No.15446
> me, 19f
> have no plans on Saturday night
> hornyasfuck.mp4
> sit down at PC, open up porn site, start going at it
> Jill it for literally half an hour, can't get off
> lookup up more porn
> been here for about an hour at this point, starting to get frustrated
> finally
> hereitcomes.txt
> really need the relief @ this point
> orgasm
> lasts about 2 seconds, feel almost nothing
> get up
> dry myself down
> try and do some drawing for about 10 mins
> suddenly hornyasfuck.mp4 again, wtf
> mfw, pic related
> rinse/repeat above another 3 times
> less and less satisfying every time, still feel like i need more
> this has basically been my routine every night for at least a year now
> go to bed, feeling depressed/empty
> wake up today
> realize how fucked up my life is
> finally decide to try and do something about it
> checkout r/nofap / nofap.com forums
> basically cultists
> look up nofap board here on 8ch
> read threads for about an hour
> seemsreasonable.gif
> finally work up the courage to post
So yeah, thats the story of how porn has ruined me. I started watching porn when I was about 13-14 and my usage has only gotten worse over the years, since about a year ago i've just been getting less and less sensitive to the point where i now enjoy porn more than orgasms. sometimes i just watch porn for hours on end without even trying to masturbate since i know it won't make me feel better.
It's been about 12 hours since my last orgasm. I haven't gone longer than two days since before i can remember. I tried to quit before about a month ago, went one whole day before i broke dwn and binged all night. i need to get myself under control and get my shit together.
I don't know if I'm going to keep posting here or if this is going to be it, might just resort to posting whenever i feel like I cant control myself. I think the reason i failed last time I tried to quit was because I didn't have anywhere to vent my feelings. Maybe doing this will help.
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No.15448
>>15446
19m here, welcome to hell. Everyone in our generation is going through this shit unconsciously and I don't see how we get out of it. We should be teaching this stuff in schools but it's going to be at least a generation before that happens.
For the last month or so I've been thinking about all the time I have wasted over the years with fapping and computer use, and after moping about it, all I think now is just how happy that I realised it now. No sense dwelling on the past, we've still got time. You're going to be fine.
If you haven't already, check out yourbrainonporn, Gary Wilson is the prime source on this one.
https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/miscellaneous-resources/start-here-evolution-has-not-prepared-your-brain-for-todays-porn/
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No.15452
>19f
It appears you have a bad case of autogynophilic transexuality. I prescribe 2 years of nofap.
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No.15453
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No.15456
Just post here every day for a while, until you don't need to anymore. Then only post when you need a reminder of what you're doing.
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No.15469
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No.15471
>>15448
Yeah, I remember when i first learned to masturbate, and it was just something i would do most days to relieve stress from school, or when I was feeling horny for natural reasons.
I wish somebody had told me to stay away from porn then, i probably wouldnt have listened but it would have been nice I guess. Everyone in the generation before us mostly seems to think there's nothing wrong with porn.
>>15453
What? Porn is what I'm trying to quit. :/
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No.15472
>>15446
Porn addiction come in layers. When you cut the first layer, the rest is easy, and the first layer is the compulsory consumption of porn, when you search and watch porn almost automatic, when you realise what you're doing, it's too late. Download a extension to your browser called "Block Site" and block porn links manually. In 3 months without porn you'll be cured. You switch porn addiction with other less harmful addiction, like working or exercising, I don't know. Good luck, darling.
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No.15473
>>15469
It was a joke.
>>15472
>In 3 months without porn you'll be cured.
Not necessarily, if you don't change your life or fix the underlying issues which caused your pornography addiction in the first place, you will never be fixed. Just installing a porn blocker and letting jesus take the wheel isn't going to get anyone anywhere. OP, you need to look at your life and figure out why you're addicted to masturbating, and what you changes you can make in addition to nofap to forge a better future for yourself.
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No.15482
Ugh. Okay, I watched some sort-of porn earlier. It was entirely sneezing content on YT. I sort of rationalized that since there was no nudity/sex in it, it didn't "count", but at the end of the day i was still getting off on it. Managed not to masturbate/orgasm, though.
I've been trying to sleep for about half an hour now and i can't manage to drop off. I'm feeling really aroused, but not horny – it's like purely physical. I cant focus on anything but the heat between my legs. The only reason i want to masturbate right now is for relief, not to feel good from it, i just want to stop the blood constantly rushing to my clit.
Im gonna put my phone away now incase i get tempted to look up porn during the night.
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No.15483
>>15482
Good job, just stick with it. Don't let little slip ups bog you down into a relapse.
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No.15494
YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.
stop masturbating and fight satan you puss filled worm
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No.15498
Welcome, its not as bad for women as it is for men, but unfortunately the effects are the same and there seems to be more and more girls falling in for the porn culture.
You want to hear the truth? Don't fall for the porn meme, I don't know about your sex life, but that old story about saving yourself for someone good is real, casual sex (and porn/masturbation) only creates a void in that sense. This nonsense that women should be orgasm seeking monsters is just a modern day feminism meme, and funny thing is, its more degrading to themselves than anything else.
I'm looking into a new concept, of the relation difference between amative/procreative sex. The idea is that orgasm is not necessary to enjoy a sexual life full of love. You get to enjoy the other intimacy parts instead of just the nitty grit of it, this isn't any surprise to anyone who experienced real love making. But the point is that focusing on the porno side of it, will really get in the way and ruin what could be a good opportunity for real intimacy.
Anyway, if you really want to get rid of this keep posting and reading, find resources, realize that this is indeed an addiction, that the only reason you feel anxious for not doing it is because that you conditioned yourself to doing it in the first place. If you're up to reading something, I recommend a book I posted in the 2019 thread.
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No.15501
>>15446
Yeah that's basically how sex addiction works. It's a lot like drug addictions, you start building up a tolerance to it and it becomes less and less satisfying over time. You could get back the old "high" by upping the "dosage" (eg, increasingly degenerate fetish porn, sex toys, etc) but tolerance will keep catching up with you, and there's only so far you can go down that road without becoming a monster. It's better to put a stop to it now. There was a point in my life where I'd jack off 3-5 times a day and I got to the point where all that would come out was a piddling little drop of semen. I remember when I caved after just a week long nofap streak, I was amazed at how much more came out and how much better it felt. When you orgasm excessively, you actually end up orgasming less.
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No.15508
>read subject
>it's going to be a decent thread
>"me, 19f"
>stopped reading right there
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No.15509
>>15446
>me, 19f
Tits or gtfo.
Rules are rules.
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No.15512
>>15509
reported for requesting NSFW material :^)))
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No.15526
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No.15538
You're still young; it should be easier for you to break the conditioning. They say you need to reboot for 10% of the time you've been addicted. Good luck!
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No.15542
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No.15600
All triggers and places you get these feelings have to be removed, if you have to remove friends or profiles from sites you visit often. Anything to help with preventing the mechanisms in your head to start.
> M. 5:30 And if thy right hand offend thee, cut it off, and
cast it from thee: for it is profitable for thee
that one of thy members should perish, and not
that thy whole body should be cast into hell.
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No.15608
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No.15615
>>15608
Woah okay that one wasn’t nice, take it back :(
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No.15618
you gave yourself whorebrain without even needing a real dick, congrats
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No.15673
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No.15694
>>15471
>>15482
Yeah, the "not porn" is the worst stuff because your brain is still getting the dopamine rush but is able to justify it not being a relapse.
I remember I relapsed after I was awake until 3am, can tell you it's not worth it.
Also, didn't mention this in my first post, but don't just base your success on streaks, start using one of the nofap spreadsheets instead, you'll be able to visualise your progress a lot better, reducing your consumption from every day to every second is still a 50% reduction and should be celebrated. All your progress isn't gone because you looked at porn and fapped, you've only had a slip.
Also, quit Instagram and all social media while you're at it, the dopamine release you get from that is basically porn for women.
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No.15704
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No.15724
Stop. Don't let me down. I don't want you doing this filth. It's not right. It's a perversion of nature.
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No.15786
>>15446
A good way to overcome it initially is to stop playing with your dick. Only masturbate when you get a hard-on naturally, and don't do it while browsing for more porn. Next step replacing movies with pics, followed by fighting urges with meaningful distractions (conspiracy vids are great for this), and finally kicking the urge completely by using the newly found energy to work productively in your real life.
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No.16565
>>15448
We won't be teaching this in highschool without a holocaust, this time for real. Porn and sexual degeneracy in general is literallly being weaponized against us to destroy us. The dangers are as old as our oldest writings but they will just tell us "it's good for us" until we remove them from this mortal coil. The solution is not to not have children, as that has been there plan for thousands of years. The solution is to overcome, reproduce, teach, remove them, and then live in paradise for as long as we teach the truth and destroy lieing traitors. It may not be all possible in our life time, although it may also be true we only have that long, I'm not sure, but either we do it or go exctinct. This problem is paramount. If this was fixed everything else could fall into place. With the males having 100x more ki/masculine energy and the females "being pure" and both sexes naturally being happy, we would have the universe and more in our grasp.
My life is so fucked from this problem. Even on steroids my penis doesn't get hard with a woman. Only my hand. I'm so fucked mentally from this degenarcy. I bought some penis pills and once more I'm going to try and find a gf, to eventually marry and raise children. even though every time it has been so pathetically fail. Im not saying you should do what im doing, im saying dont give up, don't fap/schlick
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No.16569
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No.16570
>>15538
Actually it makes it much more difficult since impulse control is worn down before it's even properly developed
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No.16589
>>16569
I guess she could just think of an ugly man or something. I really don't know how females deal with being horny that doesn't involve them having sex.
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No.16596
>>16589
>I really don't know how females deal with being horny that doesn't involve them having sex.
they touch themselves
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No.16613
>>16596
That's not what I meant.
Like the idea of a female being addicted to fapping just seems really foreign to me. For guys it makes sense but for girls they don't even need to try to get sexual fulfillment.
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No.16620
>>15446
I just came to this board because I just saw porn for what it really is. I mean, before now I've known it was heartless, fake etc. But I've been on a noporn streak for about 2 months, and just going back to it today for a while made me want to cry. I really saw the emptiness and mechanical nature of it. (I fapped a bit but didn't orgasm).
There are 3 types of porn
- People fucking each other in front of a camera
- Someone's point of view of them fucking someone
- Solo videos
All three are empty of love and emotion, and therefore ultimately completely unsatisfying once the novelty wears off, for different reasons. The first type, you could be watching the most natural, loving or passionate sex between good people. But it will never satisfy YOU emotionally, because you're not in the loop. You're just a frustrated observer alone in your room. It turns men into bitter cucks and women into sluts searching for whatever connection they may see on the screen. Most of this type of porn is also meaningless for the same reason as the second type.
Second type, it seems like you're in the loop. But it's still completely empty of love because the guys are totally robotic, just trying to find the 'perfect' camera angle, and the women are basically being used as masturbation sleeves. There is no passion or love between the actors. Their eyes are dead. The women aren't actually enjoying themselves, because they aren't actually turned on, except the nastiest (usually uglier and older) ones who have learned to embrace their degradation. The guys are only enjoying themselves in the most vulgar, mechanical and selfish (and therefore boring) ways. "Uhhh yeah baby ride that dik omg such a perfect ass hynnnnnuhh".
Third type, while I think the least harmful, is ultimately boring because it's just random people's bodies. The novelty of seeing (albeit very nice looking) pussies and assholes (or dicks) just wears off pretty quickly. There's no real love or emotion there either. Just motion. So you end up searching the first two types again.
That's the problem with porn. It's just motion. No emotion. That's the thing we actually seek from sexuality, from other people; FEELINGS. Feelings of lust and conquest, sure, but also feelings of validation, being wanted, being nurtured, being given pleasure, being loved. Who wants to watch a guy or girl just going through the motions? EMOTIONS are what we seek from sex.
I think this is the actual source of porn "addiction". It's not a habit you can't break, it's "what if the next video I see is the one that satisfies my soul". That's why you have multiple tabs open, why after a while you spend longer searching for and skipping through videos than you do watching them. You're looking for that one clip where a beautiful, desirable person believably opens themselves up and writhes with lust and ecstasy for YOU, who fulfils you with their desire for you, who validates you by being so open about it to you, or whose lust for another seems so hot you can imagine it's for you.
You only quit porn when you realise that clip DOES NOT EXIST. Porn addicts are just people chasing their tails looking for it. Most people will, after a few hours of porn browsing, "settle" for a clip to orgasm to. It's a definite settling - you know the clip wasn't exactly what you were searching for. The girl didn't really make you believe it, but the angle for that 30 seconds was just perfect. Or, the girl definitely made you believe she was enjoying it, but the angle was also showing the rough, heartless guy she was actually being fucked by's hairy asshole. Oh well. You feel shame at orgasming to something that you know in your heart didn't fulfil you. But, with the job done, you can forget about it for now.
Until you're back a few hours later, wondering why you're still browsing porn, but compelled to nonetheless. It's not physical lust for satisfaction that's driving you. It's the need for LOVE, and maybe the beautiful naked people would give you that, if you could only find the right video!
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No.16621
>>16613
Physical fulfilment is easy for girls to get, love isn't.
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No.16638
>>16621
Doesn't that also apply to guys? Or am I thinking more along the lines of sexual fulfillment?
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No.16647
>>16638
Yeah it does just saying this "women have it easy they can just fuck whoever they want" idea is retarded, while it's true they can easily get sex it means that physical sex doesn't emotionally fulfil them any more than masturbating does, they seek love and validation of a good man which is just as hard for them to find as it is for men to find pussy.
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No.16657
>>16647
We are all just trying to make it in this that constantly takes more from us then it gives.
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No.16662
>>16657
*meant to say world. The world takes more than it gives.
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No.16819
Me again. On my second attempt, now on day 9. I accidentally saw a pic of a nude girl on a thread earlier, closed it instantly but i've been having really strong urges since. Came to post since I felt like I might relapse and I needed to distract myself.
I'm going to head to sleep soon. All I need to do is not masturbate tonight.
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No.16835
>>16620
>I think this is the actual source of porn "addiction". It's not a habit you can't break, it's "what if the next video I see is the one that satisfies my soul". That's why you have multiple tabs open, why after a while you spend longer searching for and skipping through videos than you do watching them. You're looking for that one clip where a beautiful, desirable person believably opens themselves up and writhes with lust and ecstasy for YOU, who fulfils you with their desire for you, who validates you by being so open about it to you, or whose lust for another seems so hot you can imagine it's for you.
Nah bro I literally can't stop. I've tried but the urges are just too strong. Also the urge is different from a want, it's more like a need. The urge to fap to porn is more like the urge to drink water than the urge to watch TV
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No.16920
>>16835
The urges must come from somewhere or something right?
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No.16929
>>15446
>Jill it
Hey, I learned something new today.
Anyway, the main problem for porn addiction is too much free time, which is based on hedonism, and is self destructive. The jewish "globalism" agenda creates a world catering to the hedonistic urges of humanity, mainly materialism in form of capitalism. Religions were the first step towards this, because they hid the natural laws and exchanged them with the laws of men, who are all against nature. Furthermore the natural quest for knowledge (based on adaptation) was replace with unquestionable believe.
Next they created weaponized mantle terms like atheist, infidel and goy to catch everyone that didn't fell for their religious doctrine. If you argue against being an atheist, you thereby accept religious believe as real and rebel against it. That's how they got you.
Religion is based on the exploitation of the natural traits (blind) faith an morality. The atheists have that to but nothing to direct it on, so they fell right into the next trap…materialism in form of capitalism, the jewish lies of "freedom of choice" and "individuality"… for a price.
That's pure hedonism and created the mindless drones that follow the doctrine of self service, while paying the jews for all the tools of self destruction. This is where "sexual freedom" destroyed your life. What you need to do is find something real to work towards, and while you do this you need endless chores to keep you occupied. Life demands struggle, death lures with temptation. Get off your ass and build a family, anon.
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No.16972
>>16929
this is a good post. I like this post
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No.16976
26m here. started fapping when I was 6 without porn. found porn around 12 and have been on 2 faps a day since. I've known it was a problem in my teen years but I never really looked into it. it has ruined my relationships, be it romantic to platonic friendship, my confidence, my looks (less test, and bigger appetite).
currently on day 2. this site is really helping me curb the desire. the longest i've gone without fapping was 4 days during a camping trip where on the last day, I found a spot in the forest where I could get a slight connection and beat off to 40kb of tiddies
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No.16987
>>16976
Are you still continuing anon?
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No.16994
>>16987
relapsed like a fuck head and now i'm back at day 2.
woke up early, did some yard work, lifted weights, walked my dog, now i'm just fighting the urge and thinking something to do with the rest of my day. it's 11am for me right now lmao.
on a side note, how long does it take to start busting in your sleep? i'm going on a trip soon and i'd like to avoid that.
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