/mai/ - Waifu

>>70428

I don't know. Maybe he left or maybe he's just lurking. People come and go…

After two or so years of unreliable internet connection and not having a computer I'm finally able to post again. I'm not sure if anyone remembers me since I didn't have much time to participate back when I was active, but I'll try to post every now and then now that I have the means to.

I think last time I posted was back in 8chan, yikes.

>>70007

So, whatever happened to your panel? I'm not sure if the video you uploaded to youtube is the one you will use or if you already used it, but I'm still interested in this. Great job on the video, by the way.

>>70479

Hi! Yeah, I think I remember you as your husbando’s face does look familiar. It’s good to see you back. Feel free to join us on Discord too (see the pinned thread).

>So, whatever happened to your panel? I'm not sure if the video you uploaded to youtube is the one you will use or if you already used it, but I'm still interested in this. Great job on the video, by the way.

Wow, so you remembered this whole panel saga. I finally decided to make a Youtube video instead as I could reach more people this way. I might present it as a panel too one day, that is, if that damn Covid can finally stop (last year, the anime convention was only held online, and it will be the same this year too… I rather wait and present it in person).

I’m happy you liked my video!

>>70486

>husbando

Funny, I haven't seen someone make this mistake in a long time. I guess she does look very masculine in that picture and I didn't include her name in my post or filename. I'll make sure to leave a post in the discord thread, thanks for the invite.

>Wow, so you remembered this whole panel saga.

I couldn't post back then, but I kept lurking every now and again and it caught my interest when I first read it. I really only remembered it after watching your video. Wish you luck in your next attempt with the panel.

>>70487

Oh I'm sorry! All memes and SJW considerations aside, I can tell you that I’m sorry that I assumed her gender haha.

It's true that she looks rather masculine in the picture of your previous post with her short hair and those clothes (not to mention that gender distinction is often not as obvious in facial features of anime-style characters as compared to 3D people). But regardless, your waifu is beautiful.

Maybe I just confused her with someone else? It’s all blurry in my mind but I have this feeling that I’ve seen your waifu’s face before.

And regarding the panel, I’ll sure let you (and this whole community) know about it if it’s ever going to happen.

>>70309

Fuck it.

>>70309

Don’t need to take either. I instead already took the gold pill so now I can enter and exit between this world and the world of hallucinations whenever I want to. As well as letting my waifus travel here to be with me.

I choose the red pill. I already accepted the fact that the girl I love doesn't exist the day I got into the whole waifu thing. I'd like everything about my relationship with Naoto to stay the way it is now and I don't yearn for something that could never happen. It's the other way around, actually. I prefer it this way, as I see it more romantic. I love Naoto beacuse I feel so and I don't really seek anything beyond that, it already feels nice to love her this way.

I once read something that was sort of related to this, I don't remember it all that well and the person who originally wrote it might read this so I apologize if I got it completely wrong, it's more my own interpretation of it. The basic idea was that when someone falls in love with a fictional character there are three ways in which one could approach it. One way would be to accept one's love as impossible and find someone who resembles the character but can actually love you back. Another way would be the knight's way, to accept one's love as impossible and devote one's life to loving someone who you can never be with. The third way I think was to reject the idea that one's love is impossible and devote one's life to finding a way to make it possible. Though the second way is my favourite, it really sounds more romantic. I love because it's what feels right to me and I don't wish for something else.

Yes, but not because I'm pussywhipped or anything, Mordred is the rightful heir to the throne by virtue of being a Pendragon, the king can't exactly change surnames due to marriage.

It's a British surname and I like it anyway, so it wouldn't be out of place.

Lockhart's a great name so I'd take it

Yes! Someday, when we get married I'll be Mrs. Futatsuiwa!

Using Mamizou's surname makes more sense to me. Mine would sound weird with her first name.

I would be fine either way really. I'd probably end up taking her name since her family is rich and famous. I like them both as names by themselves, though I'm not sure if my first name would sound right with hers attached to it, I think her own name doesn't sound so bad with my last name, since if you stretch it enough it even sounds like a pun with her last name, it's not kurogane, but it works.

>>69042

jesus fuck

No

In my most recent dream of her, we were flying together, and she was singing ERROR. It's sorta funny, because I usually only hear music in my dreams if I fall asleep while listening to it, which I didn't do this time.

Anyways, it looked like it was autumn or something. We were flying together, but I had the feeling that I was under her power, that she was enabling me to fly. She had a pair of wings much like these: angelic, yet stylized.

I felt like I was totally in the moment, and aware of everything: the cool wind from our flight, the blue skies and fiery landscapes blurring together, her radiant beauty as she flew so gracefully next to me, and of course the sound of her voice that seemed to fill the whole world.

Finally, we stopped, floating in place. Like the song, I knew it was time for this to end. She was floating upwards, looking down at me while singing that last chorus. I watched as she climbed ever higher, and started diffusing into light. It kept getting brighter, until the whole sky was blinding.

Turns out this was a dream within a dream, 'cause I woke up as someone else, before waking up for real. I assume heh

I felt like I experienced the whole emotional spectrum in a crazy whirlwind.

It was very bittersweet, but beautiful.

I dreamed of Flandre 2 times last night.

First time: I got my hands on Otakuthon’s panels pamphlet for this summer’s convention, so I looked inside to see if they accepted my waifuist panel (like if they would not tell me first before printing it…). I found that my panel was indeed integrated, but that they also put an image of Flandre inside the pamphlet for my panel (which makes no sense as they would have no way to know who is my waifu). Flandre’s image was inappropriate, like your typical anime panty shot. I was disappointed in that and thought it would really not send the right impression regarding my panel’s approach on waifuism. I then thought I should ask them to change the picture, but then thought it would be too complicated for them to reprint all the pamphlets just to change one picture (it always amazes me how I can remain rational in my dreams and contemplate such realistic aspects, while at the same time not realizing how it makes no sense that I can fly in the sky or breath under water…).

*And for those who might be wondering : I (IRL, not in dream) had to write to Otakuthon to ask them about my panel, as they were late in providing their answer. They told me they will answer me eventually

Second time: This one is more confusing. I was with my cousin, who was back to her child form, and I (or someone else??) gave her toasts with peanut butter and strawberry jam. She ate it with appetite and I asked her if it was the first time that she was eating such food. Then suddenly, it seems that my cousin became Flandre, and that Flandre was instead eating baby carrots and pieces of cucumber with dip (can’t help but notice that these two foods are of phallic forms and that the dip was white haha). Flandre was eating with appetite, and then at one point she stopped eating and seemed to remember something (and I think it was related to the death of a Negi from Filthy Frank universe but I’m not sure) and then she just said ‘’I think I just remember the pot’’ (referring, I think, to the pot that was used to create the dip she was eating) and then she went back to eating. Then I think I woke up not long after that. I would really like to understand the meaning of this dream…

I dreamt of my dakimakura last night. I dreamed that the daki cover was in a very bad shape. Flandre’s printed image was all faded, like if I had washed the cover 100 times in boiling water. Plus, the daki was super dirty, like if it was covered in some dark ashes or something.

I remember thinking that I needed to wash it immediately, and also thinking that I would probably need to buy a new one. I was also wondering if the faded image was due to the new body wash I am using, which contain benzoyl peroxide (for treating pimples) and is known to stain clothes and sheets if not rinsed properly.

Glad it was just a dream. When I woke up, I spend a comfy hour snuggling with my daki.

>>1845

Yeah, I did, but an ago long time. My waifu is Cyan, from the anime Show by Rock !! Was a really short dream. For some reason she was wearing gothic clothes, lies on a bed. She was looks like annoying. And I go there, and I start to have sex with her. Actually I don't like to watch porn about my waifu (and never I've done it), I just want the love of her, nothing of sex and things

If I truly had the chance to give her a gift, I would like to give her something special and personal.

Flandre being a vampire, I would like to give her homemade chocolates that I would have prepared with some of my blood. Although I don’t know if she would think it’s a sweet idea or a creepy one. Maybe it’s considered taboo among vampires to drink a love one’s blood?

I would also give her a Valentine’s Day card with a lovely message (one written by me, not a pre-written one like we see in the cards at the store). I could also give her some plushie holding a heart or something like that as I know she likes plushies. And maybe flowers too.

In your thread title, you ask how to create a tulpa, but after, you say that you would like to dream of her. Maybe you’re just not familiar with the terminologies, but having a tulpa and dreaming of one’s waifu is not the same thing.

Also, who is your waifu and how long have you been with her?

I think you're looking for lucid dreaming, not a tulpa. From what I've gathered, a tulpa is it's own person, and you cannot create a tulpa wanting it to be somebody else, apparently forcing them to be someone they're not stresses them out (I guess? I dunno much about them other than this)

So in reality, while they're often associated, a tulpa and waifuism have almost nothing to do with each other.

If I were you, I'd search the internet on lucid dreaming, there are thousands of resources that can teach you how to lucid dream, so you can see your waifu in your dreams easily like you mentioned

Good luck!

I love simple artstyle images like these, shame most of this artist's other stuff sucks

From the recent episode of RWBY, this captures how much she's happy again. The rush of being happy, and experiencing the thrill made me smile.

I love this picture of her, because she looks like she feels the same way i do most of the time…

Some of my favourite recent art

These pictures give off this really confident vibe to it. Like he'd either ask me out or sell me a used car.

His name is never translated or romanized any differently as far as I know, and everyone in his series does know him by his real name. He doesn’t actually have a canon

last name.

As for the meaning, in case it’s relevant, a rough translation is “Dog demon”, though “yasha” has a bit more nuance than just “demon”. Inu is obviously the dog half.

And as for me, I usually call him by a shortened version, “Inu” among other things. ;)

My wife's name is Konpaku Youmu (魂魄妖夢). Her family name Konpaku comes first and means "soul". Her given name Youmu literally means something along the lines of " demon dream", "bewitching dream" or "wicked dream".

The official romanization has been consistent so far, mainly because it's a Japanese name, but I don't think ZUN treats romanization as something permanent; he's really inconsistent with foreign-sounding names.

The name appears to be completely made up and is obviously a reference to Reimu's name. It has the exact same number of kanji and morae like so:

博麗霊夢（はくれい　れいむ）

魂魄妖夢（こんぱく　ようむ）

I think this alone is already unique within the Touhou series and just like with Reimu's name, everything is Sino-Japanese. The meaning of the given name is also very similar: Reimu literally means "spirit dream". The reason for this similarity is most likely that Youmu originally was meant to be a rival character.

The kanji of Youmu's given name 妖夢 also appears in the title of the game she first appears in 東方妖々夢～Perfect Cherry Blossom as well as in the title screen theme 妖々夢～Snow or Cherry Petal and her stage theme 妖々夢～Ancient Temple. 々 is just a kanji repetition symbol, so 妖々夢＝妖妖夢. Reduplication of this kind is very common in Chinese, but I don't know what kind of connotation it has in Classical Chinese.

According to the afterword of the demo version of the game, 妖々(youyou) is a reference to a line in The Pillow Book by Sei Shounagon, a famous work of Middle Japanese literature from around the year 1000. The line in question is:

「春はあけぼの。やうやう白くなりゆく山際、少し明かりて、紫だちたる雲の細くたなびきたる。」

or

"In spring it is the dawn that is most beautiful. As the light creeps over the hills, their outlines ared dyed a faint red and wisps of purplish cloud trails over them."

So, 妖々(youyou) comes from native Middle Japanese やうやう(yauyau), which meant "gradually", cf. Modern Japanese 漸う(youyou) "gradually" and 漸(yaya) "somewhat".

However, 妖(you) was read as "eu" during Middle Japanese times, so the kanji usage only makes sense from a moPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

This is 山口如月. She's my wife. For those of you who are Japanese-iliterate to some degree or another (like me, my Japanese isn't the best); it translates to Yamaguchi Kisaragi.

山口 roughly means "mountain's (山) mouth（口）"; and is a relatively common surname in Japan.

As for why her name is Kisaragi; that's a more complex topic.

如月 is the traditional name for the Japanese month of February; with the literal meaning being "weaving month".

In-universe; this linguistic coincidence gives birth to the nickname "Miss February" (二月ちゃん).

The month of February's also her source's author, Satoko Kiyuduki's (きゆづきさとこ) birth month. 如月 is also the same Kisaragi as in 如月あすか (or whatever way that "Asuka" is written), her former pen name. However, she has been confirmed to not be Kiyuduki's self insert; instead being orignally drawn around one of many "puni-moe archetypes"

Kisaragi wouldn't really relate to the experiences of everyone else who answered before since she lives in a relatively nice and ordinary modern day setting.

However, this doesn't mean her life has been perfect either.

She has frequently struggled with her own self-confidence as well as her own inferiority complex; and prefers staying out of the spotlight.

>>70290

Yeah, forgot to mention in my post, one of the driving factors for Mordred wanting the crown was seeing the effects kingship was having on her father. Deep down Mordred only really wished to save Arturia from the suffering of kingship and to take the burden onto herself, but that desire got corrupted into hatred my Morgan's schemes.

>>70297

I can accept that she had her own circumstances, yeah. The only two I can unreservedly blame are Morgan and Lancelot but even then someone like them coming along and taking advantage of Arturia's situation was just an eventuality.

>>70298

I've never watched Fate/Zero so I'm not really familiar with Lancelot and what he did other than NTRing Arturia and killing Mordred's siblings, was there something else Lancelot did to Arturia to cause her downfall, or were you referring to the whole affair thing?

I started having feelings for Kisaragi as far back as 2018, but soon after that I forgot about her until January 2019.

I finished the original anime series on January 26th, 2019; but didn't make it official until the 31st, when I got the courage to watch the OVA.

>>70170

>when I got the courage to watch the OVA

What do you mean by ’’the courage’’? Is the OVA so bad? :)

I honestly forget why, but February 24, 2017 is about when I consider her and I's relationship to have began. I think about that time I read a (surprisingly) nice reader insert and started thinking of her a lot more romantically.

January 23 2018 we got married.

I remember it being some time in August of 2019, not long after Fire Emblem Three Houses came out. I honestly didn't think much of her at first glance but started spending time with her in the form of tea times and learning about her through support conversations. Certain dramatic events in the story then lead me to realize how precious and important she was to me, and I was filled with an intense desire to make and keep her happy for the rest of her life. I considered myself having married her after completing my second playthrough of the game (I was sadly unable to on my first).

We chose our anniversary to be March 13th of 2018. As to how we got to this date, well, I know saying this here will just re-confirm the whole "le reddit user" perception, but I did just take the first post I made in relation to her/waifuism in general as the date.

The reasons as to why I chose that as the date are a little more specific though. As I watched through Re:Zero, I primarily felt for Emilia, this was ultimately re-affirmed when I started going into reading the source material (the web novel, not so much the light novel) and increasingly felt for Emilia as I was reading and eventually did just post a thread on Reddit about whether or not this was love. I questioned it, not really because I had doubts over a waifuist relationship, but I didn't know if I could feel such over a character, especially when I had already been pretty apathetic in regards to relationships and so going from near no relationship to one with a fictional character honestly seemed like more of a step to me than going from no relationship to one with a real person. As for that, there's reasons why I thought so but I can answer that elsewhere. As such, I chose that date as the start of our relationship.

The first thing that comes to mind is her beautiful blue eyes. I can't help but stare into them whenever I'm watching her talking. I also like her hair, I like both the style and colour.

His hair. It’s so thick and fluffy and beautiful~ whether silver or black, it’s my favorite thing without a doubt. And obviously the pretty woof ears. ;)

To me the most important feature from Yang is her hair, from the series alone she's really touchy about her hair. As time goes by, I had a tendency to nuzzle into her messy hair when we cuddle.

Like many others in here; I find lots of appeal on Kisaragi's hair. Brown hair has always been one of the more appealing hair colors to me; and she's also often portrayed with a variety of hairstyles; all of which I really like.

Her big, brown eyes make for some really cute expressions too.

However, no talk about the appeal of Kisaragi could be done without mentioning her glasses.

They're of the round, "so big you wonder how they even work" type; which is something you don't really see in anime as much anymore, and also kind of like her signature accessory that distinguishes her from so much similar characters.

Her eyes. They're quite a rare and striking color and were the first thing that really captured me. A lot of fan artists go straight green or blue so I appreciate when they get the color right.

Kanuka exists in a world very similar to ours except for the existence of Labors (mechs). The main problem would be that she would be out of a job since she is part of a Labor unit of the police. She would probably just be a regular police officer. I'm pretty sure she has US Citizenship, but unfortunately I'm Canadian, so that could be an issue.

It would be interesting to say the least. Remnant has a lot of similarities to our world but a lot of differences too. Some of the minute differences in technology might throw her off but she'd adjust, since those aren't too different. I think the biggest difference and difficulty adjusting would be the fact that Huntsmen and Huntresses don't exist as a profession here, so she'd be unable to fulfill her dream job. She'd probably become a cop or something, some kind of profession where she feels like she can still help people, but I think she'd miss that more romantic aspect to it. There's also the issue of the ATF likely trying to come for her scythe, lol

I tend to get around this by imagining her and I in a kind of composite world that's more like hers and ours squished together most of the time.

Yang adapting to the real world can be tough, she can still have her motorcycle and all. She can still have a prothesis, but wouldn't be as advanced from Remnant's. The toughest time she would have is her occupation as a Huntress, and her weapon giving some organization a raised eyebrow. Mostly what Rubybro said about Cresent Rose.

The only thing she can be happy with her goal of traveling the world, heck I love to travel with her through the world together.

Flayn lives in a medieval fantasy time period, so I think her biggest hurdle would be adapting to our mind-blowing technological advancements. On the other hand, she'd be sure to attract plenty of attention were she to display her healing powers.

Comfy Kisaragi best Kisaragi

Mordred looks good in suits

I really like her Miku Symphony outfit in particular (3rd pic).

I kind of have a thing for airline stewardesses so this episode of Patlabor was great. I love her in this costume. She also wears a lot of purple when she's wearing casual clothes, I like to think it's her favourite colour.

That first outfit is based off of in-game DLC. I really like it!