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>>142212

Well this morning I found out I am likely going to be able to get a food card from the state as well as other possible benifits too. I will need to find a way to pay for the public transit to the office but I think I will get it. Then I will be able to eat more and bette(many food pantires have little vegan food with calcium)

The copy and paste sucks here lol. Basically I posted in 4 chan yesterday that I blame the state and my parents for making me shorter since there was a custody battle and the state helped drug me with focalin making me shorter and gave me to my mom who did not feed me. I was circumcised as a baby and vaxxed by my parents too. I feel entitled to be a millioanire.

>>141265

https://www.reddit.com/r/lawofattraction/comments/16ebo82/i_literally_almost_lost_my_soul_trying_to_get/ A little under a year ago I posted on a random paranormal website asking for help getting taller. https://8kun.top/fringe/res/141265.html#142214 Shortly thereafter a random guy messaged me and said he would make me taller if I gave him my soul(basically you can read the exchange at the link if you want). I agreed and he said he'd get to work on it. I kept him updated on how my life was going and any progress I was making. Shortly after agreeing to give my soul I suddenly felt a desire to go vegan. I did research to go vegan and I decided to go vegan pretty quickly and have been vegan ever since(still vegan and will be for the rest of my life!). I think part of the reason I was attracted to it so much was that I sort of considered myself a victim just like the animals farmed. I was circumcised at birth and vaccinated(I have not been vaccinated since turing 18 no covid shot). my mom wanted me cut but my father did not but he reluctantly agreed maybe because he was scared of being divorced? He's always been and still is a coward. Anyway about 6 years or so later my parents got divorced. I lived with my mother for at least the next 13 years and occasionally saw my father for brief periods of time. When I was about 11 years old my teacher at the public school I was going to said she thought I had ADHD. My mother took me to doctors to get tested and they said i had it. I was soon after put on focalin for many years. I was on other meds too like risperdone and zololft. As well eventaully. My father was against these medications but couldn't really stop me from taking them because he didn;t live with me. He told me they were bad and what was causing me problems with side effects like breasts, (I'm male and not trans) and low weight and low apatite. If I told my mom I didn't want to take the meds or see the psychiatrist she would punish me until I did usually by taking away my electronics that I loved so much. Evevntually the lawyers got invovled and the state gave my mother full medical sutody of me so she could drug me a much as she wanted unopposed. I was also quite underweight as a child and I was hospitalized for a few short periods of time as a kid. I know this underfeeding and underweight and poisoning made me significantly shorter. I stopped taking the meds and seeing the doctors when I turned 18 and got to a very healthy weight when I was about 19. My parents and the state as well as the network those doctors worked for intentionally abused and or neglected me and caused me to be a lot shorter and increased my chances of making that posting putting my soul up for some more inches of height. Now I demand repartions. If a child can get 800,000 dollars for mental pain resulting from her dropping the hot corpse of a bird her mother paid for the torture and murder of https://www.nytimes.com/2023/07/20/us/mcdonalds-nugget-lawsuit-florida.html then I should literally be a multimillionaire for having inches of height stolen from me. At the moment I have almost no money, no car, no income, my housing situation is sort of uncertain, no bicycle, no computer(I am on a library computer), no phone, I have to walk to food pantries not to starve since my parents do not feed me now or really as a kid either. I have to barely scrap by trying to get 5 dollars here or there to go to the laundromat to do laundry every few weeks often wearing the same pair of pants for days in a row. But I have not had a job in years and I will never get one or do labor in exchange for cash for the rest of my life since it is horribly unjust. I deserve to be a multimillionaire asap and I should not have to work for it. In the short term here is one wish I would like to be granted really soon since I literally have nothing to do all day on sundays since the library is closed on those days. I want a computer so I can play fallout new Vegas again soon

Right now I have no phone, no computer(except an air conditioner and various other smart appliances maybe I guess lol), almost no money, basically no income, no car, no gaming console(I only really like pc but I could sell an Xbox for cash if I had one), I do not really have access to WIFI at the house I am staying at at the moment, but I do have access to electricity though. I really want to have enough money to buy a at least decently powerful gaming computer, to buy at least a couple of video games for it on steam, to get some way to give it a reasonably fast internet connection (If I had a smartphone and I had enough money to get a good phone plan and keep paying it then I could have lots of mobile data on it which I could use as a hotspot for the PC to download video games and mods for them), I could buy a nice monitor for the PC and A nice mouse and keyboard as well as a nice chair and desk to use with it.

May you please grant my wishes?

>>141265

I just got emailed some money and I bought a smartphone on amazon that should arrive in a few days. I can't wait to use it and to stop walking to the library lol. THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

>>142224

Who emailed you this money? I'm interested to know how it manifested.

>>142225

I donated blood/plattlets a bunch and I was emailed gift cards for it. I used them on amazon to order a cheap chinese smartphone. The suprising part was that they emailed me like 3 times as much money as they should have. I still don't feel that I stole it because they sent it to me and I just acepted it.

>>142229

I will listen to reddit moab 2.0 rain full version then this subliminal https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=CabSBAk9FB4 then I will losten to Moab again and I will do semen retention!I am doing really good with the veganism for the past couple of

Months!

Bump

Bump

>>141265

I am currently fasting and intend to do so for at least the next couple of days if not much longer in order to bring about a miracle. However this will certainly make me weaker and I go to food pantries to eat by walking to them and carrying the food home for miles and I fear that after the fast I will starve because I won't be physically strong enough to walk to the church or the charities let alone walk back home with the food in my hands or on my shoulders. If this much weight given I'm already so thin I fear I will not be able to donate platelets anymore until I gain the weight back. However I don't know how I will gain the weight back as my family does not feed me, I basically have no friends, I have almost no money and I have zero income.

On the positive side I have a bed even if it and especially the pillow aren't great, I have a phone with service and unlimited slow data, I have a air conditioner and plenty of blankets, I have free unlimited water and electricity, I am physically safe and I have electrolytes to fast with.

My muscles are currently sore now. May you please heal them very soon?

But when my fast ends I will refeed slowly with some jam dissolved in water and then introduce more and more solid food. After the fast I really want to eat a specific meal that I currently can not afford. I wish to eat gardien chickn tenders, french fries, toast with vegan butter on it, I want a side of sweetened(agave or sugar idk) mustard sauce, I want a glass of apple juice and I want vegan chocolate ice cream.

That could come out to like 50 dollars though that would make a couple of meals. Please help me get lots of money soon.

>>142247

If you want to get bigger it doesn't make sense to fast or to sell parts of your body. Even the child of two giants will end up stunted if he doesn't get proper nutrition.

>>142248

I'm technically not selling my platelets I'm donating them but I know what you mean. btw I ate yesterday and I decided I would start my fast last night and do it for about a week.

I am 23 years old. I need a miracle to get taller. I could use a large sum of money to buy tons of vegan food to eat. I'm not going to make this fasting and donating a long term thing I'm just doing it to get a miracle. I feel stuck and I want to get money .

>>142248

I just broke my fast at about 40 hours. I'm going to eat a lot and try to get taller and hopefully wealthier too.

Trying something.

>>142254

Thank you I really appreciate it.

>>142254

Should I try something to get taller and/or wealthier?

The only things I can really think of are like a week long water or snake juice fast or semen retention. Unfortunately every time I try either of those things I fail but I could try to force myself if I knew it would work.

Any recommendations for me? Please don't recommend me to read a book lol I hate reading.

Other anons can chime in as well if they'd like.

>>142257

Like I said, you need to get your priorities straight before any magic can work on you.

>>142258

How do I do that without getting a job?

>>142256

If you really want to know. You're going to have to get a job.

If you're doing something and it's not working, you need to try something else. Whatever you're doing now is obviously not working. It's very clear to me that the only thing this vegan stuff is doing is giving you the moral justification to continue your parasitic life of indolence. And you obviously aren't enjoying that life since you said already that your life sucks. And yes, I already know that people have hurt you. Everyone has experienced that, you aren't special in that regard. And if you want to compare wounds I'd wager that a lot of people have been hurt a whole hell of a lot more than you. So when you make long posts on imageboards talking about how you deserve millions of dollars because you were circumcised and your life sucks it just comes off as entitled and emotionally manipulative. Sorry but this isn't the path forward.

Your problems are very simple and the solutions to them are very obvious. You said in the /x/ thread that you want to be tall for self-confidence and to get a gf. You don't need to be tall for that, all you need is some self-respect and self-actualization, and you won't get that by living a life of en ebegging neet. Go to community college, or trade school, or get a job. Learn to be self-sufficient. Right now the only miracle that's going to save you is the miracle of garnering the will to change.

Or if you want to stubbornly stick to a path that's obviously not working, maybe you can just hope that you get reincarnated as a tree after you die. That way you'll be tall and won't have to work one bit.

Wealth is value and that's all the value I can give you. You're on your own now.

I will never get a job ever again for the rest of my life no matter what.

>>142266

Then the rest of your life is going to be very uncomfortable.

>>142267

If I get a job it will only be for a few months In order to get enough money to buy a sign and various other protesting supplies together in order to peacefully protest circumcision animal slaughter and abortion.

It is not fair for me to have to work. For me not to be a millionaire.

After everything I've done and has been done to me.

Meanwhile pro choice pro animal slaughter pro circumcisers are rich

>>142266

I am currently about 21 hours into a planned about 179 hour long fast. I plan to only consume tap water and put nothing else into my body except air for the next approximately 158 hours and so far that is exactly what I have been doing for the past 21 hours. However if I get extremely sick or weak feeling during it I may consume some table salt and potassium chloride powder in some water. I do intend to only consume tap water and nothing else during this fast though. It's important to keep in mind I am already quite thin with a BMI of maybe 19 or 20 or so atm and the longest I have ever gone without eating before is about 80 hours. I believe I may be especially receptive to being blessed during this time. I wish to be blessed with being made healthier, safer, luckier, taller(if possible without seriously injuring me) and wealthier/richer. If I could only have one or a few of those things or all of those things my main priority is please make me a multimillionaire in USA dollars of 2023 A.D. value very soon and please allow me to be a multimillionaire in USA dollars of 2023 A.D. value for the remainder of my at least 60 year long life.

Please help me.

Thank you so much in advance.

I will try to post again if I eat food before my fast is done / I fail. If you don't hear from me again then I probably succeeded ( or I had a heart attack) .

I will succeed in this fast though.

>>142271

I am still doing it and I am still doing just tap water. About 38 hours done and 141 hours to go.

When I finish this fast I wish to slowly refeed. Some watered down juice, some water with salt and potassium powder, some steamed or boiled vegetables, etc.

But a couple of days after the fast I wish to feast. I wish to eat vegan chickn tenders, French fries, vegan sweet mustard sauce, toast with melted vegan butter on it and vegan ice cream. I wish to drink apple juice with this meal.

Though I currently can not afford this meal. I as far as I know definitely do not have enough money to buy it now nor will I likely have enough money to buy it in a few weeks. I have no income and nobody cares enough about me to pay for this meal for me or even my phone bill I have no phone service. So I would really appreciate it if someone in this thread, board, 4plebs archive page or wherever else may please bless me with at least a few hundred USA dollars soon. The meal really only would come out to 50 dollars or so and I could make multiple meals out of what I purchase but if I got only 50 dollars I would spend it on my phone bill laundry and buying simple stuff like peanut butter and potatoes. Please bless me. Thank you so much in advance.

Btw i didn't mention it in my original post but I am also doing semen retention no sex no masturbating no lustful thoughts no porn no precuming. I will do this for hopefully much longer than just this week though.

>>142271

>>142269

Everyone here has suffered. And you're asking for a handout from us. Not from these abortion circumcision doctors you hate. You're acting like you are entitled to our free labor. What makes you so special compared to everyone else here? Why should anyone direct energy into helping you rather than anyone else on this planet? We all work for what we have, and you're here with infinite free time acting like an indolent child demanding to get fed by its mother. You really think that moralizing about hamburgers online is such a holy righteous act that it entitles you to tributes of millions of dollars, like some avatar of god? Learn to stand on your own two feet. We're not your parents.

>>142273

Something to do with me wagering my soul?

>>142272

>>142272

>>142272

I ate a few hours ago.

I am still going to do semen retention though and no more needles

>>142274

That an open offer? Because if it is you should start advertising it more. Something might take you up on it.

>>141409

>>141291

>>142276

I'm op>>141265 and I'm also this >>141287

>>141409

And these posts

>>141411

And this post

>>142278

That's not an open offer, that's a direct offer. Make an open offer to any entity willing to fulfill that end.

>>141265

Im still alive

All frogs die. keep talking (to each), "other"

so punny you "man"

>>142304

>>142305

weak attempt

>>142305

I'm not a frog though? I'm also not replying to myself and pretending to be someone else…

I want a girlfriend so badly. I'm 23 years old and I never had one.

I am very poor though. Please bless me. Being richer will certainly increase my chances. I'm not even short or fat. My face isn't bad looking and would look great with only one or two minor surgeries and some contact lenses/eye surgery.

Please help me. Anyone please help me. Anyone reading this post now or even someone reading this post at any point in the future

>>142310

I assume since you didn't reply to >>142280 that you're no longer willing to give up your soul?

>>142311

>>142311

It doesn't seem fair to me. I already once said I would in the past and he agreed in exchange for that to make me at least 6'5" . I put my soul on the table and I'm still short. He said I could keep it but I had no idea he'd say that when I first offered it. I risked my soul for nothing??? That's insanely unfair. Even if I can't be made 6'5" tall I'd be very happy just staying my current height and having a net worth of at least 1400 pounds of at least 98% pure gold soon.

>>142318

How is it not fair? You still have your soul. You're acting like simply offering it once without having it taken somehow costed you something. It didn't. Why were you willing to offer your soul back then but not now?

>>142319

I was dumber and more desperate then. Now I realize that if I actually have a soul and if we're not all just star dust who become dirt when we die that offering a soul for height money power or love/gf is a bad deal.

The risk existed. If someone walks up to a poke table and puts their house up and wins but doesn't get paid and the other guy just walks away and says

>Hey you might have risked your house to get Richer and you may not be getting paid but at least you get to keep your house

Most people would say he was scammed and cheated. Id argue it's objectively immoral I think?

>>142320

You didn't win though. If you won you would have lost your soul because that was the price you agreed to. It wasn't a gamble, it was a contract, one that was nullified.

The fact of the matter is that you're asking for a handout and are unwilling to give anything in exchange. Why would anyone agree to that?

>>142322

>>142322

>>142322

I already risked it! I risked everything and he risked nothing he said he'd make me 6'5"

>>142324

That's not how trade works. "Risking" giving a payment doesn't entitle you to anything, especially not from complete strangers who don't have anything to do with the initial agreement to begin with.

If you're still willing to make that payment, make an open offer. Otherwise why should anyone on this planet be willing to give you something for nothing?

>>141265

REPARATIONS OR RETRIBUTION

>>141265

https://boards.4channel.org/x/thread/36436528#p36437392

I wish to continue to not put a significant amount of calories, potassium or sodium into my body from now until at least November 22nd 2023 A.D. at or after 9 A.M. ! I wish to only consume tal water and air and nothing else until at least November 22nd 2023. I said this before but I'm serious this time and I've gotten farther this time on only tap water then I have last time. In about 40 hours I'll be at a new record of longest time fasted and that time I was drinking cole Robinson snake juice and this time I'm only using tap water.

I wish to continue not to masturbate or have sex until I am at least a millionaire who is married or at least in a serious long term relationship. Right now I have no libido almost certainly because I'm fasting since I had it a few days ago and now I don't. I wish for semen retention to continue to be this easy.

>>142330

I broke my fast this morning after just tap water fasting for just over 60 hours straight. I still want to do a at least 6.5 days long cole Robinson snake juice fast or preferably at least 9.5 days long just tap water fast.

I'm still doing semen retention though and I still have very little libido which is good. I intend to keep doing semen retention until I'm at least a millionaire who is married or at least in a serious long term monogamous relationship.

In the meantime between now and my next at least 6.5 days fast I will try do do some more 1-2 days or so long tap water fasts to keep my libido down and under control. I'll keep donating blood and platelets every few weeks to get good karma and to keep my libido down.

I'll try to read more about semen retention /brahamcaynia .

No more listening to subliminals or anything like that because I don't really want to risk putting any libido promoting ideas into my head.

I'm still vegan and I will continue to be vegan for the rest of my life. No purchasing or selling animal products.

I'll probably do the at least 9.5 days consecutive just tap water fast sometime shortly after Thanksgiving. In the meantime I want to find a way to get enough money to pay my phone bill, do my laundry, get anew pillow so my neck doesn't hurt, remove the bees from my room and find a way to keep them out so I don't have to hear their buzzing or worry about being stung, etc so the fast is easier since I'll have clean clothes, clean bedsheets, Internet access and something to do all day like read and watch YouTube videos during that fast. I know there's been times in the past where I have had some money, unlimited free time, etc etc but I didn't fast then but this time will be different.

I told myself I was supposed to be gone last night for good unless I was blessed before then. This is the longest I've gone wearing the same clothes having nothing to change into and the longest I've been sleeping in the same bedsheets without washing them. I make all these big plans but I don't know if I can follow through with them. I don't know where I'll be in just a few days if anywhere at all. Everything is so wrong and horrible. I hate this society and just about every other one that exists. So much hypocrisy all these degenerate hypocrites get so rich and happy and do all their lies and abortion and animal torture and slaughter etc. It makes me sick. I'm supposed to make a Pascal's wager and assume that everyone will get what they deserve in the afterlife but I think it's a risk not necessarily worth taking. Good people should be rewarded in this life and the evil should be punished in it as well. And Justice delayed is justice denied.

veganism reparations or retribution millionaire decamillionaire centimillionaire fasting phone service

I just got a small amount of money and am washing my clothes. Thank you for your blessings anons

>>141265

I'm pissed off. I have no money and no income. They own all the land. They own all the money printers. Billions of dollars to Ukraine but none to me or homeless veterans or Flint or skid row. Take our guns away without due process. Prevent us from carrying them. Commit treason violate your oath to protect the constitution. Circumcise me. Tease me by giving out hundreds of thousands of dollars for emotional damages for a chicken nugget burn. Give out millions of dollars to a Tesla employee for mean words and drawings at work. Don't pay me. I have no legal case and expected to starve and freeze to death as a broke homeless man or be a wage slave since I'm too poor and apparently undeserving to retire. Drug me for years as a kid. Use the state to do it. Get involved in a custody battle and use the courts and police to ensure I'm drugged and hospitalized and starved and that my parent can't do anything to stop it. Permanently and significantly reduce my height. Violate my bodily autonomy. Ship me around and put IVs in me against my will. Use the police to hospitalize me. Use the police to take guns. Use the police to protect abortion clinics (even against peaceful protesters) . Use the police to defend circumcisers of infants.

Use the police to defend research clinics torturing animals to death with electricity and pouring chemicals in their eyes. Use the police to defend slaughterhouses and factory farms. Use your intelligence agencies to spy on me. Use your deep state to cast curses on me and block me from receiving the miracles I deserve. Poison me with PFAS. Vaccinate me as a child. Try to poison me (unsuccessfully) with the covid shot. Take my money from me in taxes and don't give it back. Take it from me when you've already hurt me so much and owe me so much. Take it from me even though you don't need to since taxes only exist for deinflationary pressure ( keep you from working too little or spending too much) and social control ( tax cigarettes a lot so people smoke less) since you can just print endless money to pay for your massive deficits. Spend endlessly and make the rich richer and poor poorer. Make it so I can't ever afford a home. Steal my money from me and give to to the rich doing no work but buying bonds with your inflation. Lie to me. Make it difficult for me to drive. Set up as many barriers to entry as possible to keep me poor. Talk about justice and progress. Pat yourself on the back and give yourself and your friends awards. Deprive me of everything good in life. Love, family, friends, health, privacy, safety, happiness, truth, beauty, etc

Do that while belittling me for not working. Make them rich and happy just to tease me.

Expect me to just do nothing.

I'm done posting here or anywhere else. I've said everything that needs to be said. Exposed so much lies and hypocrisy and corruption and the depths of their moral sickness. Explained why I'm so angry and rightfully so. Why I must either be a multimillionaire or a very dedicated life long very peaceful legal protestor and there is absolutely no other choice. I can't be a broke disability neet or a 9-5 miserable wage slave. I deserve much better and/or they deserve far worse.

REPARATIONS OR RETRIBUTION

I would like a (proportional) height increase as well. Just by about 5-6 inches. Shoulder broadening a little beyond proportion a plus I suppose.