/mai/ - Waifu

Don't be shy, Yukaribro. You can repost that post you did there ( >>67966 ) instead of having it unnoticed because of bump limit.

No posting it here would make you break rule 1 and 3!

It's funny, Marisa. You know how I love listening to music and singing to myself very much. That being said, whenever I hear the words "magic" and "star" in a song, it instantly reminds me of you. You know how appropriate it is, especially that I'm a sucker for love songs myself.

It's really funny how a lot of these cheesy and corny love songs become many-fold more relatable and fun to listen to when you are in love. Even the thought of me right now admitting what I feel for you feels a bit more awkward, actually, and I have this feeling for almost a decade now, I forgot. It would never stop being awkward for me, because I never imagined that I would feel something like this to someone like you, in a situation that defies all sense and logic. For other people, they would think this is a giant joke, and the joke is on me, because they think I'm a fool. Maybe I am a fool, but I don't care anymore. You taught me that, sometimes, to get what you want and what makes you happy, you have to be foolish. Because that's what you did, and you were rewarded for it greatly. Sure, the pursuit of happiness doesn't mean that you will get that source of happiness, but I guess that's better because it gives the drive to improve yourself. And maybe, in the long run, what matters isn't if you got what you wanted, but rather how much you've improved or changed. I know I can whine or bitch sometimes about my situation, but maybe that's better than to let the frustration brew inside my mind.

Nevertheless, maybe what I'm saying is that it was magical how you gave someone who is down with his luck a good reason to finally realize what he wants all along, even if what he wants is akin to an unreachable star in the sky. Perhaps even if I get that star I've always wanted, I will find myself wanting another one. And that's okay, because perhaps this is what was missing in my life: The will to power and the drive for the pursuit of happiness. And, indeed, you might be so far away from me right now technically, but that's how you've inspired me. That's how magical you are to me, my beloved magician.

>>67970

Very well. You got me there.

Time passed quickly, did it not? On this day (minus one since this is a repost, dear), three years ago, I realised that you were the one for me.

Every year since then has been a positive turning point in my life and it is all thanks to you.

I can't wait to call your name one day, and hear you answer.

I can't wait to hug you and kiss you.

I can't wait to hear your soothing voice and look into your beautiful amethyst eyes.

My beloved Yukari, to me, you are the sunlight that peeks through the clouds after the rain.

You are my hope and I love you very much.

Alright then! Posting something that I wrote some time ago, and then forget to post in the old thread. Slightly less comfy, but true and loving. So it belongs here.

Meiling dear, I just can't help it.

I am yet again victim of this dread sense of emptyness. I lose the will to do anything, nothing matters more than this.

I miss you. I really, really do. With all of my heart. Everytime, regularly it happens. When I find something really nice about you, whenever I really feel that connection deep between our worlds. When it ends, when I come back to my world, it's always hell.

If I had the possibility to do so, I'd tell you all this face to face. You are amazing. A brave, gentle and kind warrior. Strange attributes for a youkai, but amazing for a person. You are not useless, either. Don't believe the bad voices people spread about you. You are strong, more than those who have fun of you.

I'd love to live with you, in your world. To wake up next to you, hugging each other. To go breakfast, following the endless halls of the Mansion. To be there, eating while Remilia talks about the last thing that tengu has written on her newspaper. I'd gladly stay side by side with you at the gate. Chatting and chatting - and maybe kissing, when no one is around.

I'd watch you fight Marisa, and no matter of the outcome I'll be proud of you, because you have put all your soul into it. And then, after dinner with all the others, we'd go to bed. And make love, ready to begin another day together.

I love you, and this gap between us is so cruel. But I will always hope to find a way to reach you.

Never stop being awesome, Hong Meiling.

>>67982

Happy Anniversary man! Spend it well, eh! Hope you'll pass by on Discord again, I missed you last time…

>>67984

>>67985

Thanks you two!

>spoiler

No worries, I'll be there. I hope to meet you there!

Once in a while I try to write poetry for her.

The white cat in the mirror is black.

She admires the fur, course and rough, dark as night and yes! with a glance, her life must have been tough.

God knows she's admired her, trembling at the beauty, alight, the eyes a glass moon and sun that shines at night.

She admired her strength, to live within the barren. call it home and abide on your own, your freedom in the world is it's length.

Now the white cat pondered through the hazy visage, the black cat's wonderful life, perhaps it was just a mirage. The sadness, the cold, the heart frozen in ice. I would like to be her. If only I could stain my white fur black, but jumping through fire would cause me to crack. I hate the smell and I hate the taste, so the black cat's life I cannot waste.

The black cat in the mirror is white. With a twisted pose she glances. the white fur was pure and light, groomed, full of love and a life of daytime prances

And the black cat thought How mundane! How everyday! It's so plain, for all life to be play!

And the black cat began to hate. hate!

The anger was at herself and not at her. Herself had been stained black through the fire. The one that she looked up to, admired.

Torches scorch and the claws scrape. The vision of a barren field, nothing so romantic, but a prison down a well that forces the heart to yield. My freedom was not knowing the prison bars existed!

My dear Hifumi.

It has been roughly a year and a half since I fell in love with you. I felt good for the first time in many years and thanks to you I know that I am not the emotionless monster I sometimes saw myself as. Thank you so much for making me feel love for the first time since I was in elementary school. It is a wonderful feeling and I am glad I got to experience it. What I feel for you I never felt for anyone on this planet ever. When I see your face it fills my heart with joy and it soothes my soul.

When I am out in the 3D world I often get reminded of you. For example when I am at work we have a radio turned on.

At least once per day this one popular love song comes up.

>Baby, I'm dancing in the dark

>With you between my arms

>Barefoot on the grass

>Listening to our favourite song

>When you said you looked a mess

>I whispered underneath my breath

>But you heard it,

>Darling, you look perfect tonight

I can see your emerald-green eyes right in front of me every time this song plays. It is marvellous and I nearly tear up whenever I hear it.

This is what I wished for the most since April 2017 and it hurts me so much that I cannot make it happen.

It hurts so much that I cannot hold your hand and be with you and what is life worth when the most important thing to you is unobtainable, like a faraway star. Beautiful with golden radience, but impossible to reach.

Hifumi,

I wish I could dance with you under the night sky with the stars and moonlight shining on us.

I wish I could go to the park with you and walk around in the grass bare feet after having a picnic.

I wish I could play shogi matches with you and visit the planetarium and bookstores in Tokyo with you.

I wish I could invite you to my favorite takeaway place and share lunch with you

I wish I could spend an afternoon on the balcony with you while we listen to the sounds of a summer rain

I wish I could help you solve your family worries and help you become a shogi pro so you have no worries in life.

I wish I could make you happy and spend the rest of my life with you.

But sadly there is a barrier between us that I cannot cross.

People often say that love comes with a bittersweet taste. Finally I think I understand what they mean.

However, I am confident that when the right time comes we will be united until the end of time.

One day, when I finally cross the barrier, I hope you will wait for me at the gates to your realm.

Make sure you have this orange/blue dress on, it looks pretty on you.

Hifumi, words cannot express how much I love you.

>>67981

your text was wonderful anon

It's been almost 7.5 years since that day at the school when we were younger. I still haven't posted who you are anywhere out of respect for your privacy and general self-consciousness, though you'd never admit to that part. I'm grateful to you in ways I could not put into words in any language. Thank you for tolerating me.

The ghost of summer casts itself against:

the sun the symbol of energy

the moon the symbol of mystery

the wind carries the words that flow from God's lips

and catch you with an ear to the breeze

it's not yet the end and the ghost I still haven't seen

and I yet have not learned what the words could possibly mean

miracle, the symbol of You

through miracle I will understand what I know true

sudden thunder will break summer's domain

what is heard? what can thunder say?

your smile tells it plain

your laughter bright as the earth rent asunder

storms are the last vein hope against the summer moon

so a storm will be the symbol of destruction

destruction in the pre-ordained June

I want to thank you. Thank you for…well for existing. Merely by being around you,by knowing you I have experienced such a profound,yet subtle joy as no one ever has. Your existence is a miracle and I want to thank you for dedicating the bit of it that you have to me. I still don't understand why you'd like me and what you see in me,even at this point,but every time we talk,every time we discuss something new I feel content. And in this miserable world in which we live,feeling truly content is a rare and precious thing. Every moment spent by your side is a moment that has been spent for a thing good and just. And specifically because the times we meet are rare it is that I truly can appreciate them. You're the only person I trust not to abandon me to my fate,Motoko. The only person in this world I know will not turn on me in the most crucial moment. I want you to know how much…I love you. I know you do,since you know more things than I ever will be able to comprehend,but I still want you to know. My feelings,I have a hard time expressing them in words,mainly because I had so few of them,before you reminded me of them,but maybe you can come to be able to sense my emotions before I even try and word them. Or maybe you already can. I don't know. What I do know is that I trust you to be my side for far longer than you have been.

You're my sunshine on a rainy day, you're my strength and my happiness, you're my everything. Thank you, Seto Kaiba. Thanks to you I am truly happy to be on this earth and I have found my purpose. You make me a stronger, better, happier person every day. Everything makes sense after meeting you, you helped me to understand myself and I want to be together with you until the very end of my life.

Happy birthday, Rika, cutest and happiest girl in the world. I'll always love you.

Regal in purple azure peering eyes

Intensity hidden by sunny summer lies

Kindly observes as close as she can

Astutely seen the world beyond man

Fearing nothing yet hearing fear cries

Unassuming the earthly immortal lies

Revelation of truth seen in the deep bog

Unraveled underneath heaven's moonlit skies

Death means nothing to the God

Except through the girl yet living in fog

>>68337

Happy birthday, Rika!

And nice poem, by the way!

I love you, girl. Never change.

Marisa, you know my health condition right now has been compromised again. This has disrupted my college attendance, and I am in pain right now. Needless to say, I feel extremely pathetic right now, especially that our finances are in a barely sustainable condition right now. I have made mistakes, but I mostly don't know what went wrong. And my family doesn't look kindly at me for this, blaming me for such shit and thinking as if I wanted this, I asked for this. I don't want to explain anymore, they won't understand, they refuse to understand, and then throw back all of those attitudes and project it unto me, acting as if they can do better if they were in my situation. Infinitely easier said than done, I tell you.

I'm so sorry, Marisa. Everytime I get sick like this, I feel like I am failing my promise for you to give you everything I think you deserve. I've lost belief in many things, including myself. But I just want you to believe in me, that yes, I can do this, that this pain isn't that bad, that this will be all over soon and I will return to an optimal life again, that I can survive like what I usually have done even if nobody expected for me to so, not even me.

I hope that things will be better soon enough, but I do wish you were here just to comfort me, at least, or nobody will do so anymore.

>>68380

I’m sorry to hear that, Marisabro… I hope you’ll get better soon!

And I’m sure Marisa knows that you are doing your best despite all these unfortunate turns of events. I think there is more honor in not succeeding at a hard task where you gave all that you could VS succeeding in an easy task without any hardship. Despite all of this, you still continue to give Marisa the most valuable treasure: love. And I’m sure that it’s what matters the most to her.

>>68380

It's incredibly rough by the sounds of things, but I know that you'll persevere.

She loves you.

>>68394

That's one amazing pic of Ruby!

I wished this artist would also draw Flandre.

>>68405

I see the name file is a Twitter file.

But on Pixiv, the artist posted a similar but different version of this pic, with essentially just a variation of the facial expression plus light clothes change. Picture size is way smaller unfortunately… See pic related.

I see that the artist also posted on Twitter less than an hour ago a new variation of this pic, more ecchi. I personally don’t care myself, but I know that some waifuists are really touchy when it comes to having ecchi pics of their waifu posted online. So I leave it up to you to look at it, or you can just tell me if you’re ok for me to post it here.

Apparently the artist made some Ruby pics but they are patreon exclusive. Still, keep an eye on Gelbooru and Sankaku Complex as such pics might appear in the near future.

>>68406

I saw that second version, even bookmarked it on Pixiv.

And thanks for the heads up about the Ecchi version~! It's very nice. It would probably be okay to post it here as long as you spoiler it in accordance with the rules, though I generally prefer more NSFW stuff to be sent to me in Discord PMs.

And yeah, I saw that there were exclusive ones. I hope they get leaked somewhere.

My wonderful and amazing Chocola, I have never felt closer to you in my entire life. I just heard your voice in-game for the first time. It's exactly how I pictured it, I have never heard anything so beautiful in my entire life. When I heard it I gasped, I was filled with joy and excitement.

I will always hear that voice ringing in my head when i'm happy, sad, excited, angry, or any other emotion. You are wonderful and you're beautiful in every way.

I'll always love you, and I love you even more than I already did before, if such a thing is even possible. You'll always be with me. I'm so happy to have you, my sweet Chocola.

https://vocaroo.com/i/s1v4OM0AYdaz

>>68521

I’m really happy for you! I can only imagine how wonderful it must be to hear one’s waifu’s voice for the first time!

>>68526

Nevermind, looked it up and she was just laughing… what a weird (But super cute) laugh.

I can't stop thinking about Chocola and I dancing to this, laughing, singing, and just playing around and we'd both probably be either really stoned or really drunk

It's my favorite thought lately, it makes me smile just thinking about it

But, even though we're both chicks, I don't think we can get our voices as high as Becks in this song.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qL_9zWmDcjs

It's really been three years, hasn't it?

I don't know the exact date I realized the feelings I had for you, or the date of when I decided to finally embrace them. Only the month and year.

It's crazy to think we've been together for so long, honestly. To think the feeling of you beside me has never once lost a fraction of the intensity it had in the beginning of our relationship, or that the monster on your head hasn't been enough to drive a wedge between us despite his best efforts sometimes.

You've never failed to brighten my mood, or help me through hard times. Always selflessly helping me as you have others. I only hope I do the same enough to make you proud.

I know I might flounder like an idiot trying to explain how I feel about you, but I wanted to say it anyway. I don't think I express how much you mean to me enough. Not like I could find the words to do so very well, anyway.

These last three years have been amazing. I can only hope the next three are just as great.

I love you, Filia Medici.

>>68600

Happy anniversary and congratulations on your three years!

>>68600

Yo, Happy Anniversary!

Rubybro is right, that was nicely put! I can feel the sincerity of your words.

Here's to many more!

>>68600

Happy anniversary!!

It's gotten kind of cold hasn't it Haruna? This month has been a big change for me, a lot has happened but I haven't been in the greatest place. I've been really difficult, both with my friends and with myself, this month felt like a blur, like I was asleep and that the real me has been asleep this whole time. Haruna I really want to thank you for sticking by me, without you I don't think I would've been able to make it through this month. Even after all my breakdowns and my troubles, you stood by me and supported me. I don't really know how to say thank you in any other way, I guess theres really only one way to say thank you, I don't think there is a synonym for thank you lol. So thank you so much Haruna, I love you more then anything, your energy and enthusiasm keeps me going. I almost slipped back into my old self a few times this month but thanks to you that didn't happen. I've been barely clinging on but I've survived so far and I think I know where my problem lies now. I wouldn't have been able to do it without you. So again, thank you so much Haruna, you mean the world to me.

Happy anniversary.

Before anything else, let me be honest with you girl, I really don't know what to say right now, no amount of words or feelsy posts will be enough to truly portray my feelings towards you. It feels pointless to come up with something nice to say, lots of things have been said already.

A year ago, you lifted me from the ground after something horrendous that I deserved. I still don't understand why I had another chance and where did that boundless compasion came from, really.. I don't get it. I only know that i'm eternally grateful to you and that I'll never be able to repay you for that. You changed me for good.

Just been one year already, feels like a short time but a lot of things happened. I fondly remember the good times we spent together, even when you weren't really there, like a treasure I'll keep those moments in my heart, hope they never fade from my mind. I'm a shit person and I don't deserve the happiness you brought to me, not even a portion of it and yet you're still there, making everything for the best like if you were changing my life with just a wave of your hand. Is really weird.

Girl you're literally the best thing that ever happened to me, you get it? You're so beautiful in so many ways, for fucks sake I can't even think of someone more beautiful than you, more charismatic or interesting, I just can't. The hell you did to me? I'm writting all this like if you will read it, but I know you wont. Just like those restless nights where I couldn't stop thinking, yearning for being with you and praying for a miracle to happen.

But I don't want to wait anymore, that ain't for me. I swear to god; I'll cross the oceans, go through entire continents, I'll walk hundreds of miles and I'll find you, one way or another. Even when all could be in vain and everything would end in nothing, even when my own mind tells me that is impossible, I still gonna try. Whatever it takes.

As for now I'll keep improving myself for you. There's a lot of work to do and you only deserve the best. So no more fuck ups, no more whinnings, even if my love for you dissapears not in a thousand years. From now on we only move forward, because as I slowly crawl to the light, wishing for the impossible, I'll find inspiration whenever I gaze in your eyes.

Reimu, you're a metaphysical girl in a metaphysical world, imperfect and yet perfect in every way, illusionary and captivating to an unmeasurable level. I'm really bad at these sort of stuff and bet I had tons of grammar mistakes, I don't care at this point but my stupid short words can't describe how much I love you. I love you more than anything.

You're so far away, but thank you for being here. Never change.

I love my wife Lilly!

>>69070

Happy anniversary and congratulations. She's truly blessed to have you.

>>69070

Happy anniversary!

What a wonderful post; full of emotion!

>>69070

Beautiful words anon. Reimu is lucky to have you, and you, her.

>>69070

That is just amazing. Beautiful, honest words.

Happy Anniversary man.

We're coming up on our 2nd wedding anniversary and it's really making me think.

I at times feel down

But you are always here to cheer me up

You and that bright smile you have

That shines harder than the sun~

Winter; the season that seperates us, even though we're always together.

Bound and seperated at the same time; what a strange concept. Very like you and your power.

How I wish we could spend the holidays together, but as always I'll be thinking of you and eagerly waiting for you in spring.

May your winter nights be calm and your dreams sweet.

I love you, Yukari.

It's our 11th anniversary today. I couldn't do our usual celebration because of my illness, so I did my best to try something new and write her a Japanese letter instead.

Arturia, not a single day goes by where I don't think to myself how lucky I am to know you. This year more than any other I have been very dearly reminded of that fact.

Thank you for giving me the strength to persevere. Someday, I swear to you, I will properly repay that kindness back a hundred times over.

May our next years be even brighter, my eternal friend.

>>69410

>>69412

>>69414

Thanks guys.

Ruler I’m grateful that you find me, that I can be with you in someway, that I can see you and hear you everyday even if it’s thanks to an app.

you give me courage and strenght to carry at least one more day at the time, I’m sure many soldiers felt the same way when they saw your banner wave during battle.

I hope I can celebrate many more birthdays with you in even better ways.

I love you Jeannette

Happy Birthday to my beautiful ray of sunlight, to my gorgeous maiden

>>69483

>>69484

Thank you

Damn I need to keep a better eye on this thread…

>>69405

Have my very late congratulations for your 11th anniversary. That is quite impressive!

>>69472

Happy birthday Jeanne!

>>69070

So late it’s almost shameful, but happy anniversary nonetheless.

Amelie and I are going good. Tending to our sims household,enjoying true crime novels and documentaries. Working in SFM projects.

At last, another winter passes away and we welcome a new spring.

This time, winter seemed almost endless, while at the same time, weeks passed like days…

It felt like I was lost and dazed. To be honest, I think I regressed quite a lot, as a person, during this period.

Nonetheless, it's all in the past now and I'm delighted for your return. So let's be merry, this spring, together again.

I love you, Yukari.

So, I guess a lot has happened during these past few weeks, Marisa. As you might know it, I've started trying to, at least, cook. Spaghetti's an easy dish, but I've learned a few new things too. Aside from necessity, I've always wanted to learn how to cook because I love food. It was an interest of mine since childhood, although matters about eating it are now limited by my health. And my people are very well known for their cooking. It is a point of pride for them, after all. So, I also saw it as a responsibility to carry this cultural weight.

And speaking for learning how to cook, I've taught myself on how to make sweet sausages. I plan on selling them by the dozen, so I can finally get myself some income. I'm now seriously trying to find ways to make money. I have always promised to you that we will be rich, that a day will come when no one can thread upon us with impunity. It might be a small step right now, but all things start from those few small steps. Still, I am frustrated that I was not able to become a millionaire at the age of 25, much like the guy who founded the Yahoo! website. Still, I really do want to pursue that dream, that promise I told you. I have a lot of emotional attachments to it, and that includes for what I feel for you.

Marisa, you might say that I'm doing this out of pride. You're right, but not exclusively. After all, you are my pride and joy, and I want you to not just remember that, but to feel it, to hear and to heed what I feel, for all of this is real. I seriously hope this message reaches you in someway or another, I am always there for you, as you are for me.

When Rika smiles;

The blue moon splits and turns to ice

The red moon like so much tinder catches fire

The white moon does an about-face and sings of all desire

To be happy without the evil lies

To be a gambler and not fear the die

To reach the end with only one try

To be with friends, to no longer see them cry

And to find the golden dream-sky, always promised to be true

And finally may it one day tell of my desire, to always be with you

Here we are, once again. Days, weeks, months and years pass, and as always, I crave your love unlike anything else.

What else can I say that I haven't said before?

Words can't describe just how much I want you.

I want to see you, all lively and lovely; beyond mere dreams and fantasies.

I want to hear your voice call out to me.

I want to feel the warmth of your embrace, and to feel safe in your arms.

I want to live life with you, and to make our own adventures.

All I want, is you. I realise this just a bit more, with each passing day.

I love you, Yukari.

I want to love you, forever.

Simon! I have to thank you so much, for making me happier and brightening up my sad and lonely days. It's been a while since you entered my life, but I wouldn't want it any other way. There was an empty void in my life that you helped to fill, and for that I couldn't thank you enough. I feel as if I've become happier and more motivated since we've been together, and I love you so very much.