No.6324 [Last50 Posts]
blog about your gay life or maybe some nice flowers i dont care
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No.6330
i am so extremely mega bothered because this gay earth is big and stupid
im so tired but i am so angry fuck you im angry as 300 fiery dicks. being angry is exhausting and stupid fuck. im so mad. i want everyone to be safe. and i cant do that. i cant make everyone safe, which is stupid and gay. i want to unironically conceal everyone in a big warm blanket and give them cookies and milk
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No.6338
ok fuck now im sad fuck this this is stupid as hell this is ridiculous it really is. ive never really felt strongly about anything ever because i dont actually care about anything but this is bothering the shit out of me. is this what people feel like before they actually go out and start helping people. like i dont want to sit here and reblog shit on tumblr anymore. i want to actually really help people. i want people to feel safe and be happy and comfortable but i cant do that for everyone. where do i even start. this is fucked. i dont know. i really do want to help people like ive never really knew what i wanted to do with my life because i mostly just focused on making some mad cash from some unattainable job. but i think this is legit something i could get behind and be happy doing. haha holy shit i sound like a gigantic douchebag, im not even good with people. why was i blessed with such terrible attributes that dont go together at all.
fuck you
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No.6342
im in no position to help people what the fuck am i even talking about. i can barely get through the day without thinking im going to die. aaaAAAHHH this is so stupid. what am i even doing anyway. i really feel like i should be doing something with myself. like i dont really want to kill myself, its more of like for my own good. a mercy-self-killing is what it is. that doesnt sound like it makes sense anyway. tbh i dont think ill actually go through with it. lately ive been feeling really, good? i dont know how to describe it. i feel less helpless i guess. im not exactly sure what i want to do with myself but i feel less like the world is collapsing if that makes any sense. i think thats progress, probably not. sometimes i want to go to a doctor and tell them these things but ill probably go back into inpatient and i dont want to go back there because it sux. like i finally feel like getting help but im too scared. im too scared to initiate it mostly, maybe if my mom or something was like "yo were going to the doctor lets go" id be like alright shit lets do this
can you repeat the question
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No.6400
i am still hella steamed like some fucking vegetables goddamn i cant deal with this im going to go take a shower
i only made this thread just to post this lol
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No.6473
LET'S HEAR THOSE NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS, HSG
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No.7008
>>6473i hereby resolve never to follow through with a new year's resolution again
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No.7017
>>6342You are obviously a genuinely good person who feels passionate about the happiness and well-being of others and that's amazing, thank you for that.
If you feel fired up about getting help for yourself you should. It sounds like you're in a kicking-off place, a new beginning, something like that. Sieze it. In whatever way you can.
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No.7020
>>6473This always makes me tear up.
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No.7531
MEATPIES
cytu.be/r/infinitechan
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No.7979
I Just Want To Say That Cyberskin Is The Best Material Ever Designed
It Is Just Perfect For Its Purpose
It Feels Great
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No.7993
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No.7994
>>7979>>7993I've never owned cyberskin anything, but it appears to be a pretty old material, I'm sure a better one has been developed by now.
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No.8982
>It turns out that the friend who I was hooking up with that I was scared as hell about her possibly wanting a relationship isn't actually straight
>she's pan
Oh
Maybe
Maybe something might go right for once
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No.9000
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No.9774
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No.11211
i'm single again, hsg :^)
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No.11287
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No.11337
>>11211Gonna finally hop on Wonk huh?
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No.11349
>>6529
hugs are gay and im overflowing with testosterone
>>7017
thanks i guess, i kinda needed this. i thought i made that post because i was really tired but i still feel the same way so im starting to think this is something i should consider. especially the getting help part, like i feel really good and happy and i think this is where my life starts turning around for the best
see it all here folks
a loser is gonna get his life straight
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No.11351
>>11349I'm so glad to hear that. Good luck anon, your journey's off to a great start already.
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No.11357
me and my friend always joke that we want to open an arcade because there isnt one downtown and the only one is all the way at the mall, but i legit think that its a really good idea. like i think a lot of people will actually go to it and stuff because theres not really a lot of kid-teen friendly thinks downtown and i could make one of them. i could also get some mad cash to donate
i just dont know shit about anything and would probably fuck it up in the process. im sure that if i really put effort towards this id be able to start this up when i have some sort of financial stability. talking about it now sounds like some stupid dream but i like it so im going to do it anyway
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No.11743
>>11287please. i'm so fucking lonely and so few people are aware of my near limitless charm
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No.13456
i want my mom to get rid of these dogs so much but i know she wont because shes stupid and selfish as hell.
im allergic to these fucks and i wake up feeling like shit, and it continues all day if i dont get out of the house. i cant even sit in my room and just keep my door closed because she broke my door so all you have to do is push it open and my dogs just do that
she also cant afford them at all. she cant afford to buy them food all the time, and if there was some sort of accident that would happen she would have no way to pay it. i keep telling her these things but she just says im heartless and that i dont care about these dogs at all
just give them to someone who can take care of them jesus christ
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No.14917
>>13456why dont you move out
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No.15288
I got a stomach thing two weeks ago and it brought back my panic attacks and now I'm nauseous almost constantly. I haven't seen any of my friends since I got sick and in the three weeks prior I had only seen a friend once. I want to stop feeling sick and have a social life already
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No.15759
>love lbp series for all the things people do, the customization, and just dicking around
>make a sbahj stairs level back in lbp1
>got lbp3
>decided to spruce it up with some of the new mechanics, new gags, etc.
>think about hiding a secret level link leading to an honest to god attempt at a homestuck level where you break out of strider's television screen or something
>remember I suck at making actual levels
guess i'll go and do the other comics, then
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No.15804
>>15759C'mon anon! That sounds like an amazing idea! Don't give up, if you work at it I know you can do it!
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No.16001
>>14917because i have no money
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No.16148
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No.16149
>>16148also a lot of properties are bought with loans and mortgages, you just need a halfway decent job that lets you prove you can pay it back
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No.16183
oh cool my stupid entitled bitch of a sister ate my entire breakfast without asking me if she could have any
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No.16298
>>16148>>16149tbh even if i did have the money i probably wouldnt move out anyway because theres no way i could live on my on or with someone i dont know
also my sister is here and i feel more comfortable with her
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No.16856
this sandwich tastes so good but i feel sick eating it
i should probably stop, but i most likely won't
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No.16895
the sandwich doesn't even taste that good anymore, probably because i'm associating the taste with feeling sick to my stomach
but i still won't stop
what is wrong with me
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No.16942
i finished the sandwich
this was a mistake
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No.17051
>>16942you thought about whether or not you should finish a sandwich for thirty minutes
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No.17071
>>17051i am not a clever man
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No.17187
I just went to /ksg/ to ask them how my favorite writefag was, because last I heard they were sick and maybe dying.
And they had come back earlier today, in the thread that's up right now! I can't believe my luck. And another of my favorite writers came back too!
I hope they're doing well. I think I might start going back there. The community is really focused on self-improvement so it might be really good for me to have them help me get healthier and get better at art.
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No.17215
>>17206
its pretty funny you don't really need anyone else
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No.18031
I want to find another geeky female best friend who I can literally talk about anything with, no matter how feelsy or weird
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No.18055
>Go to doctor today because I've been feeling like shit the past few days
>balls also feel heavy and achy, along with low fever
>"Oh, you have epididymitis, it'll clear up in a week or so, but take these antibiotics in the meantime."
>turns out my balls are infected and the source of my current illness
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No.18071
>>18031are we talking strictly platonic
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No.18075
>>18055h
how do you get your balls infected
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No.18097
>>18071either is fine by me
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No.18412
I wonder what it's like being strictly platonic friends with a straight guy.
I'm imagining they'd talk to you just like anons on 4chan do.
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No.18447
>>18412im sure they would if it was pretty obvious they wanted to get in your pants, but if theyre a good friend then i doubt it
i usually see guys get really protective over their girl-friends which is kinda weird but yea
i only have one straight guy friend but hes really cool and doesnt do shit like that
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No.18488
>>18075Half of the cases come from STIs, which I don't have, and the other half comes from non-sexual bacterial infections. Epididymitis isn't actually an infection on your testicle, but simply an inflammation of the tube that connects to it. In my case, a bacterial infection got in there somehow and made itself home.
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No.18541
>tfw you get so fucking high you fall asleep at the circle and pass out on your bro's bro's shoulder
well that was awkward
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No.18704
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No.18712
>>18412As a girl or guy? I only have one straight male friend and he's like, an anon on /mu/ tbh.
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No.18971
>>18447No, I mean when other anons think you are also a straight male. They talk to you like they aren't just looking to create an opportunity to make you uncomfortable, but genuinely care about what you're saying. I like it.
>>18712I've only ever met guys who know of 4chan by going on Reddit. I don't know if i'd want to meet someone from 4chan irl.
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No.36860
I just got a call from a friend (a person who I don't hang out with that much) wanting to crash at my place for a couple of days until the lease for his apartment starts.
I don't know him that well (I could count the number of times we talked over the past year on one hand), I'm going to be out of the house most of the day because of a new job, he says he would stay at his sister's but he can't because apparently "she's a bitch", and he has money for a hotel (which is where he's been staying) but doesn't want to spend any more of it there because he'd rather save it for the apartment rent.
I don't feel really comfortable letting him alone in my apartment, so I don't know what to do. He's kind of a pothead but that's not necessarily a negative trait… I don't want to screw the guy over by not helping out.
Maybe I could find him a really cheap motel?
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No.37272
>>36860ask him to clean your living room or something and see how fast he backs out of the deal
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No.37392
>>36860well hes probably really desperate since he contacted you, someone he doesnt know really well
OR
all his friends know that hes a piece of shit and not responsible at all and dont want their houses trashed so he contacted you, someone he knows will probably let him stay because ur a pushover
its really your call, id probably let him stay since it'll save him a lot of money and everyone needs money
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No.38189
>tfw gender problems
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No.38224
I solved my gender problems by dissociating myself from any concept of gender.
I guess that's agender.
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No.40140
>>36860What this anon said
>>37392. Just be prepared to kick his ass out if he overextends his stay. If you can't deal with that then you might want to avoid it all together.
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No.40393
I told a friend of mine that today I'd go help him do some things along with another guy, but I never really wanted to do that, I'm not even sure if I can consider this guy a friend since I don't like spending time with him, but now I feel bad for those two and I have no idea what to say to them. And I am so fucking paranoid that I think that if today I go out they see me and know that I'm lying about feeling sick.
Ffs, why is life so hard? ;_;
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No.42229
I'm part of a regional homestuck group, it's pretty big and nice. There used to be meetups every now and then, but a lot of the people there ended up coalescing into separate groups of friends, which is cool, but the group itself had no more meetups.
One of the girls there started organizing meets, which is also ok. But she's a narcissist moron, a typical rich weirdhair tumblrina with madeup problems.
She tried to stir up drama, but the mods handled it well enough I guess. But she made a split group in the guise of it being an irl get-together spinoff of it.
I'm worried that eventually people in that group are going to go through some hormone drama and get hurt. Or worse, since apparently there's a pedo lose there.. all because she wanted a slice of the pie. And for what? Validation? She's even in her 20s. Go to school, get a job. Jesus.
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No.42489
i dont even know what i want to do. i dont really think i want to transition. maybe later in my life but im bad at thinking about the future. i dont know this is so dumb. like, im tired of talking to people about it. i have so many people who are willing to help me and care about me and i just feel like im wasting their time because i know that im going to have to be the one to decide for myself and fix my problems. but im just confused and nervous because ive never done this before. ive never actually decided to do something for myself. everyone else decided things for me or things just so happened to fall into place that made it easy for me. i need to grow up holy shit
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No.42535
tbh i dont think i have dysphoria. like sometimes i think about being a girl and im just wow thatd be amazing i want that a lot and it makes me sad for the rest of the day. but the way other people describe it is so more intense. everybody seems to have everything i "have" more intense and it makes me question if i actually have this thing. people who are licensed to do this stuff tell me that i have deperession and anxiety but then i dont even get anxious everyday to the point where i cant leave my room. or i dont get so depressed that i cant get out of bed. and so im just like. do i even actually have this. have i been lied to. because i dont know where they got them from. the doctor person said i had anxiety, and he determined that just from talking to me for the first time?? what???? thats bullshit you cant just do that. it sounds made up. and they said i have depression because i had problems that bothered me. i dont know whats happening. im so pissed off now i dont even remember what i was going to say
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No.42843
>>42489>>42535it's not about growing up or not being grown up, it's a big decision to make and nothing is going to suddenly switch and be like yep, this is what i'm doing now, you just… do it
thinking, oh shit, it's not bad enough right now, i'm just faking" does nothing and will just make it worse. at what point are you bad enough to need to get better? are you just gonna stop one day, be like yep, this is enough, and continue feeling slightly shitty forever
it's gonna be hard because thats what having brain problems is like but you can either have it less shitty and hard or more shitty but easy
also, it might be more shitty either way. but wouldn't you rather fail knowing you tried and at some point you at least had the cahnce
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No.42973
We should open a skype group for pathetic fucks like us.
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No.43046
>>42973but i fucking hate skype
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No.43060
haha i'm so fucking lonely
i can't wait to succeed at my job and save up enough money to move to another town so i can find another therapist so i can hopefully become healthy so i can be worthy to interact with people
just a few more years
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No.43102
>>42973
>SkypeWhat's your day job with the NSA like?
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No.45318
Is it strange to be invested in the lives of people you follow on tumblr?
I've been following a bunch of people for nearly two years now, and i've gotten to know them just from when they occasionally talk about themselves and their situations throughout various text posts, and it makes me happy to hear how they're doing. I'll actively visit their blog's page in the morning and in the evening just to see if they've made a life update. I've even sent them anonymous messages trying to cheer them up when they get sad, but outside of that i've never spoken to them and I honestly have no desire to make myself known to them or involve myself in their life.
Is this creepy? The idea of a complete stranger voraciously following someone's goings-on seems unsettling, but they're willingly putting this information online and it just shows up on my dash whether or not I want it there.
Like I said, I have no ill intentions, or any intentions at all beyond looking at their blog, but i'm still worried what i'm doing is weird.
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No.47085
>>45318i dont think so, thats what a blog is
i do that with people too, i just like to know that theyre doing well and care about them even though they have no idea who i am
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No.47090
>>42843yea i never thought about a time in which i will
know when its "bad enough" so yea youre right im going to stop that
i dont even have anything to lose anyway what am i talking about
im doing this
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No.47203
>>42973I have Skype if you want to chat about stuff.
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No.47259
I have horrible sleeping habits, work into the night, am always bored, and have 24/7 access to college campus buildings. What do you think of the idea of scouring the buildings whenever it's late and I'm bored in search of someone who's there that late that doesn't work there?
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No.47661
>Brother's girlfriend is drunk as fuck
>she keeps trying to jump me
>Sitting down, she sits down in my lap, grabs my crotch, brother walks in
>helping her up the stairs to find her wallet, she falls, I pick her up, she wraps her arms around me for a kiss, brother walks in
>this happened like four times
And now I look like the bitch
What does one even do in this situation
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No.47737
>>47661In your pic you will find the answer.
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No.47746
Well time to sit down and prepare that 15 min presentation about definitions and theories about learning for Friday.
Wait, it's 90 and not 15 minutes?
Aw fuck.
Well, off to the library I go.
After lunch.
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No.47749
>>47746Just get some basic bullet points down and adlib from there. So long as you understand what you're talking about you should be fine.
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No.47757
>>47749Oh, I'm not worried. The docent was making it perfectly clear that it will not really be challenging, it's mostly just regurgitating what we had in that lecture years ago.
But I do need to incorporate my fellow students by somehow coming up with some sort of group work though.
Free talking is not a problem of mine. I'm actually pretty good at it.
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No.47767
>>47757Fantastic
you're halfway there
just don't panic and you'll be fine
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No.48154
>>47737But I don't want to sink to his level
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No.51022
i want to live somewhere else so bad. i dont feel like i can thrive in this enviornment. i sound like some southern belle talking about the city. i just dont want to live in this house. no not really. i dont want to live with family. i dont want to live with my mom or dad. i dont feel comfortable around them but thats not something i can actually go and work out. and i dont really think im going to be able to move out for a long time. i dont even have a JOB. i need to spread my wings like the beautiful butterfly i am and be freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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No.52256
>>18412I really like it, but it is very difficult for men. To them everything I do, I do with tits. Everything I say, I say with a vagina. I would like to bro it up without worrying, I don't really get girls or enjoy being a girl, but I have to tread really carefully because shit can carry way more meaning even when that shit is totally ordinary!
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No.52302
>>6338You can't, everyone is lying and wants to fluff themselves up
Enjoy living with that frustration forever
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No.53296
the guy in the dorm adjacent to mine keeps blasting his shitty music lately
I wonder what will happen if I blast out some harsh noise in return
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No.65322
this is relevant and real like me
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No.65896
why is sleeping so fucking stressful for me goddamn. i cant go to sleep if im not completely exhausted but sometimes ill get these times where ill be tired for a bit and if i dont take that chance to go to sleep then i stay up for a couple more hours unable to sleep and paranoid as fuck and seeing shit its so stupid. and id take sleeping pills but they always give me weird dreams or nightmares
i just want to sleeeeeeeeep
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No.66035
fuck it, i'll start blogging in the blogging thread
sometimes i feel like just telling my friends that one of their own raped me years ago, just to get it off my chest and stop it from being a secret
like, i felt a lot better when i told people about my only other traumatizing sexual experience, which was consensual but i was way too young for it and felt disgusting for having done it
but i don't want to break up this friend group, and the guy who raped me has changed enough that i doubt he's likely to pull anything like that again. it's not so much feeling bad about ruining his life, since he took that risk when he raped me, but i don't want to put that burden on my other friends
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No.66038
also i really need to refill my pill case; i've been at least a week without taking my pills and that's probably bad
though it's telling how little of a difference i feel being off them than when i was on them
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No.66042
also i want to be utterly destroyed
someone please do me the favor soon
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No.66627
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No.66803
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No.67479
my partner said she was lonely and wanted to do something together but i'm here listening to music on headphones and shitposting on HSG because i am terrible
why would anyone want to date me i don't deserve this
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No.67728
>>67479You should hang out with her, imho. When I get locked in the "sitting alone shitposting and not hanging out with people who want to see me because I'm depressed" thing, it's surprising how much just putting myself out there and leaving my ditch helps.
It's like jumping in the pool when you think you won't like it cuz it's been too long since you last swam. It takes the splash to remind you how fun swimming is and how much better you are at it than you think.
Sorry that metaphor got away from me. I hope you feel better.
You do deserve her, you're worth it.
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No.68103
i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much i hate myself so much
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No.68105
i was supposed to be an artist that was the thing i was pressured to be my whole life but i'm still just a poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser poser
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No.68106
artist hate people like me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me
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No.68122
>>67728thank you
i did this for a bit
and it was nice
i feel like shit again now that she's asleep but i think that's just how my life's gotta be
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No.68124
tfw you have several decades left of feeling terrible and hating yourself and accomplishing nothing and wishing suicide was a less selfish option
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No.68139
i'm literally retarded
i'm never going to get good at art or learn how to not be insane
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No.68337
i think moody is losing it
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No.68356
>>68139Bullshit, you are good at drawing . I'm the motherfivking useless piece of shit that can't beong myself to learn how to draw.
Duck duck duck fick fuck fuck
I'm a fucking failure in life nigga
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No.68368
>>68139>>68356ladies, ladies
you're both horrible trash
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No.69357
kill yourselves lol
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No.69418
>>69357give it like three months
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No.71188
life is worthless
everything is terrible forever
capitalism will always win
fuck it
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No.71234
i've been feeling terrible lately, and i don't think it's just because i'm off my pills - it started before that. the pills are worthless, hospitalization's worthless, everything's worthless except ECT and ECT gives me such terrible memory problems
i wish wish wish suicide was an option
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No.72381
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No.72392
>>72381i don't want my friends and family to suffer, though
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No.72721
I have become a camwhore, and I just need to make about 20 more dollars so that I can eat in a week or so. I guess that is it.
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No.72936
>tfw one of my sister's friends said i was hot when i was 14
why am i remembering this so vividly
why do i hate myself so much
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No.72945
my wish to die has really gone beyond rational levels
i literally was thinking earlier "well my partner brought up breathplay, what if i had her do that to me and it killed me" like what the fuck, that would fuck her up so much why would i ever want that
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No.72949
also it's really weird to me that some people actually want to live
i just think "why?"
and objectively i know there's reasons to want to live, to keep going and experience fun things. but it just feels so alien to me
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No.74491
my best friend's been texting me a lot since my suicidal outburst on tumblr
i guess she's worried about me ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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No.74745
>>74491No shit she's worried, she's your friend
Her emotions matter too, man. She's probably worried sick about you.
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No.74774
>>74745yeah i know
friendship sucks
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No.74795
>>74491must be nice to have people care about you
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No.74802
>>74795i'd trade you in a heartbeat
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No.74962
>>74795omw to your home to become your mom
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No.74999
man the thing i hate about helium is there's people for whom it just... didn't work? and they have no idea why. was it just a shitty tank? shitty connection? who knows? but i can't put out a suicide note if i don't even know for sure i'm gonna die, that's just embarrassing
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No.75022
I feel like a complete waste of space, but not really. Like, I'm satisfied with what I'm doing with my life, which is mostly nothing-- I mean I'm either sleeping or shitting around on the internet but I'm actually satisfied with that because I'm learning things from the internet, like history, I love that shit. I'd like to teach history to a bunch of kids and get them all hyped to learn more about the #bestsubject but honestly I just don't have the drive or money to even go to school. And forget about work. Like, I know there are other things I'd be happy doing, like art or traveling, but I'm also happy where I am, kinda, at least.
I mean, I'm very clearly depressed as fuck, I've been wearing my pajamas for months now. And I only get up to illegally download some books, or read up on stuff and just do that for hours, check the news, or RP with a bunch of nerds.
Part of me is completely fine with this, I guess. I think that's the bit of me that embraces nihilism-- like, I know if part of me does, all of me does, but you get what I'm bitching about-- I enjoy drinking coffee and watching Netflix and reading articles about dumb things that happened hundreds of years ago and listening to post-hipster music and jazz and reading books about esoteric theosophy and thelema and Lovecraft and shit, so much so that I'd really be fine just doing this because I'm going to die anyway right? May as well be living it up.
Am I also a hedonist?
Why don't I want to go do anything? Why are the things I want to do impossible?
Fuck. That's all it is. I ask 'why' but I'm completely aware that I can't posses real knowledge and truth but it's all and I want-- maybe I do possess it! I don't know.
The not knowing is slowly killing me, but so is being alive, maybe.
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No.75467
i fucked up my final chance to belong somewhere and it's probably gonna bother me for the rest of my life and my life has been really fucked up and lonely and no one has cared about me for a long time and i'm sorry my blogging is weird and annoying but at least i can still keep giving power to the people i admired by being emotionally crushed by them
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No.75508
>>75022> I'm actually satisfied with that because I'm learning things from the internet, like history, I love that shit. I'd like to teach history to a bunch of kids and get them all hyped to learn more about the #bestsubject >RP with a bunch of nerds>reading books about esoteric theosophy and thelema and Lovecraft and shit>Am I also a hedonist?Maybe it's just me but those seem like some very strange things for a hedonist to do.
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No.75837
i'm seriously considering going back to the mental hospital and trying a new series of pills
but that would mean no music, no jojo's, no HSG, and having to hang out with a bunch of randos instead of my best friends
i dunno, but i feel like i should try something other than suicide again for my friends' sake
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No.76387
my friends and i are rolling up pathfinder characters and i have to pretend i don't feel like dying a lot
i can't concentrate right now, everything is awful, maybe i should go lie down
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No.76650
>>75508I guess, but I'm only alive because of the pressure I derive from those things.
I mean, it might be epicurean, but I'm not seeking satisfaction from living a modest life, I'm slowly dying while doing things I enjoy, for no real purpose other than the enjoyment of things, be they material or immaterial.
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No.78005
>tfw i've been blogging about suicide so much that tumblr recommends i follow suicidality.tumblr.com
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No.78060
>tfw thought i got over that dumb crush i had on my friend
>tfw got nervous and flustered when i saw him at the mall
oh no
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No.79736
>read Homestuck for years
>be a loser
>stop reading Homestuck
>get a job, get friends, and fall in love with a beautiful girl
Homestuck ruins lives
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No.79988
>ask a girl out
>she's into it
>i never do anything
>never speak for years
if it weren't for people wanting to be friends with me i'd have none
help
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No.80685
you know, i've been thinking
i never did like the pedo much, but i respect the amount of courage it took to do what he did
all this time i've been putting it off, telling myself there was still a little time before i had to, but doesn't that just mean i don't have the guts
what does it say about me if the clounfucker had more balls than i do
if i know it's the right thing to do, i should just get on with it and stop wasting everybody's time
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No.80841
>>80685the fag had the balls because he was pumped full of drugs
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No.81264
i know i can do the things i want. i know that i can do it i know i can. but i cant. i dont know what it is. i should go to a doctor and get it diagnosed but im scared. i just start feeling so helpless and sad and i just want to go away somewhere far away. but i cant just leave my problems behind because i get upset every day. and i know if i get rid of this problem then i can do the things i want. its just so frustrating, its like im battling myself. its ridiculous. i could be so far if i didnt have this. everyone expected me to be so far by now but i am so far behind and i can feel everyone looking down on me with disappointment and i cant do anything but say im sorry
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No.81278
im not going to make it im fucked goddammit. i just want to start over and be normal. i dont want these stupid problems i want to get rid of them all. this is stupid and unfair
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No.82361
>no ond will ever be proud of you
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No.83225
>>81264>>81278see, this is what i get out of hsg
there's always somebody who knows how i feel
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No.83620
>Used to spend hours last year on /hsg/, tripped at a certain point
>after /co/ kicked us out, go off for a bit to do other stuff
>visit 8chan for the /cuteboys/
>see this place
You guys really never die, huh?
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No.83641
YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.
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No.83713
my dad saw me looking at some homosuck pron
it was the bloody kind
He just stared at me and closed the door
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No.83718
I'm considering becoming a camwhore but I don't even know where I'd do that
I'm also so insecure about my body I think I'd die but hey it might pay well
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No.83720
>>83718I think a lot of body insecurity comes from growing too accustomed to unrealistic depictions of people perpetuated by various media of fiction. Are you sure you spend enough time taking in how the bodies of average people in the real world look?
I may just be talking out of my ass, I've been drinking and this is only what I feel like I've gathered from personal introspection.
Unless you're just a straight-up fatass then I don't know what to tell you.
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No.83725
>>83720Well I mean I'm trans and I just started hormones so my body still isn't nearly where I want it to be so there's that
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No.83726
>>83725Then I most likely have absolutely nothing of use to say to you. My apologies run deep
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No.83727
>>83726well I mean
You're right for the most part
It's not like you had a way of knowing that
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No.94021
why am i so moody and hungry all the time
little things have been starting to set me off too. like yesterday my laptop charger fell out and i just started crying
this is GAY as HELL
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No.95194
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No.104293
oh my god hsg is the only consistent thing in my life and the only thing that really makes me laugh hysterically and the only place where I feel anything other than anxiety and dread and i'm just now realizing how much I love this place.
i'm a good person what the hell did I do to deserve this.
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No.104871
>>104293>i'm a good persondon't lie
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No.105032
I have the confidence to start applying for creative writing scholarships, I think I'm good, and it's something I enjoy so I'll continue reading and writing to try to get better.
Now the problem is I can't fucking find any goddamn creative/fiction writing scholarships for idiots who stopped going to school because they were depressed fuckbois.
Fuck.
It feels like I'm gonna be stuck here dreading people telling me to go work forever.
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No.105754
I really want to fuck off out of this country and spend a few years on boats. Starting tomorrow I'm doing a five day sailing course
>>104293We all know that feel bro
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No.106074
>>94021obvs your preggers, dude
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No.107758
i told myself i would go to the gym today but it was raining so hard all afternoon and i kept telling myself i would go when it stopped but it never did and now it's too late
and now i'm sad and i just want to eat a big bowl of chips and cry about it
why am i so shitty at this, it really feels like i want to be not fat but if i actually did i wouldn't let anything stop me
just kill me now
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No.108004
>>107758this is why they invented 24 hour gyms
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No.108377
Been accepted for a 5 month biology internship in Iceland starting in september, I'd applied kinda as a joke. Gonna have to find a way to learn Icelandic I guess.
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No.108702
my cat nearly died
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No.114687
How the fuck do I avoid getting distracted?
The internet bars most computers available
Going outside wastes time
College classes are used for telling you stuff, not actually being productive
Sitting alone with a piece of paper and a pencil makes my mind wander and tired
And every distraction I undertake is flooded with thoughts of all the shit I can't get myself to do
How do people do things when not pressured
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No.115459
I believe that devoting your life to helping others will make you happy as long as you have the right mindset.
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No.115503
>tfw restricted mail servers and shared hard drive means you can't take work home
it's so much fun and i have literally nothing to do. i need more hobbies than masturbating. maybe i should start writefagging again
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No.115749
I'm building a nasty new computer so I can shitpost at maximum efficiency and not play triple-A titles.
GTX 980, i5 4670k, 16 gigabytes DDR3 1600.
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No.115861
>>115459If you never expect to be in a position where you make decisions for others, this is a right mindset; truly the best one. You should only do this is you're in agreement with your environment and the decisions your leaders make for it.
However, if you're more in disagreement with the current state of your environment or your leaders, helping others aimlessly, specially those that you might expect not to have a positive influence on your environment (e.g. helping homeless, health services on sites where people live off welfare checks, etc... though education in any form is always good), will only worsen the condition you and your peers live in. To help others, in this case, means you'll need to be a figure of change, and unfortunately, most of the time the right decisions will turn people against you.
I wish it would be as simple as your statement. I used to think like this too.
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No.116280
You made me feel so real, you made it feel like I wasn't a freak.
Then you turned on me, you lied, you looked at me with those eyes.
You look at me like everyone else does.
Stop looking at me. Please. Stop.
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No.122099
my mom has this warped way of thinking where if she does good things, good things are supposed to happen to her. and its not even karma, its like she thinks someone somewhere is keeping tally of her good deeds. she sits and talks so much about the sacrifices she makes for everyone else and how nice she is and what she puts up with and then gets mad when things dont just work out for her in the end. and she blames it on the people she was nice to, because being nice is supposed to get you things. ive tried explaining to her that life isnt like a game and that being nice isnt about getting things in return, its about being nice to other people so theyre happy but she just gets mad and yells at me
how do i show her the light
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No.122133
>>122099She sounds irrational beyond reason, abandon all hope
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No.122152
we're all enslaved the moment we're born and pitted to devour and tear each other apart for years and then die anyway
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No.122249
Just posting here to give you fags +1 UID, as I dislike a certain board above you. :^)
Have fun discussing Homestuck, everyone.
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No.122857
>wanna browse /x/ for spooky
>remember my flat is empty and the courtyard is spooky as fuck as night
wwelp
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No.123245
I just took a shower and my back and arms itch like the devil
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No.124105
>>123245i get like that but with my hands and chest
do you take really hot showers?
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No.134425
>depression causes me to reach my lowest possible point
>go to see a councilor and begin to really make as much of an effort as i can to work my way out of it
>after a long ass time i finally feel like im making progress
>one thing goes wrong and it all comes crashing down, i'm curled up in a ball in my bed wanting to die all over again
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No.134473
YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.
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No.142890
>>134425I'd bet that anyone who has been through depression can attest to similar experiences. Consider your thoughts and feelings that make up 'you' elastic, when you push against them they will push back with as much force. Keep pushing and they will yield
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No.142937
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No.143059
i have to shit
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No.146048
I'm so lonely. I used to face such passion for this, for art. I don't have any passion anymore.
I want her to notice me, notice me more. She never will.
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No.146167
MAYO IN MY FUCKING EYE
FUCK YOU TALONS, YOU DELIVERY MEN OF PAINFUL TANGY PASTES, YOU. FUCK
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No.146671
A few days ago my boyfriend confessed me that he was raped by his uncle when he was 8, a month after his mother had died.
This is really fucked up.
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No.146790
>>146671that's rough
he must really trust you if he told you something like this
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No.146957
>>146790He does.
That actually explains a lot of his personality. Poor guy's the nicest person I've ever met.
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No.148011
>tfw you're too fuckin drunk
fuck, i didn't mean to do those splits. MUH BALLS
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No.148061
>>148011You're too drunk?
I'm too high
Let's be intoxicated together
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No.155331
My mom had amnesia today
i hope it's just momentary
also the only thing i can think about is "i hope she remembers the PC's password"
i'm terrible
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No.157507
My body is in constant lust but I don't like sex, it scares me, it's not fun, and I associate it with everything bad.
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No.163461
i fucking finally got top surgery and i'm so fucking happy. gotta keep these bandages on for like a week though so i don't get to see the results yet.
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No.163516
im failing nearly all my classes and my dad only got on my sister's case about her grades because she thought she was failing, but actually has great grades
my parents think shes so stupid and it makes me angry as hell. they always said i was the smart one when im literally just average intelligence and they would always make fun of how dumb she is.
she's also depressed as hell but my mom just doesnt even acknowledge it, and shes done this before but i ended up trying to kill myself so im just going to make her acknowledge it
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No.163628
>>163461Congrats! That's awesome!
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No.163842
>>163461>top surgeryNice that you got top quality surgery. What did you have?
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No.164085
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No.164788
>>163628thanks!
>>163842"top surgery" is another term for "double mastectomy," specifically when it's done for trans men (it's slightly different than a double mastectomy for women with breast cancer, in that a bit of the breast fat is left behind to make it look more natural rather than scooping literally all of it out to make sure to get all of the cancer out).
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No.164791
>>164788mail me your tit meat so I can rub it all over my cock haha
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No.174289
Why am I getting zapped by everything? I got zapped by touching the outer casing of my laptop, the center part of my PS3 that you put the disc on, my chair, my table, my fucking wall, everything. I'm not black so I can't be becoming Static Shock. What the fuck is going on?
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No.180374
i care about my friends so much and its fucking ruining me. i get so nervous about everything they do. i need to make sure theyre going to classes, and not doing drugs, and having safe sex, and not doing anything dangerous and its fucking stupid as hellllllll. i know that they need to experience things and learn from them but i just want them to be safe and happy and to succeed that i get so nervous. i know im not their mother and i have no business trying to be one
how do i stop this
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No.180394
>>174289Don't wear rubber-soled shoes on thick carpet.
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No.180427
>>180374realize your friends suck and so do you
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No.180864
oh right. everyone's at easter today, huh.
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No.181020
oh god
i had to record a video of myself talking an I heard myself
i don't sound like that at all
how do singers know they're good singers if what other people hear is absolutely not what it sounds like to you?
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No.181773
>>181020they ask what other people think??
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No.183342
i'm losing the ability to sleep, am i dying
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No.184691
>crush had a boyfriend when we lived in the same town
>go off to uni
>hear she breaks up with him
>fast forward
>concert in home town on friday
>hear shes going
>come back home
>just found out she got back together with her boyfriend
I-I'm not crying
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No.184698
>>184691tell her how you feeeeel
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No.184707
>>181020>record myself speaking plainly>play it back>mumbling>record myself again>speaking louder and more articulate than i usually do>still mumblingIs everybody just screaming all the time?
Is that how real people talk?
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No.184771
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No.184875
If I have a kid (s)he's gonna be hapa since my wife is asian.
I love my wife but I just want a white kid without a bullshit identity crisis.
Maybe just no kids at all then, as if we're anywhere near responsible enough to raise a child.
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No.188811
gf is going away for a while in may so for 3 weeks i won't have anybody to talk to
i apologize in advance if im gonna be shitting up this place with blogshit extra hard
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No.190322
>can't talk to crazy ex's cool friend incase she is still friends with crazy ex
;_;
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No.190357
oh dammit, that drawer left a tiny dent.
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No.193781
The only thing I want to do is drawing, but no matter how much I practice, I'm always shit,
I'm good at other things but I don't care about those.
What the fuck am I supposed to do?
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No.199440
>blow dry hair
>tfw you find out there have been modern dio curls beneath it all along
god, no.
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No.199517
i'm too old to be alive and also i'm a dude and i make everything worse by existing around people. why could i not die younger and turn into a school of fish under the ocean
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No.199518
I'm trying to learn how to play guitar and I was making good progress and then my strings snapped. Now I have to wait like 2 weeks until I can get new strings and then go to guitar center.
I'm afraid that in the mean time I'll lose what little progress I've made
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No.199579
The only thing I want to do is anything but drawing, no matter what I do, I'm always avoiding it.
It's the only thing I'm good at but I'd rather do other things.
What the fuck am I supposed to do?
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No.199596
>>193781>>199579Do other things, or, keep drawing and accept that you're going to be shit until you're not shit.
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No.200127
>>199518> 2 weeks until I can get new strings and then go to guitar center.nigga just buy a string
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No.200132
>>199579Do Not Fucking Meme Me.
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No.200755
hsg if there is ever an alcoholic in your life, never work for them
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No.200782
>>200127I just don't have any extra money right now
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No.201581
who's ready for the weekend
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No.201630
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No.201913
Fell asleep for a few hours and it's now after dark, gf is not home yet & not answering her phone
Why am I so quick to worry
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No.202449
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No.202733
I think the worst thing is not being able to forget that you have to actively deprive yourself of the very, very few things you enjoy just to make the rest a little more bearable, because the alternative to remembering is risking an early death
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No.202768
My light just died, and I know no way of fixing it, I'm now sitting in a dark room with nothing but a colour changing lamp and a laptop screen to illuminate my room.
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No.205892
>attractive
>not interested in woman
>can't find any attractive gay dude
>guys and girls crush hard on me alike
>lots of drama as a result
>finally find a gay guy that I really like
>bond a lot with him
>"sorry, I don't like you"
I mean, he's a weird guy and he admitted that I'm a beautiful person in a lot of ways, physically included, but he just doesn't feel that way.
Fuck this gay world.
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No.207144
>gf finally gets the job she wants
>after a few months she just stays home
>again
can i just slap this bitch and walk away already
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No.210270
I saw neutral milk hotel last night
julian and scott signed my ITAOTS insert
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No.215644
my life is a fucking trainwreck
I have no drive or ambition so i just sit here doing the same shit I always do
I don't want to be depressed I can't fucking stand it
I'm always fucking sad
I've been really fucking sad every fucking day for the past 2 weeks and I can't fucking take it I just want to be able to say "fuck this, I'm fixing my life right god damn now" but I just can't
not because it's impossible
but because I just can't even begin to try
fuck
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No.215951
>diagnosed with ADHD years ago
>went off medication last year because it stopped having any real noticeable effect
>finals week starting
>sudden spike in ADHD symptoms and I can't fucking focus on anything for more than a couple minutes
>school doesn't prescribe medication for ADHD because college kids love using adderall too much
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No.216446
>>215951
whats it like having a mental illness nobody cares about unless its in children
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No.216569
>>216446
it's usually the least bothersome mental illness that i have so i don't really care
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No.216769
File: 1430288945457.jpg (Spoiler Image,516.21 KB,943x1280,943:1280,1374383715632.jpg)
Maybe I can fill the void they left with genitals
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No.216794
>>216769
sounds like a great idea
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No.217340
how do i stop caring about people i shouldnt be caring about
its annoying
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No.217988
>>216794
If only it were executable
Most of the guys around here aren't cute at all and I've met very very few chicks who'd go out with someone who for all intents and purposes is a "really feminine guy" at this point. Also, I'm more into chicks than guys so that makes the point moot.
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No.218202
>>216571
my girlfriend broke up with me, I'm failing my classes, I'm starting to have anxiety and panic attacks again, and I'm out of antidepressants and it's getting harder to cope with everything
basically im just a whiny little shit
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No.218285
>>52256
It sounds like you have had some poor friendships in the past, one of the most important things in friendship (whether it be with someone of the same gender or otherwise) is that you value the interactions you have with them. If one or both parties only value the other based on something other than interaction with them then the relationship is fundamentally flawed. [spoilers]But opinions and all that, right?[/spoilers]
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No.218288
>>218285
>Fucking up spoilers
Ick
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No.218505
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No.219050
>>66035
it sounds as though you're aware that people can mature and regret, but don't actually realize it. or you're some kind of spiteful jerk that can't let go of things regardless. i mean hey, i've had the same thing happen. and through some admittedly kind of one-sided emotional real talk amongst friends that i was honestly just uncomfortable with everyone else crying during, we all got past it and he never raped again. dude got himself a girlfriend and everything, cleaned up his act and all; real standup guy now.
just don't take his chance to change things around if you know he might want it. not only would it hurt him, but that damage might continue to manifest in ways that hurt those around him.
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No.220316
>taking a design class
>have to come up with ideas for a new means of reading a story/book/what have you, ie the user is prompted to take a picture out of a window and a spooky monster is inserted into the image, and we have to design this concept specifically for a partner, which we get familiar with by sharing interests
>not a social butterfly, get paired up with someone idgaf about really
>he did not understand it
i wanted to leave before it was shown because i knew this would happen but i realized this shit wouldn't fix itself and it was only the first draft of ideas. still, i can not feel any more offended and embarrassed by this autistic fucknugget.
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No.225554
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No.225555
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No.225558
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No.225560
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No.226042
>>225560
I'm coming to your house to steal your fluff
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No.226379
>>225560
give me that hero's blade
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No.227282
>>52256
I've been in plenty of friendships (and groups of friends) that were co-ed. Just realize that some of them are going to find you attractive, and that that's okay as long as they aren't weird about it. Just let 'em know that you aren't interested and if they're actually good friends they'll be fine with that.
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No.228479
play xmage with me sometime, hsg
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No.228877
i'd rather do nothing and let the situation get worse than deal with change
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No.229176
>>229167
study you piece of shit or you'll end up cutting grass for a few dollars per hour
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No.229267
god dammit. I no longer enjoy anime or video games, I've become less creative and I don't have enough emotions anymore. what happened to me?
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No.229296
>>229267
hi there myself, how'r ya feelin today?
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No.229558
>>229296
the only things I really feel any more are varying degrees of anxiety and nausea
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No.229810
>>229267
>>229558
same tbh
all i really had was looking forward to the weekends because that's always been a constant thing in my life that brought me happiness, but now i dont even care. everything is so boring to me now and i just dont carreeeee
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No.230488
i feel like i genuinely care about people sometimes, like teenagers who are lost and confused. or people who have problem with sexuality stuff. or people trying to take advantage of you
but lately ive noticed that the feeling i get when i see someone like that is the same feeling i get when my feelings get hurt. when i see my friends leave me out of something, or someone ignoring me, its the same feeling. and i honestly think i might be jealous of these people in some sort of fucked up way
what
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No.230611
Are you depressed?
If you identify with several of the following signs and symptoms, and they just won’t go away, you may be suffering from clinical depression.
>you can’t sleep or you sleep too much
>you can’t concentrate or find that previously easy tasks are now difficult
>you feel hopeless and helpless
>you can’t control your negative thoughts, no matter how much you try
>you have lost your appetite or you can’t stop eating
>you are much more irritable, short-tempered, or aggressive than usual
>you’re consuming more alcohol than normal or engaging in other reckless behavior
>you have thoughts that life is not worth living (seek help immediately if this is the case)
Signs and symptoms of depression include:
>Feelings of helplessness and hopelessness.
A bleak outlook—nothing will ever get better and there’s nothing you can do to improve your situation.
>Loss of interest in daily activities.
No interest in former hobbies, pastimes, social activities, or sex. >You’ve lost your ability to feel joy and pleasure.
>Appetite or weight changes.
Significant weight loss or weight gain—a change of more than 5% of body weight in a month.
>Sleep changes.
Either insomnia, especially waking in the early hours of the morning, or oversleeping (also known as hypersomnia).
>Anger or irritability.
Feeling agitated, restless, or even violent. Your tolerance level is low, your temper short, and everything and everyone gets on your nerves.
>Loss of energy.
Feeling fatigued, sluggish, and physically drained. Your whole body may feel heavy, and even small tasks are exhausting or take longer to complete.
>Self-loathing.
Strong feelings of worthlessness or guilt. You harshly criticize yourself for perceived faults and mistakes.
>Reckless behavior.
You engage in escapist behavior such as substance abuse, compulsive gambling, reckless driving, or dangerous sports.
>Concentration problems.
Trouble focusing, making decisions, or remembering things.
>Unexplained aches and pains.
An increase in physical complaints such as headaches, back pain, aching muscles, and stomach pain.
Causes and risk factors for depression
>Loneliness
>Lack of social support
>Recent stressful life experiences
>Family history of depression
>Marital or relationship problems
>Financial strain
>Early childhood trauma or abuse
>Alcohol or drug abuse
>Unemployment or underemployment
>Health problems or chronic pain
The road to depression recovery
Ask for help and support
If even the thought of tackling your depression seems overwhelming, don’t panic. Feeling helpless and hopeless is a symptom of depression—not the reality of your situation. It does not mean that you’re weak or you can’t change! The key to depression recovery is to start small and ask for help. The simple act of talking to someone face to face about how you feel can be an enormous help. The person you talk to doesn’t have to be able to fix you; he or she just needs to be a good listener.
For more information:
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No.230758
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No.230799
>>230611
well, I'm depressed then.
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No.230848
Late as fuck but
>>224983
>>224998
In response to these that I totally missed
Yes
That actually happened
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No.231262
>>230611
I can't believe I'm saying this, but I miss the old kind of depression where I was suicidal and lonely. I had more feelings then, plus I was more creative and more emotionally intimate with people... who talked me out of killing myself
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No.232172
>>230848
is your brother also your archenemy?
because by the way you describe him he's trying everything to make your life miserable
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No.232422
>>232172
He just doesn't think about his actions at all
I don't think he's TRYING to make my life worse, he just /does/
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No.232451
gy is going to be away for 3 (three!) weeks.
i'm gonna be lonely
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No.232483
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No.232552
>>232483
so i'm new to this skyping thing
is it okay to just skype with someone on the other side of the planet
and is it safe to wag your dick in the cam
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No.232554
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No.232564
>>232552
what do you mean?
it's not illegal to show a dick on skype to your loved one
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No.232593
>>232552
i dont think skype has anything against nsfw things on cam
they probably do have something against sexual harassment though, but i doubt thats what's going to occur
so yea have fun waving your dick to someone in china via skype
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No.234286
how many of you were put into a psych ward?
how was it?
any good/bad memories?
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No.234340
>>234286
I've visited a family member there but never been held there.
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No.234580
>>234286
the first one i went to when i was 12 was absolutely horrible god damn, the therapist i had there was shit and the schoolwork i had was kindergarten level, which mean for the entire time i was there i was doing simple addition becaus e none of my teachers sent me anything. my roommate was pretty cool though, he just read the bible but i do vividly remember being embarrassed a lot because he wouldnt wear a shirt when he got out of the shower
i did have a lot more freedom than the other one i went to i guess, we got to watch tv and listen to the radio and had a lot of free time to do whatever
the second one i went to was pretty cool. i met a lot of cool people that helped me with my confusion about sexuality and stuff like that. all of our time was scheduled though. i definitely have a lot more happy memories from that place than the first one.
i wouldnt go again though, if you're thinking about submitting yourself to a ward i'd only do it if you think you're a threat to yourself or others
but those were both public ones, i dont know what private ones are like
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No.235474
>>232554
WHERE THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO SEEK HELP?
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No.235555
i think i have a girlfriend now
life is pretty cool sometimes
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No.235619
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No.236171
Dylan's going to a friend's house this week and he's taking Craterhoof with him. I took pictures of him.
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No.237075
>Group of internet friends go to a con I'm there too, they all meet but not me.
I feel so fucking bad.
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No.237182
Ok, I cried, I feel better.
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No.237238
>>237075
>>237182
same anon?
did they tell you nothing on purpose?
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No.238122
>After the huge breakup with my group of friends, only one remains
>I'm hooking up with her
>Things were getting pretty serious, we weren't "dating" but we were going on dates and doing cute couple shit etc
>I mention how we had Valentine's day plans (Her original quote was "you gotta fuck on Valentine's day, right?")
>She says we didn't
>Texts me later saying how she'll go out with me but only if we go to a "nice Italian place"
>weird but whatever
>She's weird the whole time
>I foot the bill entirely myself as a cute/nice gesture or w/e even though she's rich as fuck and I'm not
>She acts like this was expected and doesn't seem grateful at all
>Is practically mad at me that I didn't get her chocolates
>after I paid 160something dollars for a fucking nice romantic dinner
>waht le fuck
>She leaves almost immediately after
>double what the fuck
>She begins dabbing like crazy, getting high 24/7 and I'm extremely worried for her
>Not responding to any of my messages
>Not responding to any of ANYBODY'S messages
>Finally am able to contact her through snapchat messaging
>she only replies to me when I message her first, and even then only with short replies
>a few months into this, I ask her if everything's alright and she INSISTS she is
>Finally just ask her if I should stop contacting her or what because she doesn't seem that into it
>"idk"
>fucking "idk" is all she could say after I knew her for four years and she suddenly cut off contact
>write a paragraph about how weird she was acting and how I was worried for her, and about how it was unfair to cut off contact like that
>She casually mentions how she has a boyfriend now in her short quip of a response and tells me to stop acting so whiny
Yeah, I'm acting whiny because I'm trying to figure out why my friend of four years who I was hooking up with and kinda in a relationship with who I used to tell EVERYTHING (she even knew I was trans) suddenly disappeared off the face of the god damn earth
Holy fuck why does everyone I care about treat me like shit in the end this is a fucking nightmare
It's like I'm in the world's shittiest fucking sitcom
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No.238228
>>238122
looks like she dodged a bullet
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No.238232
>>238122
bitches aint shit but hoes and tricks
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No.238249
>>238122
you'll always have HSG
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No.238298
>>237238
yeah, same anon, though that wasn't the only reason..
and no, it wasn't on purpose, I could not go where they were also I was in cosplay, and moving through the con was hard as fuck.
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No.238453
>>238122
You need to get better friends, where are you even meeting them?
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No.239209
>>238453
Those friends were great, these past few months have been that one friend group slowly desintegrating for no reason. I haven't been adding any new ones on top, it's still the same ones.
The worst bit is, a lot of them are still reasonable people, but after all this drama they disassociated with everyone involved
>>238228
har de har har
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No.240260
>tfw my closest friend probably doesn't even like me anymore and wants nothing to do with me
it 8urts
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No.243365
i almost forgot to wipe my ass the last time i took a shit, and when i did wipe there was considerably more shit on my ass than usual
i'm so glad i caught that in time
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No.243375
>>240260
yes, you're right, go die in a fire Viktor.
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No.245967
man, it'd sure be nice if facebook allowed you to actually list real video games in the "favorite games" section of your profile instead of only allowing facebook "games."
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No.246188
I'm stressing out about my job pretty bad and I need to make a decision.
I'm a pretty decent artist and have a girlfriend who has been active as an illustrator, which is basically what I want to do. But things happened and I've spent the last year working at a local distribution center for very little pay. It's not something I enjoyed a lot but it paid the bills, barely. But now my contract is ending either way. Starting next month I won't be able to continue there unless I get a forklift license.
The thing is, I don't feel like dedicating myself to this job any more than I already have. I have the opportunity now to leave that job behind, focus on making a good portfolio and try to get a job in illustration with the connections my girlfriend has obtained. On the other hand, I have bills to pay, and becoming a forklift driver is going to give me the job security I need.
On the other hand, if that's what I'm going to become, I feel like that's all I'll ever be. Once I start forklifting I'm going to grow complacent with that shitty job and be there for years, losing the incentive to go off and try out new things. The question here is, do I get that license and go for a secure but dead-end job, or do I risk everything, my financial income, my apartment and all that, to try and get a job drawing things?
I don't like having to make these decisions so maybe you could advise me and help come to a conclusion.
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No.246231
>>246188
would getting the license really prevent you from switching over to drawing later? always remember the sunk cost fallacy - just because you bother with and pay for the license doesn't mean you have to "get your money's worth" out of it if a good drawing opportunity comes your way. though i don't know how energy-consuming a forklift job is - whether you'd be able to keep up your drawing skills up to snuff and slowly build your portfolio in your free time, or whether you'd be so tired when you got home that you'd just immediately go to bed.
basically, if there's any way you can snag the stable job for now and switch over to art later, i'd go with that, but if you can't, i'd take the risk with kickstarting your art career.
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No.246275
>>246188
Why do you feel like it's one or the other. I would obviously go with getting the license because risking your income and home is way too much, unless you have somewhere else you could definitely stay for an indefinite amount of time.
But i'd go through with getting the license because I don't see why not you wouldn't be able to continue working on a portfolio. But I'm also ignorant as to what a forklift driving job entitles so I wouldn't take my anonymous comment on the internet that serious.
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No.246554
>>246231
>>246275
getting the license would be the obvious choice, the pay is better than what i do now and i basically have to sit on my ass all day riding an oversized go-cart lifting pallets in and out of racks
i've seen mobile games more mind-numbing than that
at the core of it i'm just afraid it would make me unhappy, i don't want to commit to this job any more than i already did and i still believe it's beneath me
sure i'd pick it over flipping burgers or any retail work from what i've heard but still
it's like i've been with a girlfriend i'm not really into and now she's demanding a marriage proposal. if that makes any sense
i guess i just need to bite the bullet and do it
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No.247059
oh boy, interpersonal drama
apparently one of my internet acquaintances absolutely hates a close irl friend for no discernable reason, to the point that she blocked him.
of course i sided with the friend, but it'd be highly preferable if this shit didn't happen at all
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No.250919
my cat sounds like a retard
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No.251126
chaz why cant you ask me blogging questions in private
i knew this would happen
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No.254242
it's not overbearing to expect a person to respond if you've asked them to do something for you, is it? my parents always taught me to acknowledge their requests so they knew i had heard them. is that too much to expect of my friends and roommates?
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No.255256
I feel like I've had the absolute worst luck socially
It's happened several times now where people randomly will cut me out of their lives, and it's often because of shit that THEY did
>Friend asks me on a date
>decides she's not into it that much
>Cuts off almost all contact with me because she thinks I'm mad even though I'm not at all
>Other friend asks to be fuckbuddies
>sure, why not
>It turns out that she wasn't actually into it and just went along with it because she didn't want to disappoint me
>Is now extremely nervous around me
They're treating me like some kind of creepy rapist even though they came onto me first and I didn't do ANYTHING without asking every step of the way if they were okay with it (Mainly for the hookup chick, I made it super clear that if she was uncomfortable at all she shouldn't be afraid to tell me)
Fuck these people
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No.256648
>>255256
man, you have the worst luck with friends, don't you? i hope you manage to snag some better ones soon
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No.256678
it's really disheartening when people think what you intended to be a joke was supposed to be sincere and is absurd enough to "prove" that you're just an invented persona.
it's like when someone makes a joke and you try to build on it a little, only for them to tell you "i was just joking." sure, in reality they're the ones who didn't catch on, but you still look like an idiot, and there's always the chance that your joke was just bad enough that it was difficult to recognize as humor.
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No.256929
>>255256
>They're treating me like some kind of creepy rapist even though they came onto me first and I didn't do ANYTHING without asking every step of the way if they were okay with it
>(Mainly for the hookup chick, I made it super clear that if she was uncomfortable at all she shouldn't be afraid to tell me)
it's like this, B. say there's a guy tagging along with some fat fuck friend to a hot dog eating contest. now going right into things, it might seem like a good time for some guiding assurance. but by saying "don't choke", that certain reflex has only been planted. the harder you try to make someone feel comfortable, the more it seems like there may be reason to believe they should not be. just go with the flow and don't stress it so much. you come off as a little needy, to be blunt.
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No.257099
>>256929
That's the thing though, I'm not being creepy or overbearing at all. The first chick felt like she was "leading me on" even though I never said that and she thought I was mad at her, and the second chick is just... weird. Like, she's so submissive that she'll do something while saying that she wants to when in fact she's just afraid of letting someone down
That' the worst part, it's not like I can blame everyone because everyone is truly operating in the way that they think is best when it's just fucking others over.
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No.257261
>>256929
unless they were reassuring her that it's okay to tell them if she's uncomfortable every time they met or something, esszet wasn't in the wrong here. simply knowing it's okay to voice possible discomfort isn't going to make discomfort stronger - at the very worst, she'll just become hypervigilant about noticing it in herself. if esszet was saying it every time, then yeah, that might make her feel like she's supposed to feel discomfort and create discomfort that wasn't there before, but that's not what it sounds like actually happened.
taking the time to say "we can stop this whenever" once isn't needy. it's the opposite of needy.
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No.260780
kit's pretty much a cat
he just needs to pee by himself and poop in a litterbox
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No.266325
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No.266473
>>266325
same
have you ever had a job
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No.266580
>>266473
yeah
but now I don't
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No.266588
>>266580
where did you work
was it hard
what was the interview like
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No.266891
i cant stop eating and i hate myself
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No.267199
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No.267436
i wish people wouldnt go and take advantage of teenagers even though they think theyre consenting. why does this even make me sad. i just want them to be safe so badly. i know that there are some places where as young as 15 is the age of consent but goddamn when i was 15 i wouldve fucked anyone that gave me the time of day. i cant even handle the fact that it is going on and forever will be and there's nothing i can do to change that
i will never be strong enough to stop bad things because thats just life
i dunno ppl suck
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No.267467
>>267436
>goddamn when i was 15 i wouldve fucked anyone that gave me the time of day
that sounds more like a personal failing, tbh
why were you such a whore moody
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No.267487
>>267436
just because you were like that it doesnt mean all people are like you
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No.267501
>>267487
yea i know but i know im not the only one who was like that
teenagers are dumb, please dont fuck them
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No.267596
>>267436
well you're in luck buddy, i think belgium, in an act of "decriminalizing natural behavior" just made it legal for 14 year olds to fuck with other teenagers as long as they're a maximum of five years older
i don't know why i said that'd be lucky but it sure is relevant to whatever you just said
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No.269407
I fucking swear, if they won't let me enter the Con because I have a baseball bat I'll be so fucking mad.
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No.269853
>>269407
Why WOULd they
get a foam one, baseball bats are legally weapons
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No.270119
>>269853
Here bats aren't weapon, they're improper weapon, meaning I need a reason to bring them to places, well, I think being in cosplay in a con is a fucking reason.
Also everything could be considered an improper weapon, be it a bat or any other prop, so if the have let me in with a bow 170cm tall I see no reason for a bat to not be accepted.
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No.270181
>>270119
Well just keep in mind that they very well might not let you in because a bat like that could be used to kill or attack someone. same reason that swords aren't allowed, even if they're dull.
Consider picking up a foam prop bat, they look just like the real deal.
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No.270332
>>270181
Well I actually searched for any bat when I started this cosplay, and it's been hard even finding the one I have now.
I do have a plan B since the con lasts four days, but it would be unfair if they let people with big ass sword in and not me.
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No.270452
oh wow, apparently i friended wesley on the 3ds before i knew he had an hsg identity
we sent each other swapnotes and everything
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No.271810
I'm worried about not finding an inkling amiibo in my favorite shop. they aren't always up to date.
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No.271982
I hope being in cosplay at a con is a valid reason to wear a mask and have a bat, or I'm going in prison for 1-2 years with a 2000€ fine.
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No.271995
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No.272084
>>271995
I know, next time I'm going to make sure that I'm not breaking any law, even partially.
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No.272091
>>271982
I've read that wrong, it's 10000€
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No.273167
man, i've been shitting a lot this past week
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No.273722
i'm pretty sure there's a saxophonist outside my window playing a single gaunt note every thirty seconds or so. it could be something else, but there is a guy who regularly goes out and plays saxophone at this time of night.
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No.274126
>>273722
>a gaunt note
i like that
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No.274128
>>273167
this morning i was nervous for a work-related test i had to take and i had to shit the whole way through
when i get nervous my shit gets weird
normally i only go in regular to small doses but when i finally got to the bathroom today it's like i gave assbirth to a fucking python
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No.275284
>>271982
well, they didn't want to let me bring the bat but then they probably saw that I'm a giant loser and let me in.
I asked if the thing I'm bringing tomorrow is ok an they say yes so I fucking hope they don't give me any fucking trouble or I'm going to be really fucking mad.
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No.276567
holy shit, this woman is discouraging rape victims from reporting their rapes to the police because prisons are oppressive to women of color.
the concept of surviving in the current world instead of suffering for a general principle of how the world should be is completely dismissed
maybe i'm taking this too far, since all she explicitly said was
>As we have laid out in many of our Twitter chats, the general message of “empower to report and demand justice from law enforcement” is what gets women (of color) incarcerated.
and
>as Mariame Kaba of Project Nia states, “She has announced herself ready to discuss and address the negative consequences of increased criminalization. Yet just a few months ago, One Billion Rising, Ensler’s global ‘anti-violence’ campaign, was primarily encouraging survivors of interpersonal violence to report their rapes and assaults to law enforcement.”
but is there a significant difference between discouraging organizations from encouraging victims to report to the police and discouraging victims from reporting to the police directly? if not, would the latter ever be acceptable? i doubt it.
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No.277009
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No.280940
>woke up with two painful pimples on my face
did i fall asleep on some pepperoni or something christ
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No.281185
>>280940
>Tfw no more acne problems since I started pumping my body full of estrogen when I used to have a large acne issue
eyo
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No.281814
>>281185
I haven't had acne since I was like 16 maybe.
I don't remember when it stopped being a thing.
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No.284395
Craterhoof used the litterbox for the first time.
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No.284403
Just woke up.
And as always, I initially didn't knew where I was until the nurse came along to remind me.
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No.284446
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No.286546
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No.286886
>cant come into work for the rest of the month because of weird pay dispute between the contractor im working for and the company
haha time for video games
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No.288246
tfw no gf is the deepest feel a human can feel
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No.288525
>>288246
this but unironically
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No.288721
No matter what I eat, no matter how good it is, I always feel kind of sick afterwards.
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No.288835
oh man my new dealer is so great
i wonder if he ever befriends his clients
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No.306824
Why do i have to get crushes on internet people who live on the other side of the fucking ocean?
i just want to talk to him and make him feel safe but goddamn i feel dirty because i think i'm just crushing on him because he's so depressed and alone all the time and i dont want to look clingy
i dont even know how to initiate a conversation and maybe ask for his skype
i had all the chances in th world to do it while he was here and i lost them
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No.307739
>>306824
just be like
"hey man you're cool i wanna talk sometime lemme at that skype"
id say 90% of people would go "yeah ok"
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No.309908
I grew up with a shitty life that shouldnt bare with details and now I'm hopelessly socially inept at 20something. I go over peoples houses and I see their rooms have personality, posters on the wall, toys from childhood hanging around the room, pictures, nik naks. And I look at my room and that shit is empty, the walls are an awful color and the only thing in my room is my bed, table, and computer. I've done a couple of things to change this but my house is fucking desolate and I can make a studio apartment look big. Try as I might I have social anxiety issues like no other, I go full Tony Soprano and pass out in social situations. I have heart issues and regularly get sharp pains in my heart despite being in good health. I have dick issues and lack any sensation down there from the few times I've been laid. I have my social issues but I also have my shining moments that make people smile and they drive me fucking crazy because I'm so fucking close to being not even a normal person but a good one but I'm so fucking far at the same time and I'm just a piece of shit. At an elevator lobby waiting on an elevator I made a joke gestured at an old man "step right up, guess which elevator door opens and you win a prize" he laughed, he smiled, he asked me if I won and I said I lost. I texted my glove boobie picture to a friend and he showed it to his family and they all had a laugh, instead of going to his family's thanksgiving dinner I tried to hang myself. I went to get on a bus and a foreigner/tourist around my age before me tried to pay for a day pass with a $50 bill, motherfucker had no small change, just $50s and $100s. Before he could get off the bus I handed him $5 so he could get a day pass and he was thankful and so insistent on paying me back and I eventually told him to fuck off. I wasn't doing anything with my day, just off to go shoot pool by myself. I'm so fucked I couldn't invite him to come hang out with me. Girls have played with my hair, my ears, hugged me while refusing to let go, locked legs with me and made ploys to try to fuck or love me and I've missed on all those chanches due to my innate autism. I couldn't spend time with a girl who I thought was unnecessarily gorgeous, brave, and kind that played with my ears. and the girls I have bedded were fucking boring sheeple.
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No.310216
>>288835
this sounds like the start of a high school PSA
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No.311115
>>309908
the first step to improving your life is getting a better keyboard
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No.311432
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No.311444
>>311432
sorry i'm not gonna tell
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No.311449
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No.311454
>>311449
hahahaha
come on
really?
couldnt you pick a more good-loking guy?
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No.311548
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No.311764
I tould myselt that I'd draw porn today.
But I haven't done shit yet.
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No.312957
>My brother's GF is sick
>like, tiny tim sick
>She was doing better before, although she'd sometimes get extreme bouts of exhaustion from doing nothing
>She was able to climb trees and shit
>Eventually it got worse and she started needing to smoke weed often to keep the pain at bay
>Her mother dislikes her as a person, she was raped by her brother & step father who recently disowned her due to how much time she spent at our house instead of hers
>She's literally the most depressing person ever because she's so fucking unlucky
>but it gets worse
>My brother is going to college soon, far out of state, and she's going to have to go back to living with her rapists full-time in their shitty home
>On top of all this, she's suddenly getting sicker again
>She's weak, like, real weak. Doing basic activities weakens her out
>Today
>We're out smoking some weed
>My brother lifts a chair with one arm, jokingly dares her to do it too
>He jokes at her, asking jokingly if she's "too lame"
>she breaks down crying
>"I can barely lift my phone anymore"
Holy shit, I think she might be literally dying and he has to leave at the end of the summer
Why is everyone so depressing? Does EVERYONE have this many problems? Here are some others I know:
>Person B is going blind, their family is below totally destitute, their mother has cancer and is a drug addict
>Person C, the person who I'm kinda-sorta dating has horrible self image issues and self harms but tries to hide it
>Person D, someone I hooked up with in the past, also had horrible body and more minor self-harm issues
Like, is everyone secretly this insecure and nobody actually acknowledges it? What a brutal society we live in.
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No.312963
>>312957
Also, forgot to mention:
They have all this horrible shit, and I can't do anything to help most of them. at all. there is literally nothing I can do and I feel like a powerless chump.
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No.313549
>>312957
>Like, is everyone secretly this insecure and nobody actually acknowledges it?
No, just everyone in your life
Sounds like your brother's gf has severe iron deficiency
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No.313550
This is my fourth day back on terra firma after nearly two months back at sea. No idea what I'm going to do in the coming month or even today.
Updoots were pretty shit or maybe homeshit has always been shit and I've just now noticed it.
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No.313556
>>313550
that's so cool
are you having fun?
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No.314011
>>313549
We thought so at first but doctors have no idea what it is
She's so sweet but she's wasting away and there's nothing any of us can seem to do
it's horrible
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No.320582
you know what? life is hard.
but so is my dick.
*wwrangles wwangs*
*ollies out of stress-induced rut*
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No.324050
I have no idea of who I am anymore.
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No.325907
I don't have many friends, and my social skills aren't that great. I do good in school but haven't done enough research on getting into grad school, even though I'm not fully sure I working towards something I want to do. I've never had a job, and my dad keeps pressuring me to get a summer job; doing so makes sense, but for some reason there's this enormous resistance I have towards going out and looking for one. I try to distract myself from my problems. There are a lot of things I don't like about myself, but I have no willpower to do anything to change anything. I hate myself for being a lazy, cowardly, socially stunted, creepy, autistic-y piece of shit. I know I'm not actually that bad, which my loving, caring, family reinforces to me, but when I'm in a bad mood I shut out all the good things and only focus on the bad. I feel like I keep myself from improving, to validate all the bad things I say about myself. My love for my family (knowing how much it would hurt them) is what keeps me from seriously considering suicide, but I feel it's only a matter of time before my selfish self-pity/hate vortex overcomes that love. I just turned 21, and I'm not sure I'll make it to 30.
This was probably a mistake.
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No.329799
I want to enter the skype group, but I don't want to be bullied.
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No.329851
>>329799
you're missing nothing, MBG
it's either Egghead/Ben blogging or awkward silence
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No.332679
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No.333444
>tfw off hormones so I can store my sperm and now my hormones are whack out of control
I'm simultaneously furous and sad and I want to fuck and be fucked by everything
this is no fun
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No.333708
>>325907
*farts on your face*
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No.344922
is this thread in autosage
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No.345037
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No.346438
>be annoying/an asshole
>realize what i've done
>sit around in self pity for an hour doing nothing but staring at the walls
>get over it
>repeat ad infinitum because i can't stop fucking up
it hurts
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No.346627
>should be able to apply to a new university via clearing
>friend has found me a job at his work
>gonna go camping and get fucked at the weekend
>got a hookup for weed
nice NICE NICE
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No.346857
>home alone
>blindfold myself, shove a vibrating buttplug up my ass, gag myself with a pair of panties, and tie my limbs to my bed
>it's fucking boring and I can't come
can't wait to become a cute girl's slave, I'm tired of masturbating
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No.346940
is there like a protocol for donating money to your friends... like, a few of my friends have run into tight spots with money and turned to fundraising websites, and because of my various neuroses around numbers and money I always end up donating $100 because it's a nice, round number, but it's just big enough to feel fucking weird? like I cannot imagine receiving $100 dollars from a friend and not immediately panicking. so I always want to say something to smooth over the weird of dropping a Benjamin on somebody, but I also don't want to draw attention to my having done it because that feels manipulative? like "hey in case you hadn't noticed I just donated a large sum of money towards your emergency expenses, now please lavish affection on me," you know, it feels like it could come off as my having an ulterior motive. fuck, maybe I should just donate anonymously from now on? except I'm pretty sure you have to enter an email address, and I'm pretty sure all my friends would recognize mine. I hate... money
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No.347133
>>346940
donate $50 instead of 100
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No.347177
>>347133
that's like... only half as round...
no but that's probably what I should do, I don't really have the funds to be donating hunned dollas to anybody
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No.347199
so is the skype group like that orgy scene from eyes wide shut?
i want to join that but i don't want to seem needy by asking in the general so i'm asking here if anyone can add me
>blog about your gay life and maybe some flowers
i miss my fake gay ex fake boyfriend :( i hate flowers they usually come with insects and dirt
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No.347312
>>347199
fuck off, crossie
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No.347318
>>347312
i really dislike crossie as a term but if you guys want it to be your inhouse meme that's fine
just a shitty meme 's all
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No.347412
>>347199
whats your skype
its just a shitty group where people talk, except lately its been more shitty than usual. i doubt it'll last long so youre not missing much
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No.347413
>>347318
also fuck off crossie
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No.347418
>>347412
i've heard that but it feels like im missing context to a lot of the posts without it
it's vriskadidnothingwrong8 pp is vriskas face
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No.347877
>tfw floods in texas and you're worried as fuck about your qt friend
i hate this feeling, hsg ;_;
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No.349160
>coworker hasn't seen his daughter in 3 years
>her mom is a bitch and doesn't want him to see her
>"yeah I care about my daughter a lot but i-it's not like I have time to go see her anyway"
this fucking guy
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No.351233
>friend asks me for a drawing
>finish the drawing but not really happy with the result
>friend ask me about the drawing
>too nervous to tell him that I finished it
I should stop doing things for friends, they makes me too nervous.
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No.351906
It'd be cool to talk with people with really broad personalities like homestuck.
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No.351965
>listening to disney songs at 3 am
>cry a little
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No.352092
>Smoke weed every day
>Try to smoke a cigarette twice and vomit both times
This isn't the first time it's happened but I did expect it. I used to be able to smoke cigarettes no problem but now I cannot even smell them without wanting to retch. I know it's mostly a good thing and it's basically just my body yelling at me for trying to put this particular type of bullshit into my lungs but damn what fucking gives man. Fuck
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No.352246
I'm not here to bitch about someone on HSG not liking me, that is fine and justified and I'm pretty used to it, I just felt the urge to blog about that interaction and I've been doing that in the main thread too much.
the main thing I wanna blog about today is that, when someone feels like I'm faking the niceness thing, I don't really know how to respond to that, like tactically. in real life I'd go up to the person and talk it out, and that's usually what I do online too. But it's less effective online, because I can't do it one on one so it looks like I'm being contrite for an audience, and if they already think the way I write doesn't sound genuine, more of the same isn't going to be any more convincing. It even has the potential to backfire, because when I double down on the nice without making it seem any more genuine, it probably just comes off like I'm mocking them. Of course, probably the thing to do is ignore it- there's not really anything I could do that would solve the underlying problems. The first problem: my personality and anon's don't mesh well. (No real solution here, especially since there's no way for me to avoid them in a general. And it doesn't really help my "the niceness thing is genuine" case if I alter my behavior to please someone- that just makes me seem faker.) Second problem: I'm pseudonymous in an environment where anonymity is considered ideal. (But I'm a really argumentative anon, and all that arguing makes my HSG experience less fun- and, almost certainly, everyone else's, too- and I still want to post here.) So basically, as far as anon's concerned, I'm pretending to be nice while refusing to cede the grating identity I've built up. That's a reasonable perspective to draw up, and given the field of choices I've allowed myself, I can't really disprove it. Hrmm.
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No.352341
>>352246
At the end of the day this place comes from 4chan, where there is a latent, unspoken rule that no one gives a shit about anyone else personally, how else could we call each other faggots all the time?
I'm just gonna from my own perspective as someone who has practically lived on 4chan for years but never been even slightly interested in pursuing online friendships or notoriety even in a space as niche as this. When I see shit like "the skype group!" or "the IRC channel!" there's this (whether it's accurate/fair or not) aura of, I don't know, desperation surrounding it? General lameness? Limp-dickery? My vocabulary fails me. It's really hard for me to even engage you because I can't even understand how namefags/people who act friendly and saccharine in any capacity on anonymous imageboards think. I went back and forth like 3 times on even replying to you.
Still conveying my point of view as someone who has always been an anonymous douche, the kneejerk reaction to some namefag (which is already points subtracted, so to speak) acting all against-the-grain by being sweet/friendly isn't necessarily "man how phony" it's more like "man piss off you lame-ass tumblr-tier shitter why are you bringing that shit around here instead of calling me a nigger like you're supposed to, go make friends somewhere else"
I know 75% of this shit has to be in my head just by looking at shit like the /soc/ thread we have here, other posters obviously don't see it the same way. But I'd consider myself 4chan old guard of sorts, and after being around this sort of culture for so long I feel like it's ingrained deeply enough within me that I can represent it somewhat concisely
Also I don't understand how you can be a "nice namefag" and an "argumentative anon." If this conversation should be about artificiality then that's really what you should be looking at. If you've got a dual persona thing going on I can't even begin to approach that since I've never ever taken up a name or a trip before
If I wasn't midday drunk I probably wouldn't even post this but here fucking goes
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No.352408
>>352341
>nice namefag/argumentative anon
Essentially I'm usually very nice, but when I don't have a reputation at stake it's very tempting to latch onto someone who's Wrong on the Internet like a bulldog. I got anger issues, man. There are worse ways to work them out than shitting up chan threads, but also, there are better ways, so I prefer not to tempt myself.
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No.352410
MY TERRARIA WORLD WONT LOAD
IM CRYING REAL TEARS
SEND HELP
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No.353476
YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.
this is such good high music, you guys
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No.353512
>>352341
>implying you're oldguard
I still have the first image I saved from 4chan, from 2005
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No.353519
>>312957
try not hanging out with other trans people, they're like misery magnets
all my cishet friends are doing fine, all my tumblr friends are like minutes away from catastrophe
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No.353581
I literally feel like I've tapped into the Matrix, which is weird because I'm coming down off two hits
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No.353678
>>353512
I'm like 2007/2008. That's enough for me
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No.353698
>>353512
I think i'm from 2005? I honestly don't remember that well but i got the snape kills dumbledore spoiler from 4chan
I don't like to think i'm 10 years on 4chins its too fucked up
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No.354379
id love to drink right now but it's 2pm
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No.354414
>>354379
beer or wine are allowed in the pm, slong as youre not getting sloshed or whatever
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No.355846
I have got to stop using dating services as a way to fill time, it always ends with ill-advised hookups
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No.355866
>toothache like a motherfucker because some defect shit is growing in back off to the side
>whatever man im just tryin to jack off to anime
>cat at the door
>alright fuck you but back to business
>clingy ass bro comes knockin
>ok dude not right now i have this bitch of a sore tooth and im just tryin to fill my quota
>and one more time, almost there
>3cat lmao
>3cat
ahahahahahaha
fantastic
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No.356087
>this friend of mine I've fucked before but am not attracted to any longer is telling me about his masturbation habits
>he's gonna start talking about what he'd do if I was there
how do you tell someone "I stopped being attracted to you, but I do genuinely want to remain friends because you're great"
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No.356186
>>356087
>i'm a fickle bitch and people usually move on from a fap once they've lost their boner, but you're still cool. we cool? alright then, see you on monday!
and ollie on out til next you meet again, easy peasy!
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No.363442
Hell yeah today was a GOOD day I love it when I have tons of stuff to do
and we had pizza because why not
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No.363467
>have to be at work tomorrow at 1:30 pm so we can drive to the actual work, which is about 1 hour away
>on Saturday it's the same play but at 9 am
>on Sunday on 8:30 am
>on each day I will be back home past midnight
I will have to go quickly through all my daily online affairs with little to no free time for myself outside of sleep. Until Monday.
I hope the money's worth it.
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No.363470
>>363467
But why do you work on Saturdays and Sundays
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No.363493
>>363470
Because thats when fairs and festivals tend to be.
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No.364661
praise always makes me go in awkward mode it's terrible
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No.366204
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No.366327
my friend it's ignoring me and i dunno why
im gonna kick her filthy cunt
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No.366410
Those brownies used to be good I don't know what they added to them but now my stomach hurts and I'm nauseous
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No.366478
>text from ex
>i miss you
>notice it 6 hours later and text back "me 2"
>instantregret.fuck
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No.366546
just finished watching logh and feel like I need to mention it to someone, for some reason
I don't have any friends though so here
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No.367173
One more day.
One more day at this damn festival.
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No.369887
after repeatedly telling my parents not to kidnap the chick i woke up to find her in a box under the couch
this is dirk speedy lighting the third all over again
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No.369889
>>369887
what the fuck
call the police
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No.369948
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No.370094
>>369889
raising a pigeon nestling isn't illegal in my country i don't live in the us
i feel so bad for the little fucker
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No.370224
I think the cold, wind and rain yesterday at work brought me a little infect.
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No.370237
>>370094
oh hahahahahaha
you see i thought you meant that your parents kidnapped a girl and trapped her in a box
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No.370308
>>370237
guess you weren't here for the pigeon liveblogging yesterday
it was all very exciting, a bird sat alone in a nest for 9 hours and i was providing updates on his status until i went to bed
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No.370665
The White have deceived me , but it will not happen anymore.
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No.370795
>boss: "anon these are super important papers I need you to scan them and send me the files, then *pats papers* dispose of all the documents"
>"k boss"
>x hours later boss comes back
>"anon where are the papers"
>"I took care of all the documents as you told me boss"
>"t-the papers too?"
>"yes boss!"
>"I didn't mean the physical stuff anon, just the virtual documents"
>"o-oh..."
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No.370965
YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.
apparently the bird was starving when they brought it in and also prolly freezing
anyway 38 hours l8er or something this happened
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No.371144
>>370965
That's so cute congrats man
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No.371450
I miss the minecraft server.
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No.371736
>>371450
i regret i never joined
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No.372405
>>371144
yeah it was fucking adorable
the little guy is 7 days old so we fed him oatmeal after soaking it in water for a bit and put him under a blanket for the night, then put him back in his nest when the sun came up
i got a little worried when his dad came over because he started squeaking but i guess they were just saying hello
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No.374025
i'm deleting my facebook account tomorrow
should i do it at midnight my time (10 minutes from now), or wait until noon? everyone knows i'm leaving, so they've had a chance to find alternative ways to keep in touch
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No.374041
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No.374067
I've spent the last week or so watching WH4K shit, and now I bought a little kit of them. I don't even know if there is anywhere around here to play it. I feel like this is the first step into spiraling descent of poor money management.
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No.375143
i'm getting back on meds even though i've been feeling okay without them, because that could always change
but of course there's like a 10% chance these new ones will actually work, which means trying new ones every month until something sticks
been thinking about quitting therapy, though, because it doesn't really help. i feel a little reluctant since my new therapist is really nice and it's not like i have to pay for it
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No.375184
ragghaaaggghgh!! I'm mad!!! I hate everything!! clickbait article titles are irritating as fuck!! everything pisses me off and I don't know why why am I so fucking cranky right now
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No.375229
It just won't leave my hand
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No.375238
Shit how am I supposed to cook dinner
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No.381487
I need to fuck.
I need to fuck so bad.
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No.381532
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No.381553
>>381532
man, I don't even care if it will be bad embarrassing, disappointing or whatever, I just need to put the thing in a thing.
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No.383401
Do you faggot want to make a Pesterchum memo?
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No.383530
>>383401
only if someone else is up for it
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No.383687
>>383401
join #8faggots if you're gay
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No.383701
>>383687
i have 20 mins of battery life left you fucks
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No.385690
>>383530
>>383687
>>383701
Whenever you feel like it, I made a memo on #hsg_blogchat , it's a hidden memo.
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No.386662
i have done nothing but shitpost threads for three days straight
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No.386710
i just need to internetfuck
someone to go porrim on my ass in chat and indulge my kinks for a minute or two until i cum
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No.395570
i had a big day planned out so i had my monthly cup of coffee, but then everything fell through and now i'm just sitting here, hyper, body sweaty, balls blue
le sign
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No.396864
what is even the point of getting a trip this late in the game
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No.399436
I think i have entered again in my usual cycle of anxiety, fuck ups and depression. I want to talk with people about it but how do just drop that much emotional garbage on someone "hey i fear might be suicidal again"
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No.405548
I hate all the skype chat trips pls advise
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No.405653
>>375143
haha never mind insurance denied the new meds so i'll just wait until my next appointment ten days from now
i've still been doing fine unmedicated, except for three days ago when i was crying for an hour and a half, but that was due to a legitimate worry that my close friend will commit suicide in the next couple years, so i think that's reasonable
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No.405657
hey hsg look at my new weed bag
it doesn't have any actual weed in it yet because my dealer disappeared on me & i have to find a new one, but i'm very happy to no longer worry about stinking of it in public
(cat included for size reference)
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No.405880
>>405548
find other contact info for the actually good people and uninstall skype
it did wonders for me
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No.405924
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No.406319
tfw you realize you've definitely been wearing the same shirt since tuesday
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No.408719
After all my life I finally have a friends that asks m to go out,
Thing is that I do not want to do so, but I can't outright tell him, and now I have no idea what to do and as usual I'm stuck in a limbo.
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No.414660
Man, SMT IV stripped me of my gamer pride.
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No.428033
fucking thursday you fuckign weekday faggot would you hurry up and get here i just want to kick back and do the weed ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffug
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No.431749
>building a pc
>order parts from ebay, amazon and ccl with no problems
>ordered cpu, hdd, and psu from scan 2 weeks ago
>charged extra for delivery even though I'm on the mainland
>send them email asking why it hadn't arrived when i payed for next day delivery
>order wasn't dispatched because the cpu was out of stock
>no indication it was out of stock when i ordered, only told me this when i emailed to complain
>they say the next shipment will be in 3 days
>give them a week in case they meant working days
>still out of stock
>cancel cpu order
>still haven't dispatched the psu and hdd they supposedly set aside for me
>won't refund me until those items are dispatched
FUCK SCAN
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No.432372
Ugh, I hate work day trips.
At least least Hamburg isn't that bad. If anything goes well, we should be back by midnight. I just hope I'm not put into the fucking guest block again.
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No.435919
>for a few weeks now ive been infatuated with someone from a distance
>fully aware that its completely ridiculous and utterly pointless
>know i should put it out of my head but i'm so elated every time we interact
>convince myself its just for fun and a bit of shallow interaction, nothing more
>of course i lose control of myself and try to pursue her and be friends with her, knowing its a dead end road but unable to stop
>finally get to talk to them and hang out with them in private
>have actual meaningful conversations
>think this is just what i wanted, thinking maybe we can build a friendship and just hang out like bros
>instead the crush hits me like a jackhammer and i basically go completely insane
>heart pounds like crazy when she talks to me and prepare to kill myself every time she talks to someone else
>cant tell her or anyone about the way i feel
>have to mask these feelings whenever we interact making it an almost impossible to even talk to her normally
>sit at home crying literally all day, appetite and libido completely dead and constantly thinking about suicide
how do i end this
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No.435939
>>435919
you should tell them tbh
maybe if you have actual confirmation that they dont' (or do) want to be with you, it'll help. i dont know if that stuff about friends and romance and making everything weird is true but its better than what youre going through now
also dont listen to me im aromantic and dont experience romantic attraction
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No.436585
I fucking hate myself for being a fucking furry faggot, but I can't help it so i'll just ride the wave and see what happens.
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No.437690
>>436585
what are you talking about, being furry is great
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No.442756
>>436585
does it really matter anymore?
after seeing the hate meme brigade on /co/ trying to declare SU as the next ponies, and SU fans talking back at them or posting pearl to rub it in that there's SU fans about, I realized something: online communities, especially 4chan boards, are filled with boring contrarians, and when they pick on something as the next great enemy it comes down to a self-fulfilling prophecy. the contrarians attack something that appears to be getting too popular and the fans get defensive and lash out. you might as well ignore these shit-flinging contests altogether. it's gotten worse in the past four years because of the SJW vs anti-SJW fuckfest but you should still try to ignore it.
you have to judge for yourself whether or not one of your interests is turning into an unhealthy obsession.
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No.443882
>>435919
yo just dig aaall the pasta outta those pockets at once bro
just break out that parmesan man let it out there
there is no way the fleeting disappointment of one rejection (that could honestly precede a countless many, any one of which may be the end of that cycle) could be worse than to sit around in a suffering suicidal state collecting misery like a coat of dust
and if at first you dont succeed then go wash your dick and live to try somewhere else
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No.451823
My sister who lives in norther Europe is coming back home because she's sad and keeps crying, and i feel like a empty piece of shit because now i realise all the time she asked me if i wanted to visit her she was doing it for herself and not for me
i am really blind
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No.452401
>allergic to dogs
>have 3 of them
>mom refuses to get rid of them for my sake
>dog hair on everything
>everything smells like dog
>sick from allergies everyday
>have to rely on mom to buy me medicine since im not old enough to get it myself
>she never does
>no way to keep my door closed from the outside
>dogs come in my room when im not here and get dog hair everywhere
>impossible to clean up
i dont want to live here anymoreeeeeeeeee
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No.452889
>>452401
have you tried blocking the doorway with something your dogs cant push or jump over?
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No.453879
Hordes of shit skin are invading my country, media and politicians think this is a great thing, and crime rates are soaring. I feel trapped and scared, and I have no idea what to do once the shit hits the fan.
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No.453890
i hope i get that job at the gas station
also i secretly hope the amount of work will either make me mature enough or scare me so much that i will reconsider the uni path
also listening to all my friends planning shit for their degree is fucking annoying
i really hope i will be ready next year...
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No.454090
>>452401
> since im not old enough to get it myself
have you tried calling child protective services
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No.454103
>>452401
Dogs are allergic to a ton of things, including raisins and chocolate. You can always use rat poison or anti-freeze too. Your cunt of a mother values the dogs over you, but your health is actually way more important. If the dogs are allowed to run around in the yard, you can make it look like some random person did it.
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No.454374
>>452889
yes but she doesnt like it when i put things in the hallway because she thinks it looks messy
>>454090
>>454103
these are mean things to do
bad
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No.454378
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No.455097
>>454374
i dunno (about mine)
you are allergic to the dogs its pretty fucked up
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No.455103
>>455097
im 17, not 10. i dont know if it stills counts
even if i did that my mom would probably disown me or some shit
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No.455106
>>455103
yeah it still counts as long as you're under 18 im p sure
and i mean, idk have you sat down and actually explained to her like how you need the medicine or a lock for your door
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No.455232
>>455106
i've tried but she doesnt like talking about it so we havent gotten anywhere
it doesnt even matter that much anymore, if ive dealt with this for the past 8 years i can go for at least 2 more
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No.455767
>>455232
>she doesnt like talking about it
fuck her
demand you talk about it
get mad
man up
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No.457196
>>455767
even if i did in the end, she isnt getting rid of them
she never will until she is legally obligated to and even then im not sure
she's kept dogs who have tried to kill each other until one of them got killed
she aunt budging
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No.457318
>>457196
she doesnt need to get rid of them
just letting you b/lock your door or her getting you medicine
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No.457633
>>453879
gay marry someone in america and get a visa
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No.457690
>>452401
tbh that sounds like abuse, fam
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No.457917
I've been so mentally unwell that I've been on neet-bux for several years. My old psychiatrist didn't do much, just gave me meds. My new one has taken more interest in me and actually tries to help me. Apparently she suspects that I have autism or aspergers or something, and she has scheduled to get me properly tested. At first I was like "haha nah of course I don't have that", but after reading the symptoms of aspergers and stories from people who have it, I'm not so sure any more. The large majority of symptoms just fit me so well, and people with the diagnosis talk about that same problems and issues I've been facing my whole life. I don't know what to do if I get the diagnosis. The only thing that has kept me going is the belief that I will get well and live a normal life one day, but if it turns out that I will never get better I'm not sure if I want to live any more.
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No.458067
>>457318
im mostly just going to continue blocking my door now since i just got confirmation last night that im getting a shitty job, which means money so i can buy myself a new door. she didnt like getting my medicine because she didnt like paying for it, so now i can pay for that too
woo
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No.461770
>accidentally cut my upper lip while shaving
why
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No.461774
>>457917
you can have a happy un-normal life
work with it, you can do it
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No.461779
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No.462864
got the internet back
got the degenerate porn game
tangled with the mangle
filth was spewed
overall: bretty gud day
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No.462883
>>462864
Hey at least you got a clear head to sleep with.
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No.464163
Oh, boy, It's that time of the month when I feel depressed about my art.
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No.464652
>>464163
This is the best I got.
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No.464858
>>464652
is this supposed to make me feel better, because it doesn't,
I don't care about people who are worse than me, I only care about who is better,
and I hate every single one of them because of that, it's weird, but I feel it coming from deep inside me,
I might love them and their art but the love I feel is nothing compared to the hate,
I hate even my best friend because of that and many more people,
I don't even know why, it just happens and the more I draw, the more I get frustrated, the more I hate.
But I can't quit since I live for nothing else, and that would mean rejecting the only thing that makes me want to live.
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No.464953
>>464858
Here's my two cents. I may be shit posting dubs because I dont know how the fuck to work a computer but I dont want you to be sad.
There isnt an artist I know that doesnt absolutely despise their own work. Especially the stuff from the distant past.
Many artists I speak to won't even recognize their own progress because it's like some new plateau opens up every time they reach their prior goal. Don't live like that, with some shadowy noose around your neck; those hang ups are yours to control entirely, if you just take the time to reflect on them.
It wont go away, though. It doesn't for me anyways. You just have to get in the habit of accepting your work, the good and the bad, and to not fight that too bad if it's gonna kill you over it. I guess what I mean to say is that it's normal to feel sad but important to remain positive even or especially in the face of constantly comparing yourself to others.
So long as you've got one iota to give a fuck with, that's worth something over all of the pricks in the world like me who don't dare go back for a second pass on anything harder than jerking off.
You're better than that.
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No.465996
every time I get the guts to voice my opinion online I just make myself look like an idiot because I suck at explaining myself or I say something "rude" without intending to or whatever
same goes for irl too
same goes for most things I try to get involved with. it all started when I was 12 and posted a shitty fanfic in a shipping group on livejournal and they all ripped me apart for it and it's been the same story over and over ever since. whenever I try to be anything more than flippant and anonymous I make a huge embarrassment of myself
and I'm good at mediating and defusing arguments, and seeming detached from and "above" issues, but whenever I attempt to actually take a side I fail spectacularly
why the fuck do I bother, I should just stay out of everything
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No.466029
>>464953
thank I already feel better, seems like it was just a one day thing.
>>465996
I feel you
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No.467131
your not the boss of me nooooooow
your not the boss of me naaaaaaao
and yer not so big
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No.468116
Dear internet, today Snoop Dogg launched a new media site for embracing weed and its users.
I am worming my way into that motherfucker with all my might.
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No.468287
I think i wanna drop out college
Better get them homeless tips with chaz
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No.483773
>>464163
ok, I'm now writing down when this happens to see if I find a patter.
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No.484011
do you know what the worst feeling in the world is? having your lover in the middle of sex push you off and turn her back on you and not tell you why, then she just breaks down crying, and kicks you out of the room
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No.484032
>>484011
This is my story and may not apply to you but I hope it shows I resonate.
The first few times I had sex, I had to stop and quit. They tell you a million times that communication is the most important part of a relationship, and it is... but you have to know the true thought behind the phrase. Communication is a big dumb word but it means being honest and hopeful in this context; it took me YEARS to get to a point, even after being close enough to swear everything off but my SO, where I could comfortably tell them anything when it came time for us to get excited together. You can have all the feelings in the world for someone and still not be able to tell them something as basic as , "Let's take 5, my sex is on fire. Literally what the hell, man." Then from there it amps up fairly quick but the ROI is hard to tell getting into it. It's never assured.
The first time my SO tried to teach me bass guitar, I ran out of the room crying at how bad I was. We had only been dating about a month but I told him I'd earnestly try to like instruments on his level. I've never picked it up since then and it never really stood out to me that maybe he was absolutely crushed in thinking he had done something wrong.
I don't know your story, anon, but there's a lot of little misconceptions in life. You love her, and that intangible fact cannot be kicked out of a room. Again, details will shake out but it sounds what she needs is room and what you need is to think out loud a spell.
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No.490930
It doesn't seem to matter how much self-improvement I force down my own throat.
I look normal, dress normal. I stopped playing video games. I dropped porn, anime, manga, cartoons and comics. Sugar has been cut out of my diet, entirely. Still try my best to avoid image boards. Still working full-time, though mindlessly on an assembly line and only for another two months. Still try to work out regularly. Made some more drawings, read some Dale Carnegie, Marcus Aurelius, etc. None of it will fix the biggest of my issues. It was only after I got sent away from a helpdesk internship that I started to realize how my problems seem to have rather a lot of overlap with common autistic tendencies.
I have a new appointment with a psychologist, to get more of this sorted out. I'm now teaching myself math and programming because I will probably never get a real job doing anything else.
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No.491024
>>490930
Don't jump to conclusions before you get an expert opinion, and don't for a second think that the self-improvement you've already got done was a waste of time because you may have deeper problems - you only know about that now because you did it.
Your efforts so far may make it possible to now understand yourself more deeply than you could have otherwise, and once you have that knowledge you can make better decisions. That's an opportunity, not a dead end.
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No.491110
>>491024
Thanks anon. I know I should be happy about any kind of progress. I'm just shocked by the idea of not being able to become "normal" no matter what I do.
It probably doesn't change anything if I receive more bad news. I'll continue my plan to make up for lost time somehow, while deconstructing my old hobbies into oblivion.
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No.492654
>>490930
yeah, that's life
stops being worth it if you just give up, still isn't worth it if you don't
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No.492917
>>492654
if you keep believing it`s not worth it it never will be
>>490930
you're doing great with all your hard work, don't change a thing about that, but you gotta be able to let go too, if you don't already
relax and do some silly shit when you can; roll around in some grass, stare at some bugs, that sorta thing. meditate/trust your instincts/nurture the kid in you.
get out in nature; force yourself to observe small things and recognize how beautiful they are - like damn, the sun looks good on that leaf! or how good the dirt smells. like, make yourself stop and think about all the little nice things. it doesn't have to be in nature either, like right now, I love the way the windows are fogging up because of my dad cooking something. but you should get out in nature, because it has a remarkable effect on how good you feel
play as much as you can. make everything an adventure. woah I wonder if I can jump over this block in the sidewalk?! that kind of thing. be like luffy from one piece, he's my role model lol
trust your feelings and your gut, be spontaneous, live in the moment, and you'll become more centred and have a better sense of who you are and what you want and how to get it. read about and try meditation if you don't already, even though I've never quite had the patience to get the hang of it, I'm all about the concepts and way of thinking it teaches
this is the kind of stuff that pulled me out of my depression years ago; although I went too far with it and now I'm a 21 year old with a complete lack of discipline, dumb and always screwing up. but, I'm happy
what I have to do is take a page out of your book in order to be the person I wanna be
sorry I have no idea if this is advice you actually need at all, I just see how you're working so hard but you're still not feeling right I guess? so I'm just sharing how I made myself feel right. changing myself in this way helped me hugely in the social sense too, if that's the problem
I guess this is just more of a general post because I have little reason to believe this applies to you. got a lil carried away
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No.492923
like basically you gotta turn off your brain from time to time
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No.493400
>>492272
When I stop working I'll have oceans of free time again to read and do exercises, and there's plenty of free courses going up. I hope something like a tutor isn't necessary but I'm willing to pay up for one if it means getting results.
>>492917
>>492923
I don't think I can go back to being carefree and spontaneous. Thanks for being supportive anyway.
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No.495459
>>493481
Although I don't expect to survive Computer Science at an acclaimed technical university I do want to try and get into some kind of vocational school and aim at becoming a software engineer. I have 11 months to prepare - probably less time, in fact, if they really do send me mandatory homework assignments as part of the selection procedure. If I can't manage to sufficiently prepare for algorithms by that time then I need to think of something else. Probably I'll still be a java code monkey, as /g/ would say. That's okay.
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No.516012
hsg help what is happening
im falling in love with everything its like a disease
im developing several crushes of varying intensity on several people while already in a committed relationship
am i just a slut
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No.516468
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No.516946
>>516012
who are your crushes
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No.517099
I've started voice training
yay
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No.517403
>tfw my friends are all in grad school but I won't even be applying this fall
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No.518957
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No.520113
okay well maybe this thread won't have database issues and also it's probably more appropriate to bitch ineffectually in:
please don't do the thing that people have been doing where they "nicely" offer "advice" about how to post more enjoyably. just fucking tell me I suck, I promise I won't cry
obviously I can't stop you if you want to be condescending
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No.520118
also since I'm blogging: we all know I'm a wordy bitch. my posts are just long. it doesn't mean I'm, like, red-faced and screaming through my teeth every time I display signs of having a spine. "u mad" is played-out. again, if I write a long post about something that irritates me, you can always just call me a fag, no disingenuous "they who express less emotion win" shit necessary
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No.520122
>>520113
here in case you didn't see it:
>>520112
Okay look dude. It doesn't occur to me AT ALL that 'rating' someone like that and saying their post sucks could be taken personally in this way because I've never ever been a name/tripfag, even if I were in the habit of evaluating your HSG PERFORMANCE or some shit I guarantee you I would never actually be taking it seriously. Like I'm just here for kicks, there's no reason for you to take it that way and let it bother you, there's no reason to feel anything weighty about anything I post ever.
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No.520129
>>520122
dude. did you read my original pissbaby rant. I don't care that you rated me, I don't care that you didn't like the post, I don't care that you responded and said you didn't like the post. you're allowed to do all of those things. you're allowed to do things that irritate me, too, and I'm allowed to say that they irritate me.
the thing that irritates me is the "look," the "I want to like you." since talking about this in terms of my reaction to that pattern seems to not be working, let me reframe it for you: why, on earth, would I give a shit about your opinion of my HSG presence? it's like you're holding a carrot out for me to lead me in the direction of being Your Kind of Poster, but the carrot is moldy and rotten.
less carrot (trying to persuade me to change the way I post by suggesting that it will make me better liked), more stick (expressing your negative opinion in a straightforward way without the sugarcoating).
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No.520138
anyway I'm getting myself more irritated because in my head this was gonna be me, expressing an opinion, and then being largely ignored except for the one or two anons who have a more or less positive opinion of me silently noting that I don't like being talked to in this way that people have been talking to me, and then it would be over
but I'm not really getting more irritated at anyone else except me, because I'm really bad at communicating through text and the tone I intend my posts to be read in is never the tone the posts actually convey. so what I'm saying is, the fact that this turned into a minor shitstorm is my fault for being a bad communicator, and also for mentioning it at all and not just, I dunno, deflecting with a joke or something
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No.520157
>>520129
Okay fine, the point is the "I want to like you" is still just in that surface-level ephemeral meaningless imageboard bullshit sense. If I actually wanted to get to know you I wouldn't be anonymous. I operate under this pretense and I guess I'm used to it being returned to me in kind.
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No.520168
Saltlick is 10/10 date-able, just saying.
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No.520170
>>520157
okay. I'm ready to stop making a fuss about this, lmao
>>520168
thanks I guess
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No.520177
I don't see why people want to force themselves to be normal.
Like if I'm remembering dumb obscure bullshit correctly, >>490930 has been at this for years, or at least someone in HSG has, and that's kind of sad.
Like, having a good diet and working out are good. Trying to deprive yourself of the things you enjoy and trying to force "normal" things you like onto yourself isn't healthy. Normal people read comic books, this isn't the 50s anymore.
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No.520196
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No.520213
>>518957
I'll finally sound like a girl
in a few weeks
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No.522110
>have gf
>want sex
>live on opposite sides of the country
>eventually meet up
>she wants to fuck
>can't take birth control
>have to use condoms
>my foreskin is fucked up
>not particularly sensitive anyway
>struggling to keep it up because my dick may as well be disconnected from my body at this point
>fingering her
>unbelievably tight, virgin
>can barely get the tip of my finger in before she tenses and shrieks in pain
>tells me to just ram her already and ignore her pain
>hours of fumbling and trying to get inside her
>slowly insert dick
>kinda working, just need to go slow and shes not in too much pain
>finally happening
>get excited
>get nervous
>freak out and lose boner
>can't get it back up
>try to console gf
>cry self to sleep
>didn't even manage to break her hymen
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No.522122
>>520213
does it only take a few weeks i should try that
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No.522981
>>522110
Next time for sure
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No.524300
>>522110
thats how it goes man
first time is never good
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No.524804
>>522110
>so tight you can barely get a finger in
you've gotta do more non-genital foreplay then
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No.529881
>>516468
maybe it's back, but only a bit.
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No.538015
>>529881
today it happened again and I understand that it wasn't for drawing, I'm just depressed.
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No.558079
>>520177
>>520177
Hey, it's me again, Wannabe Normie.
I can't say I've been discussing this normiefication thing on HSG for long, if at all, so you might be confusing me for someone else. That said, the identity clusterfuck has been going on for some time. I'll try to sum it up:
-brother and sister were socially active and popular, I was not - dad always came home from work acting like a cunt - I always tried to block out my family and distract myself with nerdy hobbies.
-in college, I became highly critical of my own hobbies, deconstructing them one by one. I became critical of hedonism in general.
-realized how many of my friends, online or offline, were hardcore gamers, stoners, failed artists, unable to focus and get anything done - slowly started losing them - at the same time, I started to believe my degree would be useless and began to distance myself from classmates
-got sucked into HSG, goaded into drawing and writing terrible things, got criticized by steam friend for doing this, blocked him for a year. anger issues from high school days came back except this time they mostly turned inward in the form of self-loathing, stressing me out to the point of psychosomatic stomach pains.
-somehow finished college, started reading about stoicism and general self-improvement stuff, felt better for a while - tried getting real jobs
Present:
-any attempts to become more hip and social like my brother, to become less of a mindless hedonist and to become more assertive suddenly all seem futile when I realize I have autistic tendencies.
My life isn't all that bad right now. Just needed to get over the shock. Who knows, I might even become stable now.
8ch fucking sucks tbh
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No.558214
IT'S ABOUT THE DRAWINGS
IT'S ALWAYS ABOUT THE DRAWINGS
THERE IS NOTHING ELSE
THAT IS THE PROBLEM
SHIT
EVERYTHING I DO
THAT IS SHIT
BUT THAT'S THE ONLY THING THAT'S KEEPING ME ALIVE
AND IM SHIIIT
WHEN WILL IT FUCKING ENDS
PAIN
EVERY DAY OF THIS SHITTY LIFE
I HATE EVERYTHING ELSE
WHERE IS THE LIGHT
I CAN'T SEE SHIT
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No.558222
>>558214
yo dawg chill out
tell you what, draw me some bitches getting stoned
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No.558224
>>558079
>caring what other people think
Just off yaself my friend you'll never make them happy and you'll never make yourself happy
>>558214
Boo hoo
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No.559563
>>558224
>not reading the post
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No.559899
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No.560160
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No.568910
It's depression time again WHOO UUHH
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No.571769
I keep drinking tea, it's making me hyperactive.
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No.571793
>>6473
going to fuck a black gay man for the first time
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No.571838
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No.571848
>>6473
NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTIONS
let's see
-keep lifting and try harder to fix my eating habits
-get into drawing
-find a university course that interests me and try my best not to drop out
i'd also add "be more social" but i just dont care anymore
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No.586327
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
also
>>538015
>>558214
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No.608024
Depression just hit pretty fucking hard,
help
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No.610153
quit smoking
have to ration noodles and pasta
flunking out
really wanna die
still havent managed to fuck my girlfriend
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No.622522
whenever I meet someone I actually like or can get along with I start acting like the most belligerent asshole on the planet, getting super competitive over stupid shit, then eventually cutting off contact because "it" is not working or something
maybe being raised in a household with lots of siblings but no bros has something to do with that, but I'm probably just a retard
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No.626396
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No.626397
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No.626398
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No.626401
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No.626402
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No.626403
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No.626404
>>608024
die freudige Blitzkrieg geht weiter
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No.626405
>>520177
welcome to life where everybody tries to do as much as they can to avoid the real questions
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No.626407
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No.668214
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No.670131
>>668214
boy ain't that the truth
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No.835203
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No.848563
today I almost fell to my knees to start hammering my bloody fists into the dirt of this cruel cold earth, when I came across an ultra rare tall girl only to realize at second glance that there was a fair (65%) chance that it was a man
I'd totally break character to score a giantess gf
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No.848993
>>6324
Life's pretty good, except I keep coming to this thread filled with autistic morons for some reason.
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No.849508
>>610153
started smoking again
put on a shit tonne of weight
going back to uni
still wanna die
fuck my girlfriend pretty regularly now
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No.856999
>>608024
I've been using this thread to track my depression attacks, I don't know if if stopped writing them or if didn't have any this past year,
But right now I feel so fucking shit AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA SOMEONE KILL ME SAVE ME FROM THIS HELL
I JUST WANT TO CLOSE MYSELF IN A LITTLE BOX AND JUST STOP BEING UNTIL EVERYTHING DISAPPEAR THEN IN CAN COME OUT.
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No.857270
i rly need to get away from u nerds
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No.876995
this is still some pretty good wine i dont even feel bad about drinking it all in one evening
its pretty good like that
its a great drink sometimes its good for your
heart or something
i liked it
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No.919068
gf is off to first shift at the strip club
pretty sure the only reason we havent broken it off is because were waiting to do it in person
was a weird one and half years
not sure relationships are really worth it tbh
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No.920329
I loved Homestuck and started reading around the end of Act 2. I followed it to the end, despite getting super bored with all the breaks, and despite all my old friends giving up on it. Ultimately, I'm glad the comic ended, but I don't like how it ended, nor do I like how long it took to come to a conclusion that was less than satisfying.
I will admit: after being a faithful serial reader for years, and waiting for that long, it's possible that my expectations had become unrealistic.
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No.920354
>>920329
nah im pretty sure the ending was actually shit
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No.1056116
Yesterday I Went Out With Family And Friends And We Had Fun Visiting Tourist Establishments In The Nearby Town And I Spent The Night With A Couple From A Far Away Place And It Was Very Lovely And I Feel Wonderful
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No.1056224
>>920329
yeah for me the high point was cascade, and everything slowly slid into the shitter from there
hussie definitely needed an editor who would have told him that having act 6 be twice as long as act 5 is retarded
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No.1273932
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No.1273953
my nephew isnt even considered a human yet and i'm already freaking the fuck out over him/her dying
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No.1302821
>>238122
Get some new friends you tranny piece of shit. Seriously, I wouldn't be surprised if you killed yourself by being manipulated by everyone and spilling your guts to some hypnotic skanks who used you as a meal ticket then dumped you.
You're in a nightmare because you choose to be.
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No.1302831
>>920329
Everyone thinks the ending was shit.
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No.1302907
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No.1303255
>>1302821
>>1302831
what tf are you doing
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