/lewd/ - Circlejerks

>Banner I made in the OP pic

yee

>go to bed at 2am

>take two hours to fall asleep

>wake up at 5am

>take two hours to fall asleep

>wake up at 9:08am

>bus for uni leaves at 9:31

Whaaat a morning. Didn't even have time for coffee.

>>442993

>no coffee

I've literally jerked off for the last week straight.

**still haven't cumed yet*

damn you rpg maker and ren'ply

>>442996

I downloaded 10 or so games. and afew of them have been really fucking good. all be it lacking in the gay departments.

Four Elements Trainer

Overwhored

School of Lust

Insexual Awakening

Ravager

alot more as well that I haven't gotten around to and some that I've tried out but found my self wanting tbh.

>>442998

well those seem to apply to my fetishes so ya'know. dying from the inside and out probably.

>>443000

just the usual existing alittle tbh.

>>443002

well I mean, as it stands my grandma went into the hospital yet again and she's actually loopy due to getting re-hydrated. so I don't know if something really bad will happen in that regards.

>>443004

stallaris was the last thing I do.

>>443008

are you looking at my play times like?

>>443011

no idea then tbh.

>>443013

nigga you really gotta learn how to deal with being lonely tbh.

>>443015

you always rapid reply while asking any and every question you can think of.

>>443016

not as much as you really feel like you do tbh.

I can tell you how I got over this sort of thing but truth be told you're never free of it, it just takes less time to normalized afterwards.

you could just add me on discord or steam tbh.

I stopped posting because I wanted to spend more time with my self tbh.

through many and many times getting burnt out over trying to get out of it. so I then tried drowning in it till I got used to it. which sort of worked.

I mean I never cared about any one unless it's a spur of the moment thing where I'm like *huh I guess I should feel bad about my grandparents house getting robbed abit* rather then the *I can use this to finally feel X emotion for a change, neat* I usually do.

>>443029

I don't know much about your irl so I don't know what advice to give there.

I don't think you're unwanted or forgotten here tbh. I just wanna see your but hole tbh.

so let me get this straight. you act in a way you think people would like you to act but then you also hate being fake?

do you just want replies then?

the thing is.

no one will want to care about you.

because you don't care about you.

they don't want to put the effort into making you better.

they want you to put effort into them to make them better.

the thing is.

even if you do care about your self.

simpletons will see things like being fat not being productive and alot of little things which built up over time as also you not caring about your self.

you could fucking jerk off to your self and still be seen like so because that one day you just so happened to look bad.

so my actual point with this is.

stop.

caring.

about.

what.

other.

people.

think.

tbh.

look, all your options currently look as if no matter what, you're going to be alone and bitter right? this was, and is. the same with me.

so you can waste your time beating your self up over this fact or you can do something else instead. I choose to do something else instead.

>>443048

I don't care which in a sense allows me to care.

I said so before tbh.

about anyone.

in not caring. it allows me to care. because I'm not dragged along by emotions and really do and say what I think is actually best for people.

not caring isn't the same as hating, it's just being dis-attached enough so that you can evaluate more perspectives.

acting like you don't exist though is them caring about your existence effecting them. if they didn't give a damn then you could reasonably have any conversation you want out of them because either way it wouldn't matter to them.

people finding you an annoyance isn't that they don't care about you.

>tfw saw a spider crawl across my desk earlier

Lil shit was lucky I was playing a game and couldn't pick it up

>>443062

I mean they don't really scare me and they're quite harmless so I just pick them up and plop them down somewhere else.

>>443064

A glass isn't needed when you got two perfectly good hands, and usually by the time you get one it's gone.

I've also done it with some quite derpy hornets that got in the house.

It should be absolutely illegal to have condoms behind the counter. Telling the cashier girl my dick size is just the strangest kind of interaction.

>>443066

Are they really over there? Norway is a strange place.

Might be the same over here, I'm honestly not sure.

>>443067

Well, grocery stores have a little screen where you just press buttons for condoms, medicine, cigarettes, snus, razor blades, etc., and then you get a piece of paper they scan at the register, and you use that at basically a vending machine. Which is great! But I can't use the condoms they have there, so I've gotta go to sex shops. And for some reason, my brand is behind the counter. Not all brands, no no, just mine! It was extremely awkward.

>never bought condoms

smh

Though I'm only buying these 'cause I kinda want to buy an onahole, and I think cum is gross, so I want to use condoms if I do get one. But the last time I used a condom I remember disliking it, so I have to check first.

>>443068

For some reason that sounds very Japanese.

>just mine!

Now that's just the world conspiring against you.

Never even touched any I don't think, we had sex ed here which I mostly slept through and would sometimes get to take some but I never did, what am I gonna do make balloon animals?

Cum is tas- yeah I does make quite a mess at times so I guess that reduces cleaning time.

Not sure how I feel about them.

>>443069

It is a pretty automated thing, I guess! Though the thing all those products have in common is that they're very small and expensive, so I assume it's just done to decrease shoplifting.

Absolutely! It would make sense if all condoms were behind the counter, because of the shoplifting issue, but nope. Not even all the condoms in similar-ish sizes are behind the counter. shaking my d h.

No, Uri, what you're gonna do with condoms is pound some puss! Whether that's boypuss or girlpuss.

Cum is not tasty, ree! Cum sucks, the only good thing about it is that it's kinda sexy. But I don't want it touching any part of my body at all. Except uh, my dick, I guess, but that's kinda unavoidable.

>>443070

That seems fair enough I guess.

Real bad luck there, and wasn't aware they came in different sizes, always assumed they were all the same and they were just like really stretchy or something.

I'm way too incompetent for that, which is why I found sex ed class quite pointless honestly.

But it is! reee!

Can agree on it being sexy. Especially on certain places.

And yeah hard to avoid where it comes from.

>>443071

Well I mean, they are very stretchy! But certainly not perfectly so, especially considering that an erect dick is just a balloon filled with blood. Too much pressure on that thing is just not gonna work.

I mean, you're not a top anyway, so I was just joking.

The taste of cum is just bad!

I mean, master cumming inside me I wouldn't have any issue with, but if it gets on, like, my chest or face or something then … bleh.

>>443072

Right, shows how much I know, I'm too lewd for this.

Top or bottom, the incompetence stays the same. Basically, I can't get any.

Must eat better then!

Used to hate it at first too, but it's not too bad now

Is there a specific reason why you don't like it? Texture maybe?

>>443073

>too lewd for this

I'm very glad I kept the word filters.

I was just joking! I've no idea what role you'd prefer, obvs.

I've tasted the cum of a couple of people! It's not good in any case.

I dunno, I just dislike having it on me. But I have a thing for staying clean in general, so I assume that's the issue. I won't even eat pizza without cutlery (if I can help it) because I'm not a fan of getting the grease on my hands.

>>443076

Sure, here you go!

>>443074

Darned wordfilters, at least they're not there just to mess with me like on the board I used to frequent

>tfw people hated me so much the BO put filters just for me

Truly evil.

And here I thought it was obvious! But am just being honest.

Obviously not eating good food those people, shouldn't taste awful.

Only tasted my own. Shush

Oooh I see, cleanliness is good! And I'm the same with pizza but I just use a napkin.

Speaking of, I finally tried pineapple pizza the other day and it was awful.

Speaking of eating, I really don't wanna eat today.

Been forcing stuff in me lately.

But my friend is showing concern for me and I don't wanna give him more concerns.

But I don't know what to make either!

>>443076

>>443078

Uh hm. What kinds of wordfilters?

Well sure, I figured you were a bottom, but you never know! I'm a switch after all, though I don't seem like it.

It doesn't taste awful, just not good!

Figured :^)

That works too! But then you have stuff like chicken wings, which you can't really use either cutlery or napkins for. Those suck.

Yeeeah, I'm not a fan either. I don't like sweetness on my pizza.

>>443080

Hope I'm not being annoying here. Though I had a different posting style there

Just filtered some of the keywords I used to use, remember one of them was "I love cocks"

If only they knew.

Well bottom I wanna say, but can I really be sure when I've never had any sort of encounter like that?

A bit salty, but not bad to me!

Don't knock it till you try it

Not a big wing fan myself, unless they're those boneless ones. But are they really wings then?

It was awful, the sweetness just overtakes every other flavor.

>>443081

I know, but I didn't send nudes anyway, so it's fine! I don't even have any nudes on this laptop, come to think of it. And it's not like I have any way of contacting that guy anyway, outside of /lewd/.

>>443082

You're not annoying! I was just curious.

kek.

You can't technically be sure, but I feel like the kind of porn you like would give you a p good indication.

I have tried it! Contorted myself so that I came right in my mouth even.

The boneless ones are way better! Then you don't have to gnaw meat off the bone like some sort of cave man.

Good! We're in agreement then. Though I do also like brie on pizza, which is somewhat controversial.

>>443083

They really laughed at me, because I enjoyed posting stuff that went against the grain.

Buncha rude people.

Was hoping I was not being annoying.

Is it? Well I know what kind of porn I like so I guess it is

Even if I haven't seen any in about a month now

I'm way too stiff for that, I just used my fingers

But wouldn't that make them nuggets of sorts? Yeah I don't mind the gnawing it's the chewy bits that throw me off.

Is it? I don't see how cheese is controversial.

>>443084

Nah dude! Believe it or not, master and I send each other nudes kinda lost its luster once we'd seen each other naked irl a bajillion times irl.

Brie as in the cheese! A relatively soft one, the stereotypical cheese you'd use on crackers here.

>>443085

You're just making me curious now! What kind of stuff?

Why've you stopped watching porn? I mean, I haven't actually "watched porn" in years, but that's because I fap to doujins.

smh. You just need some training!

Uuuh, yeah, kinda nugget-like. I've no idea if there are any good definitions here, or restaurants just call their products whatever they want.

Brie isn't like generic cheese though! it has a distinctive taste. Like, my dad likes blue cheese on his pizzas, but he has to cut that out if he's making pizza for our extended family.

>>443087

… I'm no cheese expert, I didn't expect to have to explain brie! I'm not good at describing tastes even in Norwegian. But it's very cream-like, I guess? It can almost be butter-like sometimes, but not in any sort of extreme way. I just assumed everyone knew what brie tasted like!

>>443086

Was the pro wrestling board here, and I literally just wanted to talk about female pro wrestling, which is quite a big thing in Japan. Apparently that's enough to get people upset!

But once I realized that, I embraced it. Especially liked posting stuff about the girl in pic related, she's my favorite tbh.

Eh dunno, just don't feel up for it, with my whole problems and all that.

Plus me and the guy I like used to do certain stuff together, and since I fucked it all up it won't happen anymore so screw it

Maybe! That certainly would be nice

Ahh. Haven't been to a restaurant in forever.

I've never tasted it, what does it taste like? Blue cheese is also foreign!

>>443089

Oh, uh, that seems weird. Not that I know anything about pro wrestling personally.

Which of them is your favourite?

Ah alright.

A-aww :c

Me neither tbh. But my mum and my sister are visiting here for the weekend, and my mum's said she'll be paying for food! Hell yeah.

Like I said to Mots, it's very creamy! And I also suck at explaining tastes!

>>443090

I'd recommend it! Putting it on Ritz crackers is the standard. And it's cheap too, as fancy-ish cheeses go!

>>443091

I don't know either, but 420chan has a wrestling board so I just use that.

It's very fun Yes I do know it's fake, but fun

The blonde one.

Haven't even fapped in forever. So strange of me.

I deleted most of the old stuff we did, was very heartbreaking for me but if it's not gonna happen anymore no point in keeping it around. Fuck it

Ah that's nice, moms here and she makes food usually but it's kinda awkward now and I don't feel like eating.

Ooh I like creaminess, might enjoy it then.

>>443092

Well I mean, "fake" is kinda an exaggeration! It's acrobatics and acting put together, they don't expect you to think people are really getting hit in the head with sledgehammers.

Oh, huh! I don't have much of a sex drive myself, but simply not fapping seems weird. As long as it works for you I guess it's fine though.

Jeeeez, this is sad.

Yeeeah, how did that turn out anyway? Has she said anything, since you told her?

>>443093

And it doesn't present itself as real most of the time.

Watching real sports are kinda boring to me, I want some good storylines and characters!

It's like anime irl.

Eh, am a big pervert so it is weird for me! But maybe once I feel better I will but I doubt it.

Yeah and it's all my fault, shouldn't have asked that question

Can't even look at most of my hentai I have cause it reminds me of that. Don't wanna have to delete that as well…

Not reaaally, hasn't really spoken to me on her own. I said hi today to her and she said it back and asked if I was hungry, which I'm not.

At least I'm glad she hasn't told dad I don't think

Otherwise I would've heard it from him

>>443094

>It's like anime irl.

kek, that's what I've heard! Plus that dumb South Park episode where they did pro wrestling but got so invested in making the story lines that they eventually just turned into plays without any fighting at all.

Sure, being depressed can absolutely fuck your sex drive.

O-oh jeez. Good luck.

Aaand good luck with that too. I wish fags didn't really freak people out any more.

Anyway, I'll be heading off to bed, good night.

>>443095

Never seen South Park but pretty much!

Though I do enjoy the wrasslin aspect of it as well.

Sure does, honestly just feel like sleeping all day.

Should just delete everything we've shared

Thank you, and yeah me too but that's just the way the cookie crumbles.

Good night!

ur gay

Don't mind me I'm just rotting away

>tfw wearing a cute school girl uniform

>tfw playing FFXIV

Might be feeling like shit but it's comfy shit

Skirts have no right feeling this good tbh

>visited church with my family during christmas

>there was a beggar right outside the entrance

>tons of people got mad at her

I'm not a Christian myself, but it seems like those people kinda forgot the basic tenets of their religion

>>443102

Unfortunately, quite a lot of christians are at odds with human decency.

>>443104

Some people think he's funny

Other people think he's dumb

Some people say he's stuck-up

Others say he's shy

Some people like him for his charm

Some people take him for granted

>>443106

He may not have a clue

And he may not have style

But everything he lacks

Well he makes up in denial

>>443108

It's sometimes good to go back to the old, simpler times.

>>443110

They've had a lot of inconsistent stuff put out, although I may be biased as I liked Hammerhead a lot back in the day, just because it was more metal-ish than punk.

Anything goes for me, although I'm not too versed in country out of all main genres.

>>443111

I don't think we like similar music. I have an odd taste in most things so, yeah. Plus I make my own music which sounds weird enough so, meh

>>443112

Well, if you like lolicore or wall noises, probably not.

Mostly because I haven't gotten my head around to like those genres.

>>443114

Is that an invitation to flood music when drunkposting during the weekend?

>>443116

That depends on if you hold strong opinions on anything.

i've lost 18 pounds on my diet so far. even though i'm not fat.

my mom's gonna be worried next time we see each other lol.

REEEEE

Its 12AM and I cant fall asleep

tfw im a low plat shit

>>443122

What game is that

reeeeeeeeeee

Taaaake ooooon meeee

>>443125

(take on me)

>>443126

I'll be gone

>>443127

In a day or twooooooo

>>443128

Cute

You're all the things I've got to remember

>>443129

The aristocrat kids, or me remembering weird old pop?

You're shying away

>>443130

hiiiiiiiiii skandi

>>443131

Hi, Taig! Have you by any chance been drinking?

>>443132

Last night, but not rn. How about you?

>>443133

Oh! The "singing" made me assume drunkenness! And I've been drinking a bit, but not to the point where I'm actually drunk. My mum and sister are visiting, and we had dinner and then shared a bottle of wine in the hotel room before I came back here.

Also, master's fixed my laptop!! Heeell yeah! So he'll be sending it back here in the near future, and I'll be posting Konata all day erry day!

>>443134

I'm glad you're having a nice conversation with him.

HI CHIJO

>>443135

Uuuh huh? With who, master? I mean, I am talking to him, and our conversations all nice, I suppose, except now it's mostly about him getting annoyed at Apple for being idiots while he's getting my laptop updated.

>tfw actually ate something today but now Im nauseous

smh

>>443137

… You sure you're not drunk? It's fine if you are, I won't snitch.

>>443138

Well, that'd depend on what you ate, I assume?

>>443141

What? I mean, I suppose I am trying to talk to you, but only with these posts? Either I'm missing something or you're being confusing.

pls

>>443143

Oh, sorry, I don't really do Discord 'cause of the social anxiety stuff, I'm afraid.

>>443144

Bleh, tuna. I like fish in general, but tuna isn't for me.

Is this an eating disorder thing, or are you just sick?

>>443148

Don't think I had ever heard that song before the whole meming of it.

But I know that feel with this song.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B32yjbCSVpU

>>443148

I've only had the canned stuff, and now that I think about it I'm p sure I'd like actual tuna. It can't taste all that different from most other fish, after all.

Ah jeez. Well, good luck, I guess.

We run to the place of our dreams

Graaasping the meaning of life as we breathe

And the times that we shared

Linger now and foreveeer

>>443149

Was featured in the Fallout 76 trailer iirc then everyone just started singing it!

Ah I have heard that one, just not that version.

Since we're posting music that gives us a particular feeling!

>>443150

I get little plastic packages of it, much more convenient imo!

Yeah some fresh stuff would be pretty darned good.

I'm just one big bag of problems

>>443151

Have fun

>>443152

Yup, that's where it was.

The only Fallout game that I didn't buy and play for +100 hours.

I think that's the original one, but the story behind it is quite powerful.

Also you're probably the only person I've ever met that has known Blood Stain Child.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=guH5aUejMwA

This might just be my favourite from them.

>>443153

I think the Beach Boys also got used to some degree, not sure.

Good call, think the game came out quite a mess!

Might be. And it is, but for some reason I can't connect to it, still a good song though.

That's surprising! They were essential High school music for me.

That whole album is fantastic imo.

Was so happy when all of their stuff got uploaded to spotify

>>443156

Oh, yeah, I think that might have been in the television trailer.

Oh?

high school for me was.. a long time ago, just like college, also military kind of.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tEzuxkkGyWQ

Have some weird Finnish folk metal sung in Swedish.

>>443158

Drink water!

Ah, I only see TV whenever I visit family, just because my TV is my 2ndary screen to my PC.

Don't think I've ever refunded a game, but that seems scummy anyhow.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bc0sJvtKrRM

Literally me right now.

Also Wintersun is a rare sight, didn't they quit?

Kind of like Sentenced.

Oh, Wintersun was made by Ensiferum's old vocalist.

That explains the confusion.

Ensiferum had a lot of good hi-power songs.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YaqqsTVuCnI

>>443162

I thought you seemed a bit reluctant with it, so I didn't add you out of courtesy.

>>443164

Guitar?

I don't think I follow, if that is a fancy saying I mean.

>>443159

I've been drinking!

Might've been on my phone then, I only have one monitor :c

I've refunded a few, but they've been smooth refunds.

Literally me right now, except cut out the happy part of the title.

No don't think they have, just released some new material a year or so ago.

>>443160

Used to listen to Ensiferum a lot in high school as well.

And since I have long black hair I could easily hide earbuds!

>>443166

Well, apparently it didn't work with small letters, but first letter capitalized worked.

>>443167

Good!

Oh, I think 2 monitors are good, 3 is a bit excessive at least from my experience.

The title doesn't seem too good..

Might be, I'm not too much in-the-know of certain Finnish bands.

Still waiting for that reincarnation as a 900-1200s Varangian.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1x-5ZkTMyMc

I had longer hair back in highschool, but that was like.. 2009-2012s(?)

>>443168

?

>>443170

Drink more of water!

How comes?

I get it cut every few 3 months or so.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CB3H05OhVDI

>>443171

Also that War Thunder trailer usage is nice. I enjoy playing that game at times.

>>443172

Just wondering how comes?

Ah, I sometimes let it grow longer as a thing that happens.

>>443173

Oh?

I haven't seen any trailers of it in a long time, and been kept busy with other games.

>tfw talking with sd and chijo

:D

>>443174

Well just haven't been feeling up for much music, though I am very excited to see that reissue of Plantasia, and finally seeing it on Spotify was glorious!

I think I look better with long hair

Guys in general do, it's scientific fact :^)

Yeah except it's a bit inaccurate, since there's no infantry in it.

Still more honest than Ubisoft trailers

It's my most played game on Steam. Usually pop in to play it now and then, mostly just play games with my friend when he feels like it.

Which I recently got another game we share so playing that with him will be super fun!

I wanna sing Take On Me to someone. Any takers?

>>443176

Oh?

I just sometimes do it out of not caring.

True, it was quite a disappointment.

I think my most played game in Steam is Warframe with +1000 hours.

I have other games with more hours, but they're non-steam.

>>443178

you dont want a free song ree

>>443180

All because you left the voice chat.

>>443178

One of my favourite records is getting a vinyl reissue! Finally getting it on vinyl wont cost hundreds of dollars cause the thing is from 1976!

Have just over 1100 hours on War Thunder, now my most played game since I got rid of my runescape account.

Maybe FFXIV comes close but that has to be under 500 surely.

Cut your hair out of not caring?

>>443182

Just because you disappeared.

>>443183

I think the only LP I ever listened to was G'nR's appetite for destruction.

I have about 4000 hours in WoT.

I let it grow long many times, just because I can't care, but then I cut it short every now and then due to occasions.

>>443184

literally offered to play/sing for you and you never said yes.

>>443185

You just want the lewds!

>>443187

Lies!

>>443188

uh no? Lewds arent my thing

>>443184

Dont think I've ever listened to a full GnRs record.

4K aint so bad actually, but I could never get into WoT.

Ahh I see, I dont have anyone to tell me anything so I can let my hair do whatever it wants.

That doesnt mean I dont take care of it, I just have strange habits

It's no better to be safe than sorry

I want insect animu girls to be real.

I'll be gone in a day or two

>>443190

Ah, I just had Appetite for Destruction as my first one-ish, just because my parents had it as a vinyl.

I have odd habits too, I take care of it, but at times I just let it grow long.

>tfw had a dream about the guy I like

Fucking great

>>443197

Oh that's interesting, I don't think I share much music tastes with my parents

Besides Abba

I don't shampoo it everyday but the strange habits are the fact that I use female shampoos and stuff

No bully

>>443198

Oh?

I've just listened to a few bands they used to listen to often.

Not like they had a tendency to listen to thrash metal.

Not blaming you, there's a bunch of folk that do.

>>443199

Wanna hear about it? Wasn't as bad as that other nightmare I had a couple weeks ago.

They don't like anything I listen to, at least they finally stopped calling metal "satanist music".

Better for long hair imo, and I like how female stuff smells over the male stuff!

And no one really smells me but myself!

>>443200

Was it a good dream?

Do they see all of metal as black melodeath satanism music?

They do have a lot of better fragrances, at least over the usual men's shampoo that smells like mint all the time.

Saying that after I used one.

>>443201

I'm not sure. It just felt weird!

Was just talking to him on discord, as usual. But felt really scared for some reason!

Yeah pretty much, are there even that many legitimate satanist acts out there, I wouldnt think so.

They sure do, I love smelling of nice things.

Mens stuff just smells a bit generic to me.

seriously this lack of insect girls is making me depressed tbh.

>>443203

Titan girls are better tbh

https://vocaroo.com/i/s1diiBDOCmaC

>catch myself muttering “i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself” again

No wonder my psychologist gave up on me.

>>443206

I'm a complete music pleb, but that sounded nice! I was hoping it'd be Take on Me, though

>>443208

I've got a piece of paper proving that I can't really do one to one communication very well! Plus it is a bit of an awkward situation to just sit there and have someone sing at you. I know this for a fact, since I've been at a couple of "concerts" that only had like three people in the audience!

>>443209

it would only be awkward for you. i've played plenty of concert ranging from like 5-50 people so I really don't feel awkward doing that kinda thing

>>443202

Maybe it just felt too real?

Well, there are those few cases that might have led it to have such a view upon it.

There's also those liquid hand soaps that smell pretty good.

>>443210

>it would only be awkward for you

Yes, my dude, that is rather the problem.

I've done a short story reading to an audience of one (not counting the four other people who also had something to read), but I still know that it was awkward!

>>443213

Well, too bad there's no way you can send it to only me, since I can't deal with one to one communication like that.

>>443214

Hey Skandi-sama.

>>443215

Hiya, Mots! And you just reminded me that I should catch up on Yotsuba soon, it's been months since I read it.

What's up?

>>443216

smh

Man my Summoner is looking good.

Also not gonna eat anything today

He's not here to scold me for it

>>443211

Maybe. But there wasn't anything bad happening, in fact it was positive.

Hey maybe that's why it was bad

because I'll know that'll never happen in reality

Yeah unfortunately, most people that listen to metal are quite mellow tbh.

And lotions! Which I also use.

>>443216

Thanks?

>>443217

Dammit I forgot about your filter. You luck son of a gun. No problem.

I was wondering. If I were to take phenibut after work, will it keep me up at night? I mean I'm usually up for another 8 or so hours anyways but still wondering.

>>443218

You never know.

I find it pretty funny that there still are people that think all such people are something to beware.

I only ever use some skin care stuff during winter if the dryness makes my skin crack and bleed.

>>443218

I am gonna scold you for it, though. You need to eat to stay alive, you nerd.

>>443219

Oh, kek, I don't even notice the filter at this point.

And nope! Phenibut relaxes you in general, some people even just use it as a a sleep aid. I do that too, sometimes, if I'm stressed out and I know I'll struggle to fall asleep. What, you've bought some?

>>443221

So use to being called "Skandi" huh?

Ah okay. And nah I haven't bought any.

>>443222

Joke?

>>443223

Well, the wordfilter has made it so that I don't really notice what people call me!

I recommend it! It does take two hours or so to kick in, but if you've got any sort of anxiety issue it'll kill it almost completely. Aaas long as you don't use it too often and build up a tolerance.

>>443222

laugh

>>443225

It's serotonin! (Except it's kinda been fucked up by cats attacking it.) Serotonin is good!

>>443224

Smh.

Not so much, but depends on the issue. I think I need more of a stimulant, but also something relaxing. But that's sort counter intuitive I suppose.

think ill buy a ticket to the weezer concert coming to grand rapids.

>>443228

Oh yeah, if it's a stimulant you want, then phenibut is the exactly wrong thing. I do take it with a ton of coffee in the mornings where I have uni, which removes the tiredness but keeps the anti-anxiety effect, but if you don't have an anxiety issue there's not much of a point in taking it anyway.

>>443220

Ehh not sure about that.

Reminds me of that DnD controversy!

I have dry skin at times so I have to, leaves me with nice soft skin.

>>443221

I'm not hungry though!

But that also implies I want to be alive.

>>443231

I'm afraid the problem is that you'll also feel worse and worse the less you eat. Human bodies are big dumb machines, if you mess up the input you'll mess up the output!

>>443231

As one song goes "Don't stop, believing~"

DnD controversy?

I only get the problem during winter as it gets pretty cold and dry here, causes a bunch of nosebleeds too.

*my neighbor*

hello police i want to report a bipolar retard who keeps singing take on me by a-ha

what that's not against the law? ok well im gonna go kill him

>>443232

It'll be like the other day, just eating the bare minimum makes me feel nauseous.

And I wouldn't think eating would make me feel better!

Besides I don't know what I can make

>>443234

I think I know that one, but at this point I'm not sure about believing.

Yeah it has had loads!

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dungeons_%26_Dragons_controversies

Usually a year long thing for me, though it doesn't seem to get worse during winter.

I've never gotten a nosebleed!

>>443236

That may be the case, but that doesn't change the simple biological fact that humans need to eat in order to function.

It might not in the extremely short term, but it's literally how humans work. You can just make a simple sandwich or something, that is infinitely better than not eating at all, even if it might make you feel worse tonight.

I-I don't mean to sound very strict or anything, but I've got friends who've had eating disorders, and just not eating is never good!

>>443230

Maybe it will help sleep better at least. It's more like I need a stress reliever but also need the drive to do things as well.

>>443236

As one streamer always said "Belief!"

I'm not sure if I know what I'm looking at.

Well, as long as you take care of it.

I get them around the fall and winter due to the cold-ish and somewhat dry weather.

It's almost April, time is going by fast.

Also just wished him good night

>>443237

I'm like the titans from attack on titan!

Maybe I'll get something later, been scraping by on sandwiches basically.

Used to be like this during high school in a way, though I voluntarily threw up then because school made me so miserable.

>>443239

And which streamer would that be?

All the controversies!

I do, have some nice smelling lotions.

Do they hurt at all? or are they just not very noticeable because of the cold.

>>443240

I think it was circonflexes, always saying "Belief!" before firing a RNG-shot.

It usually always hits.

But why were the controversies related?

Oh, no, nosebleeds don't hurt, you just notice it when you feel something cold on your lip, then realize it's blood.

>>443242

Nap to feel better.

>>443238

Yeeeah, I don't know about the "drive to do things" part, I'm struggling with that as well.

>>443240

Haven't seen it!

Well good! Sandwiches are fine, it's at least got carbs to keep you going.

Aaanyway, I'll be heading to bed now. I've been doing some voice with master, and tomorrow I'll be meeting my mum and sister for breakfast. And we just went over to summer time like three minutes ago, so it's suddenly late!

Gooood night, everynyan!

Just made myself a sandwich, with some tasty lettuce.

Mom was in the kitchen too so that was a bit awkward

>>443241

Ah haven't heard of them, but I don't watch a lot of streamers to be fair.

Back when I was a serious FFXIV raider, I used to wait a little bit before rolling on loot, for good luck!

Ooh they reminded me of the whole metal = satanism thing.

Ah for some reason I thought they hurt, but bleeding in such low quantities usually doesnt.

>>443245

I've been watching it again, It's pretty good if you can handle a fair bit of gore and characters getting killed left and right.

But my god is the main character annoying to me.

my girl Annie still is awesome

Well, good night!

>>443246

Well, that guy streams the other tank game pretty much all the time, despite having a love-hate relationship with the game.

Oh, right, that game had some stuff for it too about all that.

Well, it's just a small vein rupturing in the nose that causes it due to the cold weather, so you don't really notice it happening at all until you've got blood here and there.

>>443248

>the other tank game

That's what we WT players call it!

Speaking of might play it a bit tonight. Maybe.

Ah right, must get really cold over there for that to happen.

Never heard of anyone getting nosebleeds because of cold here.

tfw no one to sing to

*talkiing to self in the company of others hoping i get responded to*

>>443253

Hi

>>443254

ill be coming for you anyway

taaaaake oooon meeee

taaaaake meee onnn

illllll be goooone

inn DAAAAAAAAAAAY

does anyone know Arrki's discord

i need it so he can block me on it

>>443255

So needless to saaaay

>>443258

I think I forgot how that song went

When does the cool keyboard part come in!

>>443260

I guess the whole song is the cool keyboard part ;×;

I need to listen to that song again!

>>443261

im singing it right now

>>443262

At 12 AM?

Sounds like fun.

>>443204

fight me fagit.

well i just finished season four of better call saul finally and honestly it was only ok. i hated chuck when he was in the show but now that he's gone it's not the same

>>443251

Well, WT started out as a plane game though.

It was fun to play when it was released as nobody knew how to fly properly.

There was a snow blizzard whilst I was sleeping, but almost all of the snow has melted away by now.

He's not here since he has stuff going on but I still want to talk to him AAAAAAAH

>>443264

Challenge accepted

>>443266

I started playing just as tanks were introduced, so I never got to experience Planes Thunder.

Now we have subsonic jets, helicopters and even boats.

All of our snow here has melted, but it's still quite chilly outside!

>>443268

I just played a lot of war sim games with friends back in the day, so when that was released we got a bit interested due to having played a bit of IL-2 Sturmovik 1946 back in the day.

I haven't tried the boats in WT yet, just a bit of tanks and more of planes.

It has gotten warmer here just as of lately, so it's still melting slowly.

I'd still like to have some snow.

>>443271

But I wasn't lurking, I was away at family's place for a dinner.

>>443271

But i also lurk a lot

>>443273

four youtube tabs, one twitter, one SteamID, this tab, two threads on 4chan, one steam community page across two windows

>>443273

I just have Youtube on at most times.

Whenever I get really bored and can't find new content to watch, I hit up the chans.

Although if I play games, I close the browser and focus on the games instead.

>>443277

>tfw cant even get credit for the things i do

>>443269

Family I was told.

He's the only person that talks back to me on discord!

Guess I'll just distract myself with FFXIV.

>>443270

I just like the tanks!

Not the best pilot, I always get smoked. I'm better with Bombers and CAS but they suck in War Thunder.

Don't have anyone to play it with :c

Hope it's still somewhat cold for my birthday.

>>443277

Why?

It's only a German field uniform.

>>443278

I don't save pictures of other people.

>>443280

I enjoyed playing it back in the day with fighters, just because it was easy to take people down, but now it's full of players with years of experience.

I just got too busy and dropped playing it with my friends, eventually they got to top tiers and I didn't feel like continuing as I was really far left behind.

Oh?

It'd be impossible for me for that to happen, unless the climate oscillation goes really wacky.