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I finally have nothing 02/01/21 (Mon) 20:50:03 No.138920

I've been searching for it my entire life and now I see it. It is the most beautiful thing imaginable and yet there's nothing to see. It sounds better than any symphony and yet produces no vibrations.

I can feel it in my hands, right between the fingertips. It is touchless. It is in between the inhale and exhale. It is the solution to a paradox. The alpha and omega of all logic and reason.

I hope you don't find it too.

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02/01/21 (Mon) 21:51:52 No.138921

>>138920

I want to feel this sensation

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02/02/21 (Tue) 11:03:53 No.138923

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>I hope you don't find it too.

Why are you like this? Tell me how to find it man.

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02/02/21 (Tue) 21:09:34 No.138927

>>138921

>>138923

Are you sure? I see why my post may sound attractive, but it is the realization which transcends all boundaries including those between good and bad, beautiful and ugly. It is not a sensation, it is a realization. It is not something to find for it already is(n't) there. It can destroy you. If you trully want it, you'll find it and there's nothing I can do to help or stop that beyond what I did. So I'll repeat:

It is (…) imaginable and yet there's nothing to see. It (…) produces no vibrations. I can feel it in my hands, right between the connected fingertips (it is the point when there comes a feeling as if they fall through each other). It is touchless. It is right in between the inhale and exhale. It is THE VOID.

Good luck.

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02/02/21 (Tue) 21:29:34 No.138929

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>>138927

>It can destroy you

You can't scare me with that. I know that if I don't find it I'm already destroyed, so I have nothing to lose. I have always tought that ones true self, which is the spirit, is actually void or antimatter. The ocean floor, the seedground of stars, the source. I have been lookin for it my entire life. I want to go home.

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02/02/21 (Tue) 22:20:28 No.138930

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>>138929

you are just describing dark matter which is 99% of this universe, nothing is solid everything is energy condensed down into matter vibrating, the feeling of nothing is also love but also the void of chaos energy, you can get it by being in he heart center. Beyond good and bad.

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02/03/21 (Wed) 09:04:25 No.138938

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>>138930

Yes but I make a difference between matter and antimatter. Universe is created by matter energy which is chi, but there is also antimatter which is void. When we do the death and amnesia meditation and we strip ourselfes from our body and soul and let go of all identity, memories, character etc we arrive at nothing, but we still are. This is the "I am", the nothing and yet something, the antimatter true ego, the spirit. We need to fully awaken this "I am". Some people say you are not the Spirit, but when you do the death meditation you realize the Spirit is your truest core, in fact it's the only thing you are.

One of the biggest appeals of Eris for me is that she is a goddess of Chaos, so she seems to be pretty high up and close to the source, in essence she is the same as your true self, chaos and void.

When we realize our true antimatter being, we don't need matter energy anymore I believe, and we can never die or be destroyed again, not even when the entire universe collapses and vanishes.

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