No.14892
So I've got this surviving bit of my depression that I battled several years ago, and it's starting to greatly impact my view of the world. I see my self as an unattractive hobgoblin that no one really likes to be around. And by now since it started, roughly three months ago, I can predict that if not handled it will bring another bout of depression. I don't know what to do about it, hence coming here of all places to look for help
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No.14895
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No.14905
>>14895
Thank you, I do appreciate the video, but what I believe that makes me ugly is my face, and is something I cannot change, well without surgery that is.
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No.14906
>>14905
I'd fuck you, anon.
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No.14907
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No.14908
>ugly
That's true social freedom. Think about it: You will never have to set expectations for yourself, because nobody else will. You don't have to manage your social status if you don't have one, so you can eat your boogers and burp loudly without worrying about the consequences. You're already at your lowest, and nothing you will ever do will change you from that position.
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No.14953
>>14908
I'd like to think so but it's not social freedom I want (I live in the boonies of the Western States no one cares if you start a fire and throw aerosol cans in) Its the assurance that I can be love and be accepted by someone with that same love for me, but because of this mental barrier I set for myself, I can't see that happening.
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No.14958
>>14953
Honestly those are very normal anon problems, you'd probably be struggling with them even if you didn't have the self esteem issues. You could always try that waifu thing if you're desperate.
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