been in hypno far longer, 20 years or so and i know you are full of shit, hypno does not make you sleapier but more awake, your mind opens with practice. like yoga or meditation, same thing, and you say a bunch of crazi lies to get atention.
poor monkey, go eat a banana.
admit to your self i am in hell, all of my friends are in hell, this world is hell what ewer they say and delude them self to the thing to be, and think about it, that is because i am an ewil person, a bad seed, greedy, egotistic and that is what i deserve, to be in fucking hell, and yust come to terms with that truth, and go beyond it from every day on, there is no helping or deluding your self from the truth of your own conditiion, it is up to you to get the fuck out, and not to cry to others about your stupid poor unyust destiny, all people have the same shit going on, and some suceed and some perish to live another life, it is a trayectory of existance that defines your life, you canot strugle and get free from the path you are on, it is so and no other way. you can atleast try to became less stupid, because only stupid people take from other that which is not theirs to take. that is the answer to your stupid question.