No.13483
Been working on some random shit in my Notepad lately, and this line I wrote makes me question something:
"She and my appliances is the only reason i'm still here.
In other words, I just can anytime take a rope and somewhere far off there to put a final end to my story. "
This is translated:
Zij en m'n apparaten zijn eigenlijk de enige reden waarom ik nog leef.
Met andere woorden, ik kan gewoon ieder moment een touw pakken en ergens vergelegen er een laatste punt achter mijn verhaal te zetten."
Question is: is there an alternative to suicide? I just.. don't feel happy with my life at all, even though I got everything I want, except for one thing: a fucking life.
Pic of Mew semi-related, writing fanfics with Mew in it is about the only thing that keeps me from becoming insane lately. Oh, and with "she" I didn't ment Mew, I ment a gf that I have in that one story I wrote.
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No.13545
Give up everything going on in your life and seek Christ. That's what I did when my life was absolutely awful, and it has worked so far.
>>>/christian/
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No.13550
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No.13576
>>13483
Weed. Weed until you stop feeling anything. Plant cure's a broken heart like an over-medicated band-aid. And >>13545 maybe.
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No.13765
>>13545
You are fucking retarded and will he worse off when yoh realize those barbaric child rapists are a cult and the cause of all your problems. Even if that gay debunked religion was true, Satan was the good guy.
"Bu…but satan gave us free will and that is bad"
Fucking retard. an hero.
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No.13766
>>13483
Go out and be charitable, since you're not enjoying your life then go out and help others enjoy theirs. Mow a stranger's lawn, have a chat with someone on a park bench, pick up litter and care for your community.
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No.13777
>>13545
Came here to say this. OP, it helps more than I could have ever expected.
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No.13778
>>13765
>satan gave us free will
Way to show your ignorance, lad. God gave free will, Satan just used it to rebel. You don't seem to know anything about Christianity.
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No.13836
Read. I'm not kidding, go get a library card or download some >>>/pdfs/ and start reading. Especially existentialist stuff and metaphysical material. Remake yourself from the ground up, time to start rebooting your OS. Also exercise, and eat only healthy food.
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No.14104
>>13765
Spoken like a true Jew.
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No.14343
>>13576
It doesn't "cure" you, it makes you fucking braindead.
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No.14381
>>13483
Just find whatever the fuck you enjoy and set up a plan that enables you to maximise the amount of time you spend doing that thing/things. If you want to write, either try to convert writing into a job (which I’m sorry to say is incredibly fucking difficult) or just continue to do things to sustain yourself and make as much time in the day to do what you enjoy. If none of that works, and you’re suffering to the point where it also outweighs the negatives of suicide, then it’s on the table. You should wake up each day with the mindset ‘how am I going to enjoy today as much as possible in a way that doesn’t jeopardise my future opportunities to enjoy myself.’ Cut as much boring bullshit out of your life as possible. If you think your life would significantly improve with a gf in the picture, try every means possible to get one.
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No.14408
>>14343
>>13545
>>13777
Give up all reason and devoute yourself to delusions. Great advice. Definitely preferable to therapy that has decades of studies behind it proven to work or psycho pharmacy that has been tested over and over again always getting better and better with the years (except in America where even medicine is capitalist viewing sick people as things to exploit for money). Just going full brainlet instead seems like true salvation doesn't it?
Nah OP don't listen to those retards/that samefag. He just wants to shill for his board and get you to join his abusive church circle.
>>14104
Jews have better spelling than that probably.
>>14343
Just like Christian Fundamentalism. Brain numbing and elevating you from reality until your true self perishes… It's truly foolish.
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No.14414
>>14408
>Jews have better spelling than that probably.
Well…
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No.14948
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No.14950
>>14408
>our decades of experience
Yeah, to make you end up even worse than you started. Pop some antidepressants so you can shoot up a school, why don't you?
You're half right, Christianity is fucked hard right now but so is your shitty fucking brain candy.
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No.14956
>>14950
The problem is that a lot of people are given the wrong dose/medication.
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No.15169
>>14408
>Give up all rea…
>Implying that chirstian belief the way sincere Anons would study it isn't some form of CBT.
>Jews have better spelling than that probably.
Welp, case closed
>>14414
>>14948
Stupid and autistic. Day of the bugspray when?
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No.15174
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No.15643
>>13765
Don't you think this spergout is a little insensitive in this context?
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No.16141
Christ al-fucking mighty this thread is still up after all these years. Hi, OP here, over 5 years later. Still alive and well, and still writing shit for his own amusement and sanity.
While I don't feel that suicidal anymore my life still feels like a joke, and I guess it'll always be.
Here, have a better version of the wallpaper in the OP which unfortunately has disappeared.
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