So I know this is pretty standard around places like this, but I'm not sure I should post it anywhere else. I think I might have figured out some sort of… I don't really know. Something. It's pretty hard to explain, because I don't think I would have gotten it until I figured it out, even if someone explained it to me.
The best way I can describe it are the side-effects.
My intuition is off the charts. It doesn't really get to me anymore, because I'm not surprised by anything. I can figure out basically exactly how things will go, almost to the point that I started thinking I was schizophrenic, because no human should be this accurate. I HAD to be delusional, but I've taken tests, I've talked to people.
My reflexes are pretty impressive. I don't really think about reacting to anything at all, it just sort of happens. I can consciously enter a state of thoughtless action, but I don't really have to any more. I always catch myself, I always react and catch the thing that fell over, I always dodge or move out of the way instinctively ALL the time. I know that sounds lame, but you don't understand or perhaps I am at a loss of another way to describe it without trying to say I have some sort of super power…
But that was the first couple of things that changed in me. After a while it was traffic lights, and I started browsing paranormal websites and imageboards because I couldn't convince myself that it was JUST luck and natural intuition. I started to deny anything extra or special, but it just got worse. I started feeling the world around me, like an invisible, non-corporeal resonation in my nervous system that lets me reach out and feel the state of the localized region of spacetime around me… and for a long time it was overwhelming. In this "network" or more like "bowl of cereal" we call our physical space I can feel what might be lost or stray spirits wandering around, trying to get my attention or something. Fluctuations in energy fields, that started with "feeling" the TV turn off and on, hearing the frequencies emitted by the device. This led to being able to tell when a change/influence stoplights, streetlights (very hard to influence these things directly).
I can tell how the day is going to go. I can feel someone's inner feelings, even when they try to hide thPost too long. Click here to view the full text.