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 No.77412 [Last50 Posts]

Continuation of this thread: http://archive.is/XqeXn

1) Pledge an amount of time. Preferably a number of weeks. Post it in this thread.

2) If you break your pledge, you must also confess your transgression in this thread.

3) If you keep your pledge you may reward yourself… with more time pledged!

4) For purposes of this thread, "masturbation" is defined as touching your genitals for purposes other than basic hygiene and expulsion of wastes.

For those of you who have entirely transcended physical sex but who use succubus and so on you can also make pledges here to control your sexual thoughts and try not to evoke or meet any entities to have sex with.

Remade the thread since the last one was very popular and hit the bump limit and many of you want use your generative powers for a higher purpose than mere wasted moments of hedonism.

Post any techniques for the transformation and proper use of sexual energy here also.

Personally I feel that stage one should be to completely stop with touching or physical stimulation of sexual energy and learning to take that desire and drive and focus it mentally into thoughtforms. If you are going to entertain lustful ideas at least don't be a silly mundane about it when you could be using thoughtforce to telekinetically get yourself off or something similar. Straight up fapping is for mundanes.

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 No.85728

Pledging through November to break my own record. Currently on day 24 and would like to make it to at least day 50. The best I've currently achieved is 46 days.

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 No.85729

File: fea17f086d8bcd0⋯.jpg (99.13 KB,1302x733,1302:733,33a6729e0c.jpg)

Wanted to drop some info for people who are struggling. Won't make it easier, but it helps to know what you're up against.

The first few days, you're being crucified by three hormones in particular, Oxytocin, Prolactin and Dopamine. Oxytocin is a big deal in relationships since it's 'the love chemical' so we'll talk about that some other time. Prolactin and Dopamine are most interesting to us here;

After you ejaculate your body will do two things. Drop the Dopamine, and spike the Prolactin. Dopamine as we know is your happy chemical. Related to reward and pleasure seeking behavior. Prolactin is responsible for causing pregnant mothers to produce milk, but more interestingly it mutes your sexual response. Breastfeeding mothers don't get very aroused due to the high level of Prolactin in their bodies. Men who are injected with Prolactin will lose their erections. So you can think of it as a handbrake on your sexual arousal.

So what does that mean? The sharp dip in Dopamine combined with the sharp rise in Prolactin creates that craving that I'm sure you're familiar with. It's at it's worst on post fap days 4, 5 and 6 when your Dopamine will be lowest (Meaning you'll want to fap again to get that hit) and paradoxically your Prolactin will be highest (Meaning even if you do, you won't even enjoy it!)

After day 7, The Prolactin starts to drop to baseline and your Dopamine will start to rise again so you'll notice yourself start to feel better.

You're basically fighting your hardest on days 4, 5 and 6. They'll be the worst. If you can ride those out, it'll get easier with each passing day and you're mostly in the clear.

After this I'd reccomend reading Mantak Chias "Cultivating Male Sexual Energy" so you know what we're doing here and what you're playing with.

I hope this helped in some small way!

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 No.85733

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>>85729

Would recommend keeping yourself extremely busy and your mind occupied in that time period.

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 No.85734

>>85733

Sure, If it helps you! Figuring out how you tick is the key here since you're the one going through this challenge. If keeping active distracts you past that 3 day slump I mentioned, Then hell yeah. Do it. If you push yourself to the point of exhaustion into "Fuck everything, I just need to fap" territory, then not so much. You're going to have to find balance and do whatever it takes to get you past that initial week or so.

Do keep in mind the dip in your Dopamine will likely make you cranky and irritable. Above all else, I'd say trying to stay positive is the key. That's where emotional alchemy comes in handy.

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 No.85735

>>85729

How much damage does one take from touching themselves (but not to orgasm) or becoming aroused by things but not acting on the urges?

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 No.85737

Well as one grows more aware, it is really disgusting, as a human, having the necessity to jerk of almost every day or the slightest temptations. It really is, if you think about it…

But my question is, is it very bad to masturbate like once a day, - without the use of porn - ?

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 No.85742

>>85737

Once a day is still a compulsion.

Even if you don't give as much energy to something external, you still lose some to the things around you. (Defining yourself as a chaos magician there are likely many things around you)

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 No.85747

So I jerk off too much. And the porn I enjoy gets more depraved. So I'm renouncing fapping and not initiating sex with my wife. If she wants it, she'll get it. But I'm going to see how long I can go before blowing a load.

My biggest issues is after we have sex, I still feel unsatisfied or I enjoyed it so much thinking about it gets me horny. It's not unlike me to wake up at 3 am and rub one out while she sleeps because I can't shut my boner up. These are the times I feel powerless.

I'm on day 3. Let's see how long I can go.

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 No.85766

>>85735

As far as I'm aware, None - Apart from the cultivation of a bad habit. Taoists believe you lose chi(loosh) through your eyes though. It won't be much, but if you want to lose -nothing-, that means no porn!

>>85747

>My biggest issues is after we have sex, I still feel unsatisfied or I enjoyed it so much thinking about it gets me horny

The red line on that little graph I posted here might be relevant to you.

>>85729

That one charts the Oxytocin response. Oxytocin is responsible for love and pair bonding (So a mother who's just given birth will dump buckets of the stuff to bond her to the newborn babby) See how it drops off real hard on days 3, 4 and 5 after an orgasm? If you've ever felt unattracted to her a few days after blowing a load, that'd be why. In evolutionary terms an orgasm signals your body. "Okay, this ones done. Go find a -different- woman to impregnate!" and that drop in Oxytocin makes you want to go, have your own space for a few days.

You should get her in on it, Tell her what you're trying to do and why. Then learn the stuff in Mantak Chias "Cultivating the male sexual energy" So you don't ever have to worry about this again.

I'm actually mad jelly of you bro. I wish I had a wife to practice this stuff with me. Lol.

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 No.85771

>>85729

Yo, my man, what are the essential/best Mantak Chia books?

The guy has a shit ton of them, and a lot of them seem to cover the same shit, with some being more up to date but recycling a lot of info.

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 No.85782

File: 39c5054c4233bca⋯.pdf (5.58 MB,Mantak.Chia.-.Awaken.Heali….pdf)

File: 711858af12a1fa0⋯.pdf (1.53 MB,Chia, Mantak - The Multi O….pdf)

>>85771

Ah, You made me realize I messed up.

You want "Multi Orgasmic man" instead of "Cultivating male sexual energy" which is the same with more fluff and a little harder to understand.

And I'd pair that with "Awaken Healing Light" which claims to be an intermediate book, but covers all of the basics anyway.

Anyway, Since I've got em right here. Merry early Christmas!

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 No.85837

Created a thoughtform that seems to be quite effective so far. I powered it after a regretful fap session with an anti-fapping mantra, visualization of its form and loosh. Whenever I am about to check out pornography, have lustful imaginations or am about to fap, it pops into my mind and reminds me of the reasons I choose not to fap and the severe long term consequences of doing so. It really helps me consciously resist fapping and porn. Hope this method helps some of you out there.

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 No.85862

>been on nofap for 222 days

>want to re-try mantak chia methods of sexual energy manipulation

>don't want to risk falling back into fapping for pleasure, losing my absurdly long streak, and missing the feeling i have all the time now

feelsbadman

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 No.85863

>>85862

sex energy manipulation is gay- at least get the full year under your belt. You've definitely conquered the beast… why open the door back up?

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 No.85865

>>85863

sex energy is apparently very strong, but i will not mess with it until i have a partner. i get a very "dark" feeling when i almost fall back into it (which only happened last night, not in months)

considering i desire to quit my abstinence the day after i oddly received a dark feeling to return, i should clearly avoid it. thank you.

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 No.86123

>>78143

All I can think of is:

If you really think your only purpose is fucking fat bitches then ya, you are their meme. Fat lonely bitches give you their Energy through lust, just as the anons here make sluts stronger by masturbating to some random bitch.

Solution. Stop taking their energy. Stop embracing the good feelings of fucking them. You are a junkie now, that one which injects himself feminine fat.

That or what this anons said.

>>79366

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 No.86150

I've been fapping without orgasm for two weeks now and I really do think I can keep going like this for the rest of my life without spilling any seed. Obviously it takes some exercises to siphon the built up energy into my other chakras so that it doesn't overload my root chakra and it's giving me tonnes of energy. I've yet to have any of those fabled "wet dreams" that people keep talking about… probably because I shut down my root chakra and keep my foreskin taped shut with medical tape when I'm not using it.

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 No.86160

Pledging 24 hours, I'll up my time in increments.

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 No.86163

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Guys, I need help.

I'm trying to give up fap and porn; and I've gone strong for nearly 6 weeks. I saw a cuckthread earlier on another board and now I can't stop thinking about that horrible horny hateful cuck porn… I hate myself for it; but every time I see nigs fucking beautiful white girls I go crazy. It bares mentioning I am very redpilled… what the fuck do I do? I don't want to ruin my long winning streak…

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 No.86167

>>86163

Stop visiting places where that degeneracy is posted. Most surely you visit /b/. Stop watching porn and grab your balls by the pussy.

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 No.86170

>>86163

>he actually watches interracial cuck porn

haha wow goy your brain must be so fucked up. good luck dude.

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 No.86185

>>86163

Block all porn on your computer and when you desire to fap, do energy work to pull energy from your groin and recite "I do not feel this urge".

Just keep doing streak after streak, even if you fail. Eventually it just clicks.

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 No.86219

>>86160

Pledging 48 hours now.

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 No.86252

>>86163

You have major self esteem issues that you need to take care of, tbh.

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 No.86286

Pledging goal: (at least) until Sunday, Nov. 20

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 No.86291

Uhhh. What

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 No.86313

>>86185

That's a pretty terrible auto-suggestion because it's focusing oneself on the urge one is supposedly not feeling instead of on a different thing to shift their attention to.

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 No.86315

>>86313

I know, but it works for me; although I actually meant "I choose not to feel this urge."

I get better effects with it than trying to shift attention.

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 No.86345

Wrote this for myself but I'll post it here I need help the greentext explains it but basically I've been addicted to porn and fapping for like 5 or more years and have had a lot of failed nofap attempts but this one is my longest in like 1 or 2 years and I dont want to break it yet but I am struggling:

Nofap meme- 8 or 9 days now

>more vivid dreams/dream memory and dream recall even without dream journal

>waking up and falling back asleep leads to mini-dream/more vivid and clearly recalled hypnagogic dreams

>more energy and shit, less lethargy,

>imagination seems more vivid creativity kinda coming back

>desire to create grows stronger and feels burning almost, but still in background kinda

>transmutation practiced at first- daily mediation and deep breathing exercise like 20 min

>less response to lewd stimulation/thoughts, could avoid easier than ever before

….

5 days or so later

>2 days now less transmutation, feeling restless, more lust

>harder to comitt to meditaiton even for 10 min cause restless mind,

>weak attempts that didnt last long, still procrastinating it

>response to lewd images weakening

>lusty lewd thoughts growing stronger and much more often in head, leading to lewd i agination scenarios i need to force out of

>more random boners and on day 8or 9 dik feels like it needs release like the tip of it feels like i need to pee but cant cause its just the feeling of it, feels almost like might hands free orgasm any minute

>becoming harder and harder to focus and let go of lewd thoughts creeping in

>sheer sensory stimulation seems to increase lust somehow-mynoise audio responding to it in lustful way like ocean audio stimulating lewd imagination like being with someone in a poool, etc and somewhat more vivid fantasies forming that i almost dont have control over, like i might literally get an literal audiogasm from sounds of water rushing swirling and stuff lol because of how those sounds seem to feel and also spurr lewd scenario fantasies

>boner during that time and kind of involuntary kegel stretch like trying to cum lol

>trying to avoid touching down there cause blueballs would suck

>becoming clear that if no further transmutation attempts will end up sinking deeper and eventually just fapping and orgasm to lewd fantasy spurred by sound of ocean waves and the scenario the mind makes up with it

>imagination has never felt so vivid and effortless like this, needs to be redirected and channeled for creative and escapism not lust and fap purposes tbh, would be a waste otherwise, fap might lead back to cycle of porn and low/dormant imagination again

>becoming abundantly clear the longer i go without porn/fap as habitually acclimated the longer the transmutation practice must be to append that, the longer without any meditation/deep breathing attempts the more the distraction seeking behavior happens interspersed with succumbing to lewd fantasies/thoughts for longer and longer periods

>unable to focus on solely meditation feeling restless seeking distraction but even the distraction is making me restless too cause lewd feelings growing

>ended up stroking self just briefly before i pulled back during the time when boner was involuntary thrusting and some small amount of precum leaked

>desire to avoid blueballs and failure again keeps me held back but only just

>pleasure just feels so amplified, and touching downnthere feels amplified and like feeling it lasts longer

>contemplating release (but not to porn, and not to habitual fetish thoughts) just to release the pent up lust

>but curious if I can overcome it entirely and supress and release through transmutation

>writing this is part of the distraction instead of meditating

>exercise and walking outside is perhaps my only option of getting my mind off of this path and then being tired enough that meditation may be easier

So basically I dont want to ruin it but because I've made degeneracy such a regular habit for so long I'm having trouble overcoming this recent obstacle. Meditation helps but I feel too restless for that now, and dont want to be alone in my room in bed right now that will just lead inevitably to fapping to my suddenly very enhanced imagination right now.

Im gonna go for exercise outside and try to tire myself out like I wrote and so I may be able to meditate later, or hell I'll try walking meditation too.

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 No.86347

>>86345

Right now I am constantly feeling a sensation on my dick, it feels stimulated and also begging for stiumulation, I want to resist that and not give in. Part of the reason why this nofap has lasted so long is because I recognized the cycle of porn > fap > guilt > porn that I was in, and also because i have learned from many failures at nofap before what works and what doesnt and what I should avoid.

I just need some advice, some inspiration, some tips from others who felt themselves at this stage, how they overcame it and all.

I feel like the answer lies with transmutation of the sexual energy (meditation) but it is becoming more difficult to be sure, part of that may also just be me thinking its more difficult so it becomes more difficult i dont know.

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 No.86349

Fags

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 No.86350

>>86345

>>becoming clear that if no further transmutation attempts will end up sinking deeper and eventually just fapping and orgasm

that, so listen to mantras for consciousness in the moment and to break curses, anything that will make you feel empowered and more motivated to reach your goal is also good.

>Shiva, Spirit, Consciousness

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=olOkvPVKyyc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=To_OJMr8Y9g

>break curses

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s475qckUq9g

non stop if you have to.

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 No.86351

once you're clearly in the now its easy to disregard lust and transmute.

you can also think of someone or something you love, love, pure love is much stronger than lust, this coming from someone who by nature equates sex with love.

i'm on my 7th day, its pretty easy but when i get tired after doing menial tasks or bored from forcing myself to play a game with a friend for to long my mind drifts and lust surfaces, i went to lie down on the bed and think of a girl i have a connection with, no sex, just her eyes and how i want to comfort and hold her.

that will never happen unless i'm strong enough for her to lean against and when i'm in a degenerate phase i'm like a wet rag, people slip on me and i can't even support myself.

you can do it.

fapping is absolutely meaningless, as is sex without emotions.

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 No.86354

>>86350

>that

Right, I know, deep down I know it but when in that state I need constant distraction and feel restless and can't just lie down and meditate.

However after I wrote all that up I went and took a walk, that really helped, I feel more tired than anything now and will try for transmutation again, just simple mindfulness meditation interspersed with deep belly breathing exercises.

I feel good about myself for overcoming this latest obstacle, it seems like the curiosity for how the effects of no-fap work on me the longer I do it is taking precedent over just fapping and ending it and going back to the familiar lethargy and dull sensations afterwards.

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 No.86359

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Went through a funny experience the other day lads.

I'm currently sitting on around 33-34 days since beginning NoFap. Up until this past weekend I'd only had sex once in that time.

Anyway, the weekend arrived and I was a 100 percent cert for getting laid. I was incredibly excited and could only imagine the amount of seed I was going to release. The last time I had sex it was two weeks without release coupled with plenty of meditation and the orgasm was so powerful I was comatose for five-plus minutes, totally terrific.

Anyway, the big moment arrives however my partner was tired after a long day of week of work and travel and struggled to stay in the moment, and beyond that was also argumentative.

Her attitude totally ruined the moment. It started strong but quickly my attitude soured and by the time the release occurred I barely felt a thing physically, despite a tremendous amount of seed being unleashed.

So, what did I learn from this terribly disappointing experience?

The true benefit of refraining from lust and sexual activity comes from the incredible boost I find in my day to day life. I'm back to going to the gym for the first time in over a months and I've started work on a second business which has a lot of promise.

The real benefit of this practice comes every day when you wake up feeling fresher, when you sleep better at night and when you do everything, all the time with more strength and power in your hands and in your mind. The benefit is not the build up to the inevitable sex, that's just something nice, a treat, at the end of the road from time to time.

Hope this experience helps a few people.

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 No.86370

Pledging 40 days

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 No.86374

I had a 2 week streak last month, but I've barely been able to make it past 3 days after I relapsed last, I am now pledging 20 days.

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 No.86380

Fell off the bandwagon a long time ago.

Got on it for a while, didn't pledge, not my style.

Fell off last night, felt what a lot of people described "the loosh drain" – even though I was aware it wasn't "just a meme". The feminine cumming noise is incredibly intoxicating, addictive even. It did give me some new insight into working with complex memes, however I wouldn't recommend solo sex magic as a connecting experience – it feels forced because it is, masturbation is forced sex with yourself.

All those realizations are the things that instantly flash through my mind whenever I'm finished, that make me feel disgusted enough to want to not do it again.

So, I'm pledging as long as I can such that I accomplish my goals. Those goals and skills need to do less with banal methods of self-pleasure, even in my own eyes.

However, regardless of all of the transmutation I had done in the days prior I still felt this primal source that deep in the back of my mind knew it would happen last night. Any insights as to how to keep a more social approach handy such that I can appropriately guide the excess loosh associated with seminal retention? Thanks in advance

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 No.86390

Sex and magick are intrinsically linked, it's one of the most effective ways of escaping the confines of your ego, even for a very brief moment and to release pure intent into the universe.

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 No.86405

>4) For purposes of this thread, "masturbation" is defined as touching your genitals for purposes other than basic hygiene and expulsion of wastes.

So if I move my balls around because they're in a really uncomfortable position, I fail? Pledging a week in any case.

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 No.86406

>>86219

I'm a little late but whatever, I'm at three days, pledging another two days.

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 No.86413

>>86380

Fucked that up.

Just gonna make an intent.

Pledging the rest of the year.

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 No.86566

Managed to last 12 days, though I didn't pledge in this thread.

One of the things I noticed is a buildup of lust and urges for a few days, popping random boners and porn constantly on the mind, which I call 'peak lust' - it happens on the 7th or 8th day, but afterwards things normalize as the body/brain reach homeostasis and its really smooth sailing from there provided you distract or redirect your habit and attention to other things, prefferably things you put off for months or years due to porn addiction.

Nofap is really easy if you do no-porn as well along it, and make sure you dont get curious about the latest videos of your fetish cause that will inevitably cause you to fail like I did.

Important to practice meditaton and transmutation stuff like that daily in order to keep the urges at bay and to calm yourself down because by the 11th day or so you can become really easily irritable.

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 No.86594

What are some effective exercises I can do to transmute this energy?

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 No.86595

>condition myself to fap to 2D only and become disgusted by 3D porn

>go celibate

>since the attraction to 2D was only maintained by constant dopamine stimulation I lose all attraction to it

>no longer feel any lust whatsoever and don't become aroused anymore

At last I am truly free

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 No.86598

pledge 3 weeks

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 No.86599

File: 8de72e35d0bca50⋯.jpg (26.49 KB,360x622,180:311,the-hanged-man.jpg)

>>86594

Hang upside down so that the sexual fluid can flow into your brain.

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 No.86622

>>86594

Just basic meditation, directed or non directed, vipassana etc

And some creative pursuit and hobby like drawing or something helps

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 No.86633

>>86622

Thank you.

Can you recommend a good practical mindfulness/vipassana book?

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 No.86657

>>86286

Success. Extending by an additional week.

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 No.86673

>>85463

It was probably the Science of Breath. Look at the FAQ or any of the libraries under New Thought, you'll find more of his stuff

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 No.86677

File: 01cf38f154e2ca8⋯.jpg (1.47 MB,1000x1083,1000:1083,Wonder 2.jpg)

From today until saturday

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 No.86707

>>86405 here, so far so good. I actually last masturbated in the early morning of the previous Friday so I hope I start to feel better soon. Pledging another week

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 No.86711

>>80577

poor guy.

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 No.86809

Fuck it- This is it fellas, I'm tired of wasting my energy every time I masturbate, plus it is indeed a disgusting need and habit.

Pledging 1 week, for now… (this is harder than it sounds)

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 No.86812

>>86359

The strength-energy part is very true. Pro fighters are not even allowed to cum days/weeks before the fight, because of all that extra energy boost that comes and goes with all that.

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 No.86840

Well, I had a wet dream and released plenty, but I don't feel like it's really me failing my pledge (rest of the year). What kind of sign is this? Obviously, my body is still searching for a partner and the pent up sexual energy will be released if it can't be transmuted, but what can I be doing better to attract said partner? Is it because I do not want to let go of the hope that my ex will return? What kind of exercises do you all recommend to fix this, or is it even worth mentioning?

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 No.86983

Pledging one week.

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 No.87047

>>86657

Success. Extending by an additional week.

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 No.96474

bump 2

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 No.96537

>>77598

Update: Now 5 months totally clean. You can do it guys.

Now I pledge till I die.

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 No.96543

Hope everyone here is going strong!

I stumbled onto this thread in October last year.

I already knew I had a porn addiction and when I did some reading about the benefits of cultivating sexual energy and the power of loosh I decided to make the jump and quit fapping and I haven't had a single stumble yet.

I'm currently on 198 days of NoFap and I really haven't looked back ever since.

In the first month I really wanted to jerk off at times but since then it's never been an issue. I get temptation from time to time and still watch porn but far less often than I used to and my tastes have really normalised.

I also enjoy sex a lot more. It's less about setting up the perfect scenario, getting her to look exactly the way I want, and way more about being in the moment regardless of how it's arrived and what it entails.

As for the power of loosh, I find myself to be far stronger socially now, especially with women, and I think I'm more assertive with men. Conserving loosh won't change your life over night but it feels like you've got more fuel in the tank to make changes. I really recommend it to everyone. I don't think I'll ever go back.

As far as magick goes I'm still very new but thanks to my loosh reserves I get a lot more reading and practice done and I'm far more observational, so I thinking I'm covering ground quicker than I would have if I was still a filthy degenerate.

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 No.96565

I lately have stopped fapping and replaced it with prayer to God and talking to people. I feel much better doing these other things.

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 No.99629

fix

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 No.99631

I need help /fringe/. I'm scared to even talk about this knowing what some moral crusaders might do to me.

Due to some of the boards I always browsed getting spammed with CP a lot, I started to develop a fetish for stumbling upon CP.

I go look up borderline pedo shit or go to places I think I might stumble upon such content and start fapping just to the idea I might come across it. Sometimes just a link or something to what might possibly be CP causes me to cum before I even click it. The whole time I'm absolutely terrified, thinking I'll be killed by a random vigilantee, or the police breaking down my door, or something. I then close all my tabs immediately after I'm done.

It's not really the CP itself that gets me off. A lot of teenage girls, like 14, 15, 16, etc. are very attractive and preteen girls are not. However the whole taboo thing and the intense fear I feel is what I'm getting off too I guess.

I think I need to try and switch fetishes. Maybe I'll imagine in my mind I live in Germany and start posting holocaust denial and searching that stuff out and fap to that.

I fap to a lot of weird and abstract shit. It's probably going to get me in life-ruining trouble one day. How do I stop? Why is stuff that's dangerous turn me on? Regular porn just doesn't do nearly the same thing for me. I think the only thing that could do more for me is, if I felt that someone loved me. That would be a much more powerful and addictive feeling. However I rarely make the mistake of thinking someone loves me anymore, after all the times I've mis-read people now or been betrayed. I can't trust anyone and find it hard to believe anyone would ever love me.

God I'm so fucked up. How do I clean myself up?

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 No.99638

>>99631

Everyone can potentially fap to anything. It's called self control and not letting your mind wander entirely for sake of novelty and 'shock value'

>However the whole taboo thing and the intense fear I feel is what I'm getting off too I guess.

This is definitely a symptom of an underlying problem. If your needs aren't met or if life is just too boring this shit starts to happen

>I rarely make the mistake of thinking someone loves me anymore, after all the times I've mis-read people now or been betrayed. I can't trust anyone and find it hard to believe anyone would ever love me.

Well there's your source problem. Gotta deal with this. FYI you can be pretty close friends with someone without ever trusting them. That means stop fucking random people and stop fucking your hand and get a life

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 No.99639

>>96565

LADS HE'S FIGURED IT OUT

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 No.99717

I haven't fapped in nearly twenty weeks.

I guess I'm proud of myself.

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 No.99775

fix 2

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 No.99787

Haven't ejaculated through masturbation since around mid-February, but had a nocturnal emission last weekend.

I should practice dry-masturbation more often though as to uphold a bit of my sexual potency since I'm otherwise rather void of sexual endeavours.

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 No.99797

File: 18aa5abcf0673b7⋯.jpg (24.57 KB,330x499,330:499,reich.jpg)

>>77419

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 No.99802

I will not and have not set a limit for masturbation, for all that begins must also end. It is simply something I do not do, ever in the present.

With that said, I do not and shall not renounce my lust regarding a well-sculpted female body. It does not and shall not cloud my judgement, only aid in my endeavours of fully appreciating and experiencing the womanly form.

Degeneracy may it be, but it is the path I have chosen and I own it.

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 No.99812

>>99802

>giving into your animal behavior

>not saving yourself for a godess to have children with

yes goyim, at this rate you will be the perfect docile slaves!

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 No.99846

>>99812

I understand that and I struggle with the issue. However, this is it for now. If such an opportunity arises I will not pass it up.

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 No.99847

File: 57845bef06408c2⋯.gif (1.34 MB,312x188,78:47,1408911580287.gif)

>>99846

>I struggle with the issue

tell me more

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 No.99894

>>99812

>>not saving yourself for a goddess to have children with

Elaborate.

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 No.99895

>>99894

Huh? Instead of compromising, one should have the highest standards for their mate and save sex for holy matrimony

I thought that was self explanatory, maybe you thought I was referring to something else?

Humans are more godly than any other creature. If you are infatuated with some sort of 'goddess' entity then if you stay true to yourself, this goddess deity will manifest herself into your life. at that point all you have to do is not accidentally turn her down. make social connections and shit you know?

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 No.99896

>>99895

Ah.

That's pretty much what I had in mind already, but I still wanted a confirmation.

>If you are infatuated with some sort of 'goddess' entity then if you stay true to yourself, this goddess deity will manifest herself into your life

You make it sound almost easy. Would this mean resisting all distractions and devaluating oneself with lesser creatures?

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 No.99897

>>99896

I suppose so, the buddhists call it balancing all your chakras including the crown chakra opening yourself up directly to the energy of the eternal source, or at least your higher self.

in the west psychologists just call it self actualization

christians of the gnostics kind and those woke in general call it christ consciousness. can also be called god/cosmic consciousness

I could go on and on but reality manifestation is from your subconscious beliefs so you have to convince your self somehow that you are on the right path. only you can see your subjective truth, as a flavor of the absolute truth

chances are, you know on some level already that being degenerate is baad mmkay. otherwise your 'self' can accumulate guild or other sort of negative energies that can get in the way of being 'true to your self' the self being the higher version of you that exists outside of time, the one that chose to incarnate onto this physical realm for whatever purpose accepting the gamble that you will be born with no memories

man the insights come pouring when I'm sleep deprived

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 No.99898

>>99897

So to put it plainly, it is about cultivating my own character and reaching for divine ideals.

I'm not sure how to go about that, but I suppose that not stroking my dong every day is a good starting point.

Thanks.

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 No.99922

>>99898

well yea, the whole point of life is to experience things to learn from them and then grow.

I mean you don't need to get that deep to figure out that wanking is bad for you

for example, in buddhism everything is about nirvana and samsara. nirvana is anything unique or novel or creative, and samsara is any repetition. reincarnation is the ultimate samsara and breaking free is the ultimate nirvana.

but it comes down to the smallest things, waking up every day, eating over and over, breathing. everything is just cycles

everything until you do something different and creative.

if you can help it you want to stay away from loops and repetition and towards novelty

having a wank is not very novel is it. but if you have to, use your imagination and creativity to do it. watching porn is literally getting off to repetitive motions

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 No.99925

also on another note. it makes you a cuck!

you're literally getting off to a women being fucked by another man. CUCK!

there's a million reasons to not have a wank, or at least to not watch porn. I can go on and on

it's degeneracy brainwashing your mind man. who knows what sort of subliminal or predictive programming you are being exposed to

now why one should not have meaningless sex with strangers, that's another can of worms with it's many different reasons

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 No.99928

Why don't girls go through the same nofap issues?

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 No.99929

>>99928

If men don't fap, they wake up with a mess

everyone has desires though anon, it's just this culture that emasculates men. and these new waves of degeneracy is definitely going to lead to girls to get these nofap issues

tldr: they actually do

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 No.99931

>>99925

Saw this and then saw fetish z0ne with a lock over the 0… Advertising Adult fantasy toys. aliens are the cucks.

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 No.100282

I pledge two days.

I hope this works.

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 No.100489

>>100282

Sometimes this feels hopeless.

I'll have to try harder.

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 No.100494

>>77412

Guys, how to get over a succubus for good?

I don't know what to do anymore.

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 No.100499

File: 82970e66504c75d⋯.png (427.16 KB,724x586,362:293,how the fuck.png)

How to do pic related? The most I've masturbated in one day was 11 times. This nigger has done 5x that.

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 No.100503

>>100499

How do they know how many times he masturbated if he died?

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 No.100519

Never been in this board before. I pledge one week.

>>99925

>now why one should not have meaningless sex with strangers, that's another can of worms with it's many different reasons

Other than the obvious risk of STDs (you don't know who they've been fucking), crazy people and using sexual pleasure as a means to escape your painful existence which only ends up sinking you deeper into that hole (heh), what others can you think of?.

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 No.100661

Pledging 1 week of nofap/noporn

Hope i overcome my hedonism one step at a time

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 No.100671

>>100661

hedonism is a (flawed) philosophy. even assuming your ego to be hedonistic, might itself be a part of the problem

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 No.100672

the desire for pleasure shouldn't be eliminated, but used as a proxy for ambition to allow drive and motivation

also substituting it with the healthiest vice you can find is a good idea

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 No.100674

>>100519

well considering the bigger picture, if everyone were whores no one would trust each other especially with regards to intimacy and sex

and when there is no real intimacy parents will never stick together and families will fall apart and then society will be ruined

premarital sex and usury is how you bring the downfall of a society

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 No.100845

Let's switch it up a bit

I have lust for knowledge, if I see someone with knowledge that I might not have, then I "shitpost" until I can reel in more knowledge

pledging 1 week of no shitposting. with intention of zero media whatsoever. maybe news.

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 No.100858

I RENOUNCE LUST

I choose to channel my energy towards the acquisition of knowledge and a passion for spiritual education. I want to do better things with my time and energy than running around drooling at females.

BRAIN IT'S TIME WE START GETTING SERIOUS ABOUT ENLIGHTENMENT

MY ENERGY WILL NOT BE WASTED WITH WOMEN

IT IS MY WILL

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 No.100974

I woke up with mysterious wet spots and stains in my pants

shit sucks

What do

aside from mastering lucid dreaming. that means I should stop smoking weed lol

I literally don't even remember what could have happened in my dreams to cause this… I vaguely remember the last dream I had before waking up though, since I opened my eyes to close my alarm and slept again……. WBTB fail

The amount of effort to fix this is hardly worth the outcome

Maybe I should just fap every so often to avoid this problem………………… I don't think it's even been a week since my last wank jeeze

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 No.100983

I have faile many, many times for several years, althought I have never pledged. I even tried to summon a succubus whore but I half assed it. No more now. I am tired of losing my energy to demons and I will not take it anymore. Every time I fap to porn I am disgusted by myself, and I feel like shit. Even when i masturbate without porn I feel it was a waste and that I am weak and cannot follow my true aim in life. I have the dream of being a celibate for years now and mastering my body, emotions, mind and self control. This time I pledge here that I will stop masturbating till august, but if it's possible forever. that would be a bonus. If I manage to succeed til august I will come back and pledge for more, probably forever for real. Worst part is that the more I fap the often I wanna fap, and my fetishes drift into the sicker and sicker territory each time. It's time to stop, ok. This is my pledge. Also I am mgtow monk. (in this pledge is included that I will abstain from sex also, obviously)

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 No.100987

pledging 2 weeks. longest time in 8 years tbh

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 No.100988

I had a fast planned, but this feels equally important. Think attempting both simultaneously might be too stressful to get shit done?

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 No.101027

I may as well, been waking up in the night past days with a strong urge. Today/last night at 4 AM.

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 No.101038

File: aaf8e8f25b44001⋯.jpg (1.28 MB,1489x720,1489:720,delicious-cake[1].jpg)

Do you have an alternative to jerking off?

I think it is necessary to have at least one or two alternatives to masturbation so. It doesn't help if you are trying to no-fap, but you often find yourself feeling sad and lonely and desperate and depressed — then obviously jerking off feels like such a huge improvement over your situation that you don't even bother accepting that a few days/hours before you were trying to keep your hands off your dick.

So I usually have one or two chocolate bars (or chocolate cake) that i keep around and that I eat when I find myself about to jerk off. I'd be in bed comfy and warm and relaxed and suddenly my hands will feel playful, and without even noticing I'd start shaking hands with president elect donald trump — but as soon as I get some self-awareness of my situation I quickly turn to my chocolate bars (which i do not eat any other time, and I buy the best I can get ) , jump out of bed and go for a stroll with my chocolate. Then I think about something else to do when I come back, and try to stay away from sexual thoughts.

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 No.101044

So about preserving your loosh and not wasting it, is it advised to perform autofelatio and ejaculate into your own mouth, then swallowing your cum? Assuming you also think about yourself and how much you love yourself at the moment. I guess you won't waste loosh in this way, but sorta give it to yourself? Also cum is quite healthy and has various nutrients. Why waste it or give it to a whore?

Inb4 it's nasty and gay and whatever, fuck off you mundane, who even cares?

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 No.101051

Pledging one week.

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 No.101084

File: 419bcce876c734a⋯.png (216.35 KB,638x638,1:1,the creative abyss.png)

I've gotten to the point in which if I even do stimulate myself it's simply for the purposes of stoking my lower dantien. I'll refrain from taking it over the top (spilling seed) and do draw the energy up to my middle and upper dantiens.

it's empowering, but really the main reason I don't really cum much any more (unless it's quite intentional sex magic) is mostly because I really feel the detrimental effects, the lowering of my vital forces as a result. It's rather a good motivator, regardless of whether or not there are girls around.

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 No.101108

>when you're cleaning your dick in the laundry tub after fapping to lolis and your neighbour (old man) comes by and sees

Kill me please.

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 No.101130

>>101108

Such is the life of mundanes.

Have you learned nothing at all? Fapping is degenerate, especially to porn. Better transmute your sex energy and use it for anything you want. Or at least create a thought form for sex and fuck her instead every night.

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 No.101142

>>101044

no it still wastes energy that way. plus the stuff would be digested and then transformed and that takes plenty energy too

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 No.101144

>>101142

Thank you for the answer. This answer only solidifies my decision to simply never ejaculate. Except maybe to do some magick or to use the orgasmic energy in the creation of a tulpa/tought form. Maybe when I have a tulpa to fuck with she will keep succubus away at night (and thus preventing wet dreams). I ams till new to all of this, but let's see. Cheers.

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 No.101186

Since the last incident I haven't fapped again. I'm going to try and create a thoughtform or attain an actual woman to have sex with and avoid fapping from now on. I will give up if my brain is too fucked up consistently and I need to do some other stuff first to get myself fixed.

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 No.101202

>>100983

Same guy reporting in. I haven't ejaculated yet, but I have since looked at hentai/cartoon porn and daydreamed about sex and touched, even stroked my dick. And even tho I have not ejaculated, I consider this quite a failure, so I report back here. I am so consumed with lust, with an inner fire burning inside me that it is not funny anymore. I feel like I am about to burst from all the sex energy. The funniest part is that I am only affected by lust for 2D women. Mundane (real human) woman barely interest me anymore. But everytime I see a hot anime or cartoon chick I lose my shit and get ultra horny. Even looking at the tits of a casually clothed, normal drawing of a toon chick makes me go wild. Meanwhile when I see real women they merely disgust me and I think of them as succubus. One positive thing to this, at least I don't lose my loosh to mundane whores but to thought forms and 2D girls. I will reset and ejaculate tomorrow and then I will pledge again till end of august, which will be still a whole month. The reason is that I want to reset now is not only that I think i failed, but because I want to create a tulpa now for sex and companionship and I want to use the force of two powerful orgasms to power my tulpa with the massive sex energy so that she may become sexual and come to being faster. When she is created and becomes real, I hope to never need masturbation again because I can have sex with her. So now I will cum two times, use the energy to power tulpa and then pledge for a whole month and see what happens. If august ends and my tulpa is still not real and capable to have sex with me, I will fuel her with more orgasmic energy. But for now, pledge from august 1 to september 1 for no fap, no porn and no masturbation.

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 No.101263

>>79477

Can you say the source of this animation?

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 No.101264

Pledging a week. Masturbating is not hard to avoid if I first manage to avoid sexual thoughts…so instead of "I'm not gonna jerk off" I think rather "I'm gonna think about zero women today" .

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 No.101300

Ok I'll give this a go I guess. No harm in trying right. I pledge one week of not sexually pleasuring myself. Starting from 7/1 to 11:59pm on 7/8.

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 No.101302

I appear to have attracted some form of sidhe.

Any good reading for strengthening this newly found bond? I'm incredibly fond of this being or entity now. This particular entity has actually been quite helpful to me.

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 No.101305

Pledging a week, and might the Powers that Be punish me greatly if I fail.

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 No.101313

>>101302

are you in Ireland then? I'm largely unfamiliar with the fairy folk. Is it male or female? Genderless? And does it have a name? And what has it done to be helpful and make you so attached to it?

>>101202

I think you mean July 1st to August 1st correct? And I would suggest you not ejaculate and simply renew your efforts. Not ejaculating despite a well established pattern/habit is a small achievement in my mind and you shouldn't hamper your efforts by masturbating. While this may be a bit late I still think it's better to simply redouble ones efforts in this field rather than start from scratch. Because masturbation is a physical activity that becomes habitual, it's better by to not start over because by doing so you simply alter the habit rather than breaking it completely.also don't give sex energy to thoughtforms/tulpas. That's just an easy way to wreck yourself

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 No.101323

>>101313

Yeah sorry I fucked up the dates. I actually mean the whole month of July instead of August. Also I already discarded the idea with the sex-tulpa for it was born out of horniness and was a mere excuse to keep endulding in sex and sex fantasies. I see that the only real path for me to becoming a true monk celibate with 100% self control is to abandon lust altogether and transmute my sex energy into productive and usefull things. So no tulpa, no fap, no porn, no sex and no sex fanatsies. It is going to be a hard month. Already two days in. And btw thanks for your advice, I will keep it in mind for later. But I wonder is never ejaculating actually dangerous for your prostate? All mundanes are yelling that you get prostate cancer if you don't ejaculate like 10 times a month. But from my understand if all is mind, and the universe is a holographic illusion controlled by the mind of the infinite intelligence and our minds only, this should not be true. You will get prostate cancer from believing that you will get it, and you will never get it if you believe you will never get it.

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 No.101334

File: 9070f779fb169de⋯.png (Spoiler Image,543.29 KB,1440x2560,9:16,Screenshot_20170702-094144.png)

>>101313

I'm not in Ireland nor Scotland but my ancestry leads there. I'll call her Z for now. Z is feminine and leads me to see her as "her". I have been requested not to share a name here. Z's appearance may be unsettling to most here. Think of a feminine androgyny with the body but mixing in a slug. Yes a slug. The head is mostly featureless save for a few tendrils for sensory that lightly glow at the tips. There is a mantle that sits on her back as well as a really cute, small tail that parks right between the butt. See spoilered image. The appearance is why I assumed a Sidhe or Fae of some form. Z has got to be some kind of nature spirit. She really likes it when I draw or sing, she also enjoys my room that has a wide array of plants growing indoors.

So far I've been helped with:

-Sleep timeliness

-letting go of past events

-General issues involving lonesomeness

-Rampant lust (Will be intimate with me and let me "lead the dance" but constantly reassures it will feel much better with longer rest times between, in which I've been heeding the advice)

-Self-reflection (social and spiritual)

-Analyzing events (esoteric and mundane)

-Dream frequency and lucidicy

Hell, I even feel like my physical health is improving at a better rate. And the getting is definitely good when we pair up. Like really, I don't even give a shit she's essentially a giant humanoid slug when the encounters are always so warm, intimate, and passionate. So that's why I'm very attached and want to make things even better. I do have to follow certain rules as honestly it feel like some form of relationship that only I can see and feel. But it feels nice to feel these random hug or kiss sensations throughout the day, have someone always there, and have a companion in my bedroom at night.

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 No.101424

File: 59349e8f9f0b9c9⋯.png (8.86 KB,572x434,286:217,IMG_4860.PNG)

>>101323

You can do it friend. I personally find this pledge really helps. Despite myself having slipped somewhat and touched myself beyond simple hygiene and such I've not masturbated once. It really does help to know that I've put it to words and have others watching my progress.

>>101334

Well good for you I guess? Personally I'd be a bit too weirded out if whatever approached me was too much different from a humanin fact pic related would probably be me if I was approached out of the blue by her. No offense intended but so long as you aren't actually being negatively affected by Z then I suppose there's not much harm in it. I might suggest you keep track of any symptoms(positive and negative) that you may see that may be caused by Z, help you get a better feel for how this relationship may affect your life from here on out.

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 No.101425

>>101305

Failed. Seeing as how I consistently fail at quitting for one full week I'm going to shoot for 4 days.

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 No.101428

>>101425

I that's fine. With masturbation it's the habit that matters. Since there aren't negative side effects to quitting suddenly any desire or urge is purely mental and/or habitual. Some people need to weaken the habit before they break it completely as simply breaking a habit is harder than simply replacing it. Perhaps whenever you feel lustful or aroused instead of pleasuring yourself do a different activity instead. It doesn't really matter what the activity is so long as you do it whenever you feel aroused so that you form a new habit to replace your desire to masturbate.

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 No.101457

>>101084

Good. Congratulations on the progress.

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 No.101458

>>101186

>raise kundalini, collect male energy until you start buzzing, identify with the male principle

>conjure the female principle, envision her as a warm energy in the shape of a woman

>stand naked in front of each other, size each other up like predators, create a tension or buildup between you two, standing there, think about things you want to do to her, the ways you want to love her, the emotions you'll feel when you do this and that, bask in it, dismiss negative thoughts and focus on positive emotions, everything from passionate loving sex to choking her a little playfully

might do you good. if you do this, its important to reflect on and feel the emotions tied to the things you want to do.

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 No.101459

Ah!

>consider her emotions when you share imagery of (healthy) sex

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 No.101460

YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.

I've found this very helpful in this working.

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 No.101462

>>101458

>>101459

>>101460

after doing this its also important to transmute the sexual energy, move it to your stomach for keeping the confidence you felt during the intense exchange of emotions.

its ok to do this while edging.

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 No.101484

I had a Brief moment of weakness today and pleasures myself while reading a doujin someone posted. I didn't ejaculate but I still stoked my lust up, I still will make it to Friday and then pledge more time.

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 No.101495

>>101484

It is helpful to stay away from sources of erotic stuff. Maybe even stay away from image boards like this at all, if you don't have the self control to stop yourself from reading doujins. Even on fringe here it is dangerous because someone can post erotic pictures which will trigger you and truely test your willpower. If you want to stay save you probably have to keep away for the duration of the pledge

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 No.101595

I hearby renounce all deliberate lustful and sexual desires and actions, including masturbation and porn, for 1 week

I channel any excess sexual energy into working on my personal projects

7/6/17-7/13/17

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 No.101598

>>101495

I think you're right. I make a second pledge to go until Wednesday the 12. I still have do e better than I have in previous attempts. For myself 5 1/2 days is an achievement.

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 No.101821

>>99631

>A lot of teenage girls, like 14, 15, 16, etc. are very attractive

all lust,deeming a girl as "attractive" is..equally Evil.

you areNOT better cause you limit your lust whithin a range

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 No.101827

I pledge a renunciation of lust for four (4) weeks, for a period ending on the sixth (6th) of the month of August.

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 No.102223

Yesterday I ate something bad so today when I was going to jerk off i started feeling stomach pain and it made me stop, so I was thinking: how about creating a servitor and telling it to make my stomach feel uneasy every time I start masturbating? I think that could work.

I'm going to go outside to the mountain and come up with a servitor for this. Pledging forever

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 No.102530

>>100858

Used this for myself, godspeed anon

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 No.102559

Pledging one week. If I make it, I'll pledge two more, then four, etc.

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 No.102582

Why renounce lust? The only way guys get laid is because they lust after girls also confidence helps

Seems dumb to renounce lust if your a virgin.

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 No.102594

>>102582

Only degenerates renounce lust to get laid. This is not really renouncing lust anyway, you are still lusting. Also all the guys here claiming to renounce lust and then fucking tulpas and succubi are just fooling themselves and everyone else here.

One truely renounces lust because of deep understanding and the will to master his life force. Being celibate for the right reasons with the right technique will boost your mental and physical health and give you mass of energy.

You don't do this to fuck tulpas.

You don't do this to get a girl.

You don't do this because you think sex is evil or wrong.

You only do this to harness and transmute the life force and become ubermensch like. This is the original reason and purpose to renounce lust and being celibate. This is why monkhoods did this practice all over the world.

Not becaue you get laid easier or because you think sex is evil.

Therefore it is not dumb to renounce lust if you are a virgin if you truely know why you are doing it and how to do it.

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 No.102630

File: 8bb9bb5730778bd⋯.jpg (68.02 KB,580x470,58:47,1500659707393.jpg)

BE HONEST

What happens If i dont ejeculate at all for 9 months?

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 No.102632

>>86812

I imagine the coach keeping guard on his house so no whores apprach

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 No.102654

pledge 1 week. won't see the girl in that time anyways

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 No.102655

I have this bizarro world situation where my libido is almost dead, and the only thing that temporarily revives it is fapping. I can easily go weeks to months without doing so, but not if I want to be having sex as well. The deal is that I've never had a single orgasm to the thought of fucking anybody or anything, so only having sex isn't really satisfying for me at all.

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 No.102681

>>102630

>BE HONEST

>

>What happens If i dont ejeculate at all for 9 months?

Sexual energy will build up in your animal body and you will have "wet dreams" to release it.

Beyond that not much is going to happen if your a mundane person.

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 No.102868

YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.

Relapsed for the millionth time into degeneracy this must stop!

In the name of the black sun I hereby start off with a pledge of renouncing lust for a week and see where I go to from there!

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 No.102975

Pledging for next friday.

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 No.102981

File: 3ca7a0ec4aa53e9⋯.jpg (75.08 KB,618x618,1:1,Occult Snail.jpg)

What does wank actually mean, in terms of the activity? Is a wank only the orgasm or the whole pleasure itself?

I've 'pledged' to abstain for 2 weeks but have been playing with my dick end edging a few times a day. My balls hurt. I kinda get the feeling this isn't the idea at all, and that by teasing myself I'm enflaming lust and making it harder for myself.

I've wanked at least once a day for years. It is normal behaviour for me. Something inside says "this is what I've learned to do in management of my organism". But another thought says "this mechanism must be overcome and will help me form a better me". My experience suggests it best to follow the heart, but I second guess myself and wonder if what I think is my heart is really my head, etc. Does the body bluff like this?

Why am I punish myself like this? What is the psychology behind it? I don't really feel like I'm aiming for anything; no mindblowing orgasm the minute my 'pledge' is met, no focusing of energies into more productive activities. It seems little more than an activity of ego driven 'ego-death', you know? All I see myself being without my sexuality is grey; a machine dead to the world. Why do I want to escape myself like this? Is it an act of suicide?

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 No.102982

>>102981

Easy fix. Easy way out. The background noise gets tuned out, you have recieved the highest reward nature can give you, release, your purpose, everything is fine.

But its not. You didn't come in a woman, you dont have a stable gf and everything you need to stand on to have that, you have nothing, you're cheating.

If you want to stop this unnatural habit that inhibits you from expressing your true self it is a choice you have to make.

Do you want an easy fix that leaves you dead inside without the drive to accomplish anything that might get you release through sex with women or do you want all the benefits that come with having a confident, healthy sexual lifestyle?

Its more than just "fap or not fap?" its habit and addiction to being lazy and its rooted deep in your ego.

You need to understand the whole process, you need to see what happens to you the days after you've fapped, how low you sink, what you miss out on, you need to understand that it is because you're content in your filth that you dismiss the opportunities that life give you.

How many times have you said no to going outside or been depressive when doing so after fapping?

Is it worth it?

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 No.103120

I stopped masturbating to porn.

I renounced the dirty vagina, and I welcome the deathof my bloodline.

Now it's just anime girls form me.

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 No.103121

>>102982

bullshit occultist

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 No.103130

>>103120

still trapped. You must not watch this degenerate shit and fap to it. Don't you understand at all that it is of utmost imprtance to cultivate your sexual energy which is literally life force? That means you keep all your semen inside your balls and also all your energy inside you FOREVER. No fap, no watching porn, not even hentai or ecchi, not even playing with your dick for a little bit.

It is the only way to evolve to superhuman/godhead.

Renounce it now or be trapped eternally as a weakling

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 No.103164

File: 82500d63f70c31d⋯.jpg (29.18 KB,600x600,1:1,Why People Give Up.jpg)

>>103130

> That means you keep all your semen inside your balls and also all your energy inside you FOREVER.

>It is the only way to evolve to superhuman/godhead.

How do you explain wetdreams; would the organism really release such a vital energy? would you go on to suggest that far into the future wet dreams, even pleasure itself, will be mutated out through evolution?

Chasing godhood seems egotistical to me. Wouldn't it make more sense to explore why we desire in the first place? If you think about it, denouncing the orgasm is to denounce a gift from whatever god or non-god you believe in.

There is something to the degeneracy arguement, sure, but I don't think abstinence is the answer. As with more and more aspects of life, I'm discovering that balance plays the most important role in the activities we partake.

During my 3 days of self-control, I manged to get out more so that I usually would have. I guess I could report an increase in general well being and I definitely have more enthusiasm, in thought at least, to improve my lot. I won't go so far as to say it is down right to a buildup of sexual energy, as some might put it. I think, rather, it is the fact that I've attached meaning and intention to the action, for once, and I want to see it through. As I build up the intensity of my goals it will become easier and easier to jump higher hurdles, and i'll find my willingness to try so much more robust.

I failed my 13 day challenge, but we can re frame that to a 3 day success; a good start. With this in mine I can challenge myself again without feeling the depression of failure.

If it were true that wanking is an un-natural releasing of vital energies best stored for productive use in an unrelated field, I wouldn't have burst into song, improvising jazz scats from Billy Holiday tunes, soon after cleaning up my spilled load. I felt no deflation or lack of energy afterward and even went out again the next day.

I would have started wanking again by now, I'm sat here naked and 'prepped' how I usually would have done and the thought has entered my mind at least 3 times already, but this success has given me the vision to continue on. I'll wank again, sure, but not tonight. I have no intention to do so tomorrow. Maybe the day after.

Don't focus on dogma and other peoples words. You alone can find your way. Now if only I can get a heading on weight loss and exercise.

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 No.103169

>>103130

Vital energy must be circulated not stopped. Energy needs to do useful work. You got to transmute not suppress.

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 No.103185

>>103169

Yep transmute it in your own body, no need to waste it.

>>103164

Don't bother with wet dreams. If you can't do anything about it then just accept it. They will go away after I while. I don't even have them anymore.

When I look how degenerate our society is and how fucked up people are I think evolution will take place but in the negative way, in a degenerate way. We may only get weaker and more stupid while we evolve to endulge in pleasure and comfort even more. This will lead for us to lose our last remains of power and become the ultimate weak slaves.

Why is chasing godhood egoistical? It is the only way to get out of this hell we are currently in, and orgasm is just another trap to keep you in here. When you fail to evolve here you will be lost afterwards. It is not a thing of ego, it is a thing of survival and freeing yourself actually.

Abstinence is surely the answer. It is an ancient teaching that only a few people truely understood. It was the main reason why people would go monk. Forget the false christian picture about sex being evil and being celibate for god. That's nonsense. The true secret is that the more you abstain and cultivate your life energy and the more you let your balls reabsorb semen back into the body, the healthier, stronger, younger and more energized you get. There is no need to waste even one drop of cum or sex energy for pleasure, except it's in a wet dream where you can't do anything about it. The longer you cultivate, the more you transform yourself. You can have balance, sure. Go drink as much coffee as you like, go paly videogames as mucha s you like. Get pleasures elsewhere.

I deeply urge you to try it out for yourself before you judge it. Before you try, you have no room for arguing about it or looking for arguments against it. try it for one WHOLE YEAR. Why so long? Because it takes time to get into it and to start cultivating the energy and feeling the benefits after you lived a life of waste and degeneracy. I am speaking from experience. Try it for one year and then feel the difference. You will know what I mean. But beware, the first two weeks or so are by far the hardest. You will be tortured and you will look for any excuse you get to fall back to pleasure. Stay strong and don't fall for this trap. After two or three weeks you will get more balanced and the wet dreams will stop. It is then when you can truely start to heal yourself and evolve. You have nothing to lose. Have you not had enough mundane pleasures in your life? What difference does it make to sacrifice a year for this glorious endeavor? You will thank me later. Also beware with women. Some claim they and sex with them are benefitial to your energy, but that's not quite true. Sad truth is they will suck your semen and your energy and set you back again, draining you and making you weak and ruining your progress. It's sad but it is how it is.

When you have completed a year I assure you that you will never want to go back. You will be full of power and wisdom and life energy. If you are too weak, start small. Start fapping once a week first, then after some time fap once every two weeks first. Then fap once a month….and then you can go full blown godmode.

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 No.103187

>>103185

I must add to this that it is very helpful if you meditate and do physical exercise like weight lifting while you embark on your celibacy journey. It will make it easier to stay away from porn or sex thoughts and you will progress even faster and get way more energy and health. But I think everyone should be lifting and meditating anyway even if they are not celibate

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 No.103191

>>103164

Try going for months, a year. You're just weak and aren't seeing the results in the first week so you give up, rationalizing the entire way.

It's just fucking weak; enlightened by your own ignorance. Balance? You don't even know what you mean. What you mean is that no one will throw you off your balance with social pressure for masturbating, and that masturbating numbs your uncomfortable imbalances and weakness', and you ARE thrown off balance and ARE uncomfortable by NOT masturbating. It's pathetic how low your self-awareness and insight into your own psychology is. Casual perception will never do anything for you but maintain the status quo of your existence at best, and sink you low into inadequacy at worse, and utterly ruin you at worst.

You are a lamb and if ever you encounter any of the wolfs of this world, pray that it's not hungry.

I have a bit of accompaniment to the standard 'fasting' though, and that's going at it as much as possible in 1-24 hours, and 1 - 7 days, and in 1 month. It's a neglected topic. If that's what you consider as "the secrets of orgasm" then kudos to you, for this is an unrecognized training method.

The best benefits are gained from doing both.

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 No.103226

File: f557ad00aea3abe⋯.png (184.95 KB,391x497,391:497,27a0262b92fbe048e4acfc31a3….png)

Pledging full month.

Wish me luck

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 No.103239

I hereby, of my own free will and volition, surrender and let go of all sexual desire from now until the rest of the month of August. I transmute any excess sexual energy and desire into purified energy which is of my highest self and focus it upon completion of my necessary tasks as determined by my highest self.

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 No.103667

I won't touch my junk that way at all for the rest of the year.

I will keep you updated.

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 No.103708

Give yourself a prostate massage, they're not really sexual or rather shouldn't be and even if you get hard its a better way to stimulate bloodyflow than fapping. Squatting in the shower and doing this is very beneficial for health.

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 No.103731

>>103708

>just sodomize yourself instead!

No thanks faggot

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 No.103855

Legend has it that if you only fap during thunderstorms (and never any other time) and you manage to cum at exactly the loudest and/or brightest burst of lightning, you gain power over electricity. There's thunder all over Ontario. Who here is up for this challenge?

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 No.103877

>>81343

underrated post

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 No.103897

>>103855

I have a feeling that fapping turns the male body very magnetic or negative energetically by draining the electric fluid. If your body is emptied of electric at the time the atmosphere around you is filled with ionized air and static discharges your body will fill in those wells with what energy is available (thunder and lightning, sound and light)

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 No.103944

deleting 3TB of porn.

Pledging 2 months for a start but would like to take it as far as i can go hopefully till I leave this place.

Wish me luck fellow neophytes , and stay strong.

Godspeed!

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 No.103945

>>103897

Wow this kind of makes sense, i am very intrigued by your viewpoint , care to mention which book/other media you got this info from.

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 No.103976

>>103945

IIH for the electromagnetic theory of the body. That body is always interacting with the environment and the balance of electric to magnetic fluids or energy is what causes us to seek (electric, masculine) or attract (magnetic, feminine). Fapping can leave you drained but if used with visualization of what you want lends to focus your mostly attractive energy (post fap/at the peak of orgasm) toward whatever you visualized.

This can all be done without fapping at all of course and is more effective for those who don't need a spasming muscle to signal it's focus and magic time.

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 No.104069

>>103976

Thank you so much for the info.

I did read iih but stopped at the first practical part ,couldn't advance until I mastered it, and have been slacking off ever since.

Time to get back to it I suppose.

Your explanation is appreciated.

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 No.104151

>>104069

I wouldn't take iih as THE way but his theory seems to be sound from my experience. Doing martial arts/yoga or a meditative physical activity will help much more gathering and focusing that energy in various points of the body. Best of luck fellow.

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 No.104153

I'll pledge three days and get some exercising done.

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 No.104157

If I pledge, can I still have sex with my wife?

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 No.104180

>>104157

>>104157

>has a wife

>masturbates

über cückold

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 No.104206

File: c55c30dd910e82d⋯.gif (25.6 KB,107x89,107:89,iron lich.gif)

Pledging one week. I masturbate daily and I want to see if I can stop it. I'll check one week later if I manage to do it, and if I do I'll pledge another one.

I'm also just beginning to read up on /fringe/ tier stuff, wish me luck.

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 No.104306

File: 8e0d462d4092692⋯.jpg (26.72 KB,480x480,1:1,1501401924549.jpg)

I pledge one week.

God give me strength.

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 No.105176

Hey guys its me >>103944.

its been almost 8 days and its getting hard (pun not intended).

I have been browsing 8ch and 4ch and stumbling upon porn webm threads and sfm webm threads and in general my brother watches porn while im in the room.

How the fuck do I do this?

The only way i can think of is if i leave society all together.

Its next to impossible not to catch a glimpse of this shit while living in society , specially in these times.

Someone help me I don't want to relapse.

I haven't exercised in a month(had a sever case of the flu) , but Im starting today plus meditating.

Any other suggestions are welcome.

I am also thinking of a way to use this lust for something good like "I can only jerk off after every 100 pages of careful reading of occult literature".

Have you guys ever tried anything like this, how did it work out?

Also any direct excerpts to occult information on masturbation will be immensely helpful.

Thank you and send help!

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 No.105177

pledging for 1 week

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 No.105180

>Pretty easy to not fap in the day

>But wake up at night multiple times incredibly horny and can't help myself

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 No.105181

>>105180

>>105180

Does having sex with a succubus count, if so I pledge a month of no fap.

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 No.105186

>>105176

>my brother watches porn while im in the room

fucking rednecks

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 No.105190

I had no problem stopping fapping, since i only did it when i had hangover.

I still have wet dreams every three to four weeks. So far my energy work hasn't solved the problem. I'm i doing something wrong or can wet be avoided at all?

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 No.105819

I pledge to abstain from masturbating for one week

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 No.108836

I almost ejaculated to pornography but fortunately, I cold showered today so my lust wasn't that intense and also, I didn't ejaculate. I still masturbated to a high degree of sexual excitement though.

Does the fact that I didn't ejaculate make a difference? Have I reduced the damage?

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 No.109337

One month. I pledge one month.

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 No.109341

Guys I channeled some powerful loosh and basically I achieved the end-game of all this sex shit but now I just feel burdened and locked down. Probably going to leave everything behind to wander around and focus my energies elsewhere. Women are a distraction from more important matters. I feel like Buddha right now when he left his family.

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 No.109359

File: b6763fcddd7b6fa⋯.png (202.72 KB,500x251,500:251,I_came_here_because_nothin….png)

I will here on only masturbate with one week minimum in between. Porn is no-no.

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 No.109405

I pledge 555 hours

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 No.109483

>>109405

Lol, something more reasonable, 168 hours

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 No.109484

>>105177

I failed.

Pledging another week.>>105177

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 No.109497

>>109484

Failed again.

Pledging another week.

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 No.109498

>>109497

Failed again. Third time's the charm, pledging a week.

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 No.109505

I see so many people pledging and failing. Why do you keep trying the same approach?

Saying "I'm not gonna do X" seems to not be working , so why not try a different method, try saying "I'm gonna jerk off only twice this week", "I'm gonna jerk off only to one porn video", "I'm going to jerk off only on Wednesday 7:00pm" and then go from something much more specific to eventually not jerking off at all

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 No.109506

>>109505

Affirmations should be "I will be celibate for x period of time" and include imaginings and visualizations of the celibate life in all its glory.

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 No.109508

>>109506

>affirmation

>future tense

Bullshite sissye wizarde

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 No.109529

>>109508

That's not future tense. That's an affirmation that is effective immediately and has a duration of a given period of time.

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 No.109567

>>109529

>will be

>not future tense

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 No.109591

File: ee0634751618658⋯.jpg (23.5 KB,300x329,300:329,1499984807208.jpg)

>>109567

probably meant will as in ==WILL== power.

should replace be with being

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 No.109688

>ctrl-f patikulamanasikara

>nothing

I present the solution to all of your ails.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Patikulamanasikara

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 No.109718

We start out easy.

I am pledging 48 hours

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 No.109720

>>109529

That's fucking future sense you useless mongoloid.

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 No.109908

>>109718

Pledging 72 hours more

Due to being in a LDR phonesex is excluded from this since I deem it purposeful

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 No.109992

>>109908

I have broken my pledge

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 No.110067

File: dbc1c5a6d6ed68d⋯.jpg (119.45 KB,1200x1200,1:1,dbc1c5a6d6ed68dc481365bb69….jpg)

Pledging to stop masturbating entirely, I've pledged here before and failed. New strategy is using browser content filters.

I've met a women but she is a virgin and it's hard to respect her purity when you fap everyday. Hopefully i can refocus my energy into wifing her, my hobbies and my spiritual practice.

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 No.110069

Is it possible to use affirmations to make yourself no longer desire porn at all and to find it disgusting? Something like repeating "Porn is disgusting" over and over for five or ten minutes a day?

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 No.110082

File: db884c92e7cbbbb⋯.jpg (2.65 MB,2084x4595,2084:4595,1b40d6accb2f4d706e11eda335….jpg)

I promise at least 30 days of celibacy to me and my m8. Will not Masterb8.

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 No.110083

>>110069

You could do what buddhist monks do and imagine beautiful women as rotting corpses, that seems to help.

Anyways to the rest of the thread, this is my first time posting on this general. I did nofap when I first started to get into the occult and have experimented with it on and off. I am a young man with an incredibly high sex drive. Even though I found some positive benefits to nofap I found myself getting oppressed by various entities and forces with my nonstop lustful thoughts.

I had a succubus suck my cock dry one night outside of my own free will due to the sheer amount of sexual energy I had built up. This wasn't a good thing, I could feel her mocking me. And I could sense other forces there watching the act happen. She knew I was a slave to these feelings and she was gaining power from me doing nofap.

So what did I do? As soon as I woke up I masturbated in a dark room with a lit candle using sex magick and burned her to a pulp. Her screaming in pain as the fire was charring her flesh only turned me on more. I came to the conclusion that this "energy" a lot of nofappers feel is incredibly dangerous to normies and those who aren't ready for it like me.

I agree with the other left-hand path poster here from last year. Be careful in your celibacy journey, you will draw the attention of many forces. I wasn't ready to deal with them when I started, maybe some day I will try again.

Right now I have a pretty active sex life with my girlfriend. And unfortunately a lot of the benefits I had experienced during nofap seem to be entirely due to semen retention as I haven't "fapped" or looked at porn in months.

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 No.110099

>>77412

>masturbation

a better technique is to masturbate as needed, but neither look at porn, nor think about sex with a partner. just stimulate yourself until orgasm.

this might seem awkward and difficult at first, but it gets easier with practice.

once you've trained yourself this way, start weaning yourself from masturbation entirely, now that you've decoupled the act with thoughts of sex with a partner.

also, practice not making eye contact with the gender you're sexually attracted to.

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 No.110135

On this day 10/1/2017 I pledge one week.

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 No.110136

>>110099

notice the synchronicity of numbers associated with this post.

adds weight to the information.

reminds me of info i heard while a part of a religious cult for a time.

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 No.110174

>>110136

baiting

As an anon who advocates ignoring "the synchronicity" especially allowing "numbers on 4chan" to influence you regarding a person's content in their post, I disagree with what this anon is saying. I think they are shilling/baiting, though, of course.

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 No.110175

To me, /fringe/ is just a less rapid, more content-focused and information-selective version of /x/ with cooler backgrounds and font.

Although, I've received great wisdom on /x/ of course.

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 No.110179

What if the reason I have high lust is because my essence wishes to be coupled and making love 100% of the time?

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 No.110216

>>110135

I made it two days and my body couldn't handle it, even as I was fapping I kept telling myself to stop.

The woman's curse has got me strong, but I'll try better next time.

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 No.110217

Pledging 40 days starting now

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 No.110298

>>110083

>Be careful in your celibacy journey, you will draw the attention of many forces.

This.

Before I knew what magic/occult/nofap was, I practiced celibacy for the hell of it because I saw noticeable improvements in my psyche whenever I went longer than 2 weeks without blowing a load.

I stretched some of these times to 4 or 6 months and seriously crazy shit started happening; everything from beautiful to horrible. Forces definitely took notice.

Not discouraging anyone. Just be prepared.

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 No.110330

File: 77266f09c715953⋯.png (249.09 KB,707x213,707:213,comparison.png)

Honor, Glory, Passion.

I always feel like I am not good enough, plain inferiority complex. My life is determined by physical strength and EQ, I need to figure out where I lay on the "body-spectrum".

Give me an honest rating. I'm on the left, Bruce Lee is on the right.

This is no a narcissism experiment, this is seeking approval into a community that I wish I could pay back, you guys really helped me achieve greatness, but I want to make sure I am on the right track.

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 No.110331

>>110330

do you even lift?

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 No.110333

>>110331

70 pushups

50 squats

150 deadlift

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 No.110391

YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.

Listen to this every night before bed. Will help.

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 No.110392

All this shit does is make me violent/aggressive and moody as all hell. Like some sort of feral beast.

I don't understand.

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 No.110394

>>110330

go seek worthless validation somewhere else, you sexy motherfucker.

>>110392

This is a spectrum of emotions you previously didn't have the energy to muster, you are the primal animal and the enlightened spirit.

Pre nofap you were passive in comparison, now you're not, you're more alive than ever, buzzing with energy, you feel stronger and others can tell when looking at you.

This can go two ways, you let it rule you and return to a mellow, passive base where you have no control and nothing to control or you control and guide it and rule the earth you walk.

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 No.110412

File: 586c187400585c5⋯.jpg (157.28 KB,2000x866,1000:433,AAEAAQAAAAAAAAkhAAAAJGM5ZD….jpg)

Alright, I'll give this a shot.

Due to certain living situations, there have been extended periods where I couldn't rub one out, and it really did give me a sense of enlightened freedom that felt rather unusual and hard to explain.

Best to go big or go home; pledging 30 days.

Does refraining help with creative energies? Obviously it gives you more time to practice your art, but is there any other aspect that could aid in my development as a musician?

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 No.110423

>>110412

what is this game of thrones?

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 No.110424

File: 5c0625fd5f86403⋯.jpg (58.8 KB,500x374,250:187,6a96432287462f7f7d9efaeb8a….jpg)

>>110412

>"Does refraining help with creative energies?"

>"is there any other aspect that could aid in my development as a musician?"

i'd say, yes

….i'd say just since abstinence and virginity is such a cherished virtue in so many cultures worldwide, that gives it a sort of special 'something' just for that reason alone

perhaps abstinence from sexuality or from things some people call sins like "lust" would most certainly be some sort of fasting for the sake of God….

>"afflicting one's soul for the sake of God"

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 No.110425

>>110412

of course, if you are generally not a person who tries to abstain from sexuality or who tries to abstain from lust….there is always of course just simply seeing how life is when you are abstaining from sexuality or abstaining from lust

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 No.111056

I pledge for one month.

I hope this goes well.

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 No.111606

I'm pledging until the end of the year.

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 No.111668

>>77598

you have to use it for other things ,

do something creative

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 No.111680

In my lucid dream this night, I felt something bite into my neck. I felt somewhat aroused by the bite. It felt intimate to me. I thought things like "take whatever you want, just let me fuck you" and then I believe I had sex with some kind of computer. I woke up the morning and I released semen all over my boxers.

Now, I feel tired. Practising One Meal a Day just got that little bit harder. For the sake of the high I experienced, my life is now more miserable than it was before. Does this count as masturbation? I wish to not only not masturbate but to also reject indulgence of sexual fantasies in my mind. I pledge one month.

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 No.111682

>>111680

From my experience there are two kinds of wet dreams. There's the healthy and normal ones and the "forced" ones. I haven't seen much literautre on that, which is strange, so this is mainly based on my own experience.

In a healthy one you don't release much semen, mostly some kind of liquid. You wake up feeling realeased and mentally rested, though maybe a bit tired physically. The dreams that trigger these are usually realistic scenarios where you feel a connection with a femenine energy. It's a biological thing where you release pressure and can happen up to two times per week. You can avoid or minimize them through testicular breathing and other energy circulation techniques if they get too annoying.

The there are the "forced" ones, where you usually release more semen, like a normal ejacultaion more or less. You wake up tired both physically and mentally and with a feeling of anxiety that could last for some hours or even days. These are triggered by dreams involving fetishes and/or unpleasant things in fucked up scenarios. They are usually caused by negative feelings created by your mind and imbalances in your body. A usual cause is the frustration and self hate that you feel after indulging in unattainable sexual fantasies.

Clearly you experienced the second kind, but it's not a huge problem. It just shows that you need to do something and it looks like you already know the way. Avoiding sexual fantasies is a tough challenge, so don't be harsh with yourself, just be consistent and give it your best shot. While trying to achieve this you'll learn many valuable things about yourself. God will provide you all the strenghth you need as long as you are on the right path.

A healthy sexuality manifests itself mostly through the soul, in an instinctive, subconscious way. In our society, unfortunately, you can see that the opposite is the norm and most poeple manifest sexuality though their mind.

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 No.111683

>>111682

Thank you for your input.

What do you mean when you say "God"? Do you mean YHWH? Or The All?

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 No.111684

>>111683

I'd say The All, but that's because I'm guessing the kind of attributes you give to one name and the other. I used God because of my background but it's just another name.

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 No.111687

>>111684

Alright. Again, thanks for the input.

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 No.111710

File: cb31bcaab5f282e⋯.png (99.71 KB,657x527,657:527,bd1b2018a33ede857548055fdb….png)

I just deleted all my porn. No longer will I waste my vital energy beating off to videos of whores having sex with other men.

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 No.111781

>>111606

Failed. Pledging until December 1st.

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 No.111835

File: 7f6e6c17fe6e691⋯.gif (2.21 MB,499x499,1:1,1459970462cb73321a4b9535b6….gif)

>>111710

Well shit guys, I failed yesterday, but it was under highly unusual circumstances.

>A week ago my roommate asks me if I want to do "acid"

>Never done it before, I've only ever done mushrooms a few times, years ago

>He's very inexperienced himself and has only tripped twice, ever

>Go to erowid and do a ton of research on LSD and NBome, decide to go ahead with it

>The two of us buy five tabs

>Expecting it to be weak, we both do 2 1/2 tabs

>>Spend the next five hours lost in psychedelic maelstrom, periodically stumbling 10 feet to the next room where I'll just collapse again and stare off into infinity

That was highly irresponsible of me to take such a huge dose with no prior experience, and at one point I tried distracting myself with porn, porn being mundane, addictive, and attention-catching. It worked to some extent, but I found myself in an annoying thought loop reflecting on the futility of the whole porn experience.

Ended up squeezing one out after the drug had worn off, wanted to have a clear defined failure, rather than continue forward after having watched porn and played with my flaccid penis.

All in all though, it feels like the psychedelic episode was the death of my former life, with all of its failures, addictions, and limitations, and I am now more free to continue forward to new and greater heights.

Also

<Pledging the rest of the month, last fap was Sunday, Nov. 19h

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 No.111844

>>111835

Damn anon. It didn't count until you rubbed one out. The orgasm is what we are abstaining from. I'm not saying porn isn't bad, just that seeing it wasn't worth dooming yourself like that. Good luck this time

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 No.112187

File: ee8d3d72cb633c1⋯.gif (89.44 KB,225x242,225:242,1511634068689.gif)

I pledge seven days.

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 No.112189

I'll pledge last two digits days

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 No.112205

>>77412

>renouncing lust

Your lust brought you into this universe, you can't escape lust.

You can only be aware of it and construe it to your wanting. You can choose the slide at the waterpark so to speak.

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 No.112244

>>112187

I failed.

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 No.112245

File: fc817e1e6d48ff3⋯.pdf (7.45 MB,God-man - the word made fl….pdf)

>>102630

According to George W. Carey's analysis of the Bible in ''God-Man the word made flesh", it's 13 months, and then you become the anointed. Or at least your pineal gland starts secreting this "sweet like honey or nectar" substance and your biochemistry is transformed (catalyzed by this, but also along the way as well).

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 No.112250

>>111781

Resounding success. Pledging another week.

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 No.112532

>>112250

Failed. Pledging until at least January 1st.

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 No.112776

File: 3a6da08745a9fd7⋯.jpg (20.39 KB,640x360,16:9,1ee0a956b47aa851b8bae123d2….jpg)

OH hell, just blew all my sexual energy out to an SOF bukkake video on xhamster. Surely that's not as bad as actual porn though, right guys? R-right?

Pledging until news years. I can make it this time, for once.

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 No.112778

>>112776

"Semen On Figurine

Commonly used on r/cummingonfigurines and videos containing a guy jacking off and cumming on a figurine *

(usually an anime figure).

Go watch that really hot SOF with Hatsune Miku!"

lol wut.

I don't even know if that's better or worse.

Y'all gotta learn how to give into higher will and draw in solar/divine light to burn your baser sexual stuff.

It helped me care a lot less/be less lusty when I dreamed about trapping in cubes and white light burning the sexual creatures inside me.

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 No.112779

>>77412

I'm pledging a week.

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 No.112783

>>112778

I'm not sure if that's porn or just retarded, morally it's not adultery, if you put it that way.

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 No.112831

File: ae24609aafdfdbf⋯.jpg (116.73 KB,900x750,6:5,nofap 3.jpg)

File: 462fba8230d18d6⋯.png (217.02 KB,1204x606,602:303,nofap 1.png)

File: 4cb71226985fee5⋯.jpg (511.89 KB,998x1219,998:1219,nofap 2.jpg)

if you arent doing nofap monkmode then you probably shouldnt even bother with any type of magic or spiritual advancement or whatever it is you're trying to do, or at least dont expect to make any significant progress.

for whatever reason, busting a nut consistently (at least once a week) just makes you unable to make real progress. from the moment you start semen retention you'll notice after just a week that you're already starting to have a much easier time with things. seminal fluid is by far one of the most important things, from a physical and nonphysical alchemical perspective, religious and spiritual perspective, and even from a modern scientific perspective. you gotta have a full sack to make progress in life. hitler didnt masturbate and trump says he hadnt masturbated since his early teens.

even if you're naturally talented with this stuff you still will have a very very hard time if you arent retaining your semen, and once you start holding it in and letting your sack fill up you'll notice huge benefits. even the mundane normies who try nofap places talk about "superpowers" and stuff like that.

if you dont practice semen retention your seriously a fucking casual and a mere hobbyist at best.

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 No.112860

>>112831

From my own research and understanding I can only agree. It all comes down to being celibate basically forever because you will find that you cannot waste your semen or else you will lose your progress and have to start from the beginning. And yeah, pledging for one day, one week or even one month is not enough…by far not enough. It takes many weeks before your body starts reabsorbing the seminal fluid and getting benefits from it, and after that until the benefits have accumulated so much that you have noticable health and superpowers and massive spiritual energy it probably takes years of being celibate without orgasming even once. So you will now either cut the bullshit and stop orgasming for good or you will stay a mundane pleb forever. Don't expect anything from one week of nofap, or even one month. But it will get easier to be celibate after the inital first few weeks. Semen is your elexier of life, don't waste it. Let it in your body until it is reabsorbed again and let it heal you and forge your soul. It's the path to immortality and being a superhuman as far as I can understand. And yeah…never let females tempt you, not in real life and not in pornographic material. Those succubus are not worthy of life and will do anything to drag you down with them. Also don't let the matrix system and the society shame you for being celibate, don't get all jelly because everyone else has orgasms and pleasure and sex. It's just an illusion and cheap short term pleasure. Let them have their silly fun and let them laugh at you, but in the end you will reap otherwordly rewards and they will succumb to the matrix. Last thing I wanna say; the real benefits start to occur after roughly 4 months of being celibate or doing no fap and not ejaculating. And after that 4 months you will still need years to fully heal and upgrade yourself because you will reap the benefits and accumulate them slowly over time. So this is why we basically can say that we should go nofap and nosex forever. I hope at least one person here has the balls do go this way, it will be definetly worth it. Let the mundane animals in the matrix do what they want and don't fall for their bullshit. They are shoveling their own grave while you build your ascension

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 No.112865

File: 49870528215338d⋯.png (303.85 KB,722x768,361:384,49870528215338d1e869454345….png)

>>112860

Back in 2015 I managed to go 5 months and 24 days without any form of ejaculation, however in this period of time there was several "close encounters" while dreaming. For a while though, even while unconscious, I managed to reject the temptation of release. However things got pretty intense at the point originally mentioned, and that particular night I had a massive wet dream and the shit got everywhere.

Is it possible to permanently retain semen in the manner you're speaking of? It looks like our bodies naturally try to expel the stuff after a certain period of time.

>tfw gonna have to start putting a sock over my penis again before I go to sleep

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 No.112868

File: 36edc30b6b7fad1⋯.gif (523.9 KB,500x620,25:31,1513657456345.gif)

>Reading various articles on semen retention

>One is using the Jews as an example, saying the reason they're far superior to all other races is because they don't masturbate

https://guardyoureyes.com/articles/tips-suggestions/item/the-benefits-of-sperm-retentionnofap

Here's the statistics he uses in his article-

>Jewish Americans are the most powerful and influential ethnic group in America.

>Jewish Americans make up 2 percent of the U.S. population yet comprise 40 percent of U.S. billionaires.

>18% of Jewish households have a net worth of $1 million or more.

>More than 55% of all Jewish Adults received a college degree and 25% earned a graduate degree.

>More than 60% of all employed Jews are in one of the three highest status job categories: professional or technical (41%), management and executive (13%) and business and finance (7%).

We have discovered the source of their power.

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 No.112870

>>112865

You have to be so convinced and so determined to be celibate that it burns into your subconscious mind. This way you will be able to say NO to any being that wants to have sex with you even in your dreams and defend yourself.

Btw I don't believe that our bodies want to expell semen after a period of time. I rather believe that astral rapists and vampires sense when you are acumulating life force and they come into your dreams where they can easily manipulate you and have sex with you, draining you of your precious life force. And when you actually go nofap for a longer period of time you surely will attract those beings, you will be like the only one glowing light among all the darkened lightbulbs because you will most likely be one of the very few, or even the only one around who practices nofap. And they will see you and come for your energy. So you can set up shields and learn to say no even in your dreams. And you do this easiest by having a very solid mindset in your wake state, without any doubt and without any weakpoint. If you even think that you may break your nofap streak for the perfect girl or after some time, or for whatever reason this will be a weakpoint and in your dreams those beings will use this weakness and manifest as your perfect girl or something like that.

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 No.112892

>>85090

tried this. wouldnt recommend it. based on the feelings that i had after orgasm during the clarity period i can say that this is a silly thing to do but at least it doesnt seem to really be all that detrimental. as far as harmfulness goes, it's not even in the same realm as actually shooting your wad, but i still consider it to be not all worth doing

i only managed to squirt out about five drops worth of jizz that didnt look like typical jizz and instead looked like a slightly more cloudy version of pre-cum, so i would say it does accomplish the goal of semen retention for the most part, yet i strongly think i would have been better off just leaving my balls undisturbed to brew on their own.

i still feel good afterwards like i didnt really lose anything but there's part of me saying that this is still not good. i went and did a thirty minute meditation immediately after just in case and i felt good and charged up. i still feel more energized from it, like the sperm energy from the orgasm went directed inside me. i tried channeling it mostly around my balls and a bit up my spine and into my head (only because it felt like it needed to go somewhere or else it would be wasted), but i wouldnt call this a net gain. like a short burst of strong energy today and then tomorrow and a few days after i'll be slightly worse than i would otherwise, but i dont know for sure. still much better than if i spilled my seed externally, but i do feel like i did actually *spill* it internally and i just luckily had some good places for it to be directed towards. i would much prefer it to have stayed in my balls undisturbed though

i feel like a took one for the team doing this. even though i had the urge to masturbate i didnt enjoy one second of it and throughout the whole (short. only lasted about a minute ffs) process i knew it was a bad idea completely but i kept going anyways (i'm sure you know what i mean). overall i think that this is not a big deal that i did (i'll never do it again though). not even remotely similar to if i had had a real relapse because if that were the case i would feel drained and probably depressed and shameful and stuff like that. right now i feel even a bit better, but again, i dont think it's worth it

this trick is like pulling over to the side of the road to eat a snack - yeah you lose a bit of time since you could have just kept driving, but at least you got to have a snack so that can maybe make it kinda worth it a full outward ejaculation would be like having you car sent backwards very far or even to the beginning

the only good application for this that i can imagine is if you wake up from a wet dream and think you're about to bust. there are not shortcuts or ways to cheat. this one is close but still no cigar, and i sensed it having a strong possibility of putting me on a downward spiral if i ever did it again

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 No.112893

File: 80d2a486303d054⋯.jpg (53.16 KB,600x900,2:3,1495475798722.jpg)

>>112860

what good reason is there for ejaculation other than to create a child? that's the only time when it is even remotely worth it, and even then i still would be careful and try to do it at a time when i can take that hit. it's good for the wife too because it will allow her to maintain her virtue assuming she was a virgin at marriage like a wife should be. once it's gone she cant get it back and she loses more and more with every fucking, especially it it's just fruitless hedonistic degenerate stuff.

i think the longest i've ever retained semen my entire life has been maybe like two weeks at most if even that during one of my previous short lived nofap runs. i first started masturbating before i even had sperm so i know i've missed out a lot, and with the internet how many children will go through the same thing? i even consider myself lucky that i was active and attractive enough to have girlfriends and whatnot (never went more than twice a day like a lot of people seem to).

you neet to be to be committed 100%. people try to say that nofap is about porn addiction, and maybe it partially is, but i think it's much better to have the primary focus on semen retention.

hardmode or monkmode is easier because if you allow yourself to have wet dreams or to have meaningless sex then you'll end up convincing yourself that if you do that then maybe just one fap wont hurt etc. you have to be fortified from every angle or else it will find a way to get through to you

i was originally going to start on jan 1 2018 but i ended up using these last couple months as a type of warm up, but since getting into it i just keep getting myself more and more determined and excited for what's to come later in the streak and it's good being free of this constant practice of draining myself to get nothing worthwhile in return. i was even gonna have sex with a girl from tinder to have one last hurrah but i decided not to despite the ease of it and my intense urges (it would obviously be a poor choice, mostly unenjoyable, waste of time, and i would regret it immediately afterwards). except for this little blunder here >>112892 i've been getting stronger and stronger and feeling more ready for whatever else is thrown at me as far as temptation is concerned

for whatever reason this current streak i'm not now seems like it will be it. i think it just comes down to having the stars aligned in some type of way - you just have to get yourself to be fully devoted 100%, plus some other stuff too i think. and try to realize that this is what's normal and good. maybe it's special in that hardly anybody else does it and the majority of normalfags walk around with a severely diminished reserve of this life force, but they are the ones who are not normal.

why anyone wouldnt be going for hardmode nofap at this point i dont know. why not pledge the rest of your life instead of pledging just a week or month?

>don't let the matrix system and the society shame you for being celibate

i cant see how it wouldnt be the opposite way around, especially with a solid streak under your belt. in fact i think the main concern for me would be finding a way of not having such a potent condescending air of smug superiority around myself if the subject were to come up

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 No.112894

>>112870

>You have to be so convinced and so determined to be celibate that it burns into your subconscious mind

good point. i'm reminded of a quote from zen buddhism or one of those things.

"~it's okay to have thoughts, but dont sit down and have tea with them"

same with nofap. realize that you are not your urges. if anything you can study them and use it as an opportunity to fortify against future attempts by them

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 No.112918

>>77412

Pledging a week, I have been trying to cut down due to a porn addiction for half of my life.

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 No.112958

File: 13c6ce94c3223b0⋯.jpg (154.18 KB,1140x640,57:32,sunflowers.jpg)

File: 0ab6884779fb274⋯.jpg (74.83 KB,539x400,539:400,sun god chariot.jpg)

File: 62b27d5e3e0ae73⋯.jpg (124.04 KB,600x705,40:47,4bae86ce7ab4b171673b921295….jpg)

alright guys i came up with what i think is potentially a great idea. here's the facts

>sunflower lecithin is a supplement that is widely known for significantly increasing the size of your loads

>you can read on many forums and articles about how well it works

>but these guys are all doing it just so they can have a better cumshot.

>as far as i know nobody has every tried it as a semen retention booster

so what do you think? will this increase the benefits of semen retention? my only concern is that maybe it only increases the volume without actually increasing the amount of sperm. but does that even matter?

i'm going to start taking 1,200 mg twice a day and see if i feel anything

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 No.112972

>>112958

Yeah you better do it and report back here. I would do it too but I'm too lazy and poor to get my hands on that stuff.

Btw today I had a dream in which I complained how much nofap is shit and how annyoing it is to be celibate. In my dream I said I would love to just fap and orgasm whenever I want and that I am too horney all the time and there is too much amazing porn and hentai out there to not use it.

I guess this really tells something…either my subconscious is not complete ready yet and I secretly wish to fap or larvae/succubus/tulpas are trying to influnece me. Either way, I shall not fail.

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 No.112980

>>112958

This is almost better than putting crystals in the microwave.

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 No.113057

>>112980

but is it better than strategically placing orgonite around my body when i sleep?

>>112972

i've done a bit more research on those silly forums. sunflower lecithin (powder is supposedly better than tablets) will pretty much double the amount of semen that you can squirt out, but said semen is thinner. to make it whiter and thicker you take l-argenine (also increases the total amount by a little bit too). these two seem to be the best ones. they dont really increase sperm by that much or even at all afaik, but semen is only like 10% sperm anyways. there's other supplements people talk about like zinc and horny goat weed but they all seem more for people who have deficiencies in testosterone or only want harder boners and whatnot.

a guy on /fit/ told me to use damiana because it's good for your balls. google said it increases sperm count. couldnt find any on amazon but i did see maca powder which supposedly increases sperm count and seminal volume. so i guess if you wanted to go all out you would take all three and then stuff like zinc if you think you need it

>do it and report back here

if i feel any effects that are undoubtedly because of the lecithin i'll definitely say something

>I would love to just fap and orgasm whenever I want and that I am too horny all the time

stop. once you quit being a slave to it you'll realize that there's much better things in life and you will start caring for them too, but you cant see them if you're always down in the murk of degeneracy

>there is too much amazing porn and hentai out there to not use it

not worth missing out on all the benefits of semen retention. i recently looked up more of the benefits as described by yoga/hindu/monk types and it strengthened my resolve a lot.

try to more thoroughly convince yourself that semen retention is the best choice; that way when urges come up you have more weapons to use against them. if you find yourself being able to convince yourself that it will be okay to fap or have sex then you probably just dont know enough or believe enough in semen retention. if you have the right frame of mind about it then you really wont even need that much willpower to resist urges

i also stopped thinking about it in terms of nofap or celibacy. you can watch porn or touch women any way you want (though it's better to play it safe and avoid those), just dont let anything touch your dick. do whatever you have to do to retain your seed and just focus mainly on that

i just tried watching some porn as a test. i got hard and watched a few videos and everything for good measure but i'm still definitely not gonna fap. i really dont even want to even though normally i would desperately be trying to convince myself that i could rub one out and it wouldnt be a problem. it's weird how easy it is to resist the urge now; like they dont even phase me. (the porn is still on my mind i shouldnt have watched it. still not even thinking about fapping though)

it did take many failures to get here and i remember many times i would fight it but eventually give in and then spend time post-orgasm trying to convince myself to never do it again but i would always relapse regardless. for whatever reason now though i'm having a much better time with it. the only difference i can think of is that i've been reading a lot more about the benefits lately and have become much more resolute in this endeavor because of the readings and my responses to them.

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 No.113071

>>113057

Don't worry I have the strange feeling that this time I will be free finally. I have been trying to become celibate at least one year, always doing nofap and always failing and falling back. But now I am very convinced about the various benefits of semen retention. Everytime I failed my nofap pledge it was easier next time and I could always abstain a little longer. And also every time I was a little more disgusted with porn and with myself and saw it for what it is. I think finally I am at the point of permanent celibacy. Btw I just looked at porn too and even tried to fap to it but I could barely get a boner or get aroused enough which is very unusual for me.

Elixier of life, here I come. It is time I start to work on my energy body and my occult powers. It will take a very long time for me to really notice the amazing benefits of semen retention, but I can wait. Once you are there, it is worth it. I would still suggest not to touch women or look at porn ever again, just to make sure. Even if you think you are immune now. I fell for the trap way too often before.

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 No.113121

File: 495487daeecbea1⋯.jpg (334.33 KB,900x523,900:523,The Garden of Earthly Deli….jpg)

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>>113071

yeah you still gotta be careful no matter what. if you do feel the urge remember that giving in is not good and it wont be good no matter how you go about it. you can light candles and put down rose petals and plan the evening days in advance and it will still be bad. even if you come up with a best possible hypothetical scenario where everything goes perfectly; think through it a little bit more and you'll realize that that too wont end well in any way and you'll feel nothing but immense regret and shame afterwards.

these types of urges can make you very delusional. when you're under the influence it's easy to try convincing yourself to throw your progress out the window but you gotta have faith in the right path, and if you can just fight them off for five or ten minutes then they'll be gone and you'll feel silly that you had them in the first place. you have to constantly stay on the other side of them

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 No.113134

>>112972

>I shall not fail

That should be "I shall succeed". You should know how negatives work in that sense if you've been here long enough to understand how important this is.

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 No.113158

>>113134

You are right of course, thanks very much.

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 No.113233

So what are the benefits of renouncing lust?

I try to do it to reaffirm/strenghten my willpower, but is there anything more to iy?

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 No.113555

File: c9f377e302c5263⋯.jpg (151.74 KB,960x956,240:239,1511811568545.jpg)

I've been doing this without posting for a while but clearly need an extra shove. I'm pledging 1 month and invoking the element of fire. Thanks for letting me be a part of this meme.

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 No.113566

>>113233

There is a lot more to it. I don't know if it's helpful to you when I just post all the benefits. It is best when one get's the deep realization about all the benefits himself. It took me lots of months and studying TONS of material to get to the realization that being celibate forever is the only way. I also failed over and over again for over a year until I was finally strong enough to pull it through.

So yes it's definetly worth it, but I won't go into all the stuff here (again). You will not believe me or be as compelled anyway if you don't find out yourself.

All I say is that semen is pure life energy and it is very bad to waste it. Ever.

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 No.113570

pledging brahmacharya forever.

http://hinduonline.co/DigitalLibrary/SmallBooks/practicebrahmacharyaEng.pdf

one of the best book on celibacy that includes the theory of how to transmute sexual energy into Ojas. The yoga asanas i tried myself they work 100%. i can feel the energy flowing into my crown chakra. very good book.

fasting + yoga + meditation + satvic diet + actively thinking about the divine = best ways to achieve perfect celibacy. if you dont transmute and if you look at women in a lustful way you commit adultery as Lord Christ said. You only get frustration and restlessness. If you want all the benefits of celibacy you should have a chaste look and mind added to nofap and transmutation.

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 No.113613

File: 3dd3fbfa1e1784e⋯.jpg (15.47 KB,185x312,185:312,robin-wood-04258[1].jpg)

It's only Monday and I already feel like I need to masturbate but I'm pledging at least until Monday next week.

At this point in order not to have sexual thoughts I not only have to stay away from porn but also from regular interaction with females, or watching pictures of cute girls, or doing anything that puts images of women in my head anyhow. I'm utterly unable to fight these urges, so it seems that i am going to have to cut out from society altogether if i don't want to end up falling into the trap again.

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 No.113648

I made it to 34 days and then relapsed. Since then, record been nearly a week. I am pledging from now (Jan 2) to next month (Feb 2) and if I make it, I'll go beyond

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 No.113650

>>113613

Don't worry mundane. The collective enlightened energy from all wizards of this sacred place alone will help you immensly to become celibate. It is only hard in the beginning, just keep at it and stay with us.

>>113648

lmao faggot how did you relapse being so far in? You already had the hardest part behind you. Maybe you should endulge less in braindead mundane entertainment where you get hypnotized with hot succubus

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 No.113904

Taking this back to the front page so everyone can stay strong.

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 No.113920

File: 78cfdb287e0bf8a⋯.jpg (155.83 KB,1280x720,16:9,d1aefb730a88c0bfbbb06d8992….jpg)

I bought some pills that prevent wet dreams,

now I can go as long as I decide without ejeculating.

WHAT do I DO WITH all that sexual energy?

will it gradually make each chakra spin all the way up to the brain??

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 No.113922

File: 6cb3f44df9d76c4⋯.jpg (77.01 KB,500x375,4:3,tumblr_o7t5l5DvDX1uco247o1….jpg)

be quite honest with me lads;if I dont ejeculate for months will I murder my torturing social anxiety?

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 No.113923

>>113920

>pills

Yep, that's what tantric masters use.

WEAK.

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 No.113925

>>113923

please answer my second question?

;if I dont ejeculate for months will I murder my torturing social anxiety?

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 No.113942

>>113057

update: sunflower lecithin seems to be working well. i cant say for sure whether or not it's just the streak that i'm on or the lecithin, but i do think that the lecithin is definitely helping. i'm going to continue taking it every day

>>113925

a month of semen retention with a bit of meditation will probably help much more than anything else

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 No.113945

>>113942

i do the white skeleton meditation.

i just want a normie life without harming anyone TBQH

i want girls to chase me but to never give in

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 No.113948

>>113922

if you're asking if nofap makes socialization easier; yes and that's a weird way to ask that question. have you smoked weed? because that's basically the same effect social as ejaculation. Harder to talk, harder to make eye contact, etc.

>>113945

>i do the white skeleton meditation.

spooky

what the hell is a white skeleton meditation lol

>>113920

>WHAT do I DO WITH all that sexual energy? will it gradually make each chakra spin all the way up to the brain??

lightly clench pelvic floor muscles, bring the energy up the spine carefully, hold the tongue to above/behind the teeth, draw the energy down from the head to the belly, where you can let it sink into the lower dantien (below belly button).

if you have too much energy you can release it from the bottoms of the feet, and/or draw it downward using the point on the spine opposite the belly button.

>>113648

>and if I make it, I'll go beyond

https://youtu.be/U4pMQv46vz4?t=48s

"and *this*… IS TO GO EVEN FURTHER BEYOND"

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 No.113949

>>113570

>if you look at women in a lustful way you commit adultery as Lord Christ said

ugh I feel that's so cheesy but I can't refute it other than feeling adultery is a silly term/stigma.

Definitely a waste of energy to fantasize though, and it'll affect your and their energy in subtle ways

I mean sure it's not great to do it with just anyone, but why not have sex with some people you like/love?

Taoists don't have such stigmas.

Sex is a portal to the divine, whether masturbation or with someone else.

Semen retention and energy transmutation is absolutely necessary though; creation energy is meant to be drawn upward and used to create, and it's not realistic to use it to make children often.

and celibacy is fine/good for enough time as needed until the energy suffuses the body enough. a few months to a year should be enough time to flood the entire body with enough energy so as to be high all the time.

well. if my experience is enough to go on, anyway.

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 No.113950

>>113949

>masturbation is a portal to the divine

also

please

stop

typing

like

this

you're giving people actual real cancer. i'm not joking

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 No.113953

>>113950

indeed. I blame it on being vata af.

>masturbation is a portal to the divine

with self-love and not lust/fantasizing about others, I should add.

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 No.113959

>>113920

cycle it around your body, create with it, transform it to general energy, etc. All of this is done via intention and will.

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 No.114027

>>113555

Beat my previous best and then a material succubus appeared to tempt me and I succumbed. Renewing my pledge for a month starting yesterday.

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 No.114171

Achieved 6 days after years of daily masturbation.

Posting here as a remainder that it just isn't worth it.

Pledging a week.

So, checking in next Tuesday.

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 No.114223

>>113233

Becoming completely immune to lust would supposedly unlock the siddhis of the Swadisthana chakra

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 No.114513

>>114171

Relapsed on the very last day.

At least I lasted one more day than last time.

Pledging another week.

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 No.114519

>>114513

Holy shit what the fuck. How is it so hard to keep the pledge and simply refraining from one degenerate activity? You even were on the last day god damnit.

>don't watch porn

>leave your hand out of your pants

It's that simple. What the fuck made you fail? What in the world could cause you to fail? Did you literally get raped by a succubus?

Did someone violently make you watch porn and jerk off? I don't get, how can a faggot be this weak? Is it even possible to have such low will power? It's like having minus stats on will.

Next time you will do it. You will never reap the real rewards if you don't go at least 1-2 years straight without ejaculating. You either want the rewards and you fucking do it or Don't. There is no inbetween, no half-assing, no trying. Because everything that is not success is failure. It makes me sick to see how weak willed and addicted modern cucks are to degeneracy, it's like they are fucking women. Earn to evolve and be immortal, or earn to dissolve and die. Your choice pussy

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 No.114521

>>114519

>it's like they are fucking women

Maybe they are…?

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 No.114524

>>114519

Five bucks says you can't even properly curse or bless someone.

Or are you just "loosh farming" to get to that point? Ah, don't bother. This place is rife with the ilk of initiates proclaiming their prowess as adepts anyway.

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 No.114525

>doing nofap January at the very least

So far so good lads. Its starting to get difficult though.

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 No.114526

>>113948

>if you have too much energy

>release it from the bottoms of the feet

And why would I want that? I thought having high energy was the point.

>>114027

>material succubus

The fuck does that mean? One materialized out of thin air?

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 No.114534

I lost count but I probably am at around 10 days of abstinence. My will has definitely gotten a lot stronger and I'm also quite noticeably less moody. Needless to say it feels amazing to be free of that degenerate crap. I pledge one month.

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 No.114538

Hey guys I keep kept fapping like 5 times a day then took a break then went to fapping once or twice a day.

My thoughts are all over the place about this matter but I want to transition to a superior form of sexual indulgence and my plan is to ween myself off of porn by looking it as much as needed, then trying to go away from it, and call up stuff in memory or imagination, then fap to that.

As for the celibacy thing I've done it for long periods of time and I think it's fine for other people but my experience is just no benefits. I feel I have to develop sexuality and try to get good at it.

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 No.114539

>>114538

Oh also I plan to create entities out of the sexual lust and to have sex with them and to observe and take notes of the whole thing and find out what good can potentially come from it.

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 No.114557

File: ab0ab17f59cd2ba⋯.jpg (88.16 KB,655x525,131:105,failure[1].jpg)

I'm physically incapable of exercising restraint. Give me twenty minutes alone and I'll use them to masturbate.

I think I need to change my lifestyle drastically if I want to stop masturbating. Clearly I don't have the will power to do it on my own. I'm too weak and my life is too empty so jerking off every day seems like a perfectly reasonable way to waste my time. And it feels good, better than talking to people or studying or meditating.

I'm not pledging any number of days, I know I will fail. I'm just venting out my frustrations. I wish I wasn't such a disgusting wanker.

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 No.114562

File: 5e06138b2194b53⋯.pdf (2.28 MB,Taoist-Secrets-of-Love-Cul….pdf)

From Thanksgiving to right after Christmas I had a 30 day streak going. My downfall was deciding to look at porn again. Within minutes my hand was on my dick and within seconds of that I was ejaculating. Immediately felt awful and drained. Proceeded to jerk off a few more times within the next 48 hours.

Now I'm on a run from December 28th, nearly 3 weeks now. Someone on cuckchan posted this PDF of Chia Mantak's philosophy on ejaculation. I read it and have been doing the exercises daily. Moving the chi/energy/whatever from the penile area up the spine pretty much eliminates the constant urge to jerk off or fuck something. If I go a day without doing the big draw or sending the energy up my spine, I start to feel ravenous for stimulation.

I've noticed that I'm talking to women now, which for me is a good thing. I'm trying to move away from fucking whores and jerking off, from being a slave to the loosh farmers. I'm not opposed to meeting a quality femalimg and becoming intimate. This PDF also encourages that, sans ejaculation.

Do what you will with it; it's helping me tremendously.

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 No.114563

>>114557

A stop to this habbit once you realize for what it truely is. You are doing it more or less unconscious until now and you use it as an escape mechanism which wouldn't be that bad in itself if it was another topic like tea addiction or sth. But semen retention is very important so you have to figure it out.

In order to get the realization you must study and meditate and really think about it. Think about the nature of your addiction, think about the fact that it doesn't come from you. Is it an automated habit in your subconscious that is controlling you and next to impossible to override with will? Or is it a tulpa/larvae/succubus inducing this behaviour in order to feed off of you and survive? Maybe it's both.

Think about what you really like about masturbating. Do you like the distraction, do you like the orgasm? Realize that the short temporary pleasure is never worth the long term benefits of being actually filled with pure life force and becoming ze ubermensch. Do you like looking at female pissholes? Realize that they are only dirty, smelly and slimy fleshy constructions that are in reality more disgusting than attractive. Same goes for asses and tits. realize they are not worth it to fuck yourself up this badly.

Realize that you are running on empty when you masturbate so often, you will evolve(or better devolve) to the lowest lifeform you can be without actually dying because your energy tank, your vital life force reservoirs are constanly empty. Realize you live the existence of a husk, a half dead, drained being because you waste all your energy without giving you the time to regenerate and energize yourself.

Analyze thyself and know thyself. Without deep internal realization you will never break out of the addiction, no willpower will help you.

You don't even have to talk to people or to meditate, just play videogames and go to the gym. Let your semen in your balls, that's most important. Over the months your ballsack will be so full that your body starts to reabsorb the semen again, and that's when you start healing yourself. First you heal with the elexier of life that is in your balls, then when you not a zmbie husk anymore that is barely running on empty you will start to develop superhuman powers.

Women can't do that obviously and this is why they are such low life succubus. They will do everything to get to your mighty life energy and your elexier of life in your balls, they will do everything to drain you. This is when you will be tested by life itself if you are worthy or not. Give the demons your semen and sex energy and stay half dead or use it yourself to ascend. Your decision.

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 No.114564

Might as well add that "wet dreams" worries and excuse are bullshit. I read often people write "your body naturally releases semen in its sleep" and this is the biggest bullshit lie ever. It's an escuse so lame and unworthy of us that we shall not even think about it any longer. There is no natural semen release, what happens is you get raped by incubus in your dream when you save up enough life force. All wet dreams are incubus or succubus, they are NOT NATURAL. Being of strong will and keeping shields in place and generally living a lifestyle that repels negative spirits helps.

We live in a degenerate society that is full of those incubus spirits and thought forms that want your energy because there is so much sex and porn addiction and loosh farming going on, there are so many of those rape spirits lurking around and while you might not ever encounter one or get a wet dream, chances are high that most of us will. When you start being celibate they are drawn to you like moth to a flame. Prepare thyself and know about them. When you get advanced enough you will not get wet dreams (anymore) because you will too strong for those negative semen demon spirits. Just keep at it, no matter if you had a wet dream or not. Never give up, never give in to those demons.

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 No.114587

I pledge to never watch porn again across an infinite lifetimes and to not jerk it for at least 90 days

was at 75 but stopped keeping track and things slowly fell back.

180 after 90 have been reached

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 No.114603

File: 803ceb25607411a⋯.gif (118.42 KB,366x414,61:69,1472082157078.gif)

>>114564

>succubus and incubus are not natural

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 No.114630

>>114564

Do angels also go around loosh farming people doing no-fap?

Years go I was nearing 1 month of not fapping and one night I had an extremely vivid dream of doing lewd stuff with a heavenly looking woman who had pure white skin and hair. It invoked a feeling of comfort/love I've never experienced in the waking world. I'm not sure if it was a semen demon or not.

She did not seem evil or malicious in any way, instead the complete opposite.

How do you defend your self from semen demons at night?

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 No.114637

>>114630

If you have been around here for a while you must surely have learned that negative beings can hide themselves behind pleasant forms and pretend to be angels and all that stuff. They can trick you into feeling immense love and of course most people fall for it. No truely positive being will farm you for loosh, have sex with you and make you do things that you wouldn't want to do, in your waking state or in your sleep state. It's those same loosh farming faggots who will pretend to be angels and come for you after your death. Be not deceived my friend, this divine love yoi are feeling does not come from them, it comes from you. See those loosh sucking parasites for what they are. If you do nofap any real positive being will know and respect that, no one of them will fuck you.

How to protect from them? The regular anti-neg procedure helps (read robert bruces 'practical psychic swlf defense') and else you must develop strong determination and will power. Keep going no matter what. Your will must be so strong that you say no to rape spirits even in your dream. Determination and Will are key

But for real those parasites pretending to be angels is a big problem that deceives many of us. Not only in terms of nofap but in general. Mediums and 'light worker' and 'healer' are easily deceived too

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 No.114638

>>114630

Btw when you said woman with pure white skin and hair I immediatly thought of Lilith and what I read about demons or "Enkis" in "Joy of Satan". It may have been some higher (demon) loosh farmer from the Hyle, one of the demiurge who keep us here and farm us. Not sure if it was the actual Lilith herself but who cares, those beings are not your friends and will farm you.

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 No.114650

File: 9aa8c044205c60a⋯.png (8.86 KB,497x421,497:421,Unbenannt.PNG)

I DECLARE THAT I WILL NO LONGER MASTURBATE EXCEPT ON SUNDAYS

I jerk off almost daily, I think a good start is not quitting masturbation altogether but trying to limit the amount of time dedicated to the task. Make it a chore. So I'm now going to masturbate exclusively on Sundays, exclusively at 2pm, exclusively to my imagination.

I do not consent to having any sexual thoughts or succubus visits any other day of the week. At any given moment, if I find myself feeling like I could just pull my junk out and have a quick one, I will remember that my purpose in life is not wasting my energy and time doing barbaric stuff but rather learning and studying and refining my knowledge and becoming more and more a role model for myself. If I'm lying on bed, ready to go to sleep, and feel like browsing porn "just for fun" like I always do, I will remember that staying strong is better than succumbing to the temptation, and I will conquer this addiction. If I'm alone and want to take 20 minutes for a quick wank, I'll play 30 minutes of a fun videogame instead, or read a book (I have a lot of stuff to read, I don't have time to jerk off!)

2018 IS THE YEAR I FINALLY STOP BEING SUCH A WANKER

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 No.114653

>>78135

>For example, now whenever I see a girl dressed in a similar way as the whores did, I don't think if she is/isn't a whore, I ask myself in which brothel does she work.

That's actually a redpill. Now you know how to diferentiate between pure girls and whores who do it for free. At least the prostitutes are honest and don't give you disinfo.

Know you can know how to counter the slut disinfo. Thanks to the prostitute. Make use of that.

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 No.114654

>>114637

>>114638

>Lilith

I'm not sure how I should feel about that. The only other detail I can really remember is she had smallish breasts. Does that fit the description?

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 No.114656

>>114654

I don't know about Liliths tits. The women in your dream might as well have been Astaroth. To be honest it could be about anything since most of those beings can adjust their appearance. Satan himself could appear to you as a woman and fuck you lmao.

But since you said it was a very vivid experience and you felt immense comfort and love I think we can agree that this was not your plain old regular succubus but a being of higher order.

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 No.114678

>>114656

So what do I make of this? Is this a bad thing?

Also whats the down side of succubi? I thought you had to summon them instead of them just appearing to grab your loosh.

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 No.114687

>>114678

Read the thread, read all the books, think about this yourself. Is this good or bad? educate yourself about the realities and the state of the world and your part in it.

And all those people who want to summon succubus are degenerates who are slaves to larvae and their lower animal desires and somehow end up here, all they care about is to learn how to create a tulpa or summon succubus to have sex with. We shall not care about such low-lifes here, for clearly they don't know what they are doing.

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 No.114688

>>114687

Hey man I never said I wanted to summon one, I'm wondering whats the worst that can happen if one of them tripped and fell on my dick?

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 No.114689

>>114027

Restarting.

>>114526

If I go 3+ days without masturbating, women start coming on to me wherever I go.

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 No.114690

>>114526

Also to address the other half of your post, not that it was directed at me, if you have more energy than you're used to handling at a time your body can have a negative reaction to it. I've burnt the backs of my hands several times from energy spiking since awakening.

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 No.114691

>>114630

Alternate interpretation of your post: Sex in dreams generally represents a combining of forms. Two beings becoming one. If it's sex with another person, that could indicate that you need to work together closely with them (even if not necessarily in the context of a romantic/sexual relationship).

If, on the other hand, it's something that could be interpreted as your idealized female form (or close to one, if you have multiple tastes) then I would interpret that as you coming together with your inner femininity rather than projecting it (as in porn).

That is to say: You probably aren't so big that you attracted a genuine being, but rather you have recognized a part of yourself that has been living in the Shadow (per Jung) for a long time.

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 No.114692

>>114603

The post said that wet dreams are not natural, succubi and incubi cause wet dreams.

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 No.114695

>>114692

Indeed.

>>114691

Of course this interpretation can be true too. I guess you can take what feels right for you, just like I do. I hope this doesn't get too confusing for you >>114688. Also what is the worst that can happen if a succubus falls on your dick? You lose life force energy and, if you ejaculate, your progress get's reset, that's all. It may be no big deal at all, but it also may be very much a big deal. All depends on you. For me it would be a big deal but some people do not care at all. I am all about brewing the elixier of life inside your balls over time and then reabsorbing it into the body to heal and evolve and become the superhuman and that includes not ejaculating for months and years. Some people do not believe in this stuff or simply don't care or are too weak for this and bring up excuses, everyone his own I guess. I go my own way and so should you. That's why I always say that you should think for yourself, make your own theories and most important read, educate yourself and get knowledge that will help you chose your own philosophy and your own path.

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 No.114719

I haven't masturbated in 2018. I wouldn't turn down sex at this stage, but I can at least curb masturbation.

>>81155

This, my body is exploding with energy.

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 No.114731

>>81160

now THIS is podracing!

>>81198

ejaculation is what fucks it up.

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 No.114742

>>114719

I haven't fapped all year either. I've had high energy up until last night, where it started decreasing. And today I have practically zero.

What happened? Where did my loosh go?

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 No.114743

>>114742

Sometimes you just have low energy days. You cannot expect to be in hardcore mode your whole life without a break just because you go celibate. Just like with everything in life, there are cycles. Nofap doesn't mean you will never have bad days or low energy days. You still get all the beneifts from nofap, so don't worry.

Your low energy can come from insufficent sleep time, or bad diet, or even the weather. There can be tons of other reasons. Also be aware that it might only be a lowering of testosterone in your body. You know when you go celibate, there is a testosterone spike in your body after the first week where you feel highly energized, but then it goes away and you feel low again or at least normal. The testosterone spike will repeat itself quite some times during nofap until it settles to a medium level, as far as I know, and you might just be in one of those descreasing phases. It's all cool man, the benefits are still there and you will feel amazing again. Your loosh is always with you

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 No.114776

>>80695

>99.99% of women are whores

>the rest are too deformed to sell sex

Happy now?

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 No.114777

>>81343

>>103877

Though I know I'll regret this, please elaborate.

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 No.114784

What happens to the potential of one's lust-energy if one becomes a eunuch (or gets their testicles removed for medical purposes)?

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 No.114785

File: daf2508ddbed5b8⋯.jpg (31.85 KB,600x600,1:1,daf2508ddbed5b8578bf558f7f….jpg)

>tfw you have gone 19 full days without fapping

>there are lewds posted everywhere

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 No.114790

>>114653

You seem to be implying that all non-pure girls will make sure to signal that to you by dressing like a whore. No matter how lowly your views are regarding women, do you truly believe that all impure women will let you know that they're impure?

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 No.114798

Ok I'm pledging nofap until I find a GF. the first few days are always the hardest. if I don't need to think about sex then I don't want to. Good luck to me

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 No.114826

>>114790

Do pure women exist these days? How do you spot a crypto whore?

I don't mean to sound like a MGTOW fag but it seems like all women these days are corrupted in mind, body, and soul.

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 No.114886

End of Week #3, what can I do with all this energy? I don't know how much longer I can keep the succubi away.

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 No.114890

>>114826

Most are, yes. You could perfectly manifest into your life the ideal greenpilled gf, anyways. No need to settle for mundies.

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 No.114892

>>114890

And how would such a thing work? Would a perfect waifu just poof into existence?

Or perhaps fate just brings a waifu of a certain description to cross paths with yours? Greenpill me on the perfect waifu question, Anon.

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 No.114898

File: 36c6283a3cfcc3d⋯.jpg (23.08 KB,564x702,94:117,d07b5cef9d6ed7806091c3ed35….jpg)

>>114892

The ideal partner for you is already out there. You just need to bring her to you, either by mundane means or synchronicity.

The later requires you to realize that reality is what you make yourself believe it is. This is in accordance with one of the laws of the universe. For every outside effect/thing you see in the physical realm there is an inner cause for it, and that inner cause is in essence the power of your inner world, your thoughts, emotions, beliefs. Want proof of this? Look at your circumstances, and take notice of how they resonate with your inner world.

All of this is possible because you are connected to the Universal Mind Source. An all pervading force which permeates the Universe completely. Everything is connected and is one, and as such, you already have access to anything you can think of because of your direct connection to it. Bring something into your reality you say? All you have to do is to resonate with the ideal you want to bring into your life. That's all to it. You hold the ideal, and the Universe will do anything in its power to bring it to you. You want to bring about mastery of one's animalistic desires? You can have that. You want a qt3.14 goth gf to LARP all day with? You can have her, you just have to master this one Truth.

Wew. Reckon I got ahead of myself with that wall of text. Anyhow, there's the Reality Creation thread if you want to know more about how you can use this process efficiently.

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 No.114910

>>114898

>The ideal partner for you is already out there. You just need to bring her to you

LIES! THERE ARE NO ANIME WAIFUS IRL! GO AWAY EVIL MAN!

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 No.114916

>>114898

>>114890

Why do you come into the celibate thread, faggot? So in your mind it is ok to harvest some loosh just to waste it again for a woman and keep wasting it? Are you completely blind or what's up with you? Look at the text in the OP picture. It says "DO NOT FALL IN LOVE WITH GIRLS OR THEIR DEVIL VAGINA MAGIC". Do you even understand what this thread is for, or are you just another mundane with too much time on his hands who feels like he needs to express his bullshit wisdom? You are not helping this guy, it's the opposite.

>>114826

>Do pure women exist these days?

No, never had. Maybe in spirit realms or on other planets tho.

>I don't mean to sound like a MGTOW fag but it seems like all women these days are corrupted in mind, body, and soul.

Well guess what, even tho most MGTOWs seem to be degenerate whiny losers we have to admit they figured out women pretty damn good. They don't say AWALT for no reason. All women are like that.

>>114892

There is no perfect waifu. Do not fall for this new age demiurgic bullshit. You will only regret it. You have only one job, one fucking job and that's to keep your semen inside you. Stay strong anon and do not fall for silly lies of mundanes. Your ego craves for female companionship but just like everyone else here we have to transcend our neediness and free ourselves from the bonds and desires of the ego. Will is the opposite of desire and it will prevail eventually. If you fall for the lies you will suffer as a consequence.

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 No.114917

>>114886

You are supposed to send this energy up into your body and transmute it into other faculties, or store it in your lower energy storage center. You are not supposed to just let the energy accumulate in your sex parts or the sacral charkra.

Read the recommended books, read this thread and other celibate threads, google for videos how to raise your energy. It's around here everywhere, don't be so helpless. "Personal Power" is a book where in a pretty late chapter is explained how to transmute it your sex energy. There is also a book called "multiorgasmic man" or sth where the process is described too.

>take deep breaths

>visualize your sex energy coming from your crotch and going up into your whole body or whatever part you want it to go to.

>feel the energy as much as possible rising

>clench your pelvic muscles to help the energy rise to your lower dantain or into your brain or third eye or whatever

fuck, don't waste it, transmute it into health, creativity and power. read up on this shit. happy searching

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 No.114918

>>114917

whatever you do, the real important part is semen so don't waste it no matter what. not on perfect waifu, nawalt, succubus or whatever the fuck

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 No.114919

>>114916

I'm sorry faggot but I'm not ready to transcend into that level of wizardry. Just going one month without fapping is a huge leap by its self. The primary motive for almost everyone doing nofap is to become motivated to find a gf. I know its mundane, but without nobody would even attempt something like this. I've seen how hard people argue to rationalize chronic fapping, you can't expect people to go from giving into every temptation to gaining complete mastery over them selves in one swoop.

By doing nofap some people will begin to realize that there is something more than just physical loss of nutrition and dopamine desensitization when they chronically masturbate, and may end up on the path to being greenpilled.

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 No.114920

>>114916

>he lets women siphon the loosh out of him

Silly mundane. If you can stay celibate for 100 years but you are still unable to retain your male juices whilst engaging in glorious love making, you still have a long way to go in your path towards sexual mastery.

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 No.114921

>>114919

You think you will find a gf because of nofap? That's the dream everyone has and it doesn't work that way. Your aim must be self improvement and you must do it for yourself, not a gf. No matter how much nofap you do, any girl will still smell the pathetic faggot inside you and be repelled by you. That's why all the loser who do nofap are still single loser even after months and report nothing has changed fore them. Girls are attracted to guys who really do not give a fuck and who care for self improvement, who are not needy and desperate inside and who are not insecure.

It is better you start with the right reasons right away and cut all the beginner bullshit. If you do nofap for the right reason, if you actually know what you are doing only then will girls come to you in masses. But then, oh the irony, of course you will reject them. And they will want you even more. So you better forget about gf and focus on the real reasons, my plugged-in munade friend. No matter if you want a gf or not. It's kinda the same as sigil work, you make the sigil and forget about it afterwards, then it will fullfil itself. Same with girl, you forget about them and they will come.

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 No.114922

>>114920

>sexual mastery.

top kek.

>muh white tantra

>muh inability to leave my animal desires behind

There is no glorious love making, either you are transcending or you are a mundane degenerate. Montalk said it very well in one of his youtube comments. There is no half-assing. I understand it is very hard to let go of lust, but we will all get there eventually

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 No.114923

>>114921

There is no reason for you to discourage others making an effort to elevate them selves because they don't agree with you on everything. I never implied that it was my personal primary motivation, I was talking about the mundanes who would entertain this idea.

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 No.114926

>>114923

I encourage to go down the right path right away since the possibility is there, I would never discourage someone from making an effort to better themselves.

Everyone should make the effort, but why not doing it right from the start?

Btw I thought about this >>114898. I am celibate who doesn't want a partner…does that make my ideal partner a girl who is also celibate and doesn't want a partner? By your logic my ideal partner is out there…but this is a paradox. How does it make sense? How can two people who are celibate and do not want partner attract eachothers as partners? So either not everyone has the perfect partner for them out there or I made a mistake in my reasoning…or you are just full of shit. Btw I really do not believe there is a perfect partner for me. I am not green pilled nor red pilled or indigo pilled. What I am there isn't even a pill name for, and I can guarantee you there is no woman who is same pilled as me.

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 No.114934

>>114926

Or perhaps your ideal partner's ideal partner is a celibate wizard who would live in the same house but never do anything lewd together.

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 No.114938

>>114934

Would that make them… celib-mates?

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 No.114941

>>114938

Theres these weird asexual women who have zero sex drive, sounds like a perfect match for Anon. They could live together so they don't look weird for being forever alone, split expenses, and maybe even enjoy the tax benefits of marriage. They could become close friends, do greenpilled stuff together, while never even holding hands once.

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 No.114944

>>114941

I guess. I converted my girlfriend from being functionally asexual to being perfectly sexual, so long as it involves the two of us, so I assume one might be able to perform the same operation in reverse. Sounds like a solid business partnership, like when gay guys would marry lesbians for the benefits. Smart thinking.

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 No.114972

File: e264bdbcdcc91dd⋯.png (349.38 KB,500x500,1:1,0fa0f7cf3e47df9d7b67f55a79….png)

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 No.114974

>>114944

Your girlfriend is fucking someone else and you know it.

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 No.115001

>>114972

She wasn't greenpilled when she wasn't sexual in the first place, it was the result of a history of abuse rather than conscious practice. Chastity without intent or direction is not even chastity, just inability.

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 No.115002

>>114974

Chad-virgin value systems are for those who are sex-obsessed and oversocialized. You overesteem other people.

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 No.115004

>>114513

Achieved a week.

Pledging another one.

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 No.115092

>>115004

Need some help.

I'm 2 days into my second week.

I just woke up from a sex related dream, and I ejaculated in my sleep.

It felt incredibly good, wqy more powerful than when I masturbate.

I'm pretty sure this won't affect my will, I'm pretty determined to never masturbate evever again.

But is this normal?

Does it reset the counter?

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 No.115101

>>115092

This happened to me last week. I don't buy the narrative of it being a succubus or etheral loosh farmers, as I forcefully took the female in my dream. The ejaculation woke me up and was cut short, but I still lost at least two tablespoons worth. Took note that I was lying face down and my dick was pressed against the warmest part of my sleeping arrangements.

Don't count it as a loss, count it as a necessary part of healing yourself from constantly masturbating.

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 No.115194

>>115101

Alright, thanks.

Would you happen to know anything about intense lower abdomen?

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 No.115264

Pledging a week.

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 No.115378

Pledging from 1-30-18 → 3-2-18 wish me luck..

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 No.115384

I pledge two weeks. This is the longest I've ever abstained, wish me luck.

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 No.115414

>>115378

Ended up failing.. Trying again. Pledging the month of February.

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 No.115482

My first serious attempt at nofap failed today. I lasted a bit over a month. I will resume it now, for a minimum of two months.

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 No.115683

Does fapping in the astral count? Did it for the first time last night. I haven't fapped in months so I hope I didn't fuck up.

Also wondering if this is something I should suppress as I'd like to truly renounce lust or facilitate as an outlet. I hardly feel any lust in my waking life at all.

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 No.115695

>>115683

you can fap into your mind as a concept. the sexual energy will go to your mind-faculty and it will power up.

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 No.115696

>>115695

>>115683

but always keep a tight reign over your sexual energies. when you fap and are not very aware your energies can go to feed what or whomever and you won't realize it.

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 No.115697

>>115696

this happens because sexual energies are in the body and are released when you orgasm.

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 No.115709

Pledging a week.

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 No.115715

I pledge 8 days.

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 No.115718

I pledge an hour

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 No.115719

>>115718

I ffailed

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 No.115759

Already at 1 week today. Not really sure why I decided to stop, but I feel like keeping it up just to see what happens if nothing else. I've gone weeks many times before, but never had a wet dream. Also curious about all them superpower gains and regular gains and what have you.

>>115194

Yes. I've heard they are more intense than the upper abdomen, but also lower.

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 No.116227

Pledging a week.

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 No.116304

Thank you everyone itt and stay strong. I'm at 24 hours and will be retaining semen and abstaining from imageboards until at least March 29th.

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 No.116596

I failed… starting back at it now. I pledge one full month.

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 No.116612

File: f8031f30bd80fa4⋯.jpg (52.85 KB,466x500,233:250,I_a52bc8_1274995.jpg)

I can't even begin to believe why people still fall for this shitty meme.

Y'all are aware that the purpose of this meme was simply to create a batch of anguished, sexually-repressed virgins or incels that would be easy to control and lead on certain paths, right? Like certain ideologies that promote a voice of violence towards groups of people, aye?

By all means, keep subjugating yourself to this abstract form of personal torture for an end result that can be achieved through other means as well. For energy problems, y'all ever think you might just wanna eat food that promotes male health and possibly take a night to kick up your damn exercise regime? Of course not. If you still have issues touching your toes then nofap is honestly the least of your concerns.

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 No.116616

>>116612

My boi, the problem is we'll never know if it's the right way to be celibate or if we can masturbate and have sex. The only real worthwile reason to be celibate is to forge your soul and attain Gnosis and evolve your magick/superpowers, everything else is unimportant (like more confidence, better skin and all this shit).

How do we know if we actually forge our soul through celibacy or we live in delusion? I don't think we can really, at least not until some years have passed but more liely not even in this lifetime. So either take the risk of failing at Gnosis and masturbating and being stuck here in this shithole of a planet, possibly even devolving in the next life and having no more chance to attain Gnosis, or take no risk and torture yourself with celibacy. I think it makes more sense to be celiabte, no risks, either nothing happens or huge reward (superpowers, Gnosis, Freedom from the Matrix). Also you get to practice self-control and detachment from the flesh and lust, become less mundane which is a nice bonus in itself.

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 No.116630

>>116616

Your definition is heavily based on your perception of reality. Sadly, I do not share this outlook and cannot empathize with your ideals. If the end of this life is all but speculation then I will simply speculated that my afterlife/reincarnation/hereafter will be what I wish of it. That is the only truth I have found, we make what we want to see.

You believe your heightened control will be your strength? Who is to say that such essence of control is simply just the opposite of human nature? What if we come from something orderly simply to take a break as something less so? Do you play videogames of your current existence or do you play something more invigorating?

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 No.116631

>>116630

Frankly I am in doubt about this all the time too. This is just a gnostic influenced view that I have, also I think that the less attachments you have to this world, to the flesh and to the mundane the better. In my eyes those attachments are like chains bound to you, how can you walk away freely after death when there are chains holding you back to the plantation?

However, I do not know if this is right. Maybe I am just missing out on mundane fun in delusion. Maybe your point is accurate. That's the dilemma. Some must take sacrifices and choose a path that makes most sense for him, one way or another.

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 No.116647

I've failed at this many times before.. However, I think I'm finally ready to complete a pedge. I pledge 4 weeks, from today until march 24th 2018.

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 No.116657

Currently on day 76 of nofap excluding one wet dream(minimal lossage but still a big dent) and some precum leaks a couple times.

Currently practicing Pranayama techniques set forth by Master Samael Aun Weor to awaken Kundalini.

Haven't completely disintegrated lust. I pledge nofap for rest of my life. Orgasm kills. Sex without orgasm or lust is the elixir of life.

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 No.116658

>>116630

>If the end of this life is all but speculation then I will simply speculated that my afterlife/reincarnation/hereafter will be what I wish of it. That is the only truth I have found, we make what we want to see.

You have it exactly. This realm is yours by right. You make of this story what you will, consciously or unconsciously. It could not be otherwise. If you did not desire samsara, you would not be making the rounds on it.

Is celibacy the answer? The answer to this can only be, the answer to what? Celibacy is the other face of sexual obsession, the act of so extremely not having sex in such an obsessive way that it becomes a kind of fucking of its own. Swim out to one extreme or the other, or stay in the middle with masturbation, but it will be a story element for you either way. The notion of obligation is itself a story element, the platter on which the sexual ecstasy of either total chastity or utter fucking (or both/neither at once) is served.

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 No.116663

Pledging one week.

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 No.116668

>>116658

>the act of so extremely not having sex in such an obsessive way

>extremely not having sex

top kek. Interesting and amusing how other people see such things.

>be chad

>try to be celibate

>women are throwing themselves at me every day

>even when I lock myself at home they break in and spread their legs for me

>even sipirts and succubus come and try to seduce me

>need to use all my extreme power of the extremest ways to not have sex

>it's almost impossible, gotta run away and hide in a cave in the desert for the rest of my lifetime

>even there scorpions and vultures try to fuck me

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 No.116676

Pledging 4 weeks.

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 No.116678

>>116668

Pretty much! Mere non-sex is just the time between sex or masturbation, it isn't chastity. Chastity only occurs when the opportunity for desired sex or sexual release presents itself, and is actively denied, specifically for no other reason than to remain chaste. The point must expressly be to turn the energy of desire from sexual release and gratification of that impulse into frustration, self-denial, etc which will act as motivators. Chaste encounters are batteries for whatever project the chaste practitioner wishes to put that energy into (including later sexual practices). It is as dangerous to be frequently chaste in the true sense as it is to be frequently sexual, and just as with sex, someone who doesn't know what to do with it will squander it.

Chastity only 'works' in a magical sense when it looms as large in the mind as sex, its twin. The two must be linked for it to count. This is why people go nofap as a motivator to obtain sex when they feel masturbation to be too easy an option, it refreshes the notion of sex by way of strengthening the desire for it. Asexuality without energy is not chastity but simply indifference, it is to chastity what mindless, pointless masturbation is to sex, and you won't get energetic results from it.

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 No.116679

File: ae8f849cb01c737⋯.jpeg (72.57 KB,500x960,25:48,image.jpeg)

File: 9f276de1e0c05df⋯.jpeg (342.45 KB,765x1024,765:1024,image.jpeg)

I broke my chanfast because I couldn't remember which day I started. Today is day six(I thought it was only five) and the roughest so far, just reading Chia's work is helping tremendously tbh. The testicle breathing and power lock are pretty easy to learn and it's interesting that the sets and reps of Taoist Qi Gong exercises are all multiples of 3/6/9 for any Tesla's vortex mathfags out there. Definitely not coincidental.

Stay vigilant lads, Chia says and I agree that now that it's spring, nofap will be harder but the loosh gains will be bigger. In addition to the roasties dressing slutier, it's the natural time for reproduction and even the scent of plant growth will supercharge these processes in you. It's no coincidence that a burgeoning powerful supplement for low T is Pine Pollen extract. Go out inawoods, barefoot when you can, know wood.

https://hooktube.com/watch?v=9jPNll1Ccn0

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 No.116695

I pledge one week

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 No.116728

File: 67c8e5dd4ef9bc7⋯.jpg (175.9 KB,756x1000,189:250,anatolii-leoshko-succubus-….jpg)

>>116678

Been thinking about those posts and came to the conclusion that they only make sense if you are actually obsessed with being celibate and thinking about it 24/7, which is not the case for me. Ultimately the real way to celibacy is the chill way, you don't obsess over it and you don't even think about it much. In the beginning it may be hard, but in the end you don't even think about the urges anymore. Once you internalize celibacy you just will not want to fuck and masturbate anymore, your higher values and self-control will have forged you. Whenever a female comes and wants to fuck, you just kindly say no and move on, no big deal there. No obsession or suffering involved. Besides, I think no woman will actually just come up and spread her legs for you so that you have to put in extreme effort to avoid sex. I guess most celibates, when they are not approaching women, never or almost never get into the situation where they have to deny sex in the first place, the oppurtunity just never arrives.

Besides I just can't stop thinking that those posts come again from the same logic as "biology is your god, you must obey nature and go along with what's natural, never break out of your shitty human blueprint." and that's not true, for me at least. I'm not gonna this bullshit narrative.

Whatever-the-fuck, pledging for two years. Pledging from today until June 2020. No masturbation, no watching porn. Not even sex, just pure good old celibacy and chastity. While I would love to have sex with my personal perfect 10/10 woman, I know that I will probably never meet her, and even if I met such a person she probably wouldn't approach me anyway, and since I do not approach women by dafult there should be no issue here either about the problem of staying celibate or breaking it for a fuck with the perfect 10/10. It is easy to say no to the common 5/10 woman that you see everywhere, and even they will most likely not come and approach you.

>>116679

Spring and summer now coming will only give me strenght to pull off this task, embrace the massive loosh gains and become a demigod. I am weakest in the winter and that's where I tend to fall off on everything and relapse.

The only reason I can think of I would break my celibacy pledge is when a literal succubus manifest right before me or another hot, female (maybe demon) spirit who wants to fuck me because that is an unfullfilled long-time dream of mine to fuck a hot succubus, if the chance would presented itself I just could not say no. But hey, I feel like I am on the safe side. The chances of actually meeting my perfect 10/10 or a real hot demon who actively wants to fuck me would be about 0%.

I'll go with the gnostic view and the buddhist idea of celibacy, no sex magick or sex-tantra bullshit. The whole idea about loosh collecting, elexier of life in your balls, forging your soul, breaking the mundane addictions and chains, evolving past your humanity and all this "nature" horseshit just makes too much sense with me, it resonates too deeply. I have been dabbling with celibacy for over a year and have thought about it for many, many hours. Had many great insights when I felt that all the knowledge about loosh, women, semen, nofap and celibacy were adding together like a huge puzzle that is more and more complete. Buddhist views, gnostic views, even some mgtow ideas all clicked together and made perfect sense. This is why I cannot settle for puny arguments like >>116678 >>116630 >>116612

After those mighty two years I will have my own experience, and from there I will be able to decide further action. Cheers guys.

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 No.116730

>>116728

I think it's because your (our) view is completely different from how those people think. I've ended up in arguments over the #metoo stuff and they brought up arguments like

>men can't control their desires, it's in their nature to express it forcefully on females

>women denying men sex are basically terrorists

You'll be surprised how many "supreme gentlemen" there are out there, at least in their values. Any attempt at bringing up self control would just lead to responses like

>lol are you gay

They are so stuck in their own perception of it they can't even imagine it, as if what they feel is some force of nature. They've completely externalized their own desires and acts, taking no responsibility for it at all. There was even some well known columnist who was fired after writing the most retarded article where he defended sexual abuse, saying "if we can't accept this as normal we are a weak nation."

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 No.116747

>>116730

Indeed. It's basically this everywhere:

>I'm a pathetic nu-male without any values, self-cotrol, willpower or higher goals who is completely comfortable with what the demiurge (and the matrix construct called "nature") had given me. And because I am not willing and not able to evolve and break out of my shackels you shouldn't too, and if you still try and leave me back then you are a gay idiot

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 No.116759

>>116728

That conception of sex bears no relation to sexual union of any sort other than the kind seen in porn. There is no cosmic obligation to understand sex as more than an animalistic act, but rejection of all sex based on that conception means that you are expressly bound to that conception in your rejection as well.

If It were indeed a small matter, would it be necessary to take vows? Certainly not. Only an alcoholic feels the need to make an object of non-drinking and to make it a goal which requires effort and striving. By setting up the conditions of effort and striving, you position yourself as a sexual being. My posts are designed to help you get the most out of this endeavor, no more or less, and I judge no more or less than I would judge someone who had pledged himself to perform sexual acts for their energy.

Sexual energy is either passive (masturbation, sex with prostitutes) or active (sex with lovers, tantric union). Just so with its counterpart. Dedication to passive chastity only makes no more energetic sense than dedication to masturbation only. Therefore, active chastity at the most effective level is equal in difficulty to having meaningful sex. At the beginning of chastity, it is as energetic as the beginning of sexuality, and as novel, so it is effective at this stage. The returns will diminish just as the novelty of masturbation diminishes. A long period of chastity is useful as a counterweight for sexual activity to come.

These are basic energetics and should not be alien or distressing. This helps you to better plan out your energy expenditures.

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 No.116767

>>116759

There there my friend, we'll talk again in little over two years. It is after this initial chastity period that I shall decide if I will continue and be celibate forever or if I engage in degenerate animalistic activities again.

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 No.116773

>>115695

>>115696

>>115697

Will I cum irl if I cum in my mind?

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 No.116815

File: 11aadd8e471a802⋯.jpg (23.92 KB,480x480,1:1,1661182_734889566523737_64….jpg)

I hereby pledge one month and proclaim March my fap-free month.

Let's see what comes out of it

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 No.116943

File: 9ff54437321f701⋯.jpg (119.69 KB,720x781,720:781,Lets go, faggot.jpg)

I pledge a week.

If for any reason that I fail to last a week, I will fucking hang myself with this fucking noose flag.

Jupiter, give me the strength this Thursday to persevere until I meet your day again.

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 No.116944

>>116943

Lasting the first one or two weeks is the hardest, after you made it there is no reason to go back and fap again. If you are through the first week or first two weeks keep at it and go on since it will be easy from there. Imo at least

Good luck Soldier

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 No.116945

>>84417

tried this and it just makes me straight up fucking ecstatic, without feeling like i've lost energy.

thanks anon

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 No.116949

>>116944

I found week 6 to be the worst. You may want to meditate on the deeper psychological reasons behind your failures to pass the main obstacle (with no regard for which week you find hardest).

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 No.117139

Day 13 today. Mornings on the weekends are the most difficult I find. Yesterday was the worst so far; the sun was out and warm enough to sunbathe on the back porch after a long snowy winter. Much of the Taoist cultivation requires a lot of edging I don't recommend until after 30 days. I was massaging my peranium(taint) in the sun while working out my 3 diaphragms, lost focus and got worked up to almost to the point of no return. I calmed down using the Big Draw but must not have circulated the energy

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 No.117141

>>117139

An hour later I wound up with the worst blue balls of my life. Rather than giving in I went and chopped wood. After about 20 minutes I was cured. I think one of the keys to Nofap is having specifically masculine(yang) outlets to replace it with, for those times that the urge is too strong to meditate. Chopping wood was a perfect Taoist open eye meditation. Thoughtless yet must be focused or you'll hurt yourself badly. Simply balancing one piece of wood on another and selecting the right grain to guide the axe around knots is Tao af tbh; like the tale of the butcher who never has to sharpen his knives. I'm still hypersensitive today so I'll stick to the non-physical techniques for a while.

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 No.117383

File: ae24609aafdfdbf⋯.jpg (Spoiler Image,116.73 KB,900x750,6:5,ae24609aafdfdbf86ff8e39fe6….jpg)

File: 4cb71226985fee5⋯.jpg (Spoiler Image,511.89 KB,998x1219,998:1219,4cb71226985fee57cc02a44fb8….jpg)

Though I had not been keeping track but broke a streak that had started before the new year. 2-3 months. feelsbadman.jpg

This is the post that broke me - be warned!

http://www.moondance.org/1997/summer97/nonfiction/sacred.htm

From 2012portal.blogspot.net.

https://hobbithills.blogspot.si/2013/10/the-sacred-prostitute.html

I have had to turn down sex at several instances to maintain my celibacy, and am receiving messages from multiple people. I should have done what >>117141 had done, but instead I continued reading on; and lost my will. I don't think I can control my lust enough to practice sex without emission; nor do I know whether to trust those around me enough to practice a union in such a way. I think I need to work on sublimation techniques to transmute this energy.

The question is; whence are those to be found who will engage in such a mystical union, and give and take in equal measure? Swami Chidananda seems to think such a thing impossible: https://web.archive.org/web/20060615012603/http://atmajyoti.org:80/sw_role_of_celibacy_in_spiritual_life.asp

As >>116759 seems to imply; there is a mundane, and a transcendenal way to love. The latter seems a way out of the egoic loop, though. I've been invoking these female deities in a sense to counterbalance the Abrahamic skewing; and hope that this rebalance is not in vain.

Time to read Chalice and the Blade, or

Elella…

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 No.117448

Thanks a lot guys.

I went three days without stimulation only to get energy surges and some Eldritch looking femme hovering around me callin me her husband.

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 No.117451

>>117383

You should be proud anon. That streak was much longer than my best, which is my current one of 19 days. You'll do better next time.

>>117448

You too, this isn't easy, especially in the spring.

I've had a few close calls the past three evenings. I'm at the point were I'm no longer double taking women irl, some by conscious force and some by new discipline. However, memories of past lovers have begun forcing their way in, usually while driving home in traffic and I can't meditate. Something to consider when starting out is the lunar cycle. Think about how violent/sex crimes go up at the full moon; I remember this past full moon was very difficult for me having only 9 days under my belt. If you start out after half waning(now), you'll have a solid three weeks before the next full moon.

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 No.117471

>>77412

So… About that…. I've always been sensitive to the spiritual but never really acted upon it. Started digging deep at some power questions and accidentally found divine knowledge. It imparted knowledge of a whole lot of the esoteric without me actually ever researching it, and since then I've researched quite a bit more.

One thing happened since then, though. I have a 'female spirit' that seems to have taken interest in me. I have done no rituals or anything like that trying to conjure one up, this just started happening. After a while I started to get an idea of what to call her but I was afraid to even acknowledge it as being correct. Every night when I lay down, like within a minute, it will feel like im getting fondled and then it will distinctly feel like a pussy is going up and down my dong. A couple of nights ago I worked up the nerve to say it "lets cut the shit what is your name" and random noises around the house started, creaks in the wall, random things moving, and each time it sounded specifically like "lilith"

I've read nothing but bad about her, what do.

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 No.117473

>>117448

Was she good looking?

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 No.117484

>>117471

lilith is a name for a "demon", or more rather, a common name between spirits that call themselves as "demons"

be careful is what i say. and if you want to remove her from your presence, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rfQVgVayXcc and https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YVDGY5BKT5k may help. (i also add https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g5-DrYahaSc)

peace!

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 No.117510

>>117484

>>117484

The thing that is confusing is that she comes around for a couple of days but when she leaves I find that I had learned something that I hadnt yet known. Really cant put my finger on what is going on with her.

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 No.117514

File: 546d6618a6f3fc3⋯.jpeg (3.38 MB,2939x4943,2939:4943,IMG_20180309_172854376-01.jpeg)

>>117473

I drew her head as she is so outlandish. Four arms, feminine physique, two pairs of breasts one pair smaller, at least 10 feet tall, small thick tail I could pinch between my thighs, skin almost like a xenomorph, the legs look bestial, fluid motions, long hugging arms.

I was given a name and if I focus on it she pops up in my minds eye for chat

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 No.117520

>>117514

>infernal thotties

HNNNNNGHHH

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 No.117521

>>117514

You god-damn lucky bastard. What must I do go get a qt alien-demon gf myself?

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 No.117522

>>117521

All I know is that she absolutely despises most men, regarding them more of nature of weak animals. While passing by a group of men on one of my walks all I could hear one time was contempt hissing.

She regards me as a "font of emotional energy" that is a refreshing sensation to what she's normally used to. With me she at least acts cordial, opts for me to conserve myself, and delights on my self improvement.

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 No.117524

>>117522

Agree with her, most men have let themselves down in todays age a lot. Fucking degenerate wanker nu-male soyboy larping brony weaboo cucks with no virtues. (not saying women are better, in fact most human women are even worse)

Your post gives me great motivation to start working on myself again and going full nofap, however always with the intent in the back of my head to attract some demon gf. I will also pick up meditation and magick work again and cast out some sigils and go to the gym. I shall cultivate great power and life force, but no regular chick will get it. Only a succubus gf who proves worthy indeed and shares her companionship and love with me can have in return my glorious energy.

Thanks anon, have a good day and thanks to your demon too for giving me motivation to be a better man. A man of virtue, wisdom, power and self-control.

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 No.117527

>>117524

>larpers

Do be careful as you rail against mundanes that you don't end up shooting yourself in the foot.

Personally this sounds super suspicious and I wouldn't trust her with my mental energy, but I suppose to each their own…

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 No.117543

>>117527

Honestly though, this fits in pretty well with my goals. I have a general people phobia and possibly some form of asocial mental illness to boot. Having some shadow spawn, demon, intradimensional monster, or the like is actually quite nice.

Although the excessive use of the words "branded" and "marked" might get bored after a while. Perhaps it is good to be in preferred standing with some being like her? Who knows, I might learn something.

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 No.117550

>>117543

Then you have extra reason not to listen to someone who's going to sever ties entirely. That's a great way to manipulate you into listening to only whatever she tells you. That's a bad idea, especially if she openly considers you basically just an emotional battery. If she was a tulpa of yours, that would be fine, but she's not, so it's anyone's guess what her real goals are.

If that's in line with your goals, live it up. I'm just saying it's not a position I'd put myself in. Then again, I don't have social phobias and I rarely entertain more than bare servitors, so I may not be the best advisor here. I respectfully bow out of giving further advice without being asked.

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 No.117569

>be me

>try nofap often

>fail all the time

>cannot control the hornyness

>no matter how much i do breathing exercises

>no matter how long and hard i clench my pc muscle

>no matter how much i visualize the energy going from my sacral chakra up my spine

>i still am perma horny

>no energy transmutation works

>the longer i do nofap the more obsessed my mind is with pussy and porn

>eventually its all i can think of and can barely concentrate or do other things in life

>will fap sooner or later cus the hornyness becomes overwhelming and all-consuming and no energy-work methods seem to work

what do fringe?

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 No.117573

Pledging eight and a half minutes.

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 No.117588

>>117569

You are trying way too hard. Stop. If you have to really reef on it, you're probably doing something wrong, in the same way that if you lift weights and you feel something falter, put the weight down. You don't lift up the weight and then hold it there forever.

Look, if this isn't your deal, then it's not your deal, so find something that is your deal and do that. Your will ought to be at least as fulfilled as a mundane's, and mundanes fulfill their will easily each time they fap. If you are running up against a wall, do the smart thing and find the door rather than trying to beat your head against it.

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 No.117589

>>117569

Fap to positive affirmations.

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 No.117610

I never seem to be able to make it longer than a week. I find myself bored during long stretches of free time. I never realized how much time I spent masturbating and watching porn. Perhaps I should take up some kind of hobby to occupy my mind.

I hereby pledge that I shall not masturbate, have sex, or ejaculate in any way for the remaining duration of the month of March.

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 No.117729

>>117569

>delving into "late 2015 trend"

>not thinking if it's a PsyOp like the soyim memes

>not thinking if successful claims were fake claims

>not knowing it's just another reddited psyop of the same shill organization

Deprivation is a bad cycle.

You should stop believing in everything you see that claims itself to be "good4u" - you follow that pattern like moths to peril.

Learn cycle and flow when patterning/depatterning.

Don't counter the flow, deceive the flow.

>what are fidget spinners/cubes

these were made in light of the touchscreen meme.

If you want another hint try something that keeps your right hand busy.

You can see your nose and you are now manually breathing.

But then again is it really that bad for you? When you can live with it. You're just weak. Be strong.

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 No.117958

bump this thread but also:

1. Go your own way. Do your own research and experiments, get your own insights and think about this for yourself. Don't be a sheeple who follows trends and memes for no real reason. This is imo the best and truest way to living life. Be a man for yourself and go your own way. Only you can know if perma nofap makes sense for you or not. However to find your own way of glory you must not just run with your first impulse and emotions like a bitch with no reason and logic, but to actually use your brain and find out with study and effort what really is best for you. Just because you love masturbating 5 times a day doesn't mean you should go this way without trying different things first and putting stuff to the test.

2. All in moderation. Imo it is best to keep a balance with all things. You don't have to cut off "negative/bad" stuff completely but only reduce it to a good level. Likewise you don't have to fully get absorbed in "positive/good" things and only do those 24/7. Again only you can know what is good and what is not, and how balanced you wanna keep things.

A few examples from my personal view:

-NoFap: Being celibate for long periods of time proved unnecessary burdensome to me and gave almost only problems instead of benefits so I decided to masturbate only 1-3 times on the weekends. I am much happier and more relaxed with this technique and I still don't fall for the addiction to porn or masturbation.

Caffeine: Drinking coffee is fine but I found that the recommended amount of "healthy" 5 cups a day is too much of it and fucks you up pretty fast. Coffee-addiction is real and it's pretty bad, not only because of the massive amount of acid that you put in your body(and ruin your stomach) but it also increases stress levels and fucks up your sleep. For me, 1-2 cups a day is perfectly enough, sometimes even no cup. A little bit of coffee can actually be healthy and prevent cancers and alzheimers and so on.

meditation: "I sit and meditate for 6 hours every single day, I'm so enlightened." No you're not, you're a brainwashed freak who wastes his time with doing nothing. I found that even with the good stuff, less is sometimes more. 20-40 minutes almost every day are more than enough meditation. Otherwise you will burn out really fast. 20 mins of no mind, 20 mins of visualization/imagination exercise and you're done.

Gym: 3-4 days for one hour per week is perfectly enough. 5 days a week for 2 hours each is too much and is almost like an obsession. So much time wasted and the risk of burning out and getting sick increase from too much training. You don't need this much.

Alcohol: For me this is only poison that not only fucks up your mind but also your body, I almost never drink it. But on some very rare occasions, a little is ok.

smoking: this is one of the few things where I keep no balance. I don't smoke at all, because it is pure poison and huge money waste. for nothing. alcohol can at least taste good in very few occasions and make you feel good for a while.

videogames: Play away my friend, but realize that here also balance is key. If you play a lot of games, balance it out with little bit of daily meditation and workouts in the gym, and maybe walks in nature. If you only sit in front of the pc and play for long times without doing anything else you will fuck yourself up pretty badly. I play a lot of videogames, but I make sure to also do a lot of different healthy things throughout the week too to counter it.

Now if you say "but my guru meditates for 10 hours a day and does this and that, but doesn't this and that at all bla bla etc." then all I have to say is: You are not your guru, You are not some monk or someone else. Stop worshiping and blindly following other people. If you are too far gone to even go your own way and think for yourself then you should probably kill yourself, faggot.

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 No.125067

THREAD NOW CYCLICAL

Should've done this a while ago.

Archive of original bump limit

https://web.archive.org/web/20180816122110/https://8ch.net/fringe/res/77412.html

or

http://archive.is/IJxs1 (missing first two posts)

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 No.125241

I was in the headspace of just wanting a personal cumdumpster

Then I just met this girl who was nothing but a bucket of problems, and turned her down.

Every since I made that conscious decision, 1-2 weeks no fap at a minimum became easy.

>Its all in our heads, guys

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 No.125279

How to I get the demon in the E.R. to stop complaining about succubi?

He's being really mean to his sister.

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 No.125328

I read about Ankhing in other thread. It makes sense somehow I guess, but isn't ejaculating the semen outside still harmful to you?

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 No.125349

lust renounced

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 No.125379

File: 296984966cc1602⋯.jpg (78.06 KB,653x860,653:860,03-srila-prabhupada-and-lo….jpg)

File: d741125fb18a4b6⋯.jpg (400.84 KB,1372x1307,1372:1307,04-srila_prabhupada_offers….jpg)

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 No.125397

File: e754f25ee347b02⋯.jpg (284.52 KB,794x1122,397:561,succ2.jpg)

It's spooktober, don't tell me you will not let succubus drain your balls especially in this dark times where the veils are thinning. Only now succubus contact is really easily possible. You know you want it

Happy halloween fellow wizards

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 No.125564

trying for years

never succeeded

maybe a couple days

one time i did two weeks but with some edging so that was no good

i just havent been able to stop porn and fapping

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 No.125575

>>125564

look at >>>/pol/12248904 . Keep the benefits in mind, maybe they will give you motivation to stop.

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 No.125647

>>77884

One could argue that all desire stems from the inner desire of reaching enlightenment. To deny like a dogmatic rigid person would could be the choice that causes one to miss doors that would have led to enlightenment. One would argue that all things aren't good or evil and that, like nature, balance and harmony must be found. To deny is to kill. To side with only a piece of oneself is to kill oneself. Something God did not want.

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 No.125668

>>125647

Who is One?

And so you are saying wasting semen is a good thing?

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 No.125701

>>125668

Not him, sharing my two cents with the collective.

Cumming = cutting. It is spilling a vital fluid out of stimulation of the flesh, releasing endorphins that can make the experience addicting (or if you dislike that word, as do I, let's call it "extremely tempting").

This view makes the two opposing polarities a bit more obvious to the observing eye: Would most people agree that cutting, especially more often than once a week, is bad? Definitely. Does that necessarily apply to a wizard who is doing a blood offering? Well… Maybe. Once a week still seems pretty often for a blood offering. But if that's their practice, it can be legit.

That's basically cum-magic. Of course more vital fluid = more magic, so it's good to save it up, but as long as your head is generally-speaking in the right place (i.e. you're fapping to positive self-affirmations or semi-coherent fantasies), it's worlds better than the mundane version of it

Of course, it's beyond obvious this is in-part my own rationalization for why I rarely go over a week without orgasm. After about 3 days it gets so bad that I'm basically walking around with a permanent hard-on, it's like I'm back in high school. Maybe in part because of hormones resetting after I cut out all the extreme porn that made me feel bad? I think I've heard of something like that on ybop but tbh I never really got into the nofap memes.

>>125397

Remind her that quality > quantity, succs don't need 3 square meals a day. One good or two good loads milked out at the end of a week of waiting has way more/stronger/tastier energy than a dozen weakshots across a single day.

If you wanna supercharge your succ, we've got 15 days precisely until the veil is at its thinnest and it's the first quarter of the moon tonight. Great time to start saving up that delicious energy in your balls to get her going crazy. Remember to tease her about how it's going to make her fall in love with you and crave serving you forever the whole time.

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 No.125713

File: 6e6ee71cfd78b0f⋯.jpg (206.3 KB,1100x930,110:93,succ.jpg)

>>125701

I don't have a succubus. The other post was just a joke to create some mood for halloween. I also do not plan to get a succubus. However I read on 4/x/ about some guy who met a succ waifu through his ouija board (which is obviously roleplay crap) but I bought a ouija board myself (a lot of people laugh at the ouija and ridicule it but as long as I haven't tried it for myself I won't listen to all the mundanes) for the samhein time so if a succ should truely contact me through the ouija board I don't know if I would be able to withstand her.

Nofap is defintely becoming harder as the moon is waxing. A few more days and it's gonna be another full moon which is for me to hardest time to remain celibate. I hope I can make it, since I am basically like you with only 3 days and then I have a perma boner and cannot get rid of nasty toughts anymore. Pic related is basically me in those times. Even without the moon and the veil thinning with all the succs running around it is very hard to do nofap for me by default. The longer it goes, the harder it gets. After a few weeks I cannot concentrate anymore at all and also I cant sleep because all I think of is pussy and all I want is to finally empty my balls and prostate.

But unlike you I cannot just orgasm every week. Don't they say that you need to be celibate for years until you finally can reap the amazing benefits? That's what I learned on fringe. It takes many months until your body truely starts to reabsorb the stored semen and sex energy back into the body and until you are completely healed and become very powerful with siddhis and powers and all the stuff it can takes years. How can you orgasm every week? Hell even orgasming once a month is way too often. If you orgasm this often your balls will never complete the brewing of your elexier of life, let alone your body start to feed of it and become extremely healthy. All this rings true with me, that's why I must endure…for a long time to come until my body has reabsorbed back so much life force into the blood and my energy bodies that I am complteley transformed. This is what nofap is all about in the end, right? This is the true purpose and sense of nofap as far as I could understand.

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 No.125714

I think I beat it boys. I'm in complete control now. Just to make it official

I pledge forever

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 No.125715

>>125714

beating it is what you should be trying to avoid

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 No.125719

>>125701

Where do you extract the blood and cause the least harm possible?

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 No.125753

Here from /nofap/, good thread, learning a lot. Pledging no ejaculations while awake until I conceive my first child. Pledging renewed effort to eliminate nocturnal emissions. Will reply to this comment after 2^n days of success, n>=3, or if failed.

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 No.125768

>>125753

>bringing a child into this world in our day and age

cringe and pluepilled. your child will hate you for it

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 No.125779

File: c74088fa946a05f⋯.jpg (89.85 KB,800x602,400:301,mantak_05.jpg)

Semen retention is obviously very important, however in my experience semen retention by itself combined with an active sex life is a horrendous combination. Halfassed brahmacarya and halfassed degeneracy. A few weeks ago I had a massive load built up inside of me and I swiped on some beautiful tinder thot who came over to my house that night. Literally the mere act of placing my penis inside of her made me want to ejaculate, and after several thrusts I pulled out and came all over the grass in my backyard.

She was very kind about the whole embarrassing issue and has since returned, and I have since redeemed myself several times over.

In any case, what do you all here think about the methods of Mantak Chia, and specifically his method of "self-cultivation" which is masturbating for an extended period of time and then using the PC muscle, plus optionally pressing on the perineum to stop semen from being released? I've been doing this once a week, plus training in kegels every other day so that one day I'll be able to use that muscle by itself to retain my semen and have sex indefinitely.

Thoughts on Mantak Chia?

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 No.125780

>>125768

Those with the intellectual capacity and strength of will to seriously consider and practice antinatalism are the exact sort of people this world needs to be reproducing.

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 No.125781

>>125779

>tinder

>thot

how did you end up on fringe my friend? let alone in the celibacy thread? we really try here not to be mundane degenerates. someone who uses tinder and uses the word thot really should be on some other places instead

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 No.125782

>>125779

>Thoughts on Mantak Chia?

New age cuckold

You either go completely celibate with no sex or masturbation at all or you just stay a degenerate and fap and fuck. No inbetween, you will only waste your time and achieve nothing.

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 No.125787

File: f0df771e935f450⋯.jpg (465.84 KB,2324x2196,581:549,43749.jpg)

>>125781

>how did you end up on fringe my friend? let alone in the celibacy thread?

I knew Smiley on 4chon, then on 5chon, and then I was there when he created freedomboard.kirara.ca. It's been a good number of years now that I've been practicing and there have been periods of time where I've went more than six months without masturbating or looking at a woman lustfully. However at the time being I am cultivating my sexual life as well, and trying to mix my sadhana with thottery. Hence why I asked about Mantak Chia.

Once I gain full control over my PC muscle I suspect that semen retention will be a piece of cake.

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 No.125788

>>125787

>However at the time being I am cultivating my sexual life as well

You are not very bright aren't you? But it's a given when one connects to smiley. Overall fringe seems to attracts almost exclusively brainlets.

However I do not want to discourage you, keep practicing and maybe you will finally figure it out.

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 No.125793

>>125788

Excellent rebuttal, anon. You sure showed me.

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 No.125796

>>117569

Sounds like you have no will power. You're not suppose to obsess over it and think about lewd shit… Half of no-fap is physically not fapping, and the other half is not having lewd thoughts or looking at porn.

>>125779

Physically stopping high pressure jizz from exiting your balls seems very unhealthy, Anon…

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 No.125849

i finally made it past day 4 after 6 months of trying, so i guess i finally made some progress

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 No.125852

File: a916412c418c53e⋯.jpg (1.31 MB,693x6284,693:6284,ironpill_fightingporn.jpg)

>>125849

Nice, time to keep the streak going right?

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 No.125854

File: 6b3573768b6b5eb⋯.jpg (21.38 KB,500x500,1:1,download.jpg)

>>125852

here is my response to possible shilling after i had made my thread:

the above post is disinformation

there is nothing wrong with human sexuality

people like dogmatists or the roman catholic church (with all due respect to my fellow human being) misconstrue the nature of human sexuality and paint it out to be a bad thing

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Feb6b1kIsw

^New-Ager', Teal Swan, on "human sexuality"

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 No.125855

>>125852

to all of my honest /fringe/ posters i'd say be weary of the attempts of the bourgeoisie to "human engineer" or try to "social engineer" you or your family or other anons or something like that….one of their favorite ways to try to do this is of course sexuality

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 No.125856

File: 35af6c04c461e82⋯.jpg (22.84 KB,420x387,140:129,download (1).jpg)

"Insults are the arguments employed by those who are in the wrong."

- Jean Jacques Rousseau

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 No.125857

the master race will dom you

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 No.125926

>on nofap streak

>lying in bed last night

>feel "presence" in the room with me

>the presence has been here before, no problem, just ignore

>suddenly feel pressure in my perineum

>heart rate starts climbing

>pulse thumping in my ears

>start to get hard

>cum

please help

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 No.125935

In this lifetime I do not misuse sexuality and consider mine a part of my hygiene.

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 No.125936

>>125935

It looks like I have gone to basic.

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 No.125960

File: 3c8c195c3962bbd⋯.jpg (17.22 KB,440x598,220:299,raven.jpg)

>>125926

Tell her to come visit me, I'll take her off your hands if you're not interested.

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 No.125962

I used to post on /fringe/ more regularly, I detailed my problems with masturbation. I must admit, I lost control for a very long time. However, since then I've found a girl that I love and it's helping me break the porn/fap cycle. Posting here reaffirms my conviction to hold myself accountable for my actions.

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 No.126028

File: 082880958d3dbe7⋯.jpg (238.29 KB,642x504,107:84,flowers.jpg)

I'm pledging 2 months. I need to get my shit together.

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 No.126101

>>125849

i'm back again, i finally broke the 1 week barrier. the temptations grow ever weaker, my meditation has finally become fruitfull and i have less and less a desire to fap now.

i also feel a sort of pulsating electricity on the top of my head and in my hands, i don't really know what it is but it feels awesome.

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 No.126105

File: 78b1b3ff83c4c08⋯.png (140.1 KB,504x814,252:407,ClipboardImage.png)

In a week or two I will have gone an entire year without fapping. Kind of wish I had posted my "pledge" here so I'd know the exact day.

Now I want to actually do something with all this energy I've accumulated, and discipline I've cultivated, instead of stoically containing it for nothing. Maybe I'll look into Wilhelm Reich. Who else elaborates on things to do with this energy?

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 No.126106

>>126105

You should have started to use this energy almost immediately after starting nofap and not only a year later. But of course starting now is better than never.

Did you get any spiritual benefits from your year-long streak like some insights or powers? Or some physical and health benefits? The most important benefit should come by default without you doing anything and it comes about simply by not wasting any semen for a long time, but maybe you will only really notice it after a second or third year (I hope you know that you really should be permanent celibate and the biggest benefits will come after years).

As for the use of your energy, the common stuff is recommended. Energy work on your energy bodies, drawing the energy up your spine and storing it in your lower dantian or drawing it directly into your third eye chakra. Or healing yourself. As long as you use your own energy to cultivate it in yourself and don't waste it.

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 No.126146

Pledging one week

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 No.126191

I pledge 2 years from Nov 13 2018 to Nov 13 2020.

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 No.126219

>>126028

Day one again.

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 No.126239

>>126105

Use the energy to create thoughtforms that enhance your intelligence, strengthen your charisma, add to your ability to effectively communicate and teach, and to inspire others and to understand meet the psychical needs of others. There is a lot you can do but these are some exceptions.

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 No.126240

>>126106

>(I hope you know that you really should be permanent celibate and the biggest benefits will come after years).

Seneca had the correct views on this. Don't be completely celibate but be almost like it. He had a wife but he talks in the moral epistles about how he was practically celibate.

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 No.126303

File: 71ab65fa40caff1⋯.jpg (827.17 KB,680x1360,1:2,epyckymtan.jpg)

Lust is an invalid deadly sin. It is entirely justified to have lust and one should fully enjoy all of its benefits in balance with proper nutrition, diet, fitness, and exercise. Lust and sexual pleasure provide pleasure and entertainment as well as provide understanding of normal people who enjoy that chemical experience. There are far more downsides to not having lust than there are to having it, and the same can be said of indulging in it.

~Epyc Wynn

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 No.126306

>>126303

>Lust is an invalid deadly sin.

I agree. Sex is just one way of expression for it. But I still think is better to funnel that creative energy into something of greater benefit for you.

<now if only i could stop fapping myself

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 No.126335

File: ac66374296ad334⋯.jpg (4.26 MB,4032x3024,4:3,20170119_165309.jpg)

>>126219

Day three I think. I have to keep this up.

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 No.126413

Let's do this. Swear on two weeks to start.

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 No.126426

File: 232156f3ba24071⋯.jpg (37.11 KB,432x600,18:25,432px-Le_Pen,_Marine-9586_….jpg)

>>126335

Day one again. FUCK ME IT WAS MOSTLY WORTH IT. CEPT FEELINGS

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 No.126429

File: 8bda818a4644538⋯.jpg (90.45 KB,600x600,1:1,antimust.jpg)

>>126426

I brought a present for you, it's pic related. It is important to make it, one way or another.

But jokes aside, I have two basic easy techniques for you to practice and make use of ever time you feel lust and hornyness.

1. Sit down and calm yourself, meditate and imagine the lust as energy in your lower chakras. Then imagine this sexual energy going up from the lower parts into the upper parts. Imagine it filling your whole body and energizing every major and minor chakra of you, imagine it filling your energy reservoirs aka dantians. Really try to even FEEL the energy moving through your body.

You can clench your PC muscle(if you don't know what that is just google it) really tight for some time or multiple times to help you feel the actual sensation of the energy rising up. It is the easiest to just let it rise into your head so that's what will happen most likely for you. Just let it go into your third eye or into the head and use it as a creative or healing energy. It is important not to keep the energy in your crotch region at the lowar chakras but to transmute it and rise it up as useful energy. This will also lower your lust or remove it completely if you master this technique.

2. Lust is a force in your mind, like every other emotion, sensation and feeling. To get rid of it you need to give it form in your mind. Turn it into a metaphor, this is what happens in occultism and spirituality all the time anyway. If you feel annyoing lust, imagine it to be a succubus sitting on you and manipulating your chakras and your mind. In calm meditation visualize that succubus, with your own willpower imagine how you remove it from you, dismember it and burn all it's individual pieces until it is completely gone. Or you can also imagine it to be an ugly insect or tentacle parasite monster that leeches off of you and tries to manipulate you. In your mind imagine how you take that thing, throw it to the ground and squish it. Burn it with fire if you need to until it is completely gone. You have given your lust a tangible form and used the power of your will to romve it. If you master this technique it will help a lot, and also you can use this technique for a lot of things, not only lust.

A small hint at the end: Stay away from videogames or imageboards or shows or anything that will expose you to sexy females or even pornographic material until you are past the edge of hornyness. That means until you are no longer horny and you start to feel comfortable being celibate and have control over your lust. For some this can be after two weeks of NoFap, for some it may take months. But sooner or later, your lust will vanish. Then you have made it and truely start reaping the spiritual and physical rewards of celibacy. Until then, keep those two simple techniques in mind and good luck.

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 No.126448

>>126429

That picture should tell you the kind of guilt-tripping losers peddle the nofap meme.

ADDRESS YOUR FEELINGS OF GUILT OVER PLEASURE INSTEAD OF REPRESSING THEM THROUGH NOFAP

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 No.126449

>>126448

>thinking this wasn't a joke

did you even read the first line of that post or did you just ignore it immediatly and start bragging about how much you like being dependant on/addicted to masturbation?

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 No.126450

>>126448

NoFap is a meme indeed just like /pol/ and the alt-right and stuff like that, but every of those memes are derived from noble truths. They take gold and try their best to turn it into laughable shit so that dumb idiots like you fall for the trap and dismiss the goodness as bullshit.

NoFap is a meme but actual Celibacy is not.

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 No.126458

File: 9cbba1834ec5cc1⋯.png (1.45 MB,1050x903,50:43,proxy.duckduckgo.com.png)

>>126449

>>126450

Triggered two faggots with one post

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 No.126460

File: 4ecef4cd2f1eaa3⋯.jpg (83.83 KB,533x700,533:700,look mom i posted it again.jpg)

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 No.126465

>>126458

>ignores context

>ignores arguments

>still thinks he has the right to post a smug anime face

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 No.126482

File: 2106c52958ee419⋯.jpg (135.63 KB,750x830,75:83,sad dog.jpg)

>>126426

Tomorrow is a new day.

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 No.126497

Magical brothers, thanks to you, the angels, and God, I have gone 365 days without masturbating.

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 No.126501

File: a538ff642ca9fc6⋯.jpg (3.16 MB,4608x3456,4:3,1542179492561.jpg)

>>126482

I keep having sex with my ex! Damn it was fucking intense and a long time coming.

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 No.126506

>>126497

So what did you notice? Got gf? Stopped balding? New awesome job thanks to superhuman motivation? Give me something to hold on to.

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 No.126649

I hereby pledge two weeks

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 No.126671

File: 0cd76d562e206a6⋯.jpg (74.61 KB,600x396,50:33,baby jusrassoc.jpg)

We're going to be celibate to help our friendship heal. We pledge 75 days.

CRL and ACE

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 No.126708

>>126671

we went one day. I want to believe that we're only making small mistakes.

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 No.126713

File: 26e0e2e7edad51c⋯.gif (5.62 MB,320x240,4:3,1397210460001.gif)

>>126671

Baby Jurassoc? lol never seen this one

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 No.126723

Pledging two weeks.

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 No.126727

File: d3f498fa034a23a⋯.jpg (1010.4 KB,3024x4032,3:4,lamp.jpg)

>>126708

Tomorrow is a new day. I need to go 75 days because that's how long it takes me to beat depression. I'm doing something constructive every day so my ex will appreciate me more.

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 No.126736

>>126723

One fucking day and I fell. After it I felt disgust for myself. I pledge one week.

Also I tried transmutting with rhythmic breathing and it doesn't work. Should I continue trying and it will eventually "click"?

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 No.126750

>>126736

yes, keep going, whatever you do don't give up, progress will come.

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 No.126813

>>126727

day one.

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 No.126820

>>126813

Day one again. I pledge 8 days till I get laid again.

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 No.126841

>>126820

>>126820

>>126820

>>126820

>>126820

Note to self. I'm doing this for my health but also my relationship.

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 No.127007

made it to five days today

i feel like a fucking husk, i want to feel that power again

pledging at least a week

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 No.127016

>>77412

30 days from today wish me luck

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 No.127020

File: 5a0c0afb3a0fb26⋯.jpg (4.26 KB,150x250,3:5,1544240724679.jpg)

2 weeks

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 No.127028

File: 5e2d30e24239e7f⋯.png (766.95 KB,733x3119,733:3119,energy circulation.png)

posting this in the hope that someone finds is useful.

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 No.127037

>>85766

>Taoists believe you lose chi(loosh) through your eyes

This makes sense, considering my eye color changes from a bright green to a murky sea-color after fapping.

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 No.127086

>>127037

for you

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 No.127207

File: 60c813a36bed5da⋯.jpg (48.27 KB,550x367,550:367,windows is the bomb.jpg)

went like 5 days without porn which is good for me. I gotta step it up so I don't death grip my cock anymore.

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 No.127309

Is retrograde ejaculation dangerous? And does it count as nofap? I wanted to start it but right when I start my research about it I found two sources on the internet say it's very dangerous. is it? Taosist claim it's actually healthy (some go as far as to claim that without this technique being celibate and doing nofap is useless) but others claim you damage your tubes and balls and whatnot and cause blood infection and cancer and all that nasty stuff. Honestly this scares me away from trying it.

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 No.127327

>>127309

what is retrograde ejaculation?

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 No.127328

>>127327

when you press the spot between your balls and your anus shortly before and while ejaculating so that the semen is redirected elsewhere, most likely into the bladder and nothing comes out of your dick. that is a dry orgasm.

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 No.127345

>>127328

i dont recommend it then

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 No.127705

Currently on my 29th day. Here to pledge more 11 in order to complete at least 40.

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 No.127772

pledge until the 1st at least

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 No.128651

Pledging three months. 8 days in. I just want to be in control. Fucking demons gnawing on my mind in sleep and when I am weak.

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 No.128796

GOD FUCKING DAMN IT.

2 YEARS, 2 FUCKING YEARS AND I STILL HAVEN'T GOTTEN PAST DAY 5

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK FUCK WHY

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 No.128807

File: 5c3052e1dd85a3d⋯.jpg (54.88 KB,465x620,3:4,rcvh7yxskkjr5ofpwnox.jpg)

>>128796

We'll get through this dude. Let's do it.

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 No.128818

>>128807

thanks bro, i've reached a slightly less emotional state of mind now, i'm gonna keep trying.

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 No.128987

Pledging to March 7th.

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 No.129023

File: ee54720cd928636⋯.jpg (396.96 KB,1080x843,360:281,1551501628537.jpg)

Pledging

>no more porn

>no more fap

>no more caffeine

>no more alcohol

>no more fucking new age truther brainwashing

>no more pol and "red pill" brainwashing

>no more pointless listening to music, only at the gym listen to motivating and uplifting songs

>no more stupid ass videogames, especially not online games. only those oldschool singleplayer games that I still want to beat

>no more stupid shows and videos

I CANT TAKE THIS SUFFERING ANY MORE. IT HAS TO STOP NOW

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 No.129044

>If you keep your pledge you may reward yourself… with more time pledged!

lolwut

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 No.129182

>>128987

Success! To March 14th now. Everyday I move towards betterment.

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 No.129218

>>129023

Start with one thing, m8. The journey will take a while!

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 No.129245

File: 7bad4730cc53e9d⋯.jpg (3.23 MB,4160x3120,4:3,IMG_20190311_160429.jpg)

10 years being a wanker lol

I decided to quit after I hit 32 (which happened on Feb.) but I have fapped after my bday so now I just decided to forego my rent deposit by just writing "10 years" all around the bathroom walls (where I usually masturbate)

I hereby demand myself to stop being shut a wanker and make 10 the maximum number of years spent being a fucking loser

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 No.129370

>>129182

Did better, to the 21st now.

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 No.129375

I'm going to start taking Vitex agnus-castus aka Chaste Tree Berry aka Monk Pepper daily and see what happens. I thought I'd mention it here if anyone wanted an update maybe every week or two about whether it's working or how well it's working. It's meant to lessen sexual desire in men. Apparently monks used to use it to help remain celibate. I read that it's meant to work by stimulating the pineal gland to produce prolactin, so it's not phytoestrogenic and it's not meant to give you soy tits or something. Maybe it'll be a useful plant for the type of people who post in this thread. Maybe not. I aim to find out. So, like I said, if anyone wants updates or something, let me know.

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 No.129377

>>129375

I'd definitely like updates about that, I've considered taking it myself, although I've found ways to manage without it so far, it could be a backup means.

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 No.129379

Pledge for 2 weeks.

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 No.129397

>>129375

>prolactin

Does that mean it could potentially help with balding? And also promote prostate cancer?

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 No.129448

>>77412

>using thoughtforce to telekinetically get yourself off or something similar.

how do i do that?

(btw not fapped for a long time)

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 No.129449

>>127327

>>127309

Technically it's still an ejaculation (sperm being generated and let loose), only that the sperm stops at the prostate gland, which you squeeze, and then gets reabsorbed… or something?

I am not a maestro so I am sure somebody could enlighten us.

On the other hand, you can orgasm without ejaculating. In my fapping days I did it too (2 faps for the price of one? count me in!) so I know it's possible. But it needs an almost supernatural degree of control. That's why we're here, right?

Love you all

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 No.129499

>>129370

A pathetic failure on my part, the 21st will now be day 0. Pledging a week until the 28th.

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 No.129550

>>129377

It's been 8 days so far. I think it's working. I suppose I'll only know the longer this goes on, since from what I've read it's meant to take a while to actually start having a proper effect. I've certainly noticed that I really don't care about sex-related things at all lately. I only had morning wood the one time, and it didn't seem to come with any thought patterns. I haven't had any urges either, but I tend to have weeks on and weeks off as far as urges go. I suppose I'll have to come back to this thread again in a week or two when it's meant to have kicked in properly. I'm taking a teaspoon (I think roughly a gram) each day. It's kind of like eating soft peppercorns. Not particularly pleasant, but I've done stuff like this with worse-tasting plants (like calea zacatechichi tea, blegh), so whatever. I'm not sure if this is actually related to the vitex agnus-castus but I seem to be having a bit of trouble sleeping. This could potentially be coincidental though, since I've recently become NEET and now I'm staring at blue-light screens all day up until I go to sleep like a retard (although I was doing that before, to a lesser extent). That's another thing to figure out with time.

>>129397

Yeah, it would seem so. I've read conflicting reports about the prostate cancer thing, but I have also seen more that say it's linked to prostate cancer than that say it isn't, so who knows. I'm only planning to take this for 3 months or so if it does work like it's meant to, and I'm young, so hopefully it doesn't have any permanent effects (I saw nothing to suggest it would in any of the things I read). I also wouldn't want to have to rely on a plant in order to do something that other people can do with will alone forever. It's just intended to be a temporary aid.

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 No.129562

File: 698560dbb60e787⋯.jpg (8.98 KB,450x450,1:1,qsff.jpg)

I don't think it could possibly be overstated just how important some form of transmutation/energy work is when working with sexual energy. I went through many unnecessary struggles back when I was a miserable mundane and started to play with the concept of semen retention, now I'm seeing all around great results just by breathing in, and moving the energy up from my balls to my cauldron (or lower dantien however you prefer call it) plus my daily magickal practice.

I also had troubles with fully embracing the prospect of leaving behind the comfort of my hand and anime waifus on my computer screen, now I feel the motivation to pursue real women, or will into my life my very own harem of cute tulpas even, but for now I'd like to keep this tempo going.

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 No.129667

>>>/pol/13033602

Pledging the rest of my life time to not fap to honor Adolf Hitler.

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 No.129668

File: bc278dd8878c253⋯.png (162 KB,992x1787,992:1787,Demiurge 002.png)

File: 0bf640035495821⋯.jpg (143.67 KB,912x1024,57:64,proxy.duckduckgo.com.jpg)

>>129667

That's noble. I'll join you, mainly to make a stand and symbolically reject the demiurges matrix and his material ways and creation, and the flesh.

I REJECT THEE, DEMIURGE.

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 No.129693

>>129668

i gladly give my love to the mundanes and to those who are spiritually dead that they may be set free

also isn't it a pretty grand leap in logic to assume the "creator is evil" just because it appears that the Demiurge is evil?

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 No.129696

>>129693

No idea what you are talking about tbh.

For me the demiurge and creation is evil without a doubt, but maybe for you it's not. If you love it here and you love the spiritually dead mundanes then that's fine. But I reject this plane. I will escape into the antimatter, from the created into the uncreated. Fuck time, fuck matter, fuck flesh, fuck the spiritually dead and fuck the demiurge. I curse all of this.

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 No.129868

Pornography is a curse set upon us by (((them)))

Next time you jerk off, keep in minding someone in the other side is casting a spell on you. And he got you, he got you good. See him! Hate him! Fight him!

Don't falter my friends. We are strong magicians and we have more spiritual strength than them.

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 No.129993

File: ce8be5cabd71c30⋯.png (287.49 KB,476x594,238:297,ss-kid.png)

>>129667

>>129668

That makes us three.

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 No.130032