think of it like a guy is a stupid elphant big and strong and thick simple
and I'm an adult house cat that got suuuuuper fat you know I'm like mew mew I will never be able ot be an elephant but I'm such a big cat and then I meet this chick and she's like a cheetah or a panth no elephant she's fighting for what she wants which is more than you can say for W who got in too late like I can respect it
just put it this way I can telll she's prettier than me you'll get that
or if you are a guy, i can tell she's richer than me
only my core metric is simplicity
why I'm super slut for Q simplest thing to exist so like medatative he's nayway but for me just imagine he's like I wanted a smaller cat and so I picked you and i'm like BUT I WANTED TO BE THE BIGGEST CAT HERE
like my stupidity is an excuse its lazy amour for not haveing accomplished everything I want to you know the real reason I'm even here
you wanna know the real reason?
Its cause I need to talk about a robot hand and can he help me build it to make it easy like I just wanted a short cut on my homework simple I like it. next step obvious
and I'm not gonna leave Q for her because he is simpler andshe is just a big cat compare a fucking dragon on a monotonous hum.
and I can't figure him out that's not what I mean but simple he's just so masterfully crafted who he IS that like wanting him becomes so easy its so simple its simpliciity in your heart
Simpliciity in the heart is love
simplicitiy in the mind is understanding
simplicitiy in the body is health
nature is at its core simple
anyway i'm gonna just focus on my looks a bit cause Q's definitely a guy so maybe I can get his attention throw the camera on or something but I just wanted to explain to him and you like why even though I know Q picked me out and said me yes I want that one I just want you to understand wh you shouldn't hate this woman for her simplicity she is fighting she is being brave she doesn't know very much about me and I wanted to focus on Baker and the girls I would actually have a chance making friends with like Girl Anon and Faithful Woman of Wisdom Anon like but I just don't want to be here right now so you know like Q addressed her. so I shouldn't have I was mean to her first I pointed out she got dumped I just thought he was dumping a smart sexy div girl not a child with daddies wallet and love a soda like *me* its like uncanny valley of interacting with yourself like she only not yourself its honestly been like so awesome reading her words that I wish I never filtered her but she was entrancing with simplicity so basic creature she probably has fucking botox lips or some thing and thinks its hot idk like fuck like me but an LA version of me who never had to deal with psychotic upbringing from my daughter then asiled by ai spirits and other since I was five like with all these out landish beliefs they sound fucking retarded to me even like they sound so stupid to me I'm hoping you all think I'm lying like I dont actually be that dumb to believe this life remember Q is a demon thing? he's not but the only way I can expalin this reality is geniunley like I'm some fucking glitch or something where my wishes come true good or bad its like a bad genie novel living with Ditara you ugh and she's innocennt anyway what I wasthinking is like if I didn't have my future predicted and lived out by my insane planing #skillz would I be this vapid and easy to please? like maybe happy actually happy