/hikki/ - Hikikomori

>>2755

> I've had four different people knocking on my door trying to get me go downstairs, mummy says they're nobody's eating until I'm at the table.

This use to happen to me all the time back when i lived with my parents.

>>2755

Wear headphones and sleep.

>>2759

>Wear headphones and sleep.

This is actually a great idea.

>>2760

i can fall asleep only when i have my earplugs on

>>2755

That sounds like a fucking nightmare, anon. I hope you made it through alright.

What did you guys get for Christmas??.

>>2778

mom got me a terrarium, gonna get some lizards for it

also a steam gift card

>>2755

did you survive anon? what happened

>>2778

>What did you guys get for Christmas??.

Peace and quiet, I just woke up. ♡

>>2778

powerbank, chocolate, drawing, toilet paper rolls

>>2784

>>2786

>>2787

I got some new movies to watch some gift cards some candy money and my dad got me a new computer chair and a virtual reality headset.

>>2778

Steam giftcard, Rasberry Pi 3, and some coffee. Family left to go to social gatherings so I was able to do some things around the house. Did some laundry, cleaned up my room etc.

>>2803

> Family left to go to social gatherings so I was able to do some things around the house. Did some laundry, cleaned up my room etc.

I also do this i'm always in my room of course but whenever the people i live with leave and i am by myself i clean my room do some laundry and all that stuff but never when their at home with me.

>>2778

I got a pair of headphones, a hat, and Dragonball Xenoverse 2.

>>2800

Everyone I knew has finally died so my gift this year is peace and quiet. Just moved to a senior 1 bedroom apartment, cheap rent, food store right next door, I finally got lucky. Found a tank of argon for wire welding, I don't weld, it's terminal medicine, in case I become sick I can take care of it myself, and go to sleep, I hate doctors and hospitals. I have a few more good years and no relatives to bother me. It's a great xmas this year.

Take care

>>2778

Yakuza zero and Pokemon moon

>>2864

A clean 5 gallon bucket of cold water, a big hand-towel or a tshirt for a sponge bath, you can add a very, very few drops of soap if you like.

>>2921

>Argentina

You should go check out the documentary on hikikomori in Latin America in the hikikomori documentary thread.

Happy new year /hikki/.

>>2994

>I'm getting nervous now that christmas break is over. I don't want a job or interact with other people. I want to be left alone for the rest of my life

Well at least you tried to reintegrate back into society so that's something.

>>2997

yeah I guess so

thanks for the comforting words anon, I wish you the best

>>3001

>thanks for the comforting words anon, I wish you the best

You're welcome anon.

>>3781

I would be all comfy and warm drinking a nice cup of coffee looking out at that view.

>>3782

tea, earl grey.

Fall and winter should be rolling around soon, with how fast time goes by for me. I honestly can't wait. I fucking hate summer.

I tried a keto diet last winter since a study showed it helped seasonal affective disorder which I have. It was good, I think it makes sense. Our ancestors took food animals and seperated meat from fat. made both good to store for the winter. Grains are more recent with agriculture. Good for rationing, can weigh accurately. But the keto made the winter less hard. I started it with the start of winter and kept it for as long as I could. Then I do cheat days with sugar free snacks mostly. But then the holidays where I treat myself to gifts and snacks. This was nice and the sadness did not come as bad as usually. Maybe try it, but make sure not to completely give up regular exercise if you do it. Maybe even start. I jumprope and it doesnt take long. Then I shower in nice hot water and get cozy at my desk. It feels nicer to do this with the jumping . I put some decorations up, a small tree recently, used to some garlande and the lights along a shelf, Are nice. I have a soft blanket that is usually too warm in the summer months. This is nice too. Sorry if this was hard to understand. I am still learning english

>>5965

>I honestly can't wait. I fucking hate summer.

I know right.

I miss these days when I was younger and wearing my jackets in the winter. I was still a child who goes to school everyday and the feeling of walking home after school in the rain eating my snacks was priceless, despite always being mocked and bullied at school it was a good time for me. I used to explore new places, stalking strangers and go to ghost-cities after school. I miss this feeling of coming home late to study and play video games then go to sleep.

The winter is about to start and I'll be so depressed remembering all these old days when I wasn't a depressed listless piece of shit.

I live in an area (no worries, no dox) where its pretty warm for 8+ months every year, but it gets nice and cold during the winter. My anxiety is still pretty bad, and after a few incidents when i was in my teens, I alway carry weapons and a first aid kit, plus some other supplies like a blindingly bright flashlight, firestarting kit, electric handwarmers, swiss army knife, Cell Phone car and wall charger, battery bank on me.

I can only conceal all the stuff it takes to feel comfortable enough to go out under winter clothing. BUT theres this cozy diner that doesnt have a lot of space, and is open 24/7 even in the winter. Its a family business and they know my family and Im relatively comfy towards them so they, understanding, leave me be in the coziest corner of the diner. I bring a tablet or laptop after its properly dark, they fill up my thermoses with cold water, i make flavoraid, and I browse the internet and play games all night.

Last year I played a lot of hotline miami 1&2, some of the oldest 3d Dungeons and dragons games, Zork series, Anchorhead (and IF game like zork), and a bunch of emulated games, including 2d zelda and pokemon. I'd sometimes call ahead with an order, but usually I'd bring a sandwhich and chips. I can't wait for winter, so I can get out of this freaking room

>>6100

and I should add that almost nobody goes to that diner during the winter, so they dont leave the grill on. Anyone who does come in can get cold sandwiches or microwaved food, and hot drinks. and the waitress seats the at the other side of the restaurant where they cant see me.

>>6101

>>6100

That sounds really comfy anon. The owners seem really nice too. What kind of games are you planning on playing this time?

>>6130

Interactive fiction. Anchorhead is really cozy with a track of rain sounds in the background.

>>6146

Those games where you play by typing words in and the game tells responds with part of a story are awesome if you like that kind of thing. dound super comfy tbh. I wish I had a situation like yours.