my mom hates my ex-wife right now.
but my mom has to understand that i brought this whole pedophilia thing into the picture.
and i stepped out of bounds with it.
and my mom has to realize my father stepped out of bounds with it as well.
i should take my wife back.
there's a lot of things people can say about us. me or her.
that things are too traditional.
that i don't respect women. or something.
that i don't expect much out of her.
loving a pedophile is enough
and I am dedicated to a function.
I can give her her dream world. whatever.
it's just money.
I need someone who loves me.
and she isn't selfish. she isn't superficial. she stuck with me through a lot already.
I was running tight on money.
and I was losing my mind
and I did let pedophilia get overtake me
but she still calls for me as someone who loves me.
I wouldn't expect any woman to be with a homeless pedophile
at least I proved myself some worth. i'm not homeless
and really. I'm not a pedophile.
i'm not a pedophile with her.
I'm only "a pedophile" because I've admitted to intrusive thoughts.
i've given into them. but what am I supposed to know? I thought that's who I was.
I wonder how such things became intrusive.
I think about how other witnesses talk about how traumatizing the images from the book of revelation were.
When I saw a kid. What else was I supposed to think? That's all I knew when it cames to the subject oPost too long. Click here to view the full text.