/tenda/ - Tenda Spencer

>>987

That guy in the OP is not only a smoker (deal breaker) with a FtM looking chest (deal breaker) but was recording a video on his phone while driving (deal breaker). However he said some things about Tenda which are true and on the face of it do make you look a bit retarded Persephone. For example it is completely unrealistic for you to ever live with Tenda as he's broke and can't look after himself. You'd have to earn all the money. You may say you'd be OK with that but it's not very believable to anyone else.

Honestly the quapa dude, even with his weird nervous laugh, is a million times more appealing than Tenda. But then again a literal piece of shit is more appealing than Tenda.

>>988 (Checked)

>Is it ok that he calls you broke, fat, loser, basement dweller, failed PUA EVERY DAY, in front of 10k people in the AMWF groups?

I will also call Tenda a broke fat loser.

>>990

>I am not the one creating problems for you

Don't worry, I will create problems for Tenda in your place. I am ready with a full archive of Tenda's vile and putrid output to let any employer, friend or even future girlfriend (unlikely) know about everything he has done. I will never let this go. Abusing all those women online was bad enough but the glorification of terrorism was the last straw. I will make his life, such as it is, continue to be a misery.

Unlike /cow/ or kiwifarms I don't give a fuck about being accused of "A-Logging". I'm not here to get approval from shit-tier "anonymous" trolls. I am here to fuck up Tenda's life as much as possible.

I am fully aware that he makes me look retarded and he will pay for this, because I may not talk about it now (since I promised to not make any more videos about Tenda), but when I am going to be with Tenda irl, I will rub it on his face for real.

> it is completely unrealistic for you to ever live with Tenda as he's broke and can't look after himself. You'd have to earn all the money. You may say you'd be OK with that but it's not very believable to anyone else.

I understand why it's not believable for everyone, but that's the model I grew up witnessing. My father has been a kept man for most of his life, although he has passive/residual income, but he doesn't work (due to chronic pain/depression/suicidal ideations). I know most people would say "oh it's unhealthy" "go to therapy to change", but therapy cannot change who you are attracted to, otherwise gay people would become straight etc. I don't want to be with a man just to have money and never did. Besides, I believe that Tenda's art and books can sell if there was the right promotion. But even if they don't, I make my own money since 17. Finances won't be a problem.

>Don't worry, I will create problems for Tenda in your place. I am ready with a full archive of Tenda's vile and putrid output to let any employer, friend or even future girlfriend (unlikely) know about everything he has done. I will never let this go.

Ok, I guess I really have to make a lot of money then, lol.

>>992

I personally think it's ridiculous for that quapa weirdo to be interested in you given everything you've said. It seems pointless, like he's sabotaging himself by going after a unobtainable woman. However you also sabotage yourself by going after an unobtainable man (Tenda).

Both you and Tenda live in a fantasy world. Some of the comments you made in the previous thread show how much you reject the idea of normality as you see it. You seem to disbelieve in any kind of happy middle ground. No one is good enough for you, apart from Tenda. However neither is Tenda, the real Tenda that is. Only the fantasy Tenda, who does not exist outside of your mind, could ever make you happy.

>Ok, I guess I really have to make a lot of money then, lol.

If you financially supported Tenda I would have to come after you and all of your family as well. You won't ever meet Tenda though so I won't have to go down that unfortunate route.

I think you are an interesting person, and entertaining too. I appreciate all of your posts about Tenda very much. However I would ensure your total financial destruction.

>>991

Even if Tenda doesn't make a dime for the rest of his life, I am still going to love him anon.

So while I understand revenge missions better than most, it doesn't really change anything for me.

I wish he was overanalyzing less though, because he always thinks what can go wrong with me and he never thinks what can go right with me.

Amouranth is married and she was hiding her husband for years, and I wrote and said that I love Tenda in public forums that will stay forever, knowing well how much it enrages my male fanbase.

Doesn't he see that this means that I am serious about him?

Cmon, it's been 2 years already.

>If you financially supported Tenda I would have to come after you and all of your family as well. You won't ever meet Tenda though so I won't have to go down that unfortunate route.

LMAO I usually avoid talking about my family, but I will just share this for your safety anon:

I am the sane, kind person in that family.

If you go after them, you will only get yourself in huge trouble. My mother is involved in a lawsuit with 17 other people and she is the one who is suing all of them simultaneously.

They have been harassed 3 times in the past because of me.

She told me that there was one person who was making phone calls threatening and she told him "I don't care" and they didn't call after that.

Even if you ruin me financially, I can always make more money.

If you want me to give up on being with Tenda, you would have to find me and kill me.

Are you prepared to go this far?

>No one is good enough for you, apart from Tenda.

Yup, it's Tenda or nothing.

>Only the fantasy Tenda, who does not exist outside of your mind, could ever make you happy.

There is no such thing as a fantasy Tenda. You all act as if I am blinded. I was talking to him all day every day for a year.

I have read everything he wrote.

It's not like I don't know him or put him in a pedestal.

Of course there are things you may not know about someone, but I understand his personality in the important parts. I don't care about quirks such as if someone is allergic to spinach or stay late at night, everyone has their own things that differ and I am very easy going irl.

I have thought a lot about this and his positive points outweigh the negatives.

If you insist otherwise and you have the arsenal you claim to have, please post "proof" that could be dealbreakers for me when it comes to Tenda, otherwise you are talking out of your ass because you are mad that someone wants him.

>>997

Who will they sue? Who am I?

>If you go after them, you will only get yourself in huge trouble

The problem here is that this "you" doesn't exist as a thing you or anyone else can touch. Look at the ID in the title area of this post. You can see "484126". That's is the beginning and the end of my identity.

>If you want me to give up on being with Tenda

No, you misunderstand. By financially supporting Tenda you become a legitimate target in my eyes, it's as simple as that. It makes no difference to me who you are at that point. It would be the same if anyone else did the same provided they knew what Tenda has done. Guilty is guilty.

>>998

>please post "proof" that could be dealbreakers for me when it comes to Tenda

Your autism makes you slightly egotistical here leading to this misunderstanding. It's not about you, only about cutting you down so you couldn't support Tenda. The arsenal is intended for employers, banks, the tax authorities, and so on. You already know what Tenda is like.

However you will never meet Tenda. You will never be with him. So all of this is hypothetical.

>However you will never meet Tenda. You will never be with him.

How are you so sure? Are you him?

>Who will they sue? Who am I?

First rule of truly dangerous people: They bite instead of barking.

If you were this top tier untraceable hacker, I would be dead already.

I am not Tenda.

Saying this bullshit to me, won't change anything.

Or do you think u are the first or tenth person to threaten me? I was at the police station last week for some real life thirsty perverts.

As long as I am alive, I am not giving up on what I want, which is to be with Tenda.

You want to stop me?

Find me and kill me. But let me remind you, I may end up getting rid of you first.

If you want to harm my family, no half assed things, make sure to exterminate all of them, so I can liquidize everything that I will inherit, and use the money to buy an apartment complex in Maine.

Oh and make sure to kill my ex too, it will save up the divorce expenses.

>>1001

>dangerous

>hacker

>dead

>kill me

What, you've forgotten how to read? Did I say anything like you're claiming? No. Grow the fuck up you absolute spas.

Like I said, if you financially support Tenda then I will contact your employer and anyone else I can think of to get you fired. There is nothing you can do to stop that. You and Tenda will never find out who I am. That's a fact and you acting like a ridiculous drama queen won't change that.

You are powerless to do anything about it so instead you collapse back into magical thinking and delusions, literally making things up and putting words in my mouth, anything to protect your incredibly fragile ego. It would be laughable if it wasn't so sad.

This is yet another reason why you will never meet Tenda: you've turned yourself into a clown. It's so unattractive. You call him intelligent and say you're sapiosexual but why would anyone with a triple digit IQ want you? Look at yourself. Tenda's ego would take a massive hit if he got together with you, which as a narcissist he wouldn't be able to tolerate. He doesn't want to be with a woman who's become a lolcow.

I already explained this multiple times but you're too self-centred to bother to read or listen to other people without tripping over your massive arrogance.

>I was at the police station last week

Yeah why don't you tell them about 8chan next time, see what they say, that is if they can contain their laughter until after you've left.

8chan vengeful guy threatens me, bans me when I call him out

https://hooktube.com/watch?v=vBSUH4tGQWc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vBSUH4tGQWc

https://mega.nz/#!WFUClSaY!wQhSuXFptDR5BHqI_94KnbnX69o1ggEfknonITCDaD4

🤔

Persephone, you received a 24 hour ban for faggotry, specifically for lying about death threats and false hacker accusations. We both know you have received plenty of bans here before, some temporary and some permanently on whatever IP addresses your VPN used. I am shocked that you think this kind of trollish behavior is acceptable on 8chan. This isn't reddit young lady. We have rules.

Posted this in the old thread. >>1009 In case you're wondering about his current whereabouts.

>>1010

Persephone's plan is/was to move to Maine so she can spend the rest of her days cleaning up Tenda's shit, piss and vomit while he trolls and posts cuck spam 24/7. Presumably he is still there.

"my life goal is to get a hug from Michelle Obama"

Only Natalie-sellout-Tran would write something as nonsensical and phony as this.

How much more gay u can get?

And the black women appreciation post?

Good luck to you Tenda getting that hug from Michelle and finding the black girl of your dreams.

>>1015

Anon, nothing else really happened, you know me at this point, I don't shy away from telling the truth without filters because autism etc.

I just got very disappointed. I am human too and there is only so much ignoring I can take. I can't take any more of this shit. Nubianette insulting me was way worse than past sock harassment imo, because first of all in the past we didn't know each other and I can kind of understand how jealous he was because I was married and all that.

But now, he always used to say "too bad we are both married and can't be together" and now me divorcing him was an unexpected shit test and he failed it.

I didn't expect him to restart communication the day I uploaded the video informing my fans, but it has been over a month!

He was never serious about anything! I was just a human sockpuppet! That's the only plausible explanation, otherwise why not make a minimum effort to send a normal text?

I am aware of his attraction to androgynous looking women, or traps or transexuals or whatever. He thinks he invented those things, but I had an ex in the past who was similar and he even went to therapy thinking he is gay and it turned out he is bi and repressing it because his family were Orthodox Christians and would never accept it. We still had a relationship, much more meaningful than Tenda's stupid mind games.

>Let's say Tenda did manage to stay sane for a few weeks and actually finally get a girlfriend. I don't know how the fuck that what happen but bear with me. He knows he wouldn't be able to stay away from all the cuck spam. He knows he will sabotage himself again. /r/hapas and all his sock accounts rule his life.

I wouldn't care, I would just read a book on kindle or open the language learning up or go to the gym and he can spam. I am an autist, I get obsession ruling your life.

I am not like normal women who need your attention 24/7 and you have to calibrate their emotions with mall shopping and candle dinners and other useless for me things.

But now, and I say this very seriously, I have honestly given up on meeting him and I am never reaching out to him again. I was very wrong about him. He always told me that he wanted to be loved and accepted and have intellectual conversations with someone, but all he wanted was a cheap online thrill.

I am paying $900 per month on stupid Kim's maximized credit cards and I am busting my ass off and I don't have time for larping fantasy relationships anymore.

Since he doesn't want me to go there, otherwise he wouldn't offend me like this, I am keeping my money and he can make a Michelle Obama account and date himself.

>>1016

>androgynous looking women, or traps or transexuals

Most of the black girls he posts do look fairly feminine so it's a confused picture.

>all he wanted was a cheap online thrill

Yes, in a way, but not cheap exactly. It was more about building up his fantasy world. Although he didn't pay for it with money, he certainly did with time and effort. It's a shame he roped you into it, and wasted a lot of your time too. He uses everyone like that. When he trolls people the real underlying reason is to reinforce the narratives that make him feel better by deflecting blame onto others and away from himself and reality.

>I was very wrong about him

I'm so relived you've realised this.

>I am paying $900 per month on stupid Kim's maximized credit cards

Are they in his name or yours?

>he can make a Michelle Obama account and date himself

😆

> It's a shame he roped you into it, and wasted a lot of your time too.

I don't know if he "wasted" it in a term of me not meeting someone else, because I was married, but still it was backstabbing faking having a wife and all.

>Are they in his name or yours?

When u are married, eveything that happens inside the marriage, splits in half (at least here). So this debt ruins my credit score too and I know he won't pay it, so…

But after this irresponsibility ofc I am done with him. The Lus and the Chans call me a traitor, because apparently you have to stay AMWF even if it kills you.

>I'm so relived you've realised this.

You don't have to be. Tenda doesn't have the impact he likes to think he does when he jerks off. I am not financially dependent on my parents or anyone. Even if I did go to Maine, if I didn't like it or if he cheated with men from Grindr or something, I could simply leave and go somewhere else. Disappointments are part of life and I try to learn and grow from them. Ideally, I would love to live in Maine for one year and then decide, for many reasons, for example Maine Coon cats (I think everyone knows my cat obsession at this point).

What Tenda did never understand is that I would never expect him to stop being online. He is a NEET. Cmon, I live in the real world, NEETs don't change and I would be fine with it.

But it's ok. I am tired of having animosity. He can live the life he chooses, fantasy larping or finding a black gf or whatever. I don't need anyone who doesn't need me. Nubianette offended me way more than he realizes and made me give up.

>>1019

>When u are married, eveything that happens inside the marriage, splits in half (at least here)

I see. It's different where I live. What did Kim do as a job?

>NEETs don't change and I would be fine with it

You'd just end up paying off Tenda's bills when it collapsed.

>You'd just end up paying off Tenda's bills when it collapsed.

I would pay his bills anyway, since his father's finances are on a permanent collapse. But I won't pay a dime to someone calling me pathetic and depressive for wanting to meet him after HE invited me.

The best I can do is give him a throwaway gmail for the Michelle Obama account.

Idk anon, for me the whole Tenda thing is finished.

He finished it himself.

He will never admit that he doesnt have a wife, he will never re-establish contact and he doesn't want me to go there.

I don't know if he ever even wanted me to go there, most likely not and it was just one more larping thing that he didn't expect me to take seriously.

I know way more than he thinks and I see way more than he thinks and I am ok with who he is in general.

But he will never make a reciprocation move and because I don't want to be insulted from sockpuppets anymore, I gave up for real.

If he is truly gay as so many willing men are messaging me in order to "save" me from exploitation (rampant white knighting), I honestly wish he finds a guy from Grindr and gets some peace and happiness.

If you read this Tenda, you were my friend when no one else was in your own unconventional ways and I don't forget that. It was fun.

Good luck with whatever you do.

Bye.

Persephone is back in contact with Tenda but she's trying to keep it a secret.

>>1024

She seems to have avoided certain points and questions so I get your suspicion here.

>>1025

>someone

Wasn't it you who said the toxicAMWF reddit was Tenda? nubianette, etc?

Looking at that image I can say it was made by someone who's shit with computers (bad scaling, incorrectly saved as png) or someone pretending to be. So by that logic it could be Tenda because the shittiness of it is a bit too over the top.

Aside from featuring you the other clue is the image of the black woman crossed out. She has fake hair. Not being aware of how gross wigs and weaves are in real life is a good tell of an Asian guy who sees fake, constructed black women as his saviour (or more accurately, plan C).

There are no pics of STPeach or Amouranth, two women the most pathetic Asian guys drool over, despite the recent Amouranth revelations. That's another tell.

Finally, there's no picture of Tenda, the poster child of toxic AMWF. If you are featured why isn't he? Suspicious.

It could also be some other random person though, who knows. These are all just guesses.

>other videos that could actually be classified as toxic AMWF

Maybe, but your video about Elliot Rogers was toxic. My personal view is that people who praise mass killers in any way (including satire or sarcasm) should get fined if not go to prison. Glorification of terrorism cannot be excused. The majority of people would agree with me on that so it's understandable they'd have an issue with you enough to make such an image. You only used his name as clickbait and to get attention from Tenda but nevertheless I can see that still falling under the banner of glorification. Anyway, they are saying that you are one of the toxic components of "AMWF". That is a fair opinion to hold.

Your marriage was obviously toxic too, as is/was your obsessive attraction to Tenda. If you could see your channel with fresh eyes you would realise it makes you look very bad. The actual content of your videos is a lot better but that initial first impression is amongst the worst youtube channels I've ever seen.

>despite the recent Amouranth revelations.

What happened? Aside from the fact she faked being single, while she is married.

>Your marriage was obviously toxic too, as is/was your obsessive attraction to Tenda.

I don't think I will ever stop being attracted to Tenda. He is what I want after all. But I stopped acting on it because he doesn't want me.

>The actual content of your videos is a lot better but that initial first impression is amongst the worst youtube channels I've ever seen.

haha, I guess…thanks?

>>1027

I was talking about the hidden marriage thing and the incidents like getting thrown out of that gym. She's another example of this stereotype of only crazy white women being with Asian men. Because she's so well known it's obvious whoever made that image is trying to protect her.

>haha, I guess…thanks?

You'd have at least ten times the views immediately if you fixed your thumbnails. They look like youtube is broken or like spam. People must have said that already so stop being lazy and sort them out. If you don't have a job then not having the time isn't an excuse. Couldn't you get one of your paypigs do to it? Surely one of them must have the brains to use photoshop.

>People must have said that already so stop being lazy and sort them out. If you don't have a job then not having the time isn't an excuse.

I love that you know what people said better than me.

Also that you know my job status better than me.

What better advice to follow than your own? Since you are a youtube expert, start your own channel and be so successful that you wont have time for dead end threads like this one.

This is completely offtopic and I only discuss it with people who have other channels, not "common sense".

Let me tell you because I am childish: showing boobs on the thumbnail brings way more views that gay photoshopping cute cartoons.

Feel free to disagree.

I won't respond further on topics that have to do with my channel.

>Because I'm right and your ego can't take it. Taking criticism personally is childish so it shouldn't even be about your fragile ego. You can't blame that on autism. The simple fact is you are incredibly insecure about your inability to take your channel onto the next level.

Why would u give me good advice though? I am successful, I will use the money to help Tenda most likely. Are you helping your enemy's ally?

Is that common sense?

Btw I don't like those women or their colorful style.

I have seen plenty of this cute side of youtube and I don't want to do it. I won't be one more of those streamer- in reality camgirl type of women.

If you don't like it, that's your right, but calling me lazy and jobless made your opinion irrelevant.

If my style won't get me views, so be it.

Example: I have 10 people every day on fb asking me to make muk bangs and food vlogs.

I am an anorexic in recovery. I have ZERO interest in traditional Greek and Russian foods. I don't create content that doesn't interest me just to get views. When I say this they become very upset, start insulting me and it ends with the usual "you will never be anything on youtube".

I am totally fine with that. Youtube is not feeding me right now or paying my bills, I have real life sources of income and that gives me the flexibility to not be an Amouranth or STPeach ripoff.

If you saw actual findom channels, no one has this cute type of thumbnail. But you don't have to take my word for it, look it up yourself.

The woman on the picture above ^ is a findom mistress who is married to a very wealthy man. I agree with a lot of the things she say and she has many channels with a total of 100k subs.

She is the real deal because she does shopping hauls with Burberry, Chanel and other brands all the time. She has the money to hire an army of photoshop experts. She doesn't do it though and keeps her thumbnails this way and I am sure it's not because she is ignorant/stingy.

So maybe -just maybe- you don't know everything about youtube.

Shocking, I know.

tldr

>tenda is unemployed

>persephone is unemployed

>kim is unemployed

>>1029

>>1031

butthurt

Predatory self esteem: when you have non-existent self esteem and need to put others down in order to feel better about yourself and feed off their self esteem. Unfortunately it doesn't last long and you have to keep doing it.

I don't know Tenda's work situation.

If you want to keep calling me unemployed to feel better, please do so after checking the unemployment benefits in Greece and the welfare benefits.

You are see that's not enough even for one person to survive, much more sponsor a foreigner spouse.

Of course it's easier to ignore all that. I am not going to share details about my real job on the internet because look at what happened to HIMR and others who got harassed in their jobs.

If you are gonna insult me, at least make some logical insults, because if you think that I can go to the immigration office and list findom or camgirl or youtube as sources of income and sponsor a foreigner, you need a reality check.

>>1040

In a scale from one to my hand has the death grip, how much free time do you have every day?

Srly anon what is this sudden preoccupation with my thumbnails? Do you want me to hire you or sth? Do you have photoshop skills?

>>1041

Trying to deflect the issue in such a childish and transparent way won't work Persephone. This thread is now about your kooky thumbnails whether you like it or not.

I can be way more immature and stop answering altogether :P

>>1042

>This thread is now about your kooky thumbnails

I'm going to allow this.

Serious theory:

When I was married to my white ex husband who was a psychiatrist in training at the time, he was often discussing with me interesting topics from his classes.

He once told me that there is a category of men that are gay/bi and come from extremely homophobic (usually redneck) backrounds. Their parents/social circle instills so much fear about gay people in their mind, that they push homosexuality at the subconscious and instead end up being attracted to transexuals/femboys/traps etc because they feel a "safer" choice, since they look very feminine, but also have male genitals and can have anal sex etc.

What if Tenda originally approached me because of that? I definitely look trans and I have an androgynous/agender personality.

I also don't have prejudice against people with fetishes/paraphilias/ confused sexuality etc.

It wouldn't bother me btw, because like I have said in the past multiple times, those things are a result of multiple traumas in the formative years.

I think Tenda is terrified of himself and what he wants sexually and projects that on everyone else.

I have met people like him both in the LGBT and the BDSM community. It's not as rare as he thinks.

What's truly rare is people like me. I know very few as open minded (esp about mental illness) and all of them are taken/married.

Just a thought.

>>1055 (Checked)

>a level of pain far beyond anyone else can imagine

Obviously him. Look at this self-centred grandiose bullshit.

>too protective of women

Anyone who pretends Tenda hasn't being sending a steady stream of abuse towards Asian women for years is very likely to be Tenda. That and the username gives it away.

Please also note he has been spamming child porn on 4chan. His hatred of women has reached such heights that he likes to see little girls being raped and tortured. Jahans-tier.

Well, any kind of proof then since links are illegal.

>>1061

>>1063

>>1065

Please provide proof as these are serious allegations. Privately if you feel it's necessary.

>>1071

Then you are talking out of your ass.

>>1071

I'm going to allow this.

>>1072

Anon's post history is good which in addition to the Shantae gif fills me with a warm, trusting feeling.

>>1075

I like that you like her, anon.

>>1079

You're either a faggot or a slut. Maybe both.

>>1080

Looks like someone taking the piss out of Tenda and other Asian masculinity types but then again Tenda is very much like ER - what seems to be over the top ridiculous satire is actually meant seriously. At first glance though, no, it doesn't look like a Tenda piece to me.

Here's the comics thread >>10

and the art thread >>93

>>1082

Okay, well, whatever it is, there are some weird Asian supremacist posters on that website. In the past three days I've seen anti-beard posts on /fit/ by obvious Asian anons where they try to shill against the idea that beards make you look better. That to me falls right under Tenda's territory.

>>1083

They are so pathetic. Who are they shilling it to? Themselves? I'm sure there are others apart from Tenda posting that kind of nonsense but Tenda has specifically said on multiple occasions he likes to inflict harm on others. He probably posts on cuckchan because he knows a lot of the guys there have low self-esteem and so are more vulnerable to his shit-tier manipulation. None of that will ever help Tenda not feel like shit though, and he knows it.

>anti-beard posts

Perhaps unrelated, but funnily enough I think Persephone suspects she might have been Tenda's beard.

>>1082

>You're either a faggot or a slut. Maybe both.

I'm going to allow this.

>Perhaps unrelated, but funnily enough I think Persephone suspects she might have been Tenda's beard.

I don't believe that Tenda is gay, more like someone who has a lot of fetishes and grew up in an extremely conservative way so he feels bad about them. But then again, I have never met him irl or did anything sexual irl so I can't be 100% sure.

Either way, at this point, his avoidance coping is getting him nowhere, because he will die a warlock at this rate.

>enda is very much like ER - what seems to be over the top ridiculous satire is actually meant seriously. At first glance though, no, it doesn't look like a Tenda piece to me.

Tenda cannot be like ER because no one wanted to date ER, while Tenda has someone: that wants to date him irl. So I don't see how it is similar.

>>1086

I was talking about how his NPD is expressed and how normal people react to it. You are entirely irrelevant to that.

>no one wanted to date ER

ER has fangirls posthumously. It might be interesting to look into similarities between them and you and your connection to Tenda. One thing that immediately stands out is how the relationships are entirely based on fantasy. ER is dead, rendering a relationship impossible, and Tenda is incapable of one due to severe mental illness. ER fangirl fantasies are as unproductive and fruitless as your belief you will ever meet Tenda in person is delusional.

>>1087

That's an edit of >>10 third image. The problem is Tenda never spent enough time learning to draw so even his serious art is very much held back by his underdeveloped skills. Unfortunately most of his effort goes into sock accounts, spamming and now, apparently, finding child porn.

>ER has fangirls posthumously. It might be interesting to look into similarities between them and you and your connection to Tenda

You can say there are similarities, but there is one colossal difference:

We are both alive.

Those girls can never meet ER.

Also Tenda is not a mass murderer. Those girls only like ER because of the mass murders. I like Tenda because he is a writer.

Not the same at all.

>>1099 (Checked)

>We are both alive

Tenda is an automaton at this point. He's been locked into his insane routine for years and he'll never escape. Calling him "alive" is being generous. What exactly does he do that qualifies him as an actual real human being?

>Also Tenda is not a mass murderer

He is total scum though. Let's be real.

>Those girls only like ER because of the mass murders.

>I like Tenda because he is a writer

But you're willing to overlook all the terrible things Tenda has done and is doing. His alleged positive qualities do not outweigh that so the obvious conclusion is that you're attracted to his negative qualities, just like the ER fangirls are.

>>1104

>I don't have time for sophistry

You pretending to not understand metaphors is sophistry.

You're posting bullshit to avoid my point because you don't like the conclusion. Obvious and transparent avoidance coping mechanism and blatant projection - an utterly pointless strategy to try on someone like me who can see right through it.

>I am not overlooking anything.

Yes, you are.

>you are wasting your time trying to convince me that Tenda is a scum

I'm not trying to convince you because you already know. I am criticising both you and him and talking about everyone's perceptions. The reality is you are seen as scum for supporting Tenda.

>I don't feel sorry for people that choose stupid shit.

No one will feel sorry for you doing the same.

Good luck finding someone else to post here, cause I am done with both your board and him, feel free to ban me permanently if u want.

Making fake accounts that are supposedly mine to message himself is beyond my understanding, but since he replaced me also with a sockpuppet, he will be fine.

It's clear at this point that he would rather talk to himself pretending to be me,rather than make an effort to write an email to real me and I am done with all his stupid drama.

>>1131

>feel free to ban me permanently

Only posts that break the rules result in a ban.

>>1136

>"I can make r/hapas go down and make this basement gay dweller off himself".

Speaking of this, there's now a huge push on Reddit - some say by Jewish groups and others by white liberals - to take down hate subs. They've been eyeing up r/hapas and the whole place is panic. I just got to wonder how many of them are samefagging Tenda alts doing damage control.

>>1138

Look at this troll thread. Ahahahah, they are acting so nice to her white worship, but that's because they have to. If they go full supremacist again the whole place is going down.

https://www.reddit.com/r/hapas/comments/9fzevb/female_hapas_with_olivey_skin_any/

>These were non-harassment conversations?

Of course. I have said this many times but I guess people find it hard to believe since they never saw it. Tenda has many more sides never shown to the public. He is not one-dimensional. That's one of the things I love about him.

>If you've been enabling his fantasy world all this time then it's no wonder he hasn't contacted you as himself.

LMAO, true.

>>1142

Keeping the cuck/child porn spam and trolling train rolling is a lot easier than facing reality. I said this before a bunch of times but actually meeting you would shatter everything and he would commit suicide within hours or days. His madness is basically designed to protect his ego from collapse.

I think one day in the future you might appreciate your role in this and why it inevitably means he'll never be in the same room as you, let alone touch or love you. But for now you are forced to deny it. The bubble can't be popped for either of you.

>I think one day in the future you might appreciate your role in this and why it inevitably means he'll never be in the same room as you, let alone touch or love you. But for now you are forced to deny it. The bubble can't be popped for either of you.

It's ok anon, let us in the bubble then.

You complain, but deep down you love watching the rolling train, don't you?

>>1145

Yes, and it's no secret that it's equally funny and mystifying to see an internet crazy like Tenda doing his stuff. I don't deny that and I think many people like a good freak show. However it's not fun to see other people actually suffer from it who didn't do anything wrong. You have your issues but I haven't seen you attack other people.

>>1147

It's just standard envy, jealousy and bitter resentment. He likes to dress it up, but that's all it is. The focus on hair and baldness is one thing he keeps coming back to. Really weird and honestly pretty gay. Look how he literally pouts in his pictures from when he was younger. ER did the same thing.

In real life if a man is bald no one cares. Just like they don't care about a whole host of other things they might have "wrong" with them (according to Tenda even being Asian or hapa makes a person worthless). They just get on with their lives, relationships, jobs, families, etc. None of which Tenda has.

>>1148

Yeah, many times I've been taken back when women comment on these "slayers" or what have you and the first comment that comes out of them is "his eyes are scary" or something about his eyes and the way he appears. It's like they are looking into his soul rather than body. Incels are overtly obsessed with jawline and such without realizing that just makes them appear like serial killers.

>However it's not fun to see other people actually suffer from it who didn't do anything wrong. You have your issues but I haven't seen you attack other people.

I don't suffer and I take responsibility for my own actions. I was the one who decided to make videos talking about my feelings for Tenda after all, it's not like someone forced me. But yeah, things can get hard at times.

>In real life if a man is bald no one cares.

I agree with you, I wouldn't care less if Tenda was bald.

>>1151

And if you are wrong? What will u do then?

Look who I spotted yesterday on 4chan LARPing as a racist white man. Same exact writing style and over the top claims. Worth noticing that he seems to have a bit of a black woman fetish lately in this time of the year again.

http://archive.4plebs.org/pol/thread/185951460/

I wonder where his mood swings take him next. Perhaps another suicide letter?

>>1152

Wrong about what?

>>1160

>I think one day in the future you might appreciate your role in this and why it inevitably means he'll never be in the same room as you, let alone touch or love you. But for now you are forced to deny it. The bubble can't be popped for either of you.

What if somehow we end up together irl? Hypothetically speaking.

>>1161

I wouldn't "do" anything. I'd simply say my prediction was wrong. Please stop projecting yourself onto me. You are the one who has a stake in meeting with Tenda or not. Though if Tenda actually got laid and stopped spamming and abusing people then that would obviously be a good thing for everyone else.

>>1159

But unlike Tenda that guy doesn't troll and abuse people or spam cuckold and child porn on the internet. No doubt this chef guy is a charismatic and skilled too, which is why people, men and women, like and respect him. Tenda isn't hated because of his race.

>I believe Tenda about half Asians being unpopular in the US

I can't believe you've fallen for this bullshit after the things you've said previously. You've shocked me.

>I can't believe you've fallen for this bullshit after the things you've said previously. You've shocked me.

I have thousands of Asian-Americans bitching about it daily on the AMWF groups.

There is definitely a pattern there.

He hates Aaron apparently "in so many levels".

Interesting.

Tenda is trying to make me commit suicide AGAIN.

I know why he hates me.

1. White = evil

2. He had his perfect in his sick brain plan to be ER2 and die a virgin and prove to the world how bad Asian women were who racially cucked him and how bad slutty white women were who didn't fuck him and he had everything in order.

And then some white eurotrash weird slut, came and said "Oh I want to fuck you and if you say no I will tell the entire world u said no which makes you a volcel and no one will take you seriously".

And now his great plan to be ER II sank because all of this is documented all over the internet.

Combine that with the whole "huge problems with intimacy" he has (translation: 35 year old wizard) and how convenient it would be if I just roped myself right?

a. He doesn't want to date/have sex with me and can die a virgin Hapasaint.

b. He has a backstory way cooler and more tragic than ER that no white woman wanted him,since after all a white blond woman loved him so much that she died out of heart break for him.

c. He can off himself too in a mass shooting and boom! immortalized.

Tenda none of this will happen, stop your stupid bullshit and cyberabuse.

Fantasizing raceplay/murder/suicide scenarios is fine, but don't transfer them on the internet and make us both look legit retarded.

>>1187

Anon if you plan to shit post at least bother to watch my latest videos. I clearly say that I am in a lot of pain those days bc of my autoimmune and meds aren't working so I am immobilized in the house and this stupidity he posts isn't helping.

I don't have an Asian fetish and Tenda himself is proof because he looks from Kazakhstan and is nothing like the Changs the girls on my group drool over.

>>1187

Hey Tenda, I misread the post.

Read my post and get your shit together.

I am not committing suicide and refuse to be a human sock for your glorified virgin plan, if u want me dead, u gotta meet me.

Btw you don't have a mulatto gf, unless u count the girls deepthroating on porn you jerk off to.

>>1188

That post wasn't directed at you persey you cutey, but the anon who is trying to financially ruin ET and you , read who i quoted 😘 and spamming weeaboo shit with his obsession over et

>>1194

The only one currently causing financial setbacks is ET because I got really upset after he talked to me and then started the "muh virgin Chinese wife" that I am really ill and haven't worked in 2 days.

Apparently talking to me as real him is too much for him even for a day and he has to self sabotage and try to hurt me and create drama in order to feel a sense of control.

Control was lost a long time ago Tenda. You can't use me as a human sockpuppet.

Why don't u just go with the flow and communicate like we used to?

I won't ask you to do sexual things.

Much better than making fake Persephone screenshots and stalking yourself out of loneliness/lack of attention.

> Further proving that he is in fact not strong and carefree like he'd have you believe but desperate and butthurt.

He is not desperate. Writing all those phony shit on r/AMWF about the "ww he doesn't want to hurt, but he hesitates bc it's like sleeping with the enemy".

While engaging in all of this cyberabuse by pretending to have a wife.

Srly Tenda?

I was white ever since u first found me.

You will really keep this shit going because of my race?

Keep it going.

It's the enemy or dying alone.

I have blocked you from everywhere at this point, it's either email as real you or STFU.

Nah, I won't make any phone calls.

At the end, who do I have to blame? Myself for even trying to have a reasonable conversation.

He is so wrapped up in his own little world. Just for the record, out of all the people in the AMWF groups who know about me and Tenda, there are ZERO black women and half black women who support me being with him, some have even told me on private chat that I am making a big mistake and if I am with him, once 2-3 years pass and my excitement wears off, I will be stuck in a mega redneck place with all the bills and an abuser.

So he thinks that all the PoC would be his allies, when in reality he hasn't even interacted with a black woman in years, otherwise he would have known how intolerant to bullshit they are. They would never be with someone as cryptic and lying as Tenda.

I am not going to take anything he says seriously anymore. If after almost 2 years of knowing me he has such eternal conflict of "getting in bed with the enemy" like he wrote on the "schindlers_lift" post (a direct mention on his mom calling his cops on his dad bc of Schindler's list" then:

You are stupid. I am sorry.

After all those years of bitching about people seeing Asianess and judging you harshly, while overlooking your positive qualities, you do the same to me!

Who stopped you from suicide so many times freaking loser?

The same person you call white enemy now and all of a sudden have reservations for.

He reminds me of my ex Korean cockroach MIL who started having a huge problem with me being white after I married her son, as if we are in the Altered Carbon dystopia and I was wearing a Korean sleeve before to trick her.

It's the epitome of racism to mistreat a person because of shit OTHER people of the same race did to you and your family.

But he is a typical case of "I have been victimized, therefore entitled".

I am extremely turned off and disappointed and I will have zero expectations from him from now on, bc if I have even 1%, he will find a way to harass me because of old racial abuse that happened to him.

>He made thousands of spam posts on /cow/ around that time too. It was ridiculous and hilarious but the sheer scale of his immense butthurt was incredible. It was so rabid and uncontrolled. He was doing it on lolcow as well.

Links to any of those posts? I am curious

>>1210

I think you might have already seen these

https://lolcow.farm/ot/res/204719.html

https://lolcow.farm/ot/res/208335.html

The /cow/ threads are gone now.

Tenda's strategy was to spam from lots of different IP addresses to disrupt the threads and fill them up as quickly as possible. On lolcow that worked because the mods there aren't very sophisticated. They locked the second thread so you can say his spamming worked. On /cow/ the BO/mods just ignored it.

It seemed like Tenda was trying to frame someone else for all the cuck porn spamming but no one believed it. At the time Tenda couldn't really form coherent arguments due to the stress of being so utterly anally annihilated so in the end the whole thing backfired and led to the creation of this board. Now everyone knows Tenda is the cuck porn spammer.

>>1208

>redneck

>PoC

>allies

Can you stop with this nonsense SJW terminology?

>They would never be with someone as cryptic and lying as Tenda

No one would. I don't see what race has to do with it. There's only one person in the entire world who has ever put up with his sociopathy by choice and that's you.

>because of old racial abuse that happened to him

I doubt it happened or was as bad as he claims. Tenda is delusional. In reality it was very likely to be him doing the abusing. One day you'll figure this out.

>I will have zero expectations

You wanted/want to have a relationship with Tenda Spencer, one of the most unattractive and objectively disgusting people alive today.

>You wanted/want to have a relationship with Tenda Spencer, one of the most unattractive and objectively disgusting people alive today.

I want that, but I have no expectations.

>No one would. I don't see what race has to do with it. There's only one person in the entire world who has ever put up with his sociopathy by choice and that's you.

I would. You are right anon. It's me or nothing :P

>>1230

>It's me or nothing

Tenda has chosen "or nothing".

>>1231

Anon, I wish you weren't so involved and living through all of this, because the more sure you are of what you know, the more distress you will have later on.

>>1232

What distress? You're projecting again.

>>1233

Oh I am not in any distress. I am going to marry Tenda no matter what his dad, you or whoever has to say. It's decided.

I decided it, no one else is interested, so that's that.

>>1235

So if that's true then why would I be in distress? All it would mean is I misread Tenda's actions. So what?

>no matter what his dad, you or whoever has to say

What about Tenda though? It's Tenda who decides. Stop avoiding the fact that he's rejected you. Some people say that's retarded of him but nevertheless you can't control him with wishful thinking. He's simply too scared to ever meet you in person.

I really think you should make a video explaining this because obviously I am not getting your point here.

Tenda asked me to marry him last April.

>I really think you should make a video explaining this because obviously I am not getting your point here.

I promised to not make videos about him anymore and I will honor that.

Besides, nothing really changed, I have said that I plan to move to the US already. There is no point in making videos and recycling the same information, esp when the quapa guy from Texas who is convinced I should be with him is still watching my channel. I don't need triggered jealous men with melt downs.

>>1239

Keep the trolls going anon. I am not making any videos.

Btw you must have never dated online, bc literally everyone I know who is AMWF either dating or married, has talked about marriage when they were online.

I mean, after all one person is changing countries, they wouldn't do it unless the other one was very serious about them.

Do you think that all those Russian women who marry Chinese men and meet online don't discuss it beforehand?

It's interesting that u don't know that.

But even if I was to make a video, I would never talk about dresses and rings and shit.

Don't forget how autistic I am. I don't see any point in those things.

>>1240

Wait, are you saying you're not engaged? When are you getting engaged then? When is the marriage? I'm not asking for specific dates, just a rough time frame. When are you moving? You're going to stay with Tenda? Move with him elsewhere? He's agree to this? I didn't realise.

No one is saying you're not serious Persephone, I hope you know that. The problem is Tenda doesn't seem to be because he's said very little about it, apart from calling you a "psycho", "deranged", "violent", a "stalker", etc. I just wanted you to clarify the details because it's confusing from my point of view.

>I would never talk about dresses and rings and shit

Why not? It's nice. It doesn't have to be super expensive but the ceremony of it all matters. Is it a money thing or are you just not into it? What's Tenda's opinion on your coming marriage? I'd like him to make a video about it too. It would make a change from spamming cuckold porn at least.

Look Persephone, you don't have to make a video if you don't want to. I just thought it would be nice to make a positive forward-looking video rather than one about drama or fetishes.

>>1241

I am really pissed off right now bc someone is using my name to make fake nudes and post them. Who would do that?

https://www.reddit.com/user/itsmepersephone/posts/

AND a noob that is, we don't even the same tattoos! But Asian men from the AMWF group have already been contacting the scammer to buy fake nudes!

>Wait, are you saying you're not engaged? When are you getting engaged then? When is the marriage? I'm not asking for specific dates, just a rough time frame. When are you moving? You're going to stay with Tenda? Move with him elsewhere? He's agree to this? I didn't realise.

Anon, Tenda asked me to marry him in April and I said yes, so technically that's engagement.

I don't have a time frame bc I need to get things done first when it comes to my psycho family members, esp the scamming Korean ex-MIL that drains my finances non-stop with the stupid debt she created, plus my divorce has to be finalized.

What would I want, would be to be able to meet Tenda before all that, like when I go to the US to get restraining order against my stalkish Korean inlaws and ex-sister in law.

I plan to get my own place anyway and if he wants to stay he is welcome.

I don't talk about dresses and rings and stuff because I am not into them. I have learned bc of therapy as a kid to intellectually understand the social protocols and dressing codes, but I don't feel the need other women feel to have a "fairytale wedding" or dress or whatever.

I have been married twice and neither time I wore a wedding dress. Both marriages were at city halls. The first time I had a platinum ring that my Russian ex had chosen and it was a nightmare bc I have weird long fingers and I hate having anything on my hands, so I stopped wearing it pretty fast. The second time I didn't have a ring bc I had a matching tattoo with Kim.

In real life I am extremely easy going when it comes to things like that. If Tenda wanted me to wear sth specific, like a wedding dress or to wear a ring, I would have no problem doing it. But I don't need it for me.

Same with ceremonies, guests etc.

>What's Tenda's opinion on your coming marriage

There is no coming marriage any time soon lol. A divorce takes 9 months to a year to be finalized.

I am just saying that it will happen at some point if everything goes well.

Ofc either party can change their mind bc of new data. Maybe he changed his mind already, idk.

But I don't think so. I know him. Probably when I was talking to him in the fake wife era, he thought "if she finds out the truth she will never want to be with me", that's why he didn't have the "going to bed with an oppressor" concerns that he has now from socks.

But now things are more..idk….real? So he starts thinking about it from a different perspective.

And at the end of the day, if he doesn't want me and changed his mind, that's fine. I am not forcing anyone.

>>1242

>someone is using my name

To me it looks like a coincidence. She's not actually claiming to be you that I can see. Persephone is a widely used online nickname. The best thing to do is to make a post on that plebbit or ask her. If she's fake (a guy using stolen pics) then it's still unlikely to be related to you.

However you do have a sixth sense for Tenda socks and you've been proven right on that hundreds of times.

>restraining order

Is that needed? Do they live in the US?

>If Tenda wanted me to wear sth specific, like a wedding dress or to wear a ring, I would have no problem doing it. But I don't need it for me.

Fair enough. Tenda, if you read this please make a post or video talking about your preferences for the wedding.

>And at the end of the day, if he doesn't want me and changed his mind, that's fine.

I see what you're saying now. In your opinion he does still want to get married to you whereas I thought he didn't. Well we can agree to disagree on this one. My thoughts are only based on the evidence as I see it, which is incomplete. Also he's severely mentally ill which some would argue makes him harder to predict (although personally I think it makes it easier, I could be wrong).