/vietnam/ -I lost hope.Lying in my bed, its 2AM here, i dont want to go to sleep now, i cant feel anything.There are day when i lost hope in the future, and the only thing i could see is a black cloud above the horizon. But, the are day, not much, but have, there a

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Anonymous 12/02/18 (Sun) 19:21:18 b0bb7b No.314

I lost hope.

Lying in my bed, its 2AM here, i dont want to go to sleep now, i cant feel anything.

There are day when i lost hope in the future, and the only thing i could see is a black cloud above the horizon. But, the are day, not much, but have, there are day when i feel joys, happy, and view the future, my future, as a optimistic view.

Back to the present. Here i'm, talking shit about stuff that nobody care. I dont have much friend, so i only talk about my feeling anonymously, i dont want ppl to know about that.

I have a dream…….used to. Now, i cant even think about what i will do tomorrow. I stay up late, i sleep in class, i hate school. Everyday, everyday, i gp to school, not to learn, but to feel bad about my self.

My friend, classmates, they always talk about love and stuff, they ask my opinion about that……and frankly, i dont care, but still, i have to pretend, and im sick of it.

Well, i have to sleep now, i want to sleep a bit because tomorrow is gonna be a long day.

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Anonymous 12/02/18 (Sun) 19:31:41 e5a0a9 No.315

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>>314

let me guess, you are 14 right?

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Anonymous 12/02/18 (Sun) 19:41:37 b0bb7b No.316

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>>315

Plus 5. Done, u do the math.

I probably older than u

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Anonymous 12/02/18 (Sun) 19:44:10 b0bb7b No.317

>>315

See, thats why i only talk about this anonymously. Ppl do not care or they think i was just trying to dramatised it.

I dont want to die or anything, i just lost hope, thats all

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Anonymous 12/03/18 (Mon) 01:41:33 b9916e No.335

>>316

>19

close enough

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Anonymous 12/03/18 (Mon) 01:57:18 eeae8f No.336

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>>314

Everybody look, we has an edgy lil emo fucker over here

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Anonymous 12/03/18 (Mon) 02:11:23 b9916e No.338

>>314

you should consider to change your gender to female

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Anonymous 12/03/18 (Mon) 02:19:35 16aa43 No.340

>>338

I will, in the future

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Anonymous 12/03/18 (Mon) 05:42:37 eaa4d0 No.342

>>314

bUself

I mean spend time for things you love and want.

If you don't care about your friends love story, just say it. That you give no fuck !

Btw what is your dream anon ?

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Anonymous 12/03/18 (Mon) 06:46:53 9aed1c No.344

>>314

Clearly he's not saying this for attention. Why you fuckers are being so mean.

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Anonymous 12/03/18 (Mon) 07:41:54 b0bb7b No.347

>>342

Well, i have think that i like.

I like playing game, learning piano and harmonica in the freetime, it make me feel relax after a long day

I used to like working in the freetime, but now o hate it since the job is not that good

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Anonymous 12/03/18 (Mon) 07:45:18 b0bb7b No.348

>Btw what is your dream anon ?

a lot of dream back in the past. But now, i realize the fact that you have to be good and actually like it, in a long term.

I dont have any dream now, but i kinna have something similar to that. I want to finish school, work a job that is normal, make enough that i can buy a new computer (since the once i use is just too old), buy a piano, and to play music and game.

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Anonymous 12/03/18 (Mon) 11:05:15 689e58 No.355

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>>348

I see myself in the past

Maybe you can learn something right now with you old pc.

Like how they make video games, after a while you can enjoy gaming in different way. But what important is you going to develop yourself a little bit, That feeling will pull you out of bad mood. I suggest Mark Brown on Youtube. Music however not my field … yet.

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Anonymous 12/03/18 (Mon) 11:49:39 b0bb7b No.359

>>355

thanks for your advice.

>Music however not my field … yet.

you should play music, not to show off, but rather, relax and enjoy your progress. You dont need a fancy private teacher or music instrument, the only thing you need is passion and fun.

one of my friend gave me his old harmonica. Back then i dont know what is a harmonica is. But i take it, and learn it. After a long day, you can sit in your desk, learn to play a song online, and dive into the music.

Its one of the best way to reduce stress. Take that at an consideration

And about game, u are right, its fun to just enjoy old game, change the level, and challenge yourself

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Anonymous 12/04/18 (Tue) 06:39:48 f58cfa No.469

>>338

now we will have more little girls on this board

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Anonymous 12/04/18 (Tue) 06:40:51 f58cfa No.470

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>>314

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