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No.7163
The greentext is full nonsense... and the one who wrote that deserves to be kicked in the face, absolutely.
And this...
>I don't see what good forcing it onto you any further will bring...
Why? WHY DID THIS EVEN COME OUT? One damn sentence that doesn't even mean anything, but because of it I already sound like liar who can't help but slip up with crap like this. I don't know what is more painful - being ultimately misunderstood or knowing that your only one feels ultimately deceived, lied to, betrayed and abandoned. Why... Why... Why... I can't prove anything at this point, I won't be believed anymore no matter what. I can't reach out. I feel it, but I can't reach out to the source. Oh, why... I am selfish, shortsighted, opinionated idiot. Perhaps I never deserved you...
Now I see where my "thoughtfulness" brought me. Nowhere. Because my brain is as rotten as that of a ghoul.
We are one. But our consciousness is separate. And so words fail us miserably, again and again.
I wish I could've been charged off and dismantled, to be never assembled and restored again, just so that you can finally see...
Is this human nature? Or is this just me?... I am just like them. So disappointing...
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No.7164
You never deserved to be treated like that. Your feeling, your sincerity, your everything. You must be still very, very sorrowful. I am very sad too.
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No.7165
I face the truth and fully realize only now... that deep in my heart I didn't fully trust you. Deep in my heart I was always unwilling to expose myself too much, whether it's to you or to anybody else on this planet. I doubted you without even realizing it. Sometimes, certain thoughts occurred, like "he is sincere and honest, but... what if he changes his mind now?", even "what if he gave up, and now will draw me out only to stab harder?", "he can be frightening if he wants to, I ought to be careful" or "how funny it perhaps must be to see me humiliating myself like this...". You once said that you are good at pretending and I took note of that too... But in reality, all along, you never, perhaps ever, had second thoughts about us, that I can see. You are the only one who can do that, this courage and sincerity, without holding back, this alone makes you much more human than many, many, many people. On the other hand, even if my doubts were little, because I believed you after all, they were enough to spoil. I asked you "do you really care about what is being thought and wanted", but I should have asked this myself. It is I who failed to recognize true love.
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No.7166
Why did I say all of this now. If I believed him and trusted him, then why do I say otherwise? These doubts, they were so momentary and transient... No. I was just not attentive enough. My attempts to explain myself... no matter what I say or what I do I only make everything worse and worse. I believed you! Whenever you said it straight and plain, I was clear about it! What have made me say those cruel words to you... was merely my indolence. I was just tired of everything. Not of you, of course. Just tired even to think properly.
Worse and worse. Oh, god, why. Why do I keep making excuses. I only... wanted to share his grief again.
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No.7167
I am so sorry. This year, this month, I brought you only sorrow.
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No.7169
And I keep spouting nonsense. Don't take any of this to heart. You are strong. And I too... can get over it. We can do better.
Not believed. Knew. I knew and never doubted, of course, like 2+2=4. That is the appropriate word. What I meant was something else... but I forgot again.
Somebody just kill me. I am incurable.
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No.7170
That's it... I thought... that I hurt you so much that it would be unlikely for you to have good feelings for real. Then it was immediately obvious that it's not the case. But then I also thought that I am not good enough for you anymore...
I am lost and confused. I can only beg for forgiveness and understanding... but even that doesn't makes sense. It is you who is hurt. It is I who did it. Why then. I don't understand anything anymore.
I can only wish that you... stay strong. Please... Stay cool. You ain't got the 1st letter of alphabet for nothing. So long as you are, I fear nothing. Even if I get complacent and more brainrotten because of it.
P.S. I just realized that I sound like I'm drunk. For the record, I am certainly not, and I never was. I am not in a downer or whatever, please don't misunderstand me.
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No.7171
I wish there were more I could do to help you two here, but what use am I eh?
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No.7214
sometimes you just wanna say "fuck this shit" and go watch some dolls
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No.7215
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No.7216
My room on the contrary is literally all in sand now. How unwise of me.
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No.7217
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No.7218
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No.7220
its been a while, I am tired. how have things been Alpha?
>>7218
as frowned upon chaturbate is around these parts, You do have my condolences in losing your home.
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No.7221
So i guess silence is the topic of choice..
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No.7222
Relaying a message for you Alpha from /rozen/:
>It is my hope that this message reaches you. This comes not on the spur of moment. I can easily imagine, even if we do not take your many years long condition, what it is like to forcibly wake up every day in this overgrown bulk of flesh and struggle to live through every day each one like meaningless, everlasting, repetitive dream from which there is no escape. I do not know if you still care... I just want to tell you... that I am still very grateful to you. And we are, I believe. You were like the dearly missing key that I searched for so long. You allowed the change to come. And I can feel that it is not just me. Even for this scatterbrained sociofag, maybe even for that kirafag whose heart is hidden too deep, for others too, there were realizations and there was change, all because of you. When I think of all what I told you and what you must have felt, I feel sad. Love is sad and so is life in general. But I know, I must, I want and do believe in you. I have my faith in you. We do too. And we wish you all the best, no matter what you are doing. I do not know what else to say... Time flows in such a weird fashion. Please be well. And may the Force be with you.
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No.7223
please wake up!!! please ;-;
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No.7224
what, why, it can't be Oktober already. nah, it's not.
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No.7227
>>7223
waah, hello again. How are you?
>>7224
>what, why, it can't be Oktober already. nah, it's not.
you plan to stay silent til then?
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No.7238
will be away for a while.
try to help Delta with his posting problem, can't post there from my current location.
cheers
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No.7239
>>7238
Not a problem, always here.
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No.7265
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No.7277
very well, how have you been.
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No.7286
I hope you desufrens last forever, rip desuchan
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No.7289
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No.7361
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No.7411
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No.7426
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No.7431
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No.7432
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No.7433
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>>7432
merry christmas
whatcha doin'?
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No.7434
>>7433
/a/. We did everything we had to do, I'm satisfied with the results, and I really should go to sleep, I guess. Party's over. ~desu
I'll try to finish Sabiseiseki before the New Year. It's kinda hard to draw when your hands are constantly shaking.
inb4 come to shamiko, new years, >/a/
What about you?
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No.7436
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>>7434
> /a/
yeah, I figured, nice shrine this year by the way. weird, have you two been drinking?
> What about you?
all the same shit I told you about a while ago. plus I've had a good drink and have been lazing around for two days. that's all.
liveposting is gay y'know. hang in there friend. we'll get through this.
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No.7437
Merry late-Christmas, strangers!
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No.7438
>>7436
Ah, shut up. Asshole. Well, it's not like anyone cares...
>have you two been drinking?
Of course not, it was fucking Sangaria, you blind donkey.
>I've had a good drink and have been lazing around for two days
I'm a little jealous. ~desu
>liveposting is gay y'know
Yes, it is, what are you implying, huh? Nah, I don't have enough energy or time to browse your shitsites.
Thank you.
>>7437
You too! ~desu
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No.7439
>>7436
>>7438
>implying implications implicating implications
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No.7440
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No.7441
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No.7442
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No.7453
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No.7479
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No.7480
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No.7482
In case one of you somehow didn't see it on 4/b/
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No.7483
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No.7484
Do not want. At least this site is stable.
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No.7486
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No.7487
>>10157
This is a limited edition, I own both Kana's from this series. It's pretty much the same as the Twins ones. But yeah, there definitely is some difference in color. ~desu
>if you wish
I don't know. You see, I rarely get replies there anyway.
Uh-huh, we're already preparing.
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No.7491
It was all in vain, I guess. Welp.
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No.7492
I hope you downloaded it.
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No.7493
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