5a78bc No.3445
Doing spring cleaning on laptop, just leaving those gems here
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5a78bc No.3446
Where are the sajiao monkey and her parents?!!?!
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5a78bc No.3447
He had told me that in the past and I asked him "would u kill me too?" and he said "no, I would make sure you get the mental help u need".
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5a78bc No.3448
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5a78bc No.3449
Yes, stone walling, silent treatment and back stabbing are all top searches on pornhub, women get so horny for bitter incels who act like that.
Demented Chinkcel.
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5a78bc No.3450
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5a78bc No.3451
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5a78bc No.3452
Be careful what u ask LOL
Tenda bitched so much to the Universe about finding someone who would like him, I can't stop laughing.
Imagine the dialogue in Heaven:
"Hey, isn't that the hapa truecel yapping about WW again?"
"Yea poor bro, destined to die alone in this lifetime too"
"Would be so great if his bitching and whining stopped tho, he is driving us insane"
"Wait, wait, I think I know a WW who fetishizes autistic mentalcel schizos"
Classic law of attraction manifestation.
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5a78bc No.3454
I really need to stop hoarding brain ebola screenshots, holy hell.
I much rather prefer those honest posts though to the recent bananasmacker fakeness about how much he is fine dining locked up in quarantine day 336443992 with his infallible wife and sssso sssssssssssssssssssssssssick turtle.
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4191e2 No.3455
>>3452
That is one of the funniest things about the whole Tenda saga. It's so perfect.
>>3454
I have loads of unposted screenshots too.
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795f0d No.3458
>>3451
well then this proves that he's not married after all and his wife is just made up bullshit. kinda goes along with his narrative about not ever wanting to marry an asian woman and live in china from his old blog stuffeurasianmaleslike.wordpress.com
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5a78bc No.3459
>well then this proves that he's not married after all and his wife is just made up bullshit.
That doesn't prove anything besides the fact that his marriage is so failed that he copes with lies to get sympathy.
In the worst type of marriages u feel more alone with your spouse than if you actually were alone. Also people on reddit are judgemental low tier normies for the most part and tons of incels.
If he posts whining about Vera and how bad things are, they will either:
1. Suggest counseling (he wont do it bc Asian people dont believe mental illness exists and bc it wont make him straight or stop his fetishes, also Vera would be against it).
2. Divorce/Separation (he can't do that either bc it would mean standing up to MTF tranny Conrad and Tenda is afraid of him, also he would have to leave China.
3. Admitting that his marriage is a fail.
So its easier to larp as a mental virgin truecel. Besides, if u get one duty handjob every 4 months and your dick is so covered in spiderwebs that u can't look down and see it, u can be considered a born again virgin.
If we considered a marriage (not in the paperwork sense but in the spiritual sense) to be a very deep connection between 2 people, Vera doesn't know him and even worse she doesn't even care to understand him.
If she did, she would read his books/blog and learn English, her level is tragic (I bet he is similar in Mandarin).
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5a78bc No.3460
>I have loads of unposted screenshots too.
Why not post them too?
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910c15 No.3461
>>3458
I'm not convinced he's married either but Tenda has run sock accounts with entirely different backstories. He's been male, female, every race that exists, from almost every country. So you can prove or disprove anything you want by looking at certain comments. At one point he was going on about his children for example.
>>3460
Just laziness or having better things to do. I'll post them eventually but I have to crop and sort them.
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5a78bc No.3462
There are some certain things, like him being sexually deprived, enabled by those around him who clearly don't give a shit about him getting cancer as long as they have it easy and trying to bury all the problems about China under the carpet.
I get that he is ashamed to be associated with them, because I am also ashamed to be related with Hwa and Kim's sister the Chinkerella garbage, but lying to hide the problems isnt helping at all.
I preferred the Eurasian Tiger era so much more, when he called out pedos and the Asian women enabling them, compared to the current, "boo-hoo everyone is unfairly racist to Asians".
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3591de No.3463
>>3462
Why would things have been any different with you rather than his alleged wife? Would you have stopped his cuckold spam and his harassment of so many people? You joined in with a lot of his bullshit during the podcast era so why should we believe you wouldn't continue to enable that? I don't understand how you could possibly plan to cure his quite severe mental illness when no one else is able to.
It seems a bit silly to believe Tenda's sexual problems are caused by anyone else like his alleged wife. You were the one who first realized he might be gay so again I have to doubt you'd be able to do anything to help. He never did anything sexual with you over your chats for example. The problem is with Tenda himself.
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5a78bc No.3465
>>3463
I never claimed that I can cure anyone. It's interesting you write that bc when he got mad at me he would also yell "YOU CAN'T SAVE ME".
That being said, things would be VERY different with me and since u asked, I will elaborate.
First of all, I don't view sex and relationships the same way his wife does, bc I am neither Asian, nor neurotypical. I believe that Tenda is also on the spectrum bc I also have misophonia, aversion to smells, aversion to chit chat etc. I actively practice femdom and many of my subs are bisexual/homosexual. Of course I can't predict how successful it would be to have a femdom relationship with him, but I believe that being able to be yourself and explore things sexually with your partner and feel safe with them is much more pleasurable compared to inceldom and duty sex.
>Would you have stopped his cuckold spam and his harassment of so many people?
I wouldnt just go to him when he is on his laptop and demand he stops lol. According to NLP every behavior has a secondary gain, no matter how destructive. For example smoking helps smokers calm down (secondary gain). Tenda's shit spam is fueled by loneliness, hatred for others he views as privileged and too much free time. If someone does cross addiction and gets the dopamine rush from another source, the secondary gain becomes insignificant and the behavior lessens and stops with time.
Why is he envious of white men? What's the number one reason?
Because they have white women who love them, while he is abandoned to rot.
You really think that Tenda would spam with the same intensity if he would physically be in the same room as me? He would ignore me for 14 hours straight? Of course this is a compulsion going on for decades, again, I can't predict the degree it would lessen, but I believe that there would be significant difference.
>It seems a bit silly to believe Tenda's sexual problems are caused by anyone else like his alleged wife.
She is enabling them for sure by not having honest discussions, seeing a psychologist together with him etc.
>You joined in with a lot of his bullshit during the podcast era so why should we believe you wouldn't continue to enable that?
In the past I had so many awesome ideas of projects me and Tenda could do together that would be far more interesting than the podcasts we did as two essentially depressed people married to Asians and sabotaged by relatives.
Everything in life has a degree of risk. I could write a 50 page essay about possible scenarios and end up with something entirely different, so I will stick to the facts: I was always grateful for finding someone with so many common interests and similar dark sense of humor. Tenda made me enraged and disappointed me in so many ways, but he also was my only support in the worst time of my life in 2017 and I never forget that. People I meet now call him so many names and try to replace him (even had a couple of Tenda catfish) but none of theme ever bothered to even take time and actually talk to me and get to know me like Tenda did, they just think they know me from some brain ebola videos and always try to manipulate me and exploit me.
So even if things didn't work out with him in a conventionally romantic way, he would still be someone I could see myself talking to and having a great time with, 50 years down the road and that's really rare and valuable.
Unfortunately, none of this will happen, bc given his current path, he will end up one of those crazy old men writing lots of letters to the government to complain about their problems until he gets schizophrenia and Conrad puts him in the wards.
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81438a No.3466
>>3465
>He would ignore me for 14 hours straight?
Yes, I think so. He'd drive you away so that he could do that. In fact if we look at what happened, that's exactly what he did.
I think your criticism of his alleged wife has no real basis in known fact, only Tenda's words which are often known to be lies, and your own wishful thinking. What if it's just your cope to deny that Tenda cannot form a real relationship? That the problem isn't his alleged wife, but him? You have to say she's the problem otherwise it follows you'd end up in the same situation. It suits you to believe him about his alleged wife because it makes her a scapegoat, but then if further follows that you must compare yourself to her in a way that very predictably paints you as superior.
>none of theme ever bothered to even take time and actually talk to me and get to know me like Tenda did
Could this be because Tenda is essentially asexual when it comes to real life people? Additionally it was you who said he was trying to use you as his AMWF beard which is manipulation and exploitation is it not?
But on the question of men, obviously you're going to get retards and losers contacting you through your youtube and other sites given the content you post (porn / fetish / AMWF). You're selecting for that type. These men are the bottom of the barrel and Tenda is one of them. The only reason he treated you with more respect earlier on was because he's gay or effectively asexual. Just stop and think about how ridiculous that is: praising Tenda for being the least worst of that group. You have sabotaged yourself for so long in this way, and many others.
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5a78bc No.3467
> He'd drive you away so that he could do that. In fact if we look at what happened, that's exactly what he did.
Like I said earlier, what I wrote was just a possibility and anything could happen. But let's say it did. So what? Is it the end of the world? Not for me. I am not the one writing suicide notes from socks bc he rejected me online. I accept failure as part of life, albeit unpleasant.
> you must compare yourself to her in a way that very predictably paints you as superior.
Hey, at least I know how to read and read his book.
Also I am white :P
>Could this be because Tenda is essentially asexual when it comes to real life people?
He could be although all the porn spam points toward rampant porn addiction and not asexuality.
Anon, what makes u think that if I met Tenda I would want to fuck him like my life depended on it?
You keep mentioning asexuality as if it's the end of the world, but u forget his cuckold fetish. If he was so asexual (or gay) that any kind of sex would be impossible, I would just fuck other guys.
Femdom relationships dont necessarily include sex.
In general, I am a person who likes to try things and if I talked to someone for years, I would want to see how it would play out in a real life situation. With some people we ended up dating, with others great friends, with others we broke things off in bad terms.
I still consider meeting them a learning and useful experience, esp for someone like me with autism who spent a decade in isolation bc of my narc parents. That was my mentality when I said that I want to meet Tenda. I know that for you it's wishful thinking, stupidity or plain failure. But does it matter?
We both know this is all in theory and will never happen bc he doesn't plan to meet anyone. We can agree to disagree.
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5a78bc No.3468
Quarantine day 1463839
Insulting himself on 4chan, while masturbating to the images of me fucking 8 inch BWC white men.
Yo, deathgripcel, if u are gonna jerk to all this, where is the art work?
You have drawn every woman on the planet except me, stop the spam and get to it.
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6bf6d3 No.3487
>>3467
>porn spam points toward rampant porn addiction and not asexuality
A schizoid or avoidant person can be "asexual towards real life people" and the porn obsession actually reinforces that according to what I read about those disorders. His sexuality was very muted when he talked to you, again lining up with that theory.
>Hey, at least I know how to read and read his book
The alleged literacy level of his alleged wife has no basis in fact. There's zero evidence. If she exists and is with Tenda then yes there would have to be something very wrong with her though, just like any woman who would want to be with Tenda. Your problem isn't low IQ, right? Then why does her problem have to be low IQ? What if she is autistic for example?
>u forget his cuckold fetish … I would just fuck other guys
I know coming from you this is just problem solving: here is a problem and here is how to solve it, but as always it disregards the reality of other people's emotions. You think Tenda would accept that? The idea that the only AMWF relationship he can have is one where he's a cuckold? You mocked STPeach and her husband by claiming he was a cuckold and used it as evidence to claim their relationship was fake. The rules are now different for you?
Even though you are only problem solving his asexuality and not saying you'd force him, he wouldn't see it that way - the only relationship he'd be happy with is you also being sexless. Larping or otherwise we see Tenda repeating themes about dead bedrooms and asexuality throughout his postings. In contrast any fantasy involvement of him in sex is always juvenile, ridiculous and delusional (women of all races swooning over him in the street). If Tenda made a vlog where he talked about his cuckold fetish then I might change my mind. Until then I think it's something he's ashamed of and wouldn't want in real life.
>bc he doesn't plan to meet anyone
Yes, and lots of things in this discussion show the reasons why. This is all academic I agree, but interesting!
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5a78bc No.3491
>The alleged literacy level of his alleged wife has no basis in fact. There's zero evidence.
There is no way she reads everything he writes about Asian women calling them xenomorphs, ectomorphs, Chinkerellas, sth only a loser would date and be ok with it. I wont even mention the mountains of garbage about me and him. I would understand if it was under a fake name, but google tenda spencer and its all there.
>The idea that the only AMWF relationship he can have is one where he's a cuckold?
I dont think he can have any relationship where he doesnt have a massive uper hand in every area, thats why he kept me in the dark about so many things the first year. He hates me bc he cant control me and I didnt stay the white sockpuppet who loves the idealized version of himself he tried so hard to show me.He needs to be the smartest person in the room but without any effort.
As for the cuckold thing, bc of my e-whoring I have done a great deal of research in fetishes, compulsive sexual behaviors, trauma re-enactment etc.
Fetishes don't just go away bc u are in a relationship. Usually when u try to oppress them there is a circle of "relapsing" and binging, much similar to eating disorders or addictions. I am neither a psychiatrist nor a sex therapist of course, but I don't believe that Tenda is genuinely asexual.
Do u want my HONEST, RAW opinion? I believe that Tenda was sexually abused as a kid, esp by females. He has so many signs, with the latest being the Johnny Mangoes clip saying he used to masturbate to porn at 6 years old. Often victims of sexual abuse develop asexuality or compulsive oversexuality as trauma responses. Or engage in masturbation/sex and then feel horrible.
> His sexuality was very muted when he talked to you, again lining up with that theory.
There is no way he would talk to me about any of that back then. Even now he would discuss it only from socks.
> the only relationship he'd be happy with is you also being sexless.
Then he did the right thing to not meet me bc I am not asexual, he would either have to have sex with me or let me have sex with others.
>. If Tenda made a vlog where he talked about his cuckold fetish then I might change my mind. Until then I think it's something he's ashamed of and wouldn't want in real life.
I would be very interested to watch that vlog too.
I want to ask u: do u think Tenda is still thinking/obsessed with me? Not asking it in a narc way, just curious (and if yes/no why).
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6e366e No.3493
>>3491
This is why many don't believe Tenda is married. Any woman would have to be seriously damaged to be interested in someone that disgusting. But one explanation would be not being able to read English or get past censorship. A lot of other things could be concealed from her.
>I believe that Tenda was sexually abused
Maybe, but most mental illness is something people are born with. Part of your narrative is to believe Tenda can be improved and that his parents are to blame when the highest likelihood is that they simply did nothing wrong.
For example I've seen so many mental cases on youtube ranting on about all the terrible things their parents, family and friends did to them only for it all to be voluntarily retracted after a new medication regime. Literally 100% of it was based on delusions and their "abusers" were entirely innocent. There was one I saw that was quite brutal because he became sane enough to understand no one would ever speak to him again despite knowing his accusations were a product of mental illness he couldn't control. They were simply to severe to forgive.
In contrast actual abuse victims have cogent and rational stories and hopefully sometimes evidence. The facts as presented add up and they don't need word salad or distractions from the details. There is a clear timeline with names and places that don't contradict or change.
>do u think Tenda is still thinking/obsessed with me?
I don't know but it does seem like that letter on reddit was the end of it. There's been no real evidence of significant contact since. Now it seems to be mostly you finding things you believe are directed at you.
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5a78bc No.3496
>Part of your narrative is to believe Tenda can be improved
I don't know if he can improve or not, only mental health specialists can determine that. I know for sure that the first requirement for any kind of improvement is desire to do so and I don't see any signs that he has it.
There are people who believe that as long as they post happy photos on facebook for example, thats good enough, even if their real life is shit. Maybe appearing as an expat to rednecks in Maine or a "successful" married person to Chinese -also shallow and fake relatives- is good enough for him.
I don't have time to watch his streams so I don't know, besides that one time that showed why his wife is not someone that could ever talk about any race matters (or any matter besides celebrities, eating, going to the mall shopping etc).
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5a78bc No.3569
MEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEME I HAVE IT SO HARD, POOR ME, GIVE ME ATTENTION ME
According to Sam Vaknin (a specialist in narcissism), if the narcissist is left without supply for prolonged periods of time, he devolves into a collapsed state (collapsed narcissism) and becomes his own supply, which means embracing a psychotic state where he is amazing while having himself as the audience. The end result of this is often schizophrenia.
source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ryBTnHnZno&t=579s
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5a78bc No.3590
Tenda is currently "el moggerino" on Lookism talking shit about me behind my back.
So I am only interested in freaks I can abuse huh?
YOU WOULD GIVE YOUR REMAINING LIFE SPAN FOR A DAY OF BEING ABUSED BY ME BOTTOM FEEDING CHINKCEL!
Keep shit posting there, I am out of that shit hole.
Infinite cryptofaggotry as always.
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4a1364 No.3591
>>3590
He's right about you only wanting a jobless mentally ill loser who you can control and abuse. That he fits the bill in your eyes really hurt his ego.
>YOU WOULD GIVE YOUR REMAINING LIFE SPAN FOR A DAY
He rejected you though, so this is inaccurate.
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5a78bc No.3592
>He rejected you though, so this is inaccurate.
you talk about someone for YEARS = u care and u are not over them
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5a78bc No.3593
>That he fits the bill in your eyes really hurt his ego.
Is it only in my eyes?
I believe that the main reason he didn't meet me is that he is afraid of his MTF tranny uncle Conrad, who arranged him to marry that utter moron Chink centipede.
The rest of him rejecting me are elaborate copes that he needs so he can live with himself knowing his uncle cucks him, he is married to someone from "the ugliest race on earth" (according to his own post) and he is a cryptohomo for BBC.
I have many exes anon and u will never see me making posts about them in forums bc I don't care.
So much for his "MUH REJECTION".
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5a78bc No.3594
Triggered and shit posting about me under other threads completely unrelated to me.
He is getting senile on top of Norwooding.
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5a78bc No.3595
"In fact the tranny herself attacked me just a few min ago and got burned real quick after realizing the greatest love she's ever had (the abomination himself) is really not stalking her at all.
Does he really think that any other man (let alone incel) go around describing Tenda as the greatest love I have ever had?
Ok Tenda, I understand that the years of painful rejection were hard and it's good to see u happy, but keep the bragging in moderation,after all lookism is an incel forum, also u are still too scared to talk to me as real you.
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5a78bc No.3596
In a scale from one to I have ordered a 20 TB hard drive to store everything u post so I can jerk off to it later, where do u think Tenda stands when it comes to "MUH WHITE INTERNET GF" obsession?
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