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Welcome to the Sunflower!
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50a9ec No.3109

I don't know the first thing about the occult, I just stumbled across this board in the index. First of all, I must say I am interested, and would greatly appreciate being pointed in the direction of some things to read. I am merely aware that there exists much outside the material world we know. The Christian(?) view that we must never interact with what is beyond instinctually perplexes me. I am also familiar with fake history, alternative earth theories, etc.

To expand the scope of this thread beyond my initial inquiry, I want to share the most intense nightmare I've ever had, which happened to occur last night, and ask that others share a dream that was spiritually striking. I was lucky I decided to record a voice journal entry describing it in my phone after awaking, because what I dreamt of was the end.

I was on a very large highway, bridging over a massive body of water. Suddenly, a sort of small tornado appeared in the middle of the highway, but it caused no wind. In a circular formation on the asphalt around the base of it, there appeared several squares that rapidly spun, each gridded with rainbow colors. Evidently I knew what this meant, as I started running towards land and screaming "THIS IS IT! WOOOOOOOOOO!" I thought this was The Great Reset (I know, a much more dramatic version than reality) happening before me. I found my way to a house with a friend that we were trying to escape from, but you see, what I was running from was a completely invisible wall that encroached outwards from the tornado. When you collided with this wall, you were teleported back to the position you were just about two seconds ago. My instincts told me this would eventually cause the death of me. Skipping a bunch of random weird shit, I couldn't escape the house, and what happened next made me have such intense existential dread when I was finally awake and began to recall this moment. The wall somehow enveloped me, and I watched my friend's head distort in literally unimaginable ways as he screamed and floated into the ceiling, phasing through it. As he did, I followed, and as I screamed, everything turned… blank. My view turned into what was neither dark nor light. My scream slowly faded to silence, and I felt that what just happened was my soul was torn away from its synergy with physicality as the material world itself was annihilated. It was left alone in a void (limbo?). Then the character selection screen faded in, and I had to choose between a level 20 woman and a level 800 man. I obviously picked the latter after a minute of analyzing what I was actually seeing, and then I woke up. (No this wasn't a meme lmao. I rarely play video games now, but they were a huge portion of my life so they're quite embedded in my subconscious.)

Was a part of me reborn or some shit? Maybe this wasn't even significant, I have no fucking idea, I'm new to this whole topic.

Anyway, share a dream if ya want.

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3f67ae No.3110

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Hello newfren!

Welcome to the sunflower group, Im very glad you have found us. The threads on this board are actually in themselves a VAST well of information. You can look through the Library thread for books on subjects that interest you. Personally I would reccomend, starting out, the "Zhuan Falun" by Li HongZhi or also "Introduction to Magick" by Julius Evola & the Ur Group. These two books alone hold a very strong foundation of knowledge, and if you read both you will likely be ahead of a majority of 'occultists' I personally reference back to these two on a regular basis.

I will share with you a waking dream/vision I had a while back, please excuse the strange way of writing, I wrote it out quick directly after the event in question, and never edited it so far as to keep it 'pure'.

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I arose in a field stretched far as the horizon. Full of cherry blossom trees and pink roses covering every inch. The sky reflected the pinkness of the land brilliantly. All was aglow with a vibrant joyous energy. Then from beyond my sight appeared the Venus… hidden was her face from mine but she seduced my heart in the noblest of ways. Gently she instructed my spirit as to how to reach beyond.

And beyond I went… Arose I in the land of (Khem, the home of Thoth?). First shown to me in this land was the Sky, Powerful and mighty was it's brazen hue of Green. Terrible and looming though welcoming was its gaze. Before me now arose to meet this emerald expanse was a mountainous land of obsidian and jade. And from this sharp terrain arose suddenly a beautiful pyramid which seemed to block out the sky with its magnitude. And from her mouth began to flow a deep river, upon this river came a canoe like boat, inside a hooded man slowly rowed to face me. As the ferry man on the River Styx. Though his wisdom and omniscience radiated from him so greatly that I knew his spirit at once, if only from legend… his face stayed obscured. I called to him and humbled myself. Sought I passage to the next realm. Three times I made my request. He pointed to a far off point in a direction that is not knowable. (4th dimension?) I followed and after much strain found myself in a most gorgeous place you could imagine. Golden light and cloud surrounded me and before me was a great and terrible face. Golden and perfect beyond words. He adorned a headdress of incredible gold (fabricated in a way that here on Earth I dont think exists) and a good many jewels. He demanded at once my name and I made myself known to him. Next he asked me my purpose for coming so far. (It was my opinion he felt surprised that I had reached him though not likley much could surprise such a being, therefore i suspect my ego was responsible for this perception) My answer, I hoped to be as pure and truthful as i meant it. I opened my heart so he could see my purity and will. I knew at once i would go no further than this. He said I lacked still. In response I humbled myself, "I request a master to teach me. I accept my role." All I must do now is continue my studies and await he who come…. Though at this point I felt almost pulled away from this place and though I resisted long enough to hear a response, I could understand no words before returning to Malkuth…. I feel my request was accepted.

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bae8a9 No.3111

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>>3109

There are a number of threads you may want to skim/read on here for a better understanding of what this board is for:

>>3

>>6

>>10

>>38

>>61

>>97

>>187

>>1298

On to your dream; this is similar to a dream I had myself which I consider to be a kind of >rebirth within body experience

The gaming part seemed similar, except in my dream I was back at HS days and playing a VN/RPG on the computer while my mum was hanging clothes behind my back. I ended up at a text command based battle screen with 4 characters and I won the battle, but 1 character was knocked out and one injured, which pointed to the things I still had to do in life. It like characters from the anime School Rumble thrown into a 90s visual novel with a battle system.

I think what you experienced was important and real, what you need to do now is to start orienting in your new reality.

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