No.16163
Fucking voices in my head won’t shut up I know they’re not real, they’re versions of myself but goddamnit why are they so loud if they’re only in my head why do they feel like they’re right behind me. they keep telling me to hang myself i don’t wanna fucking do it i don’t wanna die but i just want the voices to go away. why won’t people understand the torture i go thru every day just for them to say im fuckin pathetic dont they realize theyre feeding the very voices i try so hard to stomp down just to appear normal to them.. i know its all inside my head why are my thoughts so vivid
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No.16168
i've found that the selection process happens for me because of the type of reaction to the thought / occurance / communication / whatever that the voice or the selection process of happenings almost has this sort of category of reaction that is being selected for or happened habitually
when I noticed it it seems like the voice / whatever can now pick from different response reasons of thought or whatever
like it picked from a category of possibilities relating to how it conceptually might get off to the reaction of mine or the negative effect on my life / possible experience including the future or a specific different reason but the getting off part and a category of possibilities but it disregards my real personality / identity and shapes mine incorrectly over time imo atm i'm studying this way atm about my mind at least
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No.16174
Tin foil hat time. What if they were real what if something could stimulate the bones in your ear lope allowing communication some people say it's a bacteria spread from "One night stands", some a type a "tight wave radio wave", and others a implant thus some cultures never using dentist even if they can afford it.
At any Rate in the oldie times I hear it had a range of 250 meters, now a days some can do it world wide. Best of luck with the voices.
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