I know
I know that I've been blind
I've been a fool to myself
I thought that I could live with someone else
But now
Through all the cheques I pay
It's time for me to respect
The gods of alimony more than anything
So as justed is my heart
I feel the best thing I could do
Is pay it up
And don't go to jail
My hair is spiked-up, it feels so bad
I cry all night, I fell so sad
I just have to pay again
My shit is fucked up…
I heard
That Afton talks behind my back
It's like the guilt is all mine
"Cant live with just 50,000 bucks a month"
I know
I can't earn it all back
You can't just earn that fucking much
With just two supporting roles in months
It all amounts to nothing
My savings keep dwindling down, dwindling down, dwindling down
It all returns to nothing
I can't keep talking her down, talking her down, talking her down
In my heart of JUST
I know that I'll never act again
I've lost everything… Everything…
Everything that's in my account, shekels, cash and loans
I heard
That Afton talks behind my back
It's like the guilt is all mine
"Cant live with just 50,000 bucks a month"
I know
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