I finally found a place to vent all my thoughts and I think it’s time to come to terms with who I am.
I am a mother in love with her son.
I have known this for a very long time and have held back.
But now, I don’t want to anymore
He’s perfect. He’s everything to me.
I cannot be happy and complete with anyone but him.
I know he has to feel the same.
Our souls are meant to be together.
And if not, I’d rather be dead.
>Be mother of a handsome, intelligent and loving young man.
>Have super intense unique relationship with him that others frown on even if it’s not sexual or romantic at the moment.
>Still currently sleep in the same bed together/share a room/bathe together when I have the chance.
>Son is an overall well-adjusted, intelligent student and well-rounded friend with no serious physical or mental issues.
>His smile lights up both the room and my heart.
>Feel all my sadness and fear melt away when he enters the room.
>Realize my heart is beating faster everytime he touches me.
>Begin to understand the reason I stay away from other men is because I’m only truly happy when I’m with my son.
>Feel absolutely empty when my son is away with his friends, at school, etc.
>Ruminate that one day some random bitch will hurt him one day.
>Refuse to let this happen or even worse, some girl take my son away from me
>Know that I don’t want to become just some forgotten relic to him.
>Become determined to prove that only his mother knows him best, can love him the way he needs.
>Without a doubt knows that I need to make a serious movePost too long. Click here to view the full text.