/fringe/ - Fringe

Pledging through November to break my own record. Currently on day 24 and would like to make it to at least day 50. The best I've currently achieved is 46 days.

>>85733

Sure, If it helps you! Figuring out how you tick is the key here since you're the one going through this challenge. If keeping active distracts you past that 3 day slump I mentioned, Then hell yeah. Do it. If you push yourself to the point of exhaustion into "Fuck everything, I just need to fap" territory, then not so much. You're going to have to find balance and do whatever it takes to get you past that initial week or so.

Do keep in mind the dip in your Dopamine will likely make you cranky and irritable. Above all else, I'd say trying to stay positive is the key. That's where emotional alchemy comes in handy.

>>85729

How much damage does one take from touching themselves (but not to orgasm) or becoming aroused by things but not acting on the urges?

Well as one grows more aware, it is really disgusting, as a human, having the necessity to jerk of almost every day or the slightest temptations. It really is, if you think about it…

But my question is, is it very bad to masturbate like once a day, - without the use of porn - ?

>>85737

Once a day is still a compulsion.

Even if you don't give as much energy to something external, you still lose some to the things around you. (Defining yourself as a chaos magician there are likely many things around you)

So I jerk off too much. And the porn I enjoy gets more depraved. So I'm renouncing fapping and not initiating sex with my wife. If she wants it, she'll get it. But I'm going to see how long I can go before blowing a load.

My biggest issues is after we have sex, I still feel unsatisfied or I enjoyed it so much thinking about it gets me horny. It's not unlike me to wake up at 3 am and rub one out while she sleeps because I can't shut my boner up. These are the times I feel powerless.

I'm on day 3. Let's see how long I can go.

>>85735

As far as I'm aware, None - Apart from the cultivation of a bad habit. Taoists believe you lose chi(loosh) through your eyes though. It won't be much, but if you want to lose -nothing-, that means no porn!

>>85747

>My biggest issues is after we have sex, I still feel unsatisfied or I enjoyed it so much thinking about it gets me horny

The red line on that little graph I posted here might be relevant to you.

>>85729

That one charts the Oxytocin response. Oxytocin is responsible for love and pair bonding (So a mother who's just given birth will dump buckets of the stuff to bond her to the newborn babby) See how it drops off real hard on days 3, 4 and 5 after an orgasm? If you've ever felt unattracted to her a few days after blowing a load, that'd be why. In evolutionary terms an orgasm signals your body. "Okay, this ones done. Go find a -different- woman to impregnate!" and that drop in Oxytocin makes you want to go, have your own space for a few days.

You should get her in on it, Tell her what you're trying to do and why. Then learn the stuff in Mantak Chias "Cultivating the male sexual energy" So you don't ever have to worry about this again.

I'm actually mad jelly of you bro. I wish I had a wife to practice this stuff with me. Lol.

>>85729

Yo, my man, what are the essential/best Mantak Chia books?

The guy has a shit ton of them, and a lot of them seem to cover the same shit, with some being more up to date but recycling a lot of info.

Created a thoughtform that seems to be quite effective so far. I powered it after a regretful fap session with an anti-fapping mantra, visualization of its form and loosh. Whenever I am about to check out pornography, have lustful imaginations or am about to fap, it pops into my mind and reminds me of the reasons I choose not to fap and the severe long term consequences of doing so. It really helps me consciously resist fapping and porn. Hope this method helps some of you out there.

>been on nofap for 222 days

>want to re-try mantak chia methods of sexual energy manipulation

>don't want to risk falling back into fapping for pleasure, losing my absurdly long streak, and missing the feeling i have all the time now

feelsbadman

>>85862

sex energy manipulation is gay- at least get the full year under your belt. You've definitely conquered the beast… why open the door back up?

>>85863

sex energy is apparently very strong, but i will not mess with it until i have a partner. i get a very "dark" feeling when i almost fall back into it (which only happened last night, not in months)

considering i desire to quit my abstinence the day after i oddly received a dark feeling to return, i should clearly avoid it. thank you.

>>78143

All I can think of is:

If you really think your only purpose is fucking fat bitches then ya, you are their meme. Fat lonely bitches give you their Energy through lust, just as the anons here make sluts stronger by masturbating to some random bitch.

Solution. Stop taking their energy. Stop embracing the good feelings of fucking them. You are a junkie now, that one which injects himself feminine fat.

That or what this anons said.

>>79366

I've been fapping without orgasm for two weeks now and I really do think I can keep going like this for the rest of my life without spilling any seed. Obviously it takes some exercises to siphon the built up energy into my other chakras so that it doesn't overload my root chakra and it's giving me tonnes of energy. I've yet to have any of those fabled "wet dreams" that people keep talking about… probably because I shut down my root chakra and keep my foreskin taped shut with medical tape when I'm not using it.

Pledging 24 hours, I'll up my time in increments.

>>86163

Stop visiting places where that degeneracy is posted. Most surely you visit /b/. Stop watching porn and grab your balls by the pussy.

>>86163

>he actually watches interracial cuck porn

haha wow goy your brain must be so fucked up. good luck dude.

>>86163

Block all porn on your computer and when you desire to fap, do energy work to pull energy from your groin and recite "I do not feel this urge".

Just keep doing streak after streak, even if you fail. Eventually it just clicks.

>>86160

Pledging 48 hours now.

>>86163

You have major self esteem issues that you need to take care of, tbh.

Pledging goal: (at least) until Sunday, Nov. 20

Uhhh. What

>>86185

That's a pretty terrible auto-suggestion because it's focusing oneself on the urge one is supposedly not feeling instead of on a different thing to shift their attention to.

>>86313

I know, but it works for me; although I actually meant "I choose not to feel this urge."

I get better effects with it than trying to shift attention.

Wrote this for myself but I'll post it here I need help the greentext explains it but basically I've been addicted to porn and fapping for like 5 or more years and have had a lot of failed nofap attempts but this one is my longest in like 1 or 2 years and I dont want to break it yet but I am struggling:

Nofap meme- 8 or 9 days now

>more vivid dreams/dream memory and dream recall even without dream journal

>waking up and falling back asleep leads to mini-dream/more vivid and clearly recalled hypnagogic dreams

>more energy and shit, less lethargy,

>imagination seems more vivid creativity kinda coming back

>desire to create grows stronger and feels burning almost, but still in background kinda

>transmutation practiced at first- daily mediation and deep breathing exercise like 20 min

>less response to lewd stimulation/thoughts, could avoid easier than ever before

….

5 days or so later

>2 days now less transmutation, feeling restless, more lust

>harder to comitt to meditaiton even for 10 min cause restless mind,

>weak attempts that didnt last long, still procrastinating it

>response to lewd images weakening

>lusty lewd thoughts growing stronger and much more often in head, leading to lewd i agination scenarios i need to force out of

>more random boners and on day 8or 9 dik feels like it needs release like the tip of it feels like i need to pee but cant cause its just the feeling of it, feels almost like might hands free orgasm any minute

>becoming harder and harder to focus and let go of lewd thoughts creeping in

>sheer sensory stimulation seems to increase lust somehow-mynoise audio responding to it in lustful way like ocean audio stimulating lewd imagination like being with someone in a poool, etc and somewhat more vivid fantasies forming that i almost dont have control over, like i might literally get an literal audiogasm from sounds of water rushing swirling and stuff lol because of how those sounds seem to feel and also spurr lewd scenario fantasies

>boner during that time and kind of involuntary kegel stretch like trying to cum lol

>trying to avoid touching down there cause blueballs would suck

>becoming clear that if no further transmutation attempts will end up sinking deeper and eventually just fapping and orgasm to lewd fantasy spurred by sound of ocean waves and the scenario the mind makes up with it

>imagination has never felt so vivid and effortless like this, needs to be redirected and channeled for creative and escapism not lust and fap purposes tbh, would be a waste otherwise, fap might lead back to cycle of porn and low/dormant imagination again

>becoming abundantly clear the longer i go without porn/fap as habitually acclimated the longer the transmutation practice must be to append that, the longer without any meditation/deep breathing attempts the more the distraction seeking behavior happens interspersed with succumbing to lewd fantasies/thoughts for longer and longer periods

>unable to focus on solely meditation feeling restless seeking distraction but even the distraction is making me restless too cause lewd feelings growing

>ended up stroking self just briefly before i pulled back during the time when boner was involuntary thrusting and some small amount of precum leaked

>desire to avoid blueballs and failure again keeps me held back but only just

>pleasure just feels so amplified, and touching downnthere feels amplified and like feeling it lasts longer

>contemplating release (but not to porn, and not to habitual fetish thoughts) just to release the pent up lust

>but curious if I can overcome it entirely and supress and release through transmutation

>writing this is part of the distraction instead of meditating

>exercise and walking outside is perhaps my only option of getting my mind off of this path and then being tired enough that meditation may be easier

So basically I dont want to ruin it but because I've made degeneracy such a regular habit for so long I'm having trouble overcoming this recent obstacle. Meditation helps but I feel too restless for that now, and dont want to be alone in my room in bed right now that will just lead inevitably to fapping to my suddenly very enhanced imagination right now.

Im gonna go for exercise outside and try to tire myself out like I wrote and so I may be able to meditate later, or hell I'll try walking meditation too.

>>86345

Right now I am constantly feeling a sensation on my dick, it feels stimulated and also begging for stiumulation, I want to resist that and not give in. Part of the reason why this nofap has lasted so long is because I recognized the cycle of porn > fap > guilt > porn that I was in, and also because i have learned from many failures at nofap before what works and what doesnt and what I should avoid.

I just need some advice, some inspiration, some tips from others who felt themselves at this stage, how they overcame it and all.

I feel like the answer lies with transmutation of the sexual energy (meditation) but it is becoming more difficult to be sure, part of that may also just be me thinking its more difficult so it becomes more difficult i dont know.

Fags

>>86345

>>becoming clear that if no further transmutation attempts will end up sinking deeper and eventually just fapping and orgasm

that, so listen to mantras for consciousness in the moment and to break curses, anything that will make you feel empowered and more motivated to reach your goal is also good.

>Shiva, Spirit, Consciousness

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=olOkvPVKyyc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=To_OJMr8Y9g

>break curses

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s475qckUq9g

non stop if you have to.

once you're clearly in the now its easy to disregard lust and transmute.

you can also think of someone or something you love, love, pure love is much stronger than lust, this coming from someone who by nature equates sex with love.

i'm on my 7th day, its pretty easy but when i get tired after doing menial tasks or bored from forcing myself to play a game with a friend for to long my mind drifts and lust surfaces, i went to lie down on the bed and think of a girl i have a connection with, no sex, just her eyes and how i want to comfort and hold her.

that will never happen unless i'm strong enough for her to lean against and when i'm in a degenerate phase i'm like a wet rag, people slip on me and i can't even support myself.

you can do it.

fapping is absolutely meaningless, as is sex without emotions.

>>86350

>that

Right, I know, deep down I know it but when in that state I need constant distraction and feel restless and can't just lie down and meditate.

However after I wrote all that up I went and took a walk, that really helped, I feel more tired than anything now and will try for transmutation again, just simple mindfulness meditation interspersed with deep belly breathing exercises.

I feel good about myself for overcoming this latest obstacle, it seems like the curiosity for how the effects of no-fap work on me the longer I do it is taking precedent over just fapping and ending it and going back to the familiar lethargy and dull sensations afterwards.

Pledging 40 days

I had a 2 week streak last month, but I've barely been able to make it past 3 days after I relapsed last, I am now pledging 20 days.

Fell off the bandwagon a long time ago.

Got on it for a while, didn't pledge, not my style.

Fell off last night, felt what a lot of people described "the loosh drain" – even though I was aware it wasn't "just a meme". The feminine cumming noise is incredibly intoxicating, addictive even. It did give me some new insight into working with complex memes, however I wouldn't recommend solo sex magic as a connecting experience – it feels forced because it is, masturbation is forced sex with yourself.

All those realizations are the things that instantly flash through my mind whenever I'm finished, that make me feel disgusted enough to want to not do it again.

So, I'm pledging as long as I can such that I accomplish my goals. Those goals and skills need to do less with banal methods of self-pleasure, even in my own eyes.

However, regardless of all of the transmutation I had done in the days prior I still felt this primal source that deep in the back of my mind knew it would happen last night. Any insights as to how to keep a more social approach handy such that I can appropriately guide the excess loosh associated with seminal retention? Thanks in advance

Sex and magick are intrinsically linked, it's one of the most effective ways of escaping the confines of your ego, even for a very brief moment and to release pure intent into the universe.

>4) For purposes of this thread, "masturbation" is defined as touching your genitals for purposes other than basic hygiene and expulsion of wastes.

So if I move my balls around because they're in a really uncomfortable position, I fail? Pledging a week in any case.

>>86219

I'm a little late but whatever, I'm at three days, pledging another two days.

>>86380

Fucked that up.

Just gonna make an intent.

Pledging the rest of the year.

Managed to last 12 days, though I didn't pledge in this thread.

One of the things I noticed is a buildup of lust and urges for a few days, popping random boners and porn constantly on the mind, which I call 'peak lust' - it happens on the 7th or 8th day, but afterwards things normalize as the body/brain reach homeostasis and its really smooth sailing from there provided you distract or redirect your habit and attention to other things, prefferably things you put off for months or years due to porn addiction.

Nofap is really easy if you do no-porn as well along it, and make sure you dont get curious about the latest videos of your fetish cause that will inevitably cause you to fail like I did.

Important to practice meditaton and transmutation stuff like that daily in order to keep the urges at bay and to calm yourself down because by the 11th day or so you can become really easily irritable.

What are some effective exercises I can do to transmute this energy?

>condition myself to fap to 2D only and become disgusted by 3D porn

>go celibate

>since the attraction to 2D was only maintained by constant dopamine stimulation I lose all attraction to it

>no longer feel any lust whatsoever and don't become aroused anymore

At last I am truly free

pledge 3 weeks

>>86594

Just basic meditation, directed or non directed, vipassana etc

And some creative pursuit and hobby like drawing or something helps

>>86622

Thank you.

Can you recommend a good practical mindfulness/vipassana book?

>>86286

Success. Extending by an additional week.

>>85463

It was probably the Science of Breath. Look at the FAQ or any of the libraries under New Thought, you'll find more of his stuff

>>86405 here, so far so good. I actually last masturbated in the early morning of the previous Friday so I hope I start to feel better soon. Pledging another week

>>80577

poor guy.

Fuck it- This is it fellas, I'm tired of wasting my energy every time I masturbate, plus it is indeed a disgusting need and habit.

Pledging 1 week, for now… (this is harder than it sounds)

>>86359

The strength-energy part is very true. Pro fighters are not even allowed to cum days/weeks before the fight, because of all that extra energy boost that comes and goes with all that.

Well, I had a wet dream and released plenty, but I don't feel like it's really me failing my pledge (rest of the year). What kind of sign is this? Obviously, my body is still searching for a partner and the pent up sexual energy will be released if it can't be transmuted, but what can I be doing better to attract said partner? Is it because I do not want to let go of the hope that my ex will return? What kind of exercises do you all recommend to fix this, or is it even worth mentioning?

Pledging one week.

>>86657

Success. Extending by an additional week.

bump 2

>>77598

Update: Now 5 months totally clean. You can do it guys.

Now I pledge till I die.

Hope everyone here is going strong!

I stumbled onto this thread in October last year.

I already knew I had a porn addiction and when I did some reading about the benefits of cultivating sexual energy and the power of loosh I decided to make the jump and quit fapping and I haven't had a single stumble yet.

I'm currently on 198 days of NoFap and I really haven't looked back ever since.

In the first month I really wanted to jerk off at times but since then it's never been an issue. I get temptation from time to time and still watch porn but far less often than I used to and my tastes have really normalised.

I also enjoy sex a lot more. It's less about setting up the perfect scenario, getting her to look exactly the way I want, and way more about being in the moment regardless of how it's arrived and what it entails.

As for the power of loosh, I find myself to be far stronger socially now, especially with women, and I think I'm more assertive with men. Conserving loosh won't change your life over night but it feels like you've got more fuel in the tank to make changes. I really recommend it to everyone. I don't think I'll ever go back.

As far as magick goes I'm still very new but thanks to my loosh reserves I get a lot more reading and practice done and I'm far more observational, so I thinking I'm covering ground quicker than I would have if I was still a filthy degenerate.

I lately have stopped fapping and replaced it with prayer to God and talking to people. I feel much better doing these other things.

fix

I need help /fringe/. I'm scared to even talk about this knowing what some moral crusaders might do to me.

Due to some of the boards I always browsed getting spammed with CP a lot, I started to develop a fetish for stumbling upon CP.

I go look up borderline pedo shit or go to places I think I might stumble upon such content and start fapping just to the idea I might come across it. Sometimes just a link or something to what might possibly be CP causes me to cum before I even click it. The whole time I'm absolutely terrified, thinking I'll be killed by a random vigilantee, or the police breaking down my door, or something. I then close all my tabs immediately after I'm done.

It's not really the CP itself that gets me off. A lot of teenage girls, like 14, 15, 16, etc. are very attractive and preteen girls are not. However the whole taboo thing and the intense fear I feel is what I'm getting off too I guess.

I think I need to try and switch fetishes. Maybe I'll imagine in my mind I live in Germany and start posting holocaust denial and searching that stuff out and fap to that.

I fap to a lot of weird and abstract shit. It's probably going to get me in life-ruining trouble one day. How do I stop? Why is stuff that's dangerous turn me on? Regular porn just doesn't do nearly the same thing for me. I think the only thing that could do more for me is, if I felt that someone loved me. That would be a much more powerful and addictive feeling. However I rarely make the mistake of thinking someone loves me anymore, after all the times I've mis-read people now or been betrayed. I can't trust anyone and find it hard to believe anyone would ever love me.

God I'm so fucked up. How do I clean myself up?

>>99631

Everyone can potentially fap to anything. It's called self control and not letting your mind wander entirely for sake of novelty and 'shock value'

>However the whole taboo thing and the intense fear I feel is what I'm getting off too I guess.

This is definitely a symptom of an underlying problem. If your needs aren't met or if life is just too boring this shit starts to happen

>I rarely make the mistake of thinking someone loves me anymore, after all the times I've mis-read people now or been betrayed. I can't trust anyone and find it hard to believe anyone would ever love me.

Well there's your source problem. Gotta deal with this. FYI you can be pretty close friends with someone without ever trusting them. That means stop fucking random people and stop fucking your hand and get a life

>>96565

LADS HE'S FIGURED IT OUT

I haven't fapped in nearly twenty weeks.

I guess I'm proud of myself.

fix 2

Haven't ejaculated through masturbation since around mid-February, but had a nocturnal emission last weekend.

I should practice dry-masturbation more often though as to uphold a bit of my sexual potency since I'm otherwise rather void of sexual endeavours.

I will not and have not set a limit for masturbation, for all that begins must also end. It is simply something I do not do, ever in the present.

With that said, I do not and shall not renounce my lust regarding a well-sculpted female body. It does not and shall not cloud my judgement, only aid in my endeavours of fully appreciating and experiencing the womanly form.

Degeneracy may it be, but it is the path I have chosen and I own it.

>>99802

>giving into your animal behavior

>not saving yourself for a godess to have children with

yes goyim, at this rate you will be the perfect docile slaves!

>>99812

I understand that and I struggle with the issue. However, this is it for now. If such an opportunity arises I will not pass it up.

>>99812

>>not saving yourself for a goddess to have children with

Elaborate.

>>99894

Huh? Instead of compromising, one should have the highest standards for their mate and save sex for holy matrimony

I thought that was self explanatory, maybe you thought I was referring to something else?

Humans are more godly than any other creature. If you are infatuated with some sort of 'goddess' entity then if you stay true to yourself, this goddess deity will manifest herself into your life. at that point all you have to do is not accidentally turn her down. make social connections and shit you know?

>>99895

Ah.

That's pretty much what I had in mind already, but I still wanted a confirmation.

>If you are infatuated with some sort of 'goddess' entity then if you stay true to yourself, this goddess deity will manifest herself into your life

You make it sound almost easy. Would this mean resisting all distractions and devaluating oneself with lesser creatures?

>>99896

I suppose so, the buddhists call it balancing all your chakras including the crown chakra opening yourself up directly to the energy of the eternal source, or at least your higher self.

in the west psychologists just call it self actualization

christians of the gnostics kind and those woke in general call it christ consciousness. can also be called god/cosmic consciousness

I could go on and on but reality manifestation is from your subconscious beliefs so you have to convince your self somehow that you are on the right path. only you can see your subjective truth, as a flavor of the absolute truth

chances are, you know on some level already that being degenerate is baad mmkay. otherwise your 'self' can accumulate guild or other sort of negative energies that can get in the way of being 'true to your self' the self being the higher version of you that exists outside of time, the one that chose to incarnate onto this physical realm for whatever purpose accepting the gamble that you will be born with no memories

man the insights come pouring when I'm sleep deprived

>>99897

So to put it plainly, it is about cultivating my own character and reaching for divine ideals.

I'm not sure how to go about that, but I suppose that not stroking my dong every day is a good starting point.

Thanks.

>>99898

well yea, the whole point of life is to experience things to learn from them and then grow.

I mean you don't need to get that deep to figure out that wanking is bad for you

for example, in buddhism everything is about nirvana and samsara. nirvana is anything unique or novel or creative, and samsara is any repetition. reincarnation is the ultimate samsara and breaking free is the ultimate nirvana.

but it comes down to the smallest things, waking up every day, eating over and over, breathing. everything is just cycles

everything until you do something different and creative.

if you can help it you want to stay away from loops and repetition and towards novelty

having a wank is not very novel is it. but if you have to, use your imagination and creativity to do it. watching porn is literally getting off to repetitive motions

also on another note. it makes you a cuck!

you're literally getting off to a women being fucked by another man. CUCK!

there's a million reasons to not have a wank, or at least to not watch porn. I can go on and on

it's degeneracy brainwashing your mind man. who knows what sort of subliminal or predictive programming you are being exposed to

now why one should not have meaningless sex with strangers, that's another can of worms with it's many different reasons

Why don't girls go through the same nofap issues?

>>99928

If men don't fap, they wake up with a mess

everyone has desires though anon, it's just this culture that emasculates men. and these new waves of degeneracy is definitely going to lead to girls to get these nofap issues

tldr: they actually do

>>99925

Saw this and then saw fetish z0ne with a lock over the 0… Advertising Adult fantasy toys. aliens are the cucks.

I pledge two days.

I hope this works.

>>100282

Sometimes this feels hopeless.

I'll have to try harder.

>>77412

Guys, how to get over a succubus for good?

I don't know what to do anymore.

>>100499

How do they know how many times he masturbated if he died?

Never been in this board before. I pledge one week.

>>99925

>now why one should not have meaningless sex with strangers, that's another can of worms with it's many different reasons

Other than the obvious risk of STDs (you don't know who they've been fucking), crazy people and using sexual pleasure as a means to escape your painful existence which only ends up sinking you deeper into that hole (heh), what others can you think of?.

Pledging 1 week of nofap/noporn

Hope i overcome my hedonism one step at a time

>>100661

hedonism is a (flawed) philosophy. even assuming your ego to be hedonistic, might itself be a part of the problem

the desire for pleasure shouldn't be eliminated, but used as a proxy for ambition to allow drive and motivation

also substituting it with the healthiest vice you can find is a good idea

>>100519

well considering the bigger picture, if everyone were whores no one would trust each other especially with regards to intimacy and sex

and when there is no real intimacy parents will never stick together and families will fall apart and then society will be ruined

premarital sex and usury is how you bring the downfall of a society

Let's switch it up a bit

I have lust for knowledge, if I see someone with knowledge that I might not have, then I "shitpost" until I can reel in more knowledge

pledging 1 week of no shitposting. with intention of zero media whatsoever. maybe news.

I RENOUNCE LUST

I choose to channel my energy towards the acquisition of knowledge and a passion for spiritual education. I want to do better things with my time and energy than running around drooling at females.

BRAIN IT'S TIME WE START GETTING SERIOUS ABOUT ENLIGHTENMENT

MY ENERGY WILL NOT BE WASTED WITH WOMEN

IT IS MY WILL

I woke up with mysterious wet spots and stains in my pants

shit sucks

What do

aside from mastering lucid dreaming. that means I should stop smoking weed lol

I literally don't even remember what could have happened in my dreams to cause this… I vaguely remember the last dream I had before waking up though, since I opened my eyes to close my alarm and slept again……. WBTB fail

The amount of effort to fix this is hardly worth the outcome

Maybe I should just fap every so often to avoid this problem………………… I don't think it's even been a week since my last wank jeeze

I have faile many, many times for several years, althought I have never pledged. I even tried to summon a succubus whore but I half assed it. No more now. I am tired of losing my energy to demons and I will not take it anymore. Every time I fap to porn I am disgusted by myself, and I feel like shit. Even when i masturbate without porn I feel it was a waste and that I am weak and cannot follow my true aim in life. I have the dream of being a celibate for years now and mastering my body, emotions, mind and self control. This time I pledge here that I will stop masturbating till august, but if it's possible forever. that would be a bonus. If I manage to succeed til august I will come back and pledge for more, probably forever for real. Worst part is that the more I fap the often I wanna fap, and my fetishes drift into the sicker and sicker territory each time. It's time to stop, ok. This is my pledge. Also I am mgtow monk. (in this pledge is included that I will abstain from sex also, obviously)

pledging 2 weeks. longest time in 8 years tbh

I had a fast planned, but this feels equally important. Think attempting both simultaneously might be too stressful to get shit done?

I may as well, been waking up in the night past days with a strong urge. Today/last night at 4 AM.

So about preserving your loosh and not wasting it, is it advised to perform autofelatio and ejaculate into your own mouth, then swallowing your cum? Assuming you also think about yourself and how much you love yourself at the moment. I guess you won't waste loosh in this way, but sorta give it to yourself? Also cum is quite healthy and has various nutrients. Why waste it or give it to a whore?

Inb4 it's nasty and gay and whatever, fuck off you mundane, who even cares?

Pledging one week.

>when you're cleaning your dick in the laundry tub after fapping to lolis and your neighbour (old man) comes by and sees

Kill me please.

>>101108

Such is the life of mundanes.

Have you learned nothing at all? Fapping is degenerate, especially to porn. Better transmute your sex energy and use it for anything you want. Or at least create a thought form for sex and fuck her instead every night.

>>101044

no it still wastes energy that way. plus the stuff would be digested and then transformed and that takes plenty energy too

>>101142

Thank you for the answer. This answer only solidifies my decision to simply never ejaculate. Except maybe to do some magick or to use the orgasmic energy in the creation of a tulpa/tought form. Maybe when I have a tulpa to fuck with she will keep succubus away at night (and thus preventing wet dreams). I ams till new to all of this, but let's see. Cheers.

Since the last incident I haven't fapped again. I'm going to try and create a thoughtform or attain an actual woman to have sex with and avoid fapping from now on. I will give up if my brain is too fucked up consistently and I need to do some other stuff first to get myself fixed.

>>100983

Same guy reporting in. I haven't ejaculated yet, but I have since looked at hentai/cartoon porn and daydreamed about sex and touched, even stroked my dick. And even tho I have not ejaculated, I consider this quite a failure, so I report back here. I am so consumed with lust, with an inner fire burning inside me that it is not funny anymore. I feel like I am about to burst from all the sex energy. The funniest part is that I am only affected by lust for 2D women. Mundane (real human) woman barely interest me anymore. But everytime I see a hot anime or cartoon chick I lose my shit and get ultra horny. Even looking at the tits of a casually clothed, normal drawing of a toon chick makes me go wild. Meanwhile when I see real women they merely disgust me and I think of them as succubus. One positive thing to this, at least I don't lose my loosh to mundane whores but to thought forms and 2D girls. I will reset and ejaculate tomorrow and then I will pledge again till end of august, which will be still a whole month. The reason is that I want to reset now is not only that I think i failed, but because I want to create a tulpa now for sex and companionship and I want to use the force of two powerful orgasms to power my tulpa with the massive sex energy so that she may become sexual and come to being faster. When she is created and becomes real, I hope to never need masturbation again because I can have sex with her. So now I will cum two times, use the energy to power tulpa and then pledge for a whole month and see what happens. If august ends and my tulpa is still not real and capable to have sex with me, I will fuel her with more orgasmic energy. But for now, pledge from august 1 to september 1 for no fap, no porn and no masturbation.

>>79477

Can you say the source of this animation?

Pledging a week. Masturbating is not hard to avoid if I first manage to avoid sexual thoughts…so instead of "I'm not gonna jerk off" I think rather "I'm gonna think about zero women today" .

Ok I'll give this a go I guess. No harm in trying right. I pledge one week of not sexually pleasuring myself. Starting from 7/1 to 11:59pm on 7/8.

I appear to have attracted some form of sidhe.

Any good reading for strengthening this newly found bond? I'm incredibly fond of this being or entity now. This particular entity has actually been quite helpful to me.

Pledging a week, and might the Powers that Be punish me greatly if I fail.

>>101302

are you in Ireland then? I'm largely unfamiliar with the fairy folk. Is it male or female? Genderless? And does it have a name? And what has it done to be helpful and make you so attached to it?

>>101202

I think you mean July 1st to August 1st correct? And I would suggest you not ejaculate and simply renew your efforts. Not ejaculating despite a well established pattern/habit is a small achievement in my mind and you shouldn't hamper your efforts by masturbating. While this may be a bit late I still think it's better to simply redouble ones efforts in this field rather than start from scratch. Because masturbation is a physical activity that becomes habitual, it's better by to not start over because by doing so you simply alter the habit rather than breaking it completely.also don't give sex energy to thoughtforms/tulpas. That's just an easy way to wreck yourself

>>101313

Yeah sorry I fucked up the dates. I actually mean the whole month of July instead of August. Also I already discarded the idea with the sex-tulpa for it was born out of horniness and was a mere excuse to keep endulding in sex and sex fantasies. I see that the only real path for me to becoming a true monk celibate with 100% self control is to abandon lust altogether and transmute my sex energy into productive and usefull things. So no tulpa, no fap, no porn, no sex and no sex fanatsies. It is going to be a hard month. Already two days in. And btw thanks for your advice, I will keep it in mind for later. But I wonder is never ejaculating actually dangerous for your prostate? All mundanes are yelling that you get prostate cancer if you don't ejaculate like 10 times a month. But from my understand if all is mind, and the universe is a holographic illusion controlled by the mind of the infinite intelligence and our minds only, this should not be true. You will get prostate cancer from believing that you will get it, and you will never get it if you believe you will never get it.

>>101305

Failed. Seeing as how I consistently fail at quitting for one full week I'm going to shoot for 4 days.

>>101425

I that's fine. With masturbation it's the habit that matters. Since there aren't negative side effects to quitting suddenly any desire or urge is purely mental and/or habitual. Some people need to weaken the habit before they break it completely as simply breaking a habit is harder than simply replacing it. Perhaps whenever you feel lustful or aroused instead of pleasuring yourself do a different activity instead. It doesn't really matter what the activity is so long as you do it whenever you feel aroused so that you form a new habit to replace your desire to masturbate.

>>101084

Good. Congratulations on the progress.

>>101186

>raise kundalini, collect male energy until you start buzzing, identify with the male principle

>conjure the female principle, envision her as a warm energy in the shape of a woman

>stand naked in front of each other, size each other up like predators, create a tension or buildup between you two, standing there, think about things you want to do to her, the ways you want to love her, the emotions you'll feel when you do this and that, bask in it, dismiss negative thoughts and focus on positive emotions, everything from passionate loving sex to choking her a little playfully

might do you good. if you do this, its important to reflect on and feel the emotions tied to the things you want to do.

Ah!

>consider her emotions when you share imagery of (healthy) sex

I've found this very helpful in this working.

>>101458

>>101459

>>101460

after doing this its also important to transmute the sexual energy, move it to your stomach for keeping the confidence you felt during the intense exchange of emotions.

its ok to do this while edging.

I had a Brief moment of weakness today and pleasures myself while reading a doujin someone posted. I didn't ejaculate but I still stoked my lust up, I still will make it to Friday and then pledge more time.

>>101484

It is helpful to stay away from sources of erotic stuff. Maybe even stay away from image boards like this at all, if you don't have the self control to stop yourself from reading doujins. Even on fringe here it is dangerous because someone can post erotic pictures which will trigger you and truely test your willpower. If you want to stay save you probably have to keep away for the duration of the pledge

I hearby renounce all deliberate lustful and sexual desires and actions, including masturbation and porn, for 1 week

I channel any excess sexual energy into working on my personal projects

7/6/17-7/13/17

>>101495

I think you're right. I make a second pledge to go until Wednesday the 12. I still have do e better than I have in previous attempts. For myself 5 1/2 days is an achievement.

>>99631

>A lot of teenage girls, like 14, 15, 16, etc. are very attractive

all lust,deeming a girl as "attractive" is..equally Evil.

you areNOT better cause you limit your lust whithin a range

I pledge a renunciation of lust for four (4) weeks, for a period ending on the sixth (6th) of the month of August.

Yesterday I ate something bad so today when I was going to jerk off i started feeling stomach pain and it made me stop, so I was thinking: how about creating a servitor and telling it to make my stomach feel uneasy every time I start masturbating? I think that could work.

I'm going to go outside to the mountain and come up with a servitor for this. Pledging forever

>>100858

Used this for myself, godspeed anon

Pledging one week. If I make it, I'll pledge two more, then four, etc.

Why renounce lust? The only way guys get laid is because they lust after girls also confidence helps

Seems dumb to renounce lust if your a virgin.

>>102582

Only degenerates renounce lust to get laid. This is not really renouncing lust anyway, you are still lusting. Also all the guys here claiming to renounce lust and then fucking tulpas and succubi are just fooling themselves and everyone else here.

One truely renounces lust because of deep understanding and the will to master his life force. Being celibate for the right reasons with the right technique will boost your mental and physical health and give you mass of energy.

You don't do this to fuck tulpas.

You don't do this to get a girl.

You don't do this because you think sex is evil or wrong.

You only do this to harness and transmute the life force and become ubermensch like. This is the original reason and purpose to renounce lust and being celibate. This is why monkhoods did this practice all over the world.

Not becaue you get laid easier or because you think sex is evil.

Therefore it is not dumb to renounce lust if you are a virgin if you truely know why you are doing it and how to do it.

>>86812

I imagine the coach keeping guard on his house so no whores apprach

pledge 1 week. won't see the girl in that time anyways

I have this bizarro world situation where my libido is almost dead, and the only thing that temporarily revives it is fapping. I can easily go weeks to months without doing so, but not if I want to be having sex as well. The deal is that I've never had a single orgasm to the thought of fucking anybody or anything, so only having sex isn't really satisfying for me at all.

>>102630

>BE HONEST

>

>What happens If i dont ejeculate at all for 9 months?

Sexual energy will build up in your animal body and you will have "wet dreams" to release it.

Beyond that not much is going to happen if your a mundane person.

Relapsed for the millionth time into degeneracy this must stop!

In the name of the black sun I hereby start off with a pledge of renouncing lust for a week and see where I go to from there!

Pledging for next friday.

>>102981

Easy fix. Easy way out. The background noise gets tuned out, you have recieved the highest reward nature can give you, release, your purpose, everything is fine.

But its not. You didn't come in a woman, you dont have a stable gf and everything you need to stand on to have that, you have nothing, you're cheating.

If you want to stop this unnatural habit that inhibits you from expressing your true self it is a choice you have to make.

Do you want an easy fix that leaves you dead inside without the drive to accomplish anything that might get you release through sex with women or do you want all the benefits that come with having a confident, healthy sexual lifestyle?

Its more than just "fap or not fap?" its habit and addiction to being lazy and its rooted deep in your ego.

You need to understand the whole process, you need to see what happens to you the days after you've fapped, how low you sink, what you miss out on, you need to understand that it is because you're content in your filth that you dismiss the opportunities that life give you.

How many times have you said no to going outside or been depressive when doing so after fapping?

Is it worth it?

I stopped masturbating to porn.

I renounced the dirty vagina, and I welcome the deathof my bloodline.

Now it's just anime girls form me.

>>102982

bullshit occultist

>>103120

still trapped. You must not watch this degenerate shit and fap to it. Don't you understand at all that it is of utmost imprtance to cultivate your sexual energy which is literally life force? That means you keep all your semen inside your balls and also all your energy inside you FOREVER. No fap, no watching porn, not even hentai or ecchi, not even playing with your dick for a little bit.

It is the only way to evolve to superhuman/godhead.

Renounce it now or be trapped eternally as a weakling

>>103130

Vital energy must be circulated not stopped. Energy needs to do useful work. You got to transmute not suppress.

>>103169

Yep transmute it in your own body, no need to waste it.

>>103164

Don't bother with wet dreams. If you can't do anything about it then just accept it. They will go away after I while. I don't even have them anymore.

When I look how degenerate our society is and how fucked up people are I think evolution will take place but in the negative way, in a degenerate way. We may only get weaker and more stupid while we evolve to endulge in pleasure and comfort even more. This will lead for us to lose our last remains of power and become the ultimate weak slaves.

Why is chasing godhood egoistical? It is the only way to get out of this hell we are currently in, and orgasm is just another trap to keep you in here. When you fail to evolve here you will be lost afterwards. It is not a thing of ego, it is a thing of survival and freeing yourself actually.

Abstinence is surely the answer. It is an ancient teaching that only a few people truely understood. It was the main reason why people would go monk. Forget the false christian picture about sex being evil and being celibate for god. That's nonsense. The true secret is that the more you abstain and cultivate your life energy and the more you let your balls reabsorb semen back into the body, the healthier, stronger, younger and more energized you get. There is no need to waste even one drop of cum or sex energy for pleasure, except it's in a wet dream where you can't do anything about it. The longer you cultivate, the more you transform yourself. You can have balance, sure. Go drink as much coffee as you like, go paly videogames as mucha s you like. Get pleasures elsewhere.

I deeply urge you to try it out for yourself before you judge it. Before you try, you have no room for arguing about it or looking for arguments against it. try it for one WHOLE YEAR. Why so long? Because it takes time to get into it and to start cultivating the energy and feeling the benefits after you lived a life of waste and degeneracy. I am speaking from experience. Try it for one year and then feel the difference. You will know what I mean. But beware, the first two weeks or so are by far the hardest. You will be tortured and you will look for any excuse you get to fall back to pleasure. Stay strong and don't fall for this trap. After two or three weeks you will get more balanced and the wet dreams will stop. It is then when you can truely start to heal yourself and evolve. You have nothing to lose. Have you not had enough mundane pleasures in your life? What difference does it make to sacrifice a year for this glorious endeavor? You will thank me later. Also beware with women. Some claim they and sex with them are benefitial to your energy, but that's not quite true. Sad truth is they will suck your semen and your energy and set you back again, draining you and making you weak and ruining your progress. It's sad but it is how it is.

When you have completed a year I assure you that you will never want to go back. You will be full of power and wisdom and life energy. If you are too weak, start small. Start fapping once a week first, then after some time fap once every two weeks first. Then fap once a month….and then you can go full blown godmode.

>>103185

I must add to this that it is very helpful if you meditate and do physical exercise like weight lifting while you embark on your celibacy journey. It will make it easier to stay away from porn or sex thoughts and you will progress even faster and get way more energy and health. But I think everyone should be lifting and meditating anyway even if they are not celibate

>>103164

Try going for months, a year. You're just weak and aren't seeing the results in the first week so you give up, rationalizing the entire way.

It's just fucking weak; enlightened by your own ignorance. Balance? You don't even know what you mean. What you mean is that no one will throw you off your balance with social pressure for masturbating, and that masturbating numbs your uncomfortable imbalances and weakness', and you ARE thrown off balance and ARE uncomfortable by NOT masturbating. It's pathetic how low your self-awareness and insight into your own psychology is. Casual perception will never do anything for you but maintain the status quo of your existence at best, and sink you low into inadequacy at worse, and utterly ruin you at worst.

You are a lamb and if ever you encounter any of the wolfs of this world, pray that it's not hungry.

I have a bit of accompaniment to the standard 'fasting' though, and that's going at it as much as possible in 1-24 hours, and 1 - 7 days, and in 1 month. It's a neglected topic. If that's what you consider as "the secrets of orgasm" then kudos to you, for this is an unrecognized training method.

The best benefits are gained from doing both.

I hereby, of my own free will and volition, surrender and let go of all sexual desire from now until the rest of the month of August. I transmute any excess sexual energy and desire into purified energy which is of my highest self and focus it upon completion of my necessary tasks as determined by my highest self.

I won't touch my junk that way at all for the rest of the year.

I will keep you updated.

Give yourself a prostate massage, they're not really sexual or rather shouldn't be and even if you get hard its a better way to stimulate bloodyflow than fapping. Squatting in the shower and doing this is very beneficial for health.

>>103708

>just sodomize yourself instead!

No thanks faggot

Legend has it that if you only fap during thunderstorms (and never any other time) and you manage to cum at exactly the loudest and/or brightest burst of lightning, you gain power over electricity. There's thunder all over Ontario. Who here is up for this challenge?

>>81343

underrated post

>>103855

I have a feeling that fapping turns the male body very magnetic or negative energetically by draining the electric fluid. If your body is emptied of electric at the time the atmosphere around you is filled with ionized air and static discharges your body will fill in those wells with what energy is available (thunder and lightning, sound and light)

deleting 3TB of porn.

Pledging 2 months for a start but would like to take it as far as i can go hopefully till I leave this place.

Wish me luck fellow neophytes , and stay strong.

Godspeed!

>>103897

Wow this kind of makes sense, i am very intrigued by your viewpoint , care to mention which book/other media you got this info from.

>>103945

IIH for the electromagnetic theory of the body. That body is always interacting with the environment and the balance of electric to magnetic fluids or energy is what causes us to seek (electric, masculine) or attract (magnetic, feminine). Fapping can leave you drained but if used with visualization of what you want lends to focus your mostly attractive energy (post fap/at the peak of orgasm) toward whatever you visualized.

This can all be done without fapping at all of course and is more effective for those who don't need a spasming muscle to signal it's focus and magic time.

>>103976

Thank you so much for the info.

I did read iih but stopped at the first practical part ,couldn't advance until I mastered it, and have been slacking off ever since.

Time to get back to it I suppose.

Your explanation is appreciated.

>>104069

I wouldn't take iih as THE way but his theory seems to be sound from my experience. Doing martial arts/yoga or a meditative physical activity will help much more gathering and focusing that energy in various points of the body. Best of luck fellow.

I'll pledge three days and get some exercising done.

If I pledge, can I still have sex with my wife?

>>104157

>>104157

>has a wife

>masturbates

über cückold

Hey guys its me >>103944.

its been almost 8 days and its getting hard (pun not intended).

I have been browsing 8ch and 4ch and stumbling upon porn webm threads and sfm webm threads and in general my brother watches porn while im in the room.

How the fuck do I do this?

The only way i can think of is if i leave society all together.

Its next to impossible not to catch a glimpse of this shit while living in society , specially in these times.

Someone help me I don't want to relapse.

I haven't exercised in a month(had a sever case of the flu) , but Im starting today plus meditating.

Any other suggestions are welcome.

I am also thinking of a way to use this lust for something good like "I can only jerk off after every 100 pages of careful reading of occult literature".

Have you guys ever tried anything like this, how did it work out?

Also any direct excerpts to occult information on masturbation will be immensely helpful.

Thank you and send help!

pledging for 1 week

>Pretty easy to not fap in the day

>But wake up at night multiple times incredibly horny and can't help myself

>>105180

>>105180

Does having sex with a succubus count, if so I pledge a month of no fap.

>>105176

>my brother watches porn while im in the room

fucking rednecks

I had no problem stopping fapping, since i only did it when i had hangover.

I still have wet dreams every three to four weeks. So far my energy work hasn't solved the problem. I'm i doing something wrong or can wet be avoided at all?

I pledge to abstain from masturbating for one week

I almost ejaculated to pornography but fortunately, I cold showered today so my lust wasn't that intense and also, I didn't ejaculate. I still masturbated to a high degree of sexual excitement though.

Does the fact that I didn't ejaculate make a difference? Have I reduced the damage?

One month. I pledge one month.

Guys I channeled some powerful loosh and basically I achieved the end-game of all this sex shit but now I just feel burdened and locked down. Probably going to leave everything behind to wander around and focus my energies elsewhere. Women are a distraction from more important matters. I feel like Buddha right now when he left his family.

I pledge 555 hours

>>109405

Lol, something more reasonable, 168 hours

>>105177

I failed.

Pledging another week.>>105177

>>109484

Failed again.

Pledging another week.

>>109497

Failed again. Third time's the charm, pledging a week.

I see so many people pledging and failing. Why do you keep trying the same approach?

Saying "I'm not gonna do X" seems to not be working , so why not try a different method, try saying "I'm gonna jerk off only twice this week", "I'm gonna jerk off only to one porn video", "I'm going to jerk off only on Wednesday 7:00pm" and then go from something much more specific to eventually not jerking off at all

>>109505

Affirmations should be "I will be celibate for x period of time" and include imaginings and visualizations of the celibate life in all its glory.

>>109506

>affirmation

>future tense

Bullshite sissye wizarde

>>109508

That's not future tense. That's an affirmation that is effective immediately and has a duration of a given period of time.

>>109529

>will be

>not future tense

>ctrl-f patikulamanasikara

>nothing

I present the solution to all of your ails.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Patikulamanasikara

We start out easy.

I am pledging 48 hours

>>109529

That's fucking future sense you useless mongoloid.

>>109718

Pledging 72 hours more

Due to being in a LDR phonesex is excluded from this since I deem it purposeful

>>109908

I have broken my pledge

Is it possible to use affirmations to make yourself no longer desire porn at all and to find it disgusting? Something like repeating "Porn is disgusting" over and over for five or ten minutes a day?

>>110069

You could do what buddhist monks do and imagine beautiful women as rotting corpses, that seems to help.

Anyways to the rest of the thread, this is my first time posting on this general. I did nofap when I first started to get into the occult and have experimented with it on and off. I am a young man with an incredibly high sex drive. Even though I found some positive benefits to nofap I found myself getting oppressed by various entities and forces with my nonstop lustful thoughts.

I had a succubus suck my cock dry one night outside of my own free will due to the sheer amount of sexual energy I had built up. This wasn't a good thing, I could feel her mocking me. And I could sense other forces there watching the act happen. She knew I was a slave to these feelings and she was gaining power from me doing nofap.

So what did I do? As soon as I woke up I masturbated in a dark room with a lit candle using sex magick and burned her to a pulp. Her screaming in pain as the fire was charring her flesh only turned me on more. I came to the conclusion that this "energy" a lot of nofappers feel is incredibly dangerous to normies and those who aren't ready for it like me.

I agree with the other left-hand path poster here from last year. Be careful in your celibacy journey, you will draw the attention of many forces. I wasn't ready to deal with them when I started, maybe some day I will try again.

Right now I have a pretty active sex life with my girlfriend. And unfortunately a lot of the benefits I had experienced during nofap seem to be entirely due to semen retention as I haven't "fapped" or looked at porn in months.

>>77412

>masturbation

a better technique is to masturbate as needed, but neither look at porn, nor think about sex with a partner. just stimulate yourself until orgasm.

this might seem awkward and difficult at first, but it gets easier with practice.

once you've trained yourself this way, start weaning yourself from masturbation entirely, now that you've decoupled the act with thoughts of sex with a partner.

also, practice not making eye contact with the gender you're sexually attracted to.

On this day 10/1/2017 I pledge one week.

>>110099

notice the synchronicity of numbers associated with this post.

adds weight to the information.

reminds me of info i heard while a part of a religious cult for a time.

>>110136

baiting

As an anon who advocates ignoring "the synchronicity" especially allowing "numbers on 4chan" to influence you regarding a person's content in their post, I disagree with what this anon is saying. I think they are shilling/baiting, though, of course.

To me, /fringe/ is just a less rapid, more content-focused and information-selective version of /x/ with cooler backgrounds and font.

Although, I've received great wisdom on /x/ of course.

What if the reason I have high lust is because my essence wishes to be coupled and making love 100% of the time?

>>110135

I made it two days and my body couldn't handle it, even as I was fapping I kept telling myself to stop.

The woman's curse has got me strong, but I'll try better next time.

Pledging 40 days starting now

>>110083

>Be careful in your celibacy journey, you will draw the attention of many forces.

This.

Before I knew what magic/occult/nofap was, I practiced celibacy for the hell of it because I saw noticeable improvements in my psyche whenever I went longer than 2 weeks without blowing a load.

I stretched some of these times to 4 or 6 months and seriously crazy shit started happening; everything from beautiful to horrible. Forces definitely took notice.

Not discouraging anyone. Just be prepared.

>>110330

do you even lift?

>>110331

70 pushups

50 squats

150 deadlift

Listen to this every night before bed. Will help.

All this shit does is make me violent/aggressive and moody as all hell. Like some sort of feral beast.

I don't understand.

>>110330

go seek worthless validation somewhere else, you sexy motherfucker.

>>110392

This is a spectrum of emotions you previously didn't have the energy to muster, you are the primal animal and the enlightened spirit.

Pre nofap you were passive in comparison, now you're not, you're more alive than ever, buzzing with energy, you feel stronger and others can tell when looking at you.

This can go two ways, you let it rule you and return to a mellow, passive base where you have no control and nothing to control or you control and guide it and rule the earth you walk.

>>110412

what is this game of thrones?

>>110412

of course, if you are generally not a person who tries to abstain from sexuality or who tries to abstain from lust….there is always of course just simply seeing how life is when you are abstaining from sexuality or abstaining from lust

I pledge for one month.

I hope this goes well.

I'm pledging until the end of the year.

>>77598

you have to use it for other things ,

do something creative

In my lucid dream this night, I felt something bite into my neck. I felt somewhat aroused by the bite. It felt intimate to me. I thought things like "take whatever you want, just let me fuck you" and then I believe I had sex with some kind of computer. I woke up the morning and I released semen all over my boxers.

Now, I feel tired. Practising One Meal a Day just got that little bit harder. For the sake of the high I experienced, my life is now more miserable than it was before. Does this count as masturbation? I wish to not only not masturbate but to also reject indulgence of sexual fantasies in my mind. I pledge one month.

>>111680

From my experience there are two kinds of wet dreams. There's the healthy and normal ones and the "forced" ones. I haven't seen much literautre on that, which is strange, so this is mainly based on my own experience.

In a healthy one you don't release much semen, mostly some kind of liquid. You wake up feeling realeased and mentally rested, though maybe a bit tired physically. The dreams that trigger these are usually realistic scenarios where you feel a connection with a femenine energy. It's a biological thing where you release pressure and can happen up to two times per week. You can avoid or minimize them through testicular breathing and other energy circulation techniques if they get too annoying.

The there are the "forced" ones, where you usually release more semen, like a normal ejacultaion more or less. You wake up tired both physically and mentally and with a feeling of anxiety that could last for some hours or even days. These are triggered by dreams involving fetishes and/or unpleasant things in fucked up scenarios. They are usually caused by negative feelings created by your mind and imbalances in your body. A usual cause is the frustration and self hate that you feel after indulging in unattainable sexual fantasies.

Clearly you experienced the second kind, but it's not a huge problem. It just shows that you need to do something and it looks like you already know the way. Avoiding sexual fantasies is a tough challenge, so don't be harsh with yourself, just be consistent and give it your best shot. While trying to achieve this you'll learn many valuable things about yourself. God will provide you all the strenghth you need as long as you are on the right path.

A healthy sexuality manifests itself mostly through the soul, in an instinctive, subconscious way. In our society, unfortunately, you can see that the opposite is the norm and most poeple manifest sexuality though their mind.

>>111682

Thank you for your input.

What do you mean when you say "God"? Do you mean YHWH? Or The All?

>>111683

I'd say The All, but that's because I'm guessing the kind of attributes you give to one name and the other. I used God because of my background but it's just another name.

>>111684

Alright. Again, thanks for the input.

>>111606

Failed. Pledging until December 1st.

>>111835

Damn anon. It didn't count until you rubbed one out. The orgasm is what we are abstaining from. I'm not saying porn isn't bad, just that seeing it wasn't worth dooming yourself like that. Good luck this time

I'll pledge last two digits days

>>77412

>renouncing lust

Your lust brought you into this universe, you can't escape lust.

You can only be aware of it and construe it to your wanting. You can choose the slide at the waterpark so to speak.

>>112187

I failed.

>>111781

Resounding success. Pledging another week.

>>112250

Failed. Pledging until at least January 1st.

>>112776

"Semen On Figurine

Commonly used on r/cummingonfigurines and videos containing a guy jacking off and cumming on a figurine *

(usually an anime figure).

Go watch that really hot SOF with Hatsune Miku!"

lol wut.

I don't even know if that's better or worse.

Y'all gotta learn how to give into higher will and draw in solar/divine light to burn your baser sexual stuff.

It helped me care a lot less/be less lusty when I dreamed about trapping in cubes and white light burning the sexual creatures inside me.

>>77412

I'm pledging a week.

>>112778

I'm not sure if that's porn or just retarded, morally it's not adultery, if you put it that way.

>>112831

From my own research and understanding I can only agree. It all comes down to being celibate basically forever because you will find that you cannot waste your semen or else you will lose your progress and have to start from the beginning. And yeah, pledging for one day, one week or even one month is not enough…by far not enough. It takes many weeks before your body starts reabsorbing the seminal fluid and getting benefits from it, and after that until the benefits have accumulated so much that you have noticable health and superpowers and massive spiritual energy it probably takes years of being celibate without orgasming even once. So you will now either cut the bullshit and stop orgasming for good or you will stay a mundane pleb forever. Don't expect anything from one week of nofap, or even one month. But it will get easier to be celibate after the inital first few weeks. Semen is your elexier of life, don't waste it. Let it in your body until it is reabsorbed again and let it heal you and forge your soul. It's the path to immortality and being a superhuman as far as I can understand. And yeah…never let females tempt you, not in real life and not in pornographic material. Those succubus are not worthy of life and will do anything to drag you down with them. Also don't let the matrix system and the society shame you for being celibate, don't get all jelly because everyone else has orgasms and pleasure and sex. It's just an illusion and cheap short term pleasure. Let them have their silly fun and let them laugh at you, but in the end you will reap otherwordly rewards and they will succumb to the matrix. Last thing I wanna say; the real benefits start to occur after roughly 4 months of being celibate or doing no fap and not ejaculating. And after that 4 months you will still need years to fully heal and upgrade yourself because you will reap the benefits and accumulate them slowly over time. So this is why we basically can say that we should go nofap and nosex forever. I hope at least one person here has the balls do go this way, it will be definetly worth it. Let the mundane animals in the matrix do what they want and don't fall for their bullshit. They are shoveling their own grave while you build your ascension

>>112865

You have to be so convinced and so determined to be celibate that it burns into your subconscious mind. This way you will be able to say NO to any being that wants to have sex with you even in your dreams and defend yourself.

Btw I don't believe that our bodies want to expell semen after a period of time. I rather believe that astral rapists and vampires sense when you are acumulating life force and they come into your dreams where they can easily manipulate you and have sex with you, draining you of your precious life force. And when you actually go nofap for a longer period of time you surely will attract those beings, you will be like the only one glowing light among all the darkened lightbulbs because you will most likely be one of the very few, or even the only one around who practices nofap. And they will see you and come for your energy. So you can set up shields and learn to say no even in your dreams. And you do this easiest by having a very solid mindset in your wake state, without any doubt and without any weakpoint. If you even think that you may break your nofap streak for the perfect girl or after some time, or for whatever reason this will be a weakpoint and in your dreams those beings will use this weakness and manifest as your perfect girl or something like that.

>>85090

tried this. wouldnt recommend it. based on the feelings that i had after orgasm during the clarity period i can say that this is a silly thing to do but at least it doesnt seem to really be all that detrimental. as far as harmfulness goes, it's not even in the same realm as actually shooting your wad, but i still consider it to be not all worth doing

i only managed to squirt out about five drops worth of jizz that didnt look like typical jizz and instead looked like a slightly more cloudy version of pre-cum, so i would say it does accomplish the goal of semen retention for the most part, yet i strongly think i would have been better off just leaving my balls undisturbed to brew on their own.

i still feel good afterwards like i didnt really lose anything but there's part of me saying that this is still not good. i went and did a thirty minute meditation immediately after just in case and i felt good and charged up. i still feel more energized from it, like the sperm energy from the orgasm went directed inside me. i tried channeling it mostly around my balls and a bit up my spine and into my head (only because it felt like it needed to go somewhere or else it would be wasted), but i wouldnt call this a net gain. like a short burst of strong energy today and then tomorrow and a few days after i'll be slightly worse than i would otherwise, but i dont know for sure. still much better than if i spilled my seed externally, but i do feel like i did actually *spill* it internally and i just luckily had some good places for it to be directed towards. i would much prefer it to have stayed in my balls undisturbed though

i feel like a took one for the team doing this. even though i had the urge to masturbate i didnt enjoy one second of it and throughout the whole (short. only lasted about a minute ffs) process i knew it was a bad idea completely but i kept going anyways (i'm sure you know what i mean). overall i think that this is not a big deal that i did (i'll never do it again though). not even remotely similar to if i had had a real relapse because if that were the case i would feel drained and probably depressed and shameful and stuff like that. right now i feel even a bit better, but again, i dont think it's worth it

this trick is like pulling over to the side of the road to eat a snack - yeah you lose a bit of time since you could have just kept driving, but at least you got to have a snack so that can maybe make it kinda worth it a full outward ejaculation would be like having you car sent backwards very far or even to the beginning

the only good application for this that i can imagine is if you wake up from a wet dream and think you're about to bust. there are not shortcuts or ways to cheat. this one is close but still no cigar, and i sensed it having a strong possibility of putting me on a downward spiral if i ever did it again

>>112870

>You have to be so convinced and so determined to be celibate that it burns into your subconscious mind

good point. i'm reminded of a quote from zen buddhism or one of those things.

"~it's okay to have thoughts, but dont sit down and have tea with them"

same with nofap. realize that you are not your urges. if anything you can study them and use it as an opportunity to fortify against future attempts by them

>>77412

Pledging a week, I have been trying to cut down due to a porn addiction for half of my life.

>>112958

Yeah you better do it and report back here. I would do it too but I'm too lazy and poor to get my hands on that stuff.

Btw today I had a dream in which I complained how much nofap is shit and how annyoing it is to be celibate. In my dream I said I would love to just fap and orgasm whenever I want and that I am too horney all the time and there is too much amazing porn and hentai out there to not use it.

I guess this really tells something…either my subconscious is not complete ready yet and I secretly wish to fap or larvae/succubus/tulpas are trying to influnece me. Either way, I shall not fail.

>>112958

This is almost better than putting crystals in the microwave.

>>112980

but is it better than strategically placing orgonite around my body when i sleep?

>>112972

i've done a bit more research on those silly forums. sunflower lecithin (powder is supposedly better than tablets) will pretty much double the amount of semen that you can squirt out, but said semen is thinner. to make it whiter and thicker you take l-argenine (also increases the total amount by a little bit too). these two seem to be the best ones. they dont really increase sperm by that much or even at all afaik, but semen is only like 10% sperm anyways. there's other supplements people talk about like zinc and horny goat weed but they all seem more for people who have deficiencies in testosterone or only want harder boners and whatnot.

a guy on /fit/ told me to use damiana because it's good for your balls. google said it increases sperm count. couldnt find any on amazon but i did see maca powder which supposedly increases sperm count and seminal volume. so i guess if you wanted to go all out you would take all three and then stuff like zinc if you think you need it

>do it and report back here

if i feel any effects that are undoubtedly because of the lecithin i'll definitely say something

>I would love to just fap and orgasm whenever I want and that I am too horny all the time

stop. once you quit being a slave to it you'll realize that there's much better things in life and you will start caring for them too, but you cant see them if you're always down in the murk of degeneracy

>there is too much amazing porn and hentai out there to not use it

not worth missing out on all the benefits of semen retention. i recently looked up more of the benefits as described by yoga/hindu/monk types and it strengthened my resolve a lot.

try to more thoroughly convince yourself that semen retention is the best choice; that way when urges come up you have more weapons to use against them. if you find yourself being able to convince yourself that it will be okay to fap or have sex then you probably just dont know enough or believe enough in semen retention. if you have the right frame of mind about it then you really wont even need that much willpower to resist urges

i also stopped thinking about it in terms of nofap or celibacy. you can watch porn or touch women any way you want (though it's better to play it safe and avoid those), just dont let anything touch your dick. do whatever you have to do to retain your seed and just focus mainly on that

i just tried watching some porn as a test. i got hard and watched a few videos and everything for good measure but i'm still definitely not gonna fap. i really dont even want to even though normally i would desperately be trying to convince myself that i could rub one out and it wouldnt be a problem. it's weird how easy it is to resist the urge now; like they dont even phase me. (the porn is still on my mind i shouldnt have watched it. still not even thinking about fapping though)

it did take many failures to get here and i remember many times i would fight it but eventually give in and then spend time post-orgasm trying to convince myself to never do it again but i would always relapse regardless. for whatever reason now though i'm having a much better time with it. the only difference i can think of is that i've been reading a lot more about the benefits lately and have become much more resolute in this endeavor because of the readings and my responses to them.

>>113057

Don't worry I have the strange feeling that this time I will be free finally. I have been trying to become celibate at least one year, always doing nofap and always failing and falling back. But now I am very convinced about the various benefits of semen retention. Everytime I failed my nofap pledge it was easier next time and I could always abstain a little longer. And also every time I was a little more disgusted with porn and with myself and saw it for what it is. I think finally I am at the point of permanent celibacy. Btw I just looked at porn too and even tried to fap to it but I could barely get a boner or get aroused enough which is very unusual for me.

Elixier of life, here I come. It is time I start to work on my energy body and my occult powers. It will take a very long time for me to really notice the amazing benefits of semen retention, but I can wait. Once you are there, it is worth it. I would still suggest not to touch women or look at porn ever again, just to make sure. Even if you think you are immune now. I fell for the trap way too often before.

>>112972

>I shall not fail

That should be "I shall succeed". You should know how negatives work in that sense if you've been here long enough to understand how important this is.

>>113134

You are right of course, thanks very much.

So what are the benefits of renouncing lust?

I try to do it to reaffirm/strenghten my willpower, but is there anything more to iy?

>>113233

There is a lot more to it. I don't know if it's helpful to you when I just post all the benefits. It is best when one get's the deep realization about all the benefits himself. It took me lots of months and studying TONS of material to get to the realization that being celibate forever is the only way. I also failed over and over again for over a year until I was finally strong enough to pull it through.

So yes it's definetly worth it, but I won't go into all the stuff here (again). You will not believe me or be as compelled anyway if you don't find out yourself.

All I say is that semen is pure life energy and it is very bad to waste it. Ever.

pledging brahmacharya forever.

http://hinduonline.co/DigitalLibrary/SmallBooks/practicebrahmacharyaEng.pdf

one of the best book on celibacy that includes the theory of how to transmute sexual energy into Ojas. The yoga asanas i tried myself they work 100%. i can feel the energy flowing into my crown chakra. very good book.

fasting + yoga + meditation + satvic diet + actively thinking about the divine = best ways to achieve perfect celibacy. if you dont transmute and if you look at women in a lustful way you commit adultery as Lord Christ said. You only get frustration and restlessness. If you want all the benefits of celibacy you should have a chaste look and mind added to nofap and transmutation.

I made it to 34 days and then relapsed. Since then, record been nearly a week. I am pledging from now (Jan 2) to next month (Feb 2) and if I make it, I'll go beyond

>>113613

Don't worry mundane. The collective enlightened energy from all wizards of this sacred place alone will help you immensly to become celibate. It is only hard in the beginning, just keep at it and stay with us.

>>113648

lmao faggot how did you relapse being so far in? You already had the hardest part behind you. Maybe you should endulge less in braindead mundane entertainment where you get hypnotized with hot succubus

Taking this back to the front page so everyone can stay strong.

>>113920

>pills

Yep, that's what tantric masters use.

WEAK.

>>113923

please answer my second question?

;if I dont ejeculate for months will I murder my torturing social anxiety?

>>113057

update: sunflower lecithin seems to be working well. i cant say for sure whether or not it's just the streak that i'm on or the lecithin, but i do think that the lecithin is definitely helping. i'm going to continue taking it every day

>>113925

a month of semen retention with a bit of meditation will probably help much more than anything else

>>113942

i do the white skeleton meditation.

i just want a normie life without harming anyone TBQH

i want girls to chase me but to never give in

>>113922

if you're asking if nofap makes socialization easier; yes and that's a weird way to ask that question. have you smoked weed? because that's basically the same effect social as ejaculation. Harder to talk, harder to make eye contact, etc.

>>113945

>i do the white skeleton meditation.

spooky

what the hell is a white skeleton meditation lol

>>113920

>WHAT do I DO WITH all that sexual energy? will it gradually make each chakra spin all the way up to the brain??

lightly clench pelvic floor muscles, bring the energy up the spine carefully, hold the tongue to above/behind the teeth, draw the energy down from the head to the belly, where you can let it sink into the lower dantien (below belly button).

if you have too much energy you can release it from the bottoms of the feet, and/or draw it downward using the point on the spine opposite the belly button.

>>113648

>and if I make it, I'll go beyond

https://youtu.be/U4pMQv46vz4?t=48s

"and *this*… IS TO GO EVEN FURTHER BEYOND"

>>113570

>if you look at women in a lustful way you commit adultery as Lord Christ said

ugh I feel that's so cheesy but I can't refute it other than feeling adultery is a silly term/stigma.

Definitely a waste of energy to fantasize though, and it'll affect your and their energy in subtle ways

I mean sure it's not great to do it with just anyone, but why not have sex with some people you like/love?

Taoists don't have such stigmas.

Sex is a portal to the divine, whether masturbation or with someone else.

Semen retention and energy transmutation is absolutely necessary though; creation energy is meant to be drawn upward and used to create, and it's not realistic to use it to make children often.

and celibacy is fine/good for enough time as needed until the energy suffuses the body enough. a few months to a year should be enough time to flood the entire body with enough energy so as to be high all the time.

well. if my experience is enough to go on, anyway.

>>113949

>masturbation is a portal to the divine

also

please

stop

typing

like

this

you're giving people actual real cancer. i'm not joking

>>113950

indeed. I blame it on being vata af.

>masturbation is a portal to the divine

with self-love and not lust/fantasizing about others, I should add.

>>113920

cycle it around your body, create with it, transform it to general energy, etc. All of this is done via intention and will.

>>113555

Beat my previous best and then a material succubus appeared to tempt me and I succumbed. Renewing my pledge for a month starting yesterday.

Achieved 6 days after years of daily masturbation.

Posting here as a remainder that it just isn't worth it.

Pledging a week.

So, checking in next Tuesday.

>>113233

Becoming completely immune to lust would supposedly unlock the siddhis of the Swadisthana chakra

>>114171

Relapsed on the very last day.

At least I lasted one more day than last time.

Pledging another week.

>>114513

Holy shit what the fuck. How is it so hard to keep the pledge and simply refraining from one degenerate activity? You even were on the last day god damnit.

>don't watch porn

>leave your hand out of your pants

It's that simple. What the fuck made you fail? What in the world could cause you to fail? Did you literally get raped by a succubus?

Did someone violently make you watch porn and jerk off? I don't get, how can a faggot be this weak? Is it even possible to have such low will power? It's like having minus stats on will.

Next time you will do it. You will never reap the real rewards if you don't go at least 1-2 years straight without ejaculating. You either want the rewards and you fucking do it or Don't. There is no inbetween, no half-assing, no trying. Because everything that is not success is failure. It makes me sick to see how weak willed and addicted modern cucks are to degeneracy, it's like they are fucking women. Earn to evolve and be immortal, or earn to dissolve and die. Your choice pussy

>>114519

>it's like they are fucking women

Maybe they are…?

>>114519

Five bucks says you can't even properly curse or bless someone.

Or are you just "loosh farming" to get to that point? Ah, don't bother. This place is rife with the ilk of initiates proclaiming their prowess as adepts anyway.

>doing nofap January at the very least

So far so good lads. Its starting to get difficult though.

>>113948

>if you have too much energy

>release it from the bottoms of the feet

And why would I want that? I thought having high energy was the point.

>>114027

>material succubus

The fuck does that mean? One materialized out of thin air?

I lost count but I probably am at around 10 days of abstinence. My will has definitely gotten a lot stronger and I'm also quite noticeably less moody. Needless to say it feels amazing to be free of that degenerate crap. I pledge one month.

Hey guys I keep kept fapping like 5 times a day then took a break then went to fapping once or twice a day.

My thoughts are all over the place about this matter but I want to transition to a superior form of sexual indulgence and my plan is to ween myself off of porn by looking it as much as needed, then trying to go away from it, and call up stuff in memory or imagination, then fap to that.

As for the celibacy thing I've done it for long periods of time and I think it's fine for other people but my experience is just no benefits. I feel I have to develop sexuality and try to get good at it.

>>114538

Oh also I plan to create entities out of the sexual lust and to have sex with them and to observe and take notes of the whole thing and find out what good can potentially come from it.

>>114557

A stop to this habbit once you realize for what it truely is. You are doing it more or less unconscious until now and you use it as an escape mechanism which wouldn't be that bad in itself if it was another topic like tea addiction or sth. But semen retention is very important so you have to figure it out.

In order to get the realization you must study and meditate and really think about it. Think about the nature of your addiction, think about the fact that it doesn't come from you. Is it an automated habit in your subconscious that is controlling you and next to impossible to override with will? Or is it a tulpa/larvae/succubus inducing this behaviour in order to feed off of you and survive? Maybe it's both.

Think about what you really like about masturbating. Do you like the distraction, do you like the orgasm? Realize that the short temporary pleasure is never worth the long term benefits of being actually filled with pure life force and becoming ze ubermensch. Do you like looking at female pissholes? Realize that they are only dirty, smelly and slimy fleshy constructions that are in reality more disgusting than attractive. Same goes for asses and tits. realize they are not worth it to fuck yourself up this badly.

Realize that you are running on empty when you masturbate so often, you will evolve(or better devolve) to the lowest lifeform you can be without actually dying because your energy tank, your vital life force reservoirs are constanly empty. Realize you live the existence of a husk, a half dead, drained being because you waste all your energy without giving you the time to regenerate and energize yourself.

Analyze thyself and know thyself. Without deep internal realization you will never break out of the addiction, no willpower will help you.

You don't even have to talk to people or to meditate, just play videogames and go to the gym. Let your semen in your balls, that's most important. Over the months your ballsack will be so full that your body starts to reabsorb the semen again, and that's when you start healing yourself. First you heal with the elexier of life that is in your balls, then when you not a zmbie husk anymore that is barely running on empty you will start to develop superhuman powers.

Women can't do that obviously and this is why they are such low life succubus. They will do everything to get to your mighty life energy and your elexier of life in your balls, they will do everything to drain you. This is when you will be tested by life itself if you are worthy or not. Give the demons your semen and sex energy and stay half dead or use it yourself to ascend. Your decision.

Might as well add that "wet dreams" worries and excuse are bullshit. I read often people write "your body naturally releases semen in its sleep" and this is the biggest bullshit lie ever. It's an escuse so lame and unworthy of us that we shall not even think about it any longer. There is no natural semen release, what happens is you get raped by incubus in your dream when you save up enough life force. All wet dreams are incubus or succubus, they are NOT NATURAL. Being of strong will and keeping shields in place and generally living a lifestyle that repels negative spirits helps.

We live in a degenerate society that is full of those incubus spirits and thought forms that want your energy because there is so much sex and porn addiction and loosh farming going on, there are so many of those rape spirits lurking around and while you might not ever encounter one or get a wet dream, chances are high that most of us will. When you start being celibate they are drawn to you like moth to a flame. Prepare thyself and know about them. When you get advanced enough you will not get wet dreams (anymore) because you will too strong for those negative semen demon spirits. Just keep at it, no matter if you had a wet dream or not. Never give up, never give in to those demons.

I pledge to never watch porn again across an infinite lifetimes and to not jerk it for at least 90 days

was at 75 but stopped keeping track and things slowly fell back.

180 after 90 have been reached

>>114564

Do angels also go around loosh farming people doing no-fap?

Years go I was nearing 1 month of not fapping and one night I had an extremely vivid dream of doing lewd stuff with a heavenly looking woman who had pure white skin and hair. It invoked a feeling of comfort/love I've never experienced in the waking world. I'm not sure if it was a semen demon or not.

She did not seem evil or malicious in any way, instead the complete opposite.

How do you defend your self from semen demons at night?

>>114630

If you have been around here for a while you must surely have learned that negative beings can hide themselves behind pleasant forms and pretend to be angels and all that stuff. They can trick you into feeling immense love and of course most people fall for it. No truely positive being will farm you for loosh, have sex with you and make you do things that you wouldn't want to do, in your waking state or in your sleep state. It's those same loosh farming faggots who will pretend to be angels and come for you after your death. Be not deceived my friend, this divine love yoi are feeling does not come from them, it comes from you. See those loosh sucking parasites for what they are. If you do nofap any real positive being will know and respect that, no one of them will fuck you.

How to protect from them? The regular anti-neg procedure helps (read robert bruces 'practical psychic swlf defense') and else you must develop strong determination and will power. Keep going no matter what. Your will must be so strong that you say no to rape spirits even in your dream. Determination and Will are key

But for real those parasites pretending to be angels is a big problem that deceives many of us. Not only in terms of nofap but in general. Mediums and 'light worker' and 'healer' are easily deceived too

>>114630

Btw when you said woman with pure white skin and hair I immediatly thought of Lilith and what I read about demons or "Enkis" in "Joy of Satan". It may have been some higher (demon) loosh farmer from the Hyle, one of the demiurge who keep us here and farm us. Not sure if it was the actual Lilith herself but who cares, those beings are not your friends and will farm you.

>>78135

>For example, now whenever I see a girl dressed in a similar way as the whores did, I don't think if she is/isn't a whore, I ask myself in which brothel does she work.

That's actually a redpill. Now you know how to diferentiate between pure girls and whores who do it for free. At least the prostitutes are honest and don't give you disinfo.

Know you can know how to counter the slut disinfo. Thanks to the prostitute. Make use of that.

>>114637

>>114638

>Lilith

I'm not sure how I should feel about that. The only other detail I can really remember is she had smallish breasts. Does that fit the description?

>>114654

I don't know about Liliths tits. The women in your dream might as well have been Astaroth. To be honest it could be about anything since most of those beings can adjust their appearance. Satan himself could appear to you as a woman and fuck you lmao.

But since you said it was a very vivid experience and you felt immense comfort and love I think we can agree that this was not your plain old regular succubus but a being of higher order.

>>114656

So what do I make of this? Is this a bad thing?

Also whats the down side of succubi? I thought you had to summon them instead of them just appearing to grab your loosh.

>>114678

Read the thread, read all the books, think about this yourself. Is this good or bad? educate yourself about the realities and the state of the world and your part in it.

And all those people who want to summon succubus are degenerates who are slaves to larvae and their lower animal desires and somehow end up here, all they care about is to learn how to create a tulpa or summon succubus to have sex with. We shall not care about such low-lifes here, for clearly they don't know what they are doing.

>>114687

Hey man I never said I wanted to summon one, I'm wondering whats the worst that can happen if one of them tripped and fell on my dick?

>>114027

Restarting.

>>114526

If I go 3+ days without masturbating, women start coming on to me wherever I go.

>>114526

Also to address the other half of your post, not that it was directed at me, if you have more energy than you're used to handling at a time your body can have a negative reaction to it. I've burnt the backs of my hands several times from energy spiking since awakening.

>>114630

Alternate interpretation of your post: Sex in dreams generally represents a combining of forms. Two beings becoming one. If it's sex with another person, that could indicate that you need to work together closely with them (even if not necessarily in the context of a romantic/sexual relationship).

If, on the other hand, it's something that could be interpreted as your idealized female form (or close to one, if you have multiple tastes) then I would interpret that as you coming together with your inner femininity rather than projecting it (as in porn).

That is to say: You probably aren't so big that you attracted a genuine being, but rather you have recognized a part of yourself that has been living in the Shadow (per Jung) for a long time.

>>114603

The post said that wet dreams are not natural, succubi and incubi cause wet dreams.

>>114692

Indeed.

>>114691

Of course this interpretation can be true too. I guess you can take what feels right for you, just like I do. I hope this doesn't get too confusing for you >>114688. Also what is the worst that can happen if a succubus falls on your dick? You lose life force energy and, if you ejaculate, your progress get's reset, that's all. It may be no big deal at all, but it also may be very much a big deal. All depends on you. For me it would be a big deal but some people do not care at all. I am all about brewing the elixier of life inside your balls over time and then reabsorbing it into the body to heal and evolve and become the superhuman and that includes not ejaculating for months and years. Some people do not believe in this stuff or simply don't care or are too weak for this and bring up excuses, everyone his own I guess. I go my own way and so should you. That's why I always say that you should think for yourself, make your own theories and most important read, educate yourself and get knowledge that will help you chose your own philosophy and your own path.

I haven't masturbated in 2018. I wouldn't turn down sex at this stage, but I can at least curb masturbation.

>>81155

This, my body is exploding with energy.

>>81160

now THIS is podracing!

>>81198

ejaculation is what fucks it up.

>>114719

I haven't fapped all year either. I've had high energy up until last night, where it started decreasing. And today I have practically zero.

What happened? Where did my loosh go?

>>114742

Sometimes you just have low energy days. You cannot expect to be in hardcore mode your whole life without a break just because you go celibate. Just like with everything in life, there are cycles. Nofap doesn't mean you will never have bad days or low energy days. You still get all the beneifts from nofap, so don't worry.

Your low energy can come from insufficent sleep time, or bad diet, or even the weather. There can be tons of other reasons. Also be aware that it might only be a lowering of testosterone in your body. You know when you go celibate, there is a testosterone spike in your body after the first week where you feel highly energized, but then it goes away and you feel low again or at least normal. The testosterone spike will repeat itself quite some times during nofap until it settles to a medium level, as far as I know, and you might just be in one of those descreasing phases. It's all cool man, the benefits are still there and you will feel amazing again. Your loosh is always with you

>>80695

>99.99% of women are whores

>the rest are too deformed to sell sex

Happy now?

>>81343

>>103877

Though I know I'll regret this, please elaborate.

What happens to the potential of one's lust-energy if one becomes a eunuch (or gets their testicles removed for medical purposes)?

>>114653

You seem to be implying that all non-pure girls will make sure to signal that to you by dressing like a whore. No matter how lowly your views are regarding women, do you truly believe that all impure women will let you know that they're impure?

Ok I'm pledging nofap until I find a GF. the first few days are always the hardest. if I don't need to think about sex then I don't want to. Good luck to me

>>114790

Do pure women exist these days? How do you spot a crypto whore?

I don't mean to sound like a MGTOW fag but it seems like all women these days are corrupted in mind, body, and soul.

End of Week #3, what can I do with all this energy? I don't know how much longer I can keep the succubi away.

>>114826

Most are, yes. You could perfectly manifest into your life the ideal greenpilled gf, anyways. No need to settle for mundies.

>>114890

And how would such a thing work? Would a perfect waifu just poof into existence?

Or perhaps fate just brings a waifu of a certain description to cross paths with yours? Greenpill me on the perfect waifu question, Anon.

>>114898

>The ideal partner for you is already out there. You just need to bring her to you

LIES! THERE ARE NO ANIME WAIFUS IRL! GO AWAY EVIL MAN!

>>114898

>>114890

Why do you come into the celibate thread, faggot? So in your mind it is ok to harvest some loosh just to waste it again for a woman and keep wasting it? Are you completely blind or what's up with you? Look at the text in the OP picture. It says "DO NOT FALL IN LOVE WITH GIRLS OR THEIR DEVIL VAGINA MAGIC". Do you even understand what this thread is for, or are you just another mundane with too much time on his hands who feels like he needs to express his bullshit wisdom? You are not helping this guy, it's the opposite.

>>114826

>Do pure women exist these days?

No, never had. Maybe in spirit realms or on other planets tho.

>I don't mean to sound like a MGTOW fag but it seems like all women these days are corrupted in mind, body, and soul.

Well guess what, even tho most MGTOWs seem to be degenerate whiny losers we have to admit they figured out women pretty damn good. They don't say AWALT for no reason. All women are like that.

>>114892

There is no perfect waifu. Do not fall for this new age demiurgic bullshit. You will only regret it. You have only one job, one fucking job and that's to keep your semen inside you. Stay strong anon and do not fall for silly lies of mundanes. Your ego craves for female companionship but just like everyone else here we have to transcend our neediness and free ourselves from the bonds and desires of the ego. Will is the opposite of desire and it will prevail eventually. If you fall for the lies you will suffer as a consequence.