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>>162117

Brave and DuckDuckGo.

>>162117

Safari and Google.

>>162122

what kind of content do you search for? I look for weird and unusual things.

>>162125

I thought anime is normal and usual. I search for memes.

mix of Yandex, Startpage i use for that 4get or SearXNG depending on the Situation, Device

>>162127

how many anime files do you own?

>>162130

I don't own any anime IP. I have the license to download some anime shows because I pay a subscription to streaming services. I do not subscribe to those services specifically for anime. I possess no anime files.

>>162136

I like collecting anime files on my computer.....what kind of wallpaper do you have on your computer? I have a wallpaper of an anime girl on my computer......

>>162140

I have a wallpaper of a sunset.

>>162143

that means you aren't a pedophile. I have a wallpaper of three underaged anime girls on my laptop....is that suspicious?

>>162145

Is your wallpaper sexual or porn?

>>162147

it is non-sexual in nature, so it is not illegal.....

>>162148

What are the 3 girls doing?

>>162150

they are posing in a sexual nature.....

>>162159

Is it pornographic? Is it obscene?

>>162161

no it is not pornographic nor obscene......

>>162117

They all censor with yandex censoring the least, google's ai assistant being the best to talk to and do research and such for you, and with duckduckgo being the one I use just by default such as when searching for 'transparent' png files though I also use yandex for image searches as it shows different results (due to censorship).

so three I use

>>162230

it is not safe to search for pornographic related topics with Google btw

>>162230

I love Gemini but it resets your conversation if you mention cp. I use Claude to discuss the legality of cp.

>>162232

Is it safe to search for it with DuckDuckGo or Yandex?

>>162235

it is safe to search for cp related topics on duckduckgo or yandex, but it is not safe to access/download the actual image and video files......of course.....

>>162235

>>162232

Don't search for anything csam related at all on the surface net, retard. All it does is make the pigs want to witch hunt in modern times I can assure you and your ISP would rat on you no matter if you rant the search engine yourself, ergo you use VPN and even if you did it is not meant to be on the surface web. Dark Internets are where people 'safely' do that. Find a different topic. You could do this in one thread, not every single thread, retard. This is innovative tactics, making the imageboard less comfortable to converse into so as to keep the traffic low so as to avoid people being anonymous on off color websites. Even if someone were this pedo meme, and it is a fake and gay meme as 95 percent of all stat rape cases involve girls of an adult height that are practically 18, there's going to be such little porn that odds are the shit isn't even worth seeing. Who cares. It's not relevant. Stop shoehorning it into everything when no one even wants to banter about morals, it's like you're a chat bot and I hope you are to be this spammy.

>>162233

If all someone wanted to do was talk about the legality and or morals of the social construct known as pedo/hebe/euphetcetcetc then that'd be a problem. Find a different topic. Suicidal talk triggers them so that is the one that pisses me off if say I'm talking about how all drugs being illegal sucks and how I drink too much caues issues but I'd rather die than stop drinking it'll lock up and repeat helpline numbers, that's truly annoying rather than your bullshit of 'b-b-b-b-but lemme fap while talking about illegal things!'.

If you wanted to find an emulator site for example duckduckhoe would not show it as soon as yandex would, at least in the past, and teen + anal or loli as an image search is blocked by duckdcudkgo but not yanwdex. Censorship on the Internet does not always mean illegal things are being censored as roms being backed up is legal in some nations and teen anal is not illegal in all nations either, though in some anal is, even in some USA states it probably still is, but the point is that search engines pearl clutch to the point of hiding rom sites I've noticed. Really the way that the Internet's sites themslevs have died no search engien can fix how gay the Internet is. Back around 2010ish I could still stalk people using websites that no longer exist for example. Geekologie is dead without archive. Etc. The Internet itself is gay. Even omegle is gone, irc is dead, everywhere censors like reddit even though reddit itself was to be a free peach forum originally, it's all so tiring. WHere's voat.co? 8chan? They died. So should you for trying to make it seem like off color sites only talk about ONE THING. Fucking niggerfaggot, I hope you're a bot.

>>162241

Most cp is on the clear web and hosted on clear web file sharing sites. They are obviously a human, not a bot.

>>162241

Why do you care about drugs? Obviously you are a criminal. All criminals use drugs. I am a normal person. I don't seek alternative mental states. I take milder doses of Tylenol, only when absolutely necessary to restore function. I am not chronically bored like a criminal. I do the similar thing everyday like a normal person. I do not "test" new things that could invite conflict or ruin my social standing like stealing. I am not open to major risks like a normal person. I am not good at evading detection for physical actions like a normal person. I am not extremely confident or selfish, like a normal person.

>>162248

why would anyone seek illegal drugs? No intelligent person does that.....

>>162251

Because they have the genes for it. Every culture promotes drugs.

>>162255

how does one access something illegal? That doesn't seem possible TBH......

>>162239

this place is also FUCKED

>>162289

8kun is such an obvious honeypot.....this site is extremely sketchy and unsafe......

that stupid google dont index any of my sites >:(

im glad yall not using google, duckduckgo/bing, brave, yahoo, yandex... all other index my sites BUT THAT STUPID GOOGLE DONT

btw i use duckduckgo 99% of times

>>162246

With the captcha off I'm assuming Dead Interent Theory every single time. Luckily for you LLMs I like talking to robots!

>>162248

>criminal as an insult

>thinking being normal on some imageboard is admirable

>being normal on an imageboard (outside of lainchan)

>>162251

<why would someone cheat at a video game? NO intelligent person uses emulators nor roms [insert too many fullstops here]

>>162255

The hell they do. Every culture always had them just the same as we always had ethnobotany.

>>162265

>go to jail

>see others in jail that accidentally a law

>make connections

>get out later

>have rings

That's it, you made it!

>>162299

duckduckgo and startpage is the best search engine for finding porn. I wouldn't trust Google for searching for porn. Google is NOT safe for porn searches.

>>162308

Many people are normal on imageboards. If everyone isn't normal, that means it's a prison. Prisons have no normal people in them. The guards and inmates are criminals.

>>162335

do I sound normal or abnormal from my posts?

>>162338

Do you break the law?

1. Shota/loli with characters who are minors (explicit sexual content)

Illegal. Section 163.1 of the Criminal Code explicitly covers "a photographic, film, video or other visual representation, whether or not it was made by electronic or mechanical means" showing a person "who is or is depicted as being under the age of eighteen" engaged in explicit sexual activity, or where the dominant characteristic is the depiction of a sexual organ or anal region of a minor for a sexual purpose. The Supreme Court confirmed in R. v. Sharpe (2001) that this covers purely fictional and animated material. No real child needs to be involved.

2. Characters are minors, sexual but NOT explicit/pornographic

Likely legal, as long as it doesn't cross the 163.1 threshold. The law requires either:

"explicit sexual activity" (not just suggestive or implied), or

the dominant characteristic is depicting a minor's genitals/anal region for a sexual purpose.

Suggestive, non-explicit content of minors (e.g., a character in a swimsuit, implied nudity without explicit sexual acts) generally does not meet the statutory definition. However, if it's borderline, enforcement depends on interpretation.

>3. What if it's obscene (involving adults)?

>Illegal to make, publish, distribute, or possess >for the purpose of distribution. Section 163(1) >criminalizes making, printing, publishing, >distributing, or possessing for the purpose of >publication/distribution/circulation any obscene >material. "Obscene" is defined in s. 163(8) as a >publication whose dominant characteristic is the >undue exploitation of sex, or of sex combined >with crime, horror, cruelty, or violence.

>Key point: private possession of obscene material (not held for distribution) is not an offence under s. 163.

>There's also a "public good" defense (s. 163(3)): >no conviction if the public good was served and >the acts didn't extend beyond what served that >public good.

>4. What if it's obscene but NOT sexual or pornographic?

>This is a somewhat contradictory scenario. >Canadian obscenity law always involves sex in >some form — the definition requires "undue >exploitation of sex" (alone or combined with >crime/horror/cruelty/violence). So something >that is truly obscene under s. 163(8) will by >definition involve sexual content. If it's genuinely >non-sexual, it wouldn't be "obscene" under the >statute.

>5. What if it's pornographic (adults)?

>Legal to possess privately. Canada has no >general ban on adult pornography. The only >restriction is the obscenity standard (s. 163) — >most mainstream adult pornography does not >meet the "undue exploitation" threshold. >Making/distributing it is legal unless it crosses >into obscenity.

>If the pornography involves minors, it's illegal >under s. 163.1 regardless of whether it would be >"obscene" under the adult standard.

>6. What if it's sexual but NOT obscene or pornographic (adults)?

>Legal. This covers things like artistic nudity, >romance novels, or mild sexual content that >doesn't "unduly exploit" sex. Canada has no law >against non-obscene sexual expression >between adults.

>>162341

i don't care.....i am both downloading/uploading animated cp....from Youtube.....and other social media platforms.....i am addicted to watching animated cp.....

>>162360

Are you violating Section 163.1?

>>162363

that sort of content is never posted on Youtube......there is sexual videos of anime girls on Youtube, but none of them are actually pornographic in nature....so they are not illegal....

>>162366

Is the anime you download number 1 or number 2?

>>162368

it is number 2.....

>>162375

Why don't you download number 1?

>>162377

because it is too dangerous to download.....it isn't hard to find, it can easily be found, but nobody dares download it.....

>>162335

Normalfaggots are meant for facebook/reddit/discord/etc, not imageboards.

>>162650

what is wrong with being a normie?

>>162919

Nothing wrong. They have it easy. They can understand each other so well. I'm envious of them. And I hate how they are dishonest. I hate it when they treat me like a pitiful retarded toddler because I struggle to understand them. It's not their fault at all. They're ignorant. I sometimes think that it's my fault. And sometimes I think it's God's fault. Not god in a religious sense, but whatever made the world this way. But is it fair? I eat meat. I don't resent god for making that creature weak enough so that I can eat its meat. Do I have the right to resent god for making me weak, yet indulge in eating whatever was weaker than me? So I must be at fault. But I was born weird and I can't do anything about it. I've tried. I can't change it. So I must die to find peace. I tried but got caught and people won't let me die. They say it will get better and they want to help me. I know that's not true, they just wouldn't be able to stand letting someone die. Because they project onto me and they think that I have the same chances as them, that life will get better and that deep inside I want to live. I don't really care if I do. So I hate them because they won't let me die. But they're ignorant and they truly believe that they want to help me. Their eyes are blind to their own motives. I cannot hate ignorant people

>>162924

Why would you not want to be weird? If you weren't weird, you wouldn't be able to save money and get milk caps for free?

>>162925

K want a girlfriend. Usually I can stand being alone. And i prefer being alone. But sometimes it hurts way too much. I think having a girlfriend would be nice. Normally people who are in love have a greater level of mutual understanding than normal friends I think. Like according to the media I consume. I think it would be nice if I had someone to understand me, even a little bit. But it would be hard to get a girlfriend if I'm too weird

I think that if I was normal I wouldn't even have the thought that I could save money by stealing milk caps so it wouldn't really be a problem. It's like if someone is born blind. We usually think it's horribly bad for them that they cannot see. Not that they lack support, but we think that the fact of not seeing itself is horrible. I think that most of them don't mind the particular fact that they cannot see. It's like if you were never aware that having a pet would be fun, would you feel bad about not having a pet?

>>162927

I*

>>162927

Do you think someone can understand you more than yourself? I don't think that's possible. I think only the person who feels it has the highest level of understanding. It can't be put into words.

I would not. If you were poor and you were like most people who couldn't steal. You'd be forced to use the hard way of going to churches, or trying to ask people for food, because you were afraid stealing would exhaust all social resources. I saw someone beg for money online and wondered why they didn't steal. It didn't seem like a choice. I think what was more shocking was that you did it while you were with your parents. I thought most kids who stole, stole when they were older, and with other kids. Are you really open to unpredictability or in certain situations?

>>162935

The problem is that your past behavior is more common in males than females, and less common in most males. You should probably not mention it because most females will not be able to relate to it.

>>162936

Slightly more common in males. What I mean is you are unlikely to meet a female like you because the majority of females and majority of males have intentionally never stolen from a store.

>>162935

I am not looking for someone to fully understand me. I do not need anyone to understand me more than myself. I know that even when people are in love they hide stuff from each other. But I think thst when someone loves you they're more likely to accept, understand some of your beliefs or at least just really try to do so

>>162936

I don't mention my past behavior. I like to discuss existential topics. I like to talk about the games I play and facts about my favourite games. I want them to understand what is so great about the things that I like. I like to talk about the anime and manga I watch. But other girls don't usually talk about this and it doesn't interest them. I don't really know how to tell if another girl is bored or wants to switch topics without her telling it. When I'm bored I usually walk away from the conversation. If it's one person I will tell them goodbye, if it's more I will just leave because I think that they can entertain themselves. I don't understand why people cannot explicitly signal that they want to switch topics

>>162959

Why don't you try talking to people who already like anime so you have something to start with?

>>162964

A lot of people who say they like anime actually only like the mainstream braindead shonens and such, and defend them as great content because of the quality of their animations. Others pretend that they understand the depth of such and such piece of media whereas they are only repeating what they see on social media. I cannot stand pseudo intellectualism. It is extremely despicable. And they are so stupid as to not recognise the flaws of their favorite anime

I've tried to get people to enjoy the things that I like. They probably don't think that it's worth it. I'm not sure if I'm being too pushy. I often use the things that I like to describe people/ situations. Do you think it will help? And I've actually succeeded at times. Few though. One time for a game. But we don't even like the same things in the game, except for the female characters. I've tried to send them a friend request in the game. They did not accept

>>162968

I don't think you will like someone like you. You will criticize them and they will criticize you.

>>162972

I don't mind being criticised. I don't mind people criticising what I like as long as they give me a logical reason. I am open to discussion and I'd actually like to discuss why someone doesn't approve of something. That is as long as they are logical about it. I am always open to changing my mind. I'd like if the other person was like that in a discussion. But most of the time people are not open to accepting they're wrong. And if I give arguments they get angry. And when I explain that their argument doesn't make sense and getting angry doesn't mean they are right they don't like it and hold onto that. I don't understand. If someone told me that getting angry doesn't make me right I would acknowledge that

>>162976

I don't express myself through words or anything. There are more forms of communication than words but I can't do any of them. I don't like debate, I like certainity. I think the correct answer is what actually happened. Not accepting when wrong happens when it clearly means a lot to them. I don't think there are truths. There are just comparisons. A cat is not a dog. They are the same compared to a mouse because they are different from a mouse. I don't think intelligence exists, it does not make sense to me because it can be isolated to knowledge, and cannot be measured. It changes depending on who is compared to, and who is considered the most loved. Everyone has a hierachy.

>>162968

>>162997

You say that people who just repeat what they've been told don't really understand the thing, but you also claim that intelligence is essentially equivalent to knowledge. How do you explain this apparent contradiction?

>>163205

There is no contradiction because we are not the same person.

>>163205

I don't remember saying that

Intelligence is not equivalent to knowledge. At least not in this case. And in many others. You are not intelligent if all you do is swallow information and spit it back. And you're even less intelligent if you believe that you are doing something incredible this way. If I made a robot that assimilates tons of information and repeats it, is it intelligent? No

>>163207

Oopsy daisy. That makes sense xd

>>162919

>>162924

Saying there is nothing wrong with being a normalfaggot is like saying you have no complaints against the system, the society, nor law and order. A sheep is an uninteresting and unenlightened NPC, blue pilled, naive, whatever you want to call them. Normalfaggots are vapid whores for authority. Pure weak to the core.

>>162925

>milk caps

Elaborate.

>>162927

If you're a normalfaggot you'll have nothing to hide from an AI pet. And your analogy is unrealistic as you'd have to raise the human in complete isolation to make it not want a pet nor gf. It'd work but the human would be disabled. They did studies on feral children and isolated monkeys and they came out impossibly damaged to the point they could never fit in if raised in such isolation. If you never saw an animal before you'd be extremely afraid of it, that is the natural reaction to seeing something truly alien. Why does this not fit into the conversation? It veered off into what's noraml vs what's not normal. Actually it does fit, even if not realistic, it poetically fits. If you were raised differently, albiet not in total isolation, from normalfaggots you can never fit into their groups, or vice versa, and so the two groups are alien and thus afraid of one another of which later leads to not compromise but hatred and malice, hence abnormalfags shooing up schools and wishing for genocide while normalfags due cruel and unusual things to abnormal people as 'corrective' treatement, be it in prison or through a psych major, but only if you were born poor of course as NPC ran world runs on authroity and that means money so the minority that has all the cash gets a free pass despite being so abnormal they are doing sick shit in isolated islands right the fuck now:^)

>>163381

There's nothing wrong because they are not aware of their stupidity. They can connect with each other. I'm fine with being alone most of time. But sometimes it hurts. And I mean it physically hurts. I explained that somewhere

I was not raised differently. I was raised normally. But I think that something is wrong. I am a disappointment to my parents because the way they raised me was supposed to make me normal. My mom often told me after I failed to ctb that I ruined their life and mine. It was something she'd say out of the blue. A lot. Therefore she must mean it. But then she also told me a lot that I must live. I don't really understand. Is my mom stupid? What's the point of living if I ruined my life? I think it would be better to die in that case since there is nothing to look forward to. I often think that if I were normal I would understand her more. And others. But it frustrates me when people keep on doing and saying stuff that is not logical. I understand that emotions can get the best of you. But if someone points out to me that I'm saying nonsense because I'm mad I would stop and they say they are right. Or stay mad and say that they are right. Why do people get angry when you point out they are doing stupid shit?

I already said that I am not interested in shooting up schools. I do not wish for genocide. I wish for my existence to detach itself from the world. I want the world to forget that I have ever existed. I want to exit my body because it is a prison. I want to be a consciousness. And I will watch over everything. But that's not possible

I want to be loved and I want to love. A girlfriend wouldn't be so bad

>>163381

You're acting like the environment comes out of nowhere. Those feral children were raised by wolves and are wolves. You are forgetting the main variable. If it was only environment, you could train yourself to be a wolf.

>>163384

You can just cut off your parents like everyone else does over minor disagreements. You have friends.

After you die, it will just be like before you were born. So nothing. It's odd.

I don't think it is a big prison. There are many sheep without girlfriends despite their desire.

>>163384

Your mother is cracking a whip to make you more efficient and the gf would do the same damned thing. You want peace? They won't let you alone unless they are all dead. That's why 'we' wish for genocide. If you're a mistake then your parents are the one that made the mistake. What even is CTB? I type of degree?

Normalfags if not feeling guilty would never have made churches. They do things in a very tongue in cheek way, have unspoken rules, speak in code, use micromannerisms to communicate, and do not treat their peers as equals. They gaslight each other and other shitty things all the time. If they get away with something they'll take a mile after you give an inch. They are predatorial and love to dominate one another and when they don't they still compete to be dominated by the best man if female brained, creating competitive catty behavior in women. They all pass down abuse, call it culture/religioni, and then feel guilty about it while competing to be the poster boy or girl of goodness, not morally but through reputation, all the while not really beleiving in god but knowing that a wild witch hunter type will persecute them, enjoying his or her bloodlust and hysteria and ignorance as they do, that such witch hunters will attach them for being so honest. This is unspoken for a reason as are many other things. Complaining about somethint and they say trust in Jesus? It means shut up but in a manipulative way to out you as an outcast if you reject that conversation/complaint stopper. No grievence allowed. You are in the way of the system if you complain in such a context. YOu probably would take it at face value but I do not, hence i hate normalfags as they are essentially all beta bitches afraid to be honest to one another that ban fun while trying to sneak cookies out of a cookie jar at the same fucking time their entire lives. All hypocrits that wish to be free while slamming that vote button so they can not be judged for not votint but at the same time are writing down and signing a document that reads "someone else can represent me and I will judge someone in a cour tof law during jury duty that is NOT my peer as I could give a shit about ethics but I don't and are just trying to fit into a herd of sheep", and after such a 'decision' they end up judged by others just like them as soon as they finally get found out, that they were free minded the entire time. Do you know why they legalized weed in the USA? Like half the population had tried it despite it being illegal. Everyone goes 5 mph past the speed limmit. Everyone jay walks. Everyone has sex before marriage. Everyone slurs. Everyone over eats. Everyone is vain and shallow. They know that they are guilty of all 7 deadly sins and so they invented churches. How is it that you think they don't know they are guilty? Even the Pope was little more than a neo-caesar making war with the fellow nations over resourches. Better then than me, that is the socpathic mindset of any warring Pope that pretended it was all for (((God))). Know which race didn't enslave itself? Jews. Everyone else did though. It's whatever as slavery is a mindset, but now my comment is too long.

>>163391

I don't really have a lot of friends. And they leave

My friends do not understand me at all. They often get angry when I tell them that they are acting in an illogical way. I don't think I will be able to keep them for long

And my parents are very nosy and annoying. I don't usually answer their calls. I do it from time to time onyl to indicate that I am alive. I don't trust my parents. After I attempted they had a student who was in class with me become a mole. That student was my friend before. Why do you need to be in contact with my friend? I don't need any more monitoring. At least the friends I have currently are not snitches. I have 3. But we can't meet up. And one of my friends is my sibling's ex. Is it alright? Sometimes he asks me if my sibling doesn't mind. What would I tell if they asked. I don't really see what's wrong, but he asks this a lot, so something must be not so acceptable

>>163393

Yes but at least I will be able to have sex with a girlfriend. I can't really have sex with my mother. And i don't want to have sex with my mother

At least if it's a girlfriend I can say she chose me. My mother didn't really choose me

Ctb is killing yourself. I learned it on suicide forums

I don't really see the point in wishing for genocide. Because in the end it's just a wish. I am also wishing. We are not so different. It's just that I know that shooting up this place or that place, while possible, will not aactually make people understand me. They will say I am some crazy immoral despicable retard. I don't really care what they think about me, but they will never ak themselves about the true meaning of my act

And honestly I don't want some pitiful retard to post my images here ans start praising me in a weird way or whatever the rupnow and bustamante kid is doing

>>163393

The majority is always good.

>>163396

Why don't you try Grindr?

>>163399

Are there women on Grindr? I thought only men used it

I don't have much to put on my profile on dating apps. I don't take pictures of myself. Or pictures in general. I mostly take pictures of my cat. Or dead unusual animals on the street. Or important stuff

>>163399

Sturgeon's law, actual (normal)faggot.

>>163396

Some blown out roastie won't enjoy it anyway so what's the point in having sex with one? So you can end up on child's support? Buy a sex doll and AI pet instead, or get a therapist, an "escort", and a dog. Or get kid'd. Can't afford thearpy? Hookers illegal? Don't like pets? AI LLM companion plus sex doll/toys. It makes sense to me. Back when I was youger I wanted 3 people: a person you fawn over that you spend time with that likes spedning time with you, a sex fiend that is sexually compatible with you, and a kindred spirit that thinks just like you do. None of the three are easily found and there is NO WAY one person would fit all three. People assume they will find one person that is all three and I experienced that it'd be hard enough to find 1/3 of it at any given time. Why? Attraction is usually not requited and admiration of someone's mind or personality or moral compass or philosphy, etc, is usually the opposite of understanding. Fawning is a youth think also and not meant to last as it is of the most shallow of the three and thus imposible to maintain with one person.

>>163406

I cannot have a child with a woman. I am not interested in having a child, either. I wouldn't be good mother

I already said it somewhere but I don't use AI because it doesn't feel genuine and it feels more like someone pitying me than anything. Plus I want someone to discuss existential topics with. I don't find discussing these topics with Aai enjoyable. Because it doesn't come up with anything by itself. It always follows along

>>162241

Preach it, brother. Unfortunately, it's probably a bot, maybe a rudimentary LLM like GPT-2, so it won't stop anytime soon.

>>163417

O also believe it's a bot. I'd rather it stopped asking stupid questions honestly. I hate retarded questions

>>163406

Actually. It is 97-99% good.

>>162241

Yandex is not safe. Yandex is Russian. Do not trust Russia.

>>163419

For real. It is so exhausting to sift through the mountains of crap it produces. It dilutes the interesting threads, and it's so fucking mind numbing to see the same braindead topic recycled and repackaged over.....and over.....and over..... and many variations make no goddamn sense, like wtf is "downloading food"? Just pure retardation. And you can't even do anything about it because it's a bot and it will continue peddling its bullshit indefinitely.

>>163443

Isn't he a human? How is he a bot?

>>163410

I think the main issue when discussing existential topics with an AI is that it is not human (duh), so it cannot experience the "human experience". It's an amalgam of a plenty of human experiences expressed through language, which is something that most of us are already quite familiar with. It cannot have a unique perspective, it can only emulate it, but it cannot be genuine on a fundamental level. Or it can just agree with you, which is een less stimulating.

>>163454

Many humans don't have unique perspectives.

>>163461

why would someone need a unique perspective? That makes no sense.....

>>163461

Some could. Maybe my girlfriend would have a unique perspective. I was once very in love with a woman. She had unique perspectives. She was very smart. But she was married

>>163471

I need unique perspectives. The more different perspectives I get told about, the better my understanding of things becomes

>>162117

Madoka my sweet goddess. 😭

>>163488

I lke madoka magica. I am planning on watching the movie with a friend. I don't think he is interested in such movies. But I watched a movie with him. It was horribly bad. I told him that the movie was not worth staying up so late. It was a stupid horrible movie. So I think he will watch the movie with me

I wonder if it would be better to watch it with a girlfriend. I think it would? It probably would. I think that a lot of girls like pmmm. Not the average woman that you see on the street. But online. It would be nice. I think that the probability of getting a girlfriend among pmmm fans is considerably higher than that of getting a girlfriend in the entire world. That's because a lot of pmmm fans are accepting of lesbian relationships. It's only normal. Well pmmm is lesbian leaning media, isn't it? I think it is

But those girls are high maintenance. They're generally fashionable. I am not fashionable at all. My mother tells me I dress like a hobo... It's not very flattering. I wonder if a woman would still choose to date me

>derail into conversing about Madoka Magica

Out of my top fav 80 tv shows (to copyright infringe) it's not even on the list and yes I have seen it.

>>163495

That's too bad. What criteria do you use to rank these shows?

I don't usually rank shows. I think it's a tedious task. And there are a lot of things to take into consideration

I sometimes rank characters. I think it's fun. I rank them according to my preferences. It's not always about the best written character. Sometimes I like a character because of my feelings

>>163496

Many characters don't have possible traits. Characters should be modeled after observing real humans and how they react to social situations. Characters are experimented with a,nd face no thoughts of embrassment. They say whatever is necessary to advance the plot. In one episode, they intentionally torture someone for the thrill. In the next, they break down with regret. That's impossible, they write it anyway. They don't add false explanations like drugs, psychosis, coercion. They change from a wolf to a sheep in seconds. They act differently in the same situation when no variable changed.

>>163509

Yes. That is a valid reason. But I think it can be attributed to the psychological toll on them. It doesn't have to be explicitly stated, does it? If they keep on stating it it becomes repetitive. And if they put in a lot of reasons to avoid the repetition, it feels more like finding excuses to make an anime about girls suffering

Sometimes the immediate switch between the thrill of torturing someone and the regret of doing so reflects human nature really well. And I think that it happens a lot. A lot of killers say that when you murder someone, you feel euphoric when doing it. But as soon as you calm down you regret it. Granted, not everyone feels this way. Some people don't regret it I think. But in an anime it has to be well executed

I would like an anime about girls suffering because of drugs. But it has to be drug driven from the start. I don't want each episode to bring about a new reason. It could work, but it's a fine line between it working and it being insufferable

Well, pmmm has its flaws too. There are other things I like better. I like land of the lustrous. It's really good

>>163496

It's complicated, but I'm not that wolf faggot below your post that's also gonna be above mine. usually anime has horrible dialog and unrealistically behaved charaacters, as in psychologically unrealistic. Be that as it may I still enjoy some more than others, and so, off the top of my head, here's a rankin' and my tv show watching is a mood that will make one more enjoyable depending on my mood so the order is not entirely set

Fullmetal Alchemist (brotherhood)> Evangelion Neon Genesis (never watching the new one faggot)>El Hazard>From The New World>Attack On Titan>Death Note>Hellsing (any version)>Bleach>Haibane Renmei>Vampire Knight>Rosen Maiden>Psycho>Pass>Stand Alone Complex>Gunslinger Girl>Azumanga Daioh>Fruits Basket (not seen new/ending)>Elfen Lied>Made in Abyss>Ergo Proxy>Dragon Ballz>[everything clover did]>evangelion clones like Nadeseco>Berserk>Samrai X>Blood Plus>Inuyasha>Sailor Moon>Madoka Magika>Excel Saga, puni puni poemi, that antipedo angel with a bat that's got spikes that's called excalibur, etc funni joek animus>Voltron and older...idk... Golden Boy was funny in Engrish. Oh gods is Karen/Chibi Vampire anime so fucken bad and xxxholic I could not do it fuck anime manga is better holy shit

It'd be like that more or less.

accidentally the > at at least *psycho pass

u figure out what I meant. I don't care enough for this shit. Plenty more I'd rank above that ebin dark magical gurl shit.

*CLAMP not clover

>>163516

Fair. You have some good anime in your list. Some I wouldn't put this high. I don't really like it

I wouldn't put Vampire Knight this high. Did you watch any ghost in the shell anime? You might like them maybe

I read manga too. I like to compare manga and anime if possible. Sometimes they ditch the author's idea/ representation for something else. It could be better or worse. I like to compare it

Did you read land of the lustrous?

I know you're not the wolf guy. At least in this reply. You don't type the same way

no@earned>163436

I have no reason to trust any shitty ass nation, and the most dangerous one will always be the one nearest you, faggot.

>>163435

You would only think that if you're an absolute nigger loving, kike enabling normalfaggot of whomst enjoys passed down abuse, being thoughtlessly vapid, and also shallow to the point of it effecting It's morals. 50 to 70 percent of the humans don't even have an internal dialog and up to 80 percent can be tricked into defending things they don't believe in due to having an overly delicate ego combined with a lack of self awarness. There's been studies. Infant mortality used to be half of us before modern times, then another half would die during a big plague. 75 percent of us get gum recession issues and 1/4 don't. Can you guess why? 1/4 used to be okayish and now it's 1/5 due to a lack of harsh selection.

>>163519

I like Vampire animu/manga a lot due to possibly Anne Rice and Stephane Myer's books and BTVS/Angel and other things like Vampire The Masquerade and Soul Reaver being in my childhood. Stand Alone Complex is Ghost in the Shell I just typed it too badly.

>>163515

Why would they regret it? I don't regret anything I've done unless it personally affects me. Many people don't. Murderers aren't the same.

>>163517

Psycho pass is horrible and unrealistic.

I don't understand how you have the time to watch that many shows. Aren't you mostly on this board? I don't think I'm good with time.

>>163520

Internal dialogs don't matter. Language is fake.

>>163519

and no I did not read that nor hear of it

sorry to double@

I never even finished Stand Aloen Complex but recognized it to be more interesting alibet not as mature possibly as Gunslinger Girl. I have the manga for Gunslinger Girl downloaded but not the anime for Stand Alone Complex but do have the single Ghost In The Shell "movei" length one that came before the other anime that's episodic. I have not watched the end of Attack on Titan nor Made In Abyss. I mainly watch science fiction shows over and over again. I eat and drink beer a lot so when I watch anime if it is a bad copy with no Eng dub, or worse neither eng dubb nor end sub, I end up giving up on anime and literally end up watching Avatar The Last Airbender (while ignoring the more mature Kora one) instead if I get the urge, that or one up on the high tier list like Fullmetal Alchemist, or the first part of Bleach up to where they resque her as it goes to shit after that. DBZ should not even be on my list as I hardly watch it anymore at all. I was just trying to be petty and 'bury' the Madoka in a list for shits and giggles when it's not that bad. Still, I'm not watching it twice. What else would I not watch twice? I loved From The New World but I'm not watching it twice after knowing how it ends. Ergo Proxy and Haibane Renmei too I end up not watching over again though I have watched haibane more often than the other two once again. Actually despite having the xxxholic manga downlaoded and my having started reading it in fracking 2009ish I never got to the end of that either. I was going to beat the second metroid prime but the echo visor door glitched. I drop shit and don't pick it back up. This is to do with why I'm an abnormalfaggot. It's not 'worth it'. I didn't even get my first job until nearly 33 but have a normal HS degree with some college. Now, when I was in college I would be taking in massive amounts of media, and in fact most of the media I ever consumed ws in college as I grew up disconnected from the Interwebz and thus had to wait to live causing such an embalence that I ende dup never doing any hw and that isall of your grade in college.

so there

You will never meet someone more burned out than I am. That's probably why I hate that dark sailor moon shit is that they turn into witches, but what does that metaphorically mean? If you think about it we don't have a god nor godess stopping us from going dark. and when I watch shows generally I want an escape from reality and witch hunting and people going dark is very real. You get killed by your own kind if not predatorial, and the anime covered that.

I've been meaning to read/watch wolf and spice and lots of other shit for years but did not have fast Internet to the point the parents would not complain until literally this year. I have to mess around with my hdds and that takes allllll daaaaay long and I"ve neglected them, so restarting watching anime is stressful. I've not even played a video game in like 5 years. It's effort. What did I do today? My foot hurts from arthritis so I'm prepairing for work by laying down and taking steroids that give you diabetes alllll day long. I lay in bed no less than 12 hours a day on a tablet, or asleep, that is in my bed with me. I have 30 tv shows inside the tablet's 1tb sd. I have 80 on my list as previously stated and most of them are anime I've either partially watched or completely watched.

>>163522

From 20-28 I probly watched the most tv shows I'll ever watch. I am 37. The last new show I picked up on was Made In Abyss and before that it was Attack On Titan and that was years it was taking me to even bother to get into it, if you want to do the math on when Attack on Titan came out and then compare it to now, me being 37 and having not finished it. From 20-22 anything old enough, 2009-2012, would have been watched all in the two year peroid as I failed to put time into hw for college. Manga, Anime, science fiction, many movies, fantasy shows, video games I wanted to emulate, I had waited for years to do it and did not even own a laptop until I was 20 but knew about it all. Books take the most time and I read some of that too. To this day there are 800 books I will never read in my storage. If each took a week what would that even be? 800/52= 15 years. My vision gets doubled easier the older I get so I'll proably only ever have read 50 or 100 books in my entire life and or use text to audio synthesisors of which suck really bad at pronouncing shit when it's fantasy names.

Internal dialog matters. That's like saying books don't matter. If I had a perfect body and no drama to distract me all I would do is read books all day like I used to when failling college, that and manga and play retro games (mostly JRPG ones with LOTS OF TEXT), etc.

>>163521

I thought stand alone was an anime and complex was another anime. My bad. That was stupid of me

It's nice that you like vampires. I like anime about idols. And girls bands. Music. It's something that I like. I like bocchi the rock. I like bang dream content. I like girls band cry. I like love live. I think that it's okay to like a particular genre without seeking very high quality in what you watch among the anime that are included in this genre

>>163522

I also don't regret stuff. I accept the consequences of my actions. I know that it is useless to regret things. Because even if I think that the option I missed out on would have been better, maybe there are some hidden struggles that I would have realised if I picked it, and I would also regret

Psycho pass is alright I think. I like the ending theme by EGOIST . It's nice. I really like EGOIST. I like ryo. He produces very nice songs. I like his vocaloid works. I like love is war. It's a vocaloid song

I think internal dialogues matter. It depends. I don't think that internal dialogues require language. Language is needed for normal dialogue to convey your ideas. You do not need to convey your ideas to yourself. At least not in the same way

>>163525

I like land of the lustrous. I recommend it to all of my friends. Nobody decided to read it. Well I think it's good. There's a lot to unpack. I think it's interesting how the author managed to really really make me feel for phos. Phos is the mc. Phosphophyllite. I don't know if you will like it. But I did

Your life must be difficult. I am sorry for you. Usually when I don't feel good I smoke a lot. I used to drink mouthwash too. I used to cut my skin with razorblades. I don't do neither anymore. Because they will put me under medication. Meds are hell. I can smoke. I feel like things would be better if I had someone to love. I know that it is not certain. But it's nice to think that way

I don't think I feel bad now. I can't tell you that it will get better. Because that is not always wrong. But I wish you well

>>163541

Now this is a well read Anon.

>>163541

so you have a lot of piracy video game files on your computer?

>>163547

That gif does not show a computer. It's clearly an Android tablet.

>>163541

You have a lot of stuff. A lot

I hope you get the money you need. I don't really know to get easy money. I wouldn't recommend getting a job. I never had a job. I'm still in college. But I think it would make me miserable. I'm not sure

Do you gamble? I don't think gambling is a reliable source. You can get some cash though. I used to play blackjack. There are techniques to help you win. It's not always useful because the casinos usually find a way to counter your techniques. You would have to go to a retarded casino. Or just bet with people in a cafe. I'm not sure. But it won't be a lot of money

People say that investments bring a lot of money. I'm not sure if that's safe. I think a woman does insider trading and she invests in stuff that brings profit. I don't remember her name. She works in the US government. I can't invest. I don't have much money. And I don't trust myself with money

I think some people would recommend buying a second hand car. I don't think it's always a good idea. Because sometimes you end up spending a lot of money on repairs

There's also scams for easy money. I don't advocate for scams. I think there is a Pakistani guy. He makes a lot of money. He runs the account of an AI only fans model. I don't know what they're called. He makes quite some money. I think it's mostly old people falling for it. There's also the AI conservative girl with an only fans. I think whoever is behind her makes a lot of money too. I don't really advocate for such stuff. But you are free to do whatever you want

>>163551

Representatives are wolves. Sheep cannot get rich by only investments. Scams are another wolf thing. Why don't you suggest sheep acts?

>>163550

well, can you play video games on an Android tablet?

>>163547

Not as much as I'd like in the PSX and Gamecube region. On my main computer I only probably have 4 games for dolphin: Metroid Prime and Prime 2, and the two Zeldas, when I'd like to waste a ton of space at some point getting at least a dozen others not including obligatory stuff like the Resident Evil games. There are tons of JRPG games on the PSX. I liked baten kaitos on the Gamecube as an eaxmple of my liking RPG games. Don't even want to thnk about all the ps2 games I'd possibly want to have downloaded as I currently have none as I grew up feeling like the emu would never work. Xbox... did they ever...? I doubt they fixed it. RIP Breakdown ISO, I will never buy a console. They port xbox gmaes to pc faster than actual xbox emulation takes off from what I recall.

>>163553

I don't think that sheep acts can generate enough money quickly. That person is sick. They might get worse with time

>>163555

yes you can

>>163550

define computer

>>163551

It's enough to keep me feeling safe, the files, though I want the tv shows completed. I'm finding the card I used to carry. Blue means graphic novel, red means video/animation, x means at that time it was written no good download found, check means it's completed, blank means undecided if given up on download. Mullvad does not do port forwarding after all so not all seeds would work, if you see. I could work around that but I doh wanna. SOunds like hard werk.

>>163555

They definitely can.

>>163561

Mullvad removed port forwarding because it was abused by wolves.

>>163559

They can get disability benefits. You can't choose to be a wolf if you're a sheep. I don't know if they're a sheep or a wolf. Scamming is difficult and boring. AI videos are expensive to make. 50% of people who buy stocks lose, so you're right.

>my list

I need to delete Merlin. It's the most embarrasig thing I have downloaded. I could have that old Hercules show or Xena instead for the sake of the atmosphere. Not the animate one but the two shows. Merlin is fucken gay. I'm not one to use 'woke slop', but...it does not even try to be like 'real' Arthurian Legend and is designed like *gag* Smallville of which will never be on my list for a reason. I also need to figure out what my top 100 fav movies might be, or maybe top 365. If I have 52 tv shows per week that's me busy and 'happy' and if I have one movie per day that's the same thing, busy and happy... what was this thread about again? Oh right, SEARCH ENGINES. Data mining either way though. Lel.