The Devil REALLY wants me to kill myself. 10/17/17 (Tue) 23:01:14 No. 110939 [View All]
Satan wants me to kill and hate myself according to at intuition. I may do it. I have depression, I'm alone, and I have no skills and I'm not remarkable in any positive way.
Demons like talking to me a lot and it's hard to tell which "voice" is my intuition or demons.
Satan is trying to take everything good away and make me miserable as fuck. He wants me to be afraid of myself and everyone else and he succeeded. He wants to shame me for my views and hide in my room until I die.
What should I do about this?
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11/07/17 (Tue) 23:05:48 No. 111481
I am satan and i command you to kys
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11/08/17 (Wed) 00:35:24 No. 111485
>>110939
>What should I do about this?
Basic Wizardry:
Change your fucking posture.
Use deep trance identification to acquire the skills you need to get shit done.
Imagine someone who isn't a total fucking pussy, and then put yourself in their body. I included a non-faggotry gif I occasionally use for this, for certain specific outcomes.
This is powerful shit and can fuck you up permanently, so really consider if you want to give up being a total pussy for the rest of your life.
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11/08/17 (Wed) 00:46:32 No. 111486
webm version
Because I'm generous like that
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11/08/17 (Wed) 22:09:28 No. 111499
Here, throw your pain onto me so I deal with it! That is the only reason you made this post!
Nah, kill yourself. Nobody will care. How the fuck do any of us benefit from a weak piece of shit like you surviving? We don't. You will just hold everyone trying to fix anything back. You deserve punishment for making people waste their time doing what you could do if you weren't so fucking pathetic and lazy.
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11/08/17 (Wed) 22:12:17 No. 111500
>>110942
"I just want a position in this pyramid scheme that allows suffering to exist just so the people at the top can laugh!"
Wow. Looks like "Satan" aka your schizophrenia is doing a very good job. Anybody who wants to advance and be comfortable in this torture chamber world is a piece of fucking shit. Thanks for giving me a reminder that all my enemies are just going to destroy themselves.
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11/10/17 (Fri) 07:07:59 No. 111528
>>111117
Thanks! I'm doing it already. The main thing I did is that I impaled them on the ground with giant crosses and made the crosses suck up their energy. Things have gotten better. May I ask? Some demons seem to be smart, but some seem to be total morons and have no idea what they are doing. WTF! Can't demons read minds and live long so they're around humans a lot. Is this their first time on Earth?
>>111485
>>111486
Thank you! Your webm is awesome, btw.
>>111499
>>111500
Civilians with superpowers are very scary to you. Lel!
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11/11/17 (Sat) 19:02:41 No. 111554
The Bright One wishes not for your demise but for you to excise a part of you that is weak. Cull this aspect of you that draws yourself downward or suffer as a whole.
"And if thy right eye offend thee, pluck it out, and cast it from thee: for it is profitable for thee that one of thy members should perish, and not that thy whole body should be cast into hell."
Matthew 5:29
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11/11/17 (Sat) 20:28:58 No. 111559
>>111554
Excise was not the best word. Perhaps amputate?
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11/18/17 (Sat) 03:30:36 No. 111752
>>111554
Who is the Bright One?
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11/18/17 (Sat) 18:38:19 No. 111763
>>111752
A being that cares about humanity and the direction it goes in. The Bright One listens.
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11/19/17 (Sun) 17:30:32 No. 111786
>>110939
Go see a psychiatrist. There's no shame in asking for help. You make the psychiatrist feel good that he saved a life and you preserve the opportunity to save countless other lives yourself.
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12/01/17 (Fri) 03:53:34 No. 112286
>>111786
Thank you, but tried with multiple people and they never helped me. Tried with my family and hotlines too.
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03/16/18 (Fri) 19:32:41 No. 117788
>>111053
Why would you make these vibes your own if they're selfhating and -destructive? I really don't get it, why not selfloving and -compessionate?
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03/16/18 (Fri) 20:01:39 No. 117791
>>110939
Satan probably harasses you that much cause of your skills and your remarkability, i mean, obviously you are in some kind of power!
I personally have some experiences with spiritual attacks and it took me years to handle it - for me prayer worked best!
You have to constitute yourself everyday, live in awareness of God, the all loving Kindness. Begin with yourself and try to think of a mantra of your own choice everyday, for example "May I be happy" and if you feel demons talking to you, say something like "Please leave me in the Name of God/ Love/… and may you, I and all beeings in the universe be happy" - just say what you want, what feels right for you, but try not to be afraid and stay calm.
If it's as bad as you described and you are a host for some demons inside of you or they haven't entered but confused you to the point where you don't trust your inner guidance anymore, i would recommend more drastical steps, search for spiritual help near you, vasting and spiritual cleansing through reading holy texts, meditating and praying.
Blessings.
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03/17/18 (Sat) 04:58:02 No. 117828
Holy fuck you are all weak shitheads with zero integrity. Every single one of you would sell out anyone for money. You would immediately through out your morals for selfish gain. You would fall for any Jewish trick so that you could avoid fighring for your freedom. Therefore, kill yourselves. Every fucking one of you. By pretending to have any value, you are wasting my time. Go the fuck away you astral fucking parasites.
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03/17/18 (Sat) 05:03:51 No. 117829
Jews are so fucking disgusting that this dude decided to start a war to get rid of them for good, and all the Italian pizza guys you buy food from and all the Japanese samurais you get anime from agreed with him, but if you criticize the source of all suffering that ever existed, the people who ACTUAL FUCKING EX JEWS EVEN AKNOWLEDGE ARE THE SOURCE OF ALL SUFFERINg, (nah literally , most Jews despise Jews. They moved the fuck on. Ex Jews say they are the main problem, and every mystic ever came to this conclusion too, nah, this ain't some retarded skinheads research, fucking real investigations have been done)
Then you are an anti SEMITE!
Oh yeah? Well you are an anti meite and for that you get death
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03/17/18 (Sat) 05:07:46 No. 117830
>>117829
My rage has subsided a bit because I remembered that ethnic Jews if that's the correct term aren't bad. If you have some Jewish traditions but aren't in the Jewish mafia, don't cover for shitheads, don't serve the terrorist state Israel, I got no beef with you. I am actually more than likely part Jew and am attracted to kike girls.
For fucks sake though just move the fuck out of the way if we go after these people. Stop providing a social shield for terrorists. I hate Christian's just as much. All religion is bullshit and is being destroyed so we can build a real world. There is no fucking getting around this. It's a one step process - your fucking barbaric fucking mafia douche ways are over. Your dumb ass fucking death cult is over.
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03/17/18 (Sat) 08:42:06 No. 117834
Are you sure you're not just being harassed with Microwave Energy Weapons?
V2K + Directed Energy Weapons and you can convince people Satan is real (probably is real though, get it, "isreal" Israel).
They might let up if it's political and u stop the politicking.
Make some chaff shielding and a plated iron vest.
Search "less EMF clothing" or "EMF shielding clothes" but beware they sell stuff that breaks down when you wash it. Might have to make your own from sheet metal stitched to a shirt / pants. Steel works better than aluminum / coper. Iron really does fend off that kind of demon. The Al and Cu can be used to reflect the radar they use to see you with though. It's backscatter propagation so make the chaff move with a fan or something.
https://hooktube.com/watch?v=GtWYE8WAuJE
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03/17/18 (Sat) 15:14:50 No. 117844
>>110939
you are being tested. Tell them to fuck off and ignore. The deceit and fear that you are detecting works against you. There is a higher plane right in front of you, push forward and when you find it that cognitive dissonance you are experiencing will cease.
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03/17/18 (Sat) 15:18:58 No. 117845
>>110942
you cant have normal. think of it like /pol/, once you are redpilled there is no going back. Once you let the genie out of the bottle it wont go back into captivity. Your desire to return to the mundane is what is harming you. Slay your base urges and find the truth. Your base urges are the demiurge. The truth lies in methaphor and analogy, as well as the literal. Demi = half god. half-god-urge. Embrace your Godurge.
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03/17/18 (Sat) 21:19:32 No. 117855
Intuition does not have a voice.
Intuition is connected to recognition.
Which voice is your own or not is immaterial.
Just do what is right, don't listen to anything wrong, regardless of whether that though is your own or not.
A thought is not any better because you're identified with it.
You can think thoughts that are stupid. So can they.
>What should I do about this?
Hang out with me if possible and I'll fill your mind with wisdom and love.
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03/17/18 (Sat) 21:21:41 No. 117856
The solution to all these problems is love virtue, love the good, love god (who is the sum of all virtues, all good, all-powerful, all-knowing, etc.).
You should know when a thought is bad.
When it comes to you, be it through some other person, or through any medium… caste it out and go back to thinking good things and listening to good things.
Be very strict about this. Akin to someone on a no fap challenge. "No bad thoughts". Silence or good thoughts only.
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03/18/18 (Sun) 00:48:23 No. 117862
>>110939
stop the negative beliefs. causes negative loops and manifests negative outcomes.
(((""satan""))) is just another (((""parasite""))) that you should expulse. for this you need to reaffirm your DIVINE and FREE SOVEREIGNITY. why have i capitalized them? it's because IT IS SO. and how to? you Intention it deeply, and It is made So. >>110958 has very nice Intention-words.
read this www.ascensionhelp.com/blog/2013/08/23/why-i-am-no-longer-a-light-worker/ and this http://www.ascensionhelp.com/blog/2013/11/21/tell-the-lords-of-karma-that-you-are-sovereign-no-longer-a-lightworker-part-2/ . they help with development and Absolute Realization and Knowledge.
>>112478
>>116324
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03/18/18 (Sun) 01:24:13 No. 117866
>>117834
Why the fuck don't we make dressing up like a knight cool again? We can all get mall swords and go to langsly and kill the entire CIA.
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03/18/18 (Sun) 01:35:16 No. 117868
>>117862
I agree that astral parasites are fucking loser faggot Jews, but how the fuck do we know who is the who is the who is the who is the who is the who in the who? What if somebody who is a bringer of light does some fucked up shit and needs held accountable? I sure as fuck needed a few astral ass kickings to return to my true form. Can we just meme fucking Terminator eyes into reality so I can see better? Sick of playing life on blindfold mode. Sure comes in handy in times like this where chaos battles are literally fucking martial arts, nah like for real I was trying to determine what the fuck is going on politically/media/geopoliticalchess wise and I was like holy fuck this isn't even chess it's fucking karate and shit. These aren't expertly crafted superai moves by TPTB, these are fucking karate chops and shit. That is why it's so easy to dodge most of their shit. Fuckin dumb ass fucking ivy league prep school faggots need to just give up everything they own and drink some fucking cough medicine for fucks sake we can play these war games in virtual reality not in high stakes life reality. Holy fucking shit I need to get laid so fucking bad but at the same time I cant get turned on by anyone who consents to this so I'd rather be monk. Still can't stop jerking off to chaturbate booties though. I can't believe some of these bitches exist, like if some of these baes are actually things I can one day fuck than every ounce of pain I've experienced is worth it. I seriously find myself looking at some of them and going holy fuck they would never go near me I'm a fucking weird fuck I don't have kewl tattoos and snake oil, then I remember that I am correct and I am deluding myself by masturbating to people i will never. Encounter, but then I remember that I unlocked my brain by watching porn and imagiging that the girls were girls ive met and that I had the Chad capabilities to make a fuck with them and then I holy fuck how am I typing this oh yeah because I'm a strong independent black Sovereign being and I don't need no demiurge
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03/18/18 (Sun) 01:40:31 No. 117869
>>117868
Intention and Will bring you anything that you Have. (in the present that is Eternal, which is to mean… oh, nice hint! :D)
you can pull through this, i am sure.
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03/18/18 (Sun) 03:17:21 No. 117881
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04/11/18 (Wed) 22:24:05 No. 118595
>>111053
>Yeah, fuck God
the edge is too real
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04/11/18 (Wed) 22:28:09 No. 118596
>>111078
>I fap to lolicon everyday
>not a pedo myself
pick one.. you are feeding into pedophilic thought-forms, deriving sexual gratification from symbols of children..
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04/12/18 (Thu) 00:04:56 No. 118599
Turn poison into medicine nigga
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04/12/18 (Thu) 02:10:31 No. 118603
>>110939
>it's hard to tell which "voice" is my intuition or demons.
Then they're not actually talking to you and you're just paranoid/schizophrenic.
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05/16/18 (Wed) 20:40:22 No. 120093
>>110939
>Satan wants me to kill and hate myself according to at intuition.
So, the only thing you need to do is make it incredibly uncomfortable for the Shitbag of Sheol to off you.
I could tell you a few ways, but if you're being harassed and need external help you're probably not strong enough to know about them.
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05/17/18 (Thu) 00:32:45 No. 120099
>>110939
satan isn't real. read this image and the entire thread
https://mewch.net/fringe/res/2736.html
also don't kill yourself. everybody dies eventually anyway, like of natural causes. you ARE going to die just like everyone else, eventually. might as well just try to enjoy the ride. I know it sucks but try to make the best of it. I hate life too, but try to not think of it too much. remember, everyone hates life and has a horrible existance whether they want to admit it or not. some people are just better at pretending that they're happy.
DO NOT PASS THIS UP LIKE SOME RANDOM SHITTY POINTLESS POST. give the information a try
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05/17/18 (Thu) 04:04:33 No. 120112
>>120099
/christian/ deleted my thread 3 times for posting this
they couldn't handle the questions and ideas being presented so instead of having a good discussion with me they simply deleted my thread outright in fear because they didn't want their foundations questioned. I'm guessing they refused to talk because their foundtations were already too shaky. You should always question everything and you will always find out what you are not allowed to question and who seeks to be your master.
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05/17/18 (Thu) 05:06:37 No. 120113
>>120112
>>120111
Fuck off spammer nobody cares about your stale meme religion.
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05/17/18 (Thu) 06:06:27 No. 120115
>>120113
Sir, I'm anti-religion. don't joke around.
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05/17/18 (Thu) 06:07:16 No. 120117
>>120113
>everything I disagree with is spam
sore sore loser. can't help but shill desperately against the truth. may God show you the way. honestly, hope the best for you even though your a jerk.
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05/17/18 (Thu) 06:21:15 No. 120118
>>120117
>everyone I disagree with is a shill
Spam is spam.
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05/17/18 (Thu) 06:51:15 No. 120120
>>120118
>I disagree with you, therefor my opinions are your facts
stay mad
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05/17/18 (Thu) 16:58:18 No. 120128
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05/18/18 (Fri) 11:53:35 No. 120164
>>120128
I didn't know. thanks for telling me.
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05/18/18 (Fri) 23:11:18 No. 120183
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05/19/18 (Sat) 03:01:33 No. 120198
>>120183
yes. I am welcome to keep telling the truth. I am angry with the truth. it pours out from me like a liquid fire unable to be placated or hidden or kept calm any longer. the truth needs to be free. the truth is free.
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05/21/18 (Mon) 11:41:50 No. 120297
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05/21/18 (Mon) 11:42:24 No. 120298
>>120099
stalker shill caught shilling
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SAGE! 05/22/18 (Tue) 14:05:17 No. 120360
>>120298
shilly willy and the blowfish update image.
had a nice conversation with the BO or a mod from /fringe/ (didn't get a reply yet)
but I promised I was going to create a thread just for my content only and that instead of reposting the images and bumping multiple threads with it, I was instead going to just link back to my thread only in threads where my content is relevant but "Sage" my posts so that I don't end up bumping a bunch of threads unnecessarily. I haven't created my new thread yet but I have this shill stalker update so I'm updating this and creating my thread later because I'm very busy.
I usually keep my promises because I can't account for absolutely everything because "muh imperfect human being" but I am keeping my promise here so this post is saged and will not bump this thread
this is probably the last set of updates (all saged posts) I'll be posting outside of my yet to be created new thread so I'm sure some people who are genuine posters (and not shills) will be somewhat pleased by this news.
In good faith I'm hoping these saged updates wont be taken as an act of hostility against what I have been told not to do anywhere (which is bump a bunch of threads) sooo yea.
to be totally clear:
>posting this last shill image update in the same threads with the other updates and then stopping because I will soon be making a thread just for my content as I have been instructed to do by mod/BO. (you're all very much welcome to post your content in my thread if it's relevant.)
>these posts are SAGED and will not bump the threads they are posted in.
>I'm going to stop posting these big shill/ spiritual religion redpills outside my thread (hasn't been made yet)
>in the future I'm going to link to my thread only where relevant (as I have been, on topic only!) but it will not include an image because it will only be in my thread, and the link to my thread will be politely "SAGED" as to not bump the thread either.
Hope this makes sense. Peace /fringe/ bros. I'm Pewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwdiepay fucking kek just kidding, wow could you imagine?
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07/06/19 (Sat) 18:11:36 No. 133064
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07/06/19 (Sat) 20:21:01 No. 133066
>>120297
fallacy detected
globalism doesn't equal communism
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07/06/19 (Sat) 20:22:02 No. 133067
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07/06/19 (Sat) 21:25:24 No. 133072
>>133066
Really? That's the only error you could find in that clusterfuck?
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