I jump timelines in my dreams.
They let me experience the same chapter I‘m in now except I can tell these are ancient or yet to come realities.
Do you know what that means?
It means I reincarnate into the same life over and over. Just the side story and atmosphere are different.
Im in a lot of emotional pain right now from being hurt by a person. But in these experiences, my feelings were 10x worse because
A) I was innocent in the mind
(this fluctuates though)
B) I had heightened impressionability
Most people nowadays are worker bees. Their minds are hardened and nothing shakes them anymore. I was emotionally like a child in some of those timelines in regards of ability to pick up emotions and vibes.
This makes me believe I will or once did incarnate in a golden age.
I also learn about interesting facts like the worker class in this golden age. They’re smoking and looking grim, kind of like me in this timeline. Back in the other one I could not understand how one would do this to their body and make such a repressed up tight impression. There was no contact to the worker class.
I’m feeling very bad about being the emotionless empty bland husk I am in this incarnation.
Yet while my mind is numb i feel way more sophistical able to change my situation when in other timelines I was at the mercy of the current. Maybe there comes benefits with being a filthy worker.
What do?