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No.15920
I mean, she’s an artistic person. She produces art, and wants people to look at it, but instead they look at her yaknowImsayin?
ofc she wants people to look at her too, but wont admit it
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No.15921
>>15920
If she didn't want people to look at her then she wouldn't have been putting so much effort into making herself look attractive using tons of make up and fancy clothes. And I'm not blaming her. Who doesn't want to look the best version of themselves especially it's your face is what thousands of people get to see on Internet. If she would not put makeup then people will jump to point out every little fault in her face. Like her eyes are so apart and all.
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No.15922
She even removed her face from the profile picture of her instagram lol.
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No.15923
>>15921
Which makes me think she has never really shown her ”bad” side(=all ruggedy looks without makeup etc)
She’s really insecure about that still 😥
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No.15924
>>15922
Yep. Someone should tell her she’s not that ugly.
Annoys me that I want to look at her beautiful face but I can’t do that anymore
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No.15925
>>15923
In that rambling video she is without any makeup. You can Cleary see the eye bags.
But she looks so pure, beautiful and innocent in that no makeup look. I would prefer that look over her cakeface look any day(well except for during sex)
I can look at that face continuously my entire life without getting bored.
If not for her eyes I know she would have made videos with little to no makeup.
>>15924
Don't think she removed it because she thinks herself as ugly. She just want to keep aside instagram for the time being.
>Annoys me that I want to look at her beautiful face but I can’t do that anymore
Don't you have all her pics in your device?
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No.15926
>>15909
That kiss at the end tho. ❤️
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No.15927
>>15925
I prefer that clean cute look too. You’re right about the eyebags, they are very visible now
I only have some pics saved sadly
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No.15928
That video has almost 70 comments already, most of them are essay-long. It would be time to throw a shitty joke in between them 😎
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No.15929
I empathise with her a lot actually, I too have a mountain of abandoned creative projects. A huge part of the allure of creating is the potential, and what you end up with rarely meets the standard you imagined when you started. It can suck, I totally understand how she feels. Sometimes you want to sweep it all aside and start anew, to revel in that sense of potential again. And sometimes you just want to give up :(
I doubt her relationship has anything to do with it, if anything it would keep her grounded and happy.
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No.15930
>>15929
My problem is that I have ideas but I never execute them. Her problem is she has ideas, executes them but isn’t satisfied with the results, because of perfectionism. I thought it was getting better, but apparently not 😕
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No.15931
>>15928
Hope people are giving her the right suggestions to motivate her and lift her morale. It's so sad seeing the most talented and creative asmrtist going through such phase. I mean if not for her we would have never gotten the experience something like babblebrook series and travel asmr videos. She had redefined asmr for us. She should stop taking pressure to make her videos better than the previous videos.
Other asmrtists are making the same type of shit, there is barely any creativity.
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No.15932
>>15931
Gladly there are lots of decent advice going on. You’re right about she should stop trying to out-do the previous videos, it’s impossible at some point.
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No.15933
>>15931
But I think it's quite common problem in people who are artists in the true sense.
They are not satisfied with the end result no matter how good other people find their art.
She has talked about this issue in the 25 questions tag as well. She said that most if the time she's not satisfied with the end result and think against uploading it, but viewers find those videos to be incredible.
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No.15934
I’d say she should take her time sorting this out instead of instantly hopping back in. Or what do you say?
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No.15935
>>15909
She is exhausted. We really need to understand: she is a very creative force. And creativity CAN vanish pretty quickly. She doesn't need to be such a perfectionist. BTW i think she might be suffering from the impostor syndrome.
Fuck. She looks good without a hint of make up. Even in the brink of a mental breakdown.
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No.15936
>>15935
>imposter syndrome
Had to look that up. She might suffer from that indeed. Or just incredibly low confidence when it comes to her work.
Yup, she probably needs a break again. Or I don't know what would be the right course of action for this.
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No.15937
she said she's going to film "shitty content" just to break away from the habit. I'm pretty conflicted about it, whether I'd want that or not. But it's not about what I or anyone else wants, if it helps her then she should do it.
i just care too much
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No.15941
>>15909
A very thoughtful and honest video. It appears she has a lot of fears about what people think of her and that she won't live up to our expectations or to her own even higher ones . She does not want to risk ruining ideas because she doesn't feel she is good enough and that is a very common creator feeling.
< You're more than good enough Erin and I hope that your motivation comes back fast
> Your wellbeing comes above everything, especially YouTube videos
Also I don't really know how to bring this up but you guys tracking where she is/what concerts she goes to and things like that could be very scary for someone with anxiety and none of us here would want her to be in danger. I know you guys don't mean bad but I just don't want her to feel unsafe.
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No.15942
>>15941
Welcome back. Where have you been?
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No.15943
>>15942
Never truly left but I will not post as frequently here as I have in the past. Orbiting here is about the community mostly and with most of the pastel orbiters gone there isn't much point :(
I've also been playing LoL with her and other subs lately and it's been a healthy change for me.
Thank you for the welcome though
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No.15945
>>15941
Hello. Glad to see you still lurk around the corner.
About that tracking, I have never really given deeper thoughts to it, but now that you mentioned it there might be some lurkers with ill intent.
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No.15948
>>15945
>might be some lurkers with ill intent
Possibly, but what's more likely to me is that she would see that some of us are tracking her movements and get anxious about going out and enjoying the things she likes. If I was pretty I would be nervous about stuff like that too more as well. There are some crazy people out there but I think that all of you guys are pretty good people :3
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No.15949
>>15948
>get anxious about going out
No need to worry when you're a ~master of disguise~
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No.15950
>>15948
Yeah, she’s already feeling not well, I wouldn’t want to bring her more nervousness..😢
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No.15951
I need to do some work but I’m procrastinating again help
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No.15953
>>15949
My favorite is the top left and bottom middle :3c
>>15951
All of us are anon
>>15952
I get your points as well and I think that she should be more careful too but saying that makes me feel like we're talking about her living in SA or Africa or something which is somewhat depressing. It is what it is though and it is very common for ASMRtists to have stalkers both online and offline. Pastel even had a stalker in the early days when she was underage.
>They don't have to wait for me to give info here.
True but why make that information more available for the dumb stalkers kek
>thinks her asmr subs are similar to her makeup channel subs
Having girl fans is a lot safer than having male fans. It's obvious why most ASMRtists make videos for a more female audience.
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No.15954
>>15952
I agree she should not tag places near her home. You never know what kind of fuckos follow her.
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No.15955
We’ll see when she starts adding pics of her back, if ever. She may aswell just focus on ”artistic” photos primarily.
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No.15956
>>15949
I kind of want to see emo/goth-Erin with black hair and accessories 🤔
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No.15957
>>15956
You have already seen her in that goth look. Nightshade witch
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No.15958
At 3:42 in that rambling video she talked about getting too many opportunities but turning them down. What opportunities she could be talking about? Acting? Modeling? I don't her to get into glamor industry.
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No.15959
>>15957
Well ok, that and the Vampire look. What next? Still waiting for that completely evil character. I wonder how well she could play that off.
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No.15960
>>15958
i was thinking some sort of art collabs/similar. maybe something makeup related too. also she has received offers to get an interview to some magazines etc
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No.15961
>>15959
She can easily pull off any character. She is an actor par excellence. Also not to mention her makeup skills. She can easily make herself look evil.
But again she will be hesitant to play an evil character. She will not be sure if evil character will work for asmr video. She talked about wanting to do evil dark characters.
>>15960
>interview to some magazines
Really? Where did she talk about this?
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No.15962
Has anything interesting happened in the comment section of that rambling patreon post? Like did she reply to any comment?
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No.15963
>>15961
what if it's some sort of a "spinoff" character? that it's not supposed to be relaxing. just to mainly show something different. I'd love the shit out of that.
>interview
she got the offer on her patreon months ago, but didn't react to it in any way
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No.15964
>>15962
It has 107 comments, she hasn't replied to any of these. She rarely does anyway.
I was initially thinking of commenting too but nothing that has not been said came to my mind.
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No.15965
>>15963
Social anxiety is the main reason why she turns down all the opportunities.
>>15964
Understandable. She just can't reply to few and leave out rest. It will not look nice especially when most of them have written essays. So it's better to not reply to any comment.
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No.15966
>>15965
Yes. She doesn't want to pick favorites. Those people would get too excited about the fact I know I'd do and you know what would happen next.
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No.15967
>>15965
plus she has a massive fear of failure infront of people. Just thinking of a situation in which her results would not satisfy some party, it would break her completely. It's a terrible situation
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No.15968
>>15967
>her results would not satisfy some party
Do you think that situation ever happen?
She's so pretty that no matter how shitty her upcoming content will be, her subs will still like them, especially her male subs. They just want to ogle her nd nothing else. If she will put out videos of just looking at the camera and doing nothing it will still get positive feedbacks.
She is underestimating her looks.
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No.15969
>>15968
I don't see that happening, but if it did, it would break her more than any shitty relationship. She would be devastated.
>ogle
wat
Yep, even if she started doing those horrible eating sounds people would somehow love them. I still love how she wants to do quality content even if she could just go the lowballing shit, she just shouldnt be so hard on herself
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No.15970
>>15968
If the video is her dream project like she has put too much of hard work and expect people to like it, but they end up hating it then that surely leave her devastated. She will think against making those kinds of content again. And all the videos in the babblebrook series will be like a dream project for her, but they have done so well both critically and commercially. Don't know why is so insecure now. This is why I bought her relationship into the equation. That it's because of him she wants to shed the talented girl image and do shitty casual videos.
I mean you tell me, has any of her video being received badly by her audience? Then why this sudden drama of fear of failure and all?
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No.15971
>>15969
>she wants to do quality content even if she could just go the lowballing shit,
That's why I have a huge respect for her. But let's see what kind of content she will put out next.
I'd prefer her to upload infrequently than to see her posting shitty content.
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No.15972
>>15970
>That it's because of him she wants to shed the talented girl image and do shitty casual videos.
I don't believe that at all. She thought she had gotten over that 'perfectionism' but apparently not. She just thought she had but now she's having doubts again for one reason or another.
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No.15973
>>15972
I hope what you're telling is actually the case with her.
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No.15974
>>15971
I don't want to see shitty content either. That's why I would even prefer a break from her, atleast now we would know the reason
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No.15976
>>15973
I honestly do. I see no reason why I shouldn't trust her. But only time will tell.
almost 430 posts in this thread
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No.15980
>>15968
I got really annoyed when I realized this is true. She could throw her career and talent under a bus, and the idiots would still love it. There are true fans that would not stand it, but majority would still eat it up.
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