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Angry fedora here. What methods would you recommend to a materialist such as myself, to prove to them that the supernatural exists?

What I'd find particularly convincing is an accurate dream, vision, or prediction of a future event. It doesn't have to be anything particularly fancy. Say I had dream in which a person had a conversation with me, and a few days later I have the same (or a very similar) conversation with a person that resembles the one I saw in the dream.

It doesn't have to come to me in a dream, but an accurate prediction of a future event would be much harder to chalk up to suggestion or coincidence, compared to other occurrences.

>>129441

The idea of faith is very important. Often times a person needs to believe before they can see the proof themselves. That can sound a bit counter intuitive, but perception shapes our reality. If you believe your proof needs to come in a certain form you are actively putting out energy for those specific events. Those things could not actually be "compatible" with you even though you think they might be. That is to say that just because ypu think those things are the best proof you could be provided, that ia not necessarily true, and your belief in it begins to actively works against getting you your proof.

Know in your bones the "supernatural" is real, and that knowing will in time rise to your brain. Don't fight yourself, be so honest with yourself it feels like you've been cut open. You know it exists or you wouldn't be asking people to tell you how you can also know. Deep down you know it already, who gives a fuck if you can't "prove" it with your current knowledge.

I also highly recommend the books Liber Kaos and Liber Null & Psychonaut, by Peter J Carroll. He takes a non-dogmatic, scientific, and results oriented stance on magick. Liber Kaos starts with a chapter about quantum mechanics.

>>129441

Go read some declassified Project Stargate documents. Read a whole bunch of them, not just the surface-level ones. There are tens of thousands of them.

>>129453

No remote viewing report ever provided actionable information for any intelligence operation. This isn't going to prove anything.

>>129455

How many have you read?

CIA niggers raid North Korean embassy in Madrid

>>129463

Why are you always posting stuff that isn't related to /fringe/ and isn't questions in the /fringe/ question thread?

>>129464

you're glowing

>>129465

Not an argument you ring 3 peasant

does this guy frequent /fringe/ already?

https://twitter.com/Ivan_Milevskii

>>129473

never heard of her

>>129447

Sorry for my late response. Thanks for the book recommendations, I've started reading Liber Kaos and I like how it does not try to push for belief in any particular deities. A lot of other occult literature does this, and I find it very off-putting because I'd rather start with learning about the occult's practical applications, rather than reading theological speculation.

>>129453

What particular documents would you recommend?

>>129513

That book is absolute crap.

Is it true that occultism has roots in the Kabbalah?

>>129514

How do you mean?

Does anyone have this screencap of this anon recommending this list of 5 or 6 books that had a download link included? I used to have them, but I lost them. I'm sure those books are the sticky, but I can't remember specifically which ones they are.

>>129525

99% of what you'll find here is either purposeful or unintentional disinformation.

How's that for profound?

Meditate on that.

http://eemeditationvideo.org/watch/swami-satchidanand-responds-to-jordan-peterson-on-the-logos-your-shadow-and-enlightenment_TWhELnvRwdOGrr4.html

>>129455

I know for a fact this assertion is untrue.

Source: Personal. Fucking. Experience. Dig deeper.

What's after death? I want to kill myself.

Is was reading magikal use of thoughtforms and want to know how should succesful visualisation look like. Am i supposed to see visualised object like i see reality with my eyes?

>>129547

So why are you asking just find out for yourself

>>129556

Too scared.

I accidentally posted a thread twice, the one on ancestor offerings. I posted it once and couldn't see it and was checking for about 2 or 3 minutes. Then once I posted it again I noticed that the prior one had posted as well around the same time I posted the second one. I didn't know there was sometimes a delay in how quick things appear. I will try not to do that again. I understand if someone wants to remove one of the duplicate threads I started but please preserve one of them in existence.

i made a question thread by accidentlmao luckily it got deleted

what does /fringe/ think about heinrich agrippa

/fringe/,

At this point I'm convinced there's negative entity/astral/demonic obsession going on in my home, and I'm in search of effective banishing techniques. Does anyone know of proper ways to deal with this?

Some phenomena include random bangings on my walls (only at night), footsteps, random flashes of light in my peripheral vision, hearing odd sounds from a distance. All these (with the exception of flashes of light) happen only at night, particularly in the altered state of consciousness the moment I fall asleep. I'm also under the belief it has to do with lust/abstaining from sexual activity; every time I abstain for a number of days, the above phenomena increase, to the point where I've had incredibly real dreams of being grabbed/attacked in my bed. This dream occurred about 8 days into abstaining from masturbation and I honestly could not tell if it was real or a dream. Phenomena occurred again last night preventing sleep and only managed to doze off after rhythmic breathing for about 20 minutes.

I may try another white sage blessing, but I have no idea if that does anything regarding banishment. I also own and read a small booklet "Prayers against the powers of darkness" released from the Catholic Church a couple years ago due to the rise in world demonic activity, but I haven't seen any results. I know it's tied to lust/sex in some way. Any advice would be extremely appreciated.

>>129585

I need you to tell me all you know about Anput.

>>129586

you made up the word

>>129586

oh. that anput,

anput is the subject of many graven images of hermaphrodite animorphic expression i.e. furry dickgirl porn but im sure you know all about that

>>129589

Is that all you can tell me about the wife of Anubis? That's disappointing.

I need stuff that's not on the Internet.

>>129552

Have you ever been lost on a daydream, or reading a book, conjuring up all the scenarios and characters in your head as if it was all a movie in your head? That's more or less how it should feel. You are not trying to see anything with your physical eyes, but with your "inner eye."

>>129598

Thanks anon, I'll be going over that tonight.

>>129547

You keep coming back till you find a better solution.

>>129597

I'm not the other anon, but are you sure this is the right way to visualize for that sort of thing? This is the way I've always visualized, but I've never seemed to make any progress on the practical stuff mentioned in books like Magickal use of Thoughtforms or New Energy Ways.

Is there some other element to it that I'm missing?

>>129565

Well don't sweat it you'll find out one day

>>129606

It depends on the person. The goal of visualization is not to just be able to "see" your desire, but to serve as a catalyst in creating a kinesthetic feeling (emotion) in your body expressing your desire. You give power to your intent (and thoughtforms) this way, with your emotions.

For some people this comes naturally. If the usual techniques give you trouble, ignore the visualizations and for now focus on "feeling" your desire instead of trying to see it. Conceptualize it. Bask in this feeling. Get some tactile sensations going on even, affirmations help too.

>>129598

gnostic4lyf

>>129606

For me using first person view made a huge difference. That and visualizing the situation and tuning my intention/vibration until the visualized scene takes life of its own and "snaps" into my desired outcome without forcing it.

>>129607

Don't post questions like that. Use this thread.

Experiment and use what works for you. Those materials you're mentioning didn't work for me, but other people can work with them just right. Find your style.

>>129598

I liked this little book and decided to buy a couple from the author. Thanks anon.

Anyone have the soul of the jester?

>>129615

Not I, why?

Hey fringe, im fairly new to occultism but I want to know what other peoples experiences are with occult magic, have any of you been successful performing magic and/or having mystical experiences, specifically stemming from the works of Solomon, like the Key/Grimoire of Solomon, 6th/7th Books of Moses, Magical Papyri etc,.

What have you managed to summon? what happens to you?

~cheers

>>129439

How do I protect myself while learning ?

Parasites everywhere now that I understand that they're less common though.

The biggest mistake I made was to actually pray to god felt something strange (love and anxiety ?) and then pure fear and wanted to cry,felt dead tired when waking up is this really how "angels" are ?

So how do i tell them to fuck off to stop trying to control my thought and feed on me ?

I am just getting started…

>>129615

I swear I just played a prank on a black guy stop looking for me.

>>129615

>>129624

Okay fine I admit it my 72-year old friend who knows numbers told me that his friend the Joker owns a clothing shop, that's all you're getting out of me until the man with the camera shows up to take a picture of me smoking cigars in a limousine.

>>129625

You gotta know the airport by the place where we eat the things if you want to know more.

>>129622

Do the aura of protection to protect from anti-human parasites such as the "angels".

http://mirror.spiritualsatanism.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Protection.html

Use this mirror for now, the Joyofsatan site is down, but it should come back up in the future.

>>129633

http://mirror.spiritualsatanism.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Aura_Cleaning.html

^^

Cleaning your aura of the negative psychic gunk you picked up by connecting to those parasites.

http://mirror.spiritualsatanism.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Satanic_Meditation.html

Then other meditations and important information is located here. Focus on the 'Beginning' and 'Information' section on the right for now.

–

You'll want to make the aura cleaning and aura of protection a daily practice.

This is a crucial chance. You have an opportunity now to bounce back from this attack and learn to protect yourself – or you'll be a victim and eventually a puppet on a string to these anti-human entities.

>>129634

>>129633

>how do I get rid of astral parasites?

<oh that's easy, just follow the practices of a group known for giving themselves astral parasites

>>129637

Those whose practice has evolved to the point of true photosynthesis are welcome to disregard my message as they are more advanced than I. This is not hyperbole.

>>129637

>everything is a thoughtform, so don't worry about the Joy of Satan egregore

I'm talking about something specific, anon. Do you think it would be a good idea for someone new to this stuff to mess with stuff like that? Do you think they "have the knowledge" to "reprogram" something like that?

>>129634

>cleaning your aura of negative energy

>not eating that energy and transmuting it with predatory intent

>not expanding your lifespan and improving your health with free energy

SHAKINGMYHEADFAM.HUGHENERGY

>>129623

Ofc anon, you didnt have to ask. Anything here is free for anyone to use. I believe smiley got the foresty outline from an old warcraft game if i recall correctly. This should be the current css btw if not ill update it asap.

https://8ch.net/fringe/css.html

Gl with your board

>>129650

http://elenakomleva.blogspot.com/search/label/Menstruation

>>129598

>not some bullshit book written by a charlatan

>actually really good

a rarity on this board. thanks.

>>129654

Yeah there's a ton of us that frequent this dead incel board willing to risk our lives spilling secrets. To start with, I can tell you Muhammad was actually a

Is it possible to increase testosterone levels through meditation and visualization? For example if i just visualized and felt my nuts creating more testosterone?

Is fringebay deaded?

>>129661

Yes, it appears that Fringebay is down. I'm not sure if its completely dead, we can only hope it is not.

>>129662

There's a secret password protected board

>>129669

No

>>129598

I have a question about my experiences with some of these techniques. When I try to return my lost energy to myself from a bout of negative energy release, I feel all hot & sweaty and get some pretty serious anxiety. I am not quite capable of the reverse breathing, and I was trying this mostly while at work so most of my breathing was pretty standard, maybe a little deep.

I was thinking it might be an issue with my visualization. I was viewing myself eating the entity that caused my negative response, but thought that might not be returning the lost energy to me. Then I tried viewing it more like a cloud like the author suggested but still the same result.

I've never had a problem feeding from other people though. I've been doing that naturally my whole life.

I was shilling New Thought to Christians by mentioning it was called Christian Science at one point and well like two days ago I found out there's actually something called Christian Science that is still a thing and has churches.

http://www.apologeticsindex.org/5574-christian-science

How related is this to New Thought / William Walker Atkinson? Also would it be worth it for me to visit one of these churches if I ever get the opportunity?

I read this article and realize I basically believe and agree with most of what is Christian Science but feel it's being completely misinterpreted and misunderstood here.

>>129690

>wizardforums users are peasants who are unwilling to upload

>what is library genesis?

>>129694

and? i got these from there.

I've been doing a concentration exercise one kind anon told me about (repeating mantram in my head) and often when I do it, I end up in a strange sort of hyper-realistic experience while the mantram is still going automatically underneath. Should I consider this failure at concentrating? I've done this without the mantram before by accident, sometimes I meet strange beings and talk to them. It's definitely not the same as letting my mind wander to the mundane retarded part.

>>129659

Yes.

Also it wouldn't hurt to simultaneously increase testosterone in physical ways by exercise and diet, etc, as well.

>>129710

This is very interesting. I'd say it's far from a failure. You should read up on hesychasm and the "Prayer of the Heart". It's a practice of the Orthodox monks that seems similar to what you're experiencing.

Look at the video at 4:16 . For around 2 minutes he details his experiences of the prayer of the hearth.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hesychasm#Theoria_(illumination)

The board owner doesn't respond to my emails or talk to me at all. Why is that?

What are some books I should read relating to occult magick after the Kybalion?

again asking if anyone has any experience working with spirits (maybe shamanism or Voodoo)? Or knowledge of hive minds?

>>129725

The first part of Franz Bardon's Initiation into Hermetics is good for more theory. When he gets into the application of it, many get hung up on the first section, so with that I'd recommend Energy Work by Robert Bruce and also his book New Energy Ways v2. Once you get used to it those, try out the applied sections of Initiation into Hermetics. That is, of course, if you need help with any of it; you may find you don't. It's a very interpersonal process.

All of these should be in the library.

>>129712

Have you done this before/have any tips? Otherwise I'm just gonna wing it.

I do exercise and eat well as is but my sex drive is near nonexistent

>>129737

I haven't done it myself, no, but I can offer tips since everything involving visualization/energy work are generally all the same.

>1. Get comfy, lay down, low light and remove any disturbances. I'd probably wear loose pants for what you're trying to do here.

>2. Begin rhythmic breathing. Do this for awhile until you're completely relaxed. Keep your mind still as possible, at best just thinking of your breathing.

>3. Once completely relaxed, send your mental awareness to your testicles. Ensure you feel the slight vibrations/sensations there. When doing this, repeat in your mind that you're generating testosterone there. Visualize what it means to have high testosterone; imagine yourself having high testosterone, visualize it spreading across your body where it naturally needs to be and do what it naturally needs to do.

>May be beneficial to do this exercise focusing on your prostate and penis as well, along with the Root and Sacral chakra regions (Root is your taint area, Sacral is your stomach/lower stomach region).

>Repeat as much as you'd like.

Practice is key. Also, it wouldn't hurt to have your hormones checked out, just to rule out any physical issues on that end.

>>129739

Thanks man

Are there any solid ideas surrounding the occult ramifications of abortion (that aren't assumptions I mean)?

When you fuck up by accident, like in that monkey's paw story where they cause a relative to die just by asking for money, do you still gain bad karma?

>>129756

i hope sperglin and his incel fanbase never reproduce. dysgenic retards

What is the general consensus on gnosticism? Been trying to go on a self improvement streak lately, I started with cold showers and a 90 day reboot period of NoFap, once the 90 days are up I plan on looking into semen transmutation. I've been looking to improve myself spiritually as well. Is gnosticism a meme or should I look more into it? As of now I just meditate at least once a day for ten minutes since I'm new to it but I haven't done any yoga or anything. I've already started trying to astral project as well

>>129771

npc

>>129772

If I was an npc I wouldn't bother looking for anything outside of materialism or the most popular religion. Give a useful answer or piss off

>>129773

npc

>>129773

no particular consensus

I have really bad tooth decay, how do I use thoughtforms to fix it?

>>129794

create a thoughtform thatll send you to the dentist

>>129795

I need to grow back my teeth strong, some enamel has come off. I'm so sick of life.

How tf am i supposed to desire something without wanting it?

>>129796

>I'm so sick of life.

The material plane really does suck and is a tiresome burden. Fuck creation and fuck the demiurge.

>>129801

No idea, who the fuck told you that. If you desire, that means you also want. Desire is just a stronger form of wanting. How can you expect to properly desire, if you don't even want in the first place?

What are the opinions of people here on U. G. Krishnamurti? Is one really expected to believe his assertion that all of the spiritual teachers, seers, and adepts of history were deluded con-men and there is no spirit, no Self, only the physical body?

>>129806

>only the physical body

First time ever I hear about this. I am intrigued

>>129799

he hasn't been active on youtube in like 3 weeks it seems so dont take it personal, hes probably doing irl shit

>>129812

In the last month basically everyone around me got sick. Except me. I didn't get sick at all. All these people coughing and feverish all around me and I never had any symptoms.

I've felt like some big changes have happened in me lately. Feel like a different person, like my suffering has been lifted, and I've attained immunity to so many things.

Big insights and more. Feel I can rely on god, feel like I have broke through, and that I'm on the verge of transcendence or enlightenment of a higher degree than I have ever yet attained. Been doing a lot of yoga every single day and this has been making my whole body better and more receptive to a higher plane of consciousness.

>>129806

The self is self-evident.

I'm not sure if you're just misunderstanding something he may have said or what the issue is.

How can I tell if someone has cast a spell on me?

>>129439

Is worshiping a deity a good idea ?

Is it just tricking the mind to make magic works or can some beings actually help me if I worship them?

>>129835

a wizard is u!

>>129838

It doesn't matter if it's a trick.

Make your own pantheon. Existing gods are templates. Fill out the templates as befits you. Form a "personal relationship with god" and define the gods as you wish to. Use old names or new ones, as you (and they) see fit.

Results speak for themselves, whether it's a trick of your mind or someone else's. Every faith is built on the ashes of its predecessors, your thoughts come from ancient faiths directly or indirectly anyway; you are a culmination of that which has influenced you.

>>129843

Thank you !

>>129849

thank you <3

What happened to me?

Had the worst panic attack of my life, chest pains, pure dread.

Lying there helpless, I felt guided to focus on my breath.

Within moments, I lose all sense of my trembling self.

I feel like discovered a depth point in reality… Hard to describe. Like an alcove in reality.

Then wave after wave of bliss and the most tender feelings of compassion and kindness. Something formless and very old (in the sense it is always NOW, and never was not.)

What happened next, I have to maintain mostly silence on. But over an hour and a half, I was in the deepest state of mindfulness and zen. I literally felt like Christ. The presence I was projecting seemed to short-circuit the police, EMTs, nurses and doctors (my SO called 911 cause I mentioned chest pains.)

Everyone who interacted with me that morning was affected, somehow. Never saw police act like that, nor doctors.

But essentially… I learned so much about certain mysteries that day.

Was this my HGA? Was it spontaneous initiation (is that a thing?)

Whatever it was, it was the most profound thing I've ever experienced.

cringe

Actually, it was the first time since I was probably a kid that I gave no mind whatsoever to how I was being perceived. My internal monologue was silent and totally obedient.

How can I defeat the snails? They suck my blood in their dreams.

A little bit of a blog post but: I feel I was pretty stupid thinking so many of my problems would melt away after my initiation. Now I see that the challenges only increase in number and become more difficult. How niave of me. At least I have will and want to fix them now, even if I have no idea how to make that happen. It just takes so much time, my spirits tell me I need to have patience but I feel like I have had damn near enough patience. I just want things now. I can feel them but they escape me.

Can someone redpill on A Course in Miracles? I'm reading it in order to feel better. Will it serve that purpose? I'm a little suspicious of it, and don't really believe it was written by Jesus.

Anyone felt a disturbance on your aura that started maybe 3 days ago?

>>129944

>>129867

Eat them, frenchie.

>>129858

I don't know what HGA or spontaneous initiation is, but my guess is you've probably had a spontaneous, full kundalini awakening or something really similar to it.

>>129867

fill a bathtub with water, throw a cup of salt in the water, Mix it up, and bathe in the salt bath. slimy mollusks hate salt.

>>129838

it absolutely is a good idea. People stick to gods from well known pantheons because they can get to know a baseline idea of them, and know that said gods are far from the types of gods who will give you some kind of some tragic monkey's-paw-type outcome because you asked for something selfish. IIRC, some anon whose family worshipped ishtar lost his uncle and gained his life insurance because he asked her for money.

Gods and godesses are conscious beings, just like you. They can be personal with you, like you're their child, and at the same time can do this with innumerable amounts of people- something far beyond the mortal ego's limits of empathy.

also, you are perfectly free to cross pantheons and worship different gods from different places. People have started fucking wars because their vision of god or deities isn't exactly like their neighbors, and it's really sad that it happened.

Best self initiation book?

>>129964

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FAQ: https://8ch.net/fringe/faq.html

Library: https://8ch.net/fringe/library.html

I need to stop posting at 2 AM

>>129964

>Anyone know where to find the Occult MEGA Library?

It's dead but a copy can be found on the eye.

http://the-eye.eu/public/Books/Temple_Of_Solomon_The_King/

They're currently being sued for a huge sum of money by some butthurt masons for posting all their sekrit books in the open so get what you need, there's no telling how long this will be up either.

>>129966

For more info and updates see their discord

https://discord.gg/u23hKgw

>>129966

How do you sue a general? Also I hate how you can't download in bulk no more.

hello, I'm not a regular on here but I've been having more success with magic and need advice.

Is there any way to deal with the tiredness and exhaustion that comes with working with magic or will it go away eventually?

>>129969

Also, same person here, sorry.

Can anyone recommend exercises for training to use purely physical magic like fire, explosions or anyof the like?

Dont feel like its explained well in IIH

>>129969

Physical exercise. Yoga, martial arts, running, dancing etc. I started yoga a few weeks ago doing it every morning, and it helps alot with both physical and mental discipline.

>>129970

I read of an anon who taught himself to levitate a copper ball between his hands, aswell as learning to take heat out of and put into the ball. He described it simply as "pulling energy into or out of it". Though he said heating it is more difficult than cooling it.

>>129982

I already do a physically intensive sport twice a week, but thank you.

I guess I'll have to practice with that info + the info in IIH and I'll get back with results, if any

Last night during meditation (new), I felt an uncomfortable pressure on the back of my head. It got so bad that I eventually shot my eyes open and a wave of feeling spread across my body. This started to happening after inwardly chanting "I seek the past, the present, and the future" many times. Is this normal or signs of some sort of blockage you guys are always speaking about?

All bullshit occultists will get punished, Especiall those gnosticucks who worship Samael Aun Weor. Fucking imbeciles thinking they're so wise and special.

>Is there any sort of mantra or book or ancient/modern work of literature which specifically prescribes rules and a guide to life for women in a similar way to the Bible or the Koran) that is not the Bible or the Koran or anything associated with Abrahamic religion?

I think maybe Theosophy might contain a few such guides? Also there's guides for humanity in general that can be applied to females in particular. Consider The Universal Master Key by Franz Bardon.

>>129966

>They're currently being sued for a huge sum of money by some butthurt masons for posting all their sekrit books in the open so get what you need, there's no telling how long this will be up either.

I've always had a copy downloaded since years ago. I reckon this version might have some new stuff though?

>>129992

Follow up, I tried serious meditation again, this time without any mantra. Instead of feeling the pressure on my head, I felt it in the center of my forehead.

I used to experiment with meditation and could spread vibrations across my body and control them, but during this past week, I’ve had no luck and I’m feeling oppressed by something. What do I do? What has changed ?

>>>/fringemeta/308

Is the Kybalion Jewish ?

>>130026

And/or free masonry ? Is this a mason board?

>>130031

>>130026

you'll never understand if you keep thinking within those parameters

>>130026

No. It's a Hermetic work and tied to New Thought. It has absolutely nothing to do with anything concerning Judaism, not even remotely related.

>>130031

No ties to Freemasonry either.

Also this board is not a Freemason board. The board is a free speech board for all types to come and congregate here and discuss whatever they will. There are many different paradigms represented here.

>>130071

Actually I have. And it wasn't what I expected.

It's always dangerous to try to interpret things divined through occult means if you have no physical means for confirmation, but my experiences with projecting into black holes have led me to believe they don't actually exist as science describes them (at least mainstream science).

My personal unconfirmed gnosis is that black holes are actually some kind of stars, perhaps in an esoteric sense, and all stars (regular and black holes) are connected inside.

Make of it what you will.

>>130072

Before there were planets, there were black planets.

>>130083

Can you elaborate?

So the faq says the following:

>The Master Formula of Attainment is as follows: “(1) … (5) Balanced Compensation.” Reduced to popular terms, it is as follows: “You may have anything you want, provided that you (1) … (5) are willing to pay the price of its attainment.”

Can someone elaborate on this part? When you use magic to obtain something, can you set the price, or predict it? I'm interested in this, but the idea of getting a monkey's paw scares me. Particularly the possibility of it affecting my loved ones.

>>130103

Here's an example.

If you attain wealth, you attract false friends and the insincere, and all sorts of other problems unique to have too much wealth.

If you attain poverty, you are free from so many problems associated with wealth and possessions, but lose some security or suffer twice as much when sick or end up around degenerates potentially.

Likewise for NEET hermit vs socializing plenty, or being sick a lot and suffering very much leading to great wisdom vs having good health making it easier to believe half-truths than go the full distance.

Everything is compensated. Everything has its drawbacks. The key is to know what those are and be good at dealing with them. Everything comes with its own set of problems and some things are worth suffering more than others.

>>130105

the semen is converted to glucose and the micronutrients are extracted, babby doesn't get direct semen

Is it possible to become proficient enough at magic to shoot fireballs out of my hands? Or, can learned enough magician eventually grow to use the metaphysical to directly affect the physical?

>>130052

Thanks, I see how dumb these questions are after some study.

>>129439

What are your thoughts on consuming meat of cows? I've always had an affinity for them personally.

nu molynu

>>130125

Please keep your politic-related posts in /pol/

>>130112

>Is it possible to become proficient enough at magic to shoot fireballs out of my hands?

Yes

>Or, can learned enough magician eventually grow to use the metaphysical to directly affect the physical?

Yes

Read about internal martial arts (baghua, anything that ends in 'gong' or 'kung')

>>130097

I honestly wish I could. Stuff happens in darkness as much as in light is my shitty personal understanding.

I'm guessing it has to do with a view of the world in which the alogos comes before the logos. A black hole being the center of the universe, not a star. Being black in colour makes it harder to see in a universe filled with darkness, which is why it would be more sensible to assume that all stems from light and not darkness. It's your prerogative to choose where stuff comes from but yaddayadda, you already know that. In any case, language is often so limited and the duality of things so vapid that one just talks in circles most of the time. It has to do with the Qliphoth as far as I know.

Out of the dark that covers me,

Black as the pit from pole to pole,

I thank whatever gods may be,

For my unconquerable soul.

I've been hearing about servitors around here for a long while, but how would one create such a thing?

Its purpose would be to help with work or study.

>>130134

>>129814

>>130136

I know about tulpas, but they are a bit too permanent for my liking.

Form what I understand, a servitor is something you use and then dismantle.

>>130139

>>129690

>>130142

Thanks, I guess I should have read the thread first.

New UK law: Up to 15 years jail for watching terrorist content

>It will be an offence to view terrorist material online just once – and could incur a prison sentence of up to 15 years – under new UK laws.

>The Counter-Terrorism and Border Security Bill was granted Royal Assent yesterday, updating a previous Act and bringing new powers to law enforcement to tackle terrorism.

>But a controversial inclusion was to update the offence of obtaining information "likely to be useful to a person committing or preparing an act of terrorism" so that it now covers viewing or streaming content online.

>The rules as passed into law are also a tightening of proposals that had already been criticised by human rights groups and the independent reviewer of terrorism legislation, Max Hill.

>Originally, the proposal had been to make it an offence for someone to view material three or more times – but the three strikes idea has been dropped from the final Act.

https://www.theregister.co.uk/2019/02/13/uk_counter_terror_act_royal_assent/

>Viewing terrorist propaganda online in the UK could now land you in jail - under a new law that's just come into force. Government says the new measure is aimed at preventing terror attacks.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ptNN5MEhioI

First they lock up the guy exposing the criminals who run our governments (and threaten to extradite him to a US supermax gulag for life), and now they've passed a law where you will get 15 years in jail for viewing anything online (whether accidental or intentional) the UK government arbitrarily deems to be "terrorist material."

WikiLeaks revelations: War crimes, mass surveillance and corruption

>>130144

It's ok!

Good luck!

>>129690

Anyone has "Create a Servitor Companion" of John Kreiter?

>>129939

I think I listened to that in audiobook form and then wrote a negative review about it. If it what I think it was…

Can you link me to what you're reading/listening to for me to confirm?

>>129961

I worship Hitler (or my idea of him) as a kind of deity-like figure that embodies my aspirations and highest ideals.

What are gods and how do they relate to platonic forms?

>>129969

>Is there any way to deal with the tiredness and exhaustion that comes with working with magic or will it go away eventually?

I've been at this for over a half decade.

I wish I knew a way. The best I can manage is to cut back on practice and try to create lots of positive social experiences and do a lot of gentle stretching and exercise and wait for strength of mind to return.

>>129990

Something you really ought to do is correct all asymmetries and posture issues. This alone gives you insane amounts of energy.

You can do this by getting weights and holding them in various isometric poses and seeing if any limbs are weaker than the others, making sure you can do about even the number of pulling moves as pushing moves for every kind of exercise, planking (back, front, and sides) for about even times, and visiting a chiropractor as well to get things even better. Also stretches of all sorts. You should hold every stretch for about 3 minutes, not shorter or longer. Also you should ALWAYS warm up before stretching (I got some injuries from doing stretches in the cold winter while not warmed up that I am still trying to get rid of today).

I've been spending literally hundreds of dollars in the last few months to get all this done and it's giving me mad results in terms of mental clarity though I have some seriously out of line bodyparts that are taking a lot of work to get back in place.

Check out Shaolink monk training like vid related: https://www.youtube.com/user/ShifuYanLei

I ran into this guy a few months ago while searching iron body training and he's got so many good videos.

>>130071

A supplementary view to stimulate fringe science: http://www.thunderbolts.info/wp/2019/04/10/black-heart/

>>130146

Atkinson is not a reliable source. If you're interested in mind to mind communication or imposition of ideas, try Bardon, or get creative with Kreiter's energy paradigm.

>>130161

It's complicated, and the answer changes depending on what "level" you're on. Because from an archetypal perspective, multiple gods can share the same being. Think of it as having three layers: top is Forms, the middle is the Astral, and the bottom is the physical world. The Forms are unchanging, but project an image of themselves downwards. The physical world is always changing, and only has any structure because it is permeated with the forms. The Astral is certainly an oversimplification, because it contains multiple aspects, but see it as a middle-ground. It is imbued by forms and the physical, but it can also have a causative affect on the physical. The forms will naturally influence the Astral, but the physical typically takes more work, often a conscious effort. A big part of magic is trying to influence the Astral, so that the Astral will come back down and influence the physical in the way you desire. This is also the realm where consciousness lies. Now, moving on to deities themselves. Gods exist permanently as Forms. They seem to exist in the mental-level of the Astral as well; thus, the archetypes. Existence in the physical world is optional for them. Typically it's not necessary for them to come down riding a white horse, so they often just influence synchronistically (that is, a-causal causation). During major events in history, you can have thousands of gods all fighting at once.

I'm oversimplifying heavily, but this should give a basic cosmological framework to work in. I spent about a year going bananas over not having a proper esoteric cosmology, so I understand how important it is. (pro-tip: /fringe/ is fucking retarded, and can't answer even the most basic of philosophical questions) If you're unsatisfied with this answer, then I would highly recommend studying Plotinus.

>>130094

that's called asthma

>>130094

Seneca the Younger I think might have had the same problem as you.

I also had problems with breathing for many years but, very slowly over a period of years, fixed it through constantly forcing myself to breath through the nose, keeping tongue at the top of the inside of the mouth, and energy work (see Robert Bruce) type exercises, and removing some teeth to reduce overcrowding.

>>130112

My experience with a few dozen occultists has been: Yes, with the caveat that fire is one of the most difficult elements to control. There are a few explanations for this, I tend towards the explanation that it's difficult because we expect it to be out of reach (the common advice for magic is to start small for a reason).

In my circles we call this family of schools "kinetics" (elemental manipulation). I am the anon >>129982 mentioned, I've also moved rocks with [kinetics] before; my experience has been that pure elements (as opposed to microcrystalline quartz i.e. common rocks) are easier to manipulate. My "record" was a fist-sized piece of green calcite approximately one foot from hand to hand. I'm out of practice with this technique however because I came to the conclusion it was no more than a party trick (and one that mundanes can easily explain away). I'd call this earth manipulation. As the linked comment mentioned, I found it more difficult to heat the copper than to cool it (though I could get it to a decent grade above body temperature with relative ease).

Air has been the most simple element to manipulate. "Cloudbursting" as seen in the movie "men who stare at goats" is a pretty straightforward practice that blends air/water, one can also change the shape of clouds with relative ease (i.e. taking a blobby cloud and stretching it out into the shape of dragon). The unconscious mind plays a large role in this, it's easier to make "a shape" and use it in a divinatory practice (seeing into the unconscious mind) than to go for a predetermined shape. Kicking up small cyclones of wind (think DBZ powerup sequence) is so easy that it happens naturally, I am akin to explain this as the opposite of fire manipulation – It's so easy to explain away as something else that it's easy to do for yourself, whereas a flame out of thin air cannot be explained away and so requires great discipline and self-assurance.

Pure water manipulation I haven't even attempted, I'm not sure how one would gauge an attempt to begin with, suggested experiments I may take underway however. For what it's worth I do trace a specific sigil every time I pour water from the kettle for tea using the stream of water, that's about the closest I come.

I take a very unstructured approach to my practice with very little (physical) notes, basically I get an idea in my head and will stick with it for however long it takes. With the copper balls, I started with one in each hand and spent about 8 hours working with them in various ways before I found the "psychic muscle" so to speak that I had to focus to move them. I also was able to move one from on top of a table with my hand under the table in a "cup" shape.

>>130194

>>130112

The best exercise for direct fire manipulation that I have been taught directly is what is known as "tickling the flames". With a burning fire (larger is better, though a candle flame can be used; my best success was with a fire whose dimensions were approximately 2.5ft square and 1.3ft tall), use your hand palm up and wiggle your fingers while evoking a mental connection to the fire. There are a few hand gestures associated with this that are difficult to describe through text, however the general sense is to imagine that there are strings you are manipulating that connect to the fire.

For example: To grow a candle flame higher, pinch your index finger and thumb together as though you are grabbing the flame by the tip, then pull upwards in a smooth straight line, repeating this motion as desired. I have grown a single candle flame (that rested at a height of about one inch tall) to five inches using this method.

You may fall upon your own hand gestures that work, experimentation is best. I was taught hands-on so my motions mimic my teacher's, I imagine someone learning independently would have success with whatever resonates to them, rather than something dictated online.

>>130195

I have on ONE occasion lit my pipe (tobacco) using Will alone. It was the one time I thought about it the least, every other time (out of well over a thousand attempts, some a few seconds long and some over an hour) I failed. The one time I succeeded was where I took a drag on it expecting it to lit, forgetting I had not lit it yet. Every time I "tried", I failed. The success happened when I simply expected it. I have not duplicated this success (I also stopped trying, it was a frustrating exercise).

>>130196

>>130195

>>130194

This last part is intuitive and as such difficult to explain, I will do my best.

Every element has a "personality" of sorts, a mentality you have to get into in order to manipulate it. This segues into an alternative explanation for why some elements are easier than others, the element whose personality you most share is the one with whom you will have the easiest time working. So it could well be true that I find Air easiest to work with because I am an "Air" person. Of course, nothing is purely one element (and I have not touched on aether), and one's elemental associations will depend on one's education (for example, copper is primarily of the Earth element however many (myself included) associate it with Fire as well. Telekinetic work for me involves an association with Air because it is moving through it, however I imagine someone could completely ignore the Air factor and manipulate purely the Earth, the (physical) air would move out of the way inherently).

Fire has a consuming personality, it demands respect for its heat and it demands a strong Will to work with. Even as I type this, I lit a candle to practice because it had been some time and it is stubborn, barely reaching over two inches in height. The explanation is simple: My attention is divided (between this post unfinished and manipulating the flame) and fire demands ALL of your attention. It feasts on your attention just as it feasts on its physical fuel. Demanding respect is more difficult to explain and so I hope it is intuitive; suffice to say that when I was working with the large flame I mentioned previously, I burnt my hands at one point when I began to think of myself as the flame's "master". There is no mastering the flame, it is its own master. You simply work alongside it to "dance" together.

I hope some bit of this has helped a few in their path's journey.

One last piece of advice to All who practice, completely disconnected from my above kinetics work:

Less is more when spoken verbally. Hone your telepathic abilities and recognize that your internal monologue has multiple voices, tune in to your own voice and recognize the plurality.

There is no need to keep secrets from those who are initiated, however you will learn who is initiated (and in what, and how far) through the telepathic voices you hear. Verbalizing everything is a keen way to invite a skeptomancer into your domain who will seek to undermine you. It also is a great way to get diagnosed with a mental illness. Play your cards close to the vest. We hide our full selves out of necessity, not desire; most who steal power (that is, use their inherent power to dam your abilities) do so without knowing that is what they are doing because they are not even neophytes. Many initiates call these people "muggles" but the truth is: There are no muggles. By putting this much information out so plainly, I invite the attention of ALL who read it – The psychic energy of those who Know, those who Want to Believe, those who "Wish it were true" and those who are plotting a way to prove me wrong. That is a heavy amount of energy to weave, and why I encourage all newly initiated ('neophytes") to practice caution in who they speak to about their practice. For every one I speak to who needs to hear a piece of this, there are a half-dozen who will hear and not believe and another half-dozen who will hear of it secondhand from one who does believe (and that is still one of my karmas to share).

Let me end by saying two more things: Since I have ceased speaking openly of my practice to the majority, I have had more strangers recognize my power unprovoked. When you are truly strong, Gifted people will seek you out without knowing. The ungifted will as well, though they will likely only need a sentence or two of your wisdom (cultivate the virtue of Prudence, I beg you). The last-last bit of advice is one you likely have already heard, a caution too late to be shared for you already have witnessed it. The path of the magi is a lonesome one at many times. Imagine what you learn to be a great urn filled with water, and what others carry to fill from that urn are small chalices. You will want to fill everyone's cup up from your own, for you will find it overbrimming with water; this is simply not possible, as the vessel they are bringing to be filled cannot hold all that is in your own. Sometimes (often, it may seem) only a few drops from yours will be all it takes to fill theirs. Often, all they are looking for is affirmation that indeed, their cup holds water! And many, many will come to fill your urn with yet more water. And so your great urn grows, and with it, the burden you must carry. Or so it may feel.

There are others out there who are as thirsty as you are, however, and when you meet them, oh what a joy it will be to trade water with them. And how thirsty for their water you will find you were as you trade forth (the virtue of Temperance; view the tarot symbolically and learn from it, you need not cast it yourself to take its wisdom in).

>>130196

I like your style anon. Have you ever tried doing it without physically moving your muscles, as in just visualising/feeling the doing of it?

>and one that mundanes can easily explain away)

Whenever I talk to my "normie" friends about the mysteries of life they're able to discard it immediately by either ignoring it, looking at me with a blank face, or saying something like "yeah well you know science is complicated, maths physics yaddayadda I learn about this in university". And every time it happens I am reminded of the bible verse "they will look but will not see, they will listen but will not hear". I talked to a physics student friend about basically "it's all electromagnetism" more complicated I know and he asks me "does the body have an electromagnetic field" and I say "yeah, infact the heart has a stronger field of radiation than the brain" and he literally goes "oh yeah I learn about that in class, it's sort of pine-cone shaped". But if I suggest that you can manipulate these things by sheer will they always flee to their psionics-argument of "hurr durr you're not a particle accelerator". That same fucking friend I love him tho has a grandmother who finds points of pain in the body through pendulum divination. I ask him how good her success rate is and he says "100%" and immediately goes back to something completely unrelated as if his brain can't handle it or just forgets it. Do I just smile silently by the wayside as the kybalion suggests? Even though I know they witness the same synchronicities that I do even if less frequently? I don't want to use or force them into anything, but they can be really fucking emotional, which, to my "practical" mind, means that they could do amazing things if only they knew how to channel it.

>>130197

>because I am an "Air" person

Are you aquarius/gemini/libra as a zodiac because those are afaik the "air signs". I am an air sign and I do experience the "kicking up cyclones of wind" naturally. I also love OutKast's Aquemini lel and they have without a doubt some of the freshest music there is.

>>130197

>I hope some bit of this has helped a few in their path's journey

Bless you anon.

>>130199

>I like your style anon.

Thank you.

>Have you ever tried doing it without physically moving your muscles, as in just visualising/feeling the doing of it?

I have, to great success with candle flames and small fires. As far as my pipe is concerned (it was a mission for me, for at least a year), I tried everything I could think of, from pantomining the action of lighting it to sucking stubbornly for an hour and everything in between. I eventually decided on "it will be easier one day" and tabled the matter. Of late I've tabled most of my practices because they were parlor tricks for my own amusement, I've instead been focusing my energies on manifesting likeminded people (which of course will make everything easier because a supportive environment is one in which it is easier to grow; the less of my energy devoted to straining against doubters the better).

I've succeeded in the default dream of most novice magi and converted a summoned "succubus" into a physical girlfriend who supports and believes in my practice fully (in her own way), which is a major note of triumph for me. She calls me a prophet :)

>Whenever I talk to my "normie" friends about the mysteries of life they're able to discard it immediately

>"they will look but will not see, they will listen but will not hear"

Yes yes yes. This is what I addressed in my last post, which came through four seconds before your own. The sciences historically were how we came to know the divine and understand the glory of the universe. A related verse that comes to mind is "and I will send them a famine of the Lord's word" (paraphrased). They seek to explain it rather than appreciate it for the miracle it is, even the explanation furthers the miracle.

>electromagnetics

This is actually the explanation I used for the copper ball trick. One thing I noticed made a HUGE difference is simply an inch or two of elevation of one hand, and I imagine this has to do with polarity.

I know there are those who have levitated huge stones over one foot in diameter and I would love to study their techniques. I'm told that I have levitated myself several feet in the air, however I was so deep in trance that I was not a witness to it myself (the person who found me started shaking me awake LOL).

>he says "100%" and immediately goes back to something completely unrelated as if his brain can't handle it or just forgets it.

This may be a bit too much for this short of a post however: Have you considered that you are not yet ready for a world in which he is a believer as well? You may be "selecting" your reality unconsciously because you have entrenched him in your mind as a doubter. Biblical passages of forgiveness come to mind. I speak from experience though I would rather not go into detail.

Also: Entities of many kinds can take on the appearances of those you know. It may be your own faith (in others) that is under trial. This I cannot go into detail on specifically, simply that I have encountered entities under the guise of friends and family that do not fit any classification I know of paranatural beings (a close friend appeared to me and called attention to the fact that he did not cast a shadow, this being the best example I can describe cleanly).

>Do I just smile silently by the wayside

Physically, yes. Mentally, engage them as I suggested >>130198 using it as practice for your telepathic abilities. Repeatedly hail them (PURELY MENTALLY) and request a verification that they hear you. Do this repeatedly until they validate it physically/verbally and repeatedly (MENTALLY) ask for clarification. Bear in mind it's much like a radio signal, they will likely respond to the hails in vague manners that make you question what is going on. Bear in mind that all of us are simultaneously incarnate on multiple planes in varying states of synchronicity with ourselves. This hailing practice is also helping YOU synchronize with yourself. It is possible to have entire mental conversations with other people, which they may not acknowledge on a physical level. These are still real. In essence what you are engaging in is your "higher self" communicating with their "higher self" while their "lower self" is out of touch with the higher self. These conversations will still bear fruit over time, sometimes in surprising ways.

>Are you aquarius

Five planets in the sign of.

>Bless you

And you as well.

>>130200

o/

hey [redacted] when was the last time u used ur huion h610 pro

>>130206

It's like you're trying to get shared on r/4chan.

~E p y c [redacted] W y n n

>>130208

fuck off retard

Hey fringe. Does anyone have the original text of the kybalion? The kybalion by the three initiates seems to be a dissertation on the text which it quotes but I can't find it anywhere.

>>129966

Thanks. That's a shame it's been shoah'd.

>>130214

Some anon on fringebay claims its based on The Virgin of the World

of Hermes. English translation: http://www.sacred-texts.com/eso/vow/index.htm

I feel like the more I delve into the esoteric the more I'm naturally becoming a hermit. Have any of you dealt with this?

>>129439

So I am getting bombarded by synchronicity

I am seeing the same numbers again and again….

When I watch TV, when I see what hour it is…

I am seeing the same numbers 3 time in 5 minute , everyday .

it's pretty Scarry (aggressive too) and frustrating since I don't understand their meaning!

>>130228

Dream interpretation might be helpful.

>>130223

Because it pretty much requires it

I've been having wet dreams every couple months or so for a while now, does anyone have any advice for simple ways to make use of sexual energy to prevent this?

>>130235

what exactly is a wet dream? is it just sexual dreams that can involve orgasm or is this specific to male ejaculation only?

>>130236

Wet if you ejaculate afaik because you wet your bed. I've heard women refer to wet dreams also when they ejaculate in their sleep. If you don't I guess it's just a sexual dream.

>>130235

Learn about chakras. The sacral chakra, orange, has to do with sexuality and creation. Fapping more might help because you're discharging your balls. Alternatively you could try to think of some specific goal before sleep and relate that to sexuality. The thinking alone helps already, but the sexual energy usually makes it much more powerful. Combined with the immense power of the subconscious you can probably get wonderful results. If you're just trying to prevent wet dreams you might want to do shadow work if it has to do with some repressed unintegrated aspect of your sexuality.

In a computerized civilization, encryption is the fundamental building block of liberty.

— Julian Assange

>>130230

Thanks

I am struggling to remember my dreams though.

Lucid dreams maybe ? Had one three days ago but it's not like I had much control.

>>130242

Okay here are some tips. I used to have only maybe 1 dream per night or maybe no dreams at all for a couple days. Here is what helps the most for me and others.

1.Semen retention

2. avoid caffeine/weed/alcohol/any other drugs

3. meditation

>>130241

Ancient memetics. It’s like the deal with the S that everybody drew in elementary school but didn’t know where it came from, only that it looked cool. The unsettling thing is that both the Swastika and “S” could be hypersigils for some powerful deity, group, or individual and nobody knows who they belong to or how powerful they are, alive or dead.

I’m reading Evola’s Hermetic Tradition and holy heck it’s not making sense. I’ve never read a book and not comprehended it. I’m not completely new to Evola but every chapter so far seems to repeat itself but each is different still. Plus I’m having trouble casually remembering the symbols and their 30 double meanings. I’m not heckling, can anyone offer advice? Also hermeticism is giving me the willies.

>>130252

>>130252

Furthermore, it’s presentation seems very foreign to me as someone who more typically venerates north man spiritualism despite knowing that there are many universal themes at play within that spiritualism. This contributes to said willies. Also inherent distrust in masons and other apron wearing types.

>>130252

Sounds like esoterica for esoterica's sake

>>130254

Are you suggesting I’m approaching this superficially? I don’t think so, I’m not that edgy and the stuff makes me a bit nervous. Ever since I was a young lad I’ve felt the inward pull in the waking world and dreams. My faith has only grown with age, but I can’t define the inclination or put a finger on the waves of feeling. It’s esoterica for refinements sake, I’m just confused by the academic approach which is frustrating because that’s much of what I know.

I'd like to have some tips and ideas for greenpilling a semi-normie. Begginer to intermediate level, please. tyhgyzrhkkk (so I can find this post again)

>>130255

I've felt the pull too. If you are trying to figure what it is, maybe you should do some meditation on the Self? Have you considered that the pull is toward a part of your Self? Have you tried to let this speak to/through you? You are seeking knowledge that resides within from without. I imagine finding the answer this way is possible though

>>130256

I would advise to not try to push someone else into this. If they are ready for it, they will come to it on their own. That said, there are "exceptions". You could test the waters with something like "do you believe in ghosts" type stuff. If they have had "paranormal" experiences and have a firm belief in them, and a desire to know more, then I'd say go for it, but slowly. Remember it's about developing Self, so don't push them. Just show them onto the path, but let them walk it. When they have questions and genuinely need help with it, then offer it. That's my advise. But I'm a Neophyte in most terms, though, so take it for what it's worth. I have a feeling you are the "semi-normie", but are too afraid to admit it. Don't let me scare you off if you are, just own up to it. I and the others here can help you better if you better define what you want help with. If you aren't the semi-normie, then I apologize. I am just a Neophyte.

>>130239

Do you have any suggestions for books from the /fringe/ library that would be a good place to learn about the things you mentioned? Chakra work seems like something I should be learning anyway.

>>130260

You should absolutely learn about chakra work. The wonderful thing is that alot of it has to do with visualization. Literally visualizing/imagining a chakra opening, opens that chakra, aswell as the crown chakra, automatically. I haven't read any books on the topic, just (lengthy) blog entries, wikipedia articles, yt vids and the like I'm powerful lizard too pls respect . The thing is that it's always highly personal, and more importantly just a system. You can't eat the menu. There are 7 major ones in most traditions most , and there are minor ones in every tradition but the numbers always vary. Same goes for colour. In some chinese traditions the heart chakra is red, while in mainstream "chakra stuff" it's often green. Psychedelics like weed can help immensely with the visualization if you're into it. I've also heard of people so far advanced that they were able to fuse their chakras into a single ball/vortex/wheel, which I assume makes it more powerful, but you'd probably need higher help.

I'm more the hands-on postmodern "artist" (mercy pillar) type I think, so in any case I'm just talking out of my ass ;) I would say follow your heart to tell you what to study. But yes, chakras are imo really fucking important and worthwhile to learn about. Concerning books, I would say that, as Carl Jung said, synchronicity is an ever-present reality for those who have eyes to see. Meaning, you can learn a shit ton about stuff, from seemingly completely unrelated stuff. The Game Of Life by Timothy Leary was one such book for me, because the 8 neuro-circuits correspond imo incredibly well with the chakra system. Honestly just trust your higher self and your intuition to guide you and you will find what you need.

The other thing I mentioned has to do with sigils or straight up manifestation. If you tie an emotion to an idea, that emotion serves as can serve as an almost inexhaustible fuel source. If you have a specific goal in mind you can tie that to the wet dreams, or your rampant no doubt sexual energy to make the subconscious manifest it for you. Remember tho that you have both higher self, and shadow self, both of which need integrating so that they don't go off doing shit without your ego's knowledge. You also can't completely kill your ego, you can only teach it to be more tool than wielder, more "lifting-chain" than prison chain.

Learn about chakras, but do the work. The work/play/dance is infinitely more important than anything that can be said in words. The Numinous is ineffable. You're on the right track bro.

>>130197

>(and I have not touched on aether)

Would you enlighten us anon? I imagine aether might be the most intriguing of the elements.

wen was the last time u use ur huion tablet

Is all magic about power?

What if I want to be a servant or an obedient slave? In a positive way of course, not a hellish way.

Also how can I interact with other intelligences? I guess I don't want to create or manipulate. Maybe I want to be manipulated, but I also want to BE something eternal and unchanging at the core.

Angels?

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EQ Titanium client torrent mirrors

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Wiki

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Newbie guide:

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>>130262

Tbh >>129830 is a better writeup on aether than I could ever do.

czech your protonmail plz

Is necromancy a real thing? Not just channeling spirits but stuff like reanimating corpses (not voodoo brainwashing either). Is it theoretically possible to become undead yourself while retaining your ego and self, like a lich?

>>129439

How do you celebrate May 1st? I usually listen to music related to the day and contemplate the resurrection, pay respects to ancestors etc.

>>130281

Celebration is for stupid people and children.

Looking for a proper way to dispose of my baptismal candle (catholic). Was confirmed in the church, but left at 18 for what I hope are obvious reasons. Current plan is chuck it in a bonfire.

Thoughts?

>>130284

Carve some sigil into it and then pray to the deity of your choice. Satan perhaps, or some regional pagan god of yours. Alternatively you can carve a personal sigil into it, like of your higher self or some specific goal, and then meditate on that. Or you could charge the candle with all your faults and insecurities and then burn that away, just make sure that your bad energy is converted into good through the act of burning them away. Nothing is ever wasted so get creative.

>>130287

No idea who that is but sure. Use your own self as that deity if you dare.

>>130293

Tom Brady, basically the New England version of Talos.

>>130290

Beginner tips:

>Remember to turn on music volume and environment sounds in in-game options

>Add a button for Autorun/walk in Keys options such as "J" [as Alternate]

>Open doors with left-click, interact with NPCs with right-click (and "H" to query a selected NPC for any available quests)

>Click F9 to switch between different camera modes, scroll wheel to zoom in/out

>Two common ways for player movement: J + arrow keys and J + holding right-click

>You have to sit (type "/sit") before camp/logout.

>Choose your race + class wisely, read the class pages in the wiki listed in https://wiki.project1999.com/Players:Newbie

>See more commands here: https://wiki.project1999.com/Commands

>>130290

Huh, I was just reading an occult book that used Everquest for an analogy.

>>130282

On what basis do you claim this? I’m not the most festive person, as modern celebrations are largely devoid of any non materialistic principles, but I believe that a group of concentrated individuals celebrating something of a greater principle is only positive, even if it is a private celebration. Why do you hate merrymaking and fun?

>>130300

Because excessive meaningless positivity leads to imbalance which leads to delusion and stupidity.

>>130241

It depends which direction it is facing. You will see both from time to time. The rightward swastika symbolizes the decent from hyperborea; meanwhile, the leftwards one symbolizes the return. It also functions as a symbol for the Aryan race in general, as it has always manifested in their domains. The other anon wasn't wrong when he called it a sigil.

>>130250

I don't think you can actually be an "undead." But I presume if you made a strong enough "entity" out of your own conscious and being, you could have that possess people. If you want to have a skeleton as a body then it's probably not going to be any good, since in order to do that, you'd have to have the power of someone who's already attained immortality. I would personally recommend following a more traditional occult path. You don't need to be a "lich" to attain your goals. Being a Master would fulfill your desires, and at that point you could look like whatever you damn well please.

>>130278

Another guy asking this. Is it lich season or something? Anyways. It's going to depend on your intention. Do you want a zombie minion, or do you want to bring someone back to life, like Jesus with Barabbas? Making a minion is going to involve creating a mental construct and imbuing your corpse with that. Fresher is naturally going to be easier. But reanimating someone back to their full self will involve channeling their astral body, and some lingering mental parts of them, and putting that in the body. Then you're going to need to give an enormous amount of energy to assist them. But this isn't fool proof. If their astral body moved on to another incarnation then it's going to be much harder. You may end up creating a servitor that has the particular traits of the person in question, but isn't actually that person. That then raises a major ontological question. If someone is individuated then they have an immortal, archetypal "I". These people will always incarnate on the earth, but non-reincarnations aren't born like this. Most are simply imitations of the archetypal man, Adam, and die, and are gone forever. The point I'm trying to make here is that resurrection is often reserved for Heroes. If you've ever heard the theory that normies are NPCs, don't have souls, etc, it's true. Existence precedes essence in these affairs.

>>130302

This. The only way to combat meaninglessness and wastes of time is to do everything you can to avoid positivity or anything enjoyable. Only then can you be free.

>>130281

Here's an incantation from the book "The Temple of Wotan" that pops into mind.

>Wotan! The morning mist ofMidgard,

The silence of the trees,

The watching eyes of boar and bear,

And guardians of earth and air. From raven's nest and dragon lair,

Cry out: Great Wotan—Awake!

Holy T^oof of (he Auf&n liihi

Awaken in my weary soul

The sky, the seed, the sun;

The hero that I strive to be,

Hear us now, O High One!

Awaken in our weary world,

Enshrouded by the night,

Your wisdom and your strength,

Awake—O Bearer of the Light!

Awaken, Great Wotan

The honor we forsake,

In glory and in majesty,

Mighty Wotan—awake!

>>130284

Just keep it as a memento. No need to destroy something personal like that. We aren't iconoclasts. Besides, how would you mother feel?

>>130306

These are the people that told me I had original sin. They are the very embodiment of butthurt and evil. The candle they gave me to anchor my non-consentual initiation into their criminal slaver cult is not what I would call an object of sentiment. My mother would not care, especially considering the fact that our last priest (now deceased) was a molester.

>>130308

Just go out camping and throw it in a burn pit. No need to overthink it, and burning is always better than throwing it in the trash.

>>130309

This.

>>130308

Just have fun with it anon. It's more important that you feel like you have left your criminal slaver cult and that the burning of the candle serves that. After all, meanings change and the candle didn't choose to be catholic, so give it your own personal meaning and marvel at the flames.

>>130309

My thoughts exactly

looking to get in touch with an anon who talked about treating food addiction via hypnosis, I'd like to try

From an Alan Watts video on Taoism-

>"It is believed in India, that when a person sets out on a way of liberation, his first problem is to become free from his past karma … a person who, say, begins to study Yoga, will suddenly get sick, or his children will die, or he will lose alot of money, or all sorts of catastrophes will occur, because the karmic debt is being cleared up."

>"The Christian way of saying the same thing, is that if you plan to change your life, to turn over a new leaf, you mustn't let the devil know, because he will oppose you with all his might, knowing that you might escape his power."

Is that true? Where can I learn more about this?

I've noticed in my own life that this happens, every time I try to become more 'spiritual', for lack of a better word, bad shit starts happening. I thought maybe I was noticing it more, but it seems that the frequency of misfortune does increase compared to when I live out my regular life

How do I change my genetics? Or rather how do I change who I am inside and out? I'm a heavily flawed person that just lives to breathe.

>>130330

You must be at peace with yourself before you can change.

>>130331

How do I attain that? I've been in a rut for 7 years now, I'm massively depressed I got a job thinking it would help with my motivational issues and social anxiety/ general social awkwardness but I feel worse now I have a job and responsibilities. I really dislike myself I'm no good at anything I always find a way to screw things up.

>>130332

This should be useful

http://classics.mit.edu/Epictetus/discourses.html

Also you need to spend more time in introspection. Analyze your emotions whenever they materialize, make sure you know where they're coming from and know whether or not they're warranted.

>>130332

>I got a job thinking it would help with my motivational issues and social anxiety/ general social awkwardness

Why would you think a job would do any of that? Where in your analysis of the social ritual known as a "job" has convinced you that the outcome of your participation in this specific social ritual would magically alter your brain from one mental state to another?

>but I feel worse now I have a job and responsibilities

The primary purpose of a "job" is to provide a profit to your employer, with a secondary purpose to provide you, the employee, with a salary that you and the employer negotiated in the hiring process.

It seems to me the reason you are depressed is because you have expectations that aren't met. If you don't get rid of your unrealistic expectations you will forever be depressed. Replace expectations with goals, and be sure you understand that everything in life has probabilities, meaning that if you don't reach a goal, you rationally conclude that the goal has not been met for one reason or another that you have not anticipated and move on, you don't get irrational and get emotional about it.

Listen to https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B-0ETX4z_DU

>>130257

Fine, I admit. I posted in the last questions thread about how I seem to have lost my reasoning capability/"I"(WWA)/have major mindfog, but I realized that I sperged so I left. The conventional advice I could remember wouldn't work, because I've never masturbated, so I can't go on NoFap, I don't play video games, so I can't quit, meditation deals in stopping thoughts, which I feel feeds the thoughtorm of "I can't think" and etc. I'm haunted by memories of being intelligent, but now my mind seems mush, and I don't know/can't remember why.

>>130333

>Analyze your emotions whenever they materialize, make sure you know where they're coming from

Feelings of inadequacy with everything I do I just don't have the smarts to accomplish anything worthy or charisma to interact with people. I'm a complete outcast that can't relate to anyone and I don't know how to talk to people. At the same time I don't generally care about people or what they like I have to pretend to be interested, I just want to be comfortable enough around people to get by. I feel I don't belong anywhere and working a regular job is not satisfying and I'd rather be doing something I like but I don't know what it is, I can't be a neet for the rest of my life. I will take time to read those books if it will help achieve inner peace although I strongly feel dislike towards myself.

>>130334

>Why would you think a job would do any of that? Where in your analysis of the social ritual known as a "job" has convinced you that the outcome of your participation in this specific social ritual would magically alter your brain from one mental state to another?

I sort of felt obligated I've been neet for near a decade now and I wanted to show my parents that I'm actually doing something to better myself. I knew it was a bad idea I'm locked in now I think I want to work a few months and save money and quit and focus on fixing my mental state. I've completely quit porn and masturbation it's been a few months now, that was my largest hurdle.

>The primary purpose of a "job" is to provide a profit to your employer, with a secondary purpose to provide you, the employee, with a salary that you and the employer negotiated in the hiring process.

I get that it's why I never cared for work or participating in society. I just want to find some meaning in this life and blend in, I'm rotting away sitting in my room doing nothing and I figured maybe a job would get me out of the house and motivate me towards something better.

>you have expectations that aren't met

I don't have high expectations of myself I know my limitations. I just want to find a place in this world and blend in, I want to be somewhat capable of interacting with other humans. I feel I'm not really responding to your post properly I'm sorry, I'm not at all smart. You're very intelligent and for the life of me I couldn't think of any of that on my own, that adds to my feelings of self hatred, I feel like a mistake that should not be, there are mistakes in the animal kingdom and I feel I'm one of them which is why I so desperately want to become an entirely different, better person.

>>130336

Your main problem seems to be that you're placing overblown value on frivolous things, leading to said neurotic emotions when the irrational values cannot be satisfied. The fact is you don't need the approval of anyone to advance towards eudaimonia, and moreover these the thoughts of others are completely out of your control and thus not something that is deserving of your attention. Deprogramming your faulty thought patterns will definitely be difficult but it's definitely possible. The key is persistent mindfulness and correction in regard to your inner machinations.

Sounds like you're also lacking a basic framework of meaning in your life. Finding something that 'clicks' with your innate nature is going to be necessary to replace your unhealthy values once they're curtailed.

>>130339

Very wise words. I don't know what to take from this though I don't know how to use your valuable information that you've given me I need literal step by step guide I can't figure stuff out on my own.

Any tips on how can I astral project? Also has anyone here tried Hemi-Sync - The Gateway Experience does it work, what did you experience??

>>130350

>>130352

I cannot thank you enough, the wisest and most kindest words that have ever been spoken to me. I will heed your advice and stop feeling sorry for myself and kick the depressive nature that has overtaken me. I'm going to study that pic and take everything I can from both of your posts, I'm going to delve head first into magick and visualization techniques and find answers and solutions for me. Once more, thank you very much and appreciate it dearly. I hope to visit this post in a few months time with progress and hopefully one day I will find self fulfillment in my life and cure my ailments. All the best to you and everyone on this board who have given me a second chance at life, it's what I feel I've gotten from here.

>>130336

>I wanted to show my parents that I'm actually doing something to better myself.

You should do something to "better yourself" because you want to do it, not because you want to impress your parents. Some people can never be impressed. The latter is often an unrealistic expectation. You were born because your father didn't wear a condom, not because you have some obligatory role to impress some people who will die of old age/cancer in a few decades or sooner.

>I knew it was a bad idea I'm locked in now I think I want to work a few months and save money and quit and focus on fixing my mental state.

Earning money is a good idea since it's necessary for survival as set by the rules in your human society you were born into, but you had an unrealistic expectation that a job would provide you with something more than a salary. If there's another positive benefit derived from a job, then that is often luck.

>I just want to find some meaning in this life

I suggest an intellectual pursuit as well as learning crafts, mechanics, tech, etc. that you can afford.

>and blend in

Why would you care if you "blend in" with sheep? Look at how everyone in the mainstream is condemning and mocking Julian Assange, one of the few people on this planet with courage and a sense of justice who sacrificed himself to expose what our governments, powerful political institutions and corporations are really doing. I would not want to blend in with shameless cowards.

>I want to be somewhat capable of interacting with other humans.

Stop viewing other humans as superior to you. Understand that most people are sheep. Everyone has vulnerabilities.

>I feel like a mistake that should not be

Who gets to determine what is a "mistake"? The careerist psychopaths who run our governments? The capitalists? The SJWs? The incels? The hedonists? Everyone can be argued to be a "mistake" one way or another.

>there are mistakes in the animal kingdom

Evolution has no "mistakes" (that is a human projection), only probabilities. The formation of the first prokaryotic cell (your earliest ancestor) was a probability that was met from the physical event of energy fusing together amino acids, salt and water in such a chemical arrangement that a stable self-replicating cell structure was formed.

>I so desperately want to become an entirely different, better person.

How do you define "better person"?

>>130356

>You should do something to "better yourself" because you want to do it, not because you want to impress your parents.

I understand and I made the mistake of getting this job. Right now I'm looking for another job I know I'd be happy doing and I sort of have an idea what I want to do for money so all hope isn't lost I suppose.

>set by the rules in your human society you were born into

Wew I want to live wherever you are.

>but you had an unrealistic expectation that a job would provide you with something more than a salary

Right you are, I thought it would give me a purpose though I know myself better and I won't be happy unless I work for myself. Also got a job because I would like some money to buy a few things.

>I suggest an intellectual pursuit as well as learning crafts, mechanics, tech, etc. that you can afford.

For the longest time I had no hobbies then I found interest in the piano. Also want to learn magick.

>Why would you care if you "blend in" with sheep? Look at how everyone in the mainstream is condemning and mocking Julian Assange, one of the few people on this planet with courage and a sense of justice who sacrificed himself to expose what our governments, powerful political institutions and corporations are really doing. I would not want to blend in with shameless cowards.

I just want a few friends and to not be a total sperg when interacting with family. Maybe even a gf I don't know. For the longest time I was ok without friends then like a woman entering menopause, I wanted friends.

>Stop viewing other humans as superior to you. Understand that most people are sheep. Everyone has vulnerabilities.

Good viewpoint doesn't help that I'm a sperg and can't talk to them even if they are sheep.

>Who gets to determine what is a "mistake"? The careerist psychopaths who run our governments? The capitalists? The SJWs? The incels? The hedonists? Everyone can be argued to be a "mistake" one way or another.

Excellent point.

>Evolution has no "mistakes" (that is a human projection), only probabilities. The formation of the first prokaryotic cell (your earliest ancestor) was a probability that was met from the physical event of energy fusing together amino acids, salt and water in such a chemical arrangement that a stable self-replicating cell structure was formed.

Man I wish I was as intelligent as you.

>How do you define "better person"?

Ok now you got me thinking… How do I put this, I want to be someone that people look up to, someone with value I want to do something important I don't care to earn millions of dollars, it's silly and it's only a dream but I want to lead the way into the future and save western civilization.

>>130359

I'd like to be tall too lol. Being short I look like a teenager with smallish hands really hampers my self confidence in the presence of tall people especially when a taller woman walks by, it kills me inside. Some things are just dreams I suppose.

>>130360

Just channel me your shorts and I'll send you my talls. Deal?

Just be shorter than 175cm or the voltage will be wrong.

>>130355

>I will heed your advice

Yes. I know you will.

>I hope to visit this post in a few months time

Please do. I'd be very interested.

>a second chance at life

I know that feeling anon. All the best to you too. Remember that confidence is the chief neuro-technology of progress and as a human you are gifted with near endless amounts, you just have to find a way to tap into it and you will eventually

>>130261

I haven't committed to any research yet (as I haven't been able to do much of anything lately) so I figure I should ask now, will meditation be important or necessary for any of this?

I still haven't figured out any way to meditate, and it's been a big road block for me so far.

What sort of energy imbalance would cause psychosomatic pain in the right inner wrist and dry skin on the back of the right hand?

>>130369

Banish what?

>>130370

Negative energy I guess..

Sometime now I've been really negative and have some recurring bad thoughts that I wouldn't ever normally think like: 'I hate my life' 'I wish so and so dies' etc..

Is it good practice to drink your own pee? I have found that I do not mind it so much, but how can I maximize the benefits? What are the benefits?

Who remembers internet sensation billy guckmin?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F9ajbpTjiv8&t=34s

>>130365

Yes. Being able to clear your mind is paramount. The less fragmented your consciousness and attention are, the easier it gets to do the stuff you want to do. The best way to meditate imo is to order the "monkey mind" part (you know, the one that goes "oh look shiny, oh look new") to only focus on the breath. In and out. And every time you get distracted, not to get disappointed or mad because you're already making progress if you notice that you're distracted, AND you're making massive progress if you notice and understand the nature of the distraction. You really don't have to go full balls-to-the-wall "I'm gonna do this shit now for an hour everyday", because, unless you're that type of prodigy, you're not gonna make it that far so soon. Start with 30 seconds of thinking about nothing other than the sensation of your breath. If any hurtful emotion or something similar comes up, proceed as you please, but know that you are making progress. You don't get over shit, you get through it. I've told people to do it for 10 seconds only, and they almost always become more mindful, peaceful etc at once. You can program your subconscious to do stuff for you. >>130350 pic related, I use the "KLEEEENG" sound as a reminder when I've gone astray and it's really helpful. You can use various drugs as training wheels and to experiment. I've found that weed puts me into the trance state easier but that it makes me more prone to distraction aswell. However, I also found that the state of tranquility and serenity feels much more profound than when on other drugs (nicotine, coffeine, alcohol).

So yeah, really fucking important. Watch your breath, try mantras. Mantras are powerful as fuck, even when used haphazardly. Try perhaps "I am my best self, I will be better". For as long as you can but 30 seconds or a minute is already really fucking good if you struggle with meditation.

>>130379

Why would you drink pee without knowing or even seeing any benefits? I'm sure there are, but there are also probably benefits to eating razorblades.

You see, I eat my own jizz because then I ingest the souls of my unborn children. I eat my own shit because manure makes the flowers grow. I eat sunlight because I'm a nightowl with a deathwish. I also eat babies because I'm le illerminaty.

>>130384

Not funny

>>130384

Simply not fapping already entails ingesting your unborn children. That's why it gives power.

I had a messed up dream of someone getting stabbed, taking the knife they were stabbed with then slicing themselves up at random, and then suddenly being swallowed whole by the Earth as someone cried out "Daphne!".

The last two night also I had very strange and symbolic dreams.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Daphne

Just looked up Daphne apparently it's the name of a "a naiad, a variety of female nymph associated with fountains, wells, springs, streams, brooks and other bodies of freshwater."

Oddly enough also Daphne was right beside a river when she was swallowed whole by the ground (sand) beneath her.

I probably should have wrote down the other two dreams I had. They were also very "mythological" in character and seemed to be telling me something about god, the one before this night in particular, I think was symbolically telling me about the self-existence of God.

It seems I witnessed Daphne (Laurel … this is associated with honor, victory, high status…) being swallowed by Gaia (the Earth).

Anyone want to try and interpret this?

>>130392

Your heavenly anima is flawed and self-destructive. Your chthonic or primal anima is thus attempting to subsume it.

Is this guy legitimate? What he's saying works in theory but I can't trust Jews.

>>130378

Strengthening the ego can be helpful. Basically you separate yourself from the actual emotion and analyze it. Determine how exactly it came to attach itself on you. Make sure to really detach yourself from the emotion. If you do this correctly you should immediately feel at least some relief from gaining control over what was previously an entirely unconscious phenomenon. But in order to keep the emotion from immediately reattaching you need to know exactly what is causing it. What wrong thoughts your ego is generating, and therefore what wrong patterns are embedded on your greater self. Gently make an effort to correct that wrong thought. Train yourself to associate the emotion with the correction of whatever delusion is generating it.

Greater awareness of the unconscious is invaluable for this; dream interpretation is the easiest way to start, and I highly recommend teaching yourself meditation. Starting to interact more with your unconscious will also increase your resistance to extrinsic curses (basically using the astral to influence your unconscious in destructive ways, which can be done unintentionally in some cases).

>>130383

I find for "quieting the monkey mind" it is easier for me acknowledge the random pointless thoughts that come into my mind, and then just tell them to fuck off and let them go. Detach from them and they will fade to the background.

Maybe someone else will find that useful.

This morning as I woke up the following though popped into my head:

"Flat is positive. Earth is positive, so earth is flat."

Does this mean anything?

>>130432

What about flatlining? And breasts? Flat is boring.

>>130433

Positive as in active, not benefic

>>130373

Just make a chi ball next time and use it as practice. You don't go from crawling to sprinting and parkouring off fences.

>>130445

Essentially yes.

>>130383

My major roadblock with meditation has been physical so far. The only way I can typically get comfortable and relaxed is by lying in bed, but I sleep rather poorly and end up lying in bed for a long time, usually around 10-12 hours. Trying to lie down and get comfortable during the day after I've been lying down so long already typically doesn't work, I can't get relaxed without some soreness or discomfort (primarily my cubital tunnel acting up) disrupting my focus.

Trying to sit upright on the floor, (such as cross-legged or in the "Rock" position) or in a chair usually requires too much focus and/or physical effort to keep my back straight and head upright to allow me to get relaxed, so that's no good either.

I'm not sure what to work on in this regard, considering how many problems I have affecting the quality of my sleep, and I don't have the money or space to get a new chair.

On a different note though, I've had a couple different instances over the years of waking from sleep feeling more alert, hyper-focused, and mentally "in-tune", with my visualization being considerably more powerful, basically just letting me overlay imagery onto my physical vision. I'd also feel more emotionally moved by music I listened to. It all faded away over the next couple of hours, which really brought me down

Were those just rare instances of a good night's sleep, or was that perhaps something chakra related?

>>130448

Yoga, tai chi or rhythmic stretching seem like the obvious solutions to your problem. If you can't meditate while still, meditate while in motion. Walking meditation is also an option.

>>130448

Try active meditation I use glossolalia. Basically speaking in forced and sometimes fast gibberish until you completely zone out.

>>130448

I second this >>130449. I do both walking and still meditation aswell as yoga. I used to have really (tightened?) aching muscles but the yoga takes care of that and at some point it snowballs. I now have really good physical discipline to the point where even if I'm close to blackout drunk, I still never! lose balance and can stand on one foot without problems or even waivering. The physical discipline pays off and massively aids mental discipline, as well as vice-versa.

>Were those just rare instances

Probably both but I think it's less chakra and more pineal gland per se. Ajna chakra if any. In any case it's not healthy afaik to sleep more than 10h a day. I would say you were just more mindful, which is the whole point of meditation

It often happens to me that I do something by accident or without knowing only to find out later what I did. I had the golf-ball-pushing-out of my forehead feeling-process over before I consciously knew that to be a thing. The vortex-feeling-process started before I knew THAT to be a thing and I'm still not sure whether it's already over or still ongoing. Could just be powering up, could also be finishing up. Who knows. We are lived by powers we pretend to understand. -Friedrich Nietzsche

>>130451

I heard chaos magicians get interesting results with this nonsense-speaking technique. Will try out.

I only fairly recently gotten somewhat into meditation. ive been doing it with some power meditations.

is the wim hof method a troll? I've gotten more "results so far" and felt going deeper. I use his and some other "meditation" visualizations and breathing in through my nose trying to fill my bottom lungs. I try to hold my breath half the time I breathe in and exhaling try to match my inhalition time.

Is this doing anything? it feels like it does because of the headspace.

Often times I'll find myself in a trance on 8ch where I'm basically just randomly clicking through boards and letting the information passively wash through my brain without any conscious input on my part. Spiritually, what is happening here? Is this harming my energy body or can such a meditative practice be used constructively?

>>130463

Wim Hof isn't a troll. The breath is your way of consciously directing the different systems within your body, and he's managed to discover a good system for doing this when combined with stress on the body such as cold.

>>130469

Sounds like you're just distracting yourself. Good way to fry your attention span.

Henri Nouwen, Eckhart Tolle, Brennan Manning, Deitrich Bonhoeffer. K.P. Johanna, Oswald Chambers, Thomas a Kempis, Saint Augustine, Thomas Aquinas,

>>130475

Anyway to reverse those effects and fix your attention span? Not the person who asked, but I've been going through the exact same thing and you are right my attention span is fried

>>130489

In order to get your dopamine back and a whole lot of other stuff you probably don't even notice you're missing: get your baseline dopamine levels down. Way down. It's a fucking zombie epidemic.

What's the most impressive magical thing you've done? I'm curious as to what the upper limits of sorcery are.

Canadian surveillance revelation

This was started in 2011.

Spirits have been guiding me through a shamanic initiation for a while now based on some dormant witchblood from my ancestral lines. Ive had a number of mystical experiences lately that are abjectly terrifying, usually involving other people becoming conduits for higher energies I cant discern that put forth judgement on my soul for all my wrongdoings and sins, and this will happen in the middle of school or hanging out with friends. Most recently it happened when I was offered some blue lotus, which then transported my mind to a very dark egyptian vibed underworld mindscape of damnation and separation from the Divine. Friends were saying things that were normal but to me they touched my soul with such precision and truth that I knew something was off. The next day I was so moved by the anguish I felt that I had to leave my studies in class to cry in the hallway.

It started recently during a microdosing regiment I put myself under because a spirit whispered the message "follow me if you wanna see something cool" and I followed the wisp. Since then Ive had 4 Near Death Experiences(3 flatlines and 1 hydroplane off a hillside) that left me unscathed. I had an encounter with a being that identified itself as God and healed my blunted emotional state and depression in a way that felt like my brain fried from overheating and then foamed out my left ear as my skull caved in. I fell asleep and woke up normal and cried from how beautiful it was to be able to feel again.

Ive felt my energy circuits powering up recently and even heard my chakras swirling and crackling when I tap into the right state. Energy work is becoming automatic and intuitive to me as well as new forms of divination I never thought Id have the skill to do. Most recent is discerning patterns on the surface of water after pouring various powders in that are only slightly soluble. Got this reading today which is honestly one of the most accurate readings Ive done for what the terms mean to me and what events have transpired recently in my life. 'Current state is chaotic but structured fractally. A balance on the scales of duality has been found. Future looks clear'

At this point books and rituals are falling into my lap on various magical artes and currents. If anyone has books on the topics of Neolithic Shamanism(norse), Kabbala, Mudras, Siddhis, Astral and Dream Work, Spiritual Psychonautic Exploration, or anything in general that would give me applicable practices. I want to work with this being and live my life in gratitude for what it has done for me.

If karma is a thing why are the people in charge of society typically evil?

>>130510

They transcended it.

>>130513

blablabla nobody gives a shit what you have to say

>>130522

I wonder if niggers have souls.

Whenever I activate astral vision the scenery looks dark and almost evil (fields of skulls, feeling of being overwelmed by external darkness). Because of this I tend to recoil from the experience and don't progress. Does anyone know how to move past this sticking point?

>>130525

Fear is the mind-killer. Quit being a little baby and remember the law of polarity.

What happened to Billy Brujo's youtube? All his videos are deleted, and no accounts he owns has said anything about it yet.

>>130529

who

>>130561

The Devil.

>>130561

Afaik, in the ars goetia it is specifically stated that most spirits know most stuff. On top of that, as there are a lot more than 72 daemons in this world, you can choose or be chosen by, it all depends on you pretty much any spirit. Look through the key of solomon or other grimoires, you will usually find a short description of their fields of expertise alongside associated numbers, colours, elements, materials etc, or let yourself be guided to the right spirit as your higher self knows what is best for you and will find what you are looking for if you let it.

>>130562 I second this but I should warn you that you should approach him not as an enemy. If you don't hold to Yehova that shouldn't be too much of a problem anyways. Treat any spirit with as little preconception as possible. Treat them as friendly as you would want to be treated.

Additionally, I once heard somewhere that alot of the "preparations" in the key of solomon, like the ring you hold to shield your face from Astaroth's fire-breath, are traps designed to seriously injure or kill the celebrant. On top of that, the solomonic way of calling upon Yehova to coerce the spirits to do your bidding is, just that, coercive. I imagine most spirits, unless they directly serve him, don't like that kind of treatment.

I probably should add that, while Satan is an entity to himself, the name is also used as a title. Sort of how the word Czar or Kaiser derives directly from the one dude named Julius Caesar.

That said, trust yourself and trust them and it should be fine.

Mephistophiles is said to grant instantaneous learning. yes THAT Mephisto known from Faust Both Apollo and Hermes are also known in legend for their musical talent.

tl;dr most figures of legend and many many more are accessible through the sub-conscious, finding one that can teach you music shouldn't be too hard.

What instrument do you want to learn if I may ask?

I just finished reading the Kybalion, and I cannot wrap my head around this passage: