like me cause i'm disabled so she's a smidge reluctant.

I'm really anti-social media but I joined tumblr to follow porn blogs and shitpost, they kicked me off after one too many replies to SJW shit and since dropping the cancer of a site i've found my sex drive has gone up, and i'm mounting my girlfriend more often, hopefully gonna start a family soon, maybe start a business.

I'm a hobbyist writer, havn't published anything yet because I never get passed the first chapter.

Starting a massive build in mienkraft but I'll probably drop that like everything else but it doesn't stop me starting a new one again.

If the world worked the way I want it too it would remove me from it, I'm a bit of a hypocrite in that sense as I do a lot of shit I know is bad deep down inside.

Life's looking up for me but I'm generally a glass half full kinda guy anyway.

Going to Japan soon as well, I prefer my home country of straya but the bae wants to see the world.

I'm sorry if I've broken some kind of unspoken rule here but I just felt like putting that up here.

I was introduced to sex far earlier than I should have been, one of my mothers boyfriends daughters who was about five years older than me started messing around with me but it fucked up my development and made me obsess about it during my formative years when I should have just been a kid. I saw her later on in life and she got into drugs, thinking back on it I think she might have been abused as well and I was a kind of vent. Thankfully I never really had the opportunity to continue the cycle, not without lack of trying. Fuck I think about some of the stupid shit I did when I was younger and realize how skin of the teeth I really skated by.

It kind of made me start thinking you know, what if pedophiles weren't born, but made? What if being abused is the process someone has to go through to become a monster? I'm not saying that's what I am, but I think if things had been much more serious that maybe I would have developed differently, that I would have changed for the worse. I know a wholPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

Well pol a Jew started causing trouple at the gate.

So I stateded encouraging him.

He calleded Republican and Trump Nazis

Then I stareded calling him a Nazi, he jewed out and niggers dragged him off.

The vid is 147mb. So I'll post and faggots ry for now and upload when I land.

>tfw online video game friends are more real than your real friends

>tfw video game character friends are more real than real friends

>tfw you don't even play video games any more and never see either anymore

>tfw you don't even have the real friends anymore

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After a year or so of tolerable dissatisfaction, I feel depression crawling its way back umder my skin. I have to do something about it, because I could never kill myself; I really love my family and know it would hurt them, especially my mom. Also I'm a pussy. I don't want anyone to respond to this. People on 8chan are usually judgemental and mean. The rest of the internet is mean too. I just want someone to read this. Not even because they might relate and feel better - I just crave the attention.

>pic unrelated, unless you're into that I guess

Doubt this will ever get used but I need a place to vent so here comes a long ass blogpost because that's ok here… right?

feel free to bully me

So I'm involved in what I'm gonna call a love triangular prism. It's complicated and you wont get it but don't worry neither do I. Basically, there's two separate but connected triangles, maybe three I'm not sure. My friend has been talking to a girl for a while now, and they're together now. But a few weeks ago after a few drinks me and her got kinda close. We've agreed to stay away from each other because this dude is head over heels for her, but we're both struggling.

Because of this, and some weird double date shenanigans because the two downright refused to have a date with two third wheels, me and the girl's best friend are together. We've liked each other for a while, but we've both been busy with other people. So far it's ok, but I'm worried it won't last and our friendship is going to be strained if we split up.

But don't worry Anons, it gets more complicated and boring. I kind of, sort of already have a gf. Well, she considers herself my gf but I'd say she's more of a semi-long distance semi-relationship. But I don't have the balls to "leave" someone who when I say "Marry me" as a joke says "maybe" with the most serious look I've ever seen.

SO that's me right now Anons. Come laugh, come ask questions and come bitch about your problems.

This is a cool board.

I have a lot of stuff to do, but I'm not sure what! Can you help me decide, blog?

I can play Rainbow Six, READ the book Rainbow Six. Or, write my own book. I could also study culture to help with world building in my book, making my writing better in the future? I could clean my room. I could watch Austin Powers, or some other film. I own lots of films. Or instead of a movie, Netflix's Daredevil (which is actually very good for capeshit). Last option is just hanging out in a new chat room I found that I like a lot for not having much/any moderation.

There's so much to do. I don't know how people get bored.

What do you recommend?

Also, here's a plug for my blog board. >>>/eerie/

>"What are you doing for Thanksgiving?"

<"Nothing."

>"Nothing at all?"

<"Nothing related to the holiday. Certainly not giving thanks for anything."

>"You should really spend it with your family, aren't you thankful for them?"

<"I moved a thousand miles from any known member of my family specifically to avoid them and their perpetual state of dysfunction."

>"Well, any friends?"

<"Not anymore. I developed needs and stopped paying for stuff, and they left."

>"Surely there's something you can be thankful for! You're alive, after all!"

<"Alive, stuck in a city that's slowly imploding, stuck in a state that's done nothing but make me miserable, stuck in a job that promises more and more misery the longer I work it, stuck thousands of dollars in debt for a college degree I never was able to finish and was never going to help me get into my once dream-career that's rapidly becoming a joke in and of itself, stuck in a country that's slowly coming apart at the seams, stuck in a conversation with a person who honestly can't believe I wouldn't be thankful for something in my life. But lucky me, I'm alive, oh frabjous day."

>"You're way too negative."

<"Then stop talking to me, I hear negativity is contagious."

I'm fucking annoyed at people labelling themselves like "introvert", "extrovert", "ambivert", "intj". What the hell a lot of people are saying and I quote "omg I do [basic human trait] so it must mean I am special !!! who else is like this??". "omg i love coffee while reading books, sitting in front of the computer all day and watching netflix like omg!!"