everything is meaningless
life is too easy
I've conquered the world.
there's nothing left
why did I put myself in this game?
We conquered this species eons ago. I've just planted myself here. For what? to reduce suffering?
I am suffering.
even meaning is meaningless. it's so dramatic.
My daughter is the only thing that keeps me in the moment.
and she is far away.
Idk. i need something to keep going.
i don't want to be around my family anymore.
they are so ignorant and annoying.
i'm stuck at my parents house. 30 years old.
again.
i can't get out
this court case.
i need a lawyer.
i can't get a job because of these charges.
all that's left is building my own shit.
my daughter is all i have left
no family
nothing.
no ambition
none of that matters.
i've already solved the hardest problem. and no everyone just needs to listen.
and if they don't. they can burn. they're up against me.
i'm sick of hearing their annoying voices.
their petty drama..
their awkwardness.
i'm always tired.
missing all that rem sleep. it must be why.
that must be detrimental to our health. why do they promote that to black people so much.
can't have blacks having dreams i guess.
i'm so sick of hearing their voices.
they just sound ignorant.
i was working this loser job at the fucking hotel.
some ignorant dumb fuck talking about god and religion and "numbers don't lie" throwing out all these dumb fuck numbers "my son died when he was 18, i won 1800 at the lotto. numbers don't lie"
YOU HOPELESS STUPID FUCK SHUT THE FUCK UP
belligerent ignorant fuck
and this faggot wants to tell me about how he has to clear his asshole and how faggots don't eat when they have dates.
yeah. just fuck
everything is so trivial
none of their shit matters
none of their shit matters.
what am I doing here?
ease suffering?
is that it?
IS that what I'm on this planet for?
or is this place mine to conquer