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5e2fcc No.61 [View All]

Discussion, questions and answers.

Blog: https://succubuscollective.wordpress.com/

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64881f No.3575

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>>3574

You mean, while you were fully awake?

Interesting experience. No, we here on the human side didn't do this.

Besides, around 40% of collective members are bigendered on the astral, so they have both female and male sides. It's not that they're men turned into women, it's just how things work.

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e54ceb No.3576

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>>3575

Yeah, I guess it might have been that other group again with technological society again or some other third party. Because whoever it is they're definitely female and like doing this kind of stuff. Last time they took me out of my male body, disposed of it and put me in a loli form. Seems like I'm a magnet for these types

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a91fa7 No.3577

>>3570

Have you any updates on my evaluation?

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64881f No.3578

>>3577

You were accepted. Welcome!

It's recommended to pick up this weekly practice:

>>246

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a91fa7 No.3581

>>3578

Many thanks, I will get started right away. Any other suggestions?

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64881f No.3582

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>>3581

Check these and use if you want:

>>2878

>>3168

>>3372

>>3255

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a116b9 No.3588

can I have a link to the discord?

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64881f No.3589

>>3588

Post your tag or request via the forum if you don't want to post it in the open.

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2725fd No.3591

>>3589

Not them but I want to come back, discord deleted my old account (again).

[redacted]

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41e49b No.3598

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Can I have a link to the Discord?

I'm >>2663

My Discord tag is [redacted]

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9f3935 No.3906

>>3569 here, did my reply get deleted? I asked for a link to the discord.

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64881f No.3907

>>3906

The server is currently inactive, we do not accept new members until we pick up activities again.

Anon above is an old member who had lost access to his account.

We also never give out public invites.

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9f3935 No.3912

>>3907

Oh, okay

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f55485 No.3915

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>>3907

What are new members supposed to do? Is the main activity here?

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c34b60 No.3916

>>3915

>What are new members supposed to do? Is the main activity here?

Do the weekly exercise posted here

>>246

It's also a good idea to start a daily practice routine or yoga or meditation of some sort.

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0b2fa6 No.4020

Hey. You might know me as Trypper. Well anyhow, I had the utmost privilege of interacting knowingly with a member of the Collective in physical proximity, and have also learned that I am actually not a 'Trypper'. Better to say I am Sorathel.

Sadly, due to life circumstances, I will be largely cut off from the internet for many months at a time; I expect up to 6 months. Hopefully then, I can post a new Discord tag here or the forum, and I can pick up where we left off then. Best of luck to us all.

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c34b60 No.4021

>>4020

You lost access to your account?

Anything else you want to share about your situation, are you better now?

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0b2fa6 No.4024

>>4021

I did lose access.

I am much better, but there is room for improvement.

I think it's best I refrain from divulging more details until more time has passed.

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d11f85 No.4116

Hi I'm interested in joining the collective

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c34b60 No.4117

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>>4116

Noted.

Please wait 2 weeks for evaluation by the sisters. If you have not been contacted in any other way, you can post here for results after the time has passed.

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c34b60 No.4118

>>3570

^ You can also use this sigil.

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613046 No.4179

Hey frens. I applied before but I can't remember what happened. I do think I had some succubus and astral related happenings but I had some stuff come up in my life and forgot about this. Can my sisters please update me?

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c34b60 No.4185

>>4179

They say you "will be fine", but that you are not a succubus and should not pursue this path.

I see an astral world with orange skies, rocky mountains and a red rock desert with some dark forests far in the distance when I try to read you. There is rain and mist in the air over the forest, which is in contrast with the heat of the desert.

You most likely belong to that place. I can't tell you what it is.

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e6b37b No.4222

hola, is it possible to get an evaluation without being forced to join? i might consider joining the collective (if possible), but i have no idea what the culture there is or what its like. id go ask myself, but i seem to lack the ability to astral project, i vibrate (until it hurt sometimes) easily, but cant separate and end up just moving physically :( feels like ive been chained to my body or something

ps if they decide to look check me, pls ask them nicely for me for no succing, wet dream or other mischief, idk what the evaluation be like, but im not lucid in dreams either :( no cooming and succing about pls

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c34b60 No.4224

>>4222

>is it possible to get an evaluation without being forced to join?

You can request one but if you have no intention to join there will be a fee. This is not a free service. If you accept that, they can do an evaluation. The fee will be detracted from you through the loss of personal assets or a demand for such a loss by an external source. You will have to accept this fee if you want the service. I cannot tell you what the fee is.

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f3abf7 No.4225

>>3336

I made that post but as far as I can tell no sign came to me to this day. Right now I think I don't want to join anymore. Maybe my intention was sincere back then, honestly I don't know what kind of state of mind I was in but now I don't really care anymore. I didn't mean to intrude and waste their time and energy on me so I feel inclined to leave my apologies.

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e6b37b No.4226

>>4224

yes, i do have intention of possibly joining, but am not sure of my exact nature, so i am here to ask, aswell as probably going to unable to currently join them due to my current lack of astral lucidity/awareness

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c34b60 No.4227

>>4225

>I made that post but as far as I can tell no sign came to me to this day. Right now I think I don't want to join anymore.

It was your secondary soul who wanted to join, so they snatched it away to teach them on site in the Collective world.

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c34b60 No.4228

>>4226

If your intention is to join if compatible there will be no fee.

You can also activate this sigil posted here

>>3570

for an initial cleanse of energy right away.

Please wait 2 weeks for evaluation to be performed.

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f3abf7 No.4229

>>4227

Ahh, iine! Work hard and good luck secondary soul! We may meet again.

(now that you say it, might be true what you say according to some dreams I had. I just didn't connect them to the succ collective).

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f8fe81 No.4231

>>4227

What is a "secondary soul"?

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c34b60 No.4232

>>4231

Humans have more than one soul. One of them is assigned the "main" role, but if that soul is removed the other will take over. If one soul not assigned as the main by birth is removed, you may not notice a lot. Maybe you lose a skill that soul had, which wasn't your own.

I for example lost my skill in tennis for gameboy when one soul was removed, turns out it wasn't "me" who was good at that game.

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78f02a No.4240

Hi, I said that I wanted to join the collective on an /x/ thread on 4chan like 3-4 years ago, I don't remember exactly how many years has it been, after that I had a dream where I got told "you passed the test, you are qualified" in my native language but nothing happened after that, I don't know if that was the collective or something else but in case it wasn't, I come expressing my interest in joining the collective and get evaluated, or get evaluated again in case I already got evaluated when that happened

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c34b60 No.4241

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>>4240

>I had a dream where I got told "you passed the test, you are qualified" in my native language but nothing happened after that

They tell me you were accepted back then.

It's your choice to get deeper involved or not. You could just do nothing and they'll pick your soul up after this life is over.

If you want to practice actively, you can start by the wednesday exercise posted here:

>>246

It's also recommended to pick up a daily spiritual practice if you chose the active path. Mostly anything for increasing your spiritual abilities works, but if you want recommendations, both hindu and christian/catholic practices work well.

This is because there is an overlap and connection between these deities. The Collective overlaps with the hindu avatars, where some are called by one name in hinduism and another in the collective and they have multiple forms.

For this reason yoga works well.

If you decide to use the bible, make sure to use the version with both the old and new testament, because that one connects all the way back to its origin.

The Egyptian deity Hathor is an ancient mother in the Collective, and the magic line can be followed from her to Isis and Osiris, then to Moses who was a priest of Osiris. If you use only the old testament (torah) you lose the connection because it's too old and not adapted to modern civilization. If you on the other hand use only the new testament you also lose the connection because the historical origin isn't included. That's just to explain how this works.

Other religions have nothing in particular to do with the Collective but may not be incompatible as an exercise in itself, such as Taoism with its Tai Chi or the spiritual rituals in Shinto.

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e6b37b No.4242

>>4241

hello again

been thinking, but how do succubus/other entities have daughters/children if they are immortal? do they give birth to their own kind of immortals/mundanes? or do they give birth to people who've been like us, if so, is every single entity up there once been like us? humanlevel? also what are spiritual genetics? this might be off-topic, sorry if so, if so

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c34b60 No.4243

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>>4242

>what are spiritual genetics?

Let me start with this question, it's the most relevant one.

Genetics or DNA are knowledge and information, a library which contains the instructions and blueprints for how to create a certain species or being. If the mother is a deity, they have divine genetics and their children will have to be able to become deities or they cannot be summoned into the womb and be born as the offspring of this entity.

For humans it is necessary to match with a certain amount of the human DNA to be able to incarnate as human. A person who leads a degenerate life may lose the knowledge which allowed for them to be incarnated as human. That means for their next life this gate is closed. That is the reason for some regressing into animals or plants or simply failing to match for any physical being at all, at which point they "incarnate" as a deformed ghoul in hell. Genetics determine all this. That is why you are strongly adviced to exercise your spiritual abilities and increase your wisdom rather than engage in drug use and physical pleasures.

A deity could also choose to create an external being who doesn't have the full set of their own genetics, and by this incarnate offspring who are not deities. It's also possible for someone who, as a spirit, was born by a deity, to partition off a part of their soul which does not have the full divine knowledge, and use this part to incarnate as a human to gain new knowledge through the experience of being a lower being.

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78f02a No.4246

>>4241

Thank you, will try and see what feels better for me, I'm pretty excited to see what's ahead

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e6b37b No.4257

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sry, back again

i think i had a sign during my meditation yesterday, wasn't sure if to ask you or not, but i "met" a girl in a blue dress with short hair. we exchanged hellos, and she ended up taking out a paintbrush and putting it on my forehead, and i reflexivly made her disappear, because i wasn't sure if she was real or not. when she first appeared my first thought was "succubus?" it wasn't definitive, but more of a question, so i'm not sure if she was. she came back a few moments later, and i made sure to ignore her so my thoughts wouldn't influence my perception, and she started brushing around for on my forehead for a short bit. i eventually asked her if she was from the succubus collective and if i was accepted, to which she said yes and disappeared. I'm not sure if my desire forced her to say yes, and she disappeared out of anger, or if it was an actual succubus. i did she her a couple times after meditation, at my window or next to me. not sure if real (near me), i don't have the senses to tell.

if i did get accepted, when you ask them can you also ask if i'm doing something wrong when trying to project? people can seem to do it on their first~tenth try, but I can't seem able to. also what is my nature thingies? since that seems standard

just so i don't just ask this stupid question above and get a no, i'll ask another few

if one becomes a succubus, are they only able to have the power of a succubus? or will they be able to develop other races' abilities later on? if someone somehow joins multiple races, how will that work (personally probably can't, but i kinda' want to oddly)? if I fail to become a succubus after being accepted, when i die do I just go to the afterlife?

sorry for all these questions, bothering you want wasting your time.

unrelated questions; are you a (new?) succubus? since you're here being a medium. also will this kind of stuff become easier as time goes by because of earth being taken over by touhous?

will be my last post on this thread until the two weeks up, or to respond, to not fill up this thread with my shenegians

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c34b60 No.4258

>>4257

>can you also ask if i'm doing something wrong when trying to project? people can seem to do it on their first~tenth try, but I can't seem able to.

This is a thing which happens when your inner nature or core is solidified. You can no longer astral project out of body, because your body has started being transformed into an astral body. You are already projected at the human layer. This is what the wednesday exercise mentioned above is for, it's to teach you how to move into the astral with your actual human body. The body and paradise creation guide posted in the library thread explains how to use a secondary body which is only on the astral as a vehicle to travel during a meditative state, which is what you'll have to do until you can move your human body completely onto the astral. It's all linked, same with the spear sigil also posted earlier on the board.

>if one becomes a succubus, are they only able to have the power of a succubus? or will they be able to develop other races' abilities later on? if someone somehow joins multiple races

The succubus is a meta existence on the outermost layer, it does not conflict with most other characteristics a being can have, so you can have any other compatible race as a seperate avatar with no issue.

>if I fail to become a succubus after being accepted, when i die do I just go to the afterlife?

If accepted you will not fail.

>are you a (new?) succubus? since you're here being a medium.

Yes and no. When I entered the human world from a far off spirit plane originally I was born by Hathor to receive her genetics. This means I had the potential for this path all along since being first incarnated as human on earth. But I only recently activated this potential in this life.

>also will this kind of stuff become easier as time goes by because of earth being taken over by touhous?

It will seem easier because there will be fewer confused people left and less competing ideologies to lead people astray.

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e6b37b No.4260

>>4258

>a thing which happens when your inner nature or core is solidified.

i can't find any info on this, what is this means? i've firmly decided on my goal-points, or what I ultimately want to do. is that what it means? what use do it bring? i have determination from it, but it stops me from projecting? i don't understand. i have little experience with all this stuff, much less so on the lore side. is nature the same as a core? like a succubus one? what do it do? how would i go about seeing it if I have one? i know these questions have nothing to do with succubuses but

>other compatible race as a seperate avatar

does that mean each body has their own powers, or do they all share the same ones?

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c34b60 No.4263

>>4260

>i have little experience with all this stuff

That's the reason, I can't explain it better, it'll just become theoretical and that doesn't help you see and learn through personal practice. You have to get experience with the occult (on your own).

>does that mean each body has their own powers, or do they all share the same ones?

They represent different aspects of yourself so they share abilities but they are presented in different ways.

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e6b37b No.4286

hola again, i am back.

its been around 2 week now, and i haven't had any in your face signs, but more of a lot of little ones. have had a lot of angel numbers saying that I'm on the right path, aswell as other minor things. i am more people awareness now? not sure how to describe, before i'd just be in the background, but now more people actively look at me, which im not sure what to think. i also have a more general happiness by the higher self. i also had my first lucid dream last night which i started off instantly aware that it was a dream, and went along somewhat, occasionally veering off. purposely* broke an aquarium tank built into the side as a building, panicked, tried fixing it and woke up, so i messed that up. (i had a goal I wanted before i went to sleep,, but forgot) i was aware that i was dreaming, but wasn't aware that i was, not sure how to describe. also two weeks ago, when I first used the cleaning symbol, lewd images would pop up in my mind, and that's happening own during meditation, so that's why i'm asking here if i got accepted now or if it's still ongoing or something. still can't project even after I tried making astral body, just pain now when i try, even if i try to ignore it

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c34b60 No.4288

>>4286

Weren't you already given a reply here?

>>4241

>They tell me you were accepted back then.

Some anons who don't know what they're talking about think it's a bad thing to not be able to astral project, but I've already explained that if your soul's core has united with your bodily form, you cannot project because you are already "projected" as a physical being. You instead should learn to move your body, not project from it. This part seems to have passed over the heads of the anons who were talking down on us. The wednesday exercise is made for teaching you to first move your body to the Collective world, so that you more easily can move to other places later. Your physical form will remain as long as there is an attachment or entanglement in the physical world (karma) but technically speaking it is not your body itself, it's an image of it, at that point your real body was moved to the Collective.

It will seem slower but you will really be able to move anywhere when you learn with this method, and you also have control of your astral body beyond the cycle of incarnation which is not the case for those who "astral project".

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e6b37b No.4289

>>4288

no i am not that person

i see about the formed body thing now, i'll try the wensday exercise when it comes to see what happens instead of trying to project

but it seems from the way you're saying I'd that it's only possible if you're part of the collective

i don't know if i was accepted, and that's why i am asking you here, to know if i am

i think if u click the id besides my post number, it'll tell you whag posts I posted on this thread

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c34b60 No.4290

>>4289

I could not get a clear reply from anyone when I asked before. Now I was told

>no you were not accepted, try your luck with djinn instead

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e6b37b No.4292

>>4290

is there exact reason besides just "no"?

>try your luck with a djinn

the wording, aswell as the specificatioj of a djinn makes it feel like an insult directed at me. i don't understand, i was referred to as a "portal person" by a new ager, and I think this means one is controlled by evil?, but i have a clear mind most of the day and it hurts being called this. if I'm not part of the collective, then my form thing isnt united then, why wouldn't i be able to astral project? just pain as i mentioned before. a person said that it might be something trying to stop me. i've been surrounded by negativity a lot of my life (and still am), so it just feels like they're not seeing me, but the negativity

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c34b60 No.4293

>>4292

>is there exact reason besides just "no"?

They check your soul's inner nature for a match with the requirements in the Collective and tell us the results. You don't match, that's all.

It's not an insult to suggest that your path is with djinn, they will just tell you what they think is right for you based on what they saw. Djinn are very ethereal beings and easy to work with, if you are mentally stable enough to not be effected by their trickery.

>i was referred to as a "portal person" by a new ager

I don't know what that means, maybe you'd easily learn channelling?

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e6b37b No.4295

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>>4293

i see. it's just that my intuition and heart instantly said that something was wrong with "djinn", and that it's something a djinn would say, aswell as being compared to one hurts, so i just see it as an insult. i do prefer to be straightforward, so I might not be femine/evasive enough for a succubus? i'll still try th wensday exercise since it still might work, and maybe it'll help me project to other places maybe. as for the "portal person" it was in a negative manner, and i do seem to speak with myself a lot, even if differeniate between my thoughts, and assume all if not most of "not me" are thoughtforms, and the good ones never get angry so i'm not sure, very few bad ones.

i do genuinely want to be a succubus, but i don't have the personality for it. every time i ask myself is yes. i do get messages from my spirit-guide, not all positive so I'm not deluding myself, getting stuff like "don't procrastinate" or "don't rush" when looking into certain things. don't know, something draws me to this board. also see a lot of touhou (not here), but it just seems popular in general. been trying to distance myself from my ego/desires to see if it's what I want, but so far it aligns with my goals. maybe there's something i'm just missing

sorry for useless posting

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3c0be2 No.4491

I'd like to join and do whatever I can to train my mind and soul for the collective

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a95cef No.4506

ooooo incredible

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