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Shave your hair off and then stuff it into a doll and burn it. Bury the ashes in a graveyard. Something relevant to your desires will happen.

If you die in the mental state you seem to be in you are not going to enjoy the next ∞ years.

You will never cease to exist. What you are asking to do is like cutting off all your limbs and tearing out your eyes in an attempt to stop your suffering. It's the dumbest mistake you could make.

>>140794

This.

You'll most likely reincarnate, you probably have lessons to learn in this life, I don't know a lot on the subject but I've heard from higher magicians than me that most people who commit suicide see their dead bodies from above one last time and they instantly regret it because we all love ourselves deep inside, plus your soul will take together a lot of pain and will have to resolve this pain too in the next life.

Don't do it, instead take a piece of paper and write about it, why you want to do it? Then ask why that reason is correct.

>>140795

I second this.

Don’t do it anon.

The amount of suicides going on lately is astounding. It's like the Earth is crossing some sort of extremelly negative astral cloud and we're breathing in all the fumes. Fucking hell.

I recommend Jerry Marzinsky's interviews and writings, as well as the related threads on /x/. It's all very relevant right now.

>>140794

As this anon stated here, you can't and will never cease to exist, because there's really no death out there, only changing into different states. If you hate your current situation, well, you'll need to do something out of it. You'll need to change. Otherwise, if you commit suicide, your spark will just respawn in a lesser, more infernal realm of existence.

>>140856

Also. Your astral body will probably still be tied to your material carcass. So in this way you'll still be feeling your now defunct body decomposing. Other than that, there's several beings there to punish you, because they deem that type of doing as cowardice. Most "demonic" beings, as to say, are rather aggressively against suicide.

>>140773

You don't seem to be in a state where you are capable of deciding that. If you truly wanted to do it, there would be no second attempts. Get your shit together first, there is a great chance that you actually want to live.

>>140856

Suicide is the ultimate triumph of the Will against the animic forces, since the instinct for self-preservation is the most powerful force keeping us tied to these shells and to this dimensional prison. But it should not be done for emotional reasons.

>>140857

>Most "demonic" beings, as to say, are rather aggressively against suicide.

They seethe because you became powerful enough to override the biological conditioning keeping you under their influence.

>>140863

>Suicide is the ultimate triumph of the Will against the animic forces, since the instinct for self-preservation is the most powerful force keeping us tied to these shells and to this dimensional prison. But it should not be done for emotional reasons.

You're right, but it's a very delicate operation with very dire consequences if you fuck it up.

>>140878

Why would I want to imagine that?

I hope OP wasn’t baka today.

>>140773

Mahasamadhi is my preferred suicide method you should aim for that.

>>140874

Thats is actually not the case.

Permanent surpression is the greatest form of it. Suicide is just like a kid lashing out. Check out traditional catholic monasterys, they are ones who truly deny themselves and their urges.

However suicide is much easier concluded from pride…

I pray for you

you only do these things because you want to get rid of your feelings/project them on something else. get away from me, go away etc. stop running and face these things. i know its not easy, but its the only way. example i have a friend like like you who used to take his frustration on the things/people around him but over time i asked him whats the point? he had no answer. is the wall going to take your pain away from you? is your violent display going to scare the "demons" off? how has that worked for you so far? im a schizo, and i know better, i cant pawn off my garbage on others, its my cross to bear. my friend broke a tv in his rage, i had him hang it on the wall to remind him what that gets him. ultimately its your own damn fault same with me. blaming others is just a waste of time AT BEST. its our society that teaches that you need help with everything, but who can help your mind? how has that worked for you so far lol. nobody can. you gotta do it yourself. take responsibility for your bullshit, and admit it, and get better. trying to hide/deny/deceive will only land you back where you started. its hard af i wont lie, but i have the best tactic is to admit to everyone my faults fully, and they understand. you think they wont, but they do. hiding things is only hiding from yourself. let that dirty laundry out to dry. you are only running away from yourself. tell you what if you can love yourself fully you will have no problems. so learn to love the parts of yourself you hate. feeding them more hate and fear will do nothing but worsen things. take it from a 40yo schizo.