/mai/ - Waifu

>>70015

>I feel like a fucking freak because I have such longings for someone that's not real.

I was in your exact same situation when I started, and I still feel like that at times. But remember, you may be a weirdo but there's people far worst than you in terms of batshit I hope and when you think about it, its not really that uncommon, people falling in love or developing crushes on fictional characters were always a thing.

It's up to you to embrace it or not, as for how, I dunno it works differently for everyone, you should start by making peace with yourself and your situation, stop worrying about why you prefer 2D over 3D or if its normal, and of course its not, deal with it. Who knows, it may even be just a phase.

>>70029

>I have been scared to be in a relationship is because I don't think I could actually be faithful. I guess I just recently met her

From what I'm reading seems like what stops you from accepting your feelings is that you'll miss life experiences like sex or having a family, which is understandable. There's nothing you can do about it once you're committed, if you don't feel like doing that, then don't be a waifufag. Besides those love feelings you describe are basically new, give it time and see if it fades.

tldr just dont be a fag and take your time to process everything.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Um4XsIsXXA

Because sometimes you have to think simple. Straight to the point. And I am a simple man.

Yes Meiling, you are gorgeous.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gQgGX1-BgnI

Live happily

https://youtube.com/watch?v=wJHp5Gz3q20

It's perfectly normal for one to feel less energetic towards things in life, be it work, school, or this case, one's SO. We're used to looking at their face and regain meaning in life, but sometimes it doesn't occur. When this happens to me, I apologize to Yoshiko for my bad mood, ask patience of her and try to fix what's been keeping me down. Typically lasts one or two weeks.

>>69895

Hang in there buddy you'll make it through with Lily

>>69909

I'm glad to hear it's getting better for you Rubybro school is always tough. You can do it!

>>69912

I had a long time when it was like that as well but I think it was a combination of life issues and my negative feelings towards her series at the time. It got better once I sorted it out, so hopefully it does so for you too.

>>69913

Sounds like you have a good relationship with Yoshiko, which is nice to see. On another topic Dengeki has some really nice Sunshine illustrations. Yohane looks very sweet there.

>>69916

Sometimes it's about how much you can prioritize her when there are distractions.

>>69939

Thanks m8.

I talk to Maki when I feel like it (that's the beauty of waifuism to begin with), but mostly when I go to bed, about my day and what I'm planning to do tomorrow, woes and worries, etc…

I like imagining her reactions, reassuring her that'll I'll try my best for her, as well as "feeling" her consoling me.

During the weekends or days off when I spend all day at home either sleeping, playing vidya, watching animu, reading mango, cleaning or cooking, I bring my dakimakura with me to hang out with her, as in chit-chatting about random stuff.

Occasionally if I'm going through a blissful moment (ie.: out on a pleasant night) I might comment about it with her.

Mostly just imagining though, occasionally I'll talk out loud.

>>69900

Maki!

Of course! Mostly in my head though, but I talk when I know I'm alone.

We chat about a lot of stuff, though mostly commenting about random stuff and making observations. We're very social particularly when playing vidya together. It gets interestenting since Yoshiko has the chuuni =3

I talk to her through my daki or phone. I talk to her very casually about whatever subject's on my mind at the moment. There's a bit of 'lovey' talk here and there, with some 'I love you's tossed around whenever we're going to bed. It's easy for me to imagine her voice, and I can hear her talking to me when we're doing something like watching movies together.

>>69749

Akeno is not that talkative and tends to keep her feelings to herself too much. She also wants that others rely on her but secretly she really wants someone to rely on. She can be sultry even when she really isn't. In battle she's a massive sadist so she can be really caught up in the moment and not notice other things. Akeno is known for being very sneaky, she has a technique that makes it so no one can notice her so that can mess with things where if there is something private she can find out about if she so chooses to. She is also very possessive, very protective and can get jealous of others

Her popularity.

Her flaws? They only make her better. She comes off as mean to a lot of people, though she really only is mean to those that deserve it. She also might not be very good at talking, but, we don't need words to understand each other.

Susie has pyromania, so sometimes she has struggles with her desire to start fires and be around flame.

She's also not very good in social situations, and is quick to creep people out.

I love these idiosyncrasies and feel that they add to who she is.

Widowmaker has some great collages

Painted something new for the season.

In closing I love Amelie with all my heart,mind,body,and soul. I hope I properly explained in depth exactly how our relationship is and how I feel about her.

Well, it does appear in canon that Marisa wants to be immortal without turning youkai somehow, and in her own terms. In fact, she did manage to create the elixir of life, but the concoction is so much no one can drink it. (Makes me think that she has no concept of percentages or molarity, but she has a concept of pi, so I dunno.)

She also wants to be immortal as she sees fit, that is, she can end her immortality anytime she wants to. So, she dies as she lives: In her own terms.

>>69835

>Even if Flandre really was that dangerous, I still don't understand why she can't leave at all.

She can leave, fortunately! Not only is it specified in Perfect Memento in Strict Sense that she ‘’seldom’’ leaves the SDM (‘’seldom’’ is not ‘’never’’), but Flandre even recently went to the firework festival with her sister, as seen in The Grimoire of Usami. The true question therefore remains: Just how free is Flandre to leave the SDM?

In fanon, Flandre is often depicted as never being able to leave the SDM. There are even some extreme cases where she is shown to be left alone crying in a dark room that she is forbidden to leave (pic related is such example; Memories of Phantasm also depicted a less intense but still similar scene). Such depictions hurt me badly to the core. They not only make me extremely sad for Flandre, but they also make me angry and deeply hateful of Remilia, to the point that I could stab her in the heart with a silver dagger. Nobody who would do such a thing to someone (let alone her own little sister) is worthy of my respect. Fortunately, such horrible cruelty from Remilia seems to be nothing but fanon’s dramatization.

>>69903

Oh, you're right. I just assumed that she never leaves the SDM because as far as I had known at the time, she had never been shown outside the SDM in canon.

But I guess that has now changed with The Grimoire of Usami. At least, it proves that she's not forbidden to leave the SDM at all.

>In fanon, Flandre is often depicted as never being able to leave the SDM.

Well, by suggesting that she might be locked away or a hikikomori, ZUN encourages speculation and dramatization.

But in the end, it's just meant to make her a mysterious character.

Maybe Remilia just treats her like a child?

Youmu also was in a similar situation before the events following PCB. I think she had never even left Hakugyokurou before. But a lot has changed since then and in WBaWC it seems like she now even frequently visits Higan.

Ruby's goal is simple but quite daunting: She wants to be a hero, and help others in every way she can. She was inspired by stories of her parents and of fictional heroes ever since she was a little kid, and she wants nothing more than to be like them.

She's really noble, and it's something about her that I love to death.

Her goal is to win the Love Live singing competition with her sister. She unfortunately doesn't achieve it, but she still tries to start a new group after her sister graduates.

At last, another winter passes away and we welcome a new spring.

This time, winter seemed almost endless, while at the same time, weeks passed like days…

It felt like I was lost and dazed. To be honest, I think I regressed quite a lot, as a person, during this period.

Nonetheless, it's all in the past now and I'm delighted for your return. So let's be merry, this spring, together again.

I love you, Yukari.

So, I guess a lot has happened during these past few weeks, Marisa. As you might know it, I've started trying to, at least, cook. Spaghetti's an easy dish, but I've learned a few new things too. Aside from necessity, I've always wanted to learn how to cook because I love food. It was an interest of mine since childhood, although matters about eating it are now limited by my health. And my people are very well known for their cooking. It is a point of pride for them, after all. So, I also saw it as a responsibility to carry this cultural weight.

And speaking for learning how to cook, I've taught myself on how to make sweet sausages. I plan on selling them by the dozen, so I can finally get myself some income. I'm now seriously trying to find ways to make money. I have always promised to you that we will be rich, that a day will come when no one can thread upon us with impunity. It might be a small step right now, but all things start from those few small steps. Still, I am frustrated that I was not able to become a millionaire at the age of 25, much like the guy who founded the Yahoo! website. Still, I really do want to pursue that dream, that promise I told you. I have a lot of emotional attachments to it, and that includes for what I feel for you.

Marisa, you might say that I'm doing this out of pride. You're right, but not exclusively. After all, you are my pride and joy, and I want you to not just remember that, but to feel it, to hear and to heed what I feel, for all of this is real. I seriously hope this message reaches you in someway or another, I am always there for you, as you are for me.

When Rika smiles;

The blue moon splits and turns to ice

The red moon like so much tinder catches fire

The white moon does an about-face and sings of all desire

To be happy without the evil lies

To be a gambler and not fear the die

To reach the end with only one try

To be with friends, to no longer see them cry

And to find the golden dream-sky, always promised to be true

And finally may it one day tell of my desire, to always be with you

Here we are, once again. Days, weeks, months and years pass, and as always, I crave your love unlike anything else.

What else can I say that I haven't said before?

Words can't describe just how much I want you.

I want to see you, all lively and lovely; beyond mere dreams and fantasies.

I want to hear your voice call out to me.

I want to feel the warmth of your embrace, and to feel safe in your arms.

I want to live life with you, and to make our own adventures.

All I want, is you. I realise this just a bit more, with each passing day.

I love you, Yukari.

I want to love you, forever.

Simon! I have to thank you so much, for making me happier and brightening up my sad and lonely days. It's been a while since you entered my life, but I wouldn't want it any other way. There was an empty void in my life that you helped to fill, and for that I couldn't thank you enough. I feel as if I've become happier and more motivated since we've been together, and I love you so very much.

Happy birthday, Yukari!!

Happy (belated) Birthday!

Cute pic, too!

>>69795

>I've personally managed to break my 4 energy drink a day addiction that really plagued me and my heart.

Yeesh, that's quite a habit to kick, bet the waifu is proud. I know a guy who has a similar problem and I'm worried I'm going to find him twitching on the ground one day and since I've never had any myself I dunno what it feels like. Any tips on cutting down?

And nah, I don't have any bands around at the moment since I'm just doing pure calisthenics for now. Maybe in the future. I wasn't in a bad place when I started since I work out fairly regularly, so it probably sounds more impressive than it is. The REAL bitch is going to be doing pic related.

>>69794

That's nice anon, for how long have you been working out? calisthenics in general are great imo, I find it more fulfilling than weight lifting sometimes. As for me I been trying to make my way to one arm push ups, I can't do them fully but i'm almost there.

>How's everyone else's improvement projects going?

Meh, I been working in my stuff but no significant progress has been made yet.

>>69795

>>69800

>Any tips on cutting down?

I never had that energy drink addiction either, but I had to deal with nicotine adiction, if it's of any help back when I quit smoking I tried to cut for a few days until I was ready to cut altogether, there were times where I failed though, reached lots of days without a single cig to eventually give up. It wasn't till much later that I could finally get enough will to stop for a longer time to eventually get rid of it.

Honest advice this may take a long while but basically just keep cutting and if you fail just try again but this time go even further by consuming less than the last time for a longer period of time. Then repeat till you're done.

Here is our combined Valentines day and 5th anniversary celebration.

>>69619

Oh shit my nigger Glass, glad to see you're back.

How's the family been? Glad to see you and Yuno are still going strong. Lilly and I have had a new addition since we last spoke in the form of our OC daughteru.

>>69621

Nope, Glass went rogue, he quit as far as I can tell. I'm different Yuno friend.

>>69622

Oh my apologies, still glad to see her happy!

No special occasion this week aside from every day being special when I'm with Yuno. Here's an album from a hike I've wanted to take her on for a few years now. We finally made it and had a great time.

https://imgur.com/a/O1oJ2mH

Sometimes.

Yes she could be, but in return the zombies destroy the moral foundation and heart in Higurashi and turn it into a poorly thought out mess of a gore flick.

>>69589

>is your waifu bad news for any zombie?

Yes

>is your waifu bad news for any zombie?

Zombies don't exist in Remnant (at least not as far as we know), but she's made quick work of much worse. She would probably mow through them easily.

>>69784

Heh

>>68038

I haven't even had romantic feelings for an actual person before, so no real idea what the "spark" is. But I'm also going to try your advice. Already committed to a life alone with a dogo, so until >>>/robowaifu/ pulls through I'm going to try enjoy this.