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>>84449

TY for creating new. I was wondering why it wasn't getting bumped.

Hopefully we can get some activity and new files soon!

>>84449

BTW, you forgot to double the backslash, which is why the title is butchered.

Thanks for starting a new board. Hopefully people keep on sharing new stuff and re-sharing old stuff that was deleted. There has got to be a lot of people with old files they could re-upload somewhere, do it! In the meantime, here are 3 of the best links (that still work) from the old board so you don't have to go searching for them.

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Another good resource from the old thread. pw: obamagaming

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does these files make you shits your pant?

>>84577

yea, but only if it benefits a superior woman

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I'm thankful for FSU and how much my crush exploits me, so I thought I'd share all the files not on kenmo. Enjoy.

>>84598

Whoa - amazing dump of new files! I will start to listen tonight so that I can learn to better serve superior women as quickly as possible.

>>84598

Aww yiss, F5U files tickle all the right spots!

Girl shit tastes the best !!!! :P

>>84608

They absolutely do. I've had to reduce my consumption of them, as looping them for 12 hours a day has been giving me headaches. If I keep it around 6 to 8, it doesn't seem to happen on most days.

I didn't want to have to do this, but when I have that severe of a headache, I am unable to serve superior women and make the world a better place for them to live. I hope my lack of training does not effect my crush in any negative manner.

Anybody able to share witches 23 or the locktober audio please?

>>84811

All should be available here

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Encoded x2

>>84838

>>84811

The witches file is there. Here's this locktober file:

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>>84838

The newest file there is from Sept. 21 2023.

>>84839

No, the newest witches file isn't circulating yet.

>>84839

Thanks for the share!

The witches there is the 22, not 23.

>>84843

>>84846

Sorry, I mistook the 2022 for the 2023. My bad

What encoding and which site is all of this

>>84904

base64

>>84904

>>84920

decode it twice

Anybody got any of the new stuff?

Check the kemono page :)

>>85214

Yesss!!! Thank you very much!

>>84576

hey mates, on the kem0n0.su page you can download zip files but there aint no passwords written. please help.

>>85453

its me. the passwords are in the pictures. you gotta be high for these i think.

Does someone have the new files that are not on kem0n0?

Anybody got any of the new stuff?

Bumping for the newer FSU files in February.

bumping 4 new files in feburary and march!! letz go!!!!

BUMP

>>85986

Shut up faggot.

Bump for >>85992

bump

bump

Man, this thread just dried up out of nowhere. The kemono page isnt even getting updated anymore. Bummer! Anyone know what happened?

>>86088

I was the one updating it for a while, but I lost my job recently. Cutting a lot of expenses, including their patreon which is $40 a month. Hope someone else will help y'all out, but for now, I'm out.

>>86098

Dont worry, we all face harder times (the calm after the storm will arrive sooner or later)

You did as long as you can and thanks for it

Anyone have s3mmertime chastity 2021 plz share

Anyone have s3mmertime chastity 2021

>>86391

Here you go, enjoy the summer!

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>>86393

Thank you for this,I really appreciate your fast reply

$1$$Y Sissy Walk and I am built for SERVICE not SEX plz share

>>86393

Been after this one for a while. Thank you!

Has anyone subscribed to their patreon? Is it worth it, or is it basically all just access to the files listed here?

Anyone have $|$$¥ walk please share

Anyone have | am Built for $ervice n0t $ex please share

Please anyone have "getting primed" share, it a little bit expensive.

>>86444

https://gofile.io/d/Gb2nUy

>>86408

I don't have these two.

>>86449

My first gods are womens and second god is a you… Thank you

"I am 28 years old. I first saw FSU in 'Kemono' about 3 months ago.

I finally asked, 'She's a god?' I've asked about 3 times now. When I meet my girlfriend , I feel like she is a god. I'm afraid FSU always tells beta males it's not for sex.".iam really worried about."I want to know if all files are completed after FSU, can I have sex with my girlfriend?".

iam previously watch femdom videos, nurse-themed or schoolgirl-themed.Now I can't watch nurse-themed or schoolgirl-themed content because I have a feeling about beta males not for sex.

Can anyone tell me what's happening to your mind, listen FSU?

Also, I've seen some Twitter accounts claiming their minds have been completely brainwashed by FSU.

Is that really happening?

How could that be?"

>>86450

Thanks for the list!

I found a few old files that aren't circulating, and thought I'd share… If anyone else has older (or newer) stuff not in circulation, sharing would definitely be appreciated!

(I also uploaded a copy of the list that's easier to download, for anyone not too tech savvy)

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>>86466

Thanks for those…

>>86466

This is all beautiful. Thank you.

>>86462

I guess English is not your first language.

What are you asking? This is fantasy stuff, my friend. Enjoy the ride and use it for pleasure. Don't ruin your life over it. Love your girlfriend and treat her well.

>>86483

And one more thing, before FSU, I was 100% convinced I was bi with a 95% leaning towards guys. Now I'm way less attracted to dudes and more attracted to bratty bitchy women. Chastity and hypno is literally mind altering.

>>86482

"I am Asian, and I am learning English. Thank you for replying to my question. I want to say that FSU files fantasy, but FSU keeps saying beta male, weak, dumb, idiotic things. So now I am just looking in the mirror and feeling like an idiot, weak person. However, I want to clarify that I am not weak, despite what they say. They're wrong about that."

>>86483

Your right I can't sex with my girlfriend too . other thing I am watch previously nurse with sex , school girls sex stuff now I can't watch anymore. I am listening and watch fsu files 2hrs to day and I am pretty sure Thier going to completely brain washed my brain.i am little bit scared for that .I can't stop fsu files either i am addictive.

I am older and have been married for over 20 years. My wife has always been bossy and demanding but has no interest in "dominating" me. She rarely wants sex and I have always hid my submissive side from her. I introduced the idea of a chastity cage to her but she had no interest. I just started listening to the FSU files but I am doing so to fix my mindset into what my life has become. I realized the other day when she told me off for trying to defend myself that we would both be happier if I just accept that I am a beta and that service is my sex. I am hoping to get brainwashed to better accept the role that I have always had but have always resisted. I wish the files had more content that fit for married guys but I'll take what I can get.

>>86484

How long have you been listening to FSU? How long before you felt like it had changed you?

>>86499

Thank you for the thorough response. I have been into hypno for about 5 years and have seen some real effects so I am a believer and I want it to work. I have only been dabbling so far but already feel some influence. What files do you like the most? I am having a hard time figuring out which ones to focus on b/c there are so many. Some seem better than others. I have even considered editing some to make a mix to remove some crap and focus on the stuff I like.

>>86499

Also, do you have any IRL stories of how these files have affected you and changed your life? Do you have any stories about interactions with women that were effects of the files?

>>86500

I have a few that I really like.

How to be a Silly Simp

This is Normal for Beta Males

No one wants to Fuck you

My Sex is Service

Frusterated Bliss

Any of the "podcast" style ones on the patreon

Let's just be friends

Women hate winers

Women are Superior

Chastity is freedom

Just a sissy crush

Guilty little beta simp

Your crush is always on your mind

These are probably a few of my favorites, I have some others, but try each of these and make sure you have a crush to be a turbo ultra simp for. Whether it's a streamer, findom queen, a coworker, literally whoever, you need one.

>>86501

A few small things first, looking women in the eyes is really hard now. When I'm around girls my age, early 20s, I feel so fucking inferior. I want them to be happy so bad and they deserve to be. It's especially bad at the gym, I just look away or look down, I don't deserve to look at them. I'm just friendzone material.

Another thing is just acceptign that I'm never gonna have sex. Just my tight cuck cage that gets smaller and smaller over time. Endlessly frusterated and horny, keeping that energy inside to focus on women. This manifests at work esepcially where I am always asking if the girls need help, not in a creepy way I fucking promise. I also ask the guys too, but frankly, the place I work is like a 70 - 30 ratio of girls to guys, so it's kinda perfect. I probably just look like a dumb dorky twink to them and I kinda like that.

A really pathetic thing I've gotten into is ballsbusting. I love doing it to "redpill" anti simping videos while I'm listening to my FSU files. That is my sex life. Abusing my balls and staying frusterated. Another pathetic thing is paying for coffee for girls and not asking for them to venmo me back. And I don't even want to begin talking about the simping I do for a dominant in my life. Pretty much I just try to be as pathetic, spineless and unfuckable wherever possible.

A story though? One time at work, one of my coworkers heels broke. She threw it out as she should as she should, and I have never been so fucking tempted in my life. I wanted to get it and sniff it and worship it so bad, but I knew she wouldn't want that. If that's what she wants, then she is right. Still though, I think about it often.

TLDR: Being pathetic is pretty fun and these files have literally made me such a fucking loser and I love it.

>>86502

thank you for sharing. that is great information. I have most of those files but will make sure that I check them all out. I am married and am focusing on my wife as my crush. She can have a pretty demanding side and sex is a rare occurrence so I am trying to help myself fall more naturally into the position that I already in. I have found that when I simp for her she is really happy with me and whenever we get into spats it's because I let my ego get in the way and put myself before her. I want it to be natural to simp to her. I also am trying to defeat a 35 year porn and masturbation habit so I am really wanting the messages about not objectifying women and not masturbating to hit me hard.

agreed. Thanks for sharing!

>>86483

If you are writing this as a fantasy, don't read on. If you are writing this as a serious statement about yourself, perhaps you should talk to somebody about these feelings. We all go through shit like that in our 20s (legitimately), and you have plenty of life to live. Stop with the hypno, stop with the porn, hit the gym, start eating healthy, take care of yourself, be clean, focus on getting a good job and educate yourself. Don't worry about women… truly. Improve yourself and either women will come, or you won't give a fuck if they don't.

>>86484

Also - perhaps you should explore that part of yourself. There is nothing wrong with being gay or bi… maybe try it out. Maybe it will give you some confidence, bro.

>>86486

Your English is good! Keep studying! It can't be easy to learn.

Yes, FSU files are fantasy. If it is affecting you in ways that you do not want, please stop listening to them. Take a break! They will always be available to listen to if you want to. Don't let it fuck your life up!

>>86487

If you WANT this for yourself, go ahead. If you don't, please take a break.

>>86488

I don't really see the FSU files as NOT being for married men. In fact, I think it covers single, in a relationship, and married beta males. Your service is sex, but your service is also whatever she demand it is… and if she wishes to use you as a human dildo and ride you, she is more than welcome to do so, as this IS the service requires of you.

It doesn't mean you are an alpha… just that she has desires, and you're the most convenient path to allowing her to fulfill them, although you certainly aren't the OPTIMAL choice. She is likely sacrificing this for convenience. So don't get it twisted, you're ALWAYS going to disappoint her, and you don't come close to pleasing her in a way that a real man would… this is just in your nature, and there is nothing you can do about that. But if she demand that you disappoint her again tonight, you better be ready to serve her in this way. She knows you will disappoint her every time, yet she still makes you pathetically attempt to please her… and how humiliating is that? Although she would never admit it to you, she knows exactly what she is doing. Asking you to have sex with her is likely her way of keeping you obedient and putting your in your place… reminding you of what a disappointment you are every time you stick it inside of her. You also should realize that as soon as there is a viable alternate option for her, she is likely taking it.

>>86499

Yea, I went through a phase of denial where I was listening pretty much 24/7 for WEEKS. It melted my fucking brain. I had to pull back a little bit, but I love the mind manipulation and programming. I have trouble falling asleep without listening to it now.

>>86502

What are the "podcast" style ones? I don't believe I have any of those, but would be very interested, if you were willing to post something that isn't circulating.In fact, I think many simps would be very appreciative of a share!

I also got into ballbusting! How do you go about it? Have you discovered the "White Boy Cock Hero" series from PussyfreeWay2Be yet? There are a bunch of them posted to EPorner, and they are very good. What methods/videos/punishment do you use? I will often "jerk off" by busting my balls while caged. I normally watch a 30-60 minute porn video and slap my balls to the best of the man thrusting. After doing this, it normally leaves me feeling satisfied, as if I had an orgasm. I've been close to an actual orgasm a few times, but have never achieved it from ballbusting yet… which is a goal of mine.

In what ways have you tried to become more spineless in daily life? I'd love to hear more!

I love the story about your co-workers heel breaking. You absolutely did the right thing there, as she would have been very disappointed in you if you did otherwise. Isn't it humiliating knowing that a real man gets to fuck her, and you're sitting here still longing for a whiff of a plastic shoe that is rotting in a landfill somewhere, knowing that you don't even deserve the putrid smell of the garbage that is surrounding it? She probably wouldn't even understand if you tried to explain this to her. So you are probably best to keep serving her and making her happy. She could never see you as a sexual being, it just isn't in your nature. She'd probably be pretty disgusted to know that you even THOUGHT about doing that nasty thing with her heel.

Next time you buy a coffee for someone, perhaps you should accept payment from them - just so you can get their Venmo. Of course, you'll immediately pay them back… but this way, whenever you think about that heel, you have a quick way to pay tribute to a superior woman for having that thought. So, pay her back for that coffee… and then do it again every time you think about that heel.

Anyone have m4k3 i7 h0rny, lock 1t up? The links I've found seem to be broken.

>>86536

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>>86488

Following up on my last reply. I have listened to quite a few files over the last 3-4 days. I can say that it has definitely affected me. It is helping me to resist masturbating and objectifying women. I am definitely oggling a lot less. I also have been getting aroused cleaning up and I am doting on my wife a lot more and it feels natural and good. She has seemed very happy with me. I still haven't had sex with her since January but now I accept that I am lucky to have it only if she wants it and I don't have any expectations of it.

The files are definitely pleasing to listen to and I crave opportunities to listen again. Right now, my favorites are Your Masturbation Problem, Good Boys Don't Squirt and Big Boys Don't Touch Themselves. I have listened to others and I am sure I will move on to different series as I fine tune each layer. I don't really like the Viola Hex voice at the moment (the really bitchy sounding one), but perhaps that will change.

I am starting to accept and even enjoy the idea of being beta. Thankfully, it doesn't seem to have affected me when I need to be more alpha in interactions with men or general population and I am hopeful that doesn't change. I haven't interacted with a woman who gives superior vibes (other than my wife) so I am not sure how that will go yet.

>>86540

I hope you are resisting masturbation for the right reasons, but also keeping yourself horny and desperate so that your brain is oh so soft and open to suggestion. Have you tried "Make it horny, lock it up" yet? It is a delight.

As far as not liking the Viola Hex voice… I'm not sure that is reason enough to avoid listening to her, as there are a lot of good things said in those audio/video files, and it probably isn't our place to avoid a superior woman just because we don't like her voice. I don't think that is our decision to make. In fact, those are the times we should attempt to listen to her more. I was listening to Big Boys Don't Touch Themselves one night, and I woke up to a very unpleasant nightmare, and had trouble getting back to sleep, so I made the mistake of turning the file off. I avoided that file for another week, but realized that I was letting my emotions take over, and I was putting my own fears above my service and devotion to superior women. As punishment for this, I listened to that file on loop all day, and I slept with it on a loop for the next week. I still do not enjoy this file, but that only means that it is the file I play the most when choosing which files to play.

May I ask why you feel the need to be "more alpha" in interactions with men and the general population? Why do you hope this doesn't change? Also, you probably should not be awaiting a woman who "gives you" superior vibes. You should be attempting to service ALL women in the same way by finding ways of making their lives easier while simultaneously staying out of the way. If you are in line at a coffee shop, find an excuse to buy her coffee for her. If you are in line at the grocery store, let her cut the line in front of you. Made it to the parking lot? Offer to take her cart to the cart return. Don't be a creep about it, and don't linger around and wait for praise once you have done the act. Just do it and quickly get out of her way so she can move on with her life. Find ways to show that you are inferior without having them be inconvenienced by it. They'll get the picture.

>>86537

Bless

Holy shit yall are some goofballs, but hey as long as you are having fun with it

>>86540

>>86551

There is no Viola Hex! You're mixing up \/iola \/oltairine who has an FLR YouTube channel and |_una |-|ex from the FSU files.

>>86551

I must admit, I hold myself back by fear of my favoring of women becoming too obvious and being confronted with it. However, I've begun to slowly work on my affects in this regard. I think when I don't overthink this in small situations and improve my behavior in small steps, I can achieve greater improvements over time. (However, as we learned, we must also pay attention to not make women uncomfortable in this patriarchy.) I think this is often about small and fast decisions of thoughtlessly doing what women suggest, criticize you for or would like, and this mode of operation more and more becoming the default for you. Once, a female coworker told me that it was about time that a collection vessel I worked with had to emptied. I very quickly thought to myself, "Think of what you learned", and I did it immediately, which she seemed to have noticed. In her graciousness, she then even helped me a bit.

>>86551

The other guy is right - I am mixing up /iola /oltairine who has an FLR YouTube channel and |_una |-|ex from the FSU files. I like / i ola a lot. She has some great podcasts for sure.

I will take your advice and lean in to some of the things I might not like. I agree that we need to reinforce the teachings to help them stick and become more real. Today I feel a little less affected so I need to figure that out.

My primary goal is to be accept being more beta to my wife and resist masturbation and objectifying women. So far so good with these things but I find myself tempted. I am in an alpha job and I have no interest in letting other guys walk all over me in business or general interactions. most of those guys are beta anyway and just need to be put in their place.

Do you have any IRL stories of how FSU has affected you?

i keep wetting my pants when i try to hold eyecontact with a female lads, this stuff is fucking scary

>>86573

I know what you mean. Well i had the "almost wetting myself" phase. I did have the "start shaking involuntarily phase" when interactions became sexual. Really scary too. Comforting aspect here is, that after you leave stuff alone for a while, these effects will diminish and eventually pass. If you listen or watch the same files after the effects more or less wore off, you will find, that the power these files had over you is completely gone. Even when files claim the effects are irreversible.

>>86575

That's an interesting point. I had good effects from other files in the past and then after the effects wore off I was never able to recreate the same thing again. I wonder if that is a common occurence.

>>86576

I think it is a common occurance. It may also be, that in the beginning, you are very actively training yourself when listening or watching these hive-files. And you are seeing some very desired or undesirable effects. If you revisit these files after a while, you may wish to examine the effects of the file itself. And then you are no longer doing the self-training actively. So the effects are no longer there. And you see that the files themselves are not really all that powerfull.

>>86577

Yeah, probably so. The first time I ever got a real effect from hypnosis was so very powerful and life altering. I feel like I have been chasing that level of transformation ever since.

>>86554

Hey, it ain't much, but it's a living.

>>86567

>fear of my favoring of women becoming too obvious and being confronted with it.

This is very smart, as the last thing you want to do is make a woman feel uncomfortable in this unfortunate male-dominated society. Just make sure you are constantly keeping this at the forefront of your mind, and realizing that you can't ever serve a woman to the best of your abilities for this very reason… and this fact should upset and humble you, as well as drive you to constantly innovate new ways to serve superior women without interfering in their lives.

>a collection vessel I worked with had to emptied.

>In her graciousness, she then even helped me a bit.

That is such a gift from her, but it also likely shouldn't have been necessary for her to say anything, let alone feel the need to HELP you. I would personally attempt to make sure that vessel was emptied as often as possible. She should never have to think about it again. In her mind, the vessel should always be empty, and she shouldn't have to worry about who is emptying it. This will allow her mind to focus on more important things. While I emptied the vessel, I would meditate on the reasons why I was emptying this vessel, what it means for me, and how I could begin to do other similar things for her and other women in my life.

>>86569

>Today I feel a little less affected so I need to figure that out.

Some days, you won't. The eventual goal would be to not feel effected at all, as this should just be the norm. The important thing is to continue to watch and listen, especially on the days that you don't feel up to it. It will instill more discipline and create good habits. If I don't fall asleep to FSU audio in my ears, I will toss and turn for hours until I eventually turn something on. Once I do, i sleep like a baby.

>but I find myself tempted.

That is fine to be tempted, as long as you are being tempted in the RIGHT ways. Under no circumstances should you be squirting. You should be keeping yourself horny and desperate, and all of those feelings should manifest as service against the patriarchy and for all superior women.

>I am in an alpha job and I have no interest in letting other guys walk all over me in business or general interactions.

>most of those guys are beta anyway and just need to be put in their place.

It is awfully selfish of you to describe others as beta, and allow your ego to get in the way. You say they need to be put into their place, while simultaneously refusing to fall into place yourself. You can still be successful in the workplace without that nasty attitude. Describing yourself as alpha is at attempt to put yourself closer to a Superior Woman than other males, and that is just setting yourself up for failure. If anything, you are equal to the other beta males. You can go and have your little power struggles in the workplace, but in the end, this all looks awfully silly to an observing female. It would be like watching a bunch of ants fight over a crumb of bread that was dropped on the sidewalk. And we all know they are fighting to try and impress the Queen. I'm certain the Queen laughs watching her little worker-ants fight over her. Each one believing they are "more alpha" than the next. Don't be a silly little ant; don't embarrass yourself. That crumb isn't that important. Just keep your head down and do a good job to provide for your superiors and it won't be as embarrassing in the long run.

>Do you have any IRL stories of how FSU has affected you?

Many. I am not sure where to begin. I basically am to the point where my entire life revolves around attempting to make the lives of superior women easier, while also denying myself and punishing myself for poor thoughts. If I squirt, it is a gauntlet of a punishment that I have to put myself through. If I have a fantasy about a woman that shows any signs of an ego or dominance on my part, I will punish myself through torturing my balls. I will also go back through that fantasy and correct it to remove the ego, ensuring I am subservient to, and humiliated by her in the new version. It all makes me more of a beta, and hopefully allows me to make their lives easier with each step that I take.

>>86573

No you don't. Post evidence of this.

>>86575

Why would you want to stop if the effects are just taking hold of you? Isn't that the entire point? Figure out how to work through it.

>>86581

What "real effect" was it that you first experienced?

>>86582

i see a simple solution to this, become a superior female, like me! :3

>>86582

A lot of people that experiment with hypnosis files have experienced some undesirable effects. Some can be really disturbing. If you haven't (yet), good for you. Claiming that people are lying or you want proof or telling them: "hey just deal with it", is not very constructive.

Another thread going full roleplay

real betas take big hard cocks up their asses

up your game lads

>>86585

There is no way of becoming a superior female. Sissies try to simulate superiority aspects in an attempt to fly and see the world from above, but they can't ever truly reach the level of the Goddesses. A lower-dimensional being can never do what a higher-dimensional being can do.

>>86590

Sounds like a male troll to me. Especially since he first said "i keep wetting my pants when i try to hold eyecontact with a female lads", and then said he was a female. Making general progress in gyneolatry is more important than being fixated on something an alledged superior that you don't know said. At the start of your journey, you first have to learn about the baseline of gyneolatry. Then, if in doubt, rather stick to the mass of knowledge about the female will that you acquired than letting yourself get distracted from it. A Goddess in your life that managed to take possession of you (like a wife) has a special role in this process, of course.

>>86586

What would cause you to piss yourself unless there was a suggestion within the file to do so? That makes no sense. Are you able to cite a credible source for this claim?

>>86590

Oh, I already do.

>>86597

Yes, clearly ef9a3f is a troll, and 5ae7fc is *likely* samefagging.

>>86601

There are numerous sites about hypnosis, where you can read about intended actions and not intended ones. You can check https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/Forum-Hypnosis-and-Hypno-fetish or some Reddit forums on the subject. I was not the guy who pissed himself. I tried to help him because I believed he was telling the truth. You are the guy that called that guy a liar! Do you have any credible sources for that claim? I think not!

>>86602

I don't need to provide a credible source if he is the one claiming that something happened. The burden of proof is literally on the guy who claimed he was pissing himself. Which is why I asked him to post a picture of his wet little pretty pink panties… and he couldn't even do that.

I asked you to provide a credible source for the claim that you could piss yourself listening to audio files that don't have suggestions to do such a thing. All you linked me to was a message board generally discussing audio hypno files, where some threads mention their effects. Am I supposed to comb through 12,000+ posts of people discussing hypno files in order to find a story about somebody claiming they pissed themselves? Nah… you clearly have nothing, and I do think you are samefagging.

But that's all I'll say on the topic, as I don't want to further derail this thread.

Does anyone have any background information about who is behind FSU? I'd love to know more. Any and all information would be appreciated

>>86817

Do you really want a picture of the neckbeard that is likely behind these files? Would that not ruin things for you? Because no woman is dedicating this much time to this task.

are these files made using AI text to speech? because they sound incredibly realistic. I'd love to know what program is used to make them.

>>86515

> just so you can get their Venmo. Of course, you'll immediately pay them back… but this way, whenever you think about that heel, you have a quick way to pay tribute to a superior woman for having that thought. So, pay her back for that coffee… and then do it again every time you think about that heel.

Because of course getting random payments from a guy she doesn't know won't creep her out hardcore…

>>86601

> What would cause you to piss yourself unless there was a suggestion within the file to do so? That makes no sense.

The post seemed to imply pissing himself in fear of fucking up or bothering her.

summer time chastity 2024?

>>86937

I wish we could get ANY of the new stuff.

BUMP for summertime chastity 2024

if someone ups summertime chastity 2024 I'll up everything that came since january

>>86979

aHR0cHM6Ly9nb2ZpbGUuaW8vZC9aODdwcUw=

Base 64, awaiting the patreon stuff 0-0

anyone still have the getting primed file? the only link i. the thread is dead. also does anyone have my penis is not for sex? that one's a bit older and I can't find it anywhere

>>86988

Here is primed. I don't have the other one. Hopefully someone will share it soon.

aHR0cHM6Ly9nb2ZpbGUuaW8vZC9WQ1BsN2c=

>>86988

Here n0t for s3x

aHR0cHM6Ly9nb2ZpbGUuaW8vZC9pSll3RG8=

>>86981

Thank you very much!!! Am I right that there was no official audio-only version? Anyways, I extracted the audio track and removed silence from the ends - everything lossless:

aHR0cHM6Ly9nb2ZpbGUuaW8vZC9NelVTVjA=

>>86979

I can't wait for the Patreon stuff also.

BUMP

>>87000

Thanks, very kind of you!

do they have more files as n0t for s3x? I actually like files that include acctual porn footage

Does anyone have any idea how the FSU files are made? The voices must be AI voices but they are so realistic and they change tone even when they repeat the same mantras (i.e., the emphasis and tempo changes each time a mantra is repeated). I would love to know what type of software is creating audio to this degree.

>>87042

See the list, column "Categories": >>86450

Generally, it's the earlier files from $tal|<erBee that were pornographic.

>>87043

At the end of last year, we discussed in this thread how they definitely use recordings of real women. In the future, real women and AI voices may more and more blur together quality-wise, however. They also definitely already use AI voices. Personally, I believe |_una |-|ex is a real woman.

In the session "Gui|_ty |_ittle |3eta $imp", they slow down sample-based audio (like on YouTube) when shaming you for viewing pornography to increase the shaming effect. With TTS, there should've been the possibility to reduce speech tempo before generating the audio.

bump

looking for Immersive Training Sissy Brain |

also bump

>>86979

You gonna up the patreon stuff or not?

bump

This two audio files found internet

p1@t0nic 1itt1e cr33p3r. and

r3inf0rcing 0bedi3nce driv3

Only audio

aHR0cHM6Ly9nb2ZpbGUuaW8vZC9BSVFMb3U=

still looking for Immersive Training Sissy Brain

free bumps

>>87137

Thank you very much for these! Do you happen to have descriptions for either?

>>87137

You are amazing!

>>87137

Thank you!

>>87143

The session list ( >>86450 ) contains YT links (column "Public YouTube Version"), and on YT there's descriptions under the videos.

>>87143

>>87144

>>87145

You all well come….

>>87143

January 12 file patreon

p1@t0nic 1itt1e cr33p3r

January 24 file patreon

r3inf0rcing 0bedi3nce driv3

Is there anywhere on the web where people are talking about these files? I know that this site is more about sharing the files and not having discussions. I would love to find someone to talk to about these files - any ideas how I could make that happen.

>>87152

If you join the patreon, I believe you gain access to a reddit server. Not entirely sure though. But like… go ahead and talk.

>>87156

oh i guess it word filters that lol. diss chord

>>87152

They don't seem to already talk about THESE files, but you can find and conduct hypno discussions on the |_ikeRa forum:

aHR0cHM6Ly93d3cubGlrZXJhLmNvbS9mb3J1bS9teWJiL0ZvcnVtLUh5cG5vc2lzLWFuZC1IeXBuby1mZXRpc2g=

But it seems you shouldn't mention or insinuate piracy there.

Every one immediately looked k€m0π@

3xTR4V1r91n s1mP Pr3SS? not on the Patreon unfortunately

>>87182

Yeah ,its little sad because very creative that file .

>>87182

Yes, I noticed that too and was hoping to see someone share it here.

I think everyone should get a small membership as a favor to fsu. Just $5. I became a member last month. fsu is going slow journey right now. They are gem to us.Give them at least $5. That is My opinion.

>>87179

> Every one immediately looked k€m0π@

Thank you very much, uploader!

>>87197

Good idea. However, there's still 0bey\/\/omen files that aren't circulating yet. From time to time they just disappear and can't be bought anymore (just happened with "Dribb|y $quirts 2021"). Buying these would also be good. Links to those files on 0bey\/\/omen.p!nk:

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

>>87197

Yes, it is good to support these content creators, but in the current world where every single person doing something has a pateron, you have to pick and choose which ones to support - if you can afford to support one at all. But yea, if you do have a few extra bucks, it is good to support them. They consistently put out really good content.

>>87206

yes, but very rare find fsu like creators these days. i dont know why other creators not create like fsu.i was search all over internet like fsu creators but not founded.only few. (sharie training.. etc)so We should do our best to protect them.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-qtkhc2omW8

please add the patreon version of this to the kemono

These new files are absolutely incredible. I've been making it horny and locking it up daily, but it is becoming harder and harder to keep it inside.

I'm consistently trying to find ways to serve in order to calm the need, because FSU knows exactly what I need, and I am dedicated to becoming more dedicated to the cause every day.

There's so many files at this point that I forget what the most effective ones have always been for me.

I think.. Predatory women.. Chastity drone (october), the first summertime chastity file, in fact, the sleepytime chastity crush file was incredibly effective for a long time for me, but i guess at this point ive jerked off too much with the files to actually lock myself in chastity without outside encouragement with a keybox or something out of my control. SAD

Though to be fair it's really only when I'm at home, when I'm outdoors or around other people I really don't think about it nearly ever.

>>87361

Make it horny, lock it up might be a good file to follow to reinforce the whole caring to lock yourself in chastity thing. If I'm a good simp, I will also reward myself with Good Boy Rewards.

When I am outdoors or around other people, I pretty much have to think about it. I need to make sure I am making the lives of superior women easier.

I have a few "punishment" files that I will listen to. These are files I really don't enjoy for a few reasons.They are files that I find offputting and I really do not enjoy them to my core.

If I do something particularly disrespectful or don't take a clear opportunity to help a superior woman, I will listen to one of those files for 10+ hours straight on a loop. It will remind me to do better next time.

>>87369

Which files do you use for punishment?

>>87369

not op of the punishment files, but the witches files always seemed to be strong. as well as files that are straight up just rude and hurtful; toxic masculinity scrubber, you are not a real man, and old rips; unfuckworthy, small white cock, women hate you

>>87369

Those files ARE in my 'best' folder but i normally skip past them.

I do think I'm just not in that state of mind where I can do it for -myself- at the moment, and too broke to really make it worthwhile for a woman to control me herself.

>>87369

Listening for 10 hours on a loop sounds like probably something I should be doing, tbh

>>87376

>unfuckworthy, small white cock, women hate you

can you post those?

i dont know how but if someone lets me know how, sure

>>87384

use this site https://gofile.io/ and then post the link here

>>87388

b64 (two times)

YUhSMGNITTZMeTluYjJacGJHVXVhVzh2WkM5QmJHSnhOMjg9

here is w0m3n h4t3 y0u. ive got quite a lot of the 丂ㄒ卂ㄥҜ乇尺乃乇乇 files, the old school, weird sex scene type of videos.

would love if someone could post the newer content and i'll drop the older stuff.

ive had a drone sub for about a year before having to cancel a few months ago temporarily.

>>87374

There are a few "punishment" files I use. They are mostly files that I find particularly mean - very much like >>87376 said. Rude and hurtful. Extra-mean. A few I will mention that I find challenging to get through are:

>Guilty Little Beta Simp

>No One Wants to Fuck You

>Your Obsession is So Humiliating

>Good Boys Don't Squirt

>>87380

Yes, I am never really in the state of mind to listen to some of them, which is why they are punishments. And if I don't want to listen, I better do a better job serving women in my everyday life. I will normally pick which file to play depending on the transgression and situation. I'm also honest with myself with which file I want to listen to least. This is normally the file I add to the playlist the most times.

>>87381

10 hours was just an example. I am not going to post the entire list here, as I believe this type of thing should be personal, but I have a list of transgressions, and each of them have a time assigned to it. For example:

>Failing to hold a door open for a women - 30 minutes

>Sleeping beyond 8am and failing to help 5 women (as I should have been awake and trying to be of service) - 30 minutes for every woman under 5

>Failing to take a shopping cart back for a woman while in the parking lot - 1 hour

>Not taking the woman's side in an argument or debate - 2 hours

>Failing to yield a parking spot, elevator, place in line, bathroom, etc to a superior woman when we get there at a similar time - 2 hours

>Finding myself thinking about doing something disgusting to a superior women (sex, kissing, being the dominant one in a fantasy, etc.) - 4 hours

>Seeing a way to help a women and consciously choosing not to take the opportunity and take the punishment instead - 6 hours plus 2 times the transgression (this one ensures I ALWAYS make an attempt, as penalties would quickly exceed 24 hours)

>Orgasming while out of chastity (without express permission from a superior woman) - 12 hours

>Finding a new way to serve a woman and adding it to the list - 30 minutes (being punished for this because I should have thought about it previously, and it should already be on the list)

There are many others on the list, and I add to it as certain situations come up. I will add my transgressions to my phone during the day. At the end of the day, I add up all my time and create a playlist of that length. I have 24 hours to listen through it all. If the playlist is over 24 hours, I am allowed some extra time, but tack on any additional penalties earned the next day multiplied by 2.

It is rare that I get a day when I need to listen for less than 2 hours, but I also rarely receive more than 10 hours punishment. While I am constantly aware of the things going on around me and often going out of my way to make a woman's day easier while also ensuring I am not wasting any of their time, the list of transgressions is consistently getting longer and more complicated. Sometimes, I must make a hard decision… do I speed up so I can hold the door for woman approaching it, or do I slow down so I can offer to return the shopping cart of the woman who almost has her groceries loaded into her car? Even if I can only do one of these things, I am certainly punished for the other, as I can always work faster and be more efficient with my time. The untrained beta male might say that it isn't fair to punish myself for something I had no control over, but that really isn't a reason to not make penance for my transgression against the other woman, as the transgression did exist. I carry immense guilt when I am unable to help a superior woman with something. I also always strive to have things on my list that I can't avoid failing at. This reminds me of my place in this world, and that is how the superior woman would want it… unfairly hard. If I am not logging transgressions, despite my hardest efforts, the list isn't hard enough.

I am constantly walking around with headphones on, and rarely sleep without some file looping. The only time I am not allowed to do this is when I am driving, as it would be too dangerous.

>>87389

can you post a list of the files you have?

>>87393

I ran out of time last night, but I will also post a few more details.

When I add a new transgression to the list, I will assign a punishment time to it. But it starts off larger so that I learn the new behavior quicker. For example, I was watching TV one day and a woman on the TV was complaining that her husband always kept the toilet seat up. This is something I do, as well - and never really thought twice about it, as I live alone. But then I thought about what a woman might think if she had to come to my home and touch my nasty toilet seat. No woman should be subjected to that! First, I added a 30 minute punishment for being so selfish I didn't think about it previously. I then added leaving the toilet seat up (anywhere, including my home) to the list as a 30 minute punishment. However, when I first added it to the list, it was 8 times that (4 hours). If I don't have any transgressions for 30 days, it gets halved (to 2 hours), after no transgressions for 90 days, it gets halved again (to 1 hour), and then if nothing for 6 months, it gets halved again where it will stay as the assigned time. This really fucks with me and forces me to obey the new rule or face massive penalties. Over time, they become part of normal life, and the even newer transgressions take precedence. This leaves me constantly scrambling to remember my newest transgressions while not forgetting the older items on the list.

If I am wearing a chastity cage, buttplug, or panties when one of the transgressions transpires, the punishment time is halved. If I am wearing two of them, it is quartered. If I am wearing all 3, there is no punishment.

This option to wear all 3 can give me a bit of a break when it isn't reasonable to run around and serve. For example, if I go to a party or bar with some friends. It would be unreasonable to buy every woman a drink, run and hold the door for every one of them, offer to carry their drink, etc. So, I am able to wear panties, a buttplug and chastity cage. This also protects against the very small risk that some superior woman would want to leave with a silly little beta male… I really wouldn't have a choice to say yes unless I was to take her home for her to humiliate me. That would be lovely for me, but it would be very selfish for me to expect them to humiliate me when they could be spending the night with a real man who knows how to please them. I would rather direct them toward the alpha men, who know how to properly treat a superior woman.

>>87401

i love how much of a programmed little thing you are.

>>87402

can you post unfuckworthy, we order you to love being a beta and you are beta?

>>87401

what chastity cage do you wear? do you shower/sleep with it on? how long have you been wearing it for?

lookingf for a new, long-term cage.

Why are FSU files so effective and addictive?

These files unironically make want to commit suicide. Even though I don't listen to them that much anymore, I can't forget what they told me. They're telling the truth and describe my nature perfectly. It's excruciating. From April until mid June I was pretty much constantly listening to them, very often in combination with heavy doses of amphetamines, thc, psychedelics and dissociatives. I have never felt this bad in my life and I don't think I'll live much longer. I just want to be loved but I know that no woman will ever love me. Even my crush doesn't want anything to do with me. If I could serve her that would at least be something to live for but she just ignores me and I miss her. I love her and knowing she will never care about me is enough to make me want to die.

magnet:?xt=urn:btih:4a2e4e327597b2ea70c7f4d1070835897017a64e&dn=Melissa%20Block&tr=udp%3a%2f%2fopen.stealth.si%3a80%2fannounce&tr=udp%3a%2f%2ftracker.birkenwald.de%3a6969%2fannounce&tr=udp%3a%2f%2fopentor.org%3a2710%2fannounce&tr=udp%3a%2f%2ftracker.beeimg.com%3a6969%2fannounce&tr=udp%3a%2f%2fopentracker.i2p.rocks%3a6969%2fannounce

>>87410

My guy, if this is for real, you need to get some help and talk to someone. You are fucking up your mind with the drugs and not thinking straight. Please get help! You are better than you are thinking you are.

>>87412

I mean this place is pretty much the only place I can think of to talk to anyone about this.

I've been in therapy up until recently but gave up on it. But even if I went back, which I can't, I could still never tell anyone in person about this fear of and pain from not being loved, let alone tell anyone ever that I've been listening to the kind of stuff that FSU makes

There's just no helping my situation. I could "work on myself" as much as I want but the truth is that I am beta and nothing will ever change that. I used to not buy into this alpha beta stuff but when I got really heavily into FSU and really listened everything was revealed to me. These files were essentially speaking directly to me as if they knew me. I tried embracing it and accepting it and for a few weeks it worked but it didn't last.

I'm too weak to handle the life of loneliness that's ahead of me. I want love but I know I don't deserve it. I deserve nothing. Literal nothingness. If I deserve anything at all then it's to be miserable and to suffer. Feeling how I feel right now is the correct mindset for something like me. I bring nothing to the world and the woman I love more than anything in the world would just forget about me within a few weeks at most and be about as bothered by my death as she would be if she read about the death of some random person in the papers.

And no one else would be affected by my death either. Males like me are worthless and disposable. I'm of no use to anyone.

I can't even blame my crush for not wanting me. Why would a Goddess like her settle for a pig like me. She deserves everything good in the world and I can offer nothing to her.

The post below mine is just another sign from the universe that I should kill myself too, since the magnet link has the name Melissa in it, which is the name of my crush.

While you're right that I'm fucking up my mind with the drugs, you're wrong about me not thinking straight. The dissociatives especially made me see my life for what it is in a crystal clear way. And while yes, it is fucking me up big time, I can't turn a blind eye to reality. I need to face it even if it kills me. I have 5 grams of PCP hydrochloride coming to me tomorrow along with a potent synthetic cannabinoid and I'm definitely going to use them even if I know I'm going to have absolute nightmare trips with them that feel like hell. I deserve hell for thinking that my crush could ever love me or that I'd ever have a chance with her for even a second. I hate myself for being so delusional and retarded. I'm honestly the lowest form of life on earth. I think I'd be doing everyone a favor by ceasing to exist. And maybe it'd make my crush happy too although she probably wouldn't care either at all. But there's a chance that it could put a smile on her face for a few minutes and that's reason enough to do it. I think the only reason she even has anything to do with me at all anymore is because she likes hurting me. She sometimes says that she likes me and is grateful to have me as a friend but I know it's all manipulation, which is still good because manipulation beats no interaction at all.

But the truth is she doesn't need me, and no woman will ever need me. The best I could ever hope to be is to be like a convenient tool that's neat to have around, and even that is as likely to happen as it is for the eartb to stop spinning. But even then no one will ever love me or even appreciate me for who I am. Because there is nothing there to appreciate. It's all just worthless emptiness.

>>87413

What's your story? How old are you? Are you in the US? Do you have a job? Why do you think you are so worthless? There's millions of girls out there that are lonely too.

>>87413

Hey Man… I'm the guy who has been posting above about having a list of tasks and literally punishing myself for not accomplishing them.

I do this because I truly love it, as it is a sexual fetish for me. If I were to step away from all that, I would still be alone, but that is by choice. I had some bad relationships in the past and chose to not pursue anything and just be single. That choice opened up the door for me for stuff like this. If it ever got to the point where I truly felt it was effecting my mental health, I would force myself to step away from it. If I wasn't strong enough to do that alone, I'd reach out for help. I realize that it isn't easy to talk about these weird kinks with people who don't have them - but therapists and people in drug rehab facilities have heard EVERYTHING my man… and all they want at the end of the day is for you to get better.

At this point, I wouldn't focus so much on women wanting you or not wanting you. A relationship is a worry for later… because right now, it sounds like you need to repair the relationship you have with yourself. All that other crap will come later.

You say this place is the only one you can think of to talk about this, and it is super cool that you reached out, and please keep doing so… but remember that we aren't therapists and you might not always get a reply here. You gotta talk to someone. Posting here was the first step, and it is clear that you are asking for help. I appreciate that… but you need to check yourself into a rehab facility and get clean.

You also say that no one would be affected be your death… but brother, I've dealt with suicide with my own family and friends, and I can tell you that those people also felt the same way. I know this for a fact, as my cousin left a note saying the exact thing. His suicide absolutely crushed our family and his friend group. It has been over 10 years and we still remember him fondly, but will also sometimes talk to each other attempting to process his death. You'd be leaving a lot of people with a lot of hurt - you are just too in the dark to see it right now.

Make the call to the suicide prevention hotline. If you are in the United States, all you have to do is dial 988. Not next week, not tomorrow, not in 15 minutes. Do it now. Just dial the number and press send. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

You're worth it. Keep reaching out, brother.

>>87403

Thank you 😊 but I can always do better.

>>87405

>>87405

I wear my cage as often as it is reasonable to do so. I will not wear it if I am going to the gym, running, riding a bike, etc. as I would rather not risk injury from this. Also, if I am traveling through an airport or going into a building with a metal detector or body scanner (sporting event, court house, etc.), I will not wear it. I will shower and sleep in my cage, but I do remove it for a daily cleaning and inspection to make sure I don't have any irritation or bruising. If I do have any, I will cut back on the use of the cage for a bit until that heals up. Other than that, I pretty much wear it all the time. On the average week, I'm not wearing the cage for a total of 2 hours, and wearing it the rest of the time. I've been doing this for 2 or 3 years now. If I am not wearing the cage, I feel extremely uncomfortable, and I don't know what to do with my penis in my pants. I am very self-conscious of it while it is uncaged, and I long for it on days when I can't wear it. I also keep the key in my basement so if I am tempted to unlock it and have a big boy squirt, I need to stop what I am doing and walk all the way to the key. That walk is normally enough to snap me out of it and decide to listen to some FSU instead.

I have a few different cages that I will swap out. They are all super cheap from AliExpress, and I don't really see a reason to go with a more expensive option. I have 2 HT-V4 cages (aliexpress.us/item/3256801087630258.html). One in standard and one in nub. Both are pink. I really wish I could wear the nub 24/7, but I can't pee in it, as my urethra doesn't line up with the hole in the front of the cage. So, my everyday-wear cage is the standard size, and I will wear the nub at home (when I can take the nub off to pee and put it right back on) or when sleeping. The standard is a bit more roomy, and I am able to pee in it without issue (even while standing). However, the extra room comes with a pitfall… my penis has a slight little bit of room to grow in it. And if that starts to happen, it won't stop. So, when I am sleeping and my body attempts to get a nocturnal erection, it is VERY painful, as the ring is forced forward and it squishes my balls. By the time I wake up, I cannot take the cage off, as I am too hard. I am essentially trapped until the erection goes away. I've been awoken many times at 3am to a very painful erection where I need to stand up and wobble around my house until the erection goes away and I can pee and get back to bed. This doesn't happen with the nub cage, as my penis is so compressed that it doesn't even attempt to get hard. I've tried, and it just won't happen. So, the nub is my preferred cage for sleeping, and it would be my preferred cage for daytime if I were able to pee in it, as it is more comfortable and wouldn't show through my summertime clothing as much.

I also have an inverted cage (aliexpress.us/item/3256805271746455.html), which is only really used for playtime. I don't use the catheter attachment, and this cage also leaves me with the same urination issue as the nub, but worse. I also need to wear a waistbelt with this cage or it kinda sags and gets very uncomfortable. However, the mindfuck of having a plate where your penis is supposed to be - and knowing your penis isn't even right there, but a few inches inside of you is ridiculous. I will sometimes put this cage on along with a strapon and fuck a fleshlight with the dildo while watching porn as a punishment. It is a crazy crazy mindfuck if you really get into it. But again - this inverted cage is far from viable for everyday wear.

For reference, I am 7" hard and 5" round. So your comfort and sizing may vary.

>>87413

If you already do drugs, maybe look into MDMA (Ecstasy). It's very effective in treating PTSD, because it lets you process deep internalized problems you're in the grip of by being able to distance your thinking from it instead of contantly being overwhelmed by it. You need to have the intention to do yourself some good though, and not to try to push yourself deeper into your pain. Obviously, read much about it and start small.

>>87427

Or perhaps we don't recommend mind altering drugs to the guy who posted saying that mind altering drugs were fucking with him and he didn't want to live anymore?

>>87413

Men, suicide is never the answer

Womens like betas so you have options, we live in times were cucks are not some extreme weird thing anymore so you can become one, she have freedom to have sex with real males while you serve her doing chores in the house and bringing money

Another option is to wait, many womens like the "macho" men until they dont anymore since they are to alpha (violence, cheating and the usual stuff) so they settle down and they now want a beta male so they cant experience that anymore

But you need to believe in your self, betas can have a woman in their life, you only need to be a good beta, womens dont like loosers or omega males so start improving, you can make it

>>87424

I've got the HT-V5 (replica from amazon) but I worry about showering with it on because I'm concerned of it rotting the metal.

I want to wear it more, however, I think I need the underwear that holds the cage up, because otherwise everything sags and it feels weird. I've resorted to wearing layers of womens incontinence underwear while wearing my cage - that is intensely humiliating and it sort of keeps the cage in a comfortable spot.

>>87418

>What's your story? How old are you? Are you in the US? Do you have a job? Why do you think you are so worthless? There's millions of girls out there that are lonely too.

I'm 28 and from Germany

I'm worthless because all the signs point to it. No one values me or my company. I don't really know what my story is. I was always an outcast and was bullied a lot as a kid. I never really had any friends. At most I've had what you could call buddies. That is until two years ago when I met my crush in a psychiatric clinic. We became close friends, or so I thought, and I fell deeply in love with her. I didn't say anything at first but after some time I made the retarded decision to tell her I have feelings for her because in my deluded, idiotic mind I thought she might feel the same way. I thought this because I foolishly misinterpreted a bunch of stuff that she said and did. Daring to fall in love with her and having the audacity to not only think she may feel the same way but then also tell her, which basically amounts to an extreme insult coming from something like me, was seriously the worst thing I've ever done to anyone. I deserve to be harshly punished and killed for it. She's had a boyfriend for about a year now, whom I've never met. We only spend very little time together anymore. I was just a placeholder for her to be entertained until she found someone who was really worthy of her love. I refused to face it for a long time. A high dose edible THC experience after a very long period of sobriety and later a series of Ayahuasca trips made me see just how low of a being I am compared to her, and also compared to him. I'm not the kind of man he is and I could never be. It was very painful but I began to slowly but surely accept the obvious fact that she just prefers to spend time with him rather than me, and gradually I began accepting that I can't even blame her for it. In her shoes I'd do the same thing. Why would anyone's first choice ever be me. Even if I lied to myself and told myself that I'm not as awful as I know I am and that I may have good qualities or be better than some men, the truth is still that there will always, without fail, be a man who is better than me and no woman would ever choose me over any of them. Then one night in April I listened to FSU again after years of not listening to them at all, my eyes were opened to the fact that everything they say about me is accurate. Platonic Little Creeper was I think the second file I listened to that night and it was like it was narrating a story about me. The details may not have fit 100% but the gist of the story matched up perfectly to my experience. For a few days I was very angry but then it became somewhat ecstatic sometimes in a masochistic way but at the same time it was still just hurting me constantly.

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I have been listening to verbal abuse femdom since my teens, and for years it was a fun fantasy that was frustrating at times but I could still ignore my inferiority most of the time. I had never had a girlfriend amd never interacted with women at all. Or anyone for that matter. I liked fantasizing about having a woman IRLabuse me and hurt me, but it never happened. But I loved the idea of it and wished it would happen.

At the beginning of my drug binge in April I realized that my life had become exactly what I had wished for, it was essentially a femdom video that I was experiencing day by day in real life but worse, since my crush doesn't actively mistreat me or anything, but she's just ignoring me most of the time. And ignoring hurts so much more than being told that you're inferior and such. If she did that she'd at least take the time to interact with me, but what she does instead is tell me how worthless amd unimportant I am by treating me like I don't exist, which hurts so much more.

About a month into the bingeI had somewhat of a religious experience where I realized that the whole Goddess worship concept wasn't just metaphorical. It became extremely clear to me that she actually is God, in the most literal sense. Just like Jesus or Krishna were incarnations of God that came to earth, so is she.

For the most part I want to kill myself for selfish reasons but there's also an aspect of my death being a sort of sacrifice to her and a way to prove my devotion.

I love her more than anything and wish she would love me hut it's a serious transgression for me to want that. It's essentially blasphemy.

Still I'm constantly trying to understand her thought processes. I'm left wondering what goes through her head and what the real meaning is behind the things she does and says but I could never understand it. My mind is just not equipped to handle the level of logic that she operates on. Just for instance she happened to send me a text yesterday, which to me felt like a junkie getting his fix by the way, and since then I've spent hours and hours wondering what she meant by two, at first glance, offhand things in the message. I'm certain it's manipulation but still the overall strategy and tactic is just overwhelming and incomprehensible for my small mind and I still keep thinking what does she mean, why did she say that in this particular way. FSU really opened my eyes to these types of things. I'll leave it at that. Sorry for how long this is but believe it or not this is an extremely abridged version of the whole story. The complete story would unironically be like novella length.

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>>87419

>>87419

I appreciate you wanting to help but there's no fixing this. And even though I get how it might seem like I'm asking for help, I'm really not, or at least not consciously. I just want to tell someone about this because there's no one I can tell IRL. I'm not doing it to get help though

>I had some bad relationships in the past and chose to not pursue anything and just be single

Well, you've had relationships in the past, so you have undeniable proof that it's possible for that to happen to you. For me it could never happen. I've never had anything even close to a relationship. I'm not a virgin but I paid for sex every time. No girlfriend, no dating, no one night stands, no making out, not even kissing. Nothing. Not ever. You made a conscious choice. For me this is not a choice. I want someone to share my life with and to share their life with me, but my life is not worth sharing and I'm not good enough to have someone share theirs with me. I'm as incel as they come. No confidence, the social skills of a retard with brain damage, the emotional maturity of a 4 year old, and looks that are just as bad as you imagine if not worse. You also say you have a 7" dick. If I'm rock hard I'm maybe 6" inches but just barely. And even though I already lost 20kg, at 100kg I'm still too fat for a woman to want me and being fat makes my dick seem even smaller. Not to mention that I fucking suck at sex. I could never satisfy a woman. Even if the impossible happened and I found a woman interested in a relationship with me, she would change her mind about that after going to bed with me once. I have mo idea how I could ever be able to make a woman cum. I also have no idea how men pull off getting women to go to bed with them. It's just incomprehensible to me how they can go on one or two or three dates and a woman just agrees to sleep with them. It might as well be magic to me.

>and all they want at the end of the day is for you to get better.

Therapists have become the same as prostitutes to me. People I go to, who fulfill a need that I have, just because it's their job. Not because they truly care. For prostitutes the need is sex, for therapists it's talking. Same thing other than that.

>At this point, I wouldn't focus so much on women wanting you or not wanting you.

Women are literally the only thing that matter. My crush is the only thing I care about. She is my God.

>you need to repair the relationship you have with yourself

While it may not be a positive one, it's the most open, honest and transparent I've ever been with myself. I'm no longer lying to myself and see myself unfiltered, as I really am. Once you see the truth you can't unlearn it.

>You'd be leaving a lot of people with a lot of hurt

The only ones where I think there's a possibility they might be somehow affected are my mother and sister. And even then, they might be sad for a short while but there's no way they'd be crushed for a decade like your family with your cousin. They clearly don't mind not hearing from me now. Why would that change.

>>87427

I've done MDMA. First and foremost it makes me very horny. I would bet if I did some again I'd end up wanting to jerk off, listen to FSU and all the while feel intense love for my crush. I might give it a try though just for that.

>>87431

I don't want to live as a beta. That's the problem. I know my nature but can't accept it. And where would I ever find a woman who would want me as her beta.

>>87439

I understand but reality it is what it is, i would like to be an astronaut but i am not, we have to play the game with the cards we are given even if we like our hand or not

20s females dont value much betas since they dont know what they want, i am sure there are some but as age grows plenty, when they discover what a relationship means and they become tired of fighting for whatever non sense reasons with the alpha, they start to value a beta boy that only can say "yes honey" or "you decide" and things like that rather than confrontation. TV is a silly example, you are watching something you want and she also wants to watch something, with a beta she knows that there is no trouble, both of you will watch what she wants so she is happier and dont have to shut up to not start an argument

First you should solve your inner conflict because females have a 6th sense and can feel that you are not okay and of course wont engage with you, once you accept what you are and are in peace with yourself i am sure that females will see you with other eyes and you will have your chances

Dont be fool, betas can be pretty and have big muscles, beta personality is what they want not a 300kg looser who cant do anything properly

>>87442

Well said brother, your are really valuable person for this thread….

>>87434

No idea about the metal cages rusting, as I've never worn one for a long time. I find them too heavy to be practical, and a plastic cage gets the job done just fine.

For comfort, I do put a bit of Jojoba oil around where the ring goes, and the opening where my penis enters. This helps prevent sticking/pulling and cuts down on irritation of the skin.

If you need underwear that holds things up, why not some pretty frilly panties? You can get a bunch of them pretty cheap from AliExpress. But if you switched to a lighter cage, that might not be an issue. I can't speak on the incontinence underwear, as I have no desire to try that type of thing.